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2003 20 September :: 12.33am
:: Mood: spacy
ha ha moda fugas!
HEY WE WON TONIGHT...14 - 13 ...HELL YEAH MODA FUGAS...I WON MY $2 BITCHES...
so other than that...how are you all today?...lmfao...pep rally was awesome...fuck i'm a senior...oh well ni modo eh?...the game was fun...
hey i have a serious question that i've been thinking bout for a long while now...& no one really would know what i'm talking bout so don't assume ppl...*hint hint my friends*...lol...well here's my question:
~*have you had to make a decision that was going to affect your future...other than like college...but something that you must stick with for the rest of your life?*~
i'm kinda in that situation...& it's nothing bad really...but yeah...i'm having a problem with that...please anyone & everyone help me out...suggestions...comments..."save me's"...past stories...whatever...i need some suport...THANX EVERYONE
I LOVE YOU JOEY WITH ALL MY HEART...CAN'T WAIT ;)
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2003 20 September :: 12.20am
:: Mood: bored to shit
la de da de da...
Your serial killer name would be Diablo! You would
be a mastermind in what you do. You would come
up with perfect plans on how to do your bad
stuff, and send out your minions to do it for
you. That would prevent you from getting
caught, because for one reason, they would not
rat you out. Your real name might not be known
and you would be greatly wanted, because as
long as you're out on the hidden streets, there
will still be danger! You're the big guy/girl!
(New Quiz!) What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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are you evil
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2003 19 September :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: happyjumpygiddylicious
*sigh*...weak in the knees again...
well i had fun spending my lastnight with hector...dude i love you man...con cuidado eh?...that's what i thought...didn't do my homework again...whatever...i guess...ppl think i'm kinda wierd for wanting to get married & now it's becoming such an issue to me...i think i should stop worrying bout it so much...but then again...let's just say i can't wait til my birthday...which is october 13 by the way...i'm gonna be 17...*yay*...whatever...so yeah...
HOLTVILLE VS. IMPERIAL TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!
C'MON VIKINGS LET'S KILL SOME TIGERS!!!
*sigh*...i love you so much with all my heart joey...*smiles*...talk later.
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2003 18 September :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: sleepy weepy
more than it already does!
well i'm only gonna say a few things...
gina: i'm sorry for the fight & when i get over somethings i will tell you what really happened that night...i just don't want to fight...i'm sorry
danny: thanx for what you said in your journal today...if ever you need to talk even if you think i'll get mad or whatever...it needs to be said & i'm here to listen
hector: I'M GONNA MISS YOU MAN :'( ...i cry now...& i'll get over it i hope...the crying i mean...lol..."take my hand...live while you can..."...great words to live by...i'm glad it's our song :D
joey: happy 4 months...i love you with all my heart...
to everyone else...i love you guys...for without you all...my life would suck...
more than it already does!
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2003 17 September :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: incubus (mourning view cd)
good day?!
"so are you gettin kress straightened up jena?" -my science teacher asked me after class today.
[kress = jim]
haha, that made my day a considerably good one.
=)
p.s. i love you rochelle!!
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2003 17 September :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: x-tina & lil kim - can't hold us down
bored...tired...blah...eh...*puke*
i'm really out of it right now...things have gone wrong for me for the past days now...i guess i'm trying to get past things right now...just really really hard...i hate to say it, but now i'm at the point where if ppl don't like me or things i do...i guess they are dead weight on me...i can't do anything right anymore, so if ppl don't like it...you don't have to pretend to be my friends then...i've had this happen for the past couple days now...& maybe i deserve it...maybe i'm better off alone...or dead...
i hate all my classes & now i wish i was out of high school already...i thought about how i've wanted to pursure a carrer in music...singing in fact...& i think to myself now how silly i am bout it...i'm lazy to the thought of actually doing something bout it...i feel bummed cuz ppl are motivated enough to start bands now & be all music crazy in band...maybe i'm not supposed to be a music person...maybe i'm an office girl...*ugh*...shoot me for that last comment plz...
maybe this will piss off ppl...but lately i'm not caring anymore...i hung out with joey today...& i took some ppl's thoughts seriously today in actually thinking wether or not i am really in love with him...to my surprise i found the answer...I DO...& ppl will think that i say that because i don't know what to think or i'm basing it on the wrong things...but you know what...you're not me...& you'll never be...it's my life...i'll screw it up if i'd like...but right now...this is where my heart is...& my heart has led me to the right path with him...
ppl have opinions...opinions are shit to me...shit needs to be flushed...
