We Are The Few

:: 2004 17 December :: 8.14am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: trick daddy-let's go

TODAY IS JINXIE'S BIRTHDAY! LEAVE HIM SOME LOVE! =DDDDDD

...to school now...<3 y'all. i had BETTER come back to some kitty birthday wishes (: late or not he deserves them...lol

7 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2004 17 December :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: Emo
:: Music: Amy Lee- You

I are teh emo poet.
Since the other day
When I saw your radiant face,
My life has been in haze;
Obscured by your grace.

You make me feel like nothing is wrong;
You brighten up my days,
Like the harmony of a beautiful song
Singing out in wonderous praise.

I wish all my days
Could be spent like this-
When my smiles aren't faked;
When I'm in a state of bliss.

I haven't known you long,
But it feels like forever.
I can always tell you what's wrong.
Lie to you, I would never.

You have your little flaws,
Your addictions- they kill me,
But when I'm with you, they seem so small;
They're just so difficult to see.

I just want you to know,
That no matter what we go through
I'll never let go,
I'll always be here for you.

[/emo]

Goodnight, bitches.

PS- School dances suck. I wish I was black.

:: 2004 17 December :: 5.10pm
:: Music: Disturbed- Down with the Sickness

For the love of God, and all things holy... MY ANUS IS BLEEDING!
Well, I have to say, I smiled more last night, then all the times put together in the past two weeks.

John and Randy have got to be the funniest people I know. I wish I could hang out with them more often.

I absolutely love these guys... It was great. John's frickin' crazy. A fake cow "gave him head", and he humped a giant nutcracker sign... Oh, and he made out with the Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas sign. XD Oh yeah!! And, I can't forget... He put his ass on the Abercrombie window.... :D

*points at sausage and laughs*
..Oh, and we mustn't forget..
*throws pack of M&Ms at some lady*
"I peed in your sink"

...And John... Wasn't it great walking out of the bathroom talking really loudly about your penis, to notice there's some lady with little kids right outside of the door?

Randy with his giant gumball... XD

But... about today. It was pretty good. Fraylor was at my break :)

Marcus, Jesse, and Fraylor aren't going to the dance with me anymore. ; ; (Fraylor might, actually...)

How about I'm going to beat the shit out of this dumbfuck? Tim pisses me off so bad, and has ever since elementary school... and today, he gets off calling me and Fraylor posers! (He had a messanger tell us this...) And when we got in his face about it, he was like "I didn't call you a poser, Freddie!

Tim, you're the one wearing about $200 worth of HotTopic clothes daily, talking about how you have money problems and how bad your life is...

You're the one wearing a fucking $75 trenchcoat that I got for about $20... (Yes, it's a girl's trenchcoat.)

..Talking about how you had it for 2 years. Bullshit. :)

I go now. Aisha Waisha is coming over. =D

ImUgly

:: 2004 17 December :: 3.03pm
:: Music: shiny happy people(rem)

take it now. right now.
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:: 2004 16 December :: 9.12pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: the killers-mr. brightside...AGAIN

hot damn! this morning in math--wait--first of all...I SLEPT IN MY OWN FREAKING ROOM LAST NIGHT! YAY! my room was "warm" to where i could manage to sleep for 20 minutes at a time...lol...anyhoo...my insulation was completely finished and now it's suuuuuuuuper warm and cozy. lol, now annette can stay and won't have to wear her winter jacket to bed! haha! so, anyhoo. back to this morning.

...in math class, i started freaking out and wrote a disgruntled ((i like that big word, don't you? lol)) note to annette about how SOMEBODY STOLE MY CD! THE KILLERS! RAWWWWWR! so i was cussing and freaking out and everything and telling her about when i discovered it was gone...bah...i was so pissed...anyhoo...soooo enough of that.

well...blah, blah, blah, i went to my locker after mr. shamdoof's class before lunch...talked to joe and accidentally slipped to him that annette likes evan...whoops, screwed up there...lol...anyhoo...lunch!...the best thing that happened THERE was that as annette and i were buying candygrams, jon decided to show up....ahhhhhh...melt....oooh....lol...anywayyyyyyyys. so i went to german and then went to my locker talked to joe some more and then went to biology...had a benchmark which i 100% know that i got a 90% or higher ((i get all smart in that class...weird, huh?))...then i went back to my locker, got my shit, and walked to netty's locker...yeaaaaaaah, i have a new route!!! i'm gonna go to HER locker from now on, THEN to band. #1--it's quicker. #2--nick ALWAYS goes that way for his last mod class! well, i saw him, but had to look twice to recognize nick...:'( so i missed him...but TOMORROW i won't! tehe! anyhoo. ((i'm starting to overuse that word...it's annoying my own self!))

...so during band. not much. just that i handed out k's cellphone number and people in my class started calling him during class. funny shit. yeaaaaah. ((i'm overusing that too!)) ...so band was over la da da...and then as i got to the trophy cabinets waiting with annette, we decided to go to the outlets! so to make a long story short. we got my mom-told her-we went to annette's track meet thing-i waited for an hour and a half for her to get her pictures-she put on some normal clothes-we went to the outlets.

...in the locker room, waiting for annette to get into her uniform, i "re-met" emily garren who went to maugansville with me when i was there. and then i found out that she likes nick!!!!

STUPID MOTHER FUCKER HOE! SLUT BAG! YOU CAN'T FUCKING HAVE HIM! FEEL MY WRATH! MWAAAAAA HA FUCKING HA! I'LL HAVE YOUR THROAT YOU LITTLE WHORE! YOU HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND! STAY WITH HIM AND LEAVE MY MAN ALONE YOU DOUCHE!

yeah. anger. sorry. i'm really really really in love with nick ((he just can't see it...hah)). anyhoo. he posed all freaky for the wrestling pictures/camera. in fact, he BROKE the camera. AWWW! poor nicky-poo. :'( so. anyways. um. yeah.

...so annette and i went to the outlets. the end. i don't want to make this entry too long...so people will actually READ it! ...so...next time...until next time. yup. i'll make sure to include our funny little stories from the outlets. omg. funny funny FUNNY shit. so make sure to check back. hehehehe.

:: 2004 15 December :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: taking back sunday-decade under the influence

MORE QUIZZES! uh-oh. [make sure you read my journal from mid-up]

