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everyone who reads my journal, has to fill this out!! if you don't have a journal on here just leave an anynomous comment!!
haha.. i think this is funny. -_-
please fill it out for me.
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. Do I come off as a slut?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
07. Describe me in 3 words:
08. Do you think I'm good looking?:
09. Would you ever date me?:
10. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
11: What do you like most about me?:
12: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
13. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
14. What do you think my weakness is?:
15. Do you think I'll get married?:
16. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
17. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
18. Would you make a move on me?:
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:: Mood: aggravated
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Hey all,
I got off the phone with Aubrey like 5 min. ago, and told her my mom needed help, and she didnt believe me, but my mom really did need help, we had to move a big bunk bed out into the girage. I dont know what happened to, "I dont know how Id live without you," but I guess she found a way. I mean, she all of a sudden got pissed cause I had to go, and now, I think that she thinks that Im always lying to her, when in fact, I would never do that to my best friend. I dunno, my parents have needed to use the phone a lot, Morg breaks his collar bone, my best friend doesnt believe me, my mom has canser on her foot, I dont know how else I can suffer, the only person I can talk to is God, cause now, even my best friend wont listen to me. I dont know what to do, all I can do is pray. Well, I ttyl.
l8r,
Stevo
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2004 5 August :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: jim playin' mario sunshine on game cube
so yesterday jim ended up coming over around midnight. my mom came home around 1:30, and we talked to her for a bit.. then she said we couldn't leave until 2:30 because all the cops were out looking for drunks on the road.. so we waited til 2:30, then jim finially got to drive us back to his house. we got there and played wheel of fortune on his computer for a little bit; then we went up to his room and tried to go to sleep.. then his brother jeffs phone kept ringing so jim got up and made some big deal outta it and woke his mom up, then she started yelling-- it was funny though. we finially got to sleep around 5:00 i think..
jim kept having nightmares or something, because i woke up in the middle of the night to him kicking his tv off his stand with his foot. he kneed me in the leg to.. haha
his mom and jeff woke up around 8:00, because she had to take him somewhere til 12. at 11:30 she came back to pick jim and i up to take him to meet his probation officer. while he went in to talk to him, jims mom and i sat in the car and talked.
we got back to the house around 12:45 or so, jeff was home. jim and i just chilled around the house played nintendo 64 and wheel of fortune on the computer. we ordered chicken ranch pizza [our favorite!] and bread sticks from up kuzins. it was soo good.
we came to my house around 7:00. my mom left to go to the bar when we got here. we went up my aunts to talk about the baby shower she's throwing me. it's going to be august 29th at edwards chapel. we invited 40 people.
my mom is having a baby shower for me to, except she's having it after the baby's born.. and it'll be more for her friends. my aunts baby shower for me is more for family.
right now i'm just sitting here with jim and my sister sam. they're playing game cube.
<3
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:: Mood: drained
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i'm just sitting here talking to jim on the phone..
he came over on the 2nd. stayed 2 nights. he went home today around 4:00-5:00.
he's comin' back over tonight around 12:00, and i'm gonna call my mom to see if i can go over there when she gets home from closing the bar. other wise he's just gonna stay for a little while.
my doctors apt. yesterday went good. jim went with me, he heard the babys heartbeat for the first time. my next apt. is august 31..
after my mom came to pick us up from the doctors; we went to target to register for my baby shower.. i'm doing the babies room in duckies; it's so cute.
my moms birthday is today.
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2004 2 August :: 11.55am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: babe im donna leave you- Led zepplin
Hey all,
well, on tuesday, it would have been Kristas and my anniversary, but we brok up, so, she was planning something, and I figured it out.
Anyways, onto other news, I got back from summer camp,and Im staffing there for 8 weeks next summer, Morgan broke his collar bone, and I miss Aubrey a LOT!! I cant wait to see her again.
I watched LOTR last night, and Sat night went to a bar and saw Which ones Pink?, and Led Zeppegain. I didnt get home till 2 in the morning, got to bed at 3, and slept till 1, it was awesome.
so, other than that, n/m has gone on, I have nothing planned for the next few days. I get to stay at Morgs and go to band camp next week, so that should be fun.
