long time no talk my fellow journal-readers
bonjour mes amies! hmm wowsers it's been a few days since i've updated..if ur wonderin y..it's only cuz i've had like pounds and pounds of hw..so ya there ya go hehe. but today all i have to do is read act five of hamlet..so ill prolly just get that done in ja tomorrow..ooh hey yesterday! rizzo wasn't there..so colin got to come into my ja! it was so fun! haha i got no work done....but hey that's not the point hehe...we hung out the whole time..it was great cuz i mean the only class that we really have together is physics and he sits like literallly halfway across the room from me..so ya. we're plannin on goin out this weekend..i hope im allowed. tomorrow's our 2 month anniversary! hoorah! hehe but ya...yummo i just ate some really yummy cereal...like it kicked major bootay. i have so much studyin to do for my ap exam..but oh wellz fuck it. club day's next week! which means i gotta prepare my speech this weekend. oh lordy...spanish guy has been buggin me like forever...he keeps tellin me he still loves me and all this shit...im like arg...stop it. :changes subject: hehe..well since there's nothing much to really talk bout...ima just log off so buhz byez my ppls. ill prolly post a survey/quiz/lyrics or somethin like that later. toodle-oo

tonite's song: remember me? by hoobastank

stole this from donna..hehe
First screen name: youngncute181 (haha ... can we say cocky?!)
First piercing/tattoo: ear
First credit card: haha...rite
First enemy: ooh this bitch in the third grade! her name was caroline....oh what a hoe..bitch if i ever run into u!!!! haha
First concert: nope...yet to happen...yes i know im a loser hehe
First musician you remember hearing in your house:julio iglesias

LASTS
Last big car ride: to kissimmee
Last kiss:friday..yummo hehe
Last library book: catcher in the rye
Last movie seen: grease 2
In the theatre: The Prince And Me
Last food consumed: cereal
Last phone call: colin
Last CD played: plain white t's
Last annoyance: mom
Last soda drank: gave that up a couple of months ago...
Last time scolded:...can't be THAT long ago...hehe
Last website visited: donna's journal

SHORT ANSWER
I AM: a dork
I WANT: to be successful and independent
I HAVE: a lot goin for me
I WISH: ppl would just be honest
I HATE: getting hurt
I FEAR: losing loved ones
I HEAR:sex isn't as great as its sposed to be...haha that was random i know haha
I WONDER: who i'll marry...
I LOVE: my friends
I ACHE: when i think about a certain person
I ALWAYS: try to avoid unnecessary confrontation
I AM NOT: tolerant of betrayal
I DANCE: all the time! haha whooooo!
I SING: everyday...singin rite now as a matter of fact hehe
I CRY: when someone hurts me
I AM NOT ALWAYS: hyper/happy
I WRITE: pretty darn well
I WIN: whenever i play air hockey...anyone care to challenge me? BRING IT ON!
I LOSE: a lot of stuff....damn where's my ID
I CONFUSE: lies for honesty
I NEED: to be loved
I SHOULD: go get some chocolate...damn im hungry hehe

YES or NO
YOU KEEP A DIARY: ...diary...journal...same shit
YOU LIKE TO COOK: only when i have a recipe..otherwise..disastrous
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yep..my baby :)
WANT TO GET MARRIED: haha no i wanna be one of those pathetic old ladies who lives ina huge house wit a bunch of cats....btw i hate cats haha
GET MOTION SICKNESS: only when i read in the car while it's moving
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: i didnt use to be..but now i guess yea u could call me a health freak hehe
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: not recently..
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: no..i cna't go on my comp when it's thunderin
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: dark brown w/ red/copperish hehe highlights
BIRTHPLACE: havana, cuba

FAVORITES
NUMBER: 6
COLOR: baby blue
DAY: saturday
MONTH: november
SONG(S): iris
SEASON: winter
DRINK: malted milk/chocolate milkshake

PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddlin...no makin out...eh both! hehe
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate..it feels nice as it goes down ur tummy
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: hahaha come on now..

