LOOKIE!
hey.....today i finally figured out how to play my heart will go on (from titanic) on the piano...im so excited...and i figured out how to play scales and stuff.....it feels good to finally play a worth while song......not like kumbaya......haha so yea im happy.....i got my report card....and i am thrilled! on my ap euro test.......the one i thought i was gonna get a C on.....apparently i knew more than i thought cuz i got an A! ...... not only that but second quarter i have all A's and only one B and on my semester average....i got STRAIGHT A'S! what a beautiful thing......sigh......im so proud of myself.....getting straight a's in ib is like.......crazy hard.....so i am soooo proud of me! and u know whats the best part? eventhough i got like one or two b's during the 1st and 2nd quarter......it doesnt matter cuz i got all a's on my semester average and that is all that colleges see anywayz! so whoot whoot! go me......omg.......yesterday.....shilpa went up to colin after track and asked him if he liked me!!!!! even after i specifically told her not to tell him anything! she calls me up and she's like...."ok hypothetical question.....say u have a friend who has a friend who likes a guy.....now the first friend, being a very nice friend!, asks the guy the second friend likes if he likes her.....and....." and right there i flipped out......."YOU DID WHAT?!"....."no thaimi no......HYPOTHETICAL!" hahahha agh! i was so mad at her for asking him that! but his response wasn't bad.......here's how the convo went...or so i hear "hey colin can i ask you something....but u gotta keep this just between us" "ok" "do u have any feelings for thaimi?" "i dunno...i mean she's cool...i guess i haven't really thought bout dating her.........why?....did she tell u to ask me?(supposedly in an eager voice)" "oh .... no no i just saw you guys flirting a lot during lunch and i was wonderin" "oh yeah we were flirting a lot today" end of convo.............agh! alritey shilpa just called so i gtg buhz byez

song: my stupid mouth by john mayer

i love these songs.....it's how i felt for so long it's so wonderful!
for anyone out there who's just waiting for someone to love or care about.....cuz there's no one worth while yet

Love Song For No One
by John Mayer

Staying at home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
(get here)

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?(2 times)

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me


here's one for someone you just can't forget no matter how hard you try....

Back To You
by John Mayer

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

over you
I'm never over
over you
there's something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me

Yea, I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game I play
but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away(this way)

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do

leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

back to me
I know that it comes
back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong
as it used to be

part of a sheryl crow song.....wowsers

I know I ask for nothing
And that's what I got from you tonight
I guess I thought you'd changed
Leaving becomes too easy
Easy by morning light
I still cannot explain
Is it enough to ask and not receive
Just one more kiss before you turn and leave
When love is over
Over it should be
But something still burns in me
A hundred solid reasons
The answers come in waves
But I'm all for calmer seas
You're only lost in the shuffle
But in your usual way
It's you who always comes to me
I've burned up pages
Hidden yesterdays
Here's one more glance before I turn away
When love is over
Over it should stay
But something won't go away...

....
i just finished watching love and basketball....god that's such a cute movie. i think the ending could have been better though. i love the line when she's like u and me one on one ill play you and he's like for what...and she goes "....your heart" that was so sweet. i have been wanting to see that movie for so long. ever since shayna told me that it was her fave movie back in 8th grade.....i miss that girl i wonder where she's at. i think she moved to nyc. hmm...i hope she's doin alrite...i should be doin physics hw but i dont want to. u know what i realized? this school stuff.....in the big spectrum of things.....it's bs. it doesn't matter. u could die tomorrow and what would u have to show for it? schoolwork? bs. so ive decided to set my priorities straight. first me, my mind, and my health, then my family, then my friends, and then school. im not gonna kill myself anymore. not that i ever did...hehe me and my lazy ass. but w/e that's enough reflection for today. so yea last nite i watched that movie i wanna marry ryan banks on abc family. it was cute....i think the guy she ended up with was way hotter than the actor dude....he had these amazing crystal green eyes....wow. yesterday i told alex that i like colin....his reaction was so odd. he was like colin? colin? COLIN?! he like flipped out....he was like omg omg omg im speechless.......i was like sheesh calm down he acted like i had said i was in love with a moose or something! and then he said something that kinda pissed me off.....he goes....well at least it's better than anthony......i didnt like that remark.....cuz anthony may not be the best looking guy and he's a bit out there but the boy is the sweetest person and he's nothing but nice to everyone. not to mention he's hilarious and has a great personality....i dont know i didnt like him dissin him...or colin. it just wasn't cool......but im sure he didnt mean anything by it....oh well....i dont know if i should have told him. w/e im gonna go surf the web or something......gosh that movie has me in like this sobby mood...it was so sweet and sad all at the same time.....sniff sniff hehe. buhz byez

song...will be posted later.

