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2006 9 February :: 11.19pm
Today was a really good day. Had some fun with my good ol friend Becca. Took a test that I think I did fairly well on. Talked to my love. He makes me so happy. I played the guitar a lot and actually learned a whole song and it sounds good. I love it. Tomorrow's going to be really nice too. And fun. And awesome. I'm excited. :-) So yeah, that's what's been going on. The other night at work, we did a bridal tasting where all these brides come in, along with all our vendors, and we just make a bunch of fancy stuff. It was pretty neat. We had our Choc. fountain out too. Yummy. Works been going well.
Anyway, that's about it.
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2006 6 February :: 10.57pm
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide?
Am I alone?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
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I really didn't go to class today. Test too. I missed it. I didn't write my paper for Survey but we can miss one so that's okay. Tomorrow I have class then work. Hopefully I only have to do prep so I don't have to work too late. Wednesday I have to get up early and go to class. Then breakfast with my Char. Then mommy's birthday. This is going to be one carazy week. We shall see.
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2006 6 February :: 4.35pm
:: Music: Copeland
Quiet now, your voice seems miles away. Yet somehow I hear your song resound, A little bit softer each day,
And from my tired heart, a little bit farther away
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It's got me wishing for the past and hating myself. I love you, now stop it. It's going to be just fine.
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"I’ll sing along
The whole day through
Just do your best to hear me
It’s all you can do
You have my attention
Like you’ve had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary
Speak but a whisper"
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2006 2 February :: 12.15pm
Let's go now, into the darkness of your thoughts.
Asleep with one eye open so i can see you breathing, I follow your chest.
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2006 1 February :: 6.22pm
It's a crazy world.
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2006 31 January :: 10.02pm
Ugh. I don't even care! Pfft.
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2006 30 January :: 4.08pm
:: Music: Aiden- See You In Hell...
Got up at 6. Went to class. Went to Meijer to get some food. Slept. Grandma called from the Greenville Hospital. Grandpa's in there. Someone hit them. BAD. Grandpa's hurt. All because of some stupid person who probably shouldn't have been driving in the first place. He's got 4 broken ribs and they're keeping him overnight. Grandma's shaken up and bruised. The Tahoe is TOTALED. I'm glad it wasn't worse though. But I'm really upset. Grandma was so happy to pay off the truck, too. Now they have nothing and they're hurt. I love my grandparents so much that makes me so upset. :-(
I'm making Char birthday dinner tonight. Stuffed shells and black forest cake. Happy Birthday.
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2006 29 January :: 10.25pm
Yesterday was a blast!
Char and I went to Townsend Park and it was really pretty out. WE went to eat at The Melting Pot. FONDUE! hahaha. Then we went to look at houses in East GR. Then we went back home and hung out. I got tickets to Arenacross for Char's b-day :-) It was soooooo fun and our seats were really really good. About 3 rows up from the tarp. haha. So we could see everything. The best part was when the 7/8 year-olds raced. It was so adorable. Char and I are convinced we need dirt bikes now! oh yeah!
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2006 29 January :: 10.20pm
You can only say yes or no.
You are not allowed to explain anything.
