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:: 2004 8 July :: 1.52am

some good music

Our Lady Peace
Superman's Dead

Do you worry that you're not liked
How long till you break
You're happy cause you smile
But how much can you fake
An ordinary boy an ordinary name
But ordinary's just not good enough today

Chorus:
Alone I'm thinking
Why is superman dead
Is it in my head
We'll just laugh instead
You worry about the weather and
Whether or not you should hate

Are you worried about your faith
Kneel down and obey
You're happy you're in love
You need someone to hate
An ordinary girl an ordinary waist
But ordinary's just not good enough today

Chorus:
Alone I'm thinking
Why is superman dead
Is it in my head
We'll just laugh instead
You worry about the weather and
Whether or not you should hate

Doesn't anybody ever know that the world's a subway...

-----

Silverchair
Black Tangled Heart

Maybe your luck has changed
Settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged
And on the rebound
Maybe love was the thing
Holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing
To break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall

Maybe departure's good
Makes room for more
Start to mass produce
For a chance to ignore
Maybe you'll kill yourself
Before I get a turn
Maybe I'll fall in love
And never learn

Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall

Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall

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Liberate the people that you hate
Then cut yourself again
Elevate then drop back down
And see which ones remain
Remember all that she can say
Is that she knows she wants it
You'll make it through
With another point of view again
You'll make it through
With another point

Accusation, does yes mean no?
Or have you changed your mind?
Kill the nation before it grows
And be one of a kind
Remember all that she can say
Is that she knows she wants it

You'll make it through
With another point of view again
You'll make it through
With another point

Pretend the world's an ocean
Oh, I'm drowning
Pretend that I'm pollution
Oh, I'm dying
Pretend the steak's a cowboy
And the kiss will kill you

You'll make it through
With another point of view again
You'll make it through
With another point

-----

Silverchair
Stoned

Sitting in my bedroom baby,
You know I'm spinning.
Haven't got much headroom,
But I'm only living.

When I'm like this,
I can only just sit,
Why did you get me into this shit,
Help me get out of it now.
I don't know what you will allow.

You've got me stoned,
Sitting in my bedroom spinning.
Stoned, yeah.

When is this feeling gonna wear away,
I know the Devil's looking up at me,
I hope this feeling's not gonna stay, never.

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:: 2004 8 July :: 12.06am
:: Mood: burnt out
:: Music: Heaven is a place on earth

When I feel alone
I reach for you
And you bring me home
When I'm lost at sea
I hear your voice
And it carries me

In this world we're just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I'm not afraid anymore

"no that bench looks scary.. y dont we go walk down those strange streets??"
haha that was funny I'm an idiot

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:: 2004 7 July :: 12.15am

i see your face and it sends shivers down my spine..
going crazy with these thoughts of you
barely know you and i want to be with you everyday..
looked into those baby blues
and you got me hooked on you..
standing underneath the starlit sky
watching flashes in eachothers eyes.
wishing for dream like love for me...
wonder who my love could be..
i watch you as your walking by
im starring and you wonder why..
you catch a glimpse of my bruning desire...
you bring the weed and start the fire..
inhale the happy thoughts into your lungs...
soon we'll be the only ones.
i dont know much about you..
dont know if what you say is true...
you tell me how it used to be,
and how you sometimes wish you were free..
i nod and smile and pray its real..
listen intently and say i know how you feel..
you turn to look at the glow in the sky...
i watch the burning embers float by...
and you look into my deep brown eyes..
and kiss me under the calydescope sky..
the pain slowly drifts away
and something in me wants you to stay..
dont know what it is youve done...
but something new has just begun..
i wish that you could understand...
the power in one touch of your hand..
after tonight you wont know my name or face..
but ill dream of you with me.. somehow someplace...

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:: 2004 6 July :: 11.45am

Mario Winans-Never really was
download this song its good!

[Talking]
I just need to talk to you for a second,
It won't take me long,
I gotta get this off my chest,
Listen!

