2 more years. . .
Today was senior's last day.. aww no more hott senior twins and "chicken legs" lol Nicole. It was an exceptionally good day today. I was pretty sleepy/tired half the time, seems to me thats what I've been feeling lately. I have 16 [i think] school days left and I can't wait till it gets here ! Exams are going to be coming up in like 2 weeks and i'm just thrilled about that. I changed my belly ring yesterday..it's only been a month heh but I got tired of that simple one, so I just changed it..it's kind of been hurting me but oh well probably cause its new. It's the one Shai got me for my birthday before I even had it periced its a CHERRY one of course. Well today is Ryan's birthday '18' baby..I'm going to call him a little later to say happy birthday, lol he texted message me in school saying "yo b its my bday are we gonna bang or what ?" lol nice right ?! Too bad I don't have text messaging to text back but whateveer. Well I'm done , and Amanda ur sucha copier of my survey-ish things u biotch ! jay kay i love u !

* Happy Birthday Ryan Sidlo ! *

Ryan is A-okay !
Today was a pretty good day. . haven't had one of those in awhile. 2 days ago I went to go visit Ryan at the hospital. Well this is what happened. My moms was driving and Ashley came along too. Well neither of us knew where Delray Medical Center was but that all we knew it was on Military Trail intersecting Linton blvd. Well we took Glades to find Military....NEVER EVER DO THAT...never take Glades to find Military because f-ing Military is under Glades road ya wtf ! We learned that we should have taken Palmetto Park rd to get to Military but oh well. Anyways after about like 45 minutes of looking for the hospital, we get there finally, and it turns out that Ryan got to go home earlier than expected. He was supose to get out today. But THAT'S GOOD..I'm sooo happy cause duh why the hell would you wanna be in the hospital. So after that I called Ryan and he said to come over and so we went and I was just so happy to see him there and alive ! Aww well he looked good and yeah I'm happy =). Well I got bored so I did this little survey thingy. And oh yeah ! ALEX you should wear Fonte's apparrel more often...you were one sexy beast yesterday!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | rejection
02 | cockroaches
03 | death
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Amanda
02 | Phillip
03 | Alex
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Pookie
02 | Amanda
03 | Cherries
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | animal abusers
02 | a certain person
03 | nail biters
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Math
02 | Politics
03 | Guys
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | glue
02 | calculator
03 | pen
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | sitting
02 | typing to people
03 | blinking
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | travel all over the world
02 | get married
03 | have babies
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | talk
02 | listen
03 | and LEARN oooo
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | weird
02 | cool
03 | nice
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | short
02 | brown hair
03 | tan
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | get an A in Math
02 | study
03 | anything flexible
THREE BANDS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Good Charlotte
02 | For The Taking [when they come out]
03 | Linkin Park

THREE BANDS OR MUSICIANS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Mr. vegas or whatever
02 | Kelis
03 | Twista [jay kay alex !]
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "f u b"
02 | "wired"
03 | "indeed" [ forgot that one ]
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | shrimp
02 | little debbies brownies
03 | steak and shake club sandwiches
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | drive stick
02 | play an instrutment
03 | forensics
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | dole juice
03 | coca cola
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Barney
02 | Arthur
03 | The Magic School Bus

* Happy Birthday Brian Tubbs ! *

[9 months till I'm 17 oooo ]

. . .
Wow May already. I'll be 17 in 9 months ! That's like baby's worth. It'll be here before I know it. So lately I've been going to school and waiting for school to end because I'm so tired of waking up sooo early. But we have like 20 something days left so it's all good. But anyways I finally found this song that I've been looking for 3 days so I just finally called Phil and asked him what the hell it was called. So yay I'm happy. Well tonight looks like I'm doing nothing, yesterday night was a "blah" night...but thats just how it goes.

