He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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Toki

:: 2004 16 September :: 9.07am

Dreamtime
So I had this dream. It was weird. Jackie and I and Elisa were at school and Jackie offered to drive us home. But then she remembered she forgot her car at home. (?). So yeah. We had to walk to Elisa's house then to my house then Jackie was going to walk back to school.
Then Elisa turned kind of into Jill. And we were walking down Milwaukee and all these stores were there that I never saw before. Jackie told me it was because I never took the time to look for these stores, but they were always there. It was because I was walking instead of driving past them.
So we went into this one and it had all these weird dresses and such. Then we went into a christmas store and I started coughing up blood and the store owner told me to stop before I ruined her xmas decorations. So then we left and Jackie was complaining about walking back to school, so I told her my dad would drive her back. Then we got to my house and my dad wasn't there and everyone's stuff was gone except mine. So I figured they moved without me. But I really didn't care.

So yeah. That was that.

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Toki

:: 2004 14 September :: 8.05am
:: Mood: crappy

Schools not going to be fun today.
I feel so gross, I haven't had a good nights sleep in about a week, my back hurts, my head hurts, I can't stop coughing, and just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

-.-

Ok. I'm done complaining. Adios Chicitos.
-Patrice

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Anytngbtordinary

:: 2004 13 September :: 9.18pm
:: Music: Back 2 Good- Matchbox20

My brother asked his ex-girlfriend, Sam, to homecoming tonight. I had to drive him over to her house and my mom had bought special teddy bear shaped cookies, flowers, and a tiny stuffed animal for him to give her. So I watched from my car. She gave him three hugs. I laughed. Then he got in the car and i asked him if he still liked her. He said yes, even though they had gone out in like 7th grade.
"Actually, it was 6th and 7th" he said.
"Ah long term relationship" I laughed.
She broke up with him if i recall it correctly. She was a nice girl though...i can see them being one of those couples...the football player and cheerleader...and going out for like a few years. Scary.

Ah well it was cute.

~Jackie

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 13 September :: 1.12pm
:: Mood: crappy

i was going to put this under friends only...and then private...but i figure no one reads this anyway...not only that, but maybe everyone should read this.

a few days ago i meant to post a letter i wrote to everyone. i just forgot to bring my notebook with me. it apologized because im taking opportunities from my friends and people around me that deserve them more than i do. and so for that i apologize. i dont feel as bad any more because those opportunites are coming around to them.

last night i upset neil, again. as well as sandy. and for that im sorry too.

just dont listen to me.

i dont think ill visit neil this weekend. i promised i wouldnt call him all this week. he watns to miss me.

you probably shouldnt talk to me this week either...because i can almost guarentee i wont be in a good mood.

so im sorry for all of that and whatever else i should be.

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toki

:: 2004 12 September :: 11.08am

-.-

:-\

The two greatest faces ever.

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Toki

:: 2004 11 September :: 12.57am
:: Mood: blah

Today was not my day.

Work was odd. Was $40 under because of damn Ken and damn ticketing and damn damnness. Urrgh. Saw Jackie and David and Melanie though. That was fun.

Took a box of popcorn home from work. The sister and I are still working on it. Yuuuuuuummmm.....

-Patrice

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sweetyas

:: 2004 10 September :: 11.43pm

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sweetyas

:: 2004 10 September :: 11.34pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: 103.5 (song they spend up the sounds horrible fast but awesome slow)

I Have No Idea.
This is a completely random entry. i honestly dont know what to write about.

i had a convo w/my mom and my grandma about me getting married (my mom wants me out of the house by 21 thats shit). My grandma started listing random guys in iraq (one had an awesome name and i think he was the number one choice, yea ive never met him) i thought it was funny and sad.

i told my mom what if i brought home an american she turned around and simply said "your dad would probably poisin him" it was funny. But no i know my options are so limited.

i dont like the "party" music on kiss fm, it sucks.

Fuck, arg, grr. Ok sry. randomness.

im supposed to observe a conversation of creative writing and then redo it, im not excited for that, it seems long and stupid.

Grr.

i dont think i have any other thoughts.

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sandatthebeach

:: 2004 9 September :: 6.04pm

Aquarius January 20 - February 18
Sometimes you feel like every love song in the world was written with you in mind -- and then, later on, you realize nothing could be further from the truth. No matter -- you're going to hear the lyrics how you hear them today.


It's interesting...because it makes sense...I usually can't relate to "love songs" because....well yeah....just thought I'd add it here.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 8 September :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: calm

so tonight i went to the BEAT (Bringing Education About Tobacco) meeting today.

it was fun actually. im really starting to be able to get out ideas so that'll be a help in those horrible officer meetings where i cant come up with any good ideas.

erm...i didnt bring my notebook...i wrote what i wanted to post next in here...ill go get it.

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