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2006 14 September :: 3.02pm
i love my nigga. yep, yep, i laa my boy
Yesterday,
Christina got out of school and we went to the mall.
I was fuckign sick from the time I woke up until we ate in the food court. I don't know what's up with me, but I've been really feeling... yucky these past days or so. ?
We stopped in tons of stores and looked at tons of cute stuff.
I really didn't want to buy anything, but I had to buy these 2 camis on sale 2 for $16 and this little sweater hoody on clearance for 30% off. It ended up being $14 so I was pumped.
Plus, Christina saved me $10 when she noticed the girl rang it in wrong.
Sa-weet!
Kris and Bub were at a different mall, and I knew Justin was buying me something so Christina helped me look for something to buy him.
I ended up just buying him a black belt because he always wears the brown one I bought him for Christmas and he doesn't have a black one.
I also got him a Watermelon chapstick from Bath&Body Works for free99. It's yummy, I plan on stealing it off of him in the future.
Christina dropped me off at his house and he ended up buying me a hoody from Hollister. It's green, so of course I love it. Plus, I can wear it overtop the white cami that I bought myself!! =)
There is oh-so much more that I want. I can't wait until I get paid and get over with my phone bill 'cause I'm definitely blowing some cash on some clothes!!
I talked to my dad last night and he said I should count on getting my car either Friday or Monday. We have to pick a day that Karen doesn't work so she can come with him to drive him back home.
Other than that...
Justin's mom has new couches. They redid the living room.
It definitely looks pimp now. =)
Sometime soon, I think I am going out my mom's to drive the truck a little bit so I get the hang of the clutch before I hop into my car and drive away.
Aaaaanndd... yeah.
That's about it.
If you haven't commented the last entry, please do so.
=)
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2006 13 September :: 9.09pm
enough about me
So, a couple people read my journal on an average.
There's a few people who have mentioned it to me and such.
And well..
This is where I'm going to ask you what you think.
What do you think about me?
What do you think about my journal? Do you like the lay out?
What are you holding in that drives you completely insane every single day?
This is a chance for you to let out exactly how you feel and yet keep it completely annonymous.
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2006 13 September :: 10.40am
i don't have to talk shit behind your back.
i know you don't have anything on me.
we fought twice and you couldn't touch me.
well,
yesterday i was getting a bunch of private phone calls when i got sick of them and sent sarah the text message, "is trashing people's cars the only thing you know how to do? you wont get away with it everytime girly."
then, surprise, surprise--more private phone calls.
this time, BLOWING UP MY PHONE.
A couple of times, she didn't even bother to block the number, and at the time, i really wanted to go to the police because i was trying to get ready to go to eat n park with jenna and i couldnt even call her to get a hold of her because my phone was constantly ringing with sarah's number or a private one.
i kept hitting ignore and the times i would answer i would asnwer by saying, "quit calling my phone, whore." and hang up.
she left me a couple voicemails calling me a pussy for not answering my phone, but we all know better than that. because we fought twice and you couldn't touch me, sarah.
well, with the exceptions of some claw marks from your dirty fingernails.
i am sooo sick of this bitch. all she does is obsess over everything i do and then turns it all around in her pathetic lie she calls a journal.
me and jenna went to eat n park and tried to have a civil meal, but my phone would not stop ringing. jenna finally answered and when sarah found out who it was, she immediately lost the bitchy tone in her voice. she said she was just trying to fiigure out who it was that was sending her threatening text messages. threatening? yeah right, i told her she needed help in the head and that she wasn't going to get away with fucking with people's shit everytime.
that wasn't a threat, it was a promise.
everyone knows it was her and she turns it around and makes herself look like such a little angel.
everyone knows she's full of shit. just look at her, she looks like a piece of shit.
and if she thinks for one second that i am scared of her, she has another thing coming. because i have never once turned her down when she said she was going to "beat my ass."
i will talk shit on her right in her face and then spit on her.
iiiiiiii hate that bitch.
justin told me not to do anything to get her back because she will blow my car up.
i didn't plan on it because her time will come and she'll get it.
i know it. there's enough people that hate her just as much as i do.
like rebecca and i were saying, it is dangerous to piss that many people off. i would hate for as many people to hate me that hate her.
