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2005 11 September :: 3.17pm
My boobs are bigger! Yay!
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2005 8 September :: 8.35pm
The Nordyke-Greggs Syndrome
This is the paper I wrote for my Inquiry and Expression class. All it had to be was a personal narrative.
I wrote about my father going into the hospital last summer.
I cried while I was writing some of it.
I was kind of mean in my descriptions of some people but I was in a fowl mood. I'm sorry.
It's six pages long so you don't have to actually read it.
Read more..
I love you all.
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2005 8 September :: 5.01pm
I really hate when my browser begins to wig out like this.
Mozilla decided to be mean. Anything I typed into the little google add-on or the address bar typed backwards. Since I couldn't really search for the problem that way, I just closed it out, opened it back up, and now my bookmarks are all gone.
And I'm scanning the computer with three different programs because that is never a good sign.
I love you all.
P.S. I promise I'll have a full school update this weekend.
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2005 7 September :: 3.28pm
Car getting fixed tonight, possibly moving out tomorrow. Still poor, still wanting more, but I've never felt such a reassuring contentment.
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2005 6 September :: 8.05pm
Anyone know German, Katie?
His handwriting is awful but this is what I could see:
Ich habe Ihr gehelfen, und Ich liebe die zeit Ich setz und denke uber sie, Ich weiß sie ist zu nett, zu gut, und zu hubsch für mir. Mein lieb bracht sie nicht sie kann lieb aus einen grossen mann haben, Ich bin nur schlect für Ihr.
I put in the accents where they actually worked, everywhere else, I just got a question mark. Like on uber. ü ber ﲾr. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't. Yeah, so if you could, what the heck does that say?
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2005 2 September :: 8.04pm
I'm not dead. To the max.
I can be reached more reliably on AIM with the SNs:
Lithaladhwen
alias pending
Mekta Satak Kai
That is, you know. If someone needs something.
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2005 2 September :: 8.04pm
I'm not dead. To the max.
I can be reached more reliably on AIM with the SNs:
Lithaladhwen
alias pending
Mekta Satak Kai
That is, you know. If someone needs something.
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2005 1 September :: 10.38pm
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2005 30 August :: 8.39pm
September is a big band month.
Switchfoot's new CD comes out on the 13th.
Socialburn's new CD comes out on the 27th. (I'm glad they still sound like Socialburn. Even when they got a new record company. I don't think I can take another Eisley transformation.)
Our Lady Peace's CD came out today.
The Arcade Fire is going to be on David Letterman on the 14th.
Deerhoof's new album's coming out on October 11th so maybe it's just a fall thing.
I'm really excited for Socialburn's CD. Actually, I'm really excited for both Socialburn and Switchfoot. And Deerhoof.
The Books changed their site around. I like it.
I love you all.
P.S. Wouldn't it be nice if The Cranberries weren't "taking a break" or The Smiths were still together? Sigh.
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2005 30 August :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Million Things by Cloud Cult
Life is awesome. College is awesome. Here is a song for you lazy folks now that you're back in school.
I love you all. Cloud Cult rocks. They have a sad backstory though.
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P.S. I know my icon is awful. It's a placeholder until I find something less tacky. Plus it just makes me laugh.
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2005 29 August :: 7.20pm
:: Music: Emo raido station
This weekend was purdy good if you were wondering...
Friday i only had one class :) then i just took care of some stuff i'd been meaning to do, and worked a wee bit and then went hot tubbin with that kid...
Then saturday i partied hard with Elisa when we went to visit david at school and couldnt find him cuz he went home so we just went to this random frat party...lol funny joke...yeah i compleatly convinced matt that all of that was true, david came home for real and the 3 of us hung out for a while, but yeah i was joking around with matt cuz he was with ben and asked where i was and somehow he believed me...then david went over to his house, we thought for sure he'd figure it out but he just said hey jill davids over...so i said ha! thats why we couldnt find him. He kept thinking it was weird that i left the state and didnt tell him...hehe. then i walked into his house and just stood there. it was so funny. yeah but you had to actually be there. yeah...
im listening to yahoo radio, the emo station its sweet... hehe they play jimmy eat world and fall out boy. jill likes. :)
woo theatre class tomorrow! I am not going to tell you how much of a dork i am because you will laugh, because even my mother laughed at me when i told her what i did, so i will keep this to myself now...hehe
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2005 28 August :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Heaven by Lamb
This could be heaven right here on Earth...