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	Never
Last Alcoholic Drink:	@ Seacrets in OC...early July
Last Car Ride:	About an hour ago
Last Kiss:	Like a boyfriend-girlfriend? Never.
Last Good Cry:	Umm...
Last Library Book:	Haha
Last book bought:	HAHA
Last Book Read:	Pffft
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	I...don't remember
Last Movie Rented:	The Bogus Witch Project
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	Damn
Last Beverage Drank:	Sobe-Nirvana
Last Food Consumed:	Longhorn Cheese
Last Crush:	NICK
Last Phone Call:	To Annette about the Breehls...about an hour and a half ago
Last TV Show Watched:	The Simpsons..yesterday
Last Time Showered:	Last night
Last Shoes Worn:	My Grey/Baby Blue DVS
Last CD Played:	Green Day-American Idiot
Last Item Bought:	The Killers-Hot Fuss ((CD))
Last Download:	Trick Daddy-Let's Go
Last Annoyance:	Claire
Last Disappointment:	Seeing Nick drive away :'(
Last Soda Drank:	Dr Pepper
Last Thing Written:	Nick's schedule
Last Key Used:	The car keys
Last Words Spoken:	"Aww, Nick"
Last Sleep:	Last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Mint Chocolate Chip
Last Chair Sat In:	This chair
Last Webpage Visited:	http://www.woohu.com
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Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 54600 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	Corinne
Birthplace ::	Here
Age ::	14
Age you act ::	Sometimes 5...other times 25
Current location ::	Here
Eye color ::	Hazel
Hair color ::	Dark Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	Righty
Zodiac sign? ::	Leo
Height? ::	5'4"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	Caucasian
Your hair ::	Thick, wavy, dark brown
Your fears ::	Needles, spiders, death/losing someone I love
Your perfect room ::	Orange
What you practically do in a day ::	Sleep-School-Eat-Internet-Eat
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	Damn, hell
Phrases you overuse ::	"Holy Jesus"
Your first thought when you wake up ::	"Is it Friday yet?"
Your greatest accomplishment ::	Talking to Nick
Something you want to do ::	Go out with Nick
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	Burger Kind
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	Christina Aguilera
Chocolate or vanilla ::	Vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::	Nike
Black or white ::	White
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::	Burgers
Egypt or France ::	France
Rock or rap ::	Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	No
Cuss ::	Yes
Sing well ::	No
Sing in the shower ::	Yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	Yes
Believe in yourself ::	No
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	No
Play an instrument ::	Yes
Want to go to college? ::	Yes
Want to get married? ::	Yes
Want to have children? ::	Yes--but only if it's with Nick
Think you're a health freak? ::	Sometimes
Get along with your parents ::	Kinda
Get along with your siblings? ::	No
Think you're popular ::	Maybe
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	Yes
Drank alchohal ::	Maybe
Smoke ::	No
Get high ::	No
Done any drugs ::	No
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	Yes
Been on stage ::	Yes
Gone skinny dipping ::	No
Been dumped ::	No
Dyed your hair ::	Yes
Stolen anything ::	Yes
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	Annette/Sapphire/Me
Loudest ::	Annette/Sapphire/Me
Most shy ::	Jessy
Blondest ::	TIED between me, Annette, and Hannah...LOL
Smartest ::	Annette...but Nick beats her hehe :) ...but we're not like best friends or anything sigh
Kindest ::	Jessy
Best personality ::	Umm
Most talented ::	Victoria
Best singer ::	Jessy
Most ghetto ::	Joe
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	ME ME ME ME ME
Pain in the ass ::	Me
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	Jon...for sleeping with Amy ((I would've done him...it's a shame )':...))
Funniest ::	Annette
Best person for advice ::	Jessy
Dependable ::	Jessy
Trustworthy ::	Jessy
Druggie ::	Leah ((MWAHA...since you think Nick sells drugs...he DOESN'T fyi!))
Most likely to end up in jail ::	...M or L
Person you've known the longest ::	Jessy
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	Dunno
Last nightmare ::	Dunno
Car ride ::	An hour ago-stalking Nick
Last time you cried ::	A few days ago-over Nick
Last movie seen ::	Who knows
Last movie rented ::	Umm
Last book read ::	Umm
Last word said ::	Aww-about Nick
Last curse word said ::	Damn-about Jon
Last time you laugh ::	Just now-over something dumb
Last phone call ::	An hour and a half ago-to Annette
Last CD played ::	The Killers-Hot Fuss
Last song you listened to ::	Taking Back Sunday-Decade Under the Influence
Last annoyance ::	Claire
Last IM ::	Annette
Last weird encounter ::	Talking to Dan about Claire
Last person you hugged ::	Who knows
Last person you yelled at ::	Probably either my mom or Annette
Last time you wore a skirt ::	Last week
Last time you've been evil ::	HAHA...always
Sarcastic? ::	Always
Last time you fought with your parents ::	Probably not too long ago
Last time you wished upon a star ::	It never works...I give up :'(
Played Truth or Dare ::	Forever ago
Spent quality time alone ::	Now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	Yes
Do you feel lonely ::	Yes
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	No
How about egging someone's house ::	No
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	Huh?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	No
Yo Momma ::	...so dumb that she stared at the Orange Juice carton for an hour because it said "Concentrate"
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	Yes
What do you think of George Bush? ::	Love
Any secret fetishes? ::	Yes
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	No
How many languages do you speak? ::	About 3
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	Yes
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	Yes
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Created by xfallingforyoux and taken 48310 times on bzoink!
ABOUT YOU
Your full name:	Corinne
Age:	14
Height:	5'4"
Natural hair colour:	Dark Brown
Eye colour:	Hazel
Number of siblings:	0
Glasses/contacts?:	No
Piercings:	No
Tattoos:	No
Braces?:	Yes
FAVOURITE
Colour:	Orange
Band:	Green Day
Song:	Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Stuffed animal:	Swizzle my Giraffe
Video game:	Tony Hawk Underground ((1 & 2))
TV show:	The OC
Movie:	Mean Girls
Book:	Dunno
Food:	ANYTHING Italian or German
Game on a cell phone:	Tetris
CD cover:	Umm
Flower:	Rose
Scent:	Clean Linen/Dryer Sheets
Animal:	Giraffe
Comic book:	Dunno
Cereal:	Lucky Charms
Website:	Neopets/Woohu
Cartoon:	Dunno
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:	Yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:	No
Like to sing?:	No
Have a job?:	No
Have a cell phone?:	Yes
Like to play sports?:	Yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	No
Have a crush on someone?:	Yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:	No
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:	Yes-But only @ my Dad's
Have any special talents/skills?:	Yes
Excercise daily?:	Yes
Like school?:	Yes
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:	Yes
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:	Yes
Speak any other languages?:	Yes
Go a day without food?:	No
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:	No
Read music, not just tabs?:	Yes
Roll your tongue?:	No
Eat a whole pizza?:	Yes
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:	No
Cried to get out of trouble?:	Yes
Gotten lost in your city?:	Yes
Seen a shooting star?:	Screw it
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:	Soon
Had a serious surgery?:	No
Stolen something important to someone else?:	Yes
Solved a rubiks cube?:	Yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:	Yes
Cried over a girl?:	Yes...as friends
Cried over a boy?:	Yes--always over Nick :(
Kissed a random stranger?:	No
Hugged a random stranger?:	Yes
Been in a fist fight?:	No
Been arrested?:	No
Done drugs?:	No
Had alcohol?:	Yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:	Yes
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:	Yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:	Yes
Swore at your parents?:	Yes
Been to warped tour?:	Yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:	Yes
Been in love?:	Yes
Been close to love?:	Yes
Been to a casino?:	Yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?:	No
Broken a bone?:	Yes
Gotten stitches?:	No
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:	Yes
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:	Yes
Made homemade muffins?:	Yes
Bitten someone?:	Yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:	No
More than 5 times?:	No
Been to niagra falls?:	No
Burped in someones face?:	Yes
Gotten the chicken pox?:	Yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:	This Morning
Went to the bathroom:	During Band
Saw a movie in theaters:	Who knows
Read a book:	Who knows
Had a snow day:	Last year
Had a party:	A while ago
Had a slumber party:	A while ago
Made fun of someone:	Today
Tripped in front of someone:	Today
Went to the grocery store:	Today
Got sick:	Last week
Cursed:	A few minutes ago
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:	Fruit
Black/white:	White
Lights on/lights off:	Off
TV/movie:	Movie
Car/truck:	Car
Body spray/lotion:	Spray