Other than that..
I got a phone call from the jail.
I was like, wtf?!?! I don't know anybody in jail!!
So.. I didn't answer.
There was a message. My mom listened to it..
it was chooch!!!!! me misses chooey!! =(
We were just talking about him the other day!!
It was so weird that he called my house out of nowhere!!
uhhh, i think i am going to go now because i have to finish getting ready.
me and christina are going to the mall because our lame boyfriends went without us. atleast i get presents!!!!! =) =)
i'll finish this updizzle lataa.
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2006 11 September :: 9.30pm
some bitches have mental issues
well, the drama for today is that Christina calls me right as I'm waiting for Rebecca to pick me up for school.
She is flipping the fuck out.
I'm like, "Christina, what's wrong??"
She left school for work release and her car is keyed.
She went back in the school and--surprise, surprise.
Bishop is the ONLY ONE signed out.
They got a clear shot of Christina's car from the camera on the school, too.
So, everyone knows about it already and everyone.. EVERYONE is pissed off about it.
Even Sarah's closest friends were talking shit on her, saying what a psycho she is and how she has serious mental issues.
We laughed about it because insurance will pay for it, and it's always going to look 10x better than Sarah's piece of shit excuse for a car.
I, along with every single person we've talked to, just think it's ridiculous because Christina didn't do ONE thing to that psychopath.
Sarah stole $5 off of her,
beat her up because Christina confronted her about it,
and then after Christina hasn't said a WORD to her, keys her car.
How immature?? Like, grow up you little, little ugly bitch.
(there, i called you ugly. dumb bitch.)
Becca and I were talking about it in school and she said something really bad is going to happen to that girl.
How can you not get along with that many people?
There's like 50 people that want to beat her up and even more that want to set her house in flames.
It's sad, because, although I would never go that far, I know a lot of people who would.
It's just pathetic.
Christina would never do anything to anybody.
She doesn't even plan on doing anything back to Sarah.
Then again, I never did, either.
She thinks like my mom and I listen to them when they say that her time will come.
I just think she'll be sorry because there's a lot of people who would stick up for Christina and I know a lot of people have said they're getting sick and tired of always hearing about her trouble.
I just can't wait for the day when someone completely trashes her shit.
I hope they're careful because she supposedly has cameras outside of her house.
**Be careful whoever you are!! =)**
**We wouldn't want you to get caught!!**
(you'll be our hero.)
ugh.
i finally saw the yearbook from last year tonight.
Kaylin showed me hers.
My picture is in it, it looks retarded.
I kinda wish I would've went to BV my senior year,
but then again, I am just forgetting how bad I hate that place.
Either way, I just wanted to let you in on the drama.
Lataaaaa.
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2006 11 September :: 9.41am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Talk shows on mute - Incubus
Today is awful. It started out me waking up almost an hour late because it started storming in the middle of the night and killed my alarm clock. Ok. whatever, I get up and get ready, go to school and then go to the Senior meeting. We were going to decide where to go for senior trip today. well That didn't happen. We were supposed to get a presentation set up of all the things we could do at the location you chose, how much it would cost if we flew, how much it would cost if we rode a bus etc. only one person did this, and it was for Orlando, Florida. I don't give a hoot where we go so I didn't bother making a presentation. All of the guys have been to Orlando and said it sucked balls. Ended up only 5 people voted for Orlando, but we didn't have another place set up to go, so though Orlando is out, we're stuck without a destination. the Board will gladly take our trip away if it causes too much rucus. So I said we should be given one more week to set up as many presentations of places and it was voted that was alright and so ... next monday all hell will break loose once again. Jessica is a stupid bitch and was yelling at everyone. her reason? "they're opinion doesn't matter. i hate them and so they're faggots." so.. everyone that has an opinon is a faggot? hmm. that's crazy. the bitch should die. everyone hates her. Gah.