IN THE LAST DAY, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes...damn everwood!
HELPED SOMEONE? yep yarita and her schiz essay
BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no..i was sposed to .. but we changed it for next weekend
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID 'i love you'?: ya
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yep..cesar
MISSED AN EX?: no..if they're an ex.. it's for a reason
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: ya...
HUGGED SOMEONE?: nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nah not today.. hehe

WOULD YOU EVER:
Eat a bug?: maybe if i was on fear factor..
Bungee jump?: hell yea! .. who needs brain cells anyway?!
Kill someone?: haha oh lordy no...unless some bitch tried to steal my man..or my husband cheated on me...ok so i mite..;)
Parachute from a plane?: haha colin wants me to...
Walk on hot coals?: hell no! i like my feet!
Go out with someone for their looks?: ...if he was really hot...but i'd only like make out wit him a couple of times and then dump his ass...haha jp!
Be a vegetarian?:ya soon hopefully
Wear plaid with stripes?: haha..nah im normal
IM a stranger?: nothin i haven't done
Sing Karaoke?: haha hell yea! if im drunk enough!
Get drunk off your Ass?: haha...see previous question...and hell yea! COLLEGE KEG PARTIES BABY WHOOO!
Shoplift?: no..i stole a poster and a pen once and i coulda sworn the cops were gonna come and arrest me that nite...haha
Run a red light?: maybe on accident..hehe
Star in a porn video?: how much?... hahah hell no
Dye your hair blue?: heck yea!
Be on Survivor?: haha no..u know how many lizards they'd prolly have in that jungle?!
Wear makeup in public?: ya i do that a lot
Not wear makeup in public?: ya i do THAT a lot too
Cheat on a test?: haha..yea honor code my ass!
Make someone cry?: not on purpose...
Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: eeeew! hell no!
Stay up all night?: been there done that...damn ib!
Do these stupid surveys time after time?: yes...sad but true hehe

ahhhhhh ima fail!
ok well now that i am workin on the review packets for my ap euro history exam...i have come to the realization that there is no way in hell that i am goin to pass this exam!!!! that is so fuckin scary to think that even after all the hard work i have put into that class this whole year...i mite not even get the ap credit for it...ahhhhh! it's so difficult!...anyone readin this....if u could tell me wtf happened to the holy roman empire in the map that im lookin at..involvin henry of navarre and charles of bourbon-montpelier...i would greatly appreciate it! .. lost as fuck?! SO AM I! AND IM TAKIN THE DAMN CLASS! omg im so worried that im not gonna pass this exam...agh...it's in exactly two weeks...less i think...oh lordy...breathe thaimi breathe...and my parents wont shut the fuck up bout me goin to school in fl....im like look stop tryin to make me stay in fl! if i dont make it elsewhere then ok! but otherwise...fuck off! jesus!...before i kept thinkin that u know...maybe i wont make it in ny..but lately i've been talkin to colin and he just keeps reassurin me that wit my grades ima be able to get into any college i want WIT financial aid..hehe i choose to believe him...seeing as how his dad went to cornell and then nyu...so that makes me feel better...crap...i haven't even started my timeline...well kinda..i mean i set my papers up...haha which translates to .. i wrote the title of each entry and wrote down the words description and significance under each title...haha...im so lazy...but i also made copies of my first review packet for euro. i answered the first question though! whooooo! hehe it was bout indulgences and the catholic church...but now ... it's all maps after that..and it's like...they give u a map and they go...what year does this map most likely represent? what major political, economic, and social events were occurrin durin this time period? what conclusions can u draw about the information illustrated in this map? .....AHHHH! ima shut up before i drive myself insane cuz i am so worried rite now...that first packet is due monday and on top of that i have a huuuuge english essay due tuesday...and my poetry moment's tuesday as well...then i have to memorize my latin speech for thursday..finish my timeline for wednesday...and my second review packet for wednesday as well....oh lordy...::panics:: i better go..hehe bye

tonite's song: what if..? by babyface

aww this song has me in like this ... sad mood
well ima start things off a lil bit differently than i normally do .... ima tell u tonite's song....it's burn by usher...and for the past hour or so it's been playin on my realplayer..on repeat..hehe nonstop!..i love the song so much!...here r the lyrics.

