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spud

:: 2005 1 November :: 5.15pm

halloween?

oh wow. it has been crazy go nuts. yesterday was fun... i got to chill with gunnie.

i taught my communications class about differential calculus... in under five minutes.

i just barely finished my paper today. and it's a few lines short. i'm not anticipating an awesome grade. i don't even want to reread it.

and the presentation today i think went fairly well. it was only like 6-7 minutes, instead of the 10 we were shooting for, but after the long rambling ones, and the fact that she's still trying to catch up to professor eick, i think she appreciated it being shorter. i'm sure we'll get a decent grade. it covered the pertinent points, related them to the class discussion, etc. it wasn't terribly INTERESTING, but i've never been that great with that. i tried to make some jokes. some were nice enough to give us some courtesy laughter. it just wasn't really that funny of a subject.

bleh. g'night.

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spud

:: 2005 30 October :: 11.33pm
:: Mood: coffee buzzzzzz........... zzzzzzz..... *snore
:: Music: i had "up on the housetop" running through my head. so, barenaked for the holidays.

today was an absolute blast. i got to go up north and drive fast on curvy roads. i was following a guy in an '04 R32, and even he was impressed with how fast my car was. the other guy was in a supercharged cabriolet.

not to be a dick or anything, but sometimes, i just totally kick ass.

however, i need to get those valve lashings right. i think that may be where the noise is coming from. if the space is too big, the cam kinda slaps the shim upon opening, and i think that's causing the parts to wear out. so, i need to get thicker shims in there, so it won't "slap" (hence the clicking noise). i mean there's inevitably going to be SOME lifter noise, but this is frickin' absurd.

however, the car really liked the drive today. it felt good to push it out. i need to do that more often. but it's just so damn expensive. and i'm not talking gas. i mean it's everything... gas, tires, repairs, brakes, track fees, etc. it's just too expensive of a hobby for me to feasibly have... at least, right now.

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tonight we had the last sir isaac newton meeting. we still have yet to do a full runthrough, but oh well. the half-assed one was like 4 mins short. so, we have lots of space to fill, which works because we were trimming stuff out. which, i told them not to do, but oh well. i guess that makes me not a very good leader.

but we had a wonderful philosophical discussion after the meeting. for like an hour. and i've come to the conclusion that if sarah's theory on multiple soulmates is correct, then cara may be one of mine. i mean, it's unconfirmed of course, because i don't know her that well, but i mean, she knows what i'm talking about when i say stuff... if that makes sense. which, i realize, it doesn't. but it does to me. if you were a soul mate, you'd get it...

it's just not in the common context that the term "soul mate" is usually used. it's a different meaning entirely. but i can't exactly explain it.

i'm tired, i'm rambling. i'm thinking about just going to bed.

speech for tomorrow.

presentation, paper, and oodles of reading for tues.

and i have to do laundry, take my library books back, and not forget to hang with gunnie. or at least call and reschedule. but i'd rather not... it's halloween!

hm. how to make this happen. that is the question.

i don't think coffee alone will work.

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spud

:: 2005 30 October :: 1.14am
:: Mood: should be asleep...

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that was fun.

and now for something completely the same:

a man with 2 noses.

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i went and saw jackie's play last night. it was incredible. she did so well. i mean, i figured it would be good, but i was still exceedingly impressed. dinner and stuff was awkward for me... because of the last month or so... i'm terrible at keeping secrets. especially ones so big. but james was really sad to leave. i think he's really starting to like me. which... i think is a good thing? i don't know. it kinda freaks me out just a skösch. wow. i just made a 6 letter word with only a single vowel. and it's pronounceable. neato.

then i came back up north after the show, and went to hunter's for "movie night". which was kinda silly because we didn't watch any movies. we basically played N64 all night. rockin' it old skool (grandpa stylz). but i had a riot. it was just so much fun. and the pure clean fun like when i was little. i thought that was really neat.

and i've discovered that the comedic duo of hunter and myself are quite a hit with the ladies. which is kinda ironic, because we're both in relationships. however, it's still nice to make a joke, and have somebody laugh at it. and even better if the somebody happens to be a girl. or somebodies...as the case may be. i may never live down the reputation as a cradle-robbing chippendale, though. that's kind of unnerving.

then this morning, i left hunter's and went over to mom's. we drove around. got mexican for lunch. i just hung out there. it was nice to just chill. but i'm getting squat done on my homework and junk.

and tomorrow's the color tour. i'm supposing it's still on. i'm excited. i'd like for someone to go with me. but i suppose it'll be nice just to jam out by my lonesome, and take in the sights.

hope nobody gets arrested.

and halloween is simply a good excuse to dress like a slut. *digs up old leather pumps...

