I dont trust you...
here we go. drama this morning is what i like to call stressful. i had to run off a million copies of different parts of the scripts for the variety show due to the re-write. well that took a while and the copier kept getting jammed so i had to keep fixing it, luckily i know how cuz i've seen bradley do it a million times. so i get those done and i'm passing out scripts and then hasko starts yelling at me how i didnt change one line that she doesnt like. first of all its one line, second of all there isnt a problem with the line, she just doesnt like it. so shes shouting so i start shouting back telling her its one line and that if she doesnt like it then to cross it out on her script and its no big deal. so she calms down and i go back to script passing out, which seems easy enough but i kept confusing copies and then other things and then hasko had her script bound and it was missing pages so i had to print up new pages for her. blech. i was so high strung by the end of the period. well in gov't we took a test....BORING...then we watched the season finale of The West Wing...i love that show now. i'm so hooked. the season primere comes on tomorrow night but gehrig is taping it for us. yay. ok MT we did I hope i get it. then english we watched Becket, okay movie. well after school i drove liz home then practiced the piano for a while and then talked to hasko on the phone and found out she wants to cut my 2 solos out of the variety show. GREAT!!!!!! lets just write me out while we're at it. the reason i wanted that part was because i would be able to show myself as a vocalist. whatever so i watched One Hour Photo today. it was MAD weird. but it was really interesting and i wasnt bored at all. i was constantly intrigued. Robin Williams delivered a magnificent performance. So after that i was planning on watching I'm With Her, that new series about a guy dating a famous girl but i lost track of time. fuck. i'm still in that mood i was in last night. i dont trust anyone anymore. i dont confide tell anyone anything now. i cant. i've been burned too many times to trust anyone now. i'm simply keeping my mouth shut. Silence will never betray you. well tomorrow is mad busy and its also the journal awards. if you want to change your journal then do it before like 8 tomorrow night. good luck everybody.

~Shout Outs~

The Cast of The West Wing, The Cast of One Hour Photo, The Cast of Becket

To start this off i want to announce my new philosophy. No longer is anything that I do, ANYONE's business. Unless its written in my journal or i tell you, then its none of your business. No longer do i want people asking me things like "did you hook up with this person?" or "do you have a thing for that person?" or things like that. Unless i come to you with something, DONT ASK ME!! alright today sucked. i was in a bad mood like all day even though i might not have showed it. the only time i was actually in a good mood was 6th hour in english. i love the people in that class, i have soooooo much fun. well i listened to godspell today and started to read the script, it has some good music. i've decided i want to be jesus, he is the lead, i dont know if i'll get it though cuz the director said he might cast it as a girl. whatever, his show. well hasko made me come to a variety show rehearsal this afternoon for an hour for NO REASON. i get there and its only dave, gladys, and alex. and all we did was watch clips from H2$ and Bye Bye Birdie to get characters for gladys and alex and then we read through act 1, which i have like 4 lines in. It was a waste of my time!!! i was planning on watching One Hour Photo during that time. oh well. i told hasko i was in godspell, she wasnt happy, she doesnt think i have the time. frankly i dont care, i need more shows on my resume and i need more experience in the actual field. well i had to go and add all the numbers into the variety show tonight. wow that was grueling. we were there from 6-10 doing that. UGH!!! it was soooo hard fitting all these random numbers in. it was so annoying and i was tired and irritable to start with. Tonight marks a beat in my life. In case you dont know what a beat is, its an acting term meaning a change in thought process or motivation. I'm sick of doing things to please other people and so people dont talk shit about me. frankly i dont give a fuck anymore. i'm going to do what makes me happy and what i want to do. if you dont like it then tough shit. remember dont ask me about what i've written in here, just read it and appreciate it. oh by the fucking way, the journal awards are on wednesday. there is going to be some fierce competition. a lot of new comers. make any last minute changes to your journal now!

