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Tails

:: 2005 7 August :: 9.09pm

...im falling asleep and my stomach is sick. but its all in my head. good line. relates to fucking ever day of my life. i lay awake at night with a head full of images and random thoughts and problems big or small....i dont know. i need more sleep. i need more soliace.

2 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 6 August :: 2.15am

Bull fucking bull shit
Cedar Springs- The case against a Cedar Springs student who brought mercury to school is dismissed.

In May, 18-year-old Ryan Gorter brought a small amount of liquid mercury to school to show his friend.

Police say he then dropped it in the carpet and rubbed it in with his foot.

Gorter was in Kent County Court today for his preliminary hearing, when instead a deal was made.

Gorter apologized to the court and agreed to pay for the clean-up at the school that wasn't covered by insurance. That is about $2,000.

Originally, Gorter was charged with malicious destruction of property and possession of a harmful substance. He potentially faced 10 years in prison.

Can you say fucking bullshit. apoligize to every student individually on your way to jail. that sounds a little better...i cant fucking beilive this and we thought he was actually going to suffer. why do the useless dicks always win.

13 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 5 August :: 8.56pm

bfs concert is tommrow. and its gonna rizock some hard core cizock. im so fucking amped about it am going to have so much fun with liz and josie and kelly and myself...o and that other kid (kidding i love you *hugs*) god its gonna be awsome. bought my ticket today. and its sitting there waiting to be used for hardcore rocking action.

1 Jigger! | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 4 August :: 4.52pm

LIZ ARTECKI!!! call my fucking cell phone now ive got great fucking news. 616-890-7655.

3 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


danibean

:: 2005 3 August :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: chipper

date= yay!! fun!!!!! cold stone....picnics....ducks....bowling....sucking at pool!!!!!! woot!!! i can't wait till tommy gets back from euorpe so we can go on date #2!!!! yay!!!!!!

horray!!! i seriously have nothing else to update about....haha....oh well, i had the best day ever yesterday with a super great guy who likes me! when does that ever happen??...umm..never...haha...except for yesterday...and all the other times we'll be getting together in the future. now that better make everyone happy... leave some love :)

oh yeah...my birthday is in 5 days! yay!

1 Jigger! | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 3 August :: 3.22am

11 hours and ... 48 mins till my hair make over. woot woot bitches. anyone else scared for me ...im peeing myself right now. check it ouwwt!. anyway maybe its time for a whole me make over. new hair new body new heart new voice. get my hair changed up, lose weight, change my veiws on the world. and speak sweeter. what do you think?

4 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 2 August :: 4.23pm

wed. complete hair make over.... get ready.

Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 1 August :: 4.00am
:: Music: Romance

Odd...Like A Movie
So im looking for an extention cord in the basement. dad says "look behind all those boxes and things that were in the cupboard when we moved in" so i go down there and take all these boxes out and start looking...i come across a smaller sized box and i open it. inside is just a peice of cardboard. i pick it up and theres nothing there, but underneath it is a peice of cardboard with a black and white photo of a small baby in a dress sitting in a wicker chair. the picture is all crinkled and appears to have been spilled on at some point in time by something like a water pipe or someting cause all the cardboard holding it together is warped and cracked. this felt so werid so i picke it up and flipped it over. on the back is some cursive that appears to be a name i cant read. an underline and then some more cursive and a couple series of numbers written across the back...i dont know what it all means but it feels kinda like a movie. like i stumbled onto something of a vault code or a hidden memory from someones child hood. i ask dad if he knows what this thing is... he stares at it and says hes never seen it before and cant say it looks like anyone he knows. so i put it in my room. its sitting there. and it makes me feel really odd. i want to know why its here. why was it left. why alone in a box. why stained. why did i find it. and on my 18th birthday...is it an odd sign of something.?

4 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 31 July :: 9.05pm

.... yay im alive. im here and thats about it. go me and my amazing inability to be loved by another human being as more than a friend ! Plastic surgery might be the answer? maybe bariatric surgery for my fat fucking ass.... i dont know or i could just be completely inept when it comes to women. either way. im not really bitching cause id do something about it if it really bothered me. so yay useless post once again. wow for being indie i bitch like an emo kid. *writes sad poem* HAHA bitches.

3 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 31 July :: 12.38am

what a stupid fucking waste of my time....18 and useless. every one who is supposed to love me more than anything else are the ones that make me wanna shoot myself. i dont even want to be alive right now i really hate being this...fucking stop pushing this forward. stop. stop stop....its a good thing that all 3 of the friends i actualyl have who care to listen. are either too absorbed in someone else or too far to ever touch...it falls apart slowly..but it does it with ease.

6 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 30 July :: 3.48am

PAAAARRRTAY HARRRRDY!
OK, tonight im having my little birthday bonfire. it wont be much. there prolly wont even be smores...cause im cheap. but good music, fire, and friends...can you really ask for more to celebrate the day of your birth...cause i honestly really cant. so i hope you all show up...cept those of you who are not invited cause you suck lol. TEN starts at TEN TEN TEN TEN ok so be there or be [_] ...yeah an oddly open ended square...SHUT THE FUCK UP STACY YOU GET THE POINT!!. ok so who amoung you shall be the first to wish me happy birthday as the clock strikes midnight???? (ETERNAL QUESTION!) love yall see you tonight.

7 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 29 July :: 8.26pm

a select few will not be welcome at the bonfire...you know who you are so please dont ruin the one day a year i get to enjoy being alive. other than that I CANT FUCKING WAIT TO SEE ALL THOSE LOVELY FACES OF YOURS YOU FUCKS!!!! and by fucks i mean friends u cool kool sinners....yeah i fucking love you guys.

3 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


danibean

:: 2005 29 July :: 2.09pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: beauty and the beast- something more

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!

farm out early!! yes!!!!!!!! horray for pizza with andrea groner!!!!!!!!! hahah....fun!

9 days till my birthday!!!

11 days till wall to wall freakin wednesday at the margarita grill!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15 days till the RASCAL FLATTS CONCERT WITH KALY!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

5 FLIPPIN DAYS TILL MY SUPER EXCITING DATE WITH TOM IN LANSING!!!!!!! EVERYONE SHOULD SHIT THEIR PANTS OUT OF HAPPINESS BECAUSE OF THIS!!!!!!! BECAUSE I AM!!!!! HAW HAW....NOT REALLY....but i'm really excited and you should be too!

no more farm...maybe :(

work tonight and tanner...ummm....shopping tomorrow!! yay!! new outfits!!
bye loves....

ps....jenna, come home NOW!!!!! i need to freak out with excitement with you!!
hahaha

2 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 28 July :: 11.14pm

i think if i have to label myself i would label myself indie, because i have emo hair but an indie dress style and i love indie music more than emo music. but i bitch like an emo kid, but i have a personality like an indie kid. so im saying im like indmo or something lol. WASTE OF A POST I FUCKING KNOW SO LAY OFF!! if your not a bitch. y not take the time to label yourself and post it here?

4 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!


Tails

:: 2005 27 July :: 4.37pm

Sat. Party. My House
ok saturday is my birthday bonfire at my house lets just say it starts at ...dark? anyone know what time dark is lol. rain or shine this party is on. show up hang out burn shit. if you love me come lol. ok cant wait to see you all there.

6 Jigger!s | Jig The Gap!

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