long time no talk
howdy! i haven't REALLY updated in like forever! well that's mostly cuz ive had like pounds of hw...so ya. well a lot has gone on so lemme start at the beginning. k well over the christmas break i realized that i like....**deciding whether or not i should say his name.......agh wat the heck** well that i like colin much more than i like spanish guy....i had told shilpa bout that and i was like but i can't break up wit spanish guy cuz i'd feel so bad! and then the first day back from vaca he broke up wit me! hahahha! he still has feelings for me though......he broke up wit me cuz im not really religious...and he's really really christian so he felt like he was betraying god or w/e. so ya.....it's ok though.....cuz as i said i like colin.......which reminds me of some more stuff i have to say! well i told a few ppls that i like him (daphne, shilpa, megan, and vanessa). i was so smooth omg i was so proud of myself hahah! we were walkin outta physics and i noticed he was like waitin outside the classroom and like lookin at me *maybe waitin for me......i wasn't sure* so anywayz i go to him "where ya goin?" and he's like "lunch" and i just outta nowhere go "come wit me to my locker real quick" and he's like "ok" hahahha i was like uh oh go thaimi! work it! hahahha so anywayz he walked me to my locker and we walked to lunch together and stuff....and i was flirtin like there was no tomorrow. then on friday i had physics again and after we had taken notes she gave us the last 5 min of class to like just chill out so i rested my head on the desk and i was like "nappin". well he comes up to me and he's like "how'd u do on the test" and he started up a convo wit me and everything.....i was all giggly and dorky haha im such a moron. well anywayz when the bell rang i walked out of the classroom before him and i didnt think he wanted to go with me to my locker cuz the day before he had kinda ignored me a lil bit ...... so i just kept on walkin but as he walked out he's like "thaimi! esperame!" haha in his lil gringo voice.....it was so cute! so we're walkin and im like "oh r u gonna come up to my locker?" and he's like yea of course......so yay! haha and he walked me to lunch again and stuff........shilpa and daphne....and all those other ppls i told think that he likes me too......but im not sure...i dont wanna rush things.....cuz if i tell him that i like him and then it turns out he doesnt feel the same way.....things r gonna be sooooooo awkward so i'd rather wait.....omg something terrible happened.......spanish guy's friend asked me out! i feel so bad cuz he's a nice guy and all but i just dont feel that way......i also thought it was kinda imprudent of him to do cuz i mean me and spanish guy barely broke up like 2 weeks ago! and they're sposed to be really good friends! lordy! haha so ya....i gotta come up wit a really nice way of sayin no.......im thinkin of incorporating that whole..."srry but i have feelings for someone else" deal....so yea........the only prob is i dont want him thinkin im talkin bout spanish guy cuz im not! and if spanish guy hears that im gonna sound all desperate! haha.........crap i just realized something......i hope no one from school reads this crap.....i doubt anyone does........it's purdy much just yara *who lives in miami so who cares* and shilpa....oh yea and my cousin *also in miami* so ya there ya go..........oooh something else happened wit colin! our whole lil lunch group was havin this poker nite thing at his house and he was gonna teach me how to play and everything......cept for the whole u know?.....not allowed to leave the house thing......so yea i couldnt go......so friday he was like u have to go! and im like u know im not gonna be allowed. and he goes so just ride tiffany's bus and.....no no better yet ride my bus! and u could come to my house! and he was like that way u could play poker and then u would leave sunday morning.......and i was like and where would i stay all that time? and he's like MY HOUSE! hahah i was like yeah rite! u know my parents wouldn't let me! hahaha and then i did the blondesst thing i think i've ever done! we had gotten quiet and outta nowhere he goes "why dont we go to ur house?".......and i just looked at him and laughed and gave him this look like wtf...........and then i was like "OHHHHHH TO PLAY POKER?! I GET IT!" hahahhahahhahahahha he laughed at me and he was like.......what'd u have in mind sicko/ hahhahaha god how embarassing! hahaha........oooh yara called me today! i hadn't talked to her *like actually hear her voice talked* in forever! it was awesome! we talked for 86 minutes.......according to her cell phone....haha yep that's rite 86 minutes of discussing yara's spanishy yet valley-y accent......which we later concluded was actually valley-y but mispronouncy-y heheh.......retarded i know.......alritey well speakin of ima go and talk to yarita...buhz byez ppls

