WhitePony
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2004 15 August :: 4.26pm
Would you rather vomit marbles or sweat cheese?
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moana
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2004 15 August :: 8.23am
:: Music: deftones - lifter
yesterday was like evil day. first i woke up at 11 cuz conway sent me a msg telling she was back. *theme from psycho* crap....
well i couldn't go back to sleep after that, so i showered, threw together a little lunch. my mother got hom before i was done and told me she was going to get her picture taken for the US embassy, did i wanna go with her? i figured, why not? i finish lunch, stick it in the fridge and we go to photokina. well as we were there, the law firm called. they need me to type up a law suit or something equally insane? so my mother drove me there and i sat in that swivel chair for 4 hours, staring at the computer screen, trying to translate the fancy arabic into english. finally, it was over and my mom picked me up and we took my phone to the shop. they tell me the circuit's shot, i might lose everything on it. numbers, pictures, ringing tones. *bangs head on hard things* crap again.
it wasn't over by then, since my mother wanted me to go with her to pick out the material for her dress. i can't believe it took that long. mind you, i still hadn't eaten anything. i, toTO, had not eaten a thing, from 11am the time i woke up until past 9pm, when i finally got home, called up KFC and ordered a gigantuous dinner. 3 twister wrap sandwiches, family sized box of fries. mmmmm t'was good.and the lunch i had spent all morning preparing? well my brother came home to change, discovered it, and it was all gone. nothing left for me OR my mother.
it was a long day. when i got home all i wanted to do was eat, put my feet up and sleep. but i didn't. i had to get up and do the dishes and the laundry. didn't get done til around midnight. torture. food. work. i'm quitting. for sure.
and THEN. i woke up early today, too. my brother came into my room to ask if i wanted breakfast. so we had breakfast together. then we played naruto. addicts, i swear. oh! speaking of naruto!
my cousin, DJ kitsune, was online last night and we spent easily 3 hours discussing naruto (weather or not he's the fourth hokage) and he stops all of a sudden and goes "you're a hottie."
*shmook*
ziyad: did i offend you?
me: no. you complimented me. and i'm no good at taking compliments. from my cousins.
ziyad: well think of it this way. i've never met you, i have no fond memories of you, and i saw two pictures of you. one of them AC made all sexy and the other one of just natural you. you're cute.
me: i'm supposed to be cute. i'm 16.
ziyad: oh i think you'll remain cute long after that.
me: so do you think sasuke's gonna whoop naruto's ass in manga 227?
yeah. freaky. *shudders*
today, is a pretty day. my mother n i are going to go to the movies together. it's going to be nice, it's been a while since we've spent some quality time. and you know why i can?
cuz i'm done my math summer assignment. WHEEEEE!
oh and the final laugh of the day:
(while watching tigers on the discovery channel)
sarah: it's a pussy!
me: it's a big one
sarah: just like mine!
and THEN.
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2004 14 August :: 11.36am
:: Mood: drunk
aw shit, last night was fun
party at janets....
me and stein killed a 5th of smirnoff twisted citrus, and a bottle of smirinoff twisted orange each.
we started at 9ish, were trashed by 1030, and the 5th was gone by then too.
heres the funny stories.....
the double dart that ryan threw, one hit the board, one hit the wall and shattered.
the death of an ambre (jim beam, mt. dew, and smirnoff twisted in a double shot glass) ryan almost threw up and megan took one and goes "its booze" like it was nothing.
stein in general was so out of it was sooooo funny, everything was slurred...
megan was holding his hand and he goes "i dont wanna hold your hand" and then shoved his hand back in his mouth.