I'm really glad that you can take out time,
Cause I got a lot on my mind,
I never thought that you would be the kind,
To do the dirt and hang you head,
Babygirl won't you make me understand,
Why you would say the things you said to me,
You made me believe we would be forever
But it was all a lie

[Chorus]
If it never really was what you seen in me,
Why did you say you believed in me,
It's all because of you my security,
It's driving me crazy baby,
If it never really was what you had for me,
Why did you say that you wanted me, needed me,
If it never really was what you meant for me,
Tell me

Now I know I've asked you time and time again,
Were you sure you didn't want another man,
I would of understood it back then,
But you had to wait until I gave in,
Now I know I've been a sucker for your love,
Baby tell me what the hell was I thinking of,
I should of listened to them when they told me
But I learned the hard way

[Chorus]
If it never really was what you seen in me,
Why did you say you believed in me,
It's all because of you my security,
It's driving me crazy baby,
If it never really was what you had for me,
Why did you say that you wanted me, needed me,
If it never really was what you meant for me,
Tell me

Why would you play with my heart,
When I gave it all,
It's tearing me apart girl,
All you had to do is say so,
I would of let you go,
You're making it so hard girl

Why would you play with my heart,
When I gave it all,
It's tearing me apart girl,
All you had to do is say so,
I would of let you go,
You're making it so hard girl

Tell me why, why baby

[Chorus]
If it never really was what you seen in me,
Why did you say you believed in me,
It's all because of you my security,
It's driving me crazy baby,
If it never really was what you had for me,
Why did you say that you wanted me, needed me,
If it never really was what you meant for me,
Tell me

[Chorus]
If it never really was what you seen in me,
Why did you say you believed in me,
It's all because of you my security,
It's driving me crazy baby,
If it never really was what you had for me,
Why did you say that you wanted me, needed me,
If it never really was what you meant for me,
Tell me

[Chorus (Girl's part)]
If it never really was what you seen in me,
Why did you say you believed in me,
(I just tried to give you what you needed)
It's all because of you my security,
It's driving me crazy baby,
(Would you just tell me why you lied to me)
If it never really was what you had for me,
Why did you say that you wanted me, needed me,
(don't know)
If it never really was what you meant for me,
Tell me

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:: 2004 6 July :: 1.37am
:: Music: no woman no cry x fugees

Last night I was taking a walk along the river
And I saw him together with a young girl
And the look that he gave her made me shiver
'Cause he always used to look at me that way
Then I thought maybe I should walk right up to her and say
Ah-ha-ha, it's a game he likes to play

Look into his angeleyes
One look and you're hypnotized
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Oh no no no no

Sometimes when I'm lonely I sit and think about him
And it hurts to remember all the good times
When I thought I could never live without him
And I wonder does it have to be the same
Every time when I see him, will it bring back all the pain?
Ah-ha-ha, how can I forget that name?

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well today meggy and i went driving with ryan maclean!!! i missed him so much! his car is so nice i love it.. it a black camero and i love it lol

well im getting kinda tired so im not gonna write much

check in later mwah

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:: 2004 5 July :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Mario Winans-Never really was

bah wtf is wrong with me

I feel so disconnected... I miss my friends and I feel like I don't even know myself anymore either

BAH I worry about everything possible.. like I intentionally find something to make myself worry about

I guess I'm just starting to adjust to the summer... and not being in school and seeing every single one of my friends everyday... now I only see them like a day at a time... or not even

if I'm with the same people all the time I usually get annoyed.. but now it's the opposite. well I can never be happy I dunno what's wrong with me, I can never find the good in any situation

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:: 2004 5 July :: 12.43pm
:: Music: the rain

happy late 4th of july lol

so last night were the fireworks!!!

it was awesome me n lizzy and meg hung out with gabe and derek and everyone it was fun i got to see beth and ailie who i hadnt seen for sooooooooooooooooo long the fireworks were so0o0o0o pretty! and i got to see ghozt lol and i met some pretty cool ppl too lol

i wish they werent over and the fireworks were back again today cuz it was so much fun.. and i think im falling...

nevermind that

ill write more later..