tonite's song: hemmorhage *sp* by fuel......kick butt cancion!

wow look what yara sent me.......i dont know what to think anymore....cuz i want all that it says in this article....i want it to be as special....agh...i gotta go and think hehe

Why True Love Waits

by Tim Stafford
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

If you stood up in class and encouraged others to follow God's plan for sex, people would think you were trying to outlaw happiness.

You'd have to work hard to explain that God is not against sex. In fact, he considers it something good. It was, after all, his idea. God could have made us reproduce the way plants do, with floating spores and pollen. But he preferred human life to spring from the exultant, loving embrace of intercourse. So it only makes sense that the all-knowing God who invented sex should know how it can best be celebrated. God wouldn't sacrifice his own Son to redeem us, and then turn around to arbitrarily spoil our fun.

A lot of people do feel it's spoiling their party if someone says sex outside of marriage is wrong. But where exactly is this party? Oh, maybe some people are having fun, but people on the whole are having a miserable time. You can't cut the statistics to read any other way. AIDS, divorce, adultery, abortion, and unwanted pregnancies add up to something other than fun.

When God gives direction for sex, he does it either to protect us from harm, or to provide for our needs. Or both.

The Bible is very frank about sex. There's not a prudish note from Genesis to Revelation.

A whole book (the Song of Solomon) celebrates the sensuality of erotic love. The Bible reflects exactly the attitude you'd expect from an inventor writing about his invention. God, better than anyone else, appreciates what his invention means. He understands how it works and knows exactly what it's good for. He tells us how to use it—and how not to.

So what is God's view of sex? Simple: Sex is wonderful within marriage. Outside of marriage, it's an offense to the inventor.

Why marriage? Isn't a really committed relationship close enough? Nope. According to the Bible, only the commitment a man and a woman make in the ceremony of marriage counts. Marriage is the only place to experience truly committed love, love that echoes our relationship with God.

Husbands must love your wives with the same love Christ showed the church. He gave up his life for her. … In the same way, husbands ought to love their wives as they love their own bodies. For a man is actually loving himself when he loves his wife (Ephesians 5:25, 28).

It was that way from the beginning, when Adam and Eve were created and presented to each other by God:

"At last!" Adam exclaimed.

"She is part of my own flesh and bone!" … This explains why a man leaves his father and mother and is joined to his wife, and the two are united into one. Now, although Adam and his wife were both naked, neither of them felt any shame (Genesis 2:23-25).
That's the ideal, the dream, as the Bible sees it: total nakedness, total unity, total love, total sexual satisfaction within marriage. Plenty of marital problems parade the pages of Scripture—God is no fool. But the ideal stands above the failures.

The Bible doesn't mince words about behavior that falls short of the ideal. Jesus, particularly, made his views plain. Though he never married, he spoke with absolute authority (like an inventor) against abuses like fornication (sex between people who are not married), adultery and divorce. He said of married people:

Since they are no longer two but one, let no one separate them, for God has joined them together (Matthew 19:6).
Paul had the same words of advice:

Our bodies were not made for sexual immorality. They were made for the Lord, and the Lord cares about our bodies. … Don't you realize that your bodies are actually parts of Christ? Should a man take his body, which belongs to Christ, and join it to a prostitute? Never! … Run away from sexual sin! No other sin so clearly affects the body as this one does. For sexual immorality is a sin against your own body. Or don't you know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself, for God bought you with a high price. So you must honor God with your body (1 Corinthians 6:13, 15, 18-20).
God wants your marriage bed to be pure because he cares for you. He wants to protect you from the worst. He wants to provide for you the very best.