i dont understand.. why...
see it's burnin me to hold on to this
i know this is somethin i gotta do
that don't mean i want to
what im tryna say is that i.. love you
i just.. i feel like this is comin to an end
and it's better for me to let it go now
than hold on and hurt you..
i gotta let it burn

it's gonna burn for me to say this
it's comin from my heart
it's been a long time comin
but we done been fell apart
you really wanna work this out
but i dont think your gonna change
i do but u dont
think its best that we go our seperate ways
tell me why i should stay in this relationship
when im hurtin baby.. i aint happy baby
plus there's so many other things i gotta do
i think that you should.. let it burn

(chorus)
when the feelin aint the same and your body
don't want to but you know
you gotta let it go
cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)
deep down you know its best we stop
but you hate the thought of her being
with someone else but you know that its over
you know that we're through
let it burn let it burn let it burn (gotta let it burn)

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
got somebody here
but i want you
cuz the feelin aint the same
find myself callin her.. your name
tell me ladies do you understand
now all my fellas do u feel my pain
it's the way i feel
i knew i made a mistake
now it's too late
i know she aint comin back
what i gotta do now
to get my shorty back (ooo oo oo)
man i dont know what im gonna do
without my boo (ooo)
she been gone for too long
its been 50 11 days
um-teen hours
ima be burnin till you return

(chorus)

im twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i
wanna break down and cry oooo
im twisted cuz one side of me
is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i
wanna break down and cry

oooo ooo ooo oo oo oo
oooo ooo ooo oo
(can ya feel it burnin)
oooo ooo ooo oo oo oo

too many days
so many hours
im still burnin till u return

(chorus)
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but yea..what a beautiful song..i just felt that the entry was better off startin wit that....hmm...hehe im in such a sad..lovey dovey kinda mood. i'd like to thank daphne for gettin this damn song stuck in my head to begin wit hehe. haha omg i forgot to tell u guys! the other day i was talkin to the weird kid on the bus...and im not sure how this came up but he started tellin me how his science teacher has like a tapeworm in a jar! haha and he was like "WHOA! WHAT ARE U DOING WIT A TAPE WORM IN A JAR?!" and then the teacher was like...yea it was in a sheep. haha and weird kid was like "WHOA! WHAT WERE U DOING IN A SHEEP?!?" haha that was priceless....well i laughed like there was no tomorrow. aww baloney..it's like almost ten and colin hasn't logged on yet...he told me he prolly wouldn't cuz of his mom's show...he's helpin out...but still...i had a wee bit of hope that he would make it on time hehe. oh wellz i wrote him an email anywayz...i was watchin room raiders today and....jesus....ARE THERE ANY GUYS OUT THERE WHO DONT ACTUALLY OWN PORN?!?! i mean..i know I'VE yet to meet one but lordy! every guy whose room gets raided on that show....POUNDS AND POUNDS OF PORNOGRAPHY! haha..u little horndogs! haha. well today i was inducted into the latin honor society...haha it was hilarious cuz they like freakin ambushed me! i was in ja sittin there....readin my hamlet tryin to make sense out of stupid ass shakespeare.....when all of a sudden all these latin ppls bust in thru the doors wit like golden wreaths and certificates....and next thing i know someone's shoving a giant golden wreath on my head and a huge certificate rite smack in front of my face...haha and before they left they're like...U BETTER WEAR THAT ALL DAY DAMNIT! IM WATCHIN U!!!! haha ..but yea the paper thingy said that the induction is next thursday the 22nd (me and colin's 2nd month anniversary :)..hehe) but yea im excited! and apparently the french honor society inductions r really soon too...agh today when i got home i told my mom .... well i tried....haha "mami estoy en la...umm...sociedad?..si ... la sociedad honoraria de latin..." "umm...thaimi que es eso?" HAHA but ya....again she was very very unsupportive...she was like....yea ok...how much do i have to pay? ... i was like sheesh is that all u fuckin care about? and then..i started tellin her bout fhs and how i plan on runnin for vp...and i noticed she was just like starin at the computer...and i was like mom r u even listenin to me...and she was like..wat? oh..well no not now. god i dunno what's up her ass lately that she's so fuckin unsupportive...but it's pissin me off..i mean normally she would at least say a fuckin congratulations......i dunno it's strange cuz before i always thought i didnt give a fuck whether or not my mom said those things but now..i realize i do.....cuz it hurts that she doesn't say those things when i finally accomplish something worthwhile...i dunno it just makes it seem like the things i achieve dont mean diddly squat....agh w/e i need to stop bitchin. well for the induction i need to pick a latin phrase....a few lines long...that "represents me" and i gotta read it in latin memorized at the ceremony and then translate it. so ya im nervous as hell....haha. ahhh..im so scared that like ill screw up..cuz usually when im standin in front of a large group of ppl i freeze....haha oh wellz dont think that way thaimi! im also scared cuz i mite have to dress up for the induction and i HATE i repeat...HATE gettin dressed up...i jsut dont look good and plus i dont have the money to buy really nice clothes...all i have is like casual shit..oh wellz fuck it .. ill figure it out. alritey well im purdy sure that was all i had in mind to say within this journal entry...so enjoy the reading material i have provided for ur poor unentertained brains...hehe bye.