Well, Ill ttyl, l8r
Stevo
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so i'm back from vacation.. well actually i got back a few days ago; but who's counting?
everything with jim is okay, sorry about that long entry i made about it; i just got upset i guess.. but who cares.
yesterday i went to jims house. i got there around 2:00 in the afternoon. my brother dustin drove me over. jim shaved his head; and i coulda kicked his ass for it because i hate that.. but he actually looks cute so i wasn't as mad. lol. we watched jack up in his room, then went downstairs and ordered a pizza from kuzins. we just lounged around then watched The Story of Us, that movie was made for jim and i. after that we walked down the park and i finially got to swing on the swings! [jim pushed me] we went back down his house and just chilled and watched movies the rest of the night. when his mom got home she gave him the keys and he drove me home. we had to stop in bentlyville to get gas, drop movies off at giant eagle, and get jims mom a subway sub. after all that, we finially left for my house. i got home around 12:30-12:45. i got jim to stay for about 15 minutes. then he went home. he called me when he got home, and we talked for about another hour i think then i went to bed.
i woke up around 11:00 today.
i don't know what i'm gonna do today, i need to go to the mall to get my mom a birthday present because her birthday is on the 4th. so i'm trying to get jim and i a ride to the mall.
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2004 30 July :: 5.24pm
i leave for alaska tomorrow morning.... *does a little dance.
im excited.. its kinda surreal... like... i cant believe it already here... tomorrow... gahh. i cant wait.
BECKY! *cries hysterically.... point taken.
dont even have to go on...... she knows... oh yes... she knows... *cries again.
I LOVE YOU!
hopefully a moose doesnt eat me......
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our computer hasnt been working.. so quick quick update on the last like... 3 weeks.
(*im at the library.. and i have 7 minutes.... we'll see how fast i can get this....*)
i leave for alaska saturday morning.
kings island was a blast and becky and i are horrible people who had the chance to flog multiple british men.. but passed it up.
mackinaw island and traverse city was fun with my mom and shelby.... our family is so dysfuntional... and hmm lets see....
becky got hired at arbys, and that kicks ass.
my schedual at school sucks really bad, and that makes me sad.... lunch... gahh.. no. gahh.
ok, im getting yelled at to get off.. by a LIBRARIAN! my life is so sad i cant stand it...
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"i feel, i feel dead inside.
nothings bringing me back
from this. not this time."
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morals
what is he trying to tell me? this doesn't make sence... it's like john said. You have a dragon to fight. go fight it. is this deep rage suppossed to help me? somebody explain to me how the fuck I'm suppossed to do this. WHAT ARE YOU SAYING TO ME!!! WHAT IS THIS MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!! what am I saying...I'm just and ignorant male...I'm worthless... just whip me...whip me to an inch from death. every day, whip me. because i deserve it. I'll never accomplish this... I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I AM, OKAY?!?!?!?!?!?! i'm fucking sorry... *cries*...i wish i were different. my morals...my fucking morals... they hold me back. like drizzt. he swore he would never kill another drow. now he can't kill drow, no matter how hard he tries. I swore i would die a virgin. now i will. goody. tori was right. i know she was. how can i possibly expect to find a lover if i sacrificed a crucial part of love: intimacy? so fuck it. fuck love. fuck it all. I JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I HATE YOU KALIE!!!!!! I'll never loved you. i never did. so give it up. i don't know why i did what i did so don't ask. I was once the hunted, but now i'm the hunter. I am the monster now. fear me now. fear me, for i am hatred in it's purest form. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i...hate...me....-cries-
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Suck and suck like a little parasite. drinking my blood and more flesh goes with every bite.
dear god what have I done...what am I? what is this primal fury I feel? she puts out the fire that burns, and replaces it with the twinkle of stars... look me in the eyes.... you'll know the difference from when she's with me and when she's not.
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Paul Reed Smith
I'm pretty tired really. I'm supposed to go to marks biirthday party tomorrow. my parents want me to go boating with them but I don't know... OH MY FUCKING GOD. MONDAY!!! FUCKING MONDAY!!! that's three more days!!! Then it shall be mine!!! mwahahaha!!!!
