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2005 7 November :: 2.34pm
Well today was so busy. I had to take the skin off 56 red snapper and truss 3 bags of whole chickens. but now i have to go becca called
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2005 7 November :: 1.54pm
just a little word to the unwise!!!
shut up!
because you obviously don't know anything. jerk.
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2005 6 November :: 5.01pm
ugh. colds suck. i think i have some papers to type but oh well. I was supposed to hang out w/Erin and some other people from class tonight. Eh...i'm sick. Everything else is going pretty well.
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2005 4 November :: 4.04pm
anything else that can make me feel more miserable? come on fucking bring it you are so stupid seriously like i wish i could wish you away and you definetely. i dont kno w
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2005 4 November :: 3.58pm
i have had the worst day ever god i've been bawling my eyes out for an hour now and earlier today too god fucking stupid ass shit and i am not going to school anymore i fucking refuse. it is so pointless and stupid. i haven't had this bad of a day since roman and i broke up for 4 days in the summer.
seriously i've never felt so completely miserable and FUCKING useless. there's fuckign nothing anymore and if a cliff suddenly appeared in cedar i'd be the first one jumping off it
i fucking can't take it anymore
fucking use some fucking common senese
and i haTEHALEK J HAWELKTJLKAWEJTLK J HATEE HATEH AH AETHEHAHATE you . god dammita
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2005 4 November :: 10.07am
today is such a bad day. why'd i ever believe i could be any better than what i am.
faslkdfj that
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2005 4 November :: 7.01am
i'm sooooo scared
bet you'd never guess what i'm scared about.
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2005 3 November :: 10.27pm
TEN YEARS AGO I... seven and chubby and even more annoying then i am now.
FIVE YEARS AGO I WAS: 12... and finally getting not as fat and into stuff......yeah
ONE YEAR AGO I WAS: with roman...he had moved out for us so we could see each other more.
YESTERDAY I WAS: baby sitting and then went to bed at 7:30
FIVE SNACKS I ENJOY:
1. ice cream
2. chocolate
3. animal crackers
4. umm
5. oreos
FIVE SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO:
1. ben folds the luckiest
2. third eye blind motorcycle drive by
3. kelly clarkson anytime
4. you know
5. yeah that one
FIVE THINGS I WOULD DO WITH 100 MILLION DOLLARS:
1. be SO much less worried about my future
2. buy a nice house
3. marry
4. give my kids wonderful lives
5. not go to work probably
FIVE BAD HABITS:
1. worrying
2. asking too many questions apparently
3. being easily angered or annoyed
4. swearing
5. procrastinating
FIVE BIGGEST JOYS:
1. roman
2. jess
3. sleep
4. feeling safe
5.feeling like i look good/fine
FIVE FAVORITE TOYS:
1. piano?
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FIVE PLACES I WOULD RUN AWAY TO:
1. ROMAN
FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR:
1. 80's shit
2. leggings
3. i udno
TEN FAVORITE TV SHOWS:
1. family guy?
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3. home movies?
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FIVE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS I WOULD DATE:
1. i really dont watch tv so i duno
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FIVE PET PEEVES:
1.MEAN people
2. bad grammer
3. when i must listen or follow orders or be taught by people are dumber than myself.
4. a COLLEGE BOY ...eta;fksdj
5. when people trreat their waitress i.e. me , like crap
fucekrs roni
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2005 3 November :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: tiredish.
mmmmrrrrehhhhhhhh
baby doesn't get out of work until 2 which means i am sitting here doing nothing.
i finally joined the world and got a cell phone. hoooooooray~!
i got to work today yay so i got some money. i kept making good tips i was so happy.
i think i did really good on my chem test yesterday which makes me so happy.
i love roman and jess and thats about it frankly.
i couldn't stop thinking about your stupid ass today. not your butt. but you. because you are a butt and i dont know why you kept popping in my head but get out you stupid stupid nasty disgusting girl. go away.
i'm watching south park.
andndndnndndnd i'm finally seeing roman on saturday
Will anyone watch Elvis, my kitty, over Christmas break? Please. he needs a babysitter.