same ol' same ol'
hey..well as of a few days ago i decided that im gonna pay for woohu..just because all the other journal sites r so confusing and this one i actually understand how to like...work it and what not. so ya i gave the money to donna bonana cuz she's just gonna mail ours in together...hmm..i turned in my timeline today....what else?....saw colin..he's so sweet.....agh omg spanish guy was messin wit me today...he kept askin me all these questions bout colin..and im like look..i just dont feel comfortable talkin to u bout that.....and he's like i just wanna know what he's doin rite that i did so wrong. agh im just like look u didnt do anything wrong..things just changed. but w/e he's buggin me...cuz rite before we left he's like....u know i still have feelings for u rite?...and i just kinda stood there..i mean im not sure what u say to that...and as im leavin he's like...think bout what i said! .... im just like..wtf is there to think bout...i have a bf now...nothing's gonna happen between u and me damnit...move on. im harsh i know..pero that kid made me feel like shit for the longest time when he himself was the one who broke up wit me! wtf! oh wellz w/e ima try and not let that get to me.....ooh omg if donna's able to download this lil program thingy there...she's gonna help me fix up my icon! it's a pic of lucy and ricky ricardo! and i wanna write BABALOOOOO! in really purdy letters...haha im so excited! hmm..i should be readin act 4 of hamlet rite now..but i really don't give a shit anymore...haha..ill read it in ja tomorrow or somethin..i dont think i have any math hw so ya...ill have the whole ja to do it in. oh yea....apparently im runnin for recording secretary of key club...haha jenny nominated me...so ya...haha. i gotta give a speech next club day..which is in like a week and a half....ahh im nervous. but that's gonna look really good on my nhs application next year...plus ima run for vp of french honor society when i get in at the end of this year...haha not if but when. and ill be in latin honor society by then...and track...and i will have gone to that usf program thingy...so ill be a pretty good candidate i think. hmm...i really wanna get in...cuz i mean if i dont get in next year....that's it, it's over. ahh stop thinkin bout that thaimi...that's far away. wow this school year has gone by so fast..like i can't believe it's ending in like a month..omg guess what?! it'll be 2 months for me and colin next week...hehe isn't that cutieful?! im excited. we're not gonna do anything but still..ooh we're gonna go out to the movies next weekend to see the movie we were gonna see last weekend but weren't able to since the mall was closed and all. haha today i was walkin wit him and he like kissed me on the cheek and i turn around and guess who was lookin straight at us at the time?....THAT'S RITE....his ex! haha it was beautiful. i was like damn straight bitch..my man not urs hoe! haha im so jealous it's pathetic. oh wellz. we got report cards ... i got all a's and one b. i have a 4.72 weighted and a 3.88 unweighted. fuck...u know what my mom said? ... well my piano teacher by mistake put an absense on there but i went and fixed it already..anywayz my mom sees my beautiful report card....asks me y i have an absense...listens to my explanation...says ok...puts the report card down...and changes the subject as she walks away. i was like omg wtf! i know damn well that if i would have gotten like a C the whole neighborhood woulda heard bout it..i mean she's usually really good wit congratulating me when i do well....i was like gosh..fine then. i dunno it kinda hurt a little bit...cuz i mean i worked hard...but fuck it...w/e. i shouldn't be doin this shit for her anyway...my grades should be for me...and only me. anywayz ima go now cuz i dont feel like writin anymore. bye.

tonite's song: everytime by britney spears...so pretty.