<3 Manda

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:: 2004 4 July :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Get Right

Happy 4th of Julyy :-)

Tonight Jessica's coming over... then we are going to the fireworks... either at Cloverleaf or at Coolidge with Jimmy and Robbie

It's always been a dream of mine to sit with the person I love and watch the fireworks.. :-[

I didn't see him yesterday... and he's leaving tomorrow I hope I can see him tonight ??

...I had a talk with my mom today...
she randomly told me she "doesn't like what I'm getting myself into" and that I shouldn't be wasting my time with Robbie.
What scares me is that my mom is ALWAYS right. What doesn't is that she doesn't know him like I do... but I also realized I don't know as much as I thought I did.
if I did, then this wouldn't be so damn hard...

I dunno I REALLY dunno...
all I know is that for the past (almost) year,
no one has meant more to me than him and I'm not sure if/when thats gonna change..

I'm only fourteen, but if I know what the word means then it's because of him

I can't say I love you I don't know what that means

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:: 2004 4 July :: 3.47am

i am a fucking insomniac
well.. its like 3:40 and im still up and not even tired. dammit i stay up this late like everynight... somethings wrong with me!!!

well i went to see the movie the notebook with lizzy and meg.. omg it was the best movie in teh whole entire world.. so insanely sad tho.. i cried the whole time seriously.. my eyes were all red and puffy after.. :( its one of those movies that just makes you think about your life and all o fthe choices youve made and how you never want to ever lose anyone.. and how bad i want to fall in love...but i dont wanna rush into things.. i am only 15...

well ryan gosling was in it he is my favorite actor in the whole entire world and i loved him in the notebook...

but holu crap if you go and see it bring tissues cuz ur gonna need em :-\

well its the 4th of july today

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!

im going to the fireworks with meg and lizzy and kelsey and jessie i believe it shold be fun :-)

ill write more later

mwahhh

<3 manda

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:: 2004 3 July :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: pessimistic again..
:: Music: 97.7

why don't I feel close with them anymore..

I dunno why but I don't feel as close as I used to be with any of my friends anymore..
I dunno when it started but it's some random feeling..
I've had times when I've been closer with one of them than the rest.. but never a feeling that I wasn't closer to one more than the other.. like I'm not close to any of them. maybe it's because I'm just starting to not understand myself anymore..

ever since the last day of school..and when liz got in trouble, I feel like I'm starting to fall apart. I'm always so pessimistic about everything... like everyones out to get me.

all I ever did all day when Liz was grounded was sit around.. and think of everything thats wrong with me and all my problems.. I have a feeling thats not a good thing. I go out more now but I dunno I don't feel like I'm needed by anyone anymore. I've also gotten really depressed lately everytime I come down from being high, I dunno what it is.. but it's not good. And I can't talk to anyone about it... there's no one there

Happy 4th tomorrow

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:: 2004 3 July :: 12.32pm
:: Mood: pessimistic

*Angelina-Forever

I never met a person quite like you
Someone that makes me feel loved
I wanna be the one that you are thinking of
The one that brightens your day
Because there's nobody else
That can do the things you do
Forever, I'll be there for you
So when you feel the need to love
Let me be the one you're thinking of
Because I will make it so right

Forever (forever) and ever (and ever)
I will always be there for you
Forever (forever) and ever (and ever)
I will always be there for you baby
I promise

I got to tell you what I feel in my heart
I wrote this song jus to say
No one's ever gonna love me
Nobody but you
I'm yours from this very day
Cause there's nobody else
That can make me feel the way you do
I promise I'll always be true
So when you feel the need to love
Let me be the one you're thinking of
Because I will make it so right

Forever (forever) and ever (and ever)
I will always be there for you
Forever (forever) and ever (and ever)
I will always be there for you baby

I promise.

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:: 2004 3 July :: 12.29am
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Blink182-Down

bah wtf

I am mad once again...my day was going fine til I got high n for some reason it ruined everything..