Cash/check:	Cash
Pillows/blankets:	Pillows
Headache/stomach ache:	Stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:	Paint
Chinese food/mexican food:	Chinese
Summer/winter:	Winter
Snow/rain:	Snow
Fog/misty:	Misty
Rock/rap:	Rock
Meat/vegetarian:	Meat
Boy/girl:	Boy
Chocolate/vanilla:	Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:	Icing
Cake/pie:	Both
French toast/french fries:	Fries
Strawberries/blueberries:	Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:	Pool
Hugs/kisses:	Hugs
Cookies/muffins:	Cookies
p33n/bewbz:	p33n
Wallet/pocket:	Pocket
Window/door:	Windor
Emo/goth:	Emo
Pink/purple:	Pink
Cat/dog:	Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:	Short
Pants/shorts:	Pants
Winter break/spring break:	Winter
Spring/autumn:	Autumun
Clouds/clear sky:	Clouds
Moon/mars:	Moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:	A lot
What are their names?:	Annette, Hannah, Tricia, Jessy, Leah, Victoria, Maegan, Lauren, Nick, Joe, Sapphire, Brittany, Brooke, Jon, Rose, Emily, Monica, and loads more..
Do you have a best friend?:	Yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:	Yes--Nick (: FOR 3 YEARS!
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:	Girl
Have you ever lost a friend?:	Yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:	Yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:	Holy Jesus/How do you get to the Ghetto, and loads more...
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:	Yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:	I'm not nice
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:	A lot...given me answers, helped me, lol...
Do you miss any of your old friends?:	Yes
What friend have you known the longest?:	Jessy
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:	Yes
If so, what is it?:	Umm
How often do you spend time with your friends?:	All of the time
Do any of your friends drive?:	Yes...Rose, Monica, Jon, & *Nick*
Has a friend of yours ever died?:	No
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:	I'm always dumb
What do you think your friends think of you?:	I'm crazy, insane, funny, stupid, and a true blonde underneath
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:	Yes
If you have, with who?:	Nick
Are you single?:	Yes
Are you in a relationship?:	No
If so, for how long?:	N/A
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:	Maybe
What is your idea of the best date?:	Dinner & Movie with cuddling (:
What was your first kiss like?:	Never had one...lol
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:	N/A
Do you think love is a load of shit?:	Perhaps
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:	Nothing ): Poor me I'm deprived
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:	No
Have you ever been dumped?:	No
Have you ever dumped someone?:	No
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:	Nothing...lmao
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:	Feet
Hat:	Beanie
Hard:	Head
Free:	Space
Space:	Stars
Taste:	Yummy
Good charlotte:	"Punk"
Red:	Blood
Deep:	Ocean
Heart:	Broken
Cord:	Plug
Cheese:	Mouse
Rain:	Spring
Work:	Boring
Pedal:	Bike
Head:	Brain
Bed:	Sleep
Fluff:	Pillow
Hardcore:	Music
Race:	Horse
Knife:	Suicide
Jump:	Bungee
I....
am:	cold
want:	Nick
need:	Nick
crave:	Nick
love:	Nick
hate:	Nick
did:	nothing
feel:	lonely
miss:	Nick
am annoyed by:	Claire
would rather:	be with Nick
am tired of:	chasing around Nick
will always:	love Nick
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:	Hard Rock/Metal/Nu-Metal..any rock, really...
What time is it now?:	6:57 pm
What day is it?:	Wednesday
Whens the last time you called someone?:	2 Hours Ago
How much money do you have right now?:	$13
Are you hungry?:	No
Whatcha doin?:	Eating
Do you like parades?:	Sure
Do you like the moon?:	Yeah
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:	Copy and Paste it in my Journal
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:	Yes
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:	To...make Nick fall in love with me
Have you ever had a picnic?:	Yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:	Yes
What about sock em boppers?:	Yes
Are you wearing any socks right now?:	Yes
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:	Yes
pretty?:	Somewhat
sarcastic?:	Yes
lazy?:	Yes
hyper?:	Yes
friendly?:	If I want to be
evil?:	Yes
smart?:	No
strong?:	Somewhat
talented?:	Perhaps
dorky?:	Sure
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:	Stacey
skip:	Kendra
dance:	Leah
lonely:	Me
pen:	Brittany
flower:	Brooke
window:	ANNETTE OMG ((stop knocking down the curtains!!!))
psycho:	Me
brain freeze:	Me
orange:	ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME OMG OMG OMG OMG ME ME ME ME :D ORANGE PWNS YOUR SORRY LIL PUNK ASS!
sassy:	Meeeeeee!
jelly:	You
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:	It depends
love:	Maybe
drunk drivers:	No
airplanes:	Yes
war:	No
canada:	No
united states:	Yes
rock music:	Yes
gay marriage:	No
school:	yes
surveys:	Yes
parents:	YesNoYesNoYesNoYes
cars:	Yes
killing:	No
britney spears:	NO
coffee:	No
pants:	Yes
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:	Already have
Play strip poker?:	Maybe
Run away?:	Yes
Curse at a teacher?:	Yes
Not take a shower for a week?:	No
Ask someone out?:	Yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:	Maybe
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:	Yes
Go scuba diving?:	Yes
Write a book?:	I'm not smart enough
Become a rockstar?:	Yes
Have casual sex?:	No
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:	Pantene Pro-V
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:	Nothing/Never
What kind of computer do you have?:	A shitty one
What grade are you in?:	9th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:	Yes
Or just make out?:	Sure
How many posters do you have in your room?:	1
How many cds do you have?:	A bajillion
What time is it now?:	7:02 pm
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--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:	Blonde
Eye Color:	Brown
(Their)Music Genre Preference:	Rock/Punk/Emo
Height(estimate):	5'2"
Age:	16
Personality Type:	Sweet/Shy/Caring/Loving...hey this all sounds like NICK doesn't it?!?
--This or That--
Older or Younger:	Older
Romantic or Horndog:	Romantic
Smart or Stupid:	Smart
Fat or Skinny:	Skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:	In between...muscular in a good looking way
Punk or Preppy:	In between
The Big Picture or the Little Things:	Little Things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:	Flowers/Candy
Mixtape or Burned CD:	Burned CD
Love or Lust:	Love
Emotional or Just Not:	Emotional
Sincere or Jokester:	Sincere
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:	Ugly and Sweet ((NICK...aww...j/k he's hot & sweet lol))
Sexy or Just "cute":	SEXY baby...lol...j/p
Arse or Abs:	Abs
Hair or Hands:	Both
Dimples or Eyes:	Eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:	Um..
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :	...who gives
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:	Clean lol
Rugged or Prim and Proper:	Prim & Proper
Countryboy or Cityboy	A mix of both
Date alone or With Friends	With friends
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:	Mama's boy...lol
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:	No
Loved a guy because he stalked you:	No
Loved a guy because he hated you:	No
Asked your friend's crush out:	No but I've talked to him
Lead a guy on for kicks:	No
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:	No
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:	No
Lied about not having a boyfriend:	No
Lied about having one:	No
Cheated:	No
Been Cheated on:	No
Had a crush on a gay guy:	OMG NICK...j/k everyone thinks he's gay but he's not, I swear...lol...
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:	...?
Briefs?:	...?
Hat?:	A beanie (:
Skater Shoes?:	Yes
Pimp Shoes?:	No
Band Shirts?:	No
Vintage shirts?:	Yes
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:	No
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:	Huh?
Independent/DC?:	Both
Skavenger/UGP?:	...?
Fox/Thor?:	Fox
Jeans or Shorts?:	Jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:	Perhaps
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:	Probably not
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:	No
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?	No
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:	No
Do looks matter?:	Sometimes
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:	Yes
Does size matter?:	Who cares...really lol
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:	Not always
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:	No LOL
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):	I guess?
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:	No
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:	No
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:	I don't care
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:	Sure
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?	Yes
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?	No
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:	Yes
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:	Dunno
Does this survey suck nuts?	Kinda
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The Perfect Guy
Created by madhatter and taken 7616 times on bzoink!
Hair color?	Blonde
Eye color?	Brown