1. Taken a picture naked? yes
2. Painted your room? yes
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? yes
4. Drove a car? Yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? Yes
7. Been dumped? Yes
8. Stole money from a friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Snuck out of the house? No
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes
13. Been arrested? No
14. Made out with a stranger? No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
20. Seen someone die? yes
21. Been on a plane? Yes
22. Kissed a picture? yes
23. Slept in until 3? yes
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Played dress up? Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes
29. Been lonely? Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
31. Been to a club? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? Yes
34. Ran a red light? Yes
35. Been suspended from school? no
36. Had detention? yes
37. Been in a car accident? Yes
38. Hated the way you look? Yes
39. Witnessed a crime? yes
40. Pole danced? No
41. Been lost? Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Felt like dying? yes
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes
46. Sang karaoke? no
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
50. Kissed in the rain? yes
51. Sang in the shower? Yes
52. Made love in a park? no
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Yes
54. Glued your hand to something? no
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. Been a cheerleader? yes
58. Sat on a roof top? no
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
61. Played chicken? No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? No
65. Been easily amused? Yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone? yes
68. Cheated on a test? yes
69. Forgotten someone's name? Yes
70. Been to a bar? Yes
71. Anyone offer you a drink? no
73. Blacked out from drinking? no
74. Played a prank on someone? Yes
75. Been to a late night movie? yes
76. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? yes
77. Failed a class? yes
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? YES ;-)
82. Thrown strange objects? no
83. Felt like killing someone? no
84. Felt like running away? Yes
85. Ran away? no
86. Did drugs? yes
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
89. Made a parent cry? no
90. Cried over someone? Yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? no
92. Dated someone more than once? yes
93. Had/Have a dog? Yes
95. Own(ed) an instrument? yes
96. Been in a band? No
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? No
98. Broken a CD? yes
99. Shot a gun? yes
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? no
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2006 28 January :: 12.01pm
:: Music: Panic! At The Disco- Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks
Prescribed pills to offset the shakes...to offset the pills you know you should take...um...take it a day at a time...
AhhHHHH
Yesterday I was stranded at Best Buy so I walked to Char's. AHHH!
I bought The Office! YAYYYYY
and I bought The Notebook.
Tonight's going to be fun!!!!
Birthday surprise for Charlie-yo. <3<3
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Fix a vice with a vice
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2006 26 January :: 11.37pm
haha
you make me sick!
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2006 26 January :: 2.01pm
So I finally got around to seeing the Notebook. Wow. I haven't cried so much during a movie before. It's just so sad. :-(
I have class today but I'm sick. I must be dying or something. I've been in a really really good mood and I enjoy being at home. I'm not annoyed with my puppies, they're actually pretty fun :-) And I am making dinner tonight. I just enjoy taking it slow right now and taking everything in. Like I said...I must be dying.
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2006 25 January :: 4.52pm
I'm really happy with life right now. Everything is great. For once it just feels like things are balanced.
I'm proud of what I've accomplished too. I can't believe (it seems) like my first year is almost done. It just feels like it's going fast. It's a good feeling though, I'd like to get out as soon as I can. But I really like it. I've paid off my own car. $5000. That felt good. I've got a great job and am gaining more and more experience. I made the Dean's list. I like being home and relaxing and actually have time for that. I'm with the man I love and we've got a great future ahead of us. I have great friends. I love my classes. I'm just overall very satisfied.
I went to Spectrum today and learned a lot. I guess there's a job opening, but it's third shift. I may take it...who knows. It'd definitely be an experience. But until my classes are over I'd only get 4 hours of sleep w/both my jobs and classes. That wouldn't be so great.
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2006 21 January :: 1.05pm
Yikes.
Hmm....
Work in 2 hours. :-/ my elbow hurts for some reason.
Oh, driving was so crappy this morning. I got home around 1:30 or so. It took me FOREVER and I took all back-roads cause I didn't want to crash on the expressway again. So scary.
So I watch the news and it was so funny. They were showing a livecam of the s-curve and how bad the roads were. Then they said that it hasn't stopped people in grand rapids from enjoying their night. And they showed this clip of a clerk getting robbed! Whoops. hahaha they go "Oops, we'd like to apologize that was the wrong clip!"
2 papers to write tomorrow then Monday we have a tour of Spectrum Health.
And tonight I get out at midnight or later. whoo!
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2006 19 January :: 6.24pm
Oh my goodness! AHHHHHH It's killing me!
I just got a letter from GFS (Gordon Food Service) asking for chefs to work in their test kitchen. That was the job I was striving for! And get this:
$20/hr.
For only 4 weeks of the year, we choose which weeks. For 10 hours a day.
Add that all up, that's $1000 a week! $4000 a month.
And so I'm writing them back. I would love to work there. But I don't have all my years in yet for the requirement. But I'm writing them anyway so they keep me in mind for the future. I would've been able to work both jobs, too.
Dang.
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