LaDiEz Is PiMpS t0o

:: 2004 2 August :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: south side

happy birthday kaila!!
first things first:
1. ceramics- king
2. IB trig.- baum
3. adv. pl. us history- hall
4. IB social anth.- davis
5. adv. pl. spanish- halcomb
6. adv. pl. bio.- morone jr.
7. adv. pl. english- schilit
..dunno if im changing anything yet. but lemme know if we have anything together. ;)

now, as you all know, i went on a cruise to Cozumel, Mexico. that was a lotta fun. i'll try and go day by day. but i know there will be missing details.

wednesday: (i just have to include this) we're packing, just like any normal family would do. well, i didnt want the ugly suitcase. neither did my mom. so we were started argueing..just messing around.
sam: please mom! i dont want an ugly suitcase.
mom: neither do i! i hate ugly things.
sam: then you understand my problem
mom: get over it. im your mom and i say no
sam: you should give up things for your kids
mom: ::puts hand into a gun shape:: and says," bang bang motherfucker!! it mine."
i just cracked up..i thought that was the funniest thing she's ever done. but i guess you really had to be there.

thursday: we left around noon. did all the check in stuff. then we checked out the boat. its freakin huge!! went to karyoke. just watched lol.

friday: layed out for a little bit. did random things on the boat. it was the captains dinner so we all got dressed up. me and my sis looked at the teens club. and I(yes-me) was gonna dance. but not one person moved. we made fun of them and left. plenty of stalkers on the boat too.

saturday: went to cozumel. took a jeep tour of the island. its pretty over there. but while we were in the jeep. a frog fell out of a tree and into my sister's lap. that was freakin hilarious. and my dad hates frogs so we almost crashed. haha. went back to the boat got all cleaned up. then went shopping. i got a tatoo. temporary of course. its a little butterfly on my ankle, it should last about two weeks. oh, and by the way, mexicans at ATL are nothing compared to the real deal. even the old ones. yuck. and did you know they always say "my friends" ?

sunday: went to the spa. then layed out. went to dinner. then the talent show. and my grandma got drunk. lmao. hilarious. but scary at the same time. she gets very angry when shes drunk, although this is the first time i've seen a family member drunk. i bought 2 Guess purses and a Guess wallet. no tax! yay.

monday: came home.

theres more..but i cant type it all. so talk to me. adios

:: 2004 2 August :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: contemplative

whats ronggg with meeeee !!!!
iight so0 2dai was da new skoo orientation..me n cinthia went..we hav 7th hour 2getha.n our lockers are rite next to eachother.i saw alex !!!! omg he was a sight for sore eyes lol..n we hav 2 classsses 2gethaa i was so0 happpy..lol..but worst of all..i saw dustin..n wow..he looked so0 incredibly greaaat..god..he got taller but everything is like still da same..godd..n i had this rush feelin wen i saw him..like whoaa...but i have eric.n im extremly happy wid him..but it felt like..i wud of just dropped everything just to be wid him agen.god whats rong wid meeee.. =/ :: bites lip :: n worst of all..me n dustin have 1st hour 2getha..meanin i will see him every single day..god :: cries :: NO im guna stay wid eric..n 4get dustin..but yeah that was that..i had to vent..peace x0o

1 DiRt Off Ya ShOuLDeR | BrUsH Ya ShOuLDeRz Off.

playmate101

:: 2004 1 August :: 1.50am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: autobiography // ashlee simspon

has anyone ever reassured u, but u were never comfortable?
heyyyy.

today was a long day. woke up & showered and headed downtown. walked from the train station to navy pier which was a good 2hr walk. we had like the whole family = 18 people with us. but when we got to navy pier, my sister found this place that embroidered plain hats. so she got one, n so did my brother. then my dad decided to get 5 for their paintball team. what a long time that took because it had my mom getting pissed off and everyone was hungry and grumpy. so when my dad finally finished he was pissed at my mom for being bitchy and idk what happened from there... my dad walked off. then he came back. we tried finding the rest of the family aka grammy & aunts & uncles.... but they didn't save seats for where they decided to eat at. so that pissed my mom off more... we all were walking to find a cab because daddy was soooooo pissed. and then in the middle of nowhere my parents started arguing in the middle of the sidewalks with tons of people walking around. so my mom walked off. and my dad was yelling my name, but i wanted to go with my mom... so my dad walked one way with my sister and brother... my mom walked another and i sat next to a cement brick wall and cried my eyes out because of my parents. then my dad came back & we found my mom. once i found my mom i didn't wanna let go. i was hugging her with all i had. then we settled... and got a cab.... and went to Gino's East Pizza. that's the best deep dish pizza i think i ever had. we finished dinner & caught the cab back to the train station. the trains were packed. i was kinda hoping that gramma & etc. wouldn't make the train.... but like... i wish stacey did. cause i love her. but everyone else... idk they just piss me off. cause they don't like me cause they think i'm too spoiled. w/e but everyone of them had to run to the train which i guess was funny torture. its freezing up here. we were soooo cold tonight. but i'm so emotionally exhausted.

