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2004 25 April :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Don't Tell Me // Avril Lavigne
work was pleasant.
i worked with walter all day today, fun! thank god he was there because it was s0o damn slow. we were picking on tom & pissing him off, making fun of kevin's hair, making fun of steven, & i was picking on walter for the wet spot he left on his butt.... eye level lol. hell yea it is.
anyways... idk why i'm s0o pissy. maybe its cause my dad is offering to pay for my phone bill this week which means i could have spent another $60 at the mall but instead i decided to save it for my bill... which i now... don't have to pay. or maybe its because my mom borrowed $100 off me... for her trip to chicago... which she claims to pay back on thursday. maybe its because i have all this money and because i want a car, i have to spend it on car insurance rather than new clothes. or maybe its because erica jipped me an hour of work today because she knew i am making $7 an hour, and didn't want me making more than i usually do.
o how i love the real world and the money.
perhaps i'm going to go out to dinner with daddy & my brother to a mexican resturant 2night. hehe.
did i mention... i love being able to spend my money... i haven't done it in so long, and i love having someone to shop with- who doesn't care about how much she spends or how long we stay in the mall, and i love being able to talk to someone who is so much older than i am about life, because her advice helps.
i love having my boyfriend, and the love. the feeling of being strong even though we rarely get together... but those butterflies that i get in my tummy every time i see him.... it just makes this world feel great. i miss hema. i love danielle & the friendship we have.
peace 0ut. A-Town Down.
P.S // thank u 4 the compliments on my journal. <3
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spinoangel
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2004 25 April :: 12.15pm
:: Mood: lonely... yeah yeah yeah so is everyone.
:: Music: billy joel - "she's got a way"
it's my turn.
watching disney movie, "ring of endless light". i guess mischa barton was always good at getting mad at the boys she likes. i see why she was casted for OC. she's great at being emotional. this movie even makes me cry too.
so that part when she and that guy were on the beach, dancing, and they kissed. and then later, she went inside and said "... wow."
yeah... i.
i miss that feeling.
i have nothing to do today. my parents are going to some friends party and i am left home alone with leftover chinese and no one to talk to. oh well. i could start on long-term homework. but will i?... not unless i'm SO bored that i can't stand it.
i wish i knew that someone felt about me like how the lyrics in this song are.
she's got a way about her.
don't know what it is, but i know that i can't live without her.
she's got a way of pleasing.
don't know what it is, but there doesnt have to be a reason anyway.
she's got a smile that heals me,
i don't know what it is, but i have to laugh when she reveals me.
she's got a way of talking,
don't know what it is, but it lifts me up when we are walking anywhere.
she comes to me when i'm feeling down, inspires me.
without a sound, she touches me, and i get turned around.
she's got a way of showing me,
how i make her feel and i find the strength to keep on going.
she's got a light around her,
and everywhere she goes a million rings of love surround her everywhere.
she comes to me when i'm feeling down, inspires me.
without a sound, she touches me, i get turned around.
she's got a smile that heals me,
i don't know what it is, but i have to laugh when she reveals me.
she's got a way about her, don't know what it is.
but i know that i can't live without her.
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playmate101
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2004 24 April :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: lovable.
:: Music: Turn Me On // Kevin Lyttle
today was deliciously lovely.
it's days like today that i love.
woke up at 1:30pm. found all my clothes lying around the house. here's the reason:
Daddy got home from Marlins game with Tim & my bro around 12am. Daddy & Tim hung out in my garage until about 5am this morning. Carol came here after work around 2:30am. They all went out & since she didn't wanna wear her work clothes, she grabbed some of mine.
anyways, after i woke up... Carol called & asked to go hang out at the pool with her. which i did. then around 4:30pm:
CAROL: "i REALLY want those green capris that u bought, & i have to go get my ring from the boynton mall sometime."
ME: "Let's go!"
CAROL: "Alright, let's go."
ME: "...i was only kidding."
CAROL: "o. let's go."
so we went home, got dressed, & buzzed off in the escalade lookin' all pimp. got to boynton, parked in B.F.E. & went into American Eagle. Bought a new outfit. she bought the outfit i already had cause she was dying for my pants & she bought the outfit i bought today... only in a different color & size.
got home. called jonah. went out to dinner with daddy. that chinese place had me laughing for hours. old people. old people with big white beards. chinese people with funny accents. lobster bibs. lotsa food. lotsa laughs.
now, i'm calling it a night. i might get ready for bed... do some hw. idk. we'll see.
1o.12.o3 x`o
[“•edit•“]
i can't sleep. it's 2am. re/did woohu
s0ngs 2 him:
¹. Cupid // 112
². iF i Ain'T Got y0u // Alicia Keys
³. i Pray // Amanda Perez
:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:*:.:
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2004 24 April :: 10.29am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: bling bling
ugh..
yea my dad didnt show up last nite to pick us up..itz nutten new..but i wuz countin on him to take us out somewhere..i havent done nething in like forevvverrr..cuz im still grounded and all..blahhh..so dat made me kinda pissed..so im home..bored..he sed he wuz gonna pick us up today wen he getz off from work which is aroun 4-ish..so itz juss me n jon..mom n pat had to work overtime today..bcuz the company is movin into another building and they hafta help..sucks for them..i can tell already that 2day is gonna be a lazy bum day..watchin tv in shit.. ehh..oh well..x0x0
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2004 22 April :: 7.55pm
shopping til' ur dropping.
Carol :
+$200 in Hollister.
