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2004 1 June :: 10.26pm
through teh wind i whisper your name
into teh snow i call your name
and ill wait for teh day that you love me
hang up teh fone, just want you to call right back
how can i get enough of this
i dont know what has come over me
something i just cant explain
far across across teh empty sky
i will ride these endless clouds of white
and there all the imperfect will become perfect
just teh way they are
but how can these stars they shine liek theyve never
been shining before
i see them brand new and calling
i see you alone and wanting
and my heart returns its call
wont you hold me in teh darkness
wont you love me dont know where ur heart is
just wish that someday youll find a way
whisper into these empty skies
my last call for sanity
tell me all i have to give
maybe ill get you to love me?
tell me what it is when u say all teh right words
tell me why u know just what to say
with just one look into your blue eyes
i lose myself that way
no matter all that i sing
or anything that i could ever say
it could never tell you how much you mean to me
you might say i dont understand
dont knwo what its like to have you by my side
you might tell me that i dont know all about love
maybe your right, but i know what i feel everynight
and it just happens that i love the way you make me smile
tranquil kisses, soft embraces
the love is all around
its in teh air and its in your heart
beauty so profound
what is it that keeps me wanting
what is this diseas thats come over me
am i binded and tainted
and bleeding for all to see
these stars hold no comfort tonight
if your arms arent wrapped around me
and these hands are so empty
when not entwined with mine u see
so tangle me with words
tell me all that it is you heard
just wrap me up inside your sheets tonight
tell me, tell me, tell me what it is you see
and love me, oh love me tonight
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xonixieox
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2004 1 June :: 8.32pm
"Anyone who thinks sunshine is pure happiness, has never danced in the rain."
^ i love that!
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xonixieox
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2004 1 June :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: not really sure
:: Music: cant touch this( on a comercial lol)
jghdgu
ok so im wicked bored... im watching that new show Summerland... its ok i guess.. i got 2 buds and 1 wine cooler so far with like 3 days to go.. so that means i can get way more! cant wait till friday meg and Jessie :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (TOMORROW) KATIE RODRIGUEZ! i fucknig love you
:)
wow im actually happy and i dont know why! wow!
<3 NikkiE!
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silentcriez
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2004 1 June :: 6.47pm
hello journal my name is amanda and i am on the fone with mr sean hays and i am happy :)
got into a figth with meg teh other day i dont see why she has to lie to me, mayeb im doing something wrong?
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cocopuff
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2004 31 May :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: none...
hmm
yea well its 10:30 and theres school tomorrow which means i shoudl really b in bed... but i cant sleep tomany things on my mind so i decited id write in here....
u know its really sad to lose a friend.. and i have lost many i can sadly say...but um not sure if im ready to give up on some now.. i want to give up i really do but i can't... i really believe that if we all make and effert we can b frineds like before.... and i know for a fact that not one of my friends invloved can say that they dont want to tery and make things work... i say fuck it.. start over new... no fucked up ties to eachother due to sexul reasons... fuck all the fights weve had becasue think about it... how pointless were they.. and i can answer that for u they were fuckin stupid and nothign that shoudl have ever caused us to not b freinds.. and as the summer gets closer and closer i get sadder and sadder thinking abotu how last year we were always together, and now i cant even remeber the last time we were together.. and its soo fuckign sad.. things never shoudl ahve gottn this bad.. and truthfully i dont understand y they did.... but im gonan try now.. i really am im gonna give everythign i have to try and b friends again.. and if it dont work then i quit and its all done.. but i really hope it dont get to that point :(
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silentcriez
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2004 31 May :: 8.35pm
its remarkable how you capture me
how you feed my soul like its never
been fed
and in you i see myslef
reflecting in your bottomless
blue eyes
images of what i wish we
could be
but were lost in the dark
upon a distant star
starring far off into the distance
continue to capture me
continue to love me
just hold me i dont care what
they say
taint me wiht kisses
and lure me inot oblivion
where noting can b wrong
we cant b wrong
for if were wrong i fear for what i feel
taste, see, know
it may all b wrong
wrong
wrong
my heart it may all b wrong
and i wouldn't know how to
let you go....