nothing new really....
Happypunkjew09: damn, i feel like a dork, it only has to be like 1 hour and i miss you

aww what a cutie patootie....hehe he's so sweet like alllll the time!....crap ppls i haven't done any hw whatsoever! oh wellz...fuck it....haha i get really lazy whenever i get a bf...oh wellz...well colin's doin his laundry rite now so i thought i'd update my journal real quick...this school week is gonna be so kick butt! club day wednesday woot woot! haha ima get out for a club during 4th period and just hang out wit colin instead of actually goin to the club...ooh thaimi the rebel! hehe..but ya...alritey well i think that's all i need to say so ima go bye bye.....oh yea yara.....i dont think ur eyes are ugly....haha dumbass. bye

tonite's song: same as the song i posted about a couple of hours ago so ya.. hehe

the eventful day known as yesterday
well what can i saw..yesterday was amazing. my parents drove me all the way to citrus and when i got there...it was closed! so i got my step dad's cell phone and called colin and as i was leavin a message, he showed up. i was like dude the mall's closed! he was like ahhh! so ya..hehe then his dad was like y dont u come to the renaissance festival wit us? ... he was plannin on goin wit the rest of his family anywayz....so i asked my mom and after some convincing she finally said yes. so i got in colin's dad's car and we drove off....well the festival didnt start till like 1 and it was like noon so i went to his house and we chilled....he showed me around his house..i met his mommy, sister, and his adorable doggy, who licked my toe i mite add, kitty! she's so cute! well then i looked outside and realized he had swings! so naturally...being the dork that i am i got all excited hehe. he's like u wanna go swing? and i was like heck yea! hehe so we went outside and just like sat on the swings and talked for like an hour...it was like..i dont know the kind of things u see in cheesy teen shows like dawson's creek or something haha. but then his lil sis came out and told us we were leavin so we got up and went to the festival. his dad told us that we could pretty much just like go off and do our own thing but to meet up wit him at 3 45 at the entrance. so ya me and colin went off....we rode these cool ride thingies! haha they were sooo fun! then he bought a pizza and we shared it. he had his arm around me the whole time. haha then we found this quiet little bench and just sat there and talked and cuddled. it was so sweet. we would be talkin and he would like....lean in and just kiss me on the cheek as i was speakin...it was so ... i dont know...wonderful...hehe. he kept tellin me how pretty i looked....which considerin the fact that i had to put my hair up and it was all frizzy cuz of the humidity and stickin up everywhere....well the compliment was just completely out of place..haha but i thought it was adorable that he thought i looked nice even when i was lookin like crap. anywayz, we saw this water balloon fite thingy and got excited as hell! haha so we each got on one side wit our bucket of balloons and each side had like this sling thingy that u threw the balloons wit....haha and the guy that was runnin it was like showin us how to do it and so he looks at me and he's like ok so u wanna throw the balloon as such...and rite when he says that he chucks a giant water balloon at colin!!!! HAHAHAH omg it was priceless cuz colin wasn't expecting it at all...poor thing was soaked! haha so ya then we started playin and naturally he kicked my ass...haha i was like pouring water...and i think i only actually hit him once....but the guy who was runnin it would randomly like get in and help me..haha like he'd just be like "no not like that, u gotta throw like this! ::throws balloon at colin::" HAHA colin was like damnit ur killin me! haha so ya after we were done wit that....we were like soaked omg we were sooooo wet! haha. so ya we found this other little bench and sat there and did nothing but cuddle and talk for a little while. haha we talked for sooooo long omg we would walk for a lil bit then sit and talk and cuddle. it was like so sweet. ooh ya for a while now he had been wanting to like get lil bracelets for each other .. cuz he says he wants something to remind him of me...so ya we were searchin for bracelets the whole time but they were all kinda girly ... hehe so we didnt get any. but then at the end when we finally met up wit his dad we played this game where u had to like throw the person off this giant pole using this big bag of hay....haha it was funny....well colin and his dad went on it and colin knocked his dad over so he won this lil stringy necklace thingy...so as we were walkin away he was like here u can have it..so ya i took it. haha then we got to his house and i still had like another hour to just hang out wit him...so we went outside to the swings again...and by the swings he had like this lil wood house thingy..wit liek a tent roof on it...so we got in there and just like sat and cuddled and talked...once again. hehe it was so perfect though....cuz there's a lake in the back of his house and it was like breezy but sunny...it was just so perfect. i can't describe it any other way....hehe he looked at me and realized i was still wearin the funny lookin necklace and he was like....u dont have to wear it hehe ..i was like no it's cute ill prolly just like make a bracelet out of it or somethin....and rite there he just looked at me wit this face like omg ur brilliant! and i was like wtf y is he lookin at me like that...haha and then i got it! haha so we decided which part of the string we wanted....but we needed scissors to cut it and neither one of us wanted to get up....haha so ya i said i was gonna take it home and we would cut it in school tomorrow....then my mommy called me and said she was comin to pick me up...it was so cute cuz i told him and he was like nooooooo so he just like gave me this huuuuge hug and refused to let go haha it was so sweet. but ya eventually we got our asses up and went out front of his house to wait for my mommy...his dad was like ur welcome here any time! i was like aww tank ya..hehe colin kept sayin like...omg i can't believe ur actually in my house...i never thought u'd be allowed in here haha ...... i was like i know me neither! haha. but ya soon enough my mommy got there and i had to go home...so i gave him a hug and said bye bye.....and that was my day ladies and gentlemen. one of the bestest days of my life....so wit this wonderful recollection...i will leave u. bye