i'm tired of my parents fighting at every family outting we have. and it gets ridiculous. tonight... it was so horrible... all i wanted to do was run away and pretend like nothing was wrong. I needed a shoulder to cry on. i had nobody to call that i could rely on. and i couldnt really call anyone because my phone... was at uncle critter's house. i don't want to call someone and have them say "awww i'm sorry" or have someone say "that sucks" or "that's gay". i just want someone to let me call them and listen to me. i can't think of one person that i can call that will listen to me anymore. i wish i could call jonah and just talk to him. i think he's the only one i can rely on. not because he is my ex boyfriend, and not because we had a relationship. its just because he is someone i can trust and talk to without a problem. he was always a great friend. and since i know jonah doesn't want to hear it anymore because we're over... i wish jb and ryan could come over right now. i miss them too much. my brothers. its sad.

i never realized how much people actually make their own families rather than stick with the ones they're given to by birth. i mean... i consider everyone in florida... like LOS people... my family, and up here... i don't even know these people... they're just labelled my family. i mean my dad even admitted that he believed jim & gail were more of an aunt and uncle rather than trixie and sean or paula and joey. that's just the way it is.

i'm just emotionally worn with no1 to burst on. this is why i'm so laidback. i get it now.

but while we were downtown... i enjoyed the lights, the noises, transportation, the people, etc. everything about being in the city was phenomenal! like the stores/shopping beautiful. (the boys downtown and on the trains were hotttt) gosh i wish i lived in a complex in the city. <33333

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 31 July :: 9.47pm

paying homage to my house of worship...
ok yesterday...Lauren came over to work on EE stuff and she brought Frankie with her. I could safely say that I despise just about anyone between the ages of 1 and 13 (and then some) but Frankie is by far the greatest 11 year old in the world. She's so funny and she doesn't annoy me at all lol I told lauren I would take her sis over her anyday.

Yeah so later we dropped Frankie off at home and met michelle at Panera (WE were a 1/2 hour early btw which is just a miracle)
Yeah so ate some food then went to see the Village....ok well looking back....I liked it but....compleately not what they made it sound like. Not scary at all...plenty to make fun of....I think the moral was don't let the handicapped kids fuck around in the forest. That only leads to trouble. lol I could go on and on but I will stop there.

Thennnn Michelle was driving me home and Hillary called and asked if we wanted to swing by glory days to meet up with her and Zach. It's so weird the ways I run into that kid he's the embodiment of what a small world it is. Started off he's just ashleys cousin then he lives in johns neighborhood then he lives across the street from hillary then he and hillary have been friends since they were little kids and then lauren has been good friends with him since middle school and thennn he had that whole thing with danielle. It's just....idk...what are the odds of all that?

anyway we hung out with them for a little bit. He invited us to go with them to see anchor man but uhhh....we umm...had to be getting home....that's it. So we said goodbye to them michelle took me home.

lol then I went online and kept Amy awake until 2:00!! This is the girl who goes to bed at 9 every night it was amazing we actually had a very nice talk and she even gave me sum inspiration lol. I'm glad I am finally getting to know her.

After she left I kept John up until almost 4:00! he's another one who likes his beauty rest. It was a typical John/Jessica convo so it was riddled with insults and twisted topics. We decided to start keeping score because some of our one liners are just priceless.

MisScarlet219 (2:25:31 AM): wtf are u doing awake
MisScarlet219 (2:25:39 AM): do u know what time it is
Kangaegoto (2:25:43 AM): talking to a would-be hooker
MisScarlet219 (2:25:55 AM): well tell ur mother its past her bedtime

Yeah so I still wasn't tired so I stayed up for a while then there was this huge bug in my room so I screamed for my dad to come kill it (this was around 5am mind you) and no I will never get too old to scream like a little girl when I see bugs.