~Shout Outs~

My beat

Ok. I woke up at around 1:30 or 2. forgot when exactly. it was the first day i got to sleep in for like a week. it felt nice but tomorrow i gotta get up at 6 again. so i lounged around the house and ate pancakes until like 3:30 and then i started to do my weekly cleaning job. It was so annoying today, i just really wasnt in the mood. but i did it anyway just to make some cash. after that i had an audition today. i havent written anything about it before because i wasnt allowed to. I was auditioning for Godspell at Little Palm today. Sheba told me about it and said she mentioned my name to the director. she is like my agent, shes always hooking me up with jobs. So i went and i auditioned today. i sang Leavins Not The Only Way To Go from Big River. I think i sound really good singing that. so i sang my song, then the guy had me read a monologue. he LOVED me. he was impressed that i could tap dance and he ran and told the choreographer that i could and she was excited. well he came and saw "Lend Me A Tenor" so i told him i was in that and he remembered me. then he was like i dont normally do this but if you want i'll give you a script right now and say you're in. i was like sure. so he handed me a script and said he'd call me about the first rehearsal. so i left in a good mood and then went to danielle's house because joe vitar was back and he wanted to see some people so vitar, dave, and I went to danielles and hung out for like maybe an hour. while i was there the guy from little palm called me and said the first rehearsal is on wednesday at 6:30 and he also said that i was really good today. YES!! maybe he'll give me a huge part. so then we all left danielle's and i came home and i watched that new HBO show called Carnivale with my dad. its freaking weird. its very intriguing but damn weird. ok well now its time for bed, i need some sleep tonight. i think i'm gonna watch One Hour Photo tomorrow, was gonna watch it tonight but did Carnivale instead. it was worth it.

~Shout Outs~

Gary (little palm guy), Joe Vitar, Dave, Danielle

another day that i didnt get to sleep in. i started my day at 7:45 this morning. i had to pick up jen and go to hasko's house this morning. so we went there and saw her house. WHAT A NICE HOUSE! it was like a resort. damn. well we went to the presidents meeting for all the drama presidents in the district. it was cool, we got to meet the other presidents and we decided on our T-shirts and slogan. i wanted a black t-shirt with a yellow spotlight but they voted in a blue t-shirt with a yellow spotlight. yuck. the slogan is cool, i forgot what it is. ok well we found out a lot of shit from the meeting, things that are problems. i dont feel like going into it. baaaaah. well then after that jen and i went and bought stereos for musical theatre. ok then we went back to jen's house and prepared for dave's surprise party! i sat and watched TV for like an hour and a half and jen and emily put up decorations. then people started to arrive and joey bought these awesome pirate costumes for me and him to wear. it was mad cool. so the party....what do i say about this party. CRAZY. there was a mob of people there to start off. people were hooking up everywhere and doing so many things. there was a whole lesbian fest going on. i dunno, like i said it was crazy. i had fun at the party for the most part, i got really tired towards the end so i started to fall apart. but i didnt get to do what i really wanted to do. my life is so complicated. i want to be with someone so badly, not just somebody, i know who i want to be with. i just cant. fuck. it sucks. i'm not gonna say who this person is, so dont ask, i wont tell, i havent told anyone. things will work out hopefully. well the party is done and tomorrow is a busy day.

~Shout Outs~

Hasko, Dave, JT, Emily, Chris Burgos, Danielle, Joel, Amanda(both), Ilana, Eden, Joey, Dan, and all the rest of the party people sorry i didnt type out all your names, those are just the people i hung with the most.