Height?	5'2"
Six pack?	A little bit lol
Long hair or short?	Long
Glasses?	No
Piercings?	Yes
Eyebrows?	What about them?
Big butt or little?	Lol dunno
Chest hair?	Dunno
Buff or skinny?	In between
Teeth?	Perfectly straight
Section 2
Funny or serious?	Serious
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?	More stay-at-home
Should he be able to bake or cook?	BOTH 'cause I sure don't know squat
Does he have a best friend?	Probably
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?	:-/
Out-going or shy?	Shy
Sarcastic or sincere?	Sincere
Does he love his mother?	Yes
Should he watch chick-flicks?	Probably not...
Would he be a smoker?	No
How about a drinking?	Once in a blue moon
And swearing?	Sure
Would he play with your hair?	Yes
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?	NO
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?	YES...lol...j/k...I'm not that rude
Does he kiss on the first date?	Dunno
Where would you go for dinner?	Somewhere average, lol
Would he buy you flowers?	No
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?	Sure...lol?
Would he write poetry about you?	Yeaaaaaah
Would he use endearments?	Sure
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?	Yes
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?	No..lol
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?	Yes
Would you hold hands?	Yes
Section 3
Does he play soccer?	No
Baseball?	Maybe
Football?	Oooh, sexy
Basketball?	Maybe
Water polo?	No
Golf or something equally boring?	Dunno
Does he surf?	Maybe
Skateboard?	Maybe
Snowboard?	HE BETTER SNOWBOARD, DAMNIT
Can he sing?	Maybe
Play the guitar?	Maybe
Play piano?	Maybe
Play the drums?	Maybe
Can he keep his room clean?	Sure
Is he an artist of sorts?	Perhaps
Does he write his own music?	Maybe
Does he have pets?	Aww, yes, lol
Section 4
Does he use the word dude?	Maybe
How about tight?	No
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?	Yes
What kind of car does he drive?	Um
How old is he?	16
What's his name?	Nick
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Relationships
Created by kristen805 and taken 1 times on bzoink!
who do you love?	Nick
why?	He's sweet...hot...nice...lol
do you think that your really 'in' love?	Yes--and I have been for 3 years, lol
do you love your friends like a brother/sister?	I wouldn't know what it's like
how come?	Read above
do you think that theres enough lust in your relationship?	No
do you have a relationship?	No
do you do it? if no skip to question 11	No
is it enjoyable?	N/A
do both of you enjoy it?	N/A
do you make out in public?	Nope
who's your boyfriend?/girlfriend?	None
who was your first REAL BF/GF?	None
when was your first kiss?	Never
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Are you emo?
Created by pinkspikedbelt and taken 8 times on bzoink!
Do you like...
Taking Back Sunday	Yes
Coheed and Cambria	Yes
Alkaline Trio	Yes
Senses Fail	Yes
Matchbook Romance	Yes
Atreyu	Yes
Have you ever...
cried in public	Yes
did you care about what others thought	Yes
hurt yourself on purpose	Yes
thought about doing drugs	No
written poetry about your feelings	Yes
worn some kind of black makeup	Yes
been heart broken and still miss him/her	Yes
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Your Love :-)
Created by jrrsweetlips and taken 14 times on bzoink!
Basic...
What's your name?	Corinne
How old are you	14
What's your S.O's name?	Nick
How old is your S.O?	16
How long have you known your S.O?	3 years
How long have you and your S.O been a couple?	Never :'(
How did you two meet?	My friend Rose
How far apart do you two live?	10 minutes?
Have you ever met your S.O's family?	Yes
Does your S.O's family like you?	Yes
Has your S.O ever met your family?	Yes
Does your family like your S.O?	Yes
Is it true love or lust?	True love...lol
How long do you think you and your S.O will be together?	Well, I...WISH that we'd be together forever lol
A Few Basics about your S.O...
What color hair does your S.O have?	Blonde
What color eyes does your S.O have?	Brown
How tall is your S.O?	5'2"...shorter than me...lol
What star sign does your S.O have?	Leo
When is your S.O's birthday?	August...something?
What is your S.O's Dad's name?	Um..
What is your S.O's Mom's name?	Missy
If your S.O has any siblings what are their names?	Yes...two SEXY siblings, lol...Jon-18 and Joe-14
Does your S.O have a nickname and if so, what?	...maybe?
Where was your S.O born?	Here, I guess
Where does your S.O reside at now?	The ghetto...LOL
What's your S.O's occupation?	McDonalds? 99% sure LOLLOLLOLLOL
Does your S.O have any piercings?	Yes
Does your S.O have any tattoos?	No
Is your S.O a righty or a lefty?	Righty
Your S.O's Favorites...
Color?	Yellow...I think
Song?	...probably something from Yellowcard or Simple Plan
Food?	...um...
TV Show?	...er...
Subject?	Math-ish stuff
Band?	Yellowcard/Simple Plan
Animal?	...umm
Radio Show?	...er
Movie?	...eeee
Pair of Shoes?	...his sexy Etnies...lol
Cartoon?	...um
Actor?	...eh
Actress?	...ee
Drink?	...er
Holiday?	Christmas
Perfume/ Cologne?	...um
Pizza Topping?	...eek
Jello Flavor?	...errr
Lunchmeat?	...ummm
Card Game?	...la
Video Game?	...la
Website?	...la
Book?	...la
Computer Game?	...la
Cereal?	...la
Number?	...la
Clothing Store?	AE/Pacific Sunwear/Aeropostale
Season?	Winter
Author?	How
Cheese?	Am I
Cookie?	Supposed
Texture?	To
Noise?	Know?
Sport?	Tennis? ...lol
Flower?	...who knows
Music Genre?	Rock/Punk/Emo
Channel?	...er
Place?	...um
Resturant?	...eek
Vacation Spot?	...uhhh
Candy Bar?	...umm
Have you and your S.O...?
Hugged?	When we met (:
Held Hands?	No :'(
Kissed?	No :'(
French Kissed?	No :'(
Made Out?	No :'(
Made Love?	No
Had Sex (yes, there is a difference)?	No
Danced?	No
Fought?	No
Had Deep Conversations?	No
Said "I love you" To One Another...?	No
...And Meant It...?	N/A
Lied To Your S.O?	No
Cheated On Your S.O?	No
Been Mad At Your S.O?	No
Hated Your S.O?	Yes
Firsts...
What was your first date like?	N/A
What was your first kiss like?	N/A
How did it feel when you and your S.O first made love?	N/A
When was the first time you said "I love you" to one another?	N/A
When was the first time you and your S.O fought?	N/A
When was the first time your S.O met your family?	@ A football game...lol
When was the first time you met your S.O's family?	...most of my family knew his before we knew each other
Senses...
What does your S.O look like to you?	Cute
What does it feel like when you kiss your S.O?	N/A
What does their body feel like to you?	N/A
What do their eyes look like to you?	Um
How does your S.O touch you?	I wish...haha
What does your S.O smell like to you?	Creepy...no
What does your S.O taste like to you?	um...lol
What is the most beautiful thing about your S.O?	Everything lol
Thirty Reasons Why You Love Your S.O...
1	Nice hair
2	Nice eyes
3	Nice
4	Cute
5	Sexy
6	Hot older brother
7	Hot younger brother
8	Hot
9	Sweet
10	Caring
11	Loving
12	Shorter than me
13	Blonde hair
14	Skater-ish
15	Surfer-ish
16	...boarder-ish
17	Fun
18	Pleasant
19	Enjoyable
20	What
21	are
22	you
23	talking
24	about?
25	I
26	HATE
27	Nick
28	lol!
29	...<3
30	...I just like him for HIM
Twenty Memories You Have Of Your S.O...	:'(
1	NEVER
2	NEVER
3	NEVER
4	NEVER
5	NEVER
6	NEVER
7	NEVER
8	NEVER
9	NEVER
10	NEVER
11	NEVER
12	NEVER
13	NEVER
14	NEVER
15	NEVER
16	NEVER
17	NEVER
18	NEVER
19	NEVER
20	NEVER
Ten Things Your S.O Does That You Love So Much...
1	He's smart...
2	...funny
3	kind
4	sweet
5	caring
6	he flips his hair
7	he bites his nails
8	he's so "innocent"
9	he has a hot younger brother
10	...and an even hotter older brother
Five Firsts You And Your S.O Had Together...
1	...met...he took my padlock necklace and put it on himself
2	...lost the keys to the necklace
3	...we went to Martin's during the blizzard/10:30pm
4	...threw ice ((from the freezers)) & bread at each other in Martin's
5	...we went sledding together
One Thing You Want Your S.O To Know...
1	THAT I LOVE HIM
Last But Not Least...
What Do You Think About Your S.O?	...he sucks
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The OC Survey
Created by andy and taken 1135 times on bzoink!
The OC Survey
1. Who is your favorite character on the show?	Seth
2. Who is the best actor/actress on the show?	They're all good
3. Do you have a crush on any of the characters?	Seth! LOL
4. Any of the actors/actresses?	Adam Brody...lol
5. Would you want to live in Orange County?	Sure
6. I mean, REALLY? It's so prissy	Who cares?!?
7. Do you like the show?	YES
8. There's so much drama on it, what do you think about that?	It rocks...I live for drama, lol!
9. What do you think will happen next season?	Whatever does happen I'll still watch it
10. Are you obsessed with the OC?	YES
11. Do you plan that day's schedule around the show?	YES
12. Do you REJECT friends just to watch the show?	Yes
13. Do your friends watch it with you?	No
14. What about Seth? Hott, eh?	YEAAAAAH!
15. And Ryan? Woo!	He looks a little aged
16. How about Seth's mom, oh yeah	LOL as if...she's "pretty" for an older woman I guess?
17. Opinions on Summer?	She's really pretty...which is good because almost EVERYONE says I look like her...and loads more say I act like her, lol! ((Not that the second part is good, lol))
18. Opinions on Marissa?	Slut
19. Which character do you absolute HATE	DJ...haha...and Caleb...and LINDSEY I hate her so much stupid hoe
20. Have you seen every episode?	Yes
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...alright, that's enough for now, lol...more later...:D

