:: 2005 13 December :: 3.41 pm

Oh my! I am so excited. I just had a really good idea. I'm hanging out w/Becca after class tonight. I am going to get something stupendous. I just finished my menu project and it was kind of nerve-racking. I really am excited about getting a new phone. Even though I don't need one. And I just got one a little while ago... Maybe I won't get a new phone. I'll have to look at Randi's a little more. I'm gonna see my boy tomorrow! YAY!
AND
I saw JENNA!!! hehehe :-)
Some guy is playing Usher on his phone down the hall...... uhhhh.
Well I'm gonna go get some subway because I'm just standin here in the hall. I have my Bus. Eng. Final tonight!!!!! AHHH

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:: 2005 12 December :: 10.53 pm

Forget it then.
Just forget it.
You liar.

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:: 2005 9 December :: 10.06 am
:: Music: Bright Eyes- Gold Mine Gutted

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:: 2005 7 December :: 11.27 pm
:: Music: Beck- New Pollution

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:: 2005 6 December :: 12.05 am

Oh yeah. I forgot. My job is pretty awesome. I found out some stuff tonight. I don't watch harry potter but I guess we did a huge banquet for some people involved w/it and for all of you who do watch it, harry potter 5 comes out in june 2007 i think. you may have already known that. whatever. And, this girl i work w/went to the bishop of GR's house tonight. She goes there every week because we do a party for him every week. Theres some interesting stuff about that. I think it's cool.

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:: 2005 5 December :: 11.49 pm

AHHHH
Work went well today. I'll post a pic of some stuff we make. Sometime. Sometime soon. I need to go to sleep. I barely did any homework lately because work has been so busy. Here are some platters that were done today. Jose did the awesome salmon platter and I worked on the little olive one. Which wasn't that hard but still fun. I did a ton of dessert trays yesterday. One was for 450.

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:: 2005 4 December :: 11.24 pm

Hmm...Let's see...
Not going to class tomorrow. Weekend has been going crazy fast.
Friday after class I worked all night. Spent the night at Char's.
Saturday I worked from 2-midnight. Went to Fredrick Meijer Gardens and did a banquet for 180 there. Went back to Applause to unload trucks and such. After work I went to Char's and we ate a little food and I got home around 1:30. Then I went to bed around 2. Got up for work this morning around 6:30am. Worked all day till 3. Went to Charlie's and hung out. And now I'm back home. I am not going to class tomorrow because I need to try to do stuff for finals. I have to work tomorrow and I probably won't be getting out until late, there are at least 7 parties going on. Ugh. It's okay though. Not getting enough sleep is not okay though. Hmmm.
Well Charlie and I have some news but I'm not supposed to say anything yet. Until . .. Nevermind I said too much! Oh well.
Pepsi is good.

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:: 2005 1 December :: 11.38 pm

Oh my gosh. Today was so crappy! I was freaking out about getting our project done. We finally finished it but were late for class. OH WELL. I was goin' crazy. Just a crappy crappy day.
I saw Jenna! haha :-) That was cool!
I hung out with the girls last night after work. So tired but we talked a lot and it was nice. I hung out w/Charlie today and that was really nice too. We went to Panera and stuff.
I think it's really happening this time, NO F'ing joke. For real.
Anyway, g'night!

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:: 2005 30 November :: 11.41 pm

Work was interesting today. After class I went to Applause and we had a huge party for like 390 or something. Fun fun. I made 900 bread-rounds and some bruscetta. I'm so good. Haha. I was just really enjoying how awesome it feels to work hard. Sometimes. haha. But I mean, first semester is almost done, and I love my class. The difference between other classes and culinary classes is you form a family. We're so close. And it's almost done. We've always got each other's backs. It's cool. I sound like a dork though I'm sure. But I love it. And today, it was nice getting all that food out and getting complements and knowing you did well. Even though I burned the fuck out of my arm. It hurts. Bad. It's not a huge burn though. But anyway, works going to be super busy the next few weeks.
As for other things, still have no clue. Wish I knew. I don't want to just assume it's not happenin'... But I've been havin' addictions to cola. Which is strange, I haven't drank pop in a while, and now all I want is diet pepsi.
eHHHHHH
g'night.

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:: 2005 29 November :: 12.22 am

I definitely should be asleep right now. But no. I got some really yummy shampoo last night with Becca now my hair smells wonderful! I love Biolage. mmm. Sorry...
Anyway, trying to get classes at cc sucks so bad. grrr. So many annoying customers today. "Can I have a kaiser roll, just a kaiser roll."
Me thinking : WE DON'T SELL THOSE JUST ORDER FOOD DAMMIT
"You're out of a lot of stuff. Grr. Well. WHINE WHINE WHINE"
Me thinking: Yeah, you came a half hour before we close. Get over it. We're a class, we're learning.
"Can we split the payment on two cards"
Me thinking: GO DIE!!!!
Ha j/k
But seriously, ANNOYING. Oh yeah, it was funny. A couple guys walked in and they go: "We'd like 2 double cheeseburgers"
Me: "Dubble Cheeeese buurgers???" (confused look)
Them: "Oh, we're not in McDonalds! hahaha"
I made the most out of all three registers though, that was cool. $429
Holy crap I have to get to sleep.

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:: 2005 28 November :: 2.58 pm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Whoo. I'm tired. It was kind of fun being a cashier although everyone was crazy today.

I don't know what to do anymore.

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:: 2005 27 November :: 4.20 pm

I don't know what to do. I am scared.


Thanksgiving went well. It was nice to see my family and Charlie's family. Friday I went to work all day. There was a wedding in-house that spent SOOO much on food. (They ordered 3 chef-attended stations and a chocolate fountain. Each station costs $900, the fountain costs $5 each person!)
So it was a pretty interesting day.
After work Char and I went to Rivertown. Then I spent the night there. We watched Home Alone. hahaha :-) and Guess Who. Saturday we went shopping and stuff. Then at night we saw the lights @ 5/3 ballpark w/Lissa, Cory, and the baby.

Goin to dinner w/Becca tonight YAYAYAYYA :-D

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:: 2005 23 November :: 11.01 am

I am excited to see my family. Yay! Tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's then I'm going to Char's grandma's :-) YAY
Yesterday was so long. I was so tired. Holy crap. Then I hung out with Charlie and we ate some pie. hahaha.

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:: 2005 22 November :: 12.07 am
:: Music: Division of Laura Lee

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:: 2005 22 November :: 12.00 am

I love... music.
Love will tear us apart...
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A house of cards, a supple heart, is not a place to dwell. Now you have your cake, don't hesitate. C'mon just do it, c'mon just do it. Put it in your mouth, there is only now. Tomorrow has to wait. But know there's
No Backing out
This is going to be, reality, you can never dream and doubt.
I have no way of telling the two apart.
Well I made amends in the general sense
But the devils in the details. And I know the cards. And I want to stop
But I can't do it, I just can't do it. There was love i meant. There were accidents. So tell me which is which. Cause I just CAN'T WORK IT OUT. But for memory and for clarity, we had better write it down. I have no way of knowing the truth with timed results. . .I put the past into the ground, I saw the future as a cloud. If theres no time to turn around, I'm going to. It's just one day I fell asleep, and now all day and night I dream, I'm the first one I decieved. If I can make myself believe. The rest, is easy.

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