I smoked a half pack of cigarettes in the last 2 and a half hours cuz im having like a panic attack or something.

and now I'm eating like a dozen ice pops... I need to calm down and go to sleep or something and stop trying to THINK.

I'm out

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:: 2004 2 July :: 2.16pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: fairy tales x jojo

go me :-)

i just got photoshop :-)
thank you gabe

haha im having so much fun with it i made my background and my icon im obsessed with it :-) haha ask me if youw ant me to make you something cuz i will im having fun with it haha im such a geek

well im gonna go work out and then get ready to meet up with my lizzzy and kelsey

mwahhhhhhhhhhhh

<3 Manda

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:: 2004 1 July :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: punk rock princess

everyone reading my latest entries is gonna think I have fricken bipolar or something...

well I went to go meet robbie on elmwood @ like.. 9:30 cause I needed to get everything out that I wrote in that last entry.. it's not doing any good rambling on in my journal about it if he doesn't know..

but anyways I feel so much better now, I really needed to let all of that out.

I just dunno though I can't trust him or anyone anymore, too much shit has happened thats made me lose faith in everything I once had

krazykelc 1: i am the kind of person who always tells theirself to take every chance at happyness though
krazykelc 1: like i would rather take a chance n get hurt
krazykelc 1: like i have before.. then go thru life wondering wat would have happened if i didnt do it
x we4k inside: yeah i no :-\ me too
krazykelc 1: no matter how much i hurt in the end..
krazykelc 1: cuz i know i will always recover
krazykelc 1: and i will still have memories
x we4k inside: aw :-(
x we4k inside: yeah exactly

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:: 2004 1 July :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Jagged Edge-Walked outta heaven

bahhhhhhh!

god damn..

why am I so mad, he didn't do anything..
but it's the fact that he doesn't fucking do anything that makes me fucking pissed. He knows I love him it's not like I have to prove somethin to him...
he's the one who needs to show me that he means what he says

and the fact that he wastes his time telling me stuff that is obviously bs.. n then cant even talk to me about it in person without me dragging him away to do so?

ahhhhhh I can't take it anymore, if you loved me you would know how to act around me.. so obv YOU DON'T

you wanna know why I act like a bitch? it's cause you're an asshole..

hah yet I still love you anyway

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:: 2004 1 July :: 11.29am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Matchboox Romance-Tiger Lily

I don't want to speak these words. cause I, don't want to make things anyworse.

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if I could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
I'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"I'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, I want to speak these words
but I guess I'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and I... don't want to speak these words.
cause I, don't want to make things anyworse.

why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if I had it my way,
I'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and I.

and I... don't want to speak these words.
cause I, don't want to make things anyworse.

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:: 2004 30 June :: 1.17pm

i stare into your empty eyes
reflecting only me
i watch as they glide across my skin
and onto my glistening chest
peach skin melting into every one of your desires
every one of my emotions boil over
into this lust in the air
consuming all of me
breath it in and hold me
touch me, kiss me
kill me sweetly with your stare
those eyes that peirce my skin
looking beyond my clothing
sinking far beyond the boundries of cotton
of lace
of sheets
shoot me with your venom
consume me with a kiss
and carress my smooth creamy skin
with one touch
your kiss it drives me crazy
and we melt between the sheets
reliving every reoccuring night
mirroring every emotion spilt onto paper
caught in a moment in time
in a picture
in a memory
of only me
reflecting in your eyes

i really question if i should like a guy ever again.. its really a lost cause why dont we just skip past all the lies and get right to my heart breaking dammit. eveyrtime someonem is happy its just ripped away from them its not fair.. i mean i hate to be hurt but i hate seeing ppl i care about hurt more...

becuase i want so much to help them and i want so much just to make everything go away but theres nothing i can do or say that would ever make it right. i just wish that guys could see things from our point of view.. see what its like to get used, to get hurt, to get your heart broken.. it feels like shit and maybe if it happened tothem theyd understand... erg

i just pray that someday these little boys grow up.. and finally understand how to treat a girl, how to love, and how to handle a relationship.. i wonder if they ever will and if we will always be submissive to them and their wants.. and if we will ever stand up for ourselves.. i dont get it.. just quit hurting my friends... just grow up...