Then retarded accounting teacher gives us this list of shit we need to record and expects us to pick it up right away. we didn't. it was the first thing we had ever done like that and we was all lost as hell. she got pissed and started bitching us out and telling us that we were just lazy and didn't want to do it. ok. first hour into the day and already 2 bitches on my "die" list. sweet. luckily i have library this hour. all i had to do was put a few books away then plant my ass on the computer.
Too bad launch isn't friggin workin.
*sigh*
i think i need to go back to bed. i have a feeling i'll get into it with retarded Jessica. Eh
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2006 9 September :: 9.51pm
:: Music: Blood Brothers, baby. all day, ery'day!!!
I MISS MY BABY!!!!
Right now,
I'm at my house.
Weird, huh?
My MOM'S house.
I haven't been here in seriously, forever.
It is soo extremely hard to type on this keyboard because im so used to the laptop where the keys are super soft.
I'm at my house because I have a staff meeting at 9am!!!
(Holy smokes, I know.)
and Justin's mom couldn't take me because she had to go somewhere.
I didn't have no other ride that stinkin' early in the morning so i called mama.
I miss my babyyyyy. =(
I left there at about 9:00 or so and he left with Kristen and Jord.
This is the first time we've been away from each other in months!!
It's extremely heartbreaking, as gay as it sounds.
You just don't understand the bond that we have.
And you would never be able to, either.
He promised me he would call me millions of times
and we were texting each other so much that his phone is dead already.
He called me from Mav's phone like two seconds ago to tell me he just wants to go home and play madden.
i love my baby.
a couple days ago,
i heard some funny b.s.
supposedly bishop told someone (and you know how word travels in b-vizzle!!) that she cheats on cody with bubber all the time.
i was like, "pssshhtt. bitches wish!!!!"
he cracked up. he was like, "whyyyy would she say thay?!?!?!"
but then again, maybe the story got stretched??
either way it was super funny, because...
okay, i have started talking to one of my friends who i haven't talked to in a minute since my phone's been broke.
her boyfriend is almost best friends with cody,
well, or they were.. i dont think they're as good as friends as they were,
but i was talking to her and i told her about that,
and she was like, "i heard that, too...."
and she like, never talks to anybody. she's cute and quiet.
me and justin were sitting on the porch when i was talking to her and he said for her to hear that, it's a whole different crowd and that's REALLY weird.
people can't keep outta our bizzy cause we so hot. hot tamales!
haha.
i'm the lamest.
but anyways, my friend told me she heard cody caught her with like 4 different dudes. see what happens? i tried to teach that boy to be nice to girls and not cheat on them and instead, all he gets out of the deal is letting a girl cheat on him all the time.
i suck at lessons.
goobie: did u see the lovely things sarah said about me?
meehan: haha no.. what dd se say
goobie: its on her blog
meehan: omg she loves internet trash talking to girls 2 hrs away
goobie: lol
goobie: she basically wrote that im a fat whore and she made me and my friends cry
goobie: we were sittin there laughing at her the whole time
meehan: she is a drama queen haha
goobie: she makes up maaad shit
meehan: DUH why else do you think she has that thing?
goobie: lol
meehan: ive had one for forever, we got in that fight and she made one
meehan: so she could write her side and make herself look tough, and thats what shes been using it for ever since
haha i can't even tell her to grow up anymore because i talk shit on her everytime anyone says her name.
i didn't before but then she went and randomly said i called her ugly?
so now i call her ugly all the time.
she is an ugly little bitch. and she has a mean heart.
one day she'll get it back and i can't wait.
perhaps that day is now because her BOYFRIEND IS IN JAIL!
yeah, talk shit on me and mine saying we do drugs when we don't and then let your boyfriend go to jail.
okay enough shit talking.