:: 2004 15 December :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: the killers-mr. brightside

omg...alright...best day ever...lol.

...ok. so...there's a wrestling match today at north. tonight, actually. at 7 pm to be precise. i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally want to go. and annette might go. ANYHOO. so...yeah. now see here. let's start with this morning. wait...yeah, whatever. so this morning...I WAS EARLY! I WENT TO SCHOOL EARLY! EARLY GOD DAMNIT! EARLY! i felt so proud of myself, lol! anyways...so math went by la-da-da...and then came lunch...omg, hillllllllllllllarious time. i said something smelled like b.o. and tricia immediately said: "oh, it might be me! some kid puked today in biology allllll over himself!" first of all...i was about to barf on MY self just imagining it...hehe. anyways...after that...hannah and annette and i all said that we used deodorant today...but we never heard anything like that come out of tricia's mouth! so i was laughing all lunch.

...well, german went by, i actually talked today and got extra credit because i kept answering all of the questions...YAY, go me...anyhoo...so after german i went to my locker, of course.

EVERY day after 2nd mod/my german class, joe comes to his locker for one last time. so every single day since the beginning of the school year he's practically asked me what we do in german each day. well...today, he didn't ask. instead he came a huffin' and a puffin' up to his locker alllllll evil like. he didn't even say hi! i was like. dude. something's wrong. so, i asked him. i was like: "aww, what's wrong joe?" and he stopped what he was doing and turned around and got EVIL with me! pffffffffffft! he was all mean when he told me what happened...turns out he "rolled his ankle on the stairs and then fell in front of everyone and it was soooo embarassing..." i held in my laughter...but of COURSE, sapphire was there and was BUSTING out laughing...so i hit her and was like: "aww, sapphire, that's ignorant!" and joe just walked away...i felt so bad...

...so bad that as soon as he walked away, i fell over and had a laughing seizure! it was a laugh of...both shockedness and sympathy, i guess. i felt so bad for laughing at poor joe but i just really. honestly. could NOT. help it. anyhoo. i went to biology and that was that.

so coming out of biology, i see nick talking to this girl with pink hair...and next thing i know, he flips his wrist/hand and says all gayly: "oh my god, someone behind me stinks!" i just laughed...awwwwwwwwwwwwwww...poor nick...i wuvvvvvvvvvv him...anyways...you have to know the bestest part so let's get to it, shall we?!?

so school let out at 3:30 pm as usual...i waited inside with leah, tricia, maegan, and lauren since it was so cold...and...omg...i died and went to HEAVEN..omg...almost fainted when i was blessed with...

