Wooo!...?

Hecate


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Last time I do believe I got Morpheus.... *shrug*



BTW....IT IS SNOWING!!!!!!!!!! ;_;

I have a dream....that one day....my three children....
Ok. I did indeed have a dream last night. Just not like Martin Luther King. Nope. Mine was fun. And had a few members of AFI in it. It goes as such:

I am not sure why, but Davey and Adam (the drummer ;- )) were going to stay in Great Falls for a weekend. I offered to give them rooms and such, so they were staying with me. For some unknown reson to myself, I went off and stayed the night with Roxanne the first night they were here. If some AFI was in my house, I would not leave....But anywho. I came back pretty early Saturday. I discovered I could talk with them slightly, but whenever I wanted to start a conversation, I couldn't. I looked at them and said "It's YOU. I can't!" Fianally, I began to warm up to Adam. We had some interesting conversations. While we were out, it had snowed, melted and somehow snow was on the ground again. It was like 60 degrees out... Stupid Montana weather. We decided to go to the store. Davey wanted the "Thirst Quencher"...I figured out he wanted Sprite, but they did not have any. We got the next best thing. Then we looked again and found it, after the store dude told us they had none. So Davey got sarcastically annoyed and stole a tiny little thing of soda after saying "This'll teach ya", but then a store person came and he got caught. Somehow he got off the hook, and we checked out our stuff. The store clerk(the one that caught Davey stealing) looked over at me, gave me an evil look, and pointed saying "You had better watch out. I will get you." It creeped me out beyond all reason. I was happy when we left. We went back to my house, and I found out they also have Woohu journals = p. So, I added them to my friends page.

Shortly after, my puppy came and woke me up. It was 7:45 im the morning for Christ's Sake!



I realized I really need a boyfriend. Pathetic, eh?


I lost another death yesterday. Ironically I keep getting sicker and sicker. Coinkydink? I think not. I shall now go die in my sleep.

My leg hurts.
Well....more pea soup-like substance this morning...


My computer is fucking up. I have to get on under my brother's name. Bleh.


I was about to stay home today, but I had stayed home Wendesday, and I am using my ten days sparingly. I was so weak and tired today...I nearly passed out or died or something in choir and history.



I need to go sleep now.

BOO!!

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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I have typed this fucking entry three times.... *angry face insert*
You adopt a child. Do you tell them they are adopted or not? If you don't, they will remain oblivious. They will not know what they are missing, so will forever be in happiness with you. (Judging that they have no way of finding out except you.) Or...do you tell them? They may hate you for not telling them sooner, or whatever, as it seems they would, but that will pass, correct? They will spend time now searching for parents that they more than likely will never find. There WAS some reasons there parents did not want them, or could not handle them. They will never find the parents they search for. But, they will love you all the more for telling them and being honest, right?


Which way is more correct? O_o


On another note, I coughed up stuff that looked like pea soup. It was all the puke green color and thick and chunky. Rather yucky.


I still have to put the finishing touches on my egg drop. That thing was such a fucking nuisance!!!!!!!!!!! I had to CUT the sticks with scissors to make it small enough. My hand hurts ;_; I need to put pretty pictures on it now. And test it... = - /




I gave my white guitar to Shane. I have no use for 3 guitars.

i_i
Certain things really reminded me of other things today....like a chain reaction of good things.....bad memories to have when you know they will never again be. Meh....oh well. "Hakuna Matata", right? Got to put your past behind you. No going back. Get over it.




Harley's little nerdy friend likes me. JOY. *puke*




I may stay home tommorrow. I still feel all sick and stuff. It was funny. Today in Science, I realized my base was way too big. Annie said she would help me fix it, and she ended up literally sawing off popsicle stick with a big pair of dull science scissors. She also happened to get glue all over the desk. Mr. Logan will kill us tommorrow = ).

Speaking of death, there are around 5 people that have asked me to kill them over the past year or 2. I am willing to do it with a smile on my face, sure, but do I SEEM like the killer type???

Err....don't answer that.

EMO!!!!
DAMN JOURNAL SKJDWRFJNSXJNKMWQ!!!!


I feel very sick lately. My throat hurts and coughing and sneezing are worse. I can hardly talk sometimes. My stomach feels like it hates me so is going to throw partially digested food everywhere as revenge.I am very achy and sore. Gym is a bitch. Unfortunately, I can not stay home tommorrow as we schedule. Not something I want to have to make up.


I am going to take a 7am class with Gwen/Mishelle if possible. Bio or Culinary Arts. I have to take Culinary Arts to get a vocational credit. Question for anyone: What do electives count towards? Do we get credit for them?

I think I got a pretty ok grade in drama today...I hope I got extra credit for being in two groups = }...


*sneeze* Owwwwwwwww


Egg drop is greatly confusing me.



Umm...Alex likes dicks!