THE UPSIDE TO BEING HOME:
i missed my mommy like ca-ra-zay!!!!!!!
and... I GET TO SEE MY TUBBY BABY!!
my mom said he was depressed while i was gone.
if you know tubby, you know he likes to talk a lot.
and my mom said while i was gone, he just sat in my room and wouldn't come out and wouldn't meow for anybody.
he seems normal and lovey-tubby to me!!!
anyways,
i am going to go to bed cause my eyes are tiiiiired!!
i'm just gonna wait for my baby to call and get my rest (as much as i can cause sleeping without him is impossible) for work in the AM!!
peeace, hoes.
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2006 8 September :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Rain - Breaking Benjamin
I became known as Raquel. hardly anyone calls me anything but that anymore. Teachers have even began refering to me as that... it's insane. i WISH i had some Mexican in me. curse the incredably white pigmentation in my skin.
Oh actually, my cousin's had a black baby. the pigmentation of it got all screwed up. whitest people ever. cute baby though.
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2006 8 September :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Hurt - Johnny Cash
Drunken Stories
Eh. i love having money, but i hate working for it. *sigh*
i have $193.50 left to pay for my Senior Stuff (my official name for it)
i have $250.00 to pay for senior pictures
i have $22,000.00 to save up for tuition and expenses to save up to move my ass up to Michigan to be with the love of my life.
i have 6 classes with teachers all too eager to give out homework like they're the only one doin it and have to give us enough to last all week. so after one day, i have 6 weeks of homework to finish in about 4 hours. deal with the stress of that one.
on happier subjects, i found out that at the end of last year my GPA was 3.7 I have weighted classes this year, and i'm doing really good in them, so that'll up it even more.
Geeze, doesn't it suck when you realize your life is, for the most part, pointless?
i've never anything to do but read or get on the computer and talk to people. when i'm really bored? i read the dictionary. Yeah. you read it right. i love words though... so maybe in my case it's not quite so bad? i like knowing words and not being so ... ordinary in my speech. I'm an eccentric person and i pride myself on it.
Gah, i have to babysit my neighbors bratty granddaughter and her friend tomorrow. i have to be there at 8:30. How inhumane. i'll be there for SIX HOURS. *gouges my eyes out*
Lord have mercy.
Tessi want's me to go drink with her tomorrow night. do i want to drink down $8.00? i don't know. last time i drank i threw up. people are ALWAYS like "Ooh Raquel, do a shotgun with me" "No you guys, i always throw up, i can't drink beer" "no no, i swear, you'll be fine"
-- they stab beer can, pull the tab up a bit (i'm incapable of opening cans of ... whatever) for me and stick it to my face --
"oh ok, i'll shotgun with you. sure"
-- shotguns --
"Ha! i told ya you wouldn't get si--- Raquel? dude, are you alright"
-- me over in the corner throwin my stomach up --
*chokingly yells "ASSHOLE"*
yeah. that's how it goes. i can't do beer. EVER. everyone knows, but amazingly forgets and forces it down my esophogus anyway.
Luckily Tessi love's my ass and always takes care of me.
Once i was really buzzed and i almost fell off of a bridge. lol it was crazy. Sean grabbed me and saved me though ... ok. that was WAY out there. it was like 2in. deep water because we never get rain. i wouldn't have died. but i would have spilt my Smirnoff.
Ah. once i insisted upon going home after a party, a night when i was just about drunk off my ass. it's almost 1 am Sunday morning. i was convienced no one would be awake. i walk in... OMG. there is my entire family is sitting in the living room watching tv and talking. i had a coronary. my eyes are bloodshot, i'm slurrin my words, i can't walk straight, i'm talking WAY too loud... luckily my room is right to the left of the front door so i just say hey and go to my room. a few minutes later, after attempting to sober myself up, i go get on the computer and talk to people. i don't know who i talked to that night though.
ok. i've bored myself with this... actually that's a lie. i enjoy recalling all these memories.
Oh!!! man, one more, then i'm done. i swear.
