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2004 8 June :: 3.57pm
this is an entry....
just to say HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO THE AWESOMEST GiRL AROUND! <3 u DANiELLE 16!!! yay!
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2004 8 June :: 1.22pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: jamisonparker - your song
happy 16th birthday to me!
<3
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2004 7 June :: 11.38am
:: Mood: ehh
:: Music: my way-usher
my mom is mad at me..
my mom just called me from her job and she didnt exactly go off on me but it was that kinda tone momz get when there pissed..so imma have to deal with that later..::sigh::
newayz yesterday i hung out with my dad and my brother..i cudda had more fun if people werent in such a bad mood!! ugh..i hate that when someone is in a bad mood they bring everyone else down with them..so we went and had dinner at fridays..then we went to boomers..i wuz hoping to run into sam and amara but that didnt work out..so i tried to convince my dad to go to muvico..but he said no and was still grumpy..i swear he's bipolar..i gave all my tickets to jonothon and he ended up with lie 10,000 tickets..no lie..so that made his day..lol..he got a whole bunch of crap with his tickets and got me a set of those chinese balls that mr.morone had that a supposed to relax you..we went on the go karts about 6 times..it wuz fun..now im here at home..bored..not doing anything
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2004 7 June :: 12.43am
CDs i realized i love and can't live without.
in no particular order. <3
1. charmbracelet // MARiAH CAREY
2. take off your pants & jacket // BLiNK 182
3. blink 182 // BLiNK 182
4. in the zone // BRiTNEY SPEARS
5. the writing's on the wall // DESTiNY'S CHiLD
6. in this skin // JESSiCA SiMPSON
7. coverage // MANDY MOORE
8. the spirit room // MiCHELLE BRANCH
9. the eminem show // EMiNEM
check back... i'll edit later <3
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2004 6 June :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: jamisonparker - "your song"
no one to talk to... where is everyone? don't tell me EVERYone went to go see the darkness. hmmph. guess i'll just be with myself tonight. or i'll cross my fingers.
always nothing more to say.
tonight i'd rather be in love. i'd rather it was you flowing through my blood, scraping through my veins, my everything. and you cling to every thread that clings to me. i live in notes and photographs and everything i'm holding back, but you're the words that weren't enough. you remind me of a song i used to love.
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2004 5 June :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: hot
hi woohu people.
i haven't done much.
beach, tanner than usual, chilling, movie watching, waiting, shopping, chilling, being bored.
yeah. it's been boring for the most part, but i'm loving all this time of doing absolutely nothing. i need to find a job so i can drive the barney car.
<3
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2004 5 June :: 3.33pm
:: Music: fly by night
omfg. longest Lj entry ever
www.livejournal.com/users/swamp_inthe_sky
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2004 4 June :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: cheerful
i assume this will be a long entry. lets make it short. <3
i'll post the most important thing first just in case u get bored of reading... i got a new screen name, add it to your buddylist. HCOblonde31 anyways....
last night i was up til' about 5am talking to jonah online.
earlier that morning i counted my money in my wallet. $168 total. i hadn't spent any of it. that night around 3am. i randomly counted it to see what i could spend at the mall today... but somehow i went down to $148. $20 missing.
went to bed, woke up. accused my mother while helping her clean out the kitchen cabinets because some guy is coming over to redo it. my mom didn't take the money. asked my sister... she didn't take $20 from me. but why would she, she's only 10. my brother walked into the room. says he didn't take it. called my dad, he didn't take it. my brother has a record for stealing things and not admiting to them.... perfect example. s0o my dad said he will replace it for me. he accuses my brother, but will not say anything without proof. i accuse him as well.
s0o my mom, at that instant, knowing that i couldn't trust anyone with my money in this house.... took me to the bank to open an account. should be getting my ATM card in 5 business days. lucky me. i also saw justin weis there. deeper voice. rather nice. tells me i am shorter than he remembers. not a good thing <3
came home. got on the phone with jonah while my mom went to pick up tommy's girlfriend & her friend. now why will my mom do that but she won't take me to the movies to simply see my boyfriend? who knows. grr. my brother showed off as usual. but not in a way that any girl would be impressed. calling his sisters sluts. talking to my boyfriend over the internet thinking he could make fun of him without getting shot down. trying to beat me up for no apparent reason. idk whatever he thinks is cool.
so anyways i jump in the shower & him & his girls leave. i get out, get ready to hit the mall. jackie comes over. we enjoyed shopping <3 miss her. look what i bought:
ae <3
hco <3
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hco shirt // victoria's secret undies <3 something i was in need of. lol
i came home, got redressed and went out to dinner, looked for new kitchen appliances for after we get out kitchen redone. <3 now i'm home just chillin' hehe.
i'm not as red as i was yesterday from the sun tan that alex & i got, but i still slightly hurt. *shrug* idk. imma bounce.
i miss everyone. <3 call me.