Me and Amanda have the weirdest conversations !!
CoLoMbiAz qT: heyy ho
ChErRy BaBiEe: heyy ho
ChErRy BaBiEe: whats up?
CoLoMbiAz qT: nothin much u ?
ChErRy BaBiEe: nadaz
CoLoMbiAz qT: i guess my mom didnt care if we went lol cause shes like "ur not going to the beach ? "
CoLoMbiAz qT: and im like Nope
ChErRy BaBiEe: ooo lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol yeah but definately go 2morrow
ChErRy BaBiEe: yaaa !
CoLoMbiAz qT: and then i can get to see mikey !
ChErRy BaBiEe: mikey?
CoLoMbiAz qT: Mike riggio
ChErRy BaBiEe: ooo ya lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: go on aim ho
CoLoMbiAz qT: n/m ur on !
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol ya i am
ChErRy BaBiEe: f u 2 b
CoLoMbiAz qT: B dont x- me out
ChErRy BaBiEe: my aim just like went away
ChErRy BaBiEe: weirs
ChErRy BaBiEe: wierd*
CoLoMbiAz qT: MMhMm !
ChErRy BaBiEe: f u b
CoLoMbiAz qT: f u 2 b
ChErRy BaBiEe: f u 3 b
CoLoMbiAz qT: f u 4 b
ChErRy BaBiEe: f u 5 b
CoLoMbiAz qT: f u 6 b
CoLoMbiAz qT: oo i forgot to tell u
ChErRy BaBiEe: ya. .. .. .
CoLoMbiAz qT: me and alex are str8
ChErRy BaBiEe: ehh
CoLoMbiAz qT: and...
CoLoMbiAz qT: tim sent me a text message
ChErRy BaBiEe: oo.. what it say?
CoLoMbiAz qT: "im really happy i got to spend some time with u tonight. Ive been thinking about u eva since i saw u last. I like u and i barely know u. if u have text. text me back"
ChErRy BaBiEe: and did u text him back?
CoLoMbiAz qT: my mom took text messaging off my phone
CoLoMbiAz qT: i just realized that yesterday
ChErRy BaBiEe: oo why ??!
CoLoMbiAz qT: becuz of the 13 dollars of text i once had
ChErRy BaBiEe: isnt only like 5 cents for you?
CoLoMbiAz qT: yeah
ChErRy BaBiEe: so you text 260 text messages?!
CoLoMbiAz qT: no
ChErRy BaBiEe: well ya
CoLoMbiAz qT: after i RECIEVE 50 text messages it charges 5 cents automaticcaly
ChErRy BaBiEe: huh?
CoLoMbiAz qT: I have 50 free text messages...just recieving messages ONLY
CoLoMbiAz qT: well i HAD*
ChErRy BaBiEe: i still dont get that
CoLoMbiAz qT: after I RECEIVE 50 messages...like if i get a message and that is number 51 it automattically charges 5 cents
CoLoMbiAz qT: but the first 50 are free
ChErRy BaBiEe: wait so you get charged when people send you text messages?
CoLoMbiAz qT: yeah
CoLoMbiAz qT: after 50
ChErRy BaBiEe: thats gay.. why would you get charged when people send you text messages !?
CoLoMbiAz qT: dunno !
ChErRy BaBiEe: wutagay
CoLoMbiAz qT: i kno 0o 0o 0o
ChErRy BaBiEe: blah i wanna do something tonite =[
CoLoMbiAz qT: u and me both
ChErRy BaBiEe: yaa
ChErRy BaBiEe: gay we need a car.. now!
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol i kno !
ChErRy BaBiEe: well when i get job.. im getting a car! =]
CoLoMbiAz qT: get a frickn job ho !
ChErRy BaBiEe: well im trying bia
ChErRy BaBiEe: i wanna work at the new basken robins
CoLoMbiAz qT: which one
ChErRy BaBiEe: the one o the coner of wiles and 441
CoLoMbiAz qT: does ryan work there
ChErRy BaBiEe: corner
ChErRy BaBiEe: no he work at the one on wiles and university
CoLoMbiAz qT: oo
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol what i go there and theyre all oo well we dont need people here.. but were looking for people at the other one [meaning where ryan works] lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: well then ur not gonna work there !
ChErRy BaBiEe: what would i do ?
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol but its a job
CoLoMbiAz qT: it doesnt matter
CoLoMbiAz qT: u wont be able to do ur job CoLoMbiAz qT: if hes there
ChErRy BaBiEe: why not?
ChErRy BaBiEe: i think id be fine
CoLoMbiAz qT: no u wont
CoLoMbiAz qT: dont even think about it
ChErRy BaBiEe: its be akward at first but i think i could habdle it
CoLoMbiAz qT: no
CoLoMbiAz qT: why put urself in the situation in the first place ?
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol its not like im going there to get a job
ChErRy BaBiEe: omh
ChErRy BaBiEe: omg*
ChErRy BaBiEe: this was a hypithetical questiong
ChErRy BaBiEe: chill the fuck out
CoLoMbiAz qT: fuck u bitch
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: i mean
CoLoMbiAz qT: f u b
ChErRy BaBiEe: bitch dont give me that!!!
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol well im just saying ur not gonna be able to fucking do it so dont even try it
ChErRy BaBiEe: omg i neevr said i was gonna try !
ChErRy BaBiEe: why would i TRY to get a job there
CoLoMbiAz qT: Going to apply is TRYING to get a job dumb ass
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
ChErRy BaBiEe: im not applying at that one tho
CoLoMbiAz qT: lets just shut up
ChErRy BaBiEe: ya f u
CoLoMbiAz qT: f u more ho
ChErRy BaBiEe: fine bia
ChErRy BaBiEe: omg u piss me off!!!!
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol u piss me off
ChErRy BaBiEe: i didnt do anything !
CoLoMbiAz qT: yes u did
ChErRy BaBiEe: no i didnt... your like flipping out for no reason
CoLoMbiAz qT: omg im not flipping out im just saying
ChErRy BaBiEe: shut up
ChErRy BaBiEe: just plez shut up
CoLoMbiAz qT: he's ur ex boyfriend that ur still not FUCKING OVER why the hell would u even consider working with him! !?!
CoLoMbiAz qT: ^ thats flipping out
ChErRy BaBiEe: when did i consider working with him! !?!
CoLoMbiAz qT: OMG !!
CoLoMbiAz qT: u said I WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT !
ChErRy BaBiEe: it was a hypithetical question
CoLoMbiAz qT: THATS CONSIDERING CoLoMbiAz qT: hYpotheical MY ASS
ChErRy BaBiEe: no not rele bc its not like im going to that one
CoLoMbiAz qT: OKAY THEN
ChErRy BaBiEe: im just talking hypotheically
CoLoMbiAz qT: yeah okay
ChErRy BaBiEe: fuck you
ChErRy BaBiEe: im leaving
CoLoMbiAz qT: leave bitch
ChErRy BaBiEe: byee xoxoxo
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: im laughing my ass off !
ChErRy BaBiEe: lolol
CoLoMbiAz qT: ur soooo gay !
ChErRy BaBiEe: i kn0o0o0 ! well im not gonna be all like gay and not be nice bc its not like were fighting for like real.. well we are but u know were gonna get over it in like 2.5 seconds
CoLoMbiAz qT: LOL
CoLoMbiAz qT: i knooo !!
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: i just got over it
ChErRy BaBiEe: ya me too
ChErRy BaBiEe: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: lol
CoLoMbiAz qT: Bia
ChErRy BaBiEe: f u b
ChErRy BaBiEe: but im gonna go take a shower
CoLoMbiAz qT: alright ho
CoLoMbiAz qT: ttyl x0ox0o byee
ChErRy BaBiEe: byieee xoxox
ChErRy BaBiEe signed off at 12:28 PM