;)
I LOVE YOU JOEY!
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2003 16 September :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: nothing at all
do do do...
Your bra is a SWEET bra!
Your bra is a caring, loving and doting bra.
Cuddly and sweet like a puppy, soft and warm like a baby's skin is your bra. Daintily designed, pastel coloured, petite and subtle, your bra matches your boobs and your personality.
If your bra was candy, it would be a big red sucker pop...or a cute li'l bowl of rainbow coloured marshmallows.
As caring and thoughtful as you are, your bra never relents in cupping your delectable mounds of love, day round!
What Kind of Bra Are You?
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You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon
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And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it
You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.
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2003 16 September :: 8.03pm
:: Mood: i don't even know anymore.. =(
:: Music: commercials on the radio..
nothing anymore.
so yeah.. the moday and tuesday of this week was.. okay if you consider being miserable okay.. but whatever.
last night i stayed at rochelles. i did have fun. =) but i guess her step dad is bein an ass today, so rochelle, i hope you're okay.. i love you! -hugs-
jim and i are okay.. we just fight a lot.. i um, need him. because he helps me through everything. =( i wish i wasn't so dependent on him. i need him for absolutly everything. i feel so stupid. but i l o v e h i m w i t h a l l m y h e a r t and i don't ever wanna lose him.. it came to close once, never again do i want it to become that close again.. never again.
in algebra i feel dumb. i guess we're doing "Problem Solving" now- man, i try so hard, and i just don't understand it. =( i don't know what to do.. ugh. we're having a test.. umm.. [hold on, let me look in my planner..] um, yeah thursday. -sighs- i am going to fail it. whatever; if i fail, i'll most likely just fail the whole year. but i don't even know if i care anymore.
i re-did my journal.
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2003 16 September :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: scared & lonely
:: Music: silence
ya no estoy aqui...mori!
i'm sorry that you feel that way gina...you didn't let me say my side of the story & i understand that you hate me right now...i didn't mean to start such a "war" with you...but you should've said something earlier...i try to forget the past cuz i hate living in it...& i'm sorry that things haven't quite gone right with us...i'd only be willing to say my side later cuz right now...i'm just really hurt...you have the right to blame me...but you blame me for the wrong reasons...& it's not that i had joey comment for me...but he gave a shit...he knew that i was feeling like crap anyways before i read your journal...& once again i'm sorry that you are so mad at me right now...& if you would like to break this friendship...then i guess go right ahead...maybe it really is my fault...maybe i haven't kept my end of the deal in this friendship...maybe i'm just a dumbass & robert & b are right that i'm the most fucked up person in the world...& i'm sorry for the shit you've gone through with me...i'm seriously not trying to play the fucking victim here...but to be honest, what else am i to do?...you wouldn't let me get my story across...unfortunately at this point, i don't think it matters to you...if you want me out of your life then fine...i'm sorry...that is up to your choosing what you want to do...i'd love to make things better...but i just don't know what to do...i have confided in you things...so many things that i wish sometimes never happened & i know you've done the same practically...& to know i'm hurt...
(no pun intended)
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2003 15 September :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: lost
:: Music: green day - basket case
things go so wrong for me...
i had been asking ppl what they thought bout me getting married after high school & before i go to college...just in general though...not specifically with anyone...
ppl think i'm pretty dumb for it...*sigh*...it's not like i'm gonna want kids that quickly though...i think that's what ppl think...but whatever i guess...
i think ppl think i'm dumb for always saying that joey is the one for me...like i said in my previous entry...TOUGH SHIT...i just wish i had some kinda support...sometimes i don't even think lina is happy...*sigh*...
gina's pist at me...& i could give her my side of the story...but it's pointless...i know she's not gonna listen...& that's fine...i'm sorry if i hurt you...but i have reasons...they are real...& i guess...well maybe i'm just grateful knowing that you are ultimately ok from all that you had to go through...& i guess i am a bitch...
i guess...
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2003 15 September :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: giddy to the max!