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spud

:: 2005 26 October :: 11.54pm

Ich fahre gern im das Auto.

yeah. it's good to have my baby back. and that timing light was the shit.

still need an O2 sensor. and maybe i'll take that throttle body from drew. but it's distinctly better than it was.

there are still so many problems, it's absurd. but at least we're heading in the right direction.

however, i have a vacuum leak at the bypass adjustment screw, and the lifters are still rediculously loud. i think i need new shims for them, to get the valve lashings into spec. but i really don't feel like doing that right now, so it's going to be a bit... so i can build my ambition back up. right now, i'll just enjoy the fact that it's running again... and running better than it ever has before. let me bask, okay?

sleepy tired. 9 am class. homework not done.

fuck.

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spud

:: 2005 25 October :: 8.52pm

COGNATES!!!!

(i told you i'd remember)

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spud

:: 2005 25 October :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: BnL - Straw Hat and Old Dirty Hank

garbage

yeah. working on the car tomorrow. german and a history essay yet to do tonight. i gotta stop fucking around on the internet.

coolest thing today!!!!:

i went to the msu library. we got to see some rare books!!!
seriously. i totally slapped some white gloves on, and leafed through a book that was older than this country.

too bad it was entirely in French, so i couldn't understand any of it. except for the similar words... i forget what you call them. syllogism? no. something. i'll remember at 3 in the morning. but yeah. i totally read the "2nd Tome" of the Encyclopédie. i found what seemed to be Blancmange, but i think was actually a home remedy for chlamydia, and an entry about cannibals that was cross referenced with "politik".

i thought it was a riot. maybe i'm a nerd. whatev.

i really wish i'd have smelled it. and i should've told mle i'd be in town. i didn't think of it until we were like on the bus there. i suppose i still should've called. but i would have felt a little weird, so i decided against it.

car tomorrow.

kalamazoo friday.

etc.

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spud

:: 2005 24 October :: 2.44pm

midterm grades.

com - A
german - A-
eurociv (hist) - B
eurociv (lit) - B+
GPA: 3.515

all in all... could have been a lot worse. i really need to get on top of my homework stuff. no more puking out mediocre assignments at the last second. except for com. it doesn't matter how crappy those assignments are - they're all pass/fail.

i still need to step it up. or at least maintain. that'd be good.

as long as i keep it at or above a 3.5

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spud

:: 2005 23 October :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: not bad.
:: Music: ambient circumstances.

sex.

yeah. it's been a pretty good weekend. not sure where it went though. not sure why i feel so tired.

car's still not right. i keep fucking up the timing. i can't get it to fire.
hopefully i'm going to have a guy or two from betten take a look at it with me on wednesday. i felt bad... because i couldn't really pay him. but i'll offer him food or whatever. i said i drew the line at fellatio. but if he gets it running for me, i might just have him whip it out right there on the spot anyway...

i'm joking. you guys realize that right? good.

i don't know why i get the 'gay' rep. it's not constant, but every so often, someone creeps up.

i read an amazing dissertation on oil viscosities. it was seriously incredible. next change i'm going to go to mobil 1 0W-20. and if i can't find 20, i'll take 0W-30. no more of this molasses shit. mhmm.

i have a speech tomorrow. shit fuckers.

time to do dishes. and maybe laundry. no wait. the laundry room closes at 10. nevermind.