"And you know you want some..."
It was a half day today and take your child to work day. Back in the day I would go to work with my mom but that just seems a little overrated now..or maybe it's just because I'm older. Today's thursday and Friend's one of three final episodes is today =(. I love this show and I can't believe that its going to end. Rachel and Ross will get back together..I know it ! Today some really interesting stuff happened..more towards the end of the school day. Well in the afternoon, Ashley and I decided to go eat at Thick n Thin pizza . We got off at her bus stop which is my bus too but I get off at the first bus stop. So yeah..we got off and some lady [she looked about 35-40 years old]...came walking all weird toward the like 20 people that got off the bus. There was something literrally wrong with her. She was going around the crowd of kids and was saying "help me help me ! I have a disibility !" She also had just one shoe on. So people just started fading away and just like leaving cause this woman was freaking us out. Me and Ashley and these two others a boy and a girl, were kind of like 20 feet away from that woman, almost going into Ashley's neighborhood, and she looked at me and started going towards us so we're like "uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lets get out of here" and she started walking faster and we started to run, and then she starts yelling "Run ! Don't Run ! Run !" it was freaky. I kept looking back at her and it seemed like a movie. Weird. Very strange that like the ONE DAY i get off at Ashley's stop, that happens. But anyways for the past 3 days I've been sick and I really hate it. I hate not being able to breathe !! Just as I thought I was getting better today, right now I feel like shit, my head hurts and my throat too. Corey was getting p-oed at me yesterday and today because i was in such a "bad mood" in 2nd hour, but that's just because I was on the verge of dying..well not really but I was really drowsy cause of the pills I took. I think later I might take them again because this pain is just really bugging me. And oohh yeah I had a job interview today at Eagles Landing Camp thingy at North Broward Prep, and I have to get 3 references and fax it back to them and most likely I have the job...I'm going to be a Junior Counselor..Monday-Friday putting smiles on little annoying kids faces..jk well i'm gone byee