...THE BREEHL BOYS' PRESENCE! ALL THREE OF THE BREEHL'S CAME OUT OF THE CAFETERIA WITH THEIR WRESTLING BAGS! JON WAS WALKING ALL GHETTO-WANNABE, JOE WAS ((as allllllllllways)) WALKING LIKE JON, AND NICK WAS WALKING LIKE...wait...how does nick walk? ANYWAYS, ALL OF THEIR NECKS WERE CROOKED! LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((inside joke with annette...lol!!!!!!!)) as soon as i saw nick i turned my head, probably turned bright red, and didn't say anything...but as joe was passing, i grabbed his arm and pulled him into our "circle" and joked around with him more...lol...i was like: "oh, joe, how's your ankle?" he was like: "oh, it's better, hehehehehe"...gayly...omg...gay voices...ANYWAYS new subject: to the best part!!!!!!!

so i turned SUPER stalker and went to my mom's car...and we got in and i made her drive around the school to st. claires street to see which car they were in...no car to be found :'( :'( :'( so we circled near cafe italia and came back around...and guess what happened?!? here comes jon in his black ford taurus ((hey, i wanna get in it...HEHEHE)) with nick in the front and joe in the back! YES annette, the taurus!!!!! ((about a week ago when we got out an hour early since a water main broke, both nick and joe were standing at the same car by themselves, and then some big black guys came and got in...so annette and i thought it was the wrong car but it WASN'T after all after today...!)) i screamed bloody murder and told my mom to FLOOR it! so we did...and then they turned into the penn ave. meats shopping center...and we turned up into fountainhead...:'( *cry* but i told my mom to circle and go back! so we went back and walked into the candy kitchen so my mom could get a coffee...and walking by, my mom saw them and said: "they're in penn ave. meats!" so we eventually walked in there...nick, so dumb to what's going on in the world didn't see me at first...but joe was like, stalking the aisles looking at me...weird...anyhoo...so my mom picked up chicken salad, cheese, popcorn, and a sobe for me ((no dr pepper!!!!!! waaaa!))...and then we got in line behind jon & nick & joe ((umm, they bought some stuff and this nasty looking steamer that my mom decided to say: "that looks gross! almost like something the dogs would eat!" right in front of them...loser...lol...))...awww...in heaven once more...so anyhoo...nick smiled reaaaaally big at me and said hi...i was so happy! i almost fainted! joe just kept looking and looking...lol. and then we got into the line beside them and jon looked over at me and was all raising his eyebrows and everything...lol...god, so sexy...anyhoo...

...so they left and we left right behind them and as we were pulling out, my mom was going one way and they were going another way...so they came up beside us and joe was in the back, literally no lie breaking his neck smiling like there was no tomorrow...ohhhh, baby...jon looked over for traffic and then looked in, smiling...ohhhhh, double baby...and then...nick...looked in the car and smiled again!! OHHHHHHHHHHHH, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABY!

...so in total i think i died and went to heaven quite a few times today. :)

:: 2004 14 December :: 8.06am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: none

...omg...my room was so cold last night that it felt like a refridgerator...i laid in my bed for about 10 minutes, and as i was laying there...saw ICE on the tops of all of my water bottles and in my fish tank! and my insulation just got finished?!? BULL! THAT IS BS! my room has never been colder. so i had to sleep in the basement...which was comfortable...but inconvenient to wake up.

...well...gotta go to school...ta!

:: 2004 15 December :: 3.25pm

I'm at school. We're doing some career thing. :)

I'm an ASR personality type, haha. ASSER PRIDE!!

Uh, I'm gonna be a singer I suppose...

John Livingstone is going to be a bus driver! Haha!

Today has been so funny. I'll update more later :)

:: 2004 14 December :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: Sick, but well.
:: Music: Phantom of the Opera techno mix ^_^

In sleep he sang to me, in dreams he came.
Another day gone by, and I'm still breathing. I'm hoping to maybe see people this weekend. Maybe get some Christmas shopping done. I have to go with Carly to voice lessons tomorrow, because we're singing in Asheville. -.-; I don't really want to.

Solo/Small Ensamble is coming up. Riel wants me to do a solo, I doubt that will go over too well. Maybe me and a small group can do the Phantom of the Opera song. I either want to do that, or Lullabye. :) Yay.

Had fun in a chat room today. I'm getting really sick, though. And I need to finish my notebook check... and some Science stuff. Haven't done my Math homework, but I'll copy someone's tomorrow...

*sigh* It's been a good day, I guess. I'm still feeling a wee bit down, but oh well. I'll get over it. I'm becoming more and more numb to this stuff. My heart is so callused, I'm beginning to just not care anymore. Really, maybe this is better for me... Those who I choose not to talk to, I will miss terribly, but I'll move on. I'm sure you will, too. It's not like I'm life-changing to any of them. I doubt they'll even notice the lack of conversation between us.

Then there's the few people who I would cease to breath without. My family (though it's somewhat tough at times), Aisha, John, and Keely. There are other people who are very dear to me, but these people are the most important people in my life right now, and I have love for them so deep that it can not compare to anything.

Carly, my sister is just great. I'm so open with her, and we can just be so stupid together. =) She makes living in this house so much more fun!

Aisha, who is hilarious. She seems like a little innocent kid, then she makes comments about ripping Eli's nuts off and feeding them to him... I've only known her for about a year, but it seems like forever. (Over-used line ^_^) ABC's during the hymns, haha!

Keely, my goth godess. Haha, just kidding, dear. We've been through some hard stuff... But we're still tight, although you don't talk to me that much anymore. Maybe we'll be closer again in High School...

John, I haven't known you that long... But I have to say, I can tell you anything. I love you so much, and I hope we stay friends for a very long time. Even though you're pretty far away, I feel so close to you. I don't get to see you much, but you're one of the best friends I've ever had.

And now, I realized that I'm not in a good mood. At all, really.

It's funny how that works.

:: 2004 14 December :: 7.24pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: the killers-jenny was a friend of mine

...yawn yawn yawn...nothing really...=/ just...well...wait...there is a lot of new things...lol!

first off...I GOT MY ETNIES! THEY'RE SOOOOOOO FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except i can't have them until christmas...): -cry- it's so unfair...lol!

secondly...yesterday, nick and i slammed into each other and...omg...it was heaven...lol! like. the next best thing to dating him...or kissing him...or...whatever, you get the point.

and then TODAY...he smiled at me! he as in NICK! lol...i was sooooo happy...the only thing was...well...we all know how he's "trying something new this year" and is doing wrestling? well...the poor baby's chin is soooooooo scratched up and bruised...you can see it from a mile away! lol! i feel so bad...aww. poor nick. ): -sigh-

...on a better note...i got to go pee, finally in band today...hehe...had to go for the past few days in that class and i haven't...lol. well...let's see...oh yeah...i also got my saxophone back!!! i don't think i've ever missed it more...lol. i didn't play for two days and have NEVER experienced such boredom in my life...terrifyingly ((is that a word?)), i've wanted to play it more than ever...and we all know that's creepy.

...yay! i got annette to make a journal on woohu ((visit her by clicking here!)) brownie points for me! haha, sike, just kidding. so, what does that get me, andy? for referring someone? lollollol...kidding again...anyhoo...

...so...i had guard on saturday...that went well...from 4-10pm..pfffft...talk about sore. notice my mood? yeah. sore. from saturday still, and then yesterday aka monday on top of that...haha. on saturday...we mainly did all types of jazz and ballet steps...pleas, releves, and jazz runs ((annette keeps making fun of me for them...haha))...the only bad thing about saturday was, we ran for about half an hour straight through the school and came back, i chugged a big bottle of water within 3 minutes, and then heather was yelling at me to 'suck in my "a's"' when we did releves/jumps...which wasn't too smart on my part because pulling in my abs and my ass ((yes, those are the "a's" as bobby calls them..)) reaaaaaally hurt after chugging like, a gallon of water after sprinting straight for almost EVER...hahaha...so then i went to the bathroom about to barf, and by this time it was about 5:45 pm and the kids from the play were in there...i just went and sat on the counter and listened to them all...pretty interesting shit, lemme tell you...lol...and then boys started like, swarming the girls' bathroom...pretty strange, but hey, it got me out of guard and doing those gay ballet moves so i ended up NOT barfing. yay for me. so i went back and it was about 6:10 pm...and we practiced some more...and then at about 7:30 pm we got a water break and heather secretly ordered us some brother's pizza for dinner with her own money...aww, we love ya heather (: tehe...thanks again, lol...anyhoo...so we had about an hour and a half long break ((shhhhh, don't tell bobby))...and then we practiced again until about 9:55 pm and talked for a while and then we all left around 10:15 pm...lol. it was great. i thought it'd be a living hell and all but it was actually pretty cool.