tonite's song: mad world by gary jules

time to jot some things down..
well i asked my mommy again this morning if i could go to the movies and she said no so i said ok and went to my room. i guess she felt kinda bad bout sayin no since i didnt whine or anything..so she came into the room like 5 min later and told me i could go...haha..but i was like it's at citrus at 7....and she's like damn citrus? and im like yea cuz he's been comin to westshore the past 2 times....and so she's like yea ok....and then she's like wait 7?! hehe .. so ya anywayz to make a long story short she ended up tellin me to reschedule for tomorrow really early....so we're gonna go at like noon haha until 3....such a dorky time..but i dont care at least i get to see him. im so tired..and i've done no hw whatsoever. omg this morning i watched city of angels on tnt!!!! i was so happy! wat a cutieful movie! hehe and yes i cried for the fifty gazillionth time.....oh btw ppls as soon as donna figures out how to put backgrounds and stuff on livejournal or greatestjournal....ill start my journal on one of those...so ya. but ill let u know when my last entry will be. i found an icon wit the words "you are my sunshine my only sunshine" I WAS LIKE OMG! but it has a yucky lookin sunflower on it so i dont like it .... and plus it h as the person's sn who made it at the top...ehhl...so ya hehe. hmm...colin just logged on but he's sposed to be workin...im thinkin it mite be his dad or somethin....who knows. oh wellz. im excited bout tomorrow! i have to figure out what to wear! haha ima blow dry my hair...i did that friday and he was like wow your hair looks really nice today...i was like aww tank ya! hehe grr tomorrow's easter...im not in the mood for that cuz apparently my mom invited half our neighborhood and their kids to our house! im like mom wtf r u doin?! there goes all my candy!!!!! psh...wat's easter without candy?! haha and she has like pounds and pounds of candy in the cabinets that im not allowed to touch.......and im STARVING! AND THER'ES NOTHING TO EAT! im like mommy what if i die?! haha btw look at this quote i found on kelly's profile....i love it!

"fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity."

haha priceless! ok im done so ill tty ppls later buhz byez.

tonite's song: what i go to school for by busted.....haha hilarious song! bout this kid who falls in love wit his teacher...it's kinda like stacy's mom but wit a teach...funny shit!

