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2005 12 January :: 3.30 am
:: Music: Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd
Tuesday = Boosday
Haven't wrote in awhile so I thought I would update it now.
I'm sitting here scanning pictures for a little slideshow that will be played at my grandpa's funeral this Friday, Joe is sitting on my bed playing X-Men on xbox and it's 3:22am.
Anyway today was cool I guess Joe, Vanessa, and I all went to Best Buy to spend our giftcards. I bought the new N*E*R*D cd, Harold & Kumar, Van Wilder (which I had, but now I got the Unrated version), and Chris Rock: Never Scared (his newest standup). After that we went to Barnes & Nobles and looked around, but got bored because we weren't going to buy anything. After that we were hungry so we went to Legends and ate, which was fun because anytime Joe and I are out we have great times. Plus I like giving Vanessa crap all the time (she is our cousin, a junior in High School). So after we left there we went back to my place and I think we have been in the same positions as we were when we got back.
So yah... What did you learn today? First: Harold & Kumar = Great Movie! Second: N*E*R*D (aka No one Ever Really Dies) is an Awesome Group! and Last: We are boring!
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2005 8 January :: 12.56 pm
:: Mood: sad
Jan. 7, 2005
Well after a week of wondering what my grandpa's status was. It kept going back and forth and we had no idea what was up. He passed away yesterday at about 12:15 pm or so, while I was on my way back from Long Beach. So I went home and picked up Joe and we went out the Hospital.
It was oh so very sad, this was my first relative that has passed away since my Aunt, who passed awhile ago. Like I said in my other post the worst part is seeing my dad, and his siblings cry. After we all said good bye we went back to my grandma's house and hung out until like 10:30, and lots of different people showed up to offer there condolences. We were all thankful for all the people and their love.
Last Tuesday when he first went out there I stood by his bed and talk to him and held his hand, and he told me to be a Fireman or a Medic because of how sharp they looked while coming into his house to get him. He also was joking around saying when you get old you don't know what parts of you work and what parts don't work anymore.
He was a funny old man and he will be missed very much, he now gets to hang out with my other grandpa (who died before I was born), and check out the ladies! =P
Rest In Peace Gramp's!
I love you!
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2005 6 January :: 8.10 pm
:: Music: Big Weenie - Eminem
Crazy Things
Do you think these are all true?
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Peace.
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2005 6 January :: 2.20 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Watch The World - BoxCarRacer
Maui Wowie!
Well yesterday was pretty damn fun. Jacob texted me when I was at work and asked if I wanted to go to the Brandin Iron with him. His friend from Redlands (Lisa) that I met last time I was out there was going with a bunch of friends for one of their birthdays. So I said "of course," come on Kevin giving up an opportunity to cut the rug (even if I suck at it), hells no. Anyway, we get out to Redlands and meet these friends of Lisa's; Monica, Larissa, Justin, Candice, Crystal, Samantha, and one more I don't remember (I can only memorize like 6 names in one night =P).
Anyway we go to the BI and wait in line for what seemed like forever, but it was cool because Jacob, Monica, Larissa, Justin, Candice, and I just stood there and talked the whole time. These were some cool ass people. By the time we get in Jacob and my buzzes were gone completely, so I went and bought me two beers and chugged them. Then hit the floor. After 3 hours of standing out in the freezing cold everyone’s backs, legs, knees, and everything pretty much hurt but nobody cared because we were so glad to be warm. Since it was Candice's birthday we got to watch the birthday dance thing where a bunch of guys dance for the birthday girls and then dance with them and it was pretty funny watching all the chicks reactions as some of the dudes took of their shirts and shit.
Well we left there about 1 something and then finally left to go home at like 2 something. Fun times, never been to the BI but I liked it a lot.
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2005 5 January :: 8.35 am
:: Music: Bad Day - R.E.M.
Captain Jack Sparrow
Posting this to add some non-sad to my journal.
(I think alot will get the same as me)
Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?
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2005 5 January :: 7.57 am
:: Music: Speculum - Adema
Chronicals of Life and Death
Well yesterday pretty much after my huge post of self pity and being a baby about girl problems, my mom (who I work with) got a call from my dad and we find out my grandpa is in the hospital and not doing too good. We rushed out there which took about 40 minutes and met up with my dad. We then all went in to see him (one at a time).
When my time came I was kinda scared because I don't handle this kind of stuff like some freakish guys do (if you don't ever cry don't take offense), I cry... I cry over lots of stuff, tv shows, movies, anything that can trigger it. So going in there I pretty much knew I was gonna tear up. Plus when you see your own dad with teary eyes it makes you get even more sad.
Anyway I went in and spent awhile in there with him and held his hand and we all talked (my grandma was in there the whole time). He didn't look good but he knew what was up, so he was still cracking jokes and trying to be all tough, which made me not want to show emotion in front of him.