But what if two people love each other? What if they know they'll marry someday? Why should they wait?

It may seem that being deeply in love is enough to bond two people together forever. But God says it's not. Marriage is more than just love. It's a promise of lifelong commitment—a promise made in front of others. And those who save sex for marriage are rewarded in two ways:

Honeymoon virginity. Virgins may be nervous on their wedding night. But that's good. You ought to be nervous for the biggest night of your life. For virgins, everything is about to change. They will delve into mysteries they have wondered about all their lives. They will unfold those mysteries with the person they love more than any other. That's worth celebrating. For the sexually experienced, however, a honeymoon is merely a nice vacation.

You only get one "first time" in life. There is great joy in experiencing it with the person to whom you've just publicly committed your life. But that's only possible if you wait.

Total commitment. When you're used to having sex without total commitment, it may be hard to understand what totally surrendering your life to another person is all about. If, earlier in your life, sex merely meant, "I'm strongly attracted to you," it is not easy to change your thinking to, "I give myself wholly and exclusively to you."

Virgins are uniquely able to give their total selves to love in a marriage. That's why "the first time" is such a big deal. You are giving your total self to the one great love of your life.

It's not easy to resist the temptations and pressures to have sex before marriage. But if you want to experience sex the way God meant for it to be, the surest way is to experience no other kind of sex. It's tough to wait for, certainly. But most good things are.

BABALOOOOOOO!
howdy ppls well i gotz to make this quick cuz i just got my nails done and its soooooo hard to type oh my lordy! well...my aunt and uncle r here and so we've been having a blast! omg yesterday i drove out in traffic for the first time ever! i went all the way to mckey d's and i even went thru the drive thru and ordered by myself for the first time ever. yesterday me and my lil cousin went outside at like 8 oclock and we played with this giant beach ball we have....we went out on our frontyard and played volleyball type thing..haha it was sooo much fun....it woulda prolly been better if he wasn't so spoiled though.....but lets not go there. well these ppls r gonna leave tomorrow in the afternoon and ima have to go back to school on tuesday......HAHAH THAT'S RITE YARA I START ONE DAY AFTER U! hahah loser u have to go in on monday...sucks for u. oh wellz! agh i couldn't talk to shilpa today....i was soo gonna call her but my aunt's like hey lets go do ur nails! so.....that's what i did....hehe aww they brought their dog just like they always ddo........she's pregnant! i feel kinda bad for her though cuz shes like a lil chihuaha so im like.....HOW IN THE WORLD R U DOING THIS?! that poor lil puppy. so ya......well i think ima log off cuz im bored....and ima go outside and do something wit my mom and my aunt. so buhz byez ppls ill type back at some other point.

tonite's song: walked outta heaven by jagged edge....i cant get that stinkin song outta my head! agh! hehe and i only know like the first few lines of the chorus so it's aggravating..... hehe listen to it!

WHOOOOOOOO A WHOLE NEW YEAR!
how exciting! omg u know what this means?! TWO YEARS TILL I GRADUATE BABY! NEW YORK HERE I COME!!!!!!!!! i vow to be there one year to watch the damn ball drop! i will!!! im so happy that 2003 is finally over. overall it wasn't too shabby of a year....my luck with guys hasn't been too shabby...lost some friends but became closer friends with others...doing pretty damn well at school.....so overall pretty good! well i think ima follow yara's example and write out my resolutions. so here they are....here's what i hope happens in 2004:
1. fall in love
2. meet more ppl
3. eat healthier (haha)
4. don't judge ppl based on appearances
5. don't be shy around guys i like
6. have the balls to tell a guy i like him
7. become better friends wit the ppls i sit wit at lunch
8. get to know the guys i like a lot better
9. get straight a's at least once
10. pass my ap euro exam
11. win at the french competition in orlando in march.
well that's all i can think of for rite now.....but im sure as the year goes on ill come up with new ones......hehe. last nite was kinda lame....i watched tv....sat around....and well did nothing purdy much. my aunt's comin tonite so i prolly wont update in a few days...and if i do....it'll prolly be brief. ahh i dont want school to start.....i do cuz i wanna see everybody but i dont cuz of all the work.....and im just not up for that......agh ima have to take physics! that's scary! alrite well im done .... ima get back to talkin to yarita. buhz byez

tonite's song: keep me in your heart for a while......by some dude.....it's an oldie but a goodie