:: Music: tv
my face hurts cuz i smile too damn much...
wow, it's increadable...i had an ok day today...i got my new phone & it's currently charging right now...new backpack...i was gonna get a cd today, but i changed my mind...mainly so i wouldn't hear my dad bitch so much bout buying me things...so yeah...i went to hs today & saw danny working...by the way...kinda slow now what's up with that?...at least i liked my bbq bacon dog...i had a feeling he already knew i was gonna be there because i am like the only one who orders that according to him...lol...i'm unique i guess in my taste of food...
i cried a bit today but happy tears though cuz i was watching this movie & it was about a couple & love & shit like that...*sigh*...if i seriously could...i'd rent an apartment...fucking get a great ass job...leave everyone...& take joey with me...he makes everything so much better lately...shit when i got mad at him last night for a misunderstanding of things, we got over it like that...& i love him so much...*sigh*...*sniff sniff*...damnit i'm crying again...
i never want to let go...never...
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2003 14 September :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: energetic
you know what i think?
gosh i'm feeling sick right now...it's funny though how joey can make things better even if it's only for one min...*sigh*...you know what...i'm tired of giving a shit bout what others think lately...
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART JOEY...NO MATTER WHAT...I PROMISE YOU THIS...I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BIT OF ANYTHING IN ME!!!
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2003 14 September :: 1.11pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: tv
ain't it the truth?
I don't know whether you would like to hear this or
not, but people might just have a celebration
once you are gone. There are doubts that there
would actually be a PARTY, but there may be a
relief. At least when you're not around,
there's a relief. Your bothersome ways may
cause this. You tend to be a joker or just a
silly, annoying person. People may avoid you or
just sigh when you're around. Who knows? It
could be a good thing for you...
What Type of Funeral Will You Have? Will You Be Missed Once You're Gone?
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2003 14 September :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: upset, depressed, worried, anti-social
:: Music: die trying - oxgyens gone
just leave me alone to die
the whole weeks been bad.. well, starting tuesday anyway. jim and i have just ben fighting non-stop all the time anymore. god, i don't even know what the fuck we're fighting over half the time, we just fight to fight.
so tuesday i had an anxiety attack, and god i've been seriously getting those more and more often.. and i don't know what to do about them because i don't want to tell anyone. i'm scared they'll take me to the doctor, and they'll want to.. i don't know, i'm just scared of them seeing my arm. i don't want to know what they'll do about it. they'd probably tell my mom or something. and thats the last thing that i need.. =/
wed. at lunch time jim and i got into this fight over something.. i guess he said that i was making fun of him, but i swear to god on my life that i didn't even mean to say anything bad. it just came out wrong i guess.. but i don't know, he wouldn't talk to me for the rest of the lunch period, and he didn't walk with me to 6th period.. i was really upset. i hate when things like that happen. god, it makes me feel like shit. 8th period i couldn't hold it in anymore. i asked to go the restroom cause i was crying.. mrs. gurdish asked if i was okay, i just nodded my head.. i think i was in there for like 5 minutes, and when i finially came back in the class room, i was still crying a little bit, and i felt everyones eyes on me. i hate that. i guess they were all waiting for me to get out the bathroom. how dumb.
the rest of the week was just bad. then came the weekend. god, i don't even want to talk about the weekend. i had the worst weekend ever. jim and i fought, and all i did all weekend was cry, and cry and think about stupid shit. i swear i wanted to just sink into my pillow and just never have to face anything anymore. i didn't want to talk or see anyone.
but i did. i had to go to my uncles family reunion with him. i didn't want to let him down. i may be a little depressed, but i wouldn't let my aunt and uncle down. kelly and i went, and everyone rode horses but me. the one who loves horses, but i didn't ride. because i'm scared not of horses.. of something else. but i don't want to talk about it.
so i'm going to go to school with a HaPpY fAce! on, and lie some more. =) yay. i'm so glad!
i hope i don't wake up in the morning.
i love you jim.
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2003 13 September :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: evanescence - everybody's fool
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I am 11% Geek
I wanna be a geek. But I'm not. Why would I even want to be one. Do I think it's fun? I should try writting an online test application at 1 am in my underwear
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I am 44% Tortured Artist
I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.
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2003 13 September :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: completely lost
:: Music: rhonda vincent - you can't take it with you when you go
i'm so bored that i want to do nothing!
i'm impatiently waiting for joey to get online or to call me to see if we're going out tonight...damn i forgot he was gonna fix up his room today...hmm...i dunno...i really want to do something, but not right now, i feel like being a bum right now...*sigh* i'm so tired from lastnight...i had fun & I LOVE YOU JOEY!...i'm so out of it...i kinda want to go out right now, but i dunno...denisse wants to hang out but i dunno what i want to do...if it was night time i'd go walking...i can't go smoke...maybe i'll play my guitar...damn gina just called & asked to go over to imp. & drink...damn i need one, but for some reason i just kinda want to be alone now...hmm...wtf is wrong with me...?...*sigh*...talk later.