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2005 3 November :: 12.04am
oh yes. score and a half for me.
who got a 95 percent on their math pretest??
hmmmm???!
AND ALSO STARTED MY JOBBIE???
me. that's who.
i'm so awesome you can't even stand it.
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2005 2 November :: 2.13pm
waitin for class.
waitin for a bass.
hummin a tune.
hummin with a loon.
thinking of you.
thinking at schoo.
i was always so close to you and now you are an hour away. ill make you pay for this i swear it.
well, actually i wont because i just love you and if i harm you at all you wont come back anymore. you will just hang out with your crazy mom, and your fat necked brother, and magoon mcscaryface, and orangy.
i have pickles. i have a cute brother. i have pretty hair. i have vh1. i have a family that thinks gay marrage is a good idea. i have a really cute boyfriend with a disease that makes him even more needy and cute. i have so much to offer you. i have good food, and stools so you can reach the counter to eat it. i have love.
but as of right now i don't have you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so sad.
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2005 2 November :: 9.30am
its been a semi-long while.
halloween was just a normal day for us. we figured we're to old to go trick or treating, and we didnt have my sister so its not like we had any reason to go. instead we went to the outback, and had one of those perfect nights that we have so often. PLUS we got some new games from toys R us.... and that was wonderful.
i havent really been up to much lately. just work, wizard, and keegan. oh and throw failing algebra in there too. but its all good..
i think im begining to slip away from woohu.... i dont really have much to update anymore. it seems so much easier to update when im depressed and upset, like i take the good times and the good days for granted. i dont know... maybe its time people actually had to start getting to know me instead of reading about me in my journal.
yeah.. that sounds like a good idea.
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2005 1 November :: 1.12pm
alright. good times. i didn't know you little guys would work so fast, but i'm already feeling it.
ABCDEEE. ha ha ha ha.
that one's for my sunshine/robot!
yay for everything!
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2005 1 November :: 1.13pm
Did anyone happen to see a blue tow-truck that looked like a pickup truck yesterday? The creepiest thing happened...
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2005 1 November :: 1.05pm
Ugh. Why are you being crappy? Whatever.
Things have been going good. I don't have to work this week. Art/Bev's is fun. Charlie is still really awesome. I can't wait.
Mom's surgery went really well. They took out some of her skull. :-( And stuff. Not like anyone really cares. But I do. I cried at the hospital last night and Charlie held me. I just don't like seeing her hurt. She was so out of it and her head was all bandaged up. You know, doctors are human, and they make a lot of mistakes. That's why I get so worried. But hopefully she'll be better now.
That's about it for now... Oh yeah, and I totally passed my Nutrition exam and my NRA (nat. restuarant association) test. Not the gun club test. blah. I'm so bored.
Come to Art & Bev's tomorrow we're open.
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2005 31 October :: 11.36am
:: Music: early november-ever so sweet
i think i have become the biggest lowlife ever.
eh.
but i'm changing right now.
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2005 30 October :: 10.41pm
:: Music: Ben to the Folds
"i wish it was last september where we could lose ourselves in clouds everyday"
no i dont!
" 'If you really loved me,' she said. "I wouldn't have to be so mean.' He likes to remember when. Such a shame to ruin this bright, lazy, sunny day. The cruelest lies are often told without a word. The kindest truths are often spoke and never heard. She said 'You've been pushing me like I was a sore tooth. You can't respect me but I've done so much for you.' And he said 'Well I hate that's it come to this. But baby I was doing fine. How do you think that I survived the other 25 before you?' The end is growing near. And we're treading water now and holding back our tears..."
I am unprepared and I just want a break. I don't know what I can do or how I will do it. I am so scared and worried.
I'm waiting up for you again, though.
TOTALLY UNRELATED: I had a lot of fun with Stef. She has an awesome apartment and a great catch of a guy. I hope they get married soon. I love Ben Folds and I hope that me and Stef hang out again soon because that was fun and we could party.
I want to just go away. But with you.
ABABABABLK Dont you hate when people just stop talking to you online...? :0( I do.