Well today started in drama 2 where i checked all the tape players to see if they worked and i helped people with their scenes, ok i mostly helped brielle and her partner (sorry dont know her partners name) they constantly needed help, or was it flirting? who knows... ok well then in drama 1 i did ticket orders all class. well i ate some chips too. and drank some soda...hmm drama 1. Ok musical theatre we did I Hope I Get It. I'm so tired of doing group numbers. I WANT TO DO A DUET!!! fuck. well after MT i went home. didnt go to sleep though. i went online, fixed a key on my piano, found out about an audition (cant say more about it, dont ask) then i watched Survivor which i taped. Its such a good season! it only just started last night but its really really good. the game is a lot different then it has been and its soooo cool and they got a bunch of cool people. so after that i practiced my piano more, then i got my AMDA application packet and catalog in the mail which was exciting. i really want to go there, i know its not a 4 year university that yields a degree but i think i'd learn a lot more from there then i would a regular university. my parents dont want me to go there. oh well, its my life, not theirs. so then i went over to JT's house. We looked at the AMDA packet together, then i praciticed some solos for my auditions and i chose one. then we ate, backed cookies, i played the piano and then i left. i'm so tired right now. tomorrow me and jen have the presidents meeting, i'm kinda excited, not excited to get up at 7:45 though. BOO!! tomorrow is gonna be a loooooong day. we'll see how it goes. good i hope.

~Shout Outs~

Brielle, JT, Chris Burgos, AMDA, Holly, Danielle

The saga continues...
ARGH!!! So i went to adam's house tonight to try and finish my computer tonight because he got me the part that i was missing. well we put it all together and we fire it up and it turned on but it wouldnt connect with the monitor so nothing came on the screen and the motherboard wasnt getting a heartbeat. so what it looked like the problem was either that the motherboard is dead or the processor is dead. Either way its gonna cost me at least $100 to replace the part. Probably around 100-125 for a new motherboard and/or 200+ for a new processor. so hopefully its only the motherboard thats dead. but man it sucks cuz i totally thought we were gonna have it done tonight and i'd be able to have my new computer. fucker. i am getting the motherboard and processor examined so i'll probably know by monday what the problem is. ok well let me go back and start at the beginning of the day. today was a half day. i went in and we didnt do much in any of my classes. we registered to vote in government. so after school i came home and practiced my song for my album a little bit and then i went to sleep at 12:30 and i didnt wake up until 5. man it felt goooooood. so i woke up at 5 and ate dinner then picked eden up and went to musical theatre rehearsal. so direnzo didnt feel well tonight so we didnt do a lot, we choregraphed the rest of Another Openin, Another Show, easy shit. then we got to go home at around 8:30. so i came home and then went right back to go to adam's house (see above trauma) ok on a new subject. i'm really starting to like this girl. i mean i liked her before but i'm just starting to like her a lot more now. i dont know why, this isnt someone i just met, i've known this girl for a while but now i'm really starting to like her. Of course her and i wont be together. why? because my life is a shakespearian drama. The End.....94, 95...The very very veeeery end. AMEN! (10 points to whomever can guess where thats from)

~Shout Outs~

Joe Vitar, Adam, "The Girl", JT, Eden, Chris Burgos, Sheba

Today started in drama 3/4. we sat there and hasko lectured for a while, i sat next to sheba and danielle van acker. i told danielle we need to become better friends because i dont really know her, she said she agrees so i got her screen name. ok well then i helped alex and danielle get a duet song and then i helped corey and ilana with harmony, then i looked for a scene for gladys and i. we found 2 good ones but we must decide, they are both really long. ok well after that class was gov't which i didnt do much except ms. gehrig picked on me and kept calling on me when she knew i didnt have the answer, i covered well though. so then in MT we ran YCSTB a bunch, then we met our new music director while parker is gone....guess who he is....the piano player from Forever Plaid! I WAS SO EXCITED! well we sang another openin another show. ok then lunch, then english. english was boring, took a beowulf test which i FAILED miserably and i took a nap. then after school i had Variety Show rehearsal, then went home then had my voice lesson. At my voice lesson locker and i worked on my new song that's going on my album - The Final Card. He helped me with the belty notes so it sounds much better now. i think my voice is improving a lot. ok then after that was parent night. we did Highway of Love which everyone LOVED. i think i sounded pretty good, i got some good feedback. then we did YCSTB which was decent, not great. so i stayed after and cleaned up and then dropped jen off at home, i got home at like 10pm. blech. tomorrow is a half day though so i'm gonna sleep from like 11 until like 5. i dont really feel well right now, i have an empty stomach and i'm exhausted. bad mix. Goodnight ladies. goooooonight ladies goooooooooodnight ladies. goooodnight ladies we're going to leave you noooooow.