...so on monday...i went to guard, ended up being late and got a "lecture" from bobby...booo...anyhoo...he talked to us about tardiness and absentness and cellphones...and all that good stuff then he explained that "indoor color guard is really up in your face and during competitions, you'll stand about 5 feet away from the audience and so you need to open up and come out of your shells..." so we all talked to each other and stuff...then we just mainly did jazz runs, point walking, and every other ballet/jazz move out there lol...no flags or anything though ):...anyhoo...

...so this week...school ((yaaaaaaaaaawn)), it's supposed to snow all week ((god bless twc...the weather channel...LOL!)), umm...on friday i have the guard christmas party ((hafta get chips and dip and a present for someone...since i'm their secret santa lol...won't say it so they don't know in case they find this (: ...tehe)) from 6-9 pm at jess's house...then on saturday who knows what i'm doing ((it's supposed to be my cousin's christmas party, but screw that...lol...ghetto people and stuff..um...ew, no...lol...if i went i'd only go for the schnapps and brandy...HAHA)), and on sunday, nothing...i want to go ice skating and/or to the mall and/or bowling this weekend though...I'M NOT WITH MY DAD! sooooo i can actually do something! lol! i'll probably go somewhere with my friends...hehe...maybe i'll grow some balls and call nick and all that good stuff...after all, i'm starting to "come out of my shell" and i'm much more capable of talking and stuff to people i never could before...i swear, guard's changing me into a whole new woman! lol...just playing...but it IS toughening me up a lot more, lol! well...gonna go...i have to e-mail heather and let her know that i'll be at the party on friday...so...see ya! maybe i'll update later...whooooooo knows...wuv ya all (:

imugly

:: 2004 13 December :: 8.50pm
:: Music: this flesh a tomb(atreyu)

stupid, stupid humans!
today, i was at pepe's, and i was like 'chocolate stones.' and then i turned around and mario's face was in my face. and eric was like....really really tall like he always is. then later i was walking my dog and mario pulls up crazy-like, in eric's car w/eric and he's like 'dont tell your mom i was driving.' and then i was like 'i have a present for you' and they were both like 'for me?!' and like they both wanted a present, and looked all cute and whatnot, and i gave it to mario and he like turns around so eric wont see what it is, and hes like 'omg. thank you. its soo cool, eric you cant see it.its mild sauce.' and mario's like so happy hes making a big deal, and erics like 'whats so good about mild sauce?' and marios like 'its mild sauce, eric'. marios like so cool. he always keeps stuff instead of throwing it on the ground like its worth nothing cuz its from me. one time i gave him my oatmeal creme pie wrapper and he kept it.

:: 2004 13 December :: 8.01pm
:: Mood: Fuck.
:: Music: Brand New- The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

Andrew.
Well, yeah. Today was good, up until about 5 mniutes ago.

Graded how we did in the concert for chorus. Made brownies in Mrs. Yeoman's... Went outside for Mrs. Johnson's. Mr. Moore is always lax. Then Mrs. Connor's class was sooo funny. John was just like "pubic hair" right when it got quiet, and Megan goes... "Would you like to tell the teacher what you just said?" and the fire alarm went off. :) Then, in Mrs. Glasgow's, we had a sub. It was great. My class is fucking crazy. I'll probably be in trouble tomorrow, though.

Got home, talked on AIM for a bit, and when I went downstairs to clean the kitchen, Carlos called! We watched SpongeBob, haha. It was great.

Then, we went to dinner at Friday's. There was a weird lady wearing a green boa and reindeer antlers, and a shirt that said "vixen". She was like late 40's-early 50's... it was weird. She kept staring at me, and I kept looking back at her all wide-eyed. Then Carly, Calvin, Eli and my dad left me. So I rode home with mom, and talked to her about how things are going with school and stuff...

Then, I talked to Andrew. I haven't seen him in weeks, and well, I've had quite a few dreams about him lately. So, I told him. And his response was, "Oh, you do realize I'm back with my ex, don't you?" Well, no one had told me this. He completely misinterpreted what I meant about having dreams about him... Ugh, I can't believe him, though. No "I miss you, too" or anything. Just "Me and Blake are together again". I don't like him anymore, but it does hurt. All that time of "I'll never get close to anyone ever again" and "I'm not going to be with another woman all through High School" stuff, and rejecting me because of it... It really kind of made my heart sink. Whatever.

I'm just going to start getting people out of my life. Like Michael- I don;t belive I'll ever speak with him again, unless he iniciates the conversation. Right now, I don't even care about my CDs still being with him. Sure, I thought he was such a great friend, but he's so deceptive... (Michael, if you read this, then talk to me about it. I have alot to point out to you, my friend. There's a 1 to a million chance that you'll read this, though.) ...And Andrew. He just makes no effort to be my friend anymore. I try to start conversations with him, but he just never responds. And he never opened up to me. I spilled my heart to him, and he never told me anything about him.

These people are very special to me, and I will never forget them, nor will they leave my heart. I just can't take being caused so much pain, I really can't. It brings me to tears that I'd just stop talking to them completely, but I've lost all hope. I give up.

Are you fucking happy?

I need to talk to John. Bitch never updates his woohu. Nor does he comment in mine. ;_;

Well, fuck. Time for me to actually get some homework done... =/

ImUgly

:: 2004 13 December :: 7.22pm

im eating gnocchies.
t'morrow is my birthday. im going to gainesville in the morn to get a new bow. its gonna be sweet.

:: 2004 11 December :: 6.41pm

Well... I need to get this down.

For the longest time I thought the taunting had stopped. I really let myself believe that people would just leave me alone about how I look. But, I guess, once again, I was wrong. I mean, I've known people have continually made comments about how I look, but not to my face. Recently it's been pretty bad. Sarcastic comments such as "good looking girls like Dana" have been made directly to me. There are two Dana's in my class, and she's referred to as the "skinny Dana" or, I'm the "ugly Dana". I'm just getting sick of it. Some of them don't even realize that I know they're making fun of me. That's even more of an insult, because that means they also think I am dumb. I can't wait to get out of that fucking Hell hole. I really hate it. Maybe things will be better at Hoggard. I really, really hope so. If not, then I'm not sure what will happen to me.

I really wish I wasn't so sad all the time. Why is it that every night pretty much, I'm either crying, or on the verge of tears?

:: 2004 11 December :: 3.32pm

Well, today I hung out with a bunch of 10-year-olds at an elementary school...

And that's all I have to say.

:: 2004 10 December :: 5.52pm
:: Music: Thrice- Blood clots and black holes.