Also, a mullet-lady made me cry at work yesterday. Bitch.
Went to Roman's today. It was a perfect and beautiful sunny day. I love him.
But somebody help me straighten out some things please.
With a little Love ,
Jess
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2005 30 October :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shame
:: Music: lumberjack song
there is nothing better than sitting here with my cat.
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2005 29 October :: 10.07pm
i don't know why i can't grow up.
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2005 29 October :: 9.40pm
this can't even be happening.
i feel so sick and wrong and exhaused.
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2005 27 October :: 10.16pm
im gonna fucking throw up. i am freaking out so bad. so fucking bad. its not even fucking fair.
(ONE)
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2005 27 October :: 9.46pm
i totally forgot to mention- i'm going to see the best fucking entertainer tomorrow night.
ben folds here i come
for the THIRD TIME!! woooooo!
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2005 27 October :: 8.12pm
god i fucking swear i can't wait till i get to move out of here. there's no reason to be here. no fucking point and i can't wait until i'm gone and never see any of you assholes again.
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2005 27 October :: 3.37pm
i'm sorry. i feel really bad.
BUT I AM NOT CAPABLE OF WORKING IN GROUPS.
i cannot do it, even with people i like. even if the project is super hard, i'd so much rather do it alone.
that way i don't have to depend on anyone except myself and then no
on has to depend on me.
and this time i got forced into the leader position. SARAH COHEN is the most aggressive person in this group. . .
so i don't know how to lead people and they don't do what i ask anyway, so what the hell does it matter?
it's painful. excrusiating.
i don't trust anyone to to their own work right (the way i want it) if they even do it at all, so i take all the work and i can and get mad because no one is helping me.
ps-i think i hate my roomate too.
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2005 27 October :: 3.13pm
iugggggggghhhhhh! I hate school and i can't wait to be out of here. people are so ridiculous and i can't deal with them at all anymore. EVER
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2005 25 October :: 10.46pm
:: Music: Straylight Run
Got the new straylight run cd. It's really pretty good.
Work is crazy. My 2nd day I had to grill 300 chicken breasts, that's about 150 lbs. Then I worked today too. Charlie and I are going on a huge trip. I'm so excited. I need to sleep now. I have class early again, then I have to work. So tired.
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2005 22 October :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: unhappy
Well, the new apartment is nice. Dont really spend much time there but its still nice to have. Work is alright, tiring but meh, its money. The tattoo convention was fun. Dresden Dolls concert was fun. Things are alright lately, could be better. Someday we'll have it back....someday. Oh well, I cant complain.
Brothers in arms(earned in blood) has been taking up most of my time the past couple of days. good game, rent it, kill some nazi scum.
Anyway, i dont know why i bothered updating, pretty pointless, no one cares.
Later.
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2005 22 October :: 2.44pm
UGGGGGGGGH
EVERYTHING'S GOING WRONG TODAY!!
WAKE UP!!!
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2005 21 October :: 1.53pm
i love when nobodys home and i can just relax and take a shower and not worry about whats going on outside my house.
im going to the game and dance tonight with the girls.. then afterwards i think we're gonna watch both ring movies cuz brandis never seen them. im preparing myself for the nightmares.... in case you dont know.. i DONT watch scary movies. these are single 2 scary movies i think i've ever seen. and YES they're scary! lol... maybe other people didnt think so, but to me there are dead people and mirrors... *shivers...
tomorrow is my keegan day. he has to work a double at logans today... mmmm, but its ok. i kind of wish he was comming to the game with me since its the last one... but he's got a car payment due next week, so i understand.. he's so cool. i love that. :)
well.. i guess i dont have much of anything to say. see ya'll at the game i spose.
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2005 20 October :: 10.43pm
Ugh. WHATEVER.
Work was really really hard my very first day.
I made.... 1200 box lunches. I am so extremely sore. I can't wait to sleep. I didn't go to class today. I went to Charlie's. I love him so much. He's taking me on a huge trip in December for like, 3 or 4 days I think. I think he's going to propose then :-)
Tomorrow I have to work at 2 probably until late.
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