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
woot woot! hahah....you know what's sad? my biggest decision tonite...is watch mtv, fox, or abc........hmm.....quite a toughy! today has been kick ass! my mommy ordered pizza and cinna sticks! whooo! hahah i swear i 've gained like 10 pounds this vacation alone! hahaha u know what's hilarious?! my mom told me that i would have to get the door when the pizza dude showed up.....and i had my glasses on and this old ass nsync shirt on......hahahha so i ran to the bathroom changed my shirt, put my contacts on and .... brushed my hair...haha which i hadn't done in a while. all that.....and the pizza guy turns out to be a girl!!!!!!!!! HAHA i was like aww.....all that for nothing! im such a dumbass. the other day i got to see mi pelicula favorita! yay! yep yep city of angels was on. u know? i've seen it like 20 times....heck i even own the damn thing.....but still everytime i watch it i can't help but cry......and sing! hahah and by now i know like all the quotes......i know what someone's gonna say before they even open their mouth.....it's so pathetic! haha. i haven't talked to shilpa in days......i think she's been out or something....oh wellz ill talk to her manana! OMG WHICH REMINDS ME! MY AUNT IS COMIN TOMORROW FROM MIAMI! MIAMIAN CHRISTMAS PRESENTS! HOW EXCTING! yay! hehe omg.....something else happened. my dad....last nite.....showed up with a freaking cockatiel! wtf! GREAT! ANOTHER PET YOU CAN'T ACTUALLY "PET" LIKE THOSE FUCKING FISH WE USED TO HAVE! HAHA that's just like him! ....for those of u who dont know the fish story here goes: we used to have this huge tank of fish in miami....and my step dad had always told me that u couldn't pet them.....which i found flabbergasting cuz i mean....they're pets! in my mind! they're meant to be pet (petted?)! so yea! i stuck my hand in there one day when he wasn't home and i pet those damn suckers!.........cough cough within an hour 3 were floating atop the water........hahaha......learned my lesson! so yea! im pissed! that he bought this stupid pet! that's not even a pet! u know from now on ima make up this new word for pets that aren't really pets cuz....well u can't pet em! the new word will be: falcom. yes....so my step dad bought home this bird to keep as a falcom. but i must say the thing is kind of cute.....haha this morning the lady who gave the bird to us called to tell us a lil bit bout the bird. she said that when she had taken it to the vet for the first time the vet had told her it was a girl. but when they saw how it "interacted" with their other female cockatiel they started getting the impression that it's a boy. heheheh it's hilarious cuz she knows im young so she was tryin to explain this and it was so awkward. she's like well they told us it was a girl but when we bought it home and saw it ....um....um....::::dead silence::::...um... well how it interacted with our other bird. hahahhaha it was so funny! the falcom's name is sunshine btw. so ya. and it whistles whenever u walk by...u know that whistle thingus guys do when they see a hot girl walk down the street...well like that. haha and according to the lady she says "hello pretty bird" and " hello ginger" cuz the lady used to say that to her every morning and the bird would hear them call out for their dog ginger so she learned to say that. haha my mom told my lil bro and sis that in order for her/him to learn how to say some phrases he needs to hear it a lot so it can stay in his memory. hahah so my lil bro stands in front of the cage and i swear for like an HOUR! he stands there and goes " hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello" hahahahhahah what a dumbass! i was listenin to him and im like omg u moron! hahha it was hilarious! but w/e i gtg cuz im leavin at 7 and i wanna talk to yara ...we're havin a heated discussion so buhz byez.