~Shout Outs~

JT, Danielle Van Acker, Alex, Sheba, Gladys, Nicole Primato, Ian, Jacob, Chris Burgos, Danielle Grundt, Larry, Steph Co, Eden, Liz, Holly, Adam, Joe Vitar, Musical Theatre

When you eat dark chocolate and fruit punch gatorade together, it tastes like throw up or burp. yuck. ok so today was a better day. i wasnt sick this morning. yay. drama 2 was alright, i ran some arrands, hasko lectured, then everyone picked duet scenes. i am helping out brielle and katie cuz their scene has a guy in it so i said i'd be in it with them. in drama 1 hasko lectured a little and they finished their mimes. in 5th hour we did you cant stop the beat. its still in question if we're doing it for wednesday. personally i dont think its ready, towards the end it starts to get sloppy and liz and amanda dont sing their duet part so that part usually isnt good. i think that the parents that have been around for a while are going to think we suck if we do that tomorrow and we dont have it together. whatever. ok after that i went home and fell asleep for like 2 hours. it was nice but i wasnt happy when i woke up, i'm always mad grumpy when i wake up from a nap and i feel like crap. well after that i went to rachel reaboi's house with JT to approve some program stuff for the variety show. then came home. now i'm kinda just down. i need some change in my life, its been too constant for me. its the same crap day after day. i wanna date someone but i'm mad picky about who i date. the girl i had feelings for i cant date because of outside influences. it annoys me that nothing can happen with her. i mean i wasnt planning on getting into a serious long term relationship with her but i thought we could have some fun and dated or something. but when i'm restricted like that it really annoys me and i just dwell about it and i've been thinking a lot about it lately and it just doesnt make me too happy. well tomorrow is a mad busy day, so goodnight!

~Shout Outs~

Chris Burgos, Brielle, Katie, JT, Rachel, Danielle

Worst day of the year
Yep the subject says it all. But first let me explain my music selection of the day. The Final Card is one of the songs thats going to be on my debut album, its an original song written by my dad. its so cool to be able to put my name on that song, saying its mine. ok now back to the crappy day. it started this morning when i woke up. i went to bed at 12:30 last night which is WAY too late for me. I usually get in bed somewhere between 10-11 on school nights, otherwise the next day is fucked. if i dont get enough rest, i get really sick in the morning. well thats what happened this morning, and it was a severe case. i woke up with a stomach ache and went into school and it got so bad i had to run to the bathroom (i didnt throw up) but i came back feeling a little better but not great. then i started to feel nausea. and it got to the point where i was on the brink of throwing up. hasko wouldnt let me go to the clinic until i had read through the variety show with the rest of the leads, so i did that and when i got up from that i felt really light headed and faint. so i stumbled down to the clinic and the lady let me lay down for like 20 mins. i met a nice kid in the clinic but thats another story. so the clinic lady made me go back to class because i chose not to call my dad because he wouldn't have let me come home, plus i'm not a wuss, i can make it. i get back still feeling horrible and i helped jen and dave with their scene, did my gov't article and some other stuff. ok well in 4th hour i felt better, lost the nausea. by 5th hour i was fine. we did YCSTB. blah blah. 6th hour blah blah. went home and i had gotten in the mail the final part for my computer! YES!! so i make arrangements with adam to come to his house later tonight and put it together. so i took a nap and then went to his house at 8pm. we start working on it and it turns out the guy who sent me the processor didnt give me a CPU fan, which adam said no problem my step dad can give you one. except the only ones he had were for AMD processors and i had a Pentium. so adam and i run to best buy at 8:30 (everything closes at 9) and they dont carry them so they send us to office max where this guy named Luigi who is talking on the phone taking his sweet time before he talks to us. he says they dont have it and then says go to Comp USA which is in Coconut Creek and it closes at 9 and its 8:40 right now. he starts chatting and i'm like uhhh we gotta go by luigi. we RACE to comp usa, i broke so many driving laws getting there, not to mention i was speeding mad fast, i had the car floored half the time. so we get to comp usa finally and they are just closing but they let us in. we talk to this chubby kid and he's like nope we dont carry the cpu fan. ARGH!!!! drove all that way for nothing. so we go back to adams house and put together the rest of the comp minus the cpu fan, but then adams step dad says we did stuff wrong so we had to pull things out and blah blah blah. it was hell. but i got to hang out with adams family for a while, they are funny. his mom is a big fan of mine, she always tells me how great i am at performing and that i need to do american idol. well it was fun but we didnt get the computer built. we are shooting to finish it this weekend. adams stepdad is gonna get the cpu fan from his supplyhouse. well thats all and now its 11:40 and i'm gonna get barely any sleep tonight. FUCK. yes today was the worst day of the school year so far. which if today was the worst day then i've had a pretty good year so far because i've had days a million times worse than today. well lets hope tomorrow is better.