I kind of want to see the movie Just Like Heaven for a few reasons.
1. In the theater, the preview had the song Heaven by Lamb in it. And I love Lamb.
2. I'm curious as to how it would end. Like 50 First Dates, there's not really anyway they can end it. She's dead.
3. I'm a sucker for girly movies.
4. Reese Witherspoon is in it.
I love you all.
P.S. I just wrote my first rough draft for my first paper in college!
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2005 28 August :: 4.39pm
It's a big joke at Aquinas that the squirrels are evil. It stems from the fact that any squirrel you come upon will not run away, it just stares you down.
Now I didn't believe this because I hadn't seen any squirrels on campus. But on Wednesday, I was walking back through the woods and there was a squirrel by the path just staring at me. He wouldn't move.
So I guess I believe it.
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2005 28 August :: 3.56pm
Hm. I'm just getting used to this short hair. It's becoming crunch time. I have tomorrow off. I have so much to do. So little time. Money is the #1 problem in my life. I hate money. I need a second job, even a job paying 8 dollars an hour which I know where to get wouldn't provide me enough money to live comfortably. Inflation sucks. Gas sucks. But at least I've got you *points*. You with that thing you do. At least I've got youuuu babbbbbyyyyy.
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2005 27 August :: 11.40pm
im excited because i finally registered for classes. i did things people said i wouldnt. my mum said id never graduate high school. my brother said id never get into college. too bad that i did, eh? so i've found that i can take a language, no matter what it is...its a new language that will help me decode anything i run across. i'm finally done with trying to please them, and that's why i did well last year in school. so i'm happy making myself so by doing things that please me and make me proud. i found someone who has pride in me for at least my excitement and determination for learning language and it seems like ill almost start working for him soon enough. it's like when you normally like a guy and you'll do things simply to impress them, only the things that impress him are also the things that make me happy.
they dont think im responsible at all and that i have no respect for anyone, including myself, which is ironic if you know them. maybe it's because they want me to fill in the gaps that they are too old to complete now. i know i will succeed, because ill allow myself to be let down by me. i think i have a strength a lot of people dont, which i suppose is thinking very highly of myself, but it keeps me going in my head, believing that ill end up alright.
so now, im not all that excited about college at all, although earlier i was so excited just to have the opportunity to learn japanese. i think that it will be great, but i have no desire to prove anything to anyone.
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2005 27 August :: 10.57pm
i dont really have much to update. ill post something i wrote a few days earlier...although am not going to reread it just for authenticity becuase then i probably wouldnt post it.
went to another wedding today...he liked some of the pictures i took....now if only i could learn to focus it right...
nada nuevo con la nino. que triste.
i dont know what to do for my bday. it seems lame to turn eighteen and do nothing fun. like even just with friends. patrice cant on monday cuz of school and everyone has school btu then theres the evening...but why just chill. i wnat to do soemthing but its beginning to look like a lot of nothing.
i also want to do something because im turning eighteen and i dont know if my dad'll take me skydiving but we are going to the race track sometime next week. thats the best thing considering im doing nothing with cigars or porn.
the masks i painted are no longer satisfactory. they're too simple and not original enough. that means ama have to do another one and i have an idea.
ama paint it like the muscles in ones face. i dont know how well it'll work, in fact, im fairly confident it wont...but oh well because no one ever really ahs to see it.
know what sucks about having your bday close is that everytime you get the urge to say "i want..." or "it'd be so great if i had...", you know everyone's tuning in...and youd rather they didnt bother in that case...because its just a spur of the moment and something that'll probably end up in the garbage three weeks from now. besides...that was the whole reason i didnt want to have a party. i hate when people get you stuff cuz you feel like you have to get them something in return...but then theres that curiousity that you'd want to know how inventive people have gotten from last year...or if they were original at all.
oh and the reason i dont like flowers. i found it out. not because neil always got them but because they were so easy to get. they are either the "shit i didnt do something and i need to" last minute...or "i didnt even try" worthless attempt. but no matter. that can stay in here, eh?
g'night. dont spend money on me, kie? my room's messy enough as it is.