Ehh back to school on Monday again
Well today I came back from Orlando today and man it's been a long day ! Well not really but I hate being in a car for 3 and a half hours or more lol. But anyways here's how it went..
- Thursday - Me and Amanda were supose to wake up at 5 oclock in the morning.. but like she didn't hear her phone and I heard but just got up and turned it off so lol we just woke up at 6 and didn't leave her house until 7...we were kinda pissed off about that because we wanted to leave earlier. During the car ride I went str8 to sleep, and yay I'm happy I did because it went so much faster. Well we ended up getting to Orlando at like 10:30-ish and off to Islands we went. It was really packed with people and my school had gone there too the "T.V. Production class", I saw Kyle [my ex], Lorenzo and this kid Jeremy that I had met at the ASL show. So after that we were trying to see what ride to go on that didnt have much of a long wait. We went on rides blah blah...I don't remember which ones we went on first and so on. At around 12:30-ish Corey called me and we met up with him. Lol Corey is sooo funny and great to hang out with. We were in the Hulk ::waiting of course:: and we were with his brother Matt I think his name was and these two other kids I don't know their names either I'm going to have to ask Corey. The Hulk was temporaly suspended so thank god Corey had cards so we all sat down and played cards..lol it was gr8. We played some bullshit and war and Amanda won to both ! After that we finally got on the ride, Matt and his other friends went in the front row and we were in the middle-ish back-ish. So after that me Amanda and Corey went on Dueling Dragons, but we had to haul ass because it was almost going to be 5 oclock and thats when Corey had to leave for the bus to go back home. After my darling little Corey left, me and Amanda went and got some popcorn and just walked around and went on other rides. And ew, when we went to get Dippin' Dots, we were sitting on this edge thing and there was a guy next to us that had the nastiest toes in the world. They were yellow with fungi and ehhh !! It was really disgusting. After that we went on Dr Dooms fearfall and I was actually getting a little bit nervous, I hadn't been getting nervous all day and Amanda was freaking out even though she had been on it like 2.5 million times already. So anyways after that I think we just left cause Amanda's mom was calling like a million times for us to leave and it was like 8:30-ish, I wish we coulda stayed longer but oh welly. We hadn't eaten dinner so we got some subway and headed to Amanda's aunt's house and stayed there. During the night wow me and Amanda are really weird sometimes. We were really sleepy but we just kept ourselves awake and was saying dumb crap lol..and I pushed her off the bed for some reason i forgot why ? but we were just laughing so hard that night that I fell off the bed......ahh good times good times. We finally went to sleep at like 1-ish not too late but not too early.