Damn math!
Blast these damn word problems! Blast them all to hell!!!!!!!!!!! -_-


I have asked Nick. He had to go because the aunt was calling. I have asked Gwen. Of course she was lost. And also sleepy = p. I asked Alex. He was lost. I asked Alex(ander). He just would not help me. I asked Lindsey. She helped me greatly with one, but I did not want to pester her with MATH = p. I asked Kyle. He tried and tried but could not get any to work. I asked my older brother. He tried numerous ways and even went to get his math book (He is in college fro the second time...business stuff). He could not get 'em. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well.. Thank you all for helping somewhat...



Nick...did you get them all??? I shall kill you happily if you did. = ).


I really need to sleep.

*sets Mishelle ablaze*
Yes. *sets Mishelle ablaze for her "interpretations"*

I went to the play. I enjoyed their unison. It was...weird...And I now know who Lacey is! WOO!!! It made me want to go out and find a duo piece and do it with Gwen NOW. Like sometiems Deviant inspires people to draw...that inspired me to act. I am a loser. Leave me be. I now need to go write a paper on it for drama.

Nick is going bald AND gray! Mwaaaa!!!

Shell and I are just a "herub (SP??) of girls" after Nick. My meaning that I had in life dissintegrated.


We were going to go to the cast/crew party. Damn the mom of Shell's. But no, because she was nice enough to give me a ride. Thank the mom!

I need to do the Egg Drop capsule tommorrow.


Wow I am bored.


This is going to sound pathetic. I want emo music so I can just sit and cry.


I think I am becoming sentimental or whacked out of my mind or something. I began to cry today. No particular reason. I was not sad until then. It hurt like a bitch to cry out of the blue like that. I quite wish it had not happened.


A dream is a wish your heart makes. This is quite true. If you do not know what you are feeling or something, read your dreams. It is amazing what they tell you. Maybe there is a reason why I can never remember mine.

Fucking journal just deleted ENTIRE entry -_-
DAMN JOURNAL!!!! *sets it ablaze* = )

I just got back from the play. I still like it. I saw all kinds of people I don't like. Such as: Policy debaters out the ass (for those stupid kids, that means alot ;-)..), Katie Hall, Michelle Noble, Allyson English (she can be ok...), Skyler Morgan, Maggie...Yup.


I am very sore and I do not know why.


My mom is watching the Home Shopping Network O_o..


I die everyday..the death of her dying soul...


In choir stupid people got us a writing assignment.


In English the stupid teacher had me read like 2 full pages today. GRR on her. -_- *sets her ablaze next to my journal* Damn Mishelle got me using that.....

Motion problems absolutely suck. EWWW and such. I am sucking as of late. = p


Nick's mom's van is going to explode. Not Lacey's car.


Ummm....I think that is all.


NO!!! It isn't! I got Lion King 1 and 1/2!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!



That is all. ^_^

Damn English teacher!!
I had to stay after for a timed write. I went all debater......security to improve quality life...blah blah blah......That was ok and not too bad.


Then my English teacher got back from a meeting and we began working on my essay revisions (I got a D-!), and she pretty much told me I have no points whatsoever and I can not organize my thoughts. She "helped" me get straight points....bullshit like that......Then she started on the typical "You have potential....blah blah blah...." So I said something to the effect of how I can not write, I lack creativity, I am good at grammar and talking and that is it. She then went about how I can discuss things..TALKING......why she was being stupid....then she said she has seen me write good and stuff.....I said no....then I was just "arguing with" her or so she said......I left nearly in tears and very very pissed. BITCH.




Drama was fun today. We played games.

Damn you, I like to sleep.
I went to sleep around 7:30 last night. I slept for 13 hours. Now I do not get to take a shower because I have to do math. Damn.

*yawn*
Screw editing my other entry.



I went to the banquet. It was a waste of bed time. The teachers did a skit about the "typical" teenager (jocks and preps), then a raffle (I won nothing ((DAMN POLICY DEBATERS)))...Whoa that looks funny. Anyway I should be sleeping right now. Rochelle gave me a MAJOR headache. I kept dozing off during the raffle. I slept on the way home. I do not feel as if I wish to do homework today. I have damn word problems again in math and they are stupid and I don't understand them! Goddamnit! *angry face*


I feel lazy. Inertia.

Stick your finger in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We listened to the tape of our concert and Aolean girls sounded worse than I remembered, so it made me happy. We sounded better as well. Whatever..

On Friday the GFH play festival thing is being shown! Someone come with me!!!!

I "get" to go to a banquet thing soon....I have so much homework. I don't think I am going to get done.



I need to sleep.....It makes me forgetful. I forgot what my point of updating was. I shall continue later more than likely.

Oh...where to start?
The concert was pretty damn terrible...First off, our soprano to alto count is 18:9 or 2:1.....twice as many. To lessen the count, the majority of the altos sing soprano. Our sopranos COMPLETELY missed their entire first PHRASE. We are the start of the concert, so the entire "mood" was off. The altos kept dropping out on 1 or 2 words at a time...I was the only one left singing. Then the sopranos went flat and I believe we did too. The next time we came in was missed by nearly everyone as well. We sounded terrible overall.



Aolian(or whatever)/the other choir that wasn't us: Guys - Lovely. Especially the tenors. They rock. Girls - REALLY young sounding. Altos were quiet and off. Sopranos were just really young sounding.