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2004 2 June :: 9.47pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: pieces 0f me // ashlee simps0n
today didn't turn out s0o great. but 2morrow will.
i had plans t0o g0o to the jason mraz concert. BUT j0nah mentioned g0ing 2 the m0vies. s0o i figured my m0m w0uld be nice enough t0 take me. s0o i went t0o ask her & she said, "yeah" and then followed s0mething i did n0t wanna hear. "but i'm n0t driving u 2 b0ynt0n." ir0nically... the m0vie theater was in b0ynt0n. s0o that was a n0o, n0o. by then, it was 2 late 2 grab $3o outta my wallet and get t0o danielle's h0use 2 catch a ride 2 jason mraz, cause it was ar0und 5:50pm. s0o then i called daddy... asked him if he w0uld take me driving cause he said "bri, this summer i plan t0o give u a lotta practice, and by the end 0f summer, u can get a car." well... he said he WOULD take me, but instead when he got home.... he sat 0n the c0uch & entertained himself with sh0ws 0n the discovery channel. g0o fish.
2morrow i've g0tta g0od plan th0. alex is gettin' dr0pped off & we're g0nna chill @ my c0mmunity p0ol & get o0o s0o tan til' like 3pm. theN... idk what i'm d0in' fr0m there. but yeah. @ least i'll be 0utta my house.
friday aftern0on, jackie & i g0t planz 2 hit up the mall. then h0pefully since m0mmy is OFF she will let me see mister j0nah. i miss him s0o much. 1o dayz til' 0ur 8 m0nth anniversary. phew. l0ng time.
but anyways. i'mma head 0ff t0 d0o... nothing i guess. lol well maybe change w0ohu cause i really d0n't agree with the summer background thing. s0o ttyl xoxo
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2004 2 June :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: what's happenin-ying yang twins
hey guys..i juss wanted to thank all ya'll for your concern and comforting words..love uuuu!!!
well..im startin to feel better bout things and cheerleading helps me relieve my stress..except of course when coach erin has one of her titi attacks and goes off on everyone..lol..its all good tho..im starting to catch up on everything..i took my chem exam this morning which was a bitch..and then i found coach clark and he was mad that i made him give me my test..so i took the weight training exam too..im taking mrs.douglas' exam tomorrow morning..and then all thatz left is the spanish exam..only i dont think imma take it since mrs. french is now in the hospital getting hip surgery..yea..mr.epstein told me that..i saw alotta teachers today..and they were all alot nicer to me than they ever have been..i guess its cuz most teachers become nicer when they kno u aren't a student any more..neways..i been working alot more recently..i work tomorrow..and for the rest of the week..cheer practice was fun 2day..we had little competitions wid the usher dance..lol..it wuz koo..well guess thats it..more updates laterrrrr...buhbyez..x0x0
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2004 1 June :: 2.54pm
hehe
hello woohu, long time no see.
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2004 31 May :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: red hot chili peppers - under the bridge
this summer has been fun so far. gives me hope for the days to come which is always good.
saturday - cleaned out the barney car, made it all spiffy, cut the grass, and the rest of the night i sat being bored out of my mind.
sunday - spent the day at my grandma's in melbourne. drove up watching peter pan, came back watching brother bear. oh how i love sitting in the back of mini vans watching disney movies, it just makes you feel like a kid. we found out my not so little boy cousins are kissing girls. everyone is growing up. so cute. came home and called briana over to spend the night. had fun.
today - woke up and met ryan at the pool. spent a little time there and then left and went to aunt and uncle's house to celebrate memorial day. went swimming, ate, got tan, drank pina coladas... started the summer off right with the family. came home and went back out to briana's. her and ryan and her pink room. woah. too bright. hung out, watched music videos... dip it low, met up with JB and decided to go swimming after about an hour of deciding what to do. had fun playing categories and marco polo in the pool... "fish out of water!". lol. and now i'm sitting here, the only child now, feeling bad for forgetting to call zach and ashley today. i hope they got to tallahassee safely.
this summer isn't looking that lonely after all. i found a boy, friends to have fun with, and no brother, what else could be better?
where is tina? i miss her. she's supposed to be home by now i thought.
<3 love.
enjoy summer.