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xonixieox
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2004 31 May :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: excited
yay`
yayyyyyyyy im sooooooo fucking excited!
if everything goes as planned then BECCA HAYES (my love) is copming to school with me next thursday!! im so fucking excited!
well last nite i slept at tracis house! that was interesting lol righttttt traci...
write more later!
I LOVE YOU REBECCA CATHERINE HAYES!!!
<3 NikkiE
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cocopuff
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2004 31 May :: 7.53pm
:: Music: Brandy- "Have You Ever"
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krazykelc1
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2004 31 May :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: fat
:: Music: Fuel-Falls on Me
I wanted to go back..
Back to the way I was before.
But the truth is, you've changed me
I'm not the same anymore..
x o x o
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krazykelc1
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2004 31 May :: 3.26pm
:: Music: 3DoorsDown-The road I'm on
The funniest thing ever
krazykelc 1: omg wanna hear the funniest story ever
x we4k inside: wat? lol
krazykelc 1: last night i walked in to honeyfarms with jessie and amanda and we got visine. and amanda had to spend more than 10 dollars or somethin like that cuz of her visa ... so we got lots of candy bars n stuff. and we walk up to the cash register and there was marcus and his friend or something.. and they were both staring at us and wen it was our turn in line we put the stuff up on the counter and then i was high so i didnt realize wat they were saying but then jessie turns to me and goes "omg did u just hear wat they said?" and i go no... so then i started to listen and all of a sudden one of the guys goes "i remember when i used to have the munchies....i would get 11 sandwiches go upstairs then come back down around 11:00 for more.. the worst part was looking at my parents though.. oh man" and jessie turns to me and starts laughing her ass off. and they were like "visine... yep that stuff doesnt even really get the red out.." and we turned to leave and start laughing and then they go "you girls got the munchies?!" as we were leaving
krazykelc 1: and then like an hour later we walked by honeyfarms with ice cream and slushies...ahahaha and they saw us and started laughing... then one of the guys gets in his white truck and drives by us and yells "STILL got the munchies?!!?"
x we4k inside: LOL!!!!!!!!
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silentcriez
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2004 29 May :: 2.29pm
I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home
I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderline bipolar
Forever biting on your nuts
I was never grateful
That's why I spend my days alone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed
I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Borderlining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I'm forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home (Broken home)
Black-eyed
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loserxdork
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2004 29 May :: 10.08am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: death cab for cutie
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give LOSERxDORK more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
going out on a limb here by not making this friends only but yeah comment and click and give me hugs! [=
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xonixieox
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2004 27 May :: 4.00pm
quizzes!!!!!!
Heart of Fire
What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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xonixieox
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2004 27 May :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: pissed off
o kwell today was a GAY ASS DAY!! i didnt get to see my love jessie ALL day :( it was so sad.. awwwwww i love that girl!
so anyways i got written up for spanish yesterday and then she gave me another detention for throwing aq cough drop to hannah accross the desk... and then she just kicked me out... thank god! before that at lucnch i got shit from cozzy becasue i was sitting near "his table" i was fuckinbg on the radiator not even fucking near his table!! ahhhhhhhhh he pisses me off sometimes!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
then taylor was being fucking gay! wshe needs to stop being a fucking leech and leave people alone she follows EVERYONE! grrrrrrrrr no one likes her they just dont wanna be mean!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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xonixieox
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2004 26 May :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: american idol theme song
blah
im so aggervated becasue gymnastics was GAY!! the dude wasted 10 mins of our 30 that we pay 15 dollars each cuz some stupid fuck fell on her head in a back tuck! grrrr then mark sed that i did 95% and he did 5%.. that pisses me the fuck off... i just wanna do my fucking backhandspring by myself!! ohhhhhhhh and fucking then traci did the belt which i hate so i just sat there for another like 6 mins!!! ahhhhh it pisses me off how its our money and he fucking wastes our time!! hes so creppy too! ahhhhhhhhh grrrrrrrr
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