"did you notice the water poured on your foot?" - janet
"I FELT THE COLD!" - stein
"put your head over there" - janet
"thats a toilet bowl" - stein
megan is outside smoking and stein is pounding on the doorwall saying "i want one of those!"
while trying to barf he put his hand in the toilet bowl like 2109482109 times.
while in the bathroom trying to barf still, he is flailing his head around and smashed it on the toilet bowl.
stein trying to count..."1" -stein "what comes after one stein?" "2" "7" "13"
stein dropped his cup of water all over maddy
im sleeping at this point and theyre trying to get stein to throw up, and so hes in the bathroom going "wheres nicole?, i wanna see nicole! i wanna sleep with nicole" all repeated like 290244 times (slurred like crazy) "after you barf you can go sleep with nicole" - janet stein then makes barfing noises and insists that he threw up and can go to sleep now.
"i gotta call ashley"- stein "ok stein what do you wanna say" - janet "hi ashley. how are you?" - stein "ok stein i'll handle it" - janet
then the me section..
"i feel bad, steins really drunk, i feel bad, im sorry janet" while barfing
more like this - im sorry barf, i feel bad, barf
i fell down the stairs while janet and stein were in front of me, cut janets elbow, landed in the basement and layed on the ground spread eagle.
janet made me eat a bread stick, and i didnt want to and i gave a bite to stein and he took a bite and spit it on the ground.
i had a puke bowl, and it was sick as hell so i tried to give it to ryan and he was like "no you need it" but i didnt want it and said "no its sick as hell" and so janet dumped it out.
i had a loogie, and wanted to spit it out the front door and i got up to do so and janets like "its locked" and i go "i can figure it out"
now for the morning.......
i wake up at 10ish, cant figure out who jeff is, bc his hair was all weird and i thought he was adam. so im staring at him, and he wakes up looks around confused as hell and then goes back to bed.
then we went to denny's and it was weird as hell...
1. none of our waitresses were there
2. we were the only teenagers
3. me nor ryan could finish our meals
4. stein got stuck under the booth trying to retrieve his phone, and found a pair of sunglasses for ryan.
5. "why does the salt look brown" - stein then after staring at it for a while goes "oh, its pepper"
(stein is no longer drunk at this point too)
so we come back to janets and insist on cleaning and she like freaks out on us, so we didnt clean.
then stein is on this fast track running thing, and ryan goes "i have to try that" trys to get on, steps on the right foot thing, it flys forward and he falls onto the treadmil (which was standing up right).
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WhitePony
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2004 13 August :: 5.50pm
I'd like to thank Stephanie for making it possible for me to half ass a journal entry in her comments.
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moana
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2004 13 August :: 8.30pm
oh my...
at least the guy's really REALLY hot
You're a girl who's not afraid to show a little
skin. Especially if it involves getting paid to
do it. You don't mind doing a little show while
you're removing your clothes either. Your
bedroom probably has a pole somewhere in it,
and if you don't, you should definatly get one.
Your job probably involves standing on a street
corner until you find an employee.
Rate a 5 to see a picture of a hott guy... Send me
a message!
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moana
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2004 13 August :: 7.43pm
:: Music: a perfect circle - 3 libras
my phone died! i need to get a piece of shit new temporary one. wait it gets worse. umm... no nevermind it doesn't. so yeah, my phone died! (you can still call me, but i lost all my saved numbers and things)
R.I.P. baby!
so how've you been?
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moana
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2004 10 August :: 3.11am
:: Music: deftones - white pony on repeat
my list of reasons on why to be happy
1- i have a mother and brother who love me very much and i love them in return
2- i have awesome friends
3- senior baby! woo woo!
4- i get to take sandman to prom *grin*
5- i have chocolate custard
6- i love this album and i have all the deftones albums, niyayayayaya!
7- people on different continents think i'm a "cutie" *hot ears and giggling*
8- math summer assignments are fun! wheeeee! *snort snort*
9- i had koosa for lunch today (my favourite food in the whole wide woild!)
10- i just took a shower and i feel so cleaaann!
11- i'm having chocolate custard
12- i have toenails! *wiggles toes* don't laugh, i haven't had toenails in a long time. i missed them.
13- my room smells like candles, and the light coming in through the window is just right and i love this song
14- i got the latest naruto manga! YES!