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2004 31 May :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: amused
summer has been treating me g0od since the last update.
sunday i worked. it sucked tho.
then at 11pm i decided to sleep over danielle's house. s0o many laughs, & talks. g0od times.
today - (monday) - woke up at 12pm. went to the pool with danielle & ryan. left at 2pm. then i went home. showered. was a cam whore... took pictures cause i was bored. talked to jonah. then ryan came over. and then we waited for danielle. then danielle & i got ryan's car keys. unfortunately we couldn't keep them because he stole my house key. fuckerz. then we walked to mike's house... got his lazy ass up & went to the pool again. swam, hung out, had fun... being our retarded selves that we used to be like last summer. hopefully it will be fun.
anyways... now i am on the phone with jonah. holler if u wanna do something this week. <3
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2004 30 May :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: not so good..but feelin better
:: Music: it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday-boyz II men
wow..this has been a really hectic week..on monday my aunt chavi one of tha twins called me and told me that my other aunt..her sister maria passed away..she died last saturday nite in surgery..so me and my mom took tha first flight out to new york which was on tuesday..we left madd early in tha mornin..when we got there it was really cold..and then we went to my grandma's house in brooklyn and dropped our stuff off and took tha train to east new york for tha wake..wow..it wuz really sad..i wuz really close to my aunt so it really affected me..i got to see my other grandma..ev and chavi my twin aunts..and my dad..my biological dad..that wuz interesting..i dont really wanna get into that tho..so yea den wednesday wuz tha second nite of tha wake..and we went to that..more tears..it wuz even more sad because her baby aj..he's turning two kept going up to the casket trynna wake her up..that broke everyone down..me included..toward the end of the night chavi read the poem henry wrote..imma type it at the end of my entry..and she started to break down a bit..me too..everybody did..u'll see why..thursday was mass..that really got to me too.i cried the most then and then we went to the crematory..so it wuz a really tough week..kuchie (that was her nickname) meant alot to me..we were madd close..she always helped me out with everything..she had the biggest smile..and touched everyone she met..she wuz tha sweetest person and everybody loved her..she wuz really funny and had the best personality..she always wanted me to meet my dad but always respected the fact that i wasn't ready to..she always had my back..we would always chill and hang out during the summer when i would go up to new york..me, her, ev, chavi, luis, and joey would always hang out..i got to see alotta people i haven't seen i like two years but still you kno??..everyone was hurting, grieving and in pain..im glad i got to go tho..it helps alot..iight so here's the poem...
.. A Lost ..
Trying to accept..that you passed away...
Trying to cope..wondering the reason..why??
Im just here wishing..this day would have never come...
You left too soon...
You left too early...
Now your baby is going to be raised without a mommy...
But don't worry...
He has a big loving family to watch him for you...
But you can watch him too...
From where you're at now, sky's above...
Heaven..you're his angel..
Like he was yours
Send him your guidance; send him your love...
As for us...
We will have to understand...
It was your time to go...
But..it doesn't feel right...
Feels so wrong..so cold...
All this hate and anger building up inside...
Don't know what to do..
Just cry, cry, cry...
Miss you...
Keep thinking...
That at anytime you'll be walking through the doors...
What I'll give to just hear your voice...
To say anything...something...HOLLA..Booger Butt..just once more...
To see you smile...to hear you laugh...to hold you in our arms again..
I...just don't believe you're gone...
A daughter, a sister, a mother, an aunt, a love and a friend...
A beautiful person like yourself should have not went...
But they say...
God knows what's best...
God knows what he is doing...
God only takes the good...the best...
Miss you...
Now you're in Heaven, sky's above...
Looking down upon us...
Like a star...shining bright...
Breaking through the clouds...like a ray of light...
You might be gone in physical form...
But you're still here...
Forever alive in our hearts, minds and souls...
We miss you...we love you...
I will not say goodbye...
But I will say...
I'll see you later Booger Butt..
~by: Henry Fabian Gonzalez-May 23, 2004
Rest In Peace: Maria "Kuchie" Flores
October 22, 1970-May 22, 2004
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2004 29 May :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: bills bills bills // destiny's child
updating woohu for summer. <3
more details... later. xoxo
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today was harsh. went to bed at 4am after being on the phone with jonah & spending the last night with my kitty. woke up at 9:30am & said my final goodbye. cried myself to sleep & then woke up around 3pm. ate some cereal. went back to be til' 6pm. went to the seafood store & publix. came home, baked cookies, muffins, and a cake. ate dinner... talked with jonah... took a shower, redid woohu... now i wanna get some sleep. its been a long day. i miss my kitty.... crawling on my back & head to fall asleep. clawing me everytime i walked passed her... knowing that i would never pass her up without petting her. bringing home dead birds & snakes & lizards. eating my pizza or sticking her nose in my cereal. making my bed & making her part of the bed by putting the sheets over her. dancing & hugging her. meowing back at her like i knew how to speak her language... she always seemed to meow back at me...? when she used to nudge my hand while i was writing & she would draw pictures. when she would run away from my sister and come to me. her waking me up on christmas eve cause she knew she smelt her treats under the tree. sharing the same birthday. she was 17. i've spent my whole life with her. its so unusual not seeing her around my house. =`(
r.i.p. 5.29.04 -- mookie. i love u with all my heart. xoxo ur the world's greatest kitty.
mommy is sleeping... i have no shoulder to cry on anymore & i don't want to bother anybody about my whining. s0o.... off to bed i go, but enjoy my new woohu. xoxo
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