Fresh Orchestra - I do not know how they were to sound, but it seemed very flat. That is all...it sounded weird and flat to me.



Jazz Band - WOW. That is all. They fucking rocked. Which also reminds me...I wish to play a) saxophone! (alto preferance), b) trumpet, or c) bass (STILL!)


Then the little people and the mom were stupid. "Is that Ed that was walking with Bailey???!!" and such stupidity.





Ignorance truly is bliss. I wish I did not know some things. I would be so much happier. Take for instance Becca Triplet. She is happy. She is also the most oblivious person I know. I don't know anyone that is aware and happy at the same time.

I wish I knew nothing.

My mouse roller thing can massage my finger......wow....Ba da daaaaa!!!!
WooooooO NO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not now at least.

I took a long ass nap today.



Out of lack of better things to do, I am updating(again!).



I am now talking to Roxanne, Alex(ander), and Alex.


I talked to Nick for a little..errr...LONG.. while. He disgraced me beyond reason. But before it he helped me with my math. So he is *slightly* forgiven.




I also called Gwen. She is bringing me a book. Yay Gwen!

Damn words.
God damnit it. I resorted to doing homework and discovered the math homework sucks royal cock. They are all word problems and the wording confuses me greatly.


Will someone help me?! *bursts into tears*

I am procrastinating.
Woo hyper and nothing to do for once! = (.


It is SO fucking nice outside! If I had somewhere to walk I actually would! Gladly!


How long it will last I am not sure. The little people and mom just walked in.



They got the dog a carrier thing so my dog quits destroying the house. They have her in there now, and I have to listen to her whining and I feel terrible = (.


Last night I was at Roxanne's house. Pretty uneventful, but good to get away.


Britney Spears' Toxic is on!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!...

not really.


I like comments ; )....

Adding more to before. WHOA! I made a rhyme! Rock on! ^_^
I forgot stuff and did not wish to edit my last entry.



I gave my mom the pills Mishelle colored to save me. My mom did not believe me and said they were colored with a pen. It was nail polish stupid lady!



Later that day, she saw my wrist as I was wiping dog spit off my pants. She demanded to see it more, and said it was bruised. I really did not see how she got that, but there IS slight discoloring from wearing my Death all the time...Then she said an entire layer of skin was rubbed off and asked what the scab was from. The scab was just a dot, so I said I landed on a tack. Worst excuse I have ever thought up, but I am not spontaneous. I had accidentally dropped a tack on my bed and landed on it when I flopped down. She did not believe it (nor did I!), so now I am thought of as being suicidal AND taking illegal drugs from her.


I was not the one that took the Prozac but will never turn in anyone...I am too passive and unconfrontational.


I have a bloody nose right now.

Which reminds me...I have been spitting up more and more blood lately. Not because of a bloody nose though. I don't think it is good...but whatever.



Brownies need to come out of the oven!


I have a concert on Tuesday. Everyone needs to come watch us suck. I hate the songs we sing.



I am talking to my brother....

*dizzy*


*tears*

Damn I suck.
I can finally get to Woohu so I am updating. Before my computer was in such a terrible state I could not even get to Internet Explorer at all, but Kyle (friend from Idaho) fixed it for me. Yah.

Last night as I was drifting off to sleep, I got to thinking about how terrible sleep is. More than 1/3 of your life is unaccounted for due to sleep. You can not tell what is going on. The thoughts you wish would forever vanish are suddenly thought of. It is a state similar to near death. Absolutely no control is granted. You just have to deal with sleep. Nothing will change it. The mere aspect of such a thing seemed horrendous. I would soon be leaving the world. I could die in my sleep and I would never know if I was still sleeping or not. Whenever I drift off, the next thing I know it is around 5, 8, 12 hours later. Sometimes I remember dreaming, but usually not. It seems as if my life just...disappears...




Today was good. I went to lunch with my mom and a few of her friends at Golden Corral. After, we roamed Market Place, saw Roxanne, my mom finally met hers. Then to Famous Footwear. I got some boots. Saw Ashley K. I hate her. Went to Petco to get pig vitamins. Saw Mishelle's dad but wasn't sure if it was him or not. Went to Barnes and Noble and looked a lot.


I did get to go to Kaylene's house. 'Twas fun, but everyone but me was hellishly late. Watched part of Encino Man (Damn Gwen!), The Excorsist, watched the phone be passed around of Nick...Gwen screamed alot. Watched a little Drumline then came home and I want to go to bed.



I better push enter while my computer is still alive.

Happy Friday the 13th!!!!
Today was surprisingly good. I did not bite ANYONE'S head off. Be proud of me. Not even Andrew Wareheim when he was bugging me, Christie, and Annie and saying something stupid about Halloween.





It was weird. This morning I was listening to music and I had a sudden happy spurt just thinking back of Warped and the excitement. Maybe that is why I was so happy. It never died.

Later in English I was very strongly reminded of Nick by the way Kyle said something.....I was freaked out. Maybe it was just the gay peeking out like it does from both of them....O_o.....dunno.



My leg hurts. Mishelle kicked me. Ow.