~Shout Outs~

JT, the kid i met in the clinic, Ian, Adam, Adam's Family

well overall today was a sucky day. i was supposed to go to the movies with dan today but he never called me back so that got scratched. instead i wrote a college essay. my mom didnt like it because she said it was too cocky. i wrote that the college should accept me because one day i'll be famous and they will be able to put in their broshures that justin braun graduated from their school. i thought it was a good idea. oh well. after that i did my cleaning lady duties, ugh so annoying. i'm getting so sick of doing that every week. its good money but its so tiring. i was trying to burn a CD while i was cleaning but my CD burner on my computer isnt working and i wasted 2 CDs to realize that. damn it i hate this computer, i cant freaking wait until i get my new computer. well after i cleaned i ate some dinner, it was seafood night. yum. well then i watched "Crossroads" yes the britney spears movie. i always say i hate pop stars' movies, well this was no exception. it was a horrible movie, britney cant act for shit and neither can any of her co-stars. the story was stupid and predictable. but its actually one of the lesser evils of the pop star movies. it wasnt as bad as "A Walk To Remember" but it still wasnt as good as "From Justin To Kelly" which is my fav pop star movie. but this movie kept me entertained plus i am a britney fan, not a britney actress fan but a britney pop star fan. ok well after that i started working on my demo. yes my demo. as you know my dad is a music writer/publisher and he has a ton of songs that he's written that no one has sang, so i asked him to give me some. he gave me this awesome song that is actually from this musical that my dad and his friend are writing. its mad powerful and has great accompaniment. so i worked on that tonight, my dad is also going to find me a good pop song i can put on my demo. I'm hoping to release this demo in either October or November, we'll see how it goes. ok so thats all for the day. hopefully this week wont suck. hasta

~Shout Outs~

My dad, The Cast of Crossroads

as the day draws to a close i have to look back on it and say damn. it started with me waking up and getting a haircut, while i was getting my haircut the lady in the chair next to me was telling her hairdresser this sob story about how her grandson or newphew or something got leukemia and the graphic story of the night he died. it wasnt how i wanted to spend my haircut. well after that i went home, then rented SwimFan and watched it. it was decent. not great, not terrible. i was entertained though. it had a cast of unknown actors, which i like occassionaly because its a change from all the regulars. but all the main leads in the movie looked like other famous stars, so it was weird. ok then after that i had a talk with someone, found out some disheartening news, got mad at someone else and had a big blow out fight with 2 other people but now its all resolved, i was watching Rocky while it was all going on too. i actually had a real crush on someone recently, i realized it the other day that i actually like them, but of course nothing can happen with us because of the affects it will have on other people. thats drama for you. whatever. american eagle is having a sale on shorts for $19.99 which is awesome cuz their shorts are usually like $30 or more and i need a pair of shorts. thanks for the info on that larry. tomorrow i'm hanging out with dan, i think we're gonna go see Dickie Roberts: Former Child Star, that looks hilarious. well i wish i had more exciting and happy news to tell you all but i dont. as usual fuck you to those of you talking shit about me, i will have my revenge. God speed and goodnight.