Anyway when we went home last night he had been moved to a less sevre status, but still wasn't fine. So far as of right now I haven't heard anything new so I'm hoping that he is all good.
So yah I had all this going through me right after the pity party I was having, and I realized there are more important people that I could end up losing, people that actually matter to me.
Then I get home last night and start talking to my crush (haha, crush) and its her boyfriend's 21 b-day meaning he is a full year younger than her and me (wtf). She was asking if I thought he would like his gift (a nixon watch), I told her of course I would like it, I said all that matters is that you cared enough to buy me a gift and that whatever she got I would like. Plus the watch was pretty cool (even though I would need a neutral colored watch so I could wear it everyday, something like silver instead of black). Anyway, after 2 years of being with this guy she wasn't sure if he would like it, and was actually worrying about it. Jeez, after two years she should know exactly what he likes and shouldn't have to worry because if he cared he would love it no matter what.
So yah, thats my story for yesterday, I'm sure I will have more news on both situations soon.
Peace.
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2005 4 January :: 1.17 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Cold - Outerspace
Addicted
As I sit here at work shivering listening to my mp3 player, I glanced over at my cell phone and realized there is no reason to have it at work. Back when I was still attached I had a reason to have it around, we would text each other pretty much all day so leaving it at home left me outta the loop with her, but now it seems pretty pointless. Everyone that I would text or call is either at work or school so its not like I am really expecting to hear from anyone. Plus besides using it in my past relationship it was only used to get ahold of people and see what they are doing, once that was found out then we would probably be hanging out, so its never really been used for an extended period when not involving a girlfriend. Hmm.... Funny how pointless it became in one swoop.
Okay some real stuff...
This last weekend actually Jan. 1st was my parents 25th wedding anniversary, that me and my brother (with MAJOR help from our aunt) put on for them. It was a success, made me kinda sad because about 8 months to a year ago I thought I was with the girl that I would be marrying and celebrating this same thing with. I'm not over her, who am I kidding I think about her everyday still, even though most of the time I am pissed at her, and I can seriously say that I would not take her back. All that said I still think about what she is up to, but who can blame me, for 3+ years I knew what she was doing and where she was every freaking second.
Anyway on the day of the party my brother and I went to go buy some ice, I drove all the way across town to see if the water store was open, which it wasn't, so we just went to the Stator Bros that was right there. It turns out we see this kid Chris Luke, he is the youngest brother of Kyle and Kevin Luke. They were these boys we were friends with back in Pomona (when I was in like 3rd grade). Anyway it was wierd because they moved out here and so did we. Oh yah for those that don't know my name is Kevin and my brother is Kyle so yah it was strange to have two brother of the same name move to the same place after leaving the same place.
Anyway... We see him at the store and he just kinda walks by acting all hard... Whatever.... then all of a sudden Kyle says "Is that megan and kristi?" and I turn and sure enough at the other end of the store is my ex (the one I was talking about earlier) and her stupid friend. So it turns out that Chris was with them. Small world considering all the other stuff, especially if he is WITH my ex, but I won't ever know for sure because I sure am not gonna call her.
All that and I still can't settle down, I thought writing it out would get it off my chest but its not working. How do you hate someone when its not in you to actually hate anyone? Even if they did break your heart and then take you back just to stomp on it... Okay I will shutup now!
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2005 3 January :: 1.37 am
Resolutions
Well here is my TODO list... Yah yah
1. Quit Smoking (already did only waited till new years cuz my brother told me too, plus I only smoked for a total of 2 months lol)
2. Try to smile more
3. Learn the guitar
4. Goto the gym or workout
5. Treat everyone better
6. Have fun
7. Re-learn to flirt (haha)
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2005 3 January :: 1.35 am
Survey Thing
I stole this from someone else, too bad I couldn't fill it out about them, but I just met them =).. Anyway, since I only have 2 people on my friends list I guess I won't be expecting much.
Fill it out:
1. What do you think of me?
2. On a Scale from 1 - 10, how nice am I to you?
3. Do I seem Caring?
4. Outgoing or shy?
5. Funny or serious?
6. Sweet or mean?
7. Singing, or Dancing?
8. Colorful or gray?
9. Smart or stupid?
10. Faithful or Faithless?
11. Goody-goody, naughty-naughty, or in between?
12. Weird or gifted?
13. Which Celebrity is most like me?
14. Do you like being friends with me?
15. Do you ever think about me off-line?
16. What's my nickname?
17. Dark or a bright person?
18. Do you consider me one of your good friends?
19. How would you describe me to someone else?
20. Cheater or Loyal?
21. Guy-Crazed or Girl-crazed or laid-back?
22. Sk8er or Preppy or Punk or unclassifiable?
23. Chatty or quiet?
24. Do you think I'm cute, OK, or HOT *for same sex: do you think I attract
people on looks*?