tonite's song: epiphany by staind

hello
hi ppls.....wats up...wanna hear something exciting?! i got someone at the forum i go to .... to teach me italian! im thrilled.....so far i've learned some pronunciation rules.....but im well on my way.....im so excited! haha i found this quote.......and i put it on my aim profile just like this:

Friends stab you in the back, strangers stab you in the front, boyfriends stab you in the heart, but best friends don't carry knives. <-----Bullshit.

haha......sweet huh?......yea i thought so.....but it's the damn truth....don't i know it. well w/e haven't really done anything of use lately.....i watched my baby on the ellen degeneres show last nite....he looked good....but then again...that's a given. shilpa thinks colin mite have a lil thing for me too......i dont know what to think about that anymore.....but fuck it w/e. agh for some reason im not in a good mood...im like.......eh......bitchy....agh w/e. i dont give a fuck. bye.

tonite's song: until the day i die by story of the year

HO HO HO!
howdy ppls! happy belated christmas! since i wasn't online on christmas. ooh well on christmas eve i went to the neighbor's party like i said i would and i saw those kids i told u guys i would see. u know the hot guy i told u bout? who's like 6 foot 3? well i found out his name is david! and as soon as he saw my mom he's like "where's ur daughter?" HAHA GO ME! and when he saw me he gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and said merry christmas. i was like......wowsers! hehe he's so cute! well then we got home after the party at like 10:30 and we opened our presents cuz we always open our presents at night on christmas eve. i got this teddy bear (so cutieful!) and this anklet wit these two lil hearts and a circle wit a T on it.....and i got this lil case thingy ma bobber wit like body wash and body spray and perfume and stuff......it smells yummy. and i got 20 bucks so whoopee! so then i went to sleep after i opened my presents....well i didnt really sleep cuz i couldn't fall asleep! i was listenin to the radio all nite long and i finally ended up falling asleep at like 5 in the morning! so i was tired as hell. and my mom woke me up at 9 30!!!!! iwas like agh! but i couldn't be mad at her cuz she woke me up cuz she had made me breakfast in bed....so i was like alrite! haha it was yummo! then i got up and we went to my aunt's house and i played video games wit my cousin....he has this inline skating game for PS2 that is so awesome! the best part about the game is the soundtrack! omg it has like linkin park and sublime oh it kicks ass! haha! i got my presents there ... i got this weird pair of reindeer socks.....it has antlers and a red nose and a bell attatched to it...it was a lil weird hah but they're alrite. then after that we went to my step dad's old boss's house....it was such a blast! omg this lil boy nextdoor to them had gotten this lil puppy for christmas and i got to play with it! omg it was the cutest thing i've ever seen! it was the size of like both of my hands together! that's how small it was! and it was white and had the softest fur! OMG IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! her name was princess. what a cutie patootie! then the lil kids were all riding their bikes and so the wife of ..the boss dude lent me her bike and i went riding! omg i was riding after this lil 10 yr old boy and he took me like all around the complex thingy ma bob OMG THAT BOY HAD SO MUCH ENERGY! i mean he was like speedin down the damn road and im trailin behind like a huge fatso! hahahhaha i was like all outta breath......i was like good god this kid's insane!!!!! when we finally got back to their house the kid's like......ooh let's go ride again! hahahah iwas like.....umm....no thanks im good! THAT KID WAS INSANE IM TELLING U! HAHA! k well after that we passed by this chinese place and ordered chinese food....the lady at the restaurant said i didnt look spanish...she said i looked indonesian.......i dont know if that's good or bad but i get that a lot! omg my family's always tellin me that i look arabic not hispanic. hehe....weird but coolio i guess. well i pigged out on lo mei noodles and shrimp fried rice......then i called shilpa and we talked for a lil bit......i think that was pretty much my day...it was fun. on the first my aunt is coming which is gonna kick butt cuz she's staying for like 3/4 days unlike her usual 1/2 days. so yay! and she says she has big presents for us so that's always a huge bonus! haha! im excited! i hope my cousin comes with them......hmm. i dunno alritey well ima go cuz i've been talkin for too long and i gotta get back to talkin to nicholas and yara. buhz byez ppls.

tonite's song: figured you out by nickelback...it's their newest song and omg it kicks major booty!