Yeah so I slept with the light on because I'm a paranoid freak like that and I didn't wake up until 3 in the afternoon. I sat around for a bit then my mom and I went to the mall to take advantage of the last of tax free week. I got some new bras and underwear...that stuff is so damn expensive for never being seen (most of the time lol) w/e it's all cute and prettyful.

Then I bought this purse which is now THE reddest thing I own it's insane it's like fire engine lipstick red I have no idea what I will wear it with but I love it! Yeah then I got some new makeup and then sum flip flops from pacsun. MY mom is so dumb the guy at the register was really fricken hot I grant you and he was like trying to talk to me I guess (he was just asking me if it was still raning and talking about it being so shitty outside) and my mom is like omg that guy was hitting on you and you couldnt even smile or make an effort what is wrong with you. First of all she was standing right next to me I doubt he was hitting on me with my mom right there and second...he was probably like 20 (which my mom wouldnt have liked as much lol) with a girlfriend...and third I was so tired I didn't care I just wanted to go home and eat dinner lol.

The mall was real crowded but the only person I saw was mitch lol I just said nope not saying anything as I walked by him and he was like fine don't talk to me I see how it is. Yup I am a mean girl.

I also asked my mom about Rock the Universe and she said shed consider I hope she says yes. It's not just that she doesn't trust me and my friends there also might be some other big stuff going on with her around that time and it just wouldn't be a good time for me to be worrying her which I get.

Blah so now I'm home and I had my pizza so I am quite happy. God I have to do my bio work soon...damn school...eagle ettes starts again on monday 8am-12 everyday this week. kill me

14 days until michelle and the rest of them leave : (

~love to all~

3 DiRt Off Ya ShOuLDeRz | BrUsH Ya ShOuLDeRz Off.

:: 2004 31 July :: 12.23pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ashlee simpson - pieces of me

well...
iight this is my weekend so0 far

friday _ last day of summer camp..wut a emotional day..lol..i was fine thru out da day..kids givin me gifts.n tip money..hey hey..lol..den at da very end of da day..carda startz cryin n every1 else..so0 i cried too lol..im guna miss those lil buggaz..denn friday nite =D went to da movies to see the village ( oh by the way..dO nOt see that movie..its da gayest thing in da world..not scary at aLL..it was boring..stupid omg..not even worth seein it on hbo ) but it was me eric amir n his sis..n w/e den so0 at da moviez..eric asked me if i was cold agenn..lol..so he put his arm around me.n what not..den i dunno..he kissed me =D we were like makin out haha..it was funn tho.. hehe..i was like so0 happy..sighh..so0 it was a really go0d nitee..n at da moviez i saw alot of pplz i hadnt seen in awhile..like andrea..drey.henry..i saw sum camp pplz..so that was koo..lol..n my moho was der..but i didnt seeee her..lol

saturday _ omar n my dad dragged me to this dolphin training camp thing..but i told dem to leave me in da car.so0 i stayed 4 hourz in da car..sleepin..fun funn lol..n idk now my dad is madd at me..w/e they piss me off..n im not feelin s0o hott..i think im gettin sick agen..great..but yeah..n i dunno wut imma do later on..i know sunday im goin to da cracker barrel..cuz 2dai is my aunts bday..so0 were guna celebrate it 2morro..iight well imma go x0o

3 DiRt Off Ya ShOuLDeRz | BrUsH Ya ShOuLDeRz Off.

playmate101

:: 2004 30 July :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: giddy

when i grow up, i'll turn the tables. // garbage
i could use some underground music right now. idk...