First time i EVER drank, i had a Bud Light. but before that, i took 3 shots of ... some whiskey. i can't recall the name. but... i was feeling wonderful at the time i finished my beer, so i screamed at the top of my lungs "HEY! ... HEY EVERYBODY! I JUST FINISHED MY FIRST FUGGIN BEER! SWEET!!" then i attempted to stand up and it didn't work.
*sigh*
ok. despite all that.... i'm not a huge ass drunk. i've been DRUNK 3 times. maybe four.
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ooook.
later
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2006 7 September :: 9.46am
me love you loooong time
I don't feel good. =(
i have a yucky feeling in my tummy.
i was supposed to go to school so justin left to go to his friend's house and now i don't want to go to school so i'm here by myself.
he was mad at me before he left. =(
not mad.. he just said that i should go to school because i don't have that much longer until i graduate.
which is true,
but i'll go tomorrow. i just rrreeally don't feel good today at all!!
if my mom was able to pick me up early from school (actually, i only go for 3 hours as it is..), then i could see myself going, but i don't know. she is busy. i asked her if she could pick me up right now but she said not yet.
all i have been doing lately is eating.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
i am hungry 24/7!! no, thats an exaggeration,
but i'll tell you what's not an exaggeration..
we will eat.. and then an hour later i am hungry again and looking around the house for food. what's up with that? why am i doing that?!
i don't like to eat this much. i'm afraid i'll get fat.
i used to try to eat all low-fat foods because i was eating soo much, but now, i am just eating everything and i don't care. =( =(
also,
i don't know what's up.
it is like i'm on my period without the actual period.
i'm moody and depressed a little bit.
and my boobs hurt really bad. they got a whole lot bigger, too.
just like they would if i were starting my period.
and i don't keep track of that stuff,
but i'm pretty sure the last day i had it was July 28th.
that is, if the last time i had it i marked it down in here....
so my period is probably coming since i am getting all these side-effects. also, my complexion is HORRIBLE.
i don't break out-break out anymore, but i still get like.. clogged pores. not actual pimples, just like.. blackheads without a black head. i pop them and then wash my face and they go away but it still makes my complexion suck.
okay, i'm sure you don't care to hear about how shitty i've been feeling lately.
and justint old me to call him if i decided not to go to school,
so i think i'm going to go take a shower and call him..
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2006 6 September :: 10.41am
the fact that i have to go to school today ruins my morning
If you come here looking for drama,
you will most likely get it.
Yesterday,
I got a phone call from one of my friends who I havn't talked to in.. forever.
She is away at school and she told me she was going to get one of her friends up there to bring her home to fight Sarah.
HAHAHAHAHA.
This, coming from a girl who NEVER fights and thinks fighting is the most pointless and idiotic thing on earth.
She was going to drive two hours just to punch this ugly bitch in the face.
Whoooo does that?!!?!?
Well, I alerted Jenna and Nicole that something might be going down.
They told Christina, of course, who texted me while at work, asking what was up.
Everyone was soo excited.
I guess Sarah was being a whore in Port Royal,
(of all dirty places)
and Cody went to go fight some kid there,
and Amanda was coming home to fight her for calling Amanda's cell phone and running her mouth.
I don't exactly know the whole story,
so I might not be the perfect person to ask.
Me and Justin laughed at the whole ordeal because Sarah is always trying to fuck everybody. Every time we hear something about her trying to get on guys, we just roll our eyes and call her a whore.
Sucks to be her boyfriend!!
Anywyas,
Amanda's friends all told her she was being stupid,
and none of them would bring her down here.
That sucks. I would've. She was even offering $30 for the trip.
We decided they just don't understand.
I was talking to her on AOL at the time,
and I sent her this picture:
to make her feel better.
Looking at pictures of ugly girls always makes me laugh.
Anyways,
besides that.
Me, Justin, Becca, and Tadd drove to Charleroi to lay the smack down on some kid who owes Justin money.
It was really funny because Bub and Tadd were talking shit all the way there.