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spud

:: 2005 20 October :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: the police - king of pain

Harry Potter
okay. i reread the whole damn thing. all six books.

i'm firmly convinced that Regulus Black took slytherin's locket, the real horcrux.

and i've decided that, although there's evidence supporting both sides of the argument, i would say snape is evil and dumbledore is definitely dead. but really there's no conclusive evidence. and my reasoning is from the perspective of the author.

she (through dumbledore) has said that there are worse things than death, death is nothing to be afraid of, etc. so, really dumbledore's death wouldn't be devastating or tragic. and just the things he does leading up to the incident. i don't think he KNEW what exactly was happening, which clashes with his characteristic omniscience, but he wouldn't lie to harry. he has proven in the past to withhold certain things from harry until such time as harry is ready to hear them, but he's never actually lied to harry, or put on an act like that. and i don't see how it would be beneficial in this instance for him to do so.

and as far as snape goes, he's always been controversial. voldemort and dumbledore are both extremely powerful, and so snape could be lying to one just as likely as to the other. and i suspect that it's in his nature to use people to go places in the world, and he could obviously go farther with voldemort than with dumbledore. and dumbledore has also admitted in the past to making mistakes of judgement, and why would snape be any exception. this isn't verbatim, but he says "being rather cleverer than most men, my mistakes seem to be proportionally huger." snape was just a huge mistake. and there are the magical implications that he died. his spell over harry being instantly broken. his picture in the headmistress's office.

they didn't turn his hat inside out, or break his wand. i have no answer to those arguments. and it may be that fawkes regenerated him or whatever. but it really just seems against rowling's style. i mean. sirius is dead. harry's parents are dead. and yet, they've reappeared in some ways for harry, but never by coming back to life.

i'm sure there are surprises in book 7. surprises up the wazoo. because that's totally her style. i'm sure there's something up with aunt petunia. that may come into play when he goes back to privet drive. and he's going back to Godric's hollow. and he's going back to grimmauld place for sure: he has to retrieve slytherin's locket, once he realizes where it is. and the wedding at the burrow. the hufflepuff horcrux. the gryffindor/ravenclaw horcrux. then the snake and voldemort himself. marvolo's ring was in the gaunt shack. the locket was at the cave. there's gotta be something in little hangleton at the riddle house, i'm sure. surely not at the orphanage? maybe. i don't know. borgin & burke's? nah. there's gotta be more to the story. have to go back to the facts again. write them down.

but i'm sure dumbledore's dead dead dead. and i am equally sure that he hasn't left harry alone. maybe unprotected, yes, but certainly not unaided. there's still aberforth. and maybe slughorn and everyone in the order/hogwarts. yeah! the order! they're all still there. now that dumbledore's gone, they're bound to look to harry. i don't know. i'm starting to confuse myself.

she's got something up her sleeve. i know she does. in the meantime, we'll wait. there's definitely a theme about pushing the boundaries of magic, and how there's a line that sometimes gets crossed. it's gotta be a commentary on the scientific revolution.

if this doesn't have a good ending like lord of the rings did, mark my words, there'll be blood.

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spud

:: 2005 19 October :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: sehr gut!
:: Music: BnL - Some Fantastic

Deutsch (with translations provided by yours truly)
One of the things you will learn is that Germans aren't so good with making words up on the spot. I'm sure they do it, but not like we English speakers do. And if you're speaking German with an accent, then forget it ... they'll just assume you're an idiot. :) Of course, I probably sounded like an idiot even when I was using the right words.

Ja, das Umlaut. (yeah, the umlaut) Das ist schwer. (that is difficult)Einige Beispiele sind einfach, andere sind unmöglich. (they are simple to play with, and at the same time are impossible. )

ä = long "a" sometimes: ärgern = air-gurn
short "e" other times: hässlich = hess-lich
ö = "ur" without the "r"
hören = hur-enn is easy because the "r" is already there
(But you need to figure out how to trill the "r" on your
own. I'm terrible at that.)
blöd = blurd but de-emphasize the "r"
schön = schurn, again de-emphasize the "r"
ü = A total mess. We just don't have that sound in English.
You need to literally learn to round your lips when you say it.
Try saying EEE-EWWW but with rounded lips on the EWWW (and
don't say it like you're disgusted!). The EEE kinda gets your
mouth going with the voice and the EWWW with the round lips
gets you closer to the final sound. You really will need a
true German speaker to teach you that one. I still don't do
it very well. But learning this one is necessary, it can mean the
difference between hot & humid, and homosexual! Honest!
schwül = shvuel, kinda like "fuel" = hot & humid
schwul = shvool as in "fool" = gay (I'm not trying to be
politically incorrect and equate gay with fool!)