Wouldn't it be funny if someone fell...
DYLAN'S BACK!! I told you guys, teachers lie all the time.

I sang my solo this morning for the entire 8th grade. It wasn't that good, because I was sooo nervous. But, whatever.

Nothing else good really happened... Until after lunch. We were waiting to get in the trailer for Math, and JT was sitting on the railing, and he fell. XD It was so funny, because, I had just been talking to Megan about how funny it would've been if someone feel.

Pretty good day. Got home. My trenchcoat was here :)

But then, I had a yelling match with my brother. =/ I hate how he thinks he knows more than me. He thinks he's so cool and badass... But I guess we all go through something like that around the age of 10...?

Blah. It looks like I'm not getting a new cell phone anytime soon. (My cell broke. ;_; It was like 5 years old.) Oh well.

I can't wait forever.

:: 2004 9 December :: 9.51pm

Sttillllle nacht
Well, alot of stuff happened today, and I can't really think of it because I'm zoning out...

Well, I read my journal entry from last night. I don't realize what I write when I get in one of those moods. I meant every word of it though, which frightens me a bit. I'm sure I won't go by it. I always give in. My weakness is that I care too much.

Chorus this morning. Mr. Riel informed us that we would be performing with the band tonight, so we had like 30 minutes to learn the part we had to sing. (Didn't go too well. Like no one showed up so like no one was puttting out any sound.) Some weird dude with really thick glasses and a Hawaiin shirt on was sitting on the risers with us... XD We're performing Firefly Darkness tomorrow... I'm nervous, because it's for the 8th grade. I hope I can be able to look at Mr. Riel while I'm singing my solo... It helps me alot.

Had a sub in Yeoman's, Johnson's, and Moore's. I looooved Mr. Moore's substitute. He was crazy.

Connor's and Glasgow's went surprisingly well. So it's been an alright day. I got like 4538247 billion hugs : ) Yay.

Listen to me...

I'll wait for you.
But I can't wait
F o r e v e r.

3 Open this door | Curiousity screams

:: 2004 8 December :: 9.19pm

Well, I had written something that completely spilled my guts, that I put my heart into, but I'm not sure if I want him to read it anymore. Right now, I don't know how to feel.

Maybe useless is the right feeling... Whenever I try to help anyone, they just shrug me off their shoulders. I'm fucking sick of people and their bad habits. Then again, maybe anger or sadness would be the proper emotion. Maybe all three.

I fucking refuse to speak with anyone if they're intoxicated or under the influence of something anymore. I can't fucking take it. I'm sick of seeing the people I love fall apart because of this shit, and when I try to tell them that, they just forget it completely. I make no influence on them, because they think it's just fine.

I hate fucking sitting here in tears, knowing what will happen, and not being able to fix it... To see someone you love so dearly becoming an addict, it gets to you.

Just don't even fucking try to talk to me when you're messed up anymore.

I wish it was easier not to care.
I wish I could just forget about it still...

Why do I care so much now?

imugly

:: 2004 8 December :: 3.28pm
:: Music: jump(van halen)

oh you.
i hate the new woohu. its really gay. and when did they change it? cuz i only updated last week or so.

imugly

:: 2004 4 December :: 10.23pm
:: Music: spanish fly(van halen)

i went to the pa-raid. i got ice cream. and i shot extra-spitty spitballs at: band geeks, a hobo w/a box of cotton candy(maybe he was a vendor), my dad(twice), and some kid's hand that got in the way while i was trying to shoot a passer-by.

:: 2004 8 December :: 11.46am
:: Music: Sick. ; ;

Skeet skeet!
Well, I'm here at home...

I came home sick.

Went to the Orchestra concert last night, and I didn't see Bethany!! ; ; Sad, sad Dana. I swear, we'll make something work, Bethany! But yeah, I ate a cookie with green icing. It made me happy. And I saw Kiwi, Aisha and Ry-Anus (aka Rhianna).

It looks like Dylan's not coming back to Roland Grise. Maybe he's in juvy or something, but what could he have done to get there?

Woke up this morning, I was really sick. Went to school anyways. In Chorus, Mr. Riel got mad because I was late. But I went to the chorus room, and the band people were in there, so I had to get all the way over to the Band room. He was like "Well, I've been telling you guys it was in the bandroom today and tomorrow for the past week." and everyone stood up for me and said they never heard him say it. =) He said that we had selective hearing. Pssh.

We mixed stuff to make brownies in Mrs. Yeoman's. Brian's not in my group anymore!! ^_^ We're actually making the borwnies, Friday, though. We mixed the sugar and flour and stuff. The dry ingredients.

Then in Science, Mrs. Johson was extra Johnson-y. I found out that nearly half of the team is failing. Mrs. Johnson does not teach us SHIT. I swear, I haven't learned anything about Science in her class all year. -.-

Then I went to the nurse and my dad came to pick me up. As we were leaving, Mr. Hatch told me that I had a great voice and that I was very talented... Then on the car ride home, dad was talking about how I should spend more time on homework, and how I should change the way I look before next year. He said "We love you fine just the way you are, but you might have some teachers who discriminate against you... Because, well, I don't know if you notice this, but you have a little bit of a gothic... or punk kind of image." -.- He said he wanted me to head toward a "preppy" direction, because "preppy" originated from people who went to prep school and blah blah blah. -____________________________-; Whatever.

I think I'll go nap or something now. I'm exhausted.

The Almighty Dana

:: 2004 6 December :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: Meh.
:: Music: Evanescence- Tourniquet

I HATE BLACK SUBSTITUTES!!
First off, I'm not really racist- I can explain my title. I just don't feel the need to.

But, for your enjoyment, I will anyways! ^_^

Well, we had a substitute in Math today... So we walked to the trailer, and looked in the little window before we walked in. Ethan turned to a big group of us and said, "Oh God, guys... it's that mean black lady." So, Rashon, Shiyana, and 'Los were walking up, and I yelled "OH GOD, I HATE BLACK... *looks at them* ...substitute teachers."

Yeah, my class is pretty close and cool. I'm down with the brothas and sistas. Ha.

Well, interesting things that have happened lately...

Nothing.

Although, if you walk up to Trevor Whitcomb and ask him if he likes girls, he says "I haven't reached that stage in life yet." What a cool kid. (He's in my Family/Consumer Science group. With Rhianna... and this kid Brian, who picks his nose sometimes... We're making brownies.. >.>) IF BRIAN FRICKIN' TOUCHES MY BROWNIES...

[/end angry brownie rant.]

I thought I'd treat you guys with a nice long entry. :]

Even though, what... two people read this? Ha. How cool am I?

So, anyways. I like to have jolly holidays in Canada. RIGHT, JOHN?

...Uhm, I wonder if you even read this. JOHN IF YOU READ THIS....

Then leave me a comment, nugget.

Erm... Yep. I think I'm done for now. I feel like I'm forgetting something, but if I am... I'll be sure to update later. I'm sure you care sooo much, though.

SHA! Oo noo mah yeah,

The Almighty Dana

:: 2004 5 December :: 3.08pm
:: Music: Christmas Music. GAH!

Well, it's been a pretty lonely weekend. Carly's gone. ; ;

Didn't get to see Bethany today. I miss her dearly.

So what's happened- a whole lot of nothing.

Pointless post :)