yesterday ~~~> woke up, showered, headed out. we had plans to go to the odyssey fun world, kinda like boomers, and it happened to be closed. so we made a trip out to frankfort to go to the grainery. didn't go as planned because it wasn't what my parents expected it to be. but we ended up at "THE PLUSH HORSE" which has amazing homemade icecream. iwescreem. hehe. i kept thinking about that ice cream since we got here cause i knew that grandpa took us there the last time i was in chicago. but anyways... then we came back to uncle jim's & aunt gails.... freshened up... and headed for uncle joey's house. I GOT TO SEE ANASTACIA! lol weeee. i missed her. we talked throughout dinner... which we had at Traverso's. my dad made reservations for 18 people through OnStar... and the lady at the desk was all happy cause it was her first OnStar call ever lol. anyways... after dinner i slept over ms. anastacia derro's house. we talked for hours and then, she got online and we talked to the boys. bubba ---> DAWG! tony ---> house cat. and tommy with the ketchup chips. disgusting. rambo kept biting off bubba's fingers lol. but anyway we enjoyed the night. and woke up... i hadda leave and now i am waiting on my mom to get outta the shower. i miss talking to people. i talked to logan earlier today lol. =) i wanna talk to jonah though, i'm so used to talking to him at least once a day... but now the kid has other priorities... and i can't call him much because my phone has bad connection & it roams up here. so i just wish the punk would get online. anyways... o yeah and anastacia's boyfriend's song that he wrote for her for v-day was the funniest & sweetest. he's a cool dude, with huge feet. i wanna live up here... i miss the family things. =) bye byes. xoxo

:: 2004 29 July :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: yellowcard - only one

fun fun
so0 i just got home from this counselor get 2getha just now..it was actually alot of funn..we went to lucillie's w/e bbq place..wid all da counselorz from camp..n we had a really grea time laughin..makin fun of ricarda lol..i ate so0 much..im so0 stuffed..den every1 wanted to leave to go play bowling..i didnt wuna go / nor did i ask my parentz..so0 i called my dad to pick me up..n it takez bout 20 minz to get der..n every1 wanted to leave..so0 i was like by myself in boca..for 20 minz.. =[ lol..but i called eric..n he kept me company over da fone till my dad got der..lol..n um yeah..2morro is the very last day of camp..im happy but also sad..it was such a fun summer wid dem..met alot of koo pplz n camperz..2dai my favorite camper yasmin was cryin hysterically cuz shez gunna miss me..omg it broke my heart..n my lil owen..hez not commin bak next summer.. but da summer after that he will =/ but yeah so0 thatz that..im really thirsty..n ahh i cant wait till 2morro nite :: wink wink cough cough nudge nudge :: =D

alwaysfalling

:: 2004 29 July :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: anxious

here it is...

1. strategies for college success
2. trig w/ the lovely dr.baum
3. psychology - davis
4. chemistry II - swanson =D
5. ap english - schilit
6. ap u.s. history - hall
7. spanish III - halcomb

only two APs.... i cheat myself so much.

<3

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 29 July :: 11.09am

It's so fucking early...
Yeah well my dad decided to be a little bitch and wake me up before he left this morning probably on my mom's orders because he doesn't so much as breathe unless my mom tells him to >:o

Yeah so I of course got no sleep last night and I am quite irritable and don't know what to do with myself. Jessic'a morning does not start until 1:00 pm. *sigh*

Bah so yeah the past few days....back to my reality...my reality being eagle-ettes. My schedule is typically wake up around 2:30 in the afternoon do some stuff around the house read the english book (finished that by the way I actually liked it) then at 6 we have prcatice until effing 10:00!

Yeah so it's been going well I think. Being in charge is very weird but it kinda feels natural idk. Lauren was late on tuesday so I had to call squad and hearing 35 people jump to attention at the sound of your voice is only slightly awesome lol and no i'm not power hungry or anything : P

Yeah so we already have some drama and were already having to talk to people and be all diplomatic about things we didn't waste any time. It's all kind of stressful but in a good way because it keeps life interesting and really all I have thought about all week is getting ready for school and dealing with dance. I go home all wired and sometimes don't fall asleep until 6am and then the cycle starts over. *shrug*

Next week we are out on the football field and have to be there at 8:00 in the morning
ugh I'm jus enjoying this week while I can.

I'm still avoiding some problems at home It's so bad. It's not that I don't care I've just kind of developed this mental block that makes me forget anything is wrong. My mom's birthday kind of blew over I felt bad.

so...yeah...not much else to say

love to all

:: 2004 29 July :: 10.30am
:: Mood: happy!
:: Music: take me away

ok, ok. i lied.
now im gonna say good bye. im leaving in a few hours. everyone is getting all worked up. so its hectic but still fun. hopefully by the time i come back i'll be tanner and my hair will lighten up. lol. i'll see you on monday with a full report. love ya! x0x0.