Genders are something you just need to memorize. But I will say, once you get a good number of them memorized, then you'll be able to get new words right probably 80-90% of the time without looking them up. I can do that.

Some are absolutes, like anything ending in -heit or -keit is always "die" and anything ending in -chen (the diminutive form or a noun) is "das". I'm sure your textbook has the rules. Others aren't absolute, but are damn good guesses. Ending in -e generally makes it "die" and the plural generally adds an "n" on the end. Of course, two extremely common exceptions are Der Name and Der Junge, although the plural still works.

Hey, it's lunchtime. Gotta eat something.

Viel Spaß! (have fun! )

Ryan (which is completely unpronounceable in German!)

*

wow, that really helps. a lot. seriously.

Ich habe viel Arbeit. Ach.

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spud

:: 2005 18 October :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: aufgeschlossen

Was spielen Sie gern?
Ich bin im das Wohngemeinschaft immer.

Ja. Und Ich bin vielleicht teil-Ent.

Nein.

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Ich habe keine Fëderen.

- i totally just hax-jorbed the plural of feather. go me.

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spud

:: 2005 18 October :: 7.15pm
:: Mood: contemplative

... as ever.

fun times, i guess.

this damn computer sucks my soul away. and i let it.

i took a nap in the common room this afternoon. that was flippin' sweet. definitely a do-again, as grandpa would say.

i'll just go look at porn now.

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spud

:: 2005 17 October :: 10.02pm

home sweet home.

i have to quit doing this shit to myself. gotta start being the college kid i'm really supposed to be.

which means i shouldn't be in here on the compy right now. i should be out in the common room with all the other turbo geeks, trying to do whatever. they're probably playing euchre.

the gig was fucking sweet. i had an awesome time. and everyone seemed to think i was pretty kick ass. i don't see what's so special, but i still enjoy the compliments. it's just hard to not let words like "phenom" get to your head... but it feels good. he had me stand up and take a bow and everything. it was just amazing. i've never really done anything quite like that before. i mean, band yeah, but it's not the same.

anyway.

the contour puked. so i helped dad put in a new alternator and serpentine belt. should be all set to rock and roll for awhile. needs new tires and an alignment, though. that'll be to the sum of like $300, give or take. and after $175 for a new alternator, the tires have been pushed back a bit. i know none of this is coming out of my pocket... but i still really feel for him. and i just know there's nothing i can do.

lifters on the gti probably came in today. i didn't pick them up. i need to order shims yet. this is taking forever. it needs to be done by next friday, so i can go down to kalamazoo. i'm excited about that.

and hopefully this sunday will work out. it really doesn't matter what we do... just as long as we're together.

but i definitely have a couple of things in mind...

ahem.

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i'm a very bad influence.

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spud

:: 2005 14 October :: 12.39am
:: Music: franz ferdinand - fire

practice went pretty well, i think.

my band aid fell off. it was disgusting. as a matter of fact, i still haven't replaced it. *looks* yep, still disgusting. it just better not get infected. i need my thumb. no sense getting it lopped off. none whatsoever.

i guess i'm picking up the drumset tomorrow. and the new lifters for the car. then hopefully i'll be able to finish the car tomorrow night. that'd be sweet.

color tour on the 30th. don't know if jackie can make it yet or not. i hope she can.

i'm running out of money. i don't want to have to get a job.

and i'm not doing my homework. again. shit fuckers.

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spud

:: 2005 13 October :: 12.49am

skiving off of homework...

yeah. so i got the car all apart today. made some good progress. dad did an awesome job on the valve cover with the PCV hose. i think i'm going to run it to a separate breather tank, as soon as i can find a place to mount it. and i'll just put the old filter on the breather. i don't like running it straight to the intake for some reason.

but anyway. the timing belt is off. old valve cover is off. the cam is out. i have the wrong fucking lifters. and i guess the right ones are like $100 more than i had originally budgeted. marvelous. so i don't know what i'm supposed to do about that. and i managed to slice my thumb wide open while i was rerouting some fuel lines. fan-fuck-tastic.

honestly, it's been a good night. there was a lot of great progress. and like i said, dad did an awesome job with the PCV stuff. but my thumb is fubar, the lifters still need to be addressed, and i didn't do squat on my homework.

maybe next time. but all in all, a good night.

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