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2003 13 September :: 12.21pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: rhonda vincent - you can't take it with you when you go
i need to eat soon
Chocolate Milk! WoO! You are sweet and indulgent,
but too much of you makes me sick...
What kind of milk are you?
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damn now i'm thirsty...& i'm craving some freshly baked cookies...damnit!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART JOEY! :D
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2003 13 September :: 11.54am
:: Mood: all smiles
:: Music: fountains of wayne - stacey's mom
another long yet somehow beautiful night
well let's see where i've left off in my journey called life...hmm...well nothing much happened during school, so nm that...i went to the drive in with joey lina & ben...i was kinda mad cuz of something i was told...& i still wonder wtf is wrong with that person...
ppl are their own ppl...they may need guidance, but should really never be told what to do & make them feel stupid for stuff like that...*ugh*...whatever...i explained this to danny so i'm kinda tired of re-explaining it right now...but ultimately i did end up having a good time...
something bout ppl not liking the fact that i've been saying that i want to marry joey in my journal...wtf does it matter?...i understand a few ppl's reasons, but it hurts to think that maybe some of my friends think it's stupid for me to think that...it is what i feel, even as we speak...*sigh*...i don't say things bout other couples...so why does it seem that they hate "us"?...i don't think i'll ever understand that...
maybe ppl think that i'm gonna hurt him...hmm...i'm not gonna...i promise now...i saw how my smoking really hurts joey in a way...so seriously...i am gonna try my fucking hardest to quit...i didn't take it very seriously when i'd said it the first time...so now i am quitting...for good hopefully...*sigh*...it's gonna hurt, but sometimes pain is good...kinda like those goosebumps huh joey?!...ha ha...but seriously i won't hurt joey...it's funny how i say this...but i really truely love joey...
& if no one likes that...TOUGH SHIT!
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2003 11 September :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: full
sleeping on chicken, friendship, & love!
You Are Dreamy Sexy!
Your sex appeal stems from your constant dreamlike state.
Not only do you think about fairy tales, you have the ways of a fairy princess.
You're sweet, soft manner attracts similarly dreamy guys
And your natural girly beauty lures all men in, so be discriminating!
What Kind of Sexy Are *You*?
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You have a rare gift. You are usually even
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You are highly attatched to all your friends.
You would probably die for your best friend or
your lover. Above all, you think it's important
that everyone get along. You are good at
compromising and probably willing to make
sacrafices for other people. Your broken hearts
take a VERY long time to heal.
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Your date outfits are flirty and fun - and make guys smile
Occasionally you'll take a fashion risk, and it will pay off
You're up for flashing an inch or two of skin
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2003 10 September :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: my brothers asking me bout y i'm "punk" & if i date out of my world
love of my life
wow i guess alot happens when you don't write much on here huh?...there has been mixed emotions for the past few days...well let's see...what happened?
saturday was GREAT :D ... sunday was just a day i think...monday...oh monday... :( ...
monday was open house...the night i went through so much drama...i had my mom call my dad to go to my open house...as he was coming my family joked around bout me & the way i am...i told them they were immature & they just kept picking on me...i told my mom i was gonna leave...& then she just laughed...so i told her i was gonna kill myself...she laughed again...& said i was stupid...if i were suicidal...that would've done it for me...but i'm not...hmm....
well... i went to open house...it was ok...up until i went to massey's class...my cell rang...my friend was in big need of someone to talk to...so i called danny to see if he'd take me to ec to see her...he was in a "mood" i guess...thinking bout things...so i was whatever bout it...but i couldn't stop thinking bout her...i told joey since it was on my mind big time...he felt for her...oh yeah & i was mad @ my mom cuz i saw her & dad hugging...i know that sounds very weird for me to be mad @...but they are supposed to be getting a divorce...& to be quite honest, i don't want him back...not after the shit i heard bout him...it's sad for me to say that he is the one who had a part of the "making" of me...lol...whatever...so i was mad @ them...& they were mad @ me...i didn't go to the senior meeting...instead i vented to joey bout everything with me...he held me & i felt much better...to make a long story shortened up a bit...me joey danny & denisse went to visit our girl & my parents were mad cuz "i do whatever the fuck i want to"...whatever...so we went to visit...dropped off joey...denisse talked bout her "diggin a hole" story...danny & i cried bout things with us...i'm sorry for you dude...it'll be ok...
well everyday has been ok i guess...my mom isn't much mad at me now & i have the chance to go out...now no one wants to do anything...damnit...maybe i'll just walk round town again...like i usually do when i'm depressed a bit...i dunno...i just know that i really really really love joey more than ever each & every day...hopefully we get to go to the drive-in's friday... ;) ...*crosses fingers*...ONE WEEK BABY...4 FUCKING GREAT MONTHS....