~Shout Outs~

Danielle, JT, Larry, Chris Burgos, The Cast of SwimFan, The Cast of Rocky

ok well let me start at the beginning. i came to school this morning didnt do much in any class, nearly passed out in 3rd hour from hunger. nicole primato gave me a cereal bar in 4th hour. THANK YOU! ok well in MT we did more I Hope I Get It, we are supposed to show it to her on monday and we aren't even done with the song. oh well. ok well we got progress reports today. HA! first of all i only had 4 classes on it and my english grade was a 19% F. only cuz i didnt turn this thing worth 100 points in, its fixed now though. i got a 2 in conduct for english too, dont care, conduct means nothing to me, not surprised either, i'm a houligan in that class. well after school i went home, got another part for my computer in the mail. only 1 part left!!! and the person said they shipped it this week, so i should be getting it this coming week. WOOHOO! ok after that i played the piano for a while. OH YEAH! this morning in drama hasko calls me into the office and puts me on the phone with this lady from the group counceling center and the lady needs an actor for this part in this promotional video and hasko wanted me to do it, so i talk to the lady and i said sure, so i meet her at 4:15 today at panera and she gives me this monologue and is like read it. i didnt realize that i was gonna be auditioning, well i did it and both the ladies there were like oh my god! that was so good! you are amazing, you have the part! blah blah blah. so they tell me the video is going to be used for all these like conventions and meetings and stuff for the group counceling center and maybe even as a commercial on TV, so its like a big thing and they are hiring a professional production team to do this for them, so this is a big deal and i'm like wow. because its me and 2 other people, an old man, and a middle aged person. and we each have a monologue to read, so i'm excited about it. ok after that i went to JT's house to go see the show Heartbeats. it was me, kyle, rachel, jt, joey venck, dave, jeremy, and emily. the show was mediocre, the music wasn't bad, nothing spectacular but pretty good. the singing was very good though, everyone onstage had a nice voice. but overall it was decent. after that we went to rachels house then i went home. that was my day. i'm not gonna start talking about the people that are talking crap about me, i dont care, i know that half the department really doesn't like me but just is nice to my face because they dont want on my bad side. oh well, fuck them, its their loss. i'm not gonna sit here and bitch about how nobody likes me and how everyone talks about me, i'm better than that, let them talk, let them hate, i have more important things to do.

~Shout Outs~

Nicole Primato, Kyle, Rachel, Joey Venck, Dave, JT, Emily, Jeremy, The Cast and Crew of Heartbeats

ugh the days arent going to well lately. although in drama 2 today i needed to work with one of the student directed groups, so i came up with the idea for the skit and gave everyone their characters and gave myself a part. we did the skit and it kicked ass, everyone loved it. i rock. brielle kept telling me how great it was. rock on. brielle is so cute. ok well then in drama 1 they were performing their mimes and i was co-critiquing them with hasko, i was on fire. i was picking up on things that hasko neglected to see and i had to show them some examples of things, everyone was so impressed with me. they were like wow you are such a good actor, how long have you been acting and etc. it made me feel good. ok after that was musical theatre. we did I Hope I Get It. we cleaned up what we had so far. not much to say about that, i'm not a big dancing fan. ok then the variety show cast list went up, i got ethan. WOOOHOOO! hasko had told me earlier in the day so i wasnt freaking out at the list. plus i dont like to freak out in front of other people because its obnoxious to the people who didnt get what they wanted, so i keep quite. ok then i went home for senior priv and ate, watched some TV, slept for a little while, made up with JT and then went to musical theatre. I HATE DANCING!! i just dont like to dance, i dont know why, i used to not mind it but now i'm just like BLAH. whatever. well now i'm home. my week has sucked, i need something to cheer me up. i dont know what though, i mean getting ethan rocks, and my drama life is perfect. its my social life, i need something to get me out of my rut. MY RUT!!! fucking rut. well maybe tomorrow something will happen. OH! i almost forgot, i found out that when me and JT were fighting, so many of my "friends" were so quick to jump in and bash me. i know who you all are that have talked about me too and it just saddens me. all i have to say is thanks guys, i appreciate it.