15- kaileen just emailed me and she's going to college afterall. woo woo!
16- my lip's back to normal size
17- i'm living with barney this weekend
18- chocolate custard! chocolate custard! i love my chocolate custard
19- chocolate custard! (come on, it's a great reason to live)
20- my room is clean-ish. i was looking for my picks. couldn't find them. but my room is clean-ish.
21- i'm joining a gym. finally
22- i'm learning to glonk losing my religion! sex!
23- i have enough time on my hands to make this list.
doom doom doomy doomy doomy. the end!
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2004 9 August :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the dodgeball song!
bass lake
bass lake was awesome...like it could be anything else.
hung out with stein, janet and mel most of the time so it had to be fun at least.....i always have fun with them.
lets see here...
stein.....
"put it back on! put it back on!" - me after ripping off a reflector from someones trailor/rv thing.
that walk on the new trail was fun, tredging through the nasty crap, and jumping from fallen tree to fallen tree.
6 man lift......thats all that needs to be said, if you dont get it, i have pictures.....muwhahahahahaha
showering in my clothes to get the shaving cream out of my hair....then having to take lauren to her site bc she didnt have a buddy, then having to walk back to our site which was on the complete other side of camp and being an hour late.....good thing bruce wasnt there, we would have been dead...
shining the light at the people on swim hill from the toboggan hill with janets light.
taking a picture in pitch black and then not being able to see the trail all the way to the big tent.
scoring one of the touchdowns and assisting on the other in ultimate!
sharpie tatoos
sending jon bay into the ravine playing croquette.
making janets legs fall asleep during mass gathering.
hey, if anyone goes to the fuller still website and can actually buy things, let me know how to ok? bc i cant.
fuller still was fun, so i want to get a cd if they have all the songs we sang on it.
dancing to all the songs, especailly the dodgeball song and do-see-do-ing to "i will dance, i will sing, to be mad, for my king, nothing lord is hindering the passion in my soul" (as you can tell i dont know the name)
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moana
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2004 8 August :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: radiohead - backdrifts
dream!
i had a dream and stuff. yeah. so i'm living in andy's house only it's not her actual house, it's huge and she's filthy rich. and then, aliens land! and i fall in love with one of them. he looked exactly like scottie only he had blue skin and his pupils were inverted and he had white hair and dressed funny. and we were so in love. just like old times.
and the aliens had to leave, and we stood outside on the balcony and said goodbye. i went inside and andy was there and i turned around and asked her "what the hell am i doing?" all of a sudden i run to my bag and start throwing my stuff in and andy's asking me "what? what?" and i go, "i'm leaving." and i hug her one last time and just get on the space ship and go away with them to a place i didn't know.
i left, and i didn't look back. i knew i was never going to see earth again, my friends and my family. i didn't even have time to properly pack. instead, it was just this impulse, that i could not lose him again. and then on the trip to my new home, we were together all the time, and we were intimate in ways i'd forgotten existed. it was so crazy weird.
so crazy weird.
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moana
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2004 7 August :: 8.13pm
:: Music: deftones - nosebleed
| What makes you laugh?: | the offspring - the kids aren't alright | | Who is your hero?: | a7mad khalid bo3riki | | Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: | matt bellamy. mmmm..... | | How many pairs of shoes do you own?: | "i think a change of footwear is in order" | | Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: | *blink* uh.... elsewhere? | | Who do you blame for your mood today?: | a7mad! i whooped his neji-loving ass! sharingan style! *dancing and noonage* | | If the Internet were sex... I would: | be extremely disapointed | | Have you ever seen a dead body?: | 3 | | What is something scientists need to invent?: | transportation through all 11 dimentions and acceess to the multiverse | | What should we do with stupid people?: | kill them off. to ensure the survival of our species. | | Have you ever broken a bone?: | several | | Do you watch local news? Why?: | only during MUN | | What happens after you die?: | i go get judged | | How big is your bed? Big enough?: | not big enough. although i did manage to share it with andy once and beat her senseless in her sleep | | How long do you think you will live?: | not long enough |
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WhitePony
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2004 4 August :: 5.10pm
You know that Seinfeld episode where Elaine's boyfriend is rendered unfunctionable when the "Desperado" song comes on. Well I feel something similar when U2's "With Or Without You" comes on. It came on, on the radio at work today and I just got the chills. That song has such an immense effect on me.