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2005 26 August :: 4.18pm
I GAVE BLOOD TODAY!!!
so the government gives grants to families with a lot of medical problems and not a lot of money, especially those with cancer patient children and such. and donors give blood and platelets and marrow and hair to those patients, just as you can give your old clothes to salvation army for people who arent as well off. you pop your kindness on a tax return sheet for the clothes and it gives back, partly so you actually go through with it. it helps so that the people can get jobs and get off of welfare, costing the government less in the long run. so why, if the govenment is giving grants for medical, should blood and other donations not have the same effect? except this is the problem: you can't say $3 worth of blood, $9 hair like you can with pants.
so, ama write a letter to mr. congressman, blajoavich(?), and whomever else passes laws and see what happens. usually, i get ideas like this and dont go through with them but i have nothing else to do right now cuz someone's not responding to my text so ill get right on that.
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2005 25 August :: 10.19pm
Ignore that first part. It's boring.
I don't really feel like taking a shower tonight. And you know what? I can do that because I am a college student and that's what we do. So tomorrow, I will sport a jaunty chapeau to cover up my greasy hair.
Things are settling down. I just need a JOB and life will be doubleplusgood. As compared to the plusgood it is now. Hardy har har.
If you feel like it, here are pictures from orientation. I'm not in any of those. Well, I'm in the Q.
Aquinas is so beautiful. You guys should just come with me and we'll walk around.
I love you all.
P.S. Nick = the best. Just in case you didn't know.
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2005 25 August :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: upset
Didn't get the job.
Whatever.
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2005 24 August :: 9.18pm
I can never be sick from school EVER AGAIN
My mommy got an old-fashioned lawn mower. You know. The kind you push and the blades rotate and it makes you wonder how it cuts grass.
I don't know why but I've always wanted one. She said it was because the other one is too hard to push and get out. She also said that the riding lawn mower was too much of a hassle and missed too many spots.
She's lucky my dad's the lawn and garden buyer. Or maybe that's why she asks, because she knows she can get it.
Either way, it does cut grass. It cuts grass really well. So well, in fact, that I might volunteer to cut the grass.
However, Mom tested it out on the front yard and it did nothing to improve the looks at all. It's just as ugly, if not more so. We have this fungus in the middle of the yard in the shape of the letter c. Weeds and crabgrass cover every other part of the yard. (Except for where it touches the neighbor's yard and his fertilizer was inadvertently spread upon some of our yard. I wouldn't be surprised if it was on purpose, as some kind of hint. "Look at how beautiful your yard can be!" If it was, sorry, guy, our well is broken and we can't water the yard. Nice suggestion though.)
I read the funniest thing yesterday. I was reading 1984 because I love those kinds of books. Someone was talking and it said they spoke "parenthetically" but the sentence they spoke was in parentheses. Most awesome thing ever. Oh, George Orwell, you slay me!
School's going fine, by the way. I'll speak more on the subject when I have time to sit down and let it all sink in.
For now, I'm off to read my Nancy Drew book. Number 32 and only cost me a dollar. I'm a sucker for Nancy Drew. You can blame my aunt Patty for that.
I love you all.
P.S. George Orwell (or shall I call him Eric Arthur Blair?) was fugly. Seriously. That had better just be a very bad picture of him (is that a mustache? If not, what is it?) because I don't know how I can love that man anymore. I'm kidding. He could be a 1000-pound woman and I'd still love him. (Not that way, Nick.)
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2005 21 August :: 9.46pm
Oh and I don't know if I mentioned this or not but I have an interview tomorrow at 9:30 for a job at the Aquinas library.
I'm pretty sure I'll get it. I was the first person to respond.
I love you all.
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2005 21 August :: 9.00pm
So I have my first math class on Tuesday. And I can't find my calculator.