- Friday - Woke up at around 11-ish and me Amanda her mother, aunt and her dad went to the mall to go get something to eat. We ALL ate Sbarro's pizza, it's pretty funny. After that we went to Body Shop and my god I love all the clothes in that damn store, if I had all the money in the world I would buy the whole store out. We saw these cute little purses that had our zodiac signs on it and there was actually an aquarius one, I *WOULD HAVE* bought it but it was pink and black , I would have perfered red and black but oh well..I guess pink is the new thing now-a-days. After that we went to that store "Express" and some guy went up to Amanda's mom and said "I don't mean to stare but how do you tell them apart"- -thinking me and Amanda were twins lol, and she was like "Uhh, they're just friends" and he gasps and goes "Wow you guys have no relation what-so-ever" and we're like nope just friends =). ok............you know what just read Amanda's journal cause I can't continue !! Gotta go do something....byee

ASL Show 2morrow
Well hey hey, I changed the background and stuff to my journal again...seemed to spooky the last time. I love this background...it makes me want to look find an actual place that looks like this, maybe there is ..? But anyways here's how my day went..
- 1st period [ .intensive. ] - i hate the mornings, it's always in the high 50's ..I wish it could be just like stable and stay like 75 degrees. This portable is freezing inside when it is freezing outside, I know it wasn't freezing but you know how it goes. We're reading a really good book that I find quite interesting. I think it's called "Lesson before dying"..seems cool dude/yo.
- 2nd period [ .geometry. ] - learning some new crap that once again I barely understand..I hate this subject !!!!!1111
- 3rd period [ .english. ] - my teach was being a pissy mood today. We're reading some book called "Lord of the Flies" and my god that book just has too many words. We're supose to read uptill chapter 8 by thursday but um i've only read like 7 pages out of the entire book, it gets too boring I need excitment, drama, catastrophe all those adjectives !! Maybe when amanda and I are heading to Orlando I'll read in the car, I mean what the hell am I going to be doing for 3 and a half hours, ...sleep I could do but I might fall asleep early at Amandas wednesday night...we'll see.
- 4th period [ .computers. ] - we're having a sub be in all week so that's kinda cool. I actually did my work today and then I just sat with Elaine and Logan...lol....whenever I yell at Logan complaining that I'm bored...he throws me a dollar to make the paper hearts..it's great..it's like we have our own little signal.
- 5th period [ .biology. ] - had a sub today..like Nicole said today..we always have the coolest subs for this class..like subs that really don't care what we do. So basically did nothing in this class !
- 6th period [ .sign language. ] - our class and ASL I class went to the 'little theater' and the people who are going to be in the ASL show tomorrow. My group is going to be signing..."I want you to want me", "Pretty Woman" and "Footloose" <-- but ehh I don't like that song..I'm not going to sign that.
- 7th period [ .world history. ] - did test review and basically thats it.

SooOo later I have to keep practicing for my songs and Ryan's gonna help me with them. And tomorrow is the show at 7oclock p.m. and then after that I'm heading to Amanda's house like at 9-ish or 10-ish and I'm sleeping over there and heading to Orlando yay..fun filled day at Islands of Adventure..I'm so in love with that place I dont know why..I could go there everyday and not get tired of it...or maybe I dunno I guess I'd have to try but I'm not going to. And hopefully when we come back Saturday Manderz and I shall hang out with Phillip cause we haven't hung out with him inawhile.. well Amanda has but I haven't...I'm done ciao

Lucid dreams
Hola...OMG this is the 3rd time I update this stupid thing in one day !!! So I'm just going to forget about everything I wrote before and just say that today was such a bad day, ryan didn't talk to me in 6th period and ahh I didn't know what to do. And then I heard some other crap from Alex that really got me upset. Amanda didn't seem to have a good day either so I felt bad for her too :-(....but anyways I had Erik to talk to and he made me feel better a lot, soo thank you Erik for being so kind and generous =)....more flattering lol j.k


**oh yeah I was going to talk about this thing that me and my brother have, well not really have but dreams that me and him have both had...and they are called either Lucid Dreams or Out-Of-Body Experiences...like where I'm dreaming and I know i'm dreaming but I can't move or anything and everything I see around me was just as if i was awake..it's pretty scary, so far I've had two of those and my brother has had like 7 of them. Well I'm done with this....before it erases it all again ciao