I'm getting a PRS!
I'm getting a PRS!
I'm getting A PRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's red and its shiny and it has a five way rotery switch (Ewww....those suck....but with some brains and the help of a soddering iron I should be able to make it a three way with a tap!)
any who...yeah...I'm excited.
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blah blah blah, everyones getting on me for not eating anything. i don't know, i just don't feel like eating, so i don't eat.
only 6 more days til vacation with jim.
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:: Mood: calm
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Hey everyone,
Well, on Friday Aubrey came over, and it was soo kool to see her and just to hang around. We played Risk, chatted with the evil one, watched a movie, ate, and talked, oh, and we scared the crap out of Lucas. Then on Sat my family went to Matts polo games, and went to the beach. About 100 people were evicted at the beach for bon fires, it was pretty funny. Anyways today, not much has gone on, IZAK came over, and we hung out. Well, I g2g.
l8r
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I <3 Krista
P.S. "Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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nothing really happened yeterday.
today i woke up around noon and got a shower. my mom stayed home from the bar so we could go to the mall. we left around 1:30-2:00. it took me about 20 minutes to get a shower because the water kept turning off while i was in it. it was tickin' me off.
we went to the washington mall i got a pair of red dickies and a pink shirt with a black star on it from hot topic, they won't fit me now but they'll fit after the baby's born.
at fashon bug they were having a big sale so i got two maternity shirts, just a plain black one and a white one that buttons half way down. then i got a pair of mudd jeans, and a black & pink stripped shirt that ties down the sides.. again, those things won't fit until after the baby's born.. but i'm starting "school shopping" now so i'll actually have something to wear when i go back. oh and i got a cute little black hat.
we stopped at the bon ton, i got a grayish-black tank top that's really cute. that won't fit until after the baby's born either..
we went to the gap for kids and looked on the sale rack for baby clothes. we got so many cute little onesies/hats and other cute little things for the baby! god, i can't wait to wear them on her. :-D
for lunch i had chinesse. my mom and i shared some sorta chicken with rice and an egg roll. the rice was good. but it made me sick.
i spent $20 at clairs on the cutest jewelry. it was all on sale. lol
i got home around 7:00, then went swimming for about an hour or so. called jim, he has tonight off; and doesn't come over again.. i think he likes to just make me depressed or something.
i think i'm goin' to amys tomorrow. not positive yet though.. we'll see what goes on.
this is the first time i've been online all day. that's amazing.
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it was nice actually having my mom home today. i haven't even seen her [at all] for about a week and a half now.. i'm so tired of being home alone all the time, i get lonely.
and i'm telling jim now that i'm sorry.. it just happened. i haven't done it in a long long time.
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i didnt have to work at cindys tonight cuz of the rain.... people just dont seem to want icecream when its raining. fine with me.. it would have been better if i would have found out i didnt have to work BEFORE i was almost there.. but oh well.. at least im not at work.
im picking becky up later on.... (and sam, and bear) and we're going over to her dads because in the morning.. WE'RE going to KINGS ISLAND! im sooo happy! *woot woot
jess hazen... I NEED TO TALK TO YOU! lol.. i miss you! we havent talked in so long! CALL ME!!!!
i got called today. *laughs... oooooh yeah. i got it still.. i havent lost it.... it was a nice moment... odd, but nice.
i've decided, im not going to "date" anyone.. but im going to date random people.. how fun... becky and i have discussed this... and why tie yourself down to one whiney moron when you can have like 5?! laughs*.. im kidding... but i deffinately just want to have fun in highschool and date whoever i want, whenever i want. and that was a pointless rambling.... ehhh, ah well.
i went tanning today and i bough this lotion called sexpot, and im all dark and stuff now. its nice. i smell like lotion.... or sex... or sex lotion... lol. i dont know..
now im all dark and desirable... *haha.. riiight* you just want to lick me dont you. admit it... you know you do.
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wow, some people are really desperate.
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it's funny how 1 story can sound so different from 2 different people.