:: 2004 28 July :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

ahhh
my moniqueeeeee came homeee 2dayyy !!!!! jeez she was gone way too long in colombia..i missed her so0 much..but shez bak home !! i was takin a nap.n my mom woke me up..n shez like..guess whoz here.n im like i dun care..let me sleep.n shez like itz mo..n im like my moho!!! ahh lol..so0 im happy =D she got me a really pretty colombian pink necklace hehe..n she got new clothes..so0 u kno imma hit up dat shit..lol..n were guna be in da same high skoo..ahh cant wait lol

1 DiRt Off Ya ShOuLDeR | BrUsH Ya ShOuLDeRz Off.

:: 2004 28 July :: 12.56pm
:: Mood: accomplished

re-did my woohu...
do you like??

:: 2004 28 July :: 11.57am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: {look at the subject line}

1.2.buckle my shoe.3.4.shut the door.5.6.pick up sticks.7.8.lay them straight.9.10.lets do it again.
yesterday was a busy day. correction: very busy day. went to exercise like usual and around 11, chiara calls me to go to the mall. but i already had plans with amara. boy, was it hard trying to fit both of them in. let me explain:
-> me and amara had no rides.
--> we were going to take the bus. so chiara and i would go to the mall and then i would be dropped off around 2:30 at amara's house.
--->amara finds out she can't ride the bus.
----> i call my aunt, she says she can take us. i had chiara drop me off there. picked up amara. and i convinced my mom to pick us up. even though we had to wait til 8.

complicated, but we managed. me and chiara were doing indian voices. lol. "my name is Kurpow and i work at 7-11. we have hot dog. you want?" anyway, she found a lot of cute stuff and we had lunch. [(switch friends)] i found a cute shirt. and i found a skirt for kaila's party. me and amara looked in every single store. it was insane. i've never been in any of them. i tried on a $300 dress, things i would never even dream of wearing. by the end of the day, we looked drunk. we even walked the mall barefoot. and cell phone service can kiss my ass. we had to walk the mall an extra time just to find service and when i did find it, i had to squat, because if i stood up i wouldn't have any. then we sat in the burdines shoe section waiting for my mom. it was a fun, yet complicated, day. while we were driving home, my mom took the liberty of telling stories of how the family loves to tease me. amara got a kick out of that.

then i got home and ate dinner. watched the movie we rented. it sucked. [Intolerable Cruelty] tried on some clothes- hoping i would have a top for the skirt. i didn't, but i did find some outfits for school. lol. then i went to bed.

and tomorrow i leave for my cruise!! i come back on monday. since i'm most likely not going to see you guys today. i'm gonna say good bye and i'll miss you! x0x0.

playmate101

:: 2004 28 July :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: autobiography // ashlee simpson

you can get everything you want. just work. duh.
wowzers. x posting. <3

daddy picked up dunkin donuts for breakfast. =) yesterday for lunch we went to Patillo's and man.... their food is priceless... i no longer "eat to live" i now... "live to eat". this food up here is so much better than in florida. afterwards we found lights to take home for our kitchen, which took 5 minutes. then we went to the mall. it was downhill from there.
---> went into A&F, daddy grew impatient and mommy and daddy started fighting about money again. i swear my dad is jewish. no offense anyone. now we leave the mall and come back to gail & jimmy's house. played with Casey & James some more. they are just adorable, i have pictures, and i will post them when i get home. but... then we headed to uncle critter's house. hung out with my little cousin brandon, n gave him a biggggg wedgy, and i go, "what are you gonna do now?!" and he goes, "go give auntie sherri (my mom) a wedgy." lol. anyways... we went to Ariello's for pizza. and damn that was the best pizza in the world. my dad was like, "its amazing that you can come back to the SAME place after 35 years and they still make the pizza the same."

after dinner ---> aunt maria, me, brandon, my mom, and sister left in the suburban... and uncle critter, lil chris, my brother & dad left in the mustang. well the suburban got home... but uncle critter's car didn't. turns out they got pulled over for speeding. the cop handcuffed my uncle cause he was "wreckless driving" and he got his car towed. plus, my uncle and dad both had a beer in the car, and 2 margaritas each at dinner, and my uncle's license plate was expired... geesh. my uncle was talking to my papa and goin', "if i had to empty my pockets, i would have had it in for myself." <--- implying what he had wasn't good. COUGH COUGH! lol... but he didn't get a DUI... just a speeding ticket or something and now he has to go to court. but that was his fault. ---> just showing off his new mustang. but that was the night.

today... i'm not sure what our plans are. i think i need to shower & when my dad gets home, my mom & i are going school shopping. =) bye byes xoxo