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2006 30 November :: 3.30am
Stupid Monkeys - Cryptosporidium
Well I'm watching Pulse which comes out in a week..... playing Destroy all humans two and typing on the internet looking for some deals on toolkits for cell phone housing.... hint hint for a christmas present... umm yeah not much else going on... work is great thats all i can say have fun all and whoever gets me christmas presents i will match the amount they spend on me.... haha alright have fun all peace.
Joey
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2006 29 November :: 5.41pm
any partys going on this weekend? im probably coming home
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2006 29 November :: 4.21pm
so yeah, our fuckin oven quit working, i can't make pizza's anymore and the door fell off. this sucks.
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2006 29 November :: 1.58pm
Im so sick of people saying shit.
Shit to try and break Mike and I up.
Especially when they know nothing about our relationship.
Fuckin' rat bastards.
If he was cheating, I think I'd know.
Considering we spend all our time together and if we aren't together he's texting me or calling me.
My favorite rumor is the one where he's been going to the tanner with some chick for since the beginning of the summer..
Retarts.
Columbia house is a pain in my ass..
Sending me a bill for 50 bucks, when I haven't EVER ordered ANYTHING from them.
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m&ms487
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2006 29 November :: 9.42am
I was late for my computer class today. I woke up about six minutes after it started [why is this starting to be the trend for me? I don't like waking up and shouting 'fuck!' and running out the door].
So i get into class [a huge lecture hall] and I start my way down the aisle and choose the fourth row back [i normall sit in the first row]. The prof notices me, and stops lecturing and says, "you can come and sit down in the front."
I explain, "I had a rough morning."
"It's understandable, my oatmeal was hot this morning. It was rough."
And he continues his lecture.
After class the girl who sits next to me tells me that the professor waited [in a class of 120] five minutes to start class becuase I wasn't there.
I don't think he even knows my name.
College is strange.
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2006 28 November :: 1.04pm
passwords changed, BAM!
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m&ms487
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2006 28 November :: 12.49pm
Jenny:
I miss you! We NEED to get together over Christmas break!
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2006 2 November :: 7.01am
What is the ultimate torture for someone who writes all the time and is good at it?
Getting graded down on your writing.
I got a paper back that I wrote awhile ago for my Bio Lab. I got 18.5 out of 25. And I got marked down for grammar and flow. GRAMMAR AND FLOW. How do I get a B+ in my capstone which is all about your ability to write, and can't manage it in a stupid Bio class. To make matters worse, the kid in my group who always shows up late, never does any work and mooches off of me and the other guy got a 21.5 out of 25. Are you kidding me?!
Now I'm glad I didn't do well on my lab report. I totally bombed it and I know it. It's okay. I just hope it's worth her time to give it the grade it deserves. However, no matter what grade I get I'm still going to pass the class. I did the math. I don't like her. I gave her a horrible evaluation at the end of the semester. I mean, she didn't even know what we were doing in that class. She never got the instructions right and got lazier and lazier throughout the semester. This is one of the true professors I really dislike.
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2006 28 November :: 12.04am
The Modern Rock Station here is talking about me.
Its cool because I'm the only one who knows.
:)
Woo 91.5
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2006 28 November :: 12.00am
Its going to be one of those nights again.
No sleep. Too much work.
But I'm taking a break and listening to DMB.
I can't tell you how much I love them.
And there is going to be a studio album comming out in January!!
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2006 27 November :: 10.49pm
omg there are only like ten days of this semester left before exams and then like omg i m totally going to france!!!!111oneone1!!one!1
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m&ms487
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2006 27 November :: 9.59pm
So I slipped and fell this morning while dressing in the dark. Bruise on shoulder, a constant reminder. Sweatshirt smells like it's been locked up all its life. Exam tomorrow. What do I know of Snarl words and Allness? Index cards transformed into flash cards with a few marks that make up words of a transient language. Silence, Social Clocks, Haptics. These words mean something to someone, but not me, not yet. In a few hours sleep will knowingly approach, and the day at an end, and what have a I got? Weary eyes, tuition bills, and words. Words that I will forget after the impending exam, because these words mean something to someone, but not to me, not yet, and not for very long.
Michelle
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2006 27 November :: 5.45pm
i miss my friends already, great weekend.
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2006 27 November :: 12.39am
:: Music: Rodion
I'm beyound the banana chain but I'm breaking throoooOoOough))
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angel_bob
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2006 26 November :: 11.35pm
doppelganger
My friend has a doppelganger.
Read more..
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m&ms487
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2006 26 November :: 8.26pm
Driving home brought so many thoughts into my head. I have an immense fear of those around me dying. That's probably my biggest fear. Some nights I lie in bed and think about things as if someone was dead. What would I do? What would I feel? It always makes me start crying in the end, and I feel like I've committed some sin, as if thinking about that persons death is equated with me wanting them dead. How would I feel if I thought about them dying tonight, and then they did die tomorrow. Then all I'm left with is guilt, and all I have done is lie in bed before sleep overcomes me.