When we got there, Rebecca was like,
"They're not going to fight, are they??"
I was like, "I think that's why they're here..."
Her eyes got big and she was pissed,
"UGH I have to be at work at 5!!!," she said.
Luckily, it was only 4:00.
and also lucky for her, they didn't fight and the kid arranged to have bubby's money on Thursday.
With all the time to spare, we got to smoke a blunt.
Rebecca dropped us off, and Tadd and Bubby made plans to go back to the kid's house on Thursday and beat him up, no questions asked.
Hahahahah.
Yeeeaaahh,
I don't think anything else exciting went down lately.
I am waiting for Becca to pick me up, so I think I'm out for now.
i'll update lataaa.
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2006 4 September :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Far Away - Nickelback
Senior Year!!
that's about all that's new and crazy in my life.
I've applied to one college so far, in the process of applying to 2 more.
The one I really wanna get into?
Ferris University. I really hope I get accepted. like Really Really hope.
If I don't then I'm just going to pray fate takes my side and lets me move up to Michigan anyway, so that I can see my beloved Kelly.
*sigh*
Salt & Pepper's "what a man" song definitly comes to mind about now.
anyway, senior year is slightly crazy, but fun. and then not fun.
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2006 4 September :: 2.43pm
fuck a dime.
i'm a silver dollar.
So I added a little Prompt when you first come to my journal.
Obviously, you clicked OK, but did you ever try clicking Cancel?
Today,
Justin wakes me up and tells me that the Crocidile Hunter died.
He was filming "Ocean's Deadliest," when he swam overtop a stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart.
It was such an awful thing to happen to somebody.
I called and told my mom and she said she feels so bad for his kids.
=(
Stings usually occur to people when they step on or swim too close to a ray and can be excruciatingly painful but are rarely fatal, but it is suspected Irwin died because the barb pierced under his ribcage and directly into his heart.
Poor guy...
I am sitting here, watching Justin play Saint's Row.
We were outside talking to Pozza and Brent because Brent was about to fight the guy down the road because he's a douche bag and always yells at everyone for driving past his house too fast when we are NEVER driving that fast at all.
ugh, someone really needs to smack him, though.
i was reading something kinda funny today.
well, i thought it was funny atleast,
but then again I get a kick out of girls who can't find anything to talk about besides me,
"The other day at school, I don’t remember what the reason was, but my teacher said, “you guys go stand out against the railing”(on the third floor)
Then I hear sumone from across the room say, “Yo bishop don’t be throwin no bitches over the railing again.”
Hahaha… u kno, im easily amused, especially when it involves dumb whores
Speaking of which, im already sick of school.
im just hoping all goes well this yr and that I don’t hafta embarrass any more feisty girls."
That's an excerpt from the journal of Sarah Bishop.
who says that? when she was the onyl hanging over the rail? haha psshhtt. no one was embarassed but herself when she was bawling her eyes out in z's office.
Justin and I decided that she actually believes what she says, though.
What a jokeee.
Anyways, I'm out because I need to go eat.
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2006 3 September :: 6.02pm
Dinner now, breakfast tomorrow.
Well, I just got off work.
I made like $45 and I'm waiting for Justin to get back from "cutting a couple guys' heads off."
I kinda wish I could've gone, but I didn't get home from work soon enough.
Now, I'm just sitting here, waiting..
What's been up?
Nothing.
Nothing has been going on in my boring life.
I talked to my dad about getting my car and he said that I have to go meet and talk to some insurance lady in Belle Vernon with his wife.
I still haven't seen my mom, but I talk to her everyday.
I miss her sooo much. Today, I called her to see if she would pick me up from work, but she didn't answer.
When she called back, I was in the car with April and I asked mummy if she wanted to go eat somewhere, but she wasn't really hungry.
We're supposed to go tomorrow...
Me and Justin haven't fought in the lonnggessttt time.
The only thing we got in a fight about was last night, we were arguing over how to spell Kris's sister's name.