agh!
grr well since woohu's becomin all pay..i tried to get me a new journal..so i went to greatestjournal.com and opened an account. but then i tried to insert my lil background code and everything into my journal and i had no fuckin clue how to do it! so i got pissed and went to livejournal.com and signed up for a journal THERE....haha same exact prob there too! so w/e i was like FUCK IT I GIVE UP! hehe so then i went to letssingit.com and asked in the computers section of the forum but no one's responded to me yet.....grr oh wellz i guess ill just wait till donna gets online and ask her..she should know how to do it. haha i dont know y i even bother wit computers..they suck giant hairy succulent (haha) balls! so yea im frustrated! haha and then a couple of min ago i asked my mom if i could go to the movies and she said yea but early...and colin's workin tomorrow so the only time we'd be able to go would be around 7! so i told her that he's workin and she said well we'll see and ill tell u tomorrow...which usually means no u can't go...so i dont know...grr. i hope she lets me go cuz i really wanna see the whole ten yards! and colin's another bonus..hehe. i haven't talked to him all day cuz when it was my phone time he was practicin wit his band so i didnt get to talk to him. oh wellz, i talked to shilpa wilpa instead. im talkin to david rite now...he's tellin me all this shit goin on wit him and his gf...and im like agh i could care less! and then he keeps talkin to me bout george and im just like shut the fuck up i dont wanna hear bout that fucker. .... now for a complete change of subject...last nite colin said the sweetest thing to me....it was something along the lines of ..... wait hold on i think i saved the convo ill just paste....(yes im a loser and what bitch?!) hehe...::searches for convo::...AHA! HERE IT IS!

Happypunkjew09: you know

Happypunkjew09: as i think about it

Happypunkjew09: you're one of the only people
who's made my adrenaline rush

babaloo181: haha

babaloo181: when was this?

Happypunkjew09: like, on a day 1, when you're in
sinclair

Happypunkjew09: i was like

Happypunkjew09: oooooh

Happypunkjew09: i hope i get to her befrore she goes
into the Mr c's guys homeroom

Happypunkjew09: i mean oppegard

Happypunkjew09: damn

Happypunkjew09: i couldn't remember his name

babaloo181: hehe

babaloo181: aww that's so cute

babaloo181: muah!

Happypunkjew09: muah

Happypunkjew09: aha

babaloo181: i do the same....haha like when i dont see u
durin the break when im in ja.....i stare at the window of
the door like incessantly haha to see if u walk by

babaloo181: it's kidna sad

babaloo181: like ill get a sentence done and look up

Happypunkjew09: yeah, lol

Happypunkjew09: i always feel bad if i miss you

Happypunkjew09: it's like

babaloo181: ya me too but then i see u in like half an hour
and all is rite wit the world hehe

Happypunkjew09: fuck, i won't see her again for,
another hour and a half


isn't he the sweetest person in the whole wide world?! haha we're so corny it's pathetic..oh wellz i can't help it damnit! alrite well i think im done cuz i dont feel like writing any more gibberish. so buhz byez my homie g's!

tonite's song: my band by d12 and eminem

not much
hey ppls. well today was a fairly good day considering it was the start of a beeeeeeeutiful 4 *that's rite 4 .. count em!* 4 days of vacation....oh that's so wonderful! i have to ask my mom in a lil bit if i can go to the movies wit colin on saturday...we're gonna go see the whole ten yards..wit chandler! haha i saw the whole nine yards a long time ago and i thought it was sooooo funny! haha but ya im scared that she mite not let me go just cuz she wont wanna drive out to citrus that late...btw it'd be late cuz colin works sat so he would get off at 5 and the movie would be at 7 25 so ya... but i dunno ::crosses fingers:: <--- hey it worked last time! ... haha ya but im not gonna ask her rite now cuz she's in a horrible mood hehe....not that she's ever in a great mood but hey..im just prayin alrite?!? i dont have much hw to do this weekend which kicks major bootay. hoorah! i have an eye doc appointment sat morning i believe...and we're celebrating easter sunday...so ya that should be interesting..hehe WHOOOOOO CANDY! haha i was talkin to colin and i got pissed cuz....well look ill just paste cuz i splained to him...hehe as u will see however....he got a lil off topic haha

babaloo181: hey u know today on the bus....like all these lil kids are walkin around wit these lil easter baskets they painted themselves...full of candy....and i was just like.....where the fuck is MY easter basket wit candy?1
babaloo181: wat it's like oh so now that im older im no longer worthy of a cool basket wit teeth-rotting goodies
Happypunkjew09: lol
Happypunkjew09: i can bring you, a little sumthin sumthin on saturday
babaloo181: hahahaha
Happypunkjew09: ::wink wink, nudge nudge::
babaloo181: hahaha
babaloo181: as if i didnt get it from "sumthin sumthin"
babaloo181: haha
Happypunkjew09: lol

haha but ya...so that's pretty much all i had to say...buhz byez ppl.......oh yea i failed another physics test...but that's not worth mentioning so i will be going now as i previously stated...hehe bye.