25. What's your prediction for my future?
26. Internet junkie or writing freak?
27. Poetic or logical?
28. Annoyingly hyper or cutely hyper?
29. Will we be friends in the future?
30. Would you ever take a bullet for me?
31. Am i A kind of person you would ever date?
32. Would you stick up for me in a fight?
33. Partier, semi-Partier, or party pooper?
34. Lovable, likable, or I hate you?
~*~ FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX ~*~
35. Would you ever go out with me?
36. Would you ever give your phone number 2 me?
37. Do I have a chance with you?
38. Would you ever hug me?
39. Would you ever kiss me?
40. Have you ever had a crush on me?
41. What is the first thing you noticed about me?
42. What is my best trait?
~*~*~*~*~FOR ALL~*~*~*~*~
43. If I was dying right in front of you, what would be your last
comment to me?
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2005 1 January :: 2.58 am
:: Mood: annoyed
hmm
well well well... its seems kevin's dumbass got too drunk to remember to ask for a phone number tonight. i met a really hot chick at a party i went to but i didnt remember to ask her for her number. im such a moron, serves me right.
anyway.. happy 2005 everyone!!!!
peace.
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2004 31 December :: 2.36 pm
:: Mood: relieved
2005
Finally, this year is coming to an end. It was one of the strangest years of my life and I'm glad to see it go. Hopefully 2005 will bring better things then 2004 did. I hope everyone else enjoys themselves and has a good New Years.
Have fun and be safe.
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2004 29 December :: 2.18 pm
:: Mood: confused
New Years
So I am on my search for a great new years. Everyone I know seems to be doing something different. I told my brother we should rent a limo and just drive to everyones parties to visit and be able to drink without worrying about death on the way to the next party. So yah hopefully something grand will happen because I know we aren't really going to rent a limo.
Side note: Is it okay to be obsessing over a girl that you haven't seen since high school but talk to online quite often? I doubt it but at least its keeping my mind busy going through the stages of being single again. Yes I am a freak, get over it.
Peace.
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2004 22 December :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: happy
I'm Back!
Well I guess that fiasco at CPK on Monday night must have just been my reminder that I used to be single and it showed me how I used to do it. Tonight there were like 3 chicks totally flirting with me at Mimi's too bad they were all like lil teenie boppin highschoolers. I was flirting with the host and then this hotter chick came in to take us to the table and I was talking with her the whole time, then I noticed she would look at me everytime she came into the room we were at. So I asked my waiter how old she was and he came back and said 17... Bah.... So I said I was 21 and after that she kinda vanished... So yah I guess I am an old man, or at least to old for the jailbait.
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2004 22 December :: 9.37 am
:: Mood: chipper
Books
Well last night I finished the second Dan Brown book, Deception Point. It was a good book, I'm still not sure which one I liked better this or Angels & Demons. Anyway I'm gonna go pick up this 3rd book Digital Fortress today after work, I can't wait. Weird in all 21 years of life I have hated reading, then at the end of October I picked up Angels & Demons and then I couldn't put it down, had to get the next one. Oh well they are pretty good books. I guess its how smart they are, like the last one was about the Government and NASA and stuff, it was really cool.
 
Yah I'm lame, playing Halo 2 and reading books.
Peace.
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2004 21 December :: 10.20 am
:: Mood: embarrassed
CPK
Okay so last night we go out to dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. It was my parents, Kyle, Steph, and me. Our waitress comes over and she is pretty damn hot, I think I made a comment and of course from there my dad doesn't stop with the comments about how I should ask her out and everything, but I wasn't about to just ask this girl out in front of my parents, without knowing anything about her. Anyway, the night goes on and I was thinking this chick was looking at me and stuff and not just friendly service I mean I was getting a vibe (but what do I know?) anyway she even came over and gave me another soda when mine was still full saying that she knows that they can get flat quick, I was like okay thanks, but who does that? I hope my suspections were correct in thinking that was just an excuse, but ya.
So then at one point she comes over and my dad talks to her...
Dad: "Your such a great server, your on top of things. Are you married?" (something like this)
Waitress: "No"
Dad: "Do you have a boyfriend?"
Waitress: "No, not at the moment"
Okay at this point he starts wispering to her about me thinking she was cute or something, I couldn't hear him plus I couldn't believe he was even doing it so I turned bright red. Then after she also gets pretty embarressed she leaves after saying some stuff, which I also didn't hear, but it turns out she said I was pretty cute too, which is cool, but I couldn't even talk because I was like shocked that my dad had done that. Anyway before the end of the night, she came back over and wispered to my dad and told him I could leave my number if I want, which I did, even though I felt like I was middle school again, just with cell phones, and my dad playing the friends role of telling the girl that you like her... So yah theres my story... If this girl calls, then she obviously has either a sense of humor, thinks im a mute, or is just lonly around the holidays.
Peace.
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