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2003 10 September :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: i feel like singing
:: Music: a bunch of different stuff.
don't test me. not this year.
i made a community.. so everyone that reads my journal, please join. it'd mean a lot to me. just click HERE
i've been listening to this radio station, and all these old songs are on that i haven't heard in a couple years.. and i'm pretty happy about that, because i like these songs. damn. i miss this kinda shit.
:sings: [this is stuck in my head from earlier today]
you’re getting closer, to pushing me
off of life’s little edge
cause i’m a loser and sooner or later
you know i’ll be dead
you’re getting closer, you’re holding
the rope and i’m taking the fall
cause i’m a loser, i'm a loser
so you can tell that school started, because no one updates anymore.. =[ which makes me sad. but i guess i'll get over it like i do everything else.
i'm not sure about school anymore. to much work. i'd rather be doing something else, like sleeping. but yeah- i have to keep my grades up. because i want to. not because anyone else wants me to. i am doing it because i want to. =] because of me. me me me.
i'm doing good in my classes so far -shudders- oh well, i'm trying harder than last year, especially in algebra, and english.. only because i really am starting to like algebra, and english will only get harder, and i better start doing good now. dumb reasons, but hey-- they work.
i guess i don't really have that much homework, yeah i have more than last year, but you always have more homework the higher grade you get in, so.. no complaining from me.
i have to say- fuckin people better stop talking to jim! you stupid bitch. talk to him again, see what i do. =] thats all.
[my friends know who the hell i'm talking about.]
don't press my buttons this year. not this year, because i'm not taking anyones shit.
i was sitting on the bus, and this one nicole girl was talking really loud, and i was like "who the fuck is talking so loud?! they need to stfu, they're getting on my nerves." to kelly, and she was like "jena, everything gets on your nerves anymore." haha, yeah she's right. i hate people. =]
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2003 8 September :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: goofy
I LOVE YOU JOEY & I KNOW YOU DO TOO!
i'm in a goofy feeling right now...i went to ec with danny denisse & mark & we all got home late...mark freaked out...danny went bout 100 coming home...i had to pee like a mother...& denisse is content with herself eating her fucking jacknthebox food...wtf happened to that capaccino damnit!?...lol...i couldn't stop smiling today...i got to talk to joey for about 3 or 4 hours online...wow, i'm so in love with him...it's incredable...ok...i think i'm ready to say what it was that made me blush lastnight...
a guy had asked him if he thought i was "the one".....................................he nodded his head "yes"......................................& he means it!
wow, i think he's the one for me too...*sigh*...I LOVE YOU JOEY!...wow, my face hurts from smiling still...lol...well i better get going...i'm gonna have sweet dreams :D...talk later.
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2003 7 September :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: 504 boys - i can tell
: i'm not sure :
yes. i am listening to rap. no i don't like much of it. but a select few i like.
so i guess yesterday jim and i fought. i was upset. i cried. nothing else new. i always cry over stupid things. but whatever. i don't care anymore.
today jim came over. and rochelle was here also. sams party was today. i guess all her friends didn't come over, because they had "plans" [assholes] but allison was here. and we made the best of it. and i did have a good time.
it started around 2, we all went outside on the back porch deck. my mom made hotdogs, and we ate chips. sam gave us all a little gift bag, which had: a bracelet, necklace, hair things, gum, a big bouncy ball, pencil, and sunglasses in it. i love it. i stole everyones bracelet, because they were so cute, and i loved them. [i didn't really steal them, everyone gave me theres.] but anyway, after we ate jim came. i don't really know what time that was.. but whatever. we all went swimming. but no one actually stayed in the pool because i really think that it was only about 50 or so degres. it was freezing. [goes at gets noodles] but then we played a little game [something to do with cotton balls, i don't really remember.] but we made that fun to. it even had me laughing, which felt good.
rochelle jim and i played some nintendo, and then we all came in my room.. rochelle went on the computer, and jim and i cuddled on my bed. =] we didn't really do anything other than that.. jim and i fell asleep for about an hour, then we woke up, took rochelle home and then jim and i chilled.
he went home around 8:00 :'(
i miss him.
he needs to come back.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow. i don't want to act all happy and soicalize. ahh. i hate it anymore. i wish school was fuckin over already.
i want to go to homecoming.. :( but i'm not.
i better go read my english story, even though i can't really get into it, because it's so stupidly written, god. they need to get better stories already.
go to woohulyrics and get an account and then add me as a friend.