grrr

AbandonedApril35: i ahd the weirdesy dream
x we4k inside: about wat
AbandonedApril35: i had this dream that we were downtown except our downtown was much bigger and had a big waterfall and a bridge n stuff and we were walking around it and my dad bought us a handle of vodka so we were gonna drink it but didnt yet so we were walking around and then we decided we needed someplace to stay so we walked into hollys house and slept on her kitchen table lol and she woke up and saw us there and was like um what are you doing.. and then we left and ppl were looking for us becuz we had vodka and the cops were after us or something so we hid it somewhere and then i got separated from you guys and you were all ahead and in some big dome or like town hall thing and i somehow got the vodka back and climbed out hollys window and got to the townhall thing where u guys were and then i dont remember what happened

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:: 2004 29 June :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: disappointed

there cant be any us if there cant be any trust

krazykelc 1: and i never thought they would endup like this i never thought he would ever love a person either.. til him and her were together and now that that has turned into this i dont know if i can put myself in that kind of position.. cuz one of the strongest relationships in my opinion is now going downhill.. there is just no hope for any1 else

krazykelc 1: she is hurting really bad now and i cant stand it because looking at her like this is just like looking into a mirror and seeing myself in a few months or WEEKS after he decides he doesnt "love" me anymore.
AbandonedApril35: idk
krazykelc 1: i am setting myself up for a heartbreak.
krazykelc 1: i cant do this to myself

My Piggy- I love you and I cant be happy if you arent. I swear to god only one of us can have what we want at a time... EVERY single time this shit happens its because one of our relationships ends... then the other starts up. But I really dont have faith in anything anymore after tonight. They are so much alike and they always will be.. I can't do this.

AbandonedApril35: guys r so gay

"It's so easy to believe someone when they're telling you EXACTLY what you want to hear.."

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:: 2004 29 June :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: CaMp MiX

T O M O R R O W !

15 hours left in natick for my whole summer.

wow, its finally here, YRUSH summer. Can you believe it? my how time flys. how 6 years have flowwwn by. I remember everyone back in 99' and thinking about how much we have all grown up, we've grown up together. Over the past six years we have not only become the best of friends, but we have become sisters. and summer sisters we will ALWAYS be. I love Camp Pembroke, and I hope this summer won't be my last.

so everybody, im out for summer. have an AMAZING vacation, and I will talk to you around August 18th..if not July 25th (visiting day when i come home..) i love you all.

Adam- I will miss you more than anyone. I love you SO much, and never forget that.
"so kiss me and promise me, tell me that you'll wait for me, hold me like you'll never let me go..." i love youu...

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:: 2004 27 June :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: :-\
:: Music: Jin-handz off

I'm sorry.....

I'm sorry for that... you just don't understand how much you make me worry, when I found out I was mad, then when you wouldn't admit it I was mad.. but the part that got to me was the fact that I'm going to be worrying myself sick wondering if you're ok or not every weekend you're not around here...

I'll talk to you soon about this, just not right now. I'm gonna think about this first like Amanda does.. before I freak out over something that can be talked over.....

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:: 2004 27 June :: 6.40pm
:: Music: weak x jojo

Weak

VERSE 1:
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

CHORUS:
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin' takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

VERSE 2:
Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone
'Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
I've tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off my feet

CHORUS

BRIDGE 2:
I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak
Boy it's somethin' I can't explain
I get so weak
Somethin' 'bout the way you do the things you're do-oo-oo-in'
Knocks me right off of my feet (off my feet)
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak (I get so)

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:: 2004 26 June :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: siked

6/26/04 *

HaPpY BiRtHdAy Elizabeth Ann Ferraro !!