tonite's song: hard cold bitch by jet.....haha i heard it on tv the other day and i thought the title was sooooo funny! so it's on my song list just for it's title alone!

aww....this boy is so wonderful
aww look at what colin put up in his profile...its under that page he has for me.....hehe so cutieful

Thaimi
I love you, i can't say it much simpler

nothin much...
well today was a purdy good day....haha i start off most of my journal entries that way...or so i've noticed. ooh i forgot to tell u guys....me and colin went to the movies sunday nite...we had a blast...haha.. we cuddled incessantly...he's so cuddly! so adorable too hehe. but ok im not gonna give details cuz i dont want ppls to become nauseated hehe. but w/e ... so today i caught up wit most of my make up work from friday...all i need is to take my ap euro test........OMG I HAVE AN A IN AP EURO!!!!! so exciting! so i have straight A's and a B in physics..cept im kinda scared i mite have a B in latin...haha pathetic that i shall get a B in such an easy class...but i never do hw anymore...so i dunno...but i think i still mite have pulled off an A....ooh speakin of latin, today we got the results for the national latin exam...i got a silver medal! whoopee! they only award gold and silver.....and after that u get some crappy certificate.....i missed 4 q's out of 40....if i had missed one less i would have had a gold medal instead....pero oh wellz im still proud. hmm..im not sure what else to say...i talked to my baby today..he's so cutieful...we wanna do somethin this weekend....since it's a 4 day weekend and all...he's like haha "we should go at like 5 in the morning and hang out till 5 the next morning!" hehe....omg he asked me if he could come over! i was like...umm...no......he's like what ur parents wont let u? and like i know my parents will let me but they are soooooo embarassing so i just dont wanna put him through that...haha plus i act a lot different..(differenter? .. more different?) when im around my parents....like i refuse to be affectionate....like when we went to the movies 2 days ago....when my mommy got there to pick me up i just kinda looked at him...said bye and walked away...haha cuz i just dont feel comfortable even hugging a guy in front of my parents....it's just not cool...haha but w/e....okies now im definitely out of thingies to say...so buhz byez...

tonite's song: away from the sun by 3 doors down

howdy ppls!
well the latin trip was purdy fun.....im not sure i wanna give like a day to day recap of it but i definitely wanna highlight the best parts. well i found a swing set while i was there so naturally i went insane! hahaha omg i rode on it forever! then my friend charles..well i told him that i had never jumped off of a swing as it was moving cuz it scared me...and he's like omg thaimi u have to do it! and i was like ahhhh no it's too scary! so as i was swingin he got behind me and started pushing me and he's like thaimi i refuse to stop pushing u until u jump off! i was like omg no! haha he kept pushing and then andrew came and he started pushing too...next thing u know im going so high that im practically like going over the swing thingy! omg i almost died! i was laughing so hard though it was so exciting! well then i found an air hockey game!!!! me and charles played 7 games! haha there went 7 bucks of my money...haha oh wellz it was soooo worth it! i got 5th place in both vocab and grammar....so i got these two lil trophies...i was like yay go thaimi! haha a lil self-encouragement there... i called colin as soon as i got home...i missed my baby..haha well i called him and he was at work......he called me like a lil bit ago...(past my clock time) and he was like so wat time r we gonna meet up tomorrow and so ya i told him and stuff..oh crap dude im worried cuz we have these relatives over from miami and i had asked my mom thursday if i could go to the movies and like i told u guys she said yes....but now these relative ppls and my parents r makin plans to go to busch gardens tomorrow.....im like noooooooooooooooooooooooooo! but ya my mom said that she plans on being home before 4...so ya. me and colin r gonna have such a blast...he's so adorable..he called me and i was like.....aww....im crazy bout u! i heard that him and his ex were talking again.......arg that makes me angry...but i can't let my jealousy take over cuz i know he wouldn't do that...he told me himself there's nothing at all going on between them and he seems like an honest person so i have no reason to doubt what he is telling me...so i just need to suck it up and stop bein so worried. alritey well ima stop writing cuz i have to finish eatin dinner.....we're havin lobster.....YUMMO! haha ... alritey buhz byez

tonite's song: don't tell me by avril lavigne