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Angry Goth


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bob!!!!!!!
omg last night was a blast! the musik sucked sooo much more this year tho. ok, let me start from beginnin...(long entry time)at first i found schylar and roxanne and i ate their ice cream then we found a big bag of candy.we stole the suckers and gave ppl suckers cheese and spoons.we then found out sumbody stole our candy and ice cream but we could have cared less kuz it was all gonna go in the garbage. we later found out it was jacko the whole time so we reelly didnt kare.then i saw kendra....i was gonna spit at her my spoon but could never find her when i had chunks in my mouth...that sucked...o!then i met raab! sexy man! and i saw makabra or far from eden play with him!!!the lead singer is a VERY sexy man!!!i found out his name is shane and i got his coat! sexy man sexy man!!!i also gotta bite him twice, kuz the first time wasnt hard!more bout him to come...i also met bethy! her and carrie are more sexy ppl!i luv sexynesses!jacko is also yummy!but he wouldnt flash me for mardi gras beads:(o brr im suddenly cold! o but shane flashed me!numerous times and he has THE sexiest man boobs ive ever seen...plus the fishnet....YUMM..and he kan REELLY sing...any pitch and go higher and lower than me...then schylar rox bethy carrie and ehriz(also sexy man!)left to cattins and i hadda stay kuz i kame with bai and she was being a bitch kuz not my evry moment was with her...bitch...but when they left it was all ok kuz i got shanes coat schylar was wearin and it went down past my knees but very warm!then i hung with shane(=D=D=D!!!!!!)wheelchair man(brandon) and hilary for a while.i sat in brandons wheelchair(very comfy) then it was like diggin into me so shane sat there an i sat on him and he was also very comfy! i licked him three times and he put spit on my forehead and kissed my ear.i felt love cept by schylar roxanne bethy and carrie who should all be pooed upon!!!i had fun withot them tho. o and i gotta bite brandon too. jodi is a hoe.i gave shane like three hugs and saw andy too!and gave him beads but decided he dint deserve em kuz if i took em bak then i wood have another reason to see shanes boobs!sexy fishnet too!im listenin to his thexy voice now...yumm...ooo then the winners....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....3rd:huxter..THEY SUCK!!!ive always hated them!and the won last year so shouldnt have even been able to enter! .....2nd:lovehandles..nuther sucky band!!!!!!grrr........1st:kohl paraiah...grrrerrest!!!i think it shoulda been the monsters winnin then makabra(far from eden-shanes band that rock)i think it is very unfair to judge the bands that way...u only win if ur the type of musik they like....i think i got pink eye and i feel like shit.i m dun with this HUGE entry....

thoughts that go through my head...
"i am reelly happy right now""y?""i have just been thinking.about tiphani."
^ a convo that hapnd when i was talkin to ed on the phone last night. he was soo pissing me off. evrything he said was about tiph. i hung up on him. he is making me start to hate tiphani, who i just so happn to kall my friend. it reelly dint help when i said sumtin bout how fun its gonna be killin her becus he responded "ill magically appear and break ur neck" therefore saying he would exchange tiphs life for mine. he would rather kill me himself than have tiph hurt in any way. He is only a fraction of my problem tho. i have lately realized that i will never b good enuff for anyone. i am always second(if im lucky) best. no matter what i do, nobody will care as much as they do about sumone else. i have no true friends, cept maybe bailey. its only like 6 in the mornin, im gettin off here.

my aunt and uncle left bak to hotel. i am sick. i think last night i got tainted punch or sum shit at the honor society induction which i hated bein at. i saw nicko, kels, gwendolyn, tiph, jopake, and all those smartypants friends tho. gonna go to bed now.

GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
im about to fuckin kill ed!!! he kan just go to hell and burn and torture and i wanna wipe my blood all over his face and in his mouth and ppl are just pissin me off, ed specially. i getsta kill tiph tho! that good. handcuffs. blood. razors(i dont like knives in particular). my blood. torturin of me so she sumhow tortures by sympathy for me which no one has. and also ticklin. it will tie evrything together. then she will go to hell. only kuz i luv her tho. she wont torture like sum. im gonna kill sumtin. i need sumone to talk to. who kares if its 10:35?

i getta start seein a counselor. o YaY. i am ecstatic with joy.

havent updated for a while??
I stayed home today and am not allowed to be on the computer. but my life since last updated has been altogether boring and ive been sick. I updated last night, but evidentally it dint go through. I went to see mr. bumgarner and he ended up kallin my mom and sayin i may have depression. I have an appointment to get tested on friday. gaa i kant type. my there r freaks on tv. dus anyone actually read this? i no ppl do when i tell em to, but dus anyone (cept maybe rox and nick, if they actually do) read it on there owns??humm.that just popped into my head for sum reason. anywho, peace out(i dont even no y i put closure at all in these things)me

ok then

You are Aphrodite! Flirty and beautiful, you are a
Goddess of love and beauty, aaawww!


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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

WoW

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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grrr
I just got bak from chris's and no one here is awake. I bet u anything they cooda kared less. That is bad, but also good. Me and Chris have done NOTHING at this point in time, which reelly sucks. It's almost 11. WoW. I was at schylar's till like 8. The only thing was that Joelson and Jeff were there :).I have nuttin more to say. peace out.

Suicide
No one loves u. They never did.They were pretending the entire time. They tolerated u and that was all. When u say "ive had enuff" and "i just give up", they rejoice silently. u no they do. Then they attempt to stop u. U no they coodnt kare less and r just tryin to be a good sumaritan. So u end it all, and evryone is so much happier.

But imagine it from a different perspective.

One of ur best friends, one of the loves of ur life, the only one u kan tell evrything, is saying no one wood kare. They r a waste of evryones time. They wont listen to u when u say u reelly do kare. they just go on with krazy shit like its reelly gonna be better without me, if i just go now. U tell them u luv them, and u DO kare, but they claim they give up and have had enuff. Ur in tears telling them NO, but they go on with "Bye, FOREVER" Then they leave and u imagine the wost. U might as well join them. There is no use goin on with no reason to live.
we have come back to the beginning of this now. It is a never ending cycle untill sumbody kan finally stop it.

sumtin for the guys or, if u please for girls too...;)

Congrats, you are a sexy hooker. (Not one of those
ugly ones)


What sexy career should you have? (ment for girls, fun for guys) NICE PICS!!
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teehee!!

dude
gf_guy_20: write, "hi people...if you have nothing better to do than look at this journal, then get a real job"
Thas wut a dude whos 22 told me to write, so i did. Hes talkin to me kuz he lives in great falls, the same as me! imagine that... im SO bored. SUMONE plz leave me a comment, it wood boost my day. ive been home all day kuz evryone left me. Im gonna go and say nuthings in my own ear.peace out, jessika

pretty doll!!!

Your goth doll. You hate the world, wear black and
white foundation. Change your clothes and you'd
be a punker but your just a goth.


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wow

Are You Afraid Of The Dark? Telling ghost stories
that scare the crap out of me is your goal in
life. Please stop, the clowns'll eat me...


What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show?
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i like this show

anime

You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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orange pop
i got a orange pop!!!!yay for me!!!orange is good!!!u no wut else??pulpy, frothy Florida orange JUICE is also very nummy.i verrrrry bored, so PLZ, ANYONE, contact/comment to me! PLZ o PLZ o PLZ!!!i goin since noone to talk to. peace out, u no who

yesterday i had a concert.wow
at my concert, which sucked, i might add, i was gonna slap joe. bailey found me after it, since i took her, and joe looked at me and continued walkin, then saw bailey and backtracked. hes like a leech. stuck on bailey constantly.i tell her she should discontinue hangin with him, as hes a pnis and charlie hates him, but she dont listen. shes just a lil bitch ass whore slut. i m bored. peace out, Jessika

wow
still more quizes... this is me tho
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


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???
im not THAT depressed and hating of life...am i?????
Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.


What color do you see the world in?
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im no THAT bad, am i????
surprise, surprise...

anti-social


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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sad....
i suddenly have gloominess in me...

Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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heehee!
fun!
Shrooms.
Star light,
star bright,
what images will I see tonite?


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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im not dun yet, so dont even think it...
me??sure...
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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