I've been lucky. No one close to me has died. I know it will happen soon enough. I don't wish for it, but the truth is, no matter how much I or anyone else wants to deny it, is that we all secede to death. It's our final end, an end we have little control over. I thought I had control over it once. It had control over me.
My grandparents are old and frail. They act with dignity, but they are slowly realizing death will come soon. They are planning the rest of their life for their death.
Do I plan my life for death? Do any of us? Do we wake up in the morning, watching the sunrise, or falling out of bed, or dreading another monotonous normal day and think of death? Should we? Would that circumvent the reason, whatever that reason may be, why we are living?
If we thought of death everyday, could we enjoy life? Are we meant to enjoy life?
Are we suppose to be "grieveing the sun" on it's final journy to the horizon? Or are we suppose to ignore the inevitable, find some shallow work to busy ourselves with, and only recognize the end when it comes knocking at the door to your [trailer, suburban two story, houseboat, yacht, mansion, cardboard box] home?
I am reminded of death when I look at my grandparents, the leafless trees, the brown grass, and deer splattered along the roadway.
Perhaps we are never meant to come to terms with death, only await it's inevitability. Freedom from our imperfect bodies may be our biggest birthday present. I once thought it was.
Michelle
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2006 26 November :: 7.10pm
So apparently i missed an awesome party.
Instead I was playing the role of the evil step mother.
Except I'm too cute to be evil..
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joeydomina
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2006 26 November :: 1.14am
dont really know what to write except work is going good.... yep thats really all that is.... peace
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2006 24 November :: 1.49pm
Hey! Everyone here! I'm trying to get everyone together at my house since we pretty much almost never get together these days, but so far, thanks to a shortage of numbers and a severe lack of people PICKING UP THE BLOODY PHONE (!!!!! O_O) I have only managed to get ahold of Katie. Soooooo, if anyone would like to join me in doing whatever the hell we wind up doing (movie, games, food, skipping naked through the streets beneath the moonlight screaming showtunes, virgin sacrifice, mass orgy, sitting on a couch groaning about how much our respective college experiences suck, any combination of the above and maybe more...? (and damn I write massive statements in my paranthesis)), just give me a call at home.
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m&ms487
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2006 24 November :: 12.30pm
Thanksgiving.
Work.
Feet hurt.
Loverly.
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angel_bob
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2006 24 November :: 2.47am
I haven't even left the country and I already lost my passport.
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sugarjackj
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2006 23 November :: 8.59pm
They say death comes in threes.
I was waiting for the thrid. Now its here.
And I am so sorry.
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2006 23 November :: 1.32pm
what i'm thankful for.
1. Family
2. lizzy being a badass
3. the greatest friends ever
4. the metallica probe for getting me to ohio.
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2006 23 November :: 8.20am
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you
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2006 22 November :: 2.20am
i know there are LOTS of them.
But could at least one of you post somthing, i miss you guys
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you
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2006 21 November :: 10.30pm
Things that I never knew were awesome:
The Decemberists
I think I'm a hipster/indie kid. I want the glasses and cool outfits.
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2006 21 November :: 2.15pm
Well, I got my paper today and they scheduled my surgery for december freaking 18th. The day before my 20th Birthday. Hell no. ANNNDDD it's at carson city and they want to do it COLD KNIFE. HELL NO. Okay that is the oldest way of doing it and has the worst percentages of infertility and incompetent cervix. No Thank you. I am totally crying on the inside right now. Well.. almost on the outside. I'm holding it in. So... I think I'm getting a second opinion and with a doctor that is affiliated with spectrum health. Where they have actual freaking technology. Oh and you know who keeps fricking talking to jared. When.. they reason why we decided thursday to sunday pick her up at five.. is so we didn't have to talk to her. But yet she still texts and asks "can you do this, can we do this" blah blah. No.. it's 5 for a reason. It's always going to be 5, so we don't have to talk. WTF... could my life suck anymore?
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2006 18 November :: 2.14pm
First of all this is not a pitty entry. I just like to let people know what's going on in my life so here goes..
Well, I have to have surgery. I'm not sure when. Aparently I'm at a high risk for cervical cancer. From what was said by my ob-gyn I have pre-cancerous cells (severe dysplasyia). They called yesturday to schedule the conization (they remove a triangular portion of my lower cervix) and I was too chicken to answer the phone. I really don't want to do this, but I have to. Both of my doctors sugessted it because of the severe dysplaysia. I'll let you know more later. Like when I will have the surgery and all that information. It's also going to mak it difficult to have children. Which is my dream and everytime I think about it I want to cry. I mean I wish I was just stupid and didn't care and just got pregnant anyways. But.. I can't do that. There's too much at risk I guess.. I don't know. I just want to have a family of my own. Not jareds...
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