+$160 on a D & B bag.
+$ 50 on Makeup.
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=$410 total.
Booty Girl :
+$150 on Coach shoes.
+$100 on Makeup.
+$ 80 in Hollister.
+$ 50 on a Coach Wallet.
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=$380 total.
Me :
+$ 68 in Hollister.
+$ 95 in American Eagle.
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=$163 total.
spending g's.
i haven't eaten anything but two candy bars today. i'm so scared.
what i've tried to do isn't right... and i can't succeed... but i'm not going to give up trying. i need to feel good again. really good. not even shopping does me anything any more... maybe because.... yeah. i'm done. i'm going to do homework.
<3 Carol & Booty. i've found new people to shop with, and talk with. that's that. i don't need anybody else anymore. i've tried getting together with people & doing those girly things with someone for too long. i'm sick of searching. i don't care how old these two are. Carol = 36 & Booty = 22. they both look 19 yrs old & some guy thought we were all sisters. so i'm done.
"this doesn't do anything for me."
"b, u wanna sign?" +in front of the Coach Manager+ haha, <3
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spinoangel
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2004 22 April :: 5.51pm
:: Music: konstantine
just doing the daily past time
=*(
i'm sooo tired and i'm so fucking pissed. and crying. and i feel like shit because i wanted sleep but every single time i was going to fall asleep, my mom calls me to go downstairs and do something.
it was a nice day with adam and danielle though. they make me smile a lot.
i'm soooo... it hurts so much. the tears just wont stop running down my face because my eyes and body are so tired.
tripping. hyperventilating.
i don't wanna be here in the future.
i don't wanna look much closer.
all this hope i sent into the sky had crashed.
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boricuababy
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2004 22 April :: 1.54pm
:: Mood: pain
:: Music: where tha party at??
ouchhhh..it hurtssss..:(
i got a major fuckin beat down in P.E today..lol..carlos hit me wid tha basketball twice..he sed sorry but i got really mad..not at him tho..juss because of tha fact that i got hit and because i got hit in tha face..u guyz kno how i am bout stuff like dat..well tha first time it hit me like on my neck/ear/jaw area and i heard a snap in my jaw..wooo..dat freaked me out..i thot like i broke my jaw or sum shit like dat..lol..den i checked my earring and it got dented!!! omg..dat pissed me off..der my NAME EARRINGS!! i wear em all tha time..hopefully i can get it fixed..but dat got me more mad..and den i got hit on my back..lol..but yea..datz wha happened 2day..
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playmate101
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2004 21 April :: 10.13pm
:: Music: listening to michael jackson sing on south park lmao
chemistry: did our lab write up. i nailed that. it was so easy. gotta have a good grade.
stats: 74% on the mock AP test. awesome. nooo cheating at all. <3
economics: listened to epstein lecture, & took the practice test 29/60. yikes.
art hist: passed notes all over. nothing special.
bus ride home: hadda boy talk between me, danielle, ashley c, and ashley t. nice stuff. i loved that.
came home, typed up all epstein's notes. now i'm stuck with writing morone's paper... which i don't want to. damn.
what to do, what to do?
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playmate101
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2004 21 April :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: grateful
An Email ThaT a FrienD sEnT me.
TO REALIZE
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has
Given birth to a premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
Time waits For no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.
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2004 21 April :: 9.16pm
i forgot to add that my quarter was stolen by this black girl in the lunchline. she came up and asked if her taco could be rang up with my chips, and i gave a dollar ( the chips were $0.75). never got my quarter back.
fucker
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2004 21 April :: 6.51pm
i cant fuckin do this nemore. it's not fair. no one understands.
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spinoangel
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2004 21 April :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: seether f/ amy lee - "broken"
tiredness.
i just feel tired of life in general. i don't feel like i really have anything to live for. well, maybe my weekends. yeah, i love those. but regular life, in school, no. frustration? ... not cool. i have lots to say and i have no idea what to say.
____ is the bane of my existence.
everything else, i feel so secure with. i just... i'm gonna be so happy when i know i'll never have to set foot in that classroom ever again. although i feel a little better lately about it cuz now all we do is dbqs and as long as i dont have to listen to him lecture about stuff i dont understand, i'm good. that movie we watched last class made me emotional, i was gonna cry when the soldier shot the vietnamese man. it just reminds me of my grandpa or something. (he fought in the war... not for the north though.) i just hope that i can raise it to an A. and pass the AP exam. i gotta start studying. sometime.
social life? eh, let's ignore that for a while.
wish list = win a date with tad hamilton, chasing liberty
may 1 = happiness (hopefully) for kat, sunfest with gavin and michelle
after school is done on friday, i am OUT. to texas. just living until that day comes.
i like this song.
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
i kept your photograph and i know it serves me well.
i'm broken when i'm lonesome and i don't feel right when you're gone away.
the worst is over now. and we can breathe again.
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
there's so much left to learn and no one left to find.
cuz i'm broken when i'm open and i don't feel like i am strong enough.
i am broken when i'm lonesome and i don't feel right when you're gone away.
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2004 21 April :: 5.24pm
just saw christina's journal and noticed she said she was watching cluless last night....HAHA i was too, i totally love that movie.
i think that i am like cher because we both have guy problems and stuff. i so want to be her. clueless has seriously changed my life.
last night i tried to help alex with his algebra, i forgot it. he was so stoned, maybe i knew this because he kept saying "heather, i'm so stoned"
oh, how i can love certain people and hate certain people at the same time
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