Other than that, we always get along. =)
The other day we were laying on the porch outside and we were like, talking about how much we like each other and how much fun we have together and he was telling me how I'm the best girlfriend he ever had. It was soo cute.
To top it off, he was like, "I would marry you, but I don't want to be cool like Sarah and Cody..."
haha, so we are definitely holding off on that.
It's so lame to get engaged when you're this young, you know?
I have always said that I will never marry someone until I am in a SERIOUS relationship with them for more than three years, and Justin and I have only been together for a year.
Being married is the same thing as what we are now, anyways. =)
Soo I start school Tuesday.
I'm kinda pumped. I just want to get it over with so I can start school in the Spring.
I would've been able to apply for a fall semester if I wouldn't have procrastinated liek I always do, and just got shit done.
Lately, I've just been sitting on my ass.
No, that's not true. I work a lot. As much as I can.
Also, I've really been cracking down about looking for an apartment.
I just need something I can rent that is close to belle vernon.
if anybody knows of anything, PLEASE let me know.
i am really desperate right now. i was even considering Rostraver Apartments...
Denol rents out his house for $300/month +utilities and that's a good ass deal. I wish I could be as lucky as he is.
I would prefer a place that accepts animals, too.
Of course, I have to take Tubby, but on top of him, Justin REALLY wants to get a bulldog.
I wouldn't mind having one either, although I would prefer having something bigger.
The neighbor has a pit/mastiff mix and it's GORGEOUS. I want one of those..
Ehhhhh... now I have to go pee before I pee my pants and I think on that note, I'll end this.
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2006 31 August :: 7.09pm
Mmmm.. banana splitttt...
okay, if you were wondering why that conversation was cut off,
it is becuase Justin walked in the door right in the middle of me typing and said, "wanna ride on my handlebars to dairy queen?!"
and well, you know me, i can't pass up food!
i slammed this thing shut and i was OUT!
buuuut, like i was saying,
I was telling her about how Sarah accused me of calling his friends for his cell phone number when I didn't even know he had one, and Nicole was like, "dude i am so sick of that girl running her mouth, she's gonna get it."
and i was like, "that girl won't even fight ME. yeah right she's gonna fight you."
it was funny.
nicole was like, "shes not gonna fight me, she's gonna get it."
and i bet if sarah read this, which she doesn't anymore, she would get pissed and write something in her journal about being tough. HAHA.
she always has to say something liek that so people know she's tough.
duh.
Other than that..
yesterday I made like $40 at work on a daytime shift so it rocked.
me and babe went to wal mart and bought boneless skinless chicken breast, tv dnners, cereal, and goodies.
buuut yeah, now i'm sitting here, typing this while justin plas saint's row.
i actually don't mind watcing this game!! =)
i think i'm out for now though.
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2006 30 August :: 5.56pm
bitches be trippin'...
I talked to my mom yesterday.
She called me while I was at Jenna's.
I seriously was sitting there, crying.
I really missed her. Lots.
School starts next week.
I have to go back to Phase Four until I finish because I didn't go to the mall to take any of my classes during the summer.
It won't suck that bad, though, because I only have like 4 or 5 days left.
Something like that.
I haven't really been talking to anybody all that much, really.
I don't know if I mentioned that I have a new cell phone,
but if you want the number, let me know.
Speaking of numbers,
my friend told me Cody gave her his number the other day and told her to call when he wasn't around Sarah,
and she was telling me how she didn't know why it was that big of a deal to make sure she called when he wasn't with Sarah,
but whatever.
I was telling her about how Sarah accused me of calling his friends for his cell phone number when I didn't even know he had one.
Then, Nicole was like, "dude i am so sick of that girlk running her mouth
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2006 28 August :: 6.04pm
updates are for schmucks
I've been working at Sonny's and doing pretty good.
I like it out there.
The only thing I really don't liek is that they schedule too many girls at a time.
There's a couple girls there who are inexperienced and can only handle like one or two tables so he is starting everyone off at two tables to see what they can take.