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2003 7 September :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: simple plan - meet you there
(: *sigh* :)
You represent... apathy.
You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
boring.
What feeling do you represent?
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what kitchen utensil are YOU?
Angel Goth -- Something about the fallen angels
calls to you. You might even name your first
child Lucifer, regardless of sex.
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2003 7 September :: 12.18pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: simple plan - addicted..."the dick song"
I LOVE YOU JOEY
i went to the movies again last night...this time ben went lol...it was fun...i was glad to get out of the house...i had a rough week & to know that things are better now makes me feel good...we watched the same movies again (jeepers creepers 2/freddy vs. jason)...i'd seen those movies enough times... ;) ...
omg, joey i fucking love you...i was told something last night after an event that had made me blush & feel so loved even as we speak...omg, dude are you serious?... :D ...it's amazing how i've felt ever since i've gotten home...i'm just so infatuated with it...I LOVE YOU JOEY...marry me...lol...
ben hung out at my house last night & we just talked about stuff...dude, i was practically eaten up by fking mosquitos...i did it for you ben...hey by the way...how much you want for the car?...lmfao...
i had a wonderful sleep & now i'm off to think of that special someone in my life...talk later.
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2003 6 September :: 1.51pm
:: Mood: bored out of my fking mind
:: Music: limp bizkit - eat you alive
la la la la la...
your 7 nation army by the white stripes
which 1 of my fave songs r u?
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2003 6 September :: 10.27am
:: Mood: pist to shit
:: Music: thinking of evanescence's "everybody's fool"
it's all your fault...
might i remind you that YOU left me?...
so why is it that we hurt eachother this way all the time?...
& why is it that you make me feel like it's always my fault & say it isn't?...
forget everything ever said...
ever done...
all those moments...
all the fights...
all the "dates"...
all the memories...
of what used to be great...
& now is lifeless...
i don't need this anymore..."you don't know how you've betrayed me"...you don't help with the situations i'm in...& you wonder why i'm wanting to leave?...
i don't want to be here anymore...
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2003 6 September :: 2.54am
:: Mood: stupid & lost...thinking
my thoughts tonight...
i told a few this & i don't think ppl are gonna take me seriously when i say this, but i think i'm planning on running away if family problems & other shit don't get fixed soon...if i really do...i have directions for those i care bout...
danny: the phrase is the key to everything ;)
denisse: no matter what i'm never losing touch with you
gina: anything happens, tell ppl how i really was around you & all the truth to those who ever need to know
lina: never tell anyone bout lastyear's "stunt"...gtp :)
aubs: let "miguel" know that i do indeed talk bout him more than he would ever know
jorge: don't do anything stupid...i promise if you promise
GOD THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID...IT SOUNDS LIKE I'M COMITTING SUICIDE...SORRY YOU GUYS...
dude, it's just that i dunno how much longer i can stand my mom & other things around school...even if i were to just run away for like an hour, i'd be fine...
joey...i love you...
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2003 6 September :: 2.05am
:: Mood: *eh*
:: Music: something on MTV jams
um...huh?
You Are Finger Licking
Not much for the subtle approach, are you?
You like to let your lover know what's up...
Especially since what's up is your roving tongue.
Maybe your tongue will wander further later -
Or maybe you'll keep your mouth in the safety zone.
Either way, your mouth drives your partner wild.
What Kind of Foreplay Are *You*?
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dude joey...i love you man... :( ...i'm sorry things didn't quite go as planned...maybe next time ;) ...
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2003 5 September :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: lost & really stupid
i'm not taking it back, i just don't know anymore...
CENTAUR
You are almost an ideal person. You have enough
friends, you are ok at scool and spoirts, but
you are not very ambitious, try reatching the
top in something, not being in the middle all
the time!
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i was just thinking bout something...maybe i try to hard to make ends meet with everything in my life...for some reason when i do things that i feel will make a difference to someone else...it does nothing...hmm...i dunno...well it's getting late & i still have hm/wk...help danny!!...j/k, talk later.
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