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:: 2004 26 June :: 1.46am

michaud815: HI
Vanished 1 2 2 0: your so cool
Vanished 1 2 2 0: :-)
michaud815: thats right
michaud815: and what!
Vanished 1 2 2 0: you know, i wish i could be as cool as you.. :-\
michaud815: THATS RIGHT

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:: 2004 25 June :: 12.26am

Where is love?
Does it fall from skies above?
Is it underneat the willow tree
That I've been dream of?
Where is she?
Who I close my eyes to see?
Will I ever know the sweet "hello"
That's only meant for me?
Who can say where she may hide?
Must I travel far and wide?
'Til I am bedside the someone who
I can mean somethin to ...
Where...?
Where is love?

Who can say where...she may hide?
Must I travel...far and wide?
'Til I am beside...the someone who
I can mean...something to...
Where?
Where is love?

stop
quit telling me your loving me
wont be that girl your cheatin with
i wont be dealing with your games
tellin me your loving me
babe thats your claim to fame
u tell every girl that theyre eyes are shinier than most
but all youre thinking is whats underneath my clothes

(chorus)
baby quit telling me..
your just gonna break my heart
baby just leave her
if your so happy appart
and i will be so pleased with you
if youd get up and walk out
my heart is filled with hope underlined with doubt..
we shoulda been..

ohh hearts breakin and its hurting
you sliced deeper that time
wont be a sucker for candy
or your stupid rhymes
what she wont take you back?
what shes calling you wack?
take all that is coming cuz its your fault
and im not here no more

(chorus)

i think i found it
i think i hit the spot this time
your a face for sour eyes and your doing me in
i wanted to hold you all night
but boy that wouldnt be right
cuz youve been hitting on some other beauties booty
i wont be fallin for you

(chorus)

why couldnt you just see
that the girl you needed was me
a kiss to know its true
all it took was a kiss to know its you
and im finally free
from that spell you cast on me
im giving you away
and i pray my strength will stay

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:: 2004 24 June :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: burnt out

The Bong Song

This thing right here, its letting all the people know
What burnouts talk about. You know, The Chronic...

Oo that buds look scandolous,
You hit it too hard you can't handle this,
So you smokin' that thing when you pass it to us,
With a look in your eyes so devious,
You inhale with all you got, suck it down hard til' your seeing dots,
And your body's on the ground but your mind is not,
Cause your livin' la vida smoke-ah

Now your high as a kite (kite, kite)
Been tokin' all night (night, night)
All night long (all night long)
Let me hit that bong, baby,
That bong bo-bong bong bong
I like to roll a blunt oo,
And smoke it in a pipe too,
but best of all,
is that bong bo-bong bong bong

You know you love that Canabis,
So pull up a chair and come smoke with us,
They call me Crisqo I can bake so much,
I like to hot box the two of us,
Pu-puff kids, til' its 4/20,
This stuff ain't cheap, I need more money,
Buy when I buy that green I got the best they got,
Cause I'm livin' la vida smoke-ah

Now I'm high as kite (kite, kite)
I been tokin' all night (night, night)
All night long (all night long)
Let me hit that bong, baby,
That bong bo-bong bong bong,
I like to roll a blunt oo,
And smoke it in a pipe too,
but best of all,
is that bong bo-bong bong bong.

you better fucking comment!!

:: 2004 24 June :: 7.32pm
:: Music: bong song

im going on a diet
plan 1-

wake up water - have an 8-12 oz glass of water squeezed with a lemon

am work out -

20 minutes of moderate intensity cardio b4 breakfast

2. have breakfast within 1 hour of finishing your workout

option 1 - 4 0z of a meat
one serving of fruit
4 oz skim or soy milk
1 table spoon of fat 1 (you choose a fatty food)

option 2 - 4 oz meat
one serving of grain
one serving of fruit
one serving of fat1

presnack water -

one 8 oz glass of water w/ lime or lemon

am snack -

eat am snack 1-2 hours after breakfast
approx. 75 calories

one serving of fruit

pre lunch -

1 glass of water with lemon

eat lunch 1-2 hours after am snack approx. 270 calories

salad

- 1 cup salad
w/ 1/4 salad dressing 1 n 1 tbl balsamic vinaigerette

post lunch water-
1 8 oz glass any time after lunch

pm work out-

high intensity 30 minute work out... cardio

presnack water -
1 8oz glass of lemon water

pm snack -

eat pm snack 1-3 hours after lunch
230 calories

(130 cal. whole grain cereal with 8 oz soy/skim milk
or plain yogurt
or 1 grain + 1 fruit
or 3 cups air popped corn+1 cup skim milk)