I hate it, because I'm used to taking like a million tables.
At Sweeney's, on Sunday's, I used to work the whole dining room by myself and do my own dishes. We would get a nice Sunday rush, too.
Sooo.. today April took me to apply at Salantino's.
She said Ed's daughter works out there and she makes pretty good money, so I went out there to see what it was about. They had a million applications, but I was hired on the spot.
I went back at 5:00 to talk to the other manager and he said I could start the week after next, because I told him I need a couple days to finish at Phase Four and get my diploma.
Other than that...
Me and April got this little dog.
We share him, his name is Shaggy.
I like him, he has cute little furry paws.
Justin loves him, too.
I think we might keep him?
We're trying it out to see how Sanford acts.
n another note..
I really miss my mom.
She's been sick and in and out of the hospital, I guess.
She hasn't called me and Liz and I got in a fight about it last night.
Liz doesn't understand that mom really hurt my heart.
She was mean to me and I left,
and then I came back and asked her to eat at Sonny's,
(for free for Friends and Family night)
and she never did.
the only person who came was Justin. He rode his bike from his house.
Then, I was mad at my mom for not coming,
so I didn't call her.
Four days later, I figured she would call me because it was my birthday, and she didn't.
And I still haven't talked to her since.
I'm not going to call her when she OBVIOUSLY doesn't want to call me.
n the brighter side...
I got a new cell phone.
It's a Motorola Razr for cricKet. It was like $300some.
I love it, though, and I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Well, maybe I'd trade it, but only for a new one because I already dropped this one. =(
Justin ordered me a green (!!!) case for it,
so that should be coming in the mail in a couple days.
That way my little phone won't get scratched or anything. =)
Uhhh besides that...
not too much to update on.
Do you guys like these updates a little better?
I write in the other journal for ME, to tell me what I do every single day.
I write in this one for you guys, to update you on what's been going on.
Okey doke. I think I'm outtie.
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2006 24 August :: 3.39pm
Just For The Kids
SO,
I decided, upon popular demand, I am bringing sexy back.
jk.
I'm bringing back my woohu.
I moved the location of my journal to a different server, because I keep a weblog for myself and for personal use and reasons. However, people have been whining and stuff so I decided I might as well make this one public.
Also, I was getting a little sad about not having my woohu anymore. There's some things I like better about the other server and some things I like better about woohu.
Anyways,
Woohu is back.
I'll keep these public entries short & sweet and write in them solely for my audience, instead of blabbering about EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING that happens throughout my day.
This will be just for the fun, the drama, the nonsense, the madness...
This will be just for the kids.
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2006 10 August :: 2.29pm
Okay, for a second I thought I was going to be able to keep my journal public, because i couldn't figure out a way to make it private.
but.. i see that's not possible.
because people don't understand that i write in this FOR MYSELF!
i took the link out of everywhere but people saved it so i'm just moving my journal somewhere else.
i have to go in each separate entry and make it private so THAT'S a bitch.
but i have no problem in doing so, so that i have my privacy. =)
PEACE, YOU DUMB CUNTS.
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Im-sorry
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2006 9 August :: 6.25pm
I'm sorry for being me.
I'm sorry I never do my best
and have settled with mediocracy.
I'm sorry I'm not much
and my best could never be enough.
I'm sorry I can't see in the dark
and that the light blinds me.
I'm sorry I pain you
and pain myself.
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2006 8 August :: 10.47pm
All upcoming journal entries are private from now on.
Sorry for the inconvenience. =/
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2006 3 August :: 4.07pm
i'm sorry i don't believe in you sometimes, love, but you just let me down all the time.
and i have my doubts that you are literate enough to write a book. much less a faerie tale.
i'm sorry.
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2006 1 August :: 2.47am
P fucking S
i need more comments. you guys are boring.
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2006 1 August :: 12.25am
okay
THESE are the pictures i wanted you to see.
but.. i'm out for now. peace fuckaaas.
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