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moana
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2004 3 August :: 3.58pm
How evil are you?
how lovely. now it's certified by a quiz.
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moana
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2004 3 August :: 3.04pm
:: Music: deftones - teenager
big ranting post on good things and bad
there's got to be some more change in my life.
i climbed your arm, but you pulled away. a new cavity moved into my heart today. the more i scream, the more it seems, now i'm through.
cheers! i am going to rot in this pit-fall, this crack in the sidewalk we call our world, this weed in the pretty park of global politics. i suppose i should be upset. i suppose i'm a little upset. but i'm also kinda happy.
i'm not happy because i'm staying here. not at all. hell, i've said it before and i'll say it again. i deserve better than this. i'm gonna get better than this. but i'll just have to wait, oh about 5 years, give or take. i figure, maybe i can make my mom happy, and take every single course i can while i'm here. after graduation, i'll start with fall semester, winter semester, spring semester, summer semester, any semester at whatever season they offer, and i might graduate early. if i graduate by the time i'm say 20, no way in hell my mom's gonna force me to stay here on my thumbs, right? she wants me close, i know because she loves me, and i love her too.
i'm not entirely sure what i'm so happy about. it might be the fact that i'm through with the meds, or the fact that morrow morning's my final drip session for a while. maybe it has something to do with the idea that i'm mentally capable of doing this, and no matter what my mother or anyone says, i'm more mature than i should be. i feel old. but happy. like a little old lady, happy because she doesn't have any worries, and no reason to be sad. i have worries, but they're decreasing instead of increasing.
i like to think i learned how to prioritize. the hard way. i still learned. i also like to think i can manage my life pretty well, considering i'm a "mentally and emotionally unstable 16 year old", and that diagnosis is by all teenage standards, not adult standards. more so, i like to think i'm not a teenage drama queen, not seriously at least. jokingly, i'm the mistress, but seriously, i think i can be pretty rational and reasonable. maybe i cry at the drop of a hat, maybe i pity small helpless animals, and maybe i complain more than anyone really should, but none of that matters, none of it should matter so long as, under pressure, when it counts, i can keep a cool head and my wits about me. my mother does not believe it. it's funny to me. how am i ever gonna be responsible and learn to take care of myself when i live with her and can't even be home alone. it's funny to me. i'm still happy.
there's a point to this blabbering, i swear, and kudos for getting this far and managing to stay awake. in case you skimmed, get this.
THIS IS WHERE THE RAMBLING ENDS AND THE MORAL STARTS!
moral is, you don't need to be sad just because you have a whole list of reasons to be sad. there's always, always one good reason to be happy: you're alive.
so live. every day you do live is another day you get to hear, see, smell, touch, say, learn, feel, give, receive, something new. the list goes on, there's so much we don't know, so much we haven't expereienced or learned, there's so much we want to do, so few of us are willing to die today, because there's always something left for us to do. so it's just that wonderful, that fantastic, so great that words can never be able to describe it, it's that great to be alive.
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moana
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2004 2 August :: 2.03pm
:: Music: my mother talking to herself about the winter catalogs
last night i dreamt you went away
and this morning i felt like hell for you. it crossed my mind how many times that i missed you so much in that space of life between the moment i woke up and the moment i opened my eyes to see your head on the pillow next to mine.
i had a fight with my brother. he dreams of growing up and becoming some big shot in a big shot office with a big shot car and a big shot wife. he says he wants to be successful. and to him, that's successful. the way he put it was, he wanted to go to work in a blue suit and have his secretary buzz him to tell him his wife is on line 2.
i don't want that life.
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