~Shout Outs~

fuck you guys

Well today in drama we did singing auditions for the variety show. i sang I Wanna Do Debbie from Debbie Does Dallas. everyone loved it and a lot of people complimented me on my vocals so i was pleased. hasko looked embarassed during the song. it's a bit inappropriate but i sound damn good singing it. after that i took a nap in government and then went to musical theatre for another fun filled parker day. eeeegh. we did mostly Another Openin' Another Show today and it was annoying. i hate that song with a passion, its so annoying. so then i ate lunch and didnt really do anything during lunch. i was in a blah mood all day, it just wasnt a great day. then in english, we did some boring crap, she assigned an essay to us and then we read and took notes on the wanderer, then started reading beowolf. i hate that class. i hate all my acedemic classes (all 2 of them) they just waste my time. i totally scammed the teacher in english though, i didnt turn my resume in when it was due like a week ago and she gave me a zero and i argued that i did turn it in, even though i knew i didnt, and then i was like hmmm maybe its still in my binder, so i pulled out one that i just did like yesterday and gave it to her and she gave me full credit. HAHAHA i rock. ok after that i went home, practiced the back to the future theme for a while, then went to my voice lesson with locker. i love voice lessons with him. he's awesome!! i think he's really helping me with my voice. today he taught me the difference between falsetto and head voice, i had no idea that they were two different things completely!! and he taught me how to sing in my head voice so my high notes sound so much better now. ok after that i did more piano, watched Escape From L.A. which i just realized that the video game Metal Gear Solid is a total rip off from that movie. The guy's name in Escape is Snake and so is the main guy in Metal Gear and they look almost exactly the same and they have the same attitude. well thats about all, hopefully hasko will have the variety show cast list up tomorrow. god speed.

~Shout Outs~

Alex Wolfgang, Nicole Primato, The Cast of Escape From L.A.

ok today was my drama day. in drama 2, i helped critique all the student directed scenes with hasko, then in drama 1 i did my mime again and hasko let me take control of the class to critique the mimes, which was cool. she was impressed with my work. then in musical theatre, we learned more of I Hope I Get It, ugh, i hate dancing. i want to be working on individual things!! ok well after that i went home and watched some TV, fell asleep for like 20 mins. then i got some news from my dad who is in cali. he had to go there to go to the doctor cuz he was having pains where he had his hernia operation from like a couple years ago. well it turns out he needs some major surgery, i wont get into it but the surgery is kinda risky so i'm mad scared. dont post being all pityful for me, in fact dont even mention anything about my dad, i just needed to write it down, just be nice to me if i'm extra stressed this week cuz thats my problem. so to take my mind off of it i downloaded the sheet music for the Back To The Future theme and learned to play it on the piano. well started to learn, anyway. its hard stuff, but it sounds mad good when i do it right, so many good chords in that song. well i did that for like an hour and then i had some food and went to help hasko with parent night. i was in a somber mood cuz of the day, so when i first got there i went into the chorus room to listen to the female quartet (i love them) while they rehearsed and then parent night started. i got to see everyone's mom and dads. after it was over, i went back into chorus and hung out with the soundsation group, they all seem like cool people. i've always wanted to be in chorus but i just never had time, i've always been all in drama. oh well. did i mention i LOVE the female quartet?!?! especially liz kaizer, i'm kinda starting to like her. i dunno, i dont know her very well but she seems like a great girl, shes cute. alright well i took chris burgos home and then i came home, worked more on back to the future on the piano and now i'm drinking root beer. tomorrow we have final auditions for the variety show, i'm not worried, i have a good song picked out, its inappropriate but its good none the less. alright, i've had enough, back to the piano.

~Shout Outs~

The Female Quartet, Liz Kaizer, Minh Jatos, Chris Burgos