pre dinner water-
1 8 oz glass of lemon water

dinner
eat dinner 1-2 hours after your pm snack
approx 280 calories

4 oz meat
2 cups leafy green veggie
2 oz mustard
1 fruit

means imma have to cut down on teh marijuana... no munchies

(Eminem)
This thing right here, its letting all the people knowm
What burnouts talk about. You know, The Chronic...

(Verse 1)
Oo that buds look scandolous,
You hit it too hard you can't handle this,
So you smokin' that thing when you pass it to us,
With a look in your eyes so devious,
You inhale with all you got, suck it down hard til' your seeing dots,
And your body's on the ground but your mind is not,
Cause your livin' la vida smoke-ah

(chorus 1)
Now your high as a kite (kite, kite)
Been tokin' all night (night, night)
All night long (all night long)
Let me hit that bong, baby,
That bong bo-bong bong bong
I like to roll a blunt oo,
And smoke it in a pipe too,
but best of all,
is that bong bo-bong bong bong

(verse 2)
You know you love that Canabis,
So pull up a chair and come smoke with us,
They call me Crisqo I can bake so much,
I like to hot box the two of us,
Pu-puff kids, til' its 4/20,
This stuff ain't cheap, I need more money,
Buy when I buy that green I got the best they got,
Cause I'm livin' la vida smoke-ah

(Chorus 2)
Now I'm high as kite (kite, kite)
I been tokin' all night (night, night)
All night long (all night long)
Let me hit that bong, baby,
That bong bo-bong bong bong,
I like to roll a blunt oo,
And smoke it in a pipe too,
but best of all,
is that bong bo-bong bong bong.

1 comment | you better fucking comment!!

:: 2004 24 June :: 6.20pm

yay im finally free from that fagget thing calls grounding.. humm YES well i went out with meggy lizzy and kelsey and walked around n went to the train tracks and did stuff then got soo scared cuz we heard a train coming ran and my sandle fell off and i stepped right into this GROSS mud :( well i was sooo scared and my heart was racing and my hands were shaking lol im such a pussy...

well i think im going to sarahs tomorrow :) yayy i love her and i havent seen her in sooo long shes getting her puppy omg im like not gonna put it down lol

i am very tired and its only 6:27 humm what to do tonight.. call me if you wanna hang out

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you better fucking comment!!

:: 2004 23 June :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: high

Lizzy can go out tomorrow! :-)

Amanda is off grounding too tomorrow, yay

today was like my first day out this whole week.. me and meg went dt saw Jimmy and Ashley and Kimmy-haven't seen her since she got back from Bermuda.

Then we went and smoked out of baby, I haven't smoked in like 2 weeks

Then we went to the mall and I got Lizzy's present and a poster that says This Bud's For You and it's colorful and pretty :-) also met Bobby and his friends from Framingham.

>>Lizzy's birthday is in 3 days <<

you better fucking comment!!

:: 2004 23 June :: 5.12pm

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

you better fucking comment!!

:: 2004 22 June :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: in need of cigarette
:: Music: Do or Die ft. Twista-Do U

Grounding...

well here's the scoop:
-Meg is off tomorroww..
-Manda is off Thurs.
& Lizzy.. no one really knows, she has no computer. she got her cell back though I guess... so I txted her the other day n asked her whats up for this Sat. (her bday) and I guess her mom said she's not gonna b allowed out..
thats wicked gay this is the first birthday of Lizzy's that I would have spent with her and I cant even see her. ahh

if Lizzy's grounded for a whole month I swear I'll kill someone. Way to ruin a summer that's already fucked up huh ??

I haven't gotten high in so long ughhh

you better fucking comment!!

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