I found my black sharpie (I noticed it was missing this morning), my copy of Le Petit Prince (which has been missing since our Mardi Gras project for French class. It was in the box with supplies that I took to school.) and this gold glitter thing that is involved in another story that proves I'm insane.
But no calculator. I figure I've got a while to find it. I only have math on Tuesdays and Fridays and I probably won't need it the first day.
Stressing out about it isn't helping either.
I love you all.
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2005 21 August :: 10.35am
I start college tomorrow at eight o'clock.
Wow.
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2005 18 August :: 8.33am
pointless rant
So...tired...
I want to sleep in but I can't. Maybe Wednesday I'll be able to.
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2005 17 August :: 10.12pm
I wish i didnt have to play the other people liking my boyfriend game...but i guess thats just life. ill get used to it.
speaking of my boyfriend...he has friends, and they talk to him, and sometimes when my "friends" talk to him while he's at work, they tell my boyfriend about it...thanks guys...thanks a lot...
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2005 17 August :: 6.39pm
Tomorrow starts my three-day orientation at Aquinas.
Thursday, I'll go with my parents at around noon and do some things. They'll leave at 7 and I'll be stuck having to socialize. I can't believe I got into an unsocialble funk this close to school starting.
Friday, I'll get there at SEVEN THIRTY IN THE MORNING and do some more stuff UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I wonder if they realize that we're starting school soon.
Saturday, I don't have to be there until 11ish and I only have to stick around until 10 or so.
What sucks is the fact that, after orientation, I can't really hang out with anyone. I need to get to sleep at a reasonable hour and all that jazz. Anyway, Orientation information is here, if you're bored.
I start school on Monday!
I'm excited except for the fact that I spaced my classes out weirdly and I gave myself an early class. I'm not smart. Hopefully it won't be too bad.
Plus, I don't have a car so I'll be driving my mom's van until I get my own car. It's going to suck. I'm not even on the insurance yet and I start school on Monday. Maybe I can stay over at Nick's occasionally. He's only about two miles away from school.
I hope everyone's doing okay. I miss you already. E-mail me your addresses and jazz so I can send you letters.
I love you all.
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2005 17 August :: 6.13pm
Remember that hot girl I met at Aquinas?
Behold and beware for her hotness is blindingly so!
Too bad she's interested in men. Hee.
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2005 17 August :: 1.20am
The Brawl.
So, the brawl. About 6pm some kids pulled up to Mitch's house looking for a party. We knew one was going on down the street with drugs and booze. Later, they came back after everyone left and as I was leaving. There were 4 in the car and two hanging on the moonroof. Five males and one female.
Mitch told me to get out of my car, so I stopped my engine and stepped out and walked up next to him. Mitch told them to leave and one got off the roof and got up in his face. The guy talked a bunch of shit and ripped Mitch's shirt, then punched him in the face. Mitch swung out and shattered a lawn light in the kids chest. All hell broke loose.
At first all five guys went after Mitch, and I ran forward. One turned around and swung at me, I moved. All of them were drunk as hell, most had beer on their breath and in their hands. Mitch landed a few and took another one in the face.
The one that came after me went to shove me and I grabbed his arm and kicked his feet out from under him. I ran behind their car to get a license plate and got nailed in the chest. I looked over and saw a kid swing at Mitch with a pipe and clip his hand.
Mitch's dad came out and nailed a kid in the back of the head with his copper cored cane. They all got in the car and drove away yelling that they were coming back with guns. Beth called the cops and Mitch ran upstairs and started breaking out a shotgun.
Beth was shaking so hard so she handed me the phone. I told them the vehicle description, and everything. About 6 Kent boys rolled in 3 minutes later.
Yeah...now shit still hasn't ended. I'm talking to someone who knows them and they keep calling her and telling her they're heading over there with shotguns and shit. I can't sleep until I know my friend is safe.
I am left with a better impression of Mitch. He never fell once, despite four guys, one with a pipe. I mean wow. Big Bear, he's iron tough mother fucker. My chest hurts, and my backis all sore from the adrenaline tensing me up. I've never felt that much adrenaline before.
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