..jim wants me to go with jim to kennywood with him, his mom, ronnie, his brother and one of his friends. hmm.. let me think. that's stupid. and he got all mad when i told him i didn't want to go. okay; i'll go and be miserable and make him feel bad for me because i can't ride like 1/2 the rides. it's an all over bad idea. he was like "well you know i'm still gonna go with or without you" i was like "good for you, have fun. take someone else."
whatever, i don't give a fuck about anything anymore.
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jim called around 10:30 and asked what kind of diapers to buy if there was any special kind.. why does he always do something so stupid, that's so sweet. he makes it so i can't ever hate him.
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2004 15 July :: 6.37pm
fought some more with my mom, cried some more... went to work, got an evil voice mail telling me to come STRAIGHT home from arybs.... aka. no stacys house.... cried some more.
came home, went to the beach with brandi lynn.....
theres my day.
oh, and i came home........ and i got checked in on.. to make sure i did.... *rolls eyes. whatever.
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SvvEeTbLoNdEcHiC: just remember u are so much better than this girl so dont even think for a second that u dont have somethin that she does bc u have everything and jim is just a blind ass mother f-er lol
aww.. thanks kristen.
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last night i was taking a bath and listening to my cd player, and i actually thought about throwing the cd player in the water.... i hate my life.. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.
i just got off the phone with my mom, that "good relationship" that i was always so happy about is gone.
"ya know what erika, im sick of you"
"well im sick of you too"
these were my words to her.. along with many others......
"im 16 working 7 days a week. i have 300 dollars in the bank. THATS fun. i dont do anything fun EVER, i hate my life.. we dont even get along anymore"-me
"well its hard with YOUR attitude"-crazy
"yours too"-me
"ya know what erika, im sick of you"-crazy
"well im sick of you too"-me
dial tone on both ends.
i just LOVEEE how close we are.. fuck her. god just fucking afjsd;fklsd;lkfjal;sdkfjasl;dkfj.
kings island is gonna break me... well she can "only give me 80 dollars" and "we cant go away next week"
i dont want her money.. i dont want her.. i dont want anything anymore, i just dont want life... goddddddddddddddd.
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so yesterday i was so incredibly pissed, and i spent like 45 minutes updating my stupid journal and went i clicked update there was an error or something er other and i lost it... i periodically copied it at one point... and this is all i could recover....... maybe it'll show you how frustrated life makes me....
lets recap what i was supposed to do today...
i was supposed to work.
i was supposed to go to craigs cruisers with my youth group.
thats it, thats all i had going for me today. thats why i had to tell cindy that i couldnt work, thats why i made NO other fucking plans tonight. thats why i couldnt hang out with jess hazen... where am i though? what am i doing.. im on the damn computer, doing absolutely nothing. why? because my moms insane and unfair and so stupid.. and gahhh, im just so upset i feel like crying.. and i just dont care what any of you think... i hate my life.
i work my ass off 7 days a fucking week, i NEVER have a break.. EVER. i get my paycheck, i put them in the bank.. or i spend it on fucking gas.. because this fucking explorer goes through 10 dollars a day and the only fucking place i go is work and back. the social aspect of my life doesnt even exist anymore. im emotionally and physically drained by the end of every day.. i havent been to the mall ONCE this summer. not once, i havent been to the beach since that day i went with my friends, and that was a lake in greenville.. hardly counts. i havent bought any clothes with ANY of the money i've been working "SO" hard for... no.. it goes in the bank so i can buy MYSELF a car. thats right.. i dont have a parent to buy me one.. i dont have some rich grandparents to suprise me... i provide for my fucking self.. and my mom wont even help me. she wont help me with gas, and ANYTHING i want to do i have to pay for. if i want to go to the movies, i have to pay for it. if i want to buy a movie, i pay for it. ice cream? i pay for it. kings island.. I'M paying for it.. there goes 150 right there. and school clothes.. i have to pay for those too.. and if i have to take money out of the bank for everything else, im not NOT buying school clothes, so i guess im just gonna have to take it ALL out and when i get the "dont you want a car" lecture i'll be like fuck yeah.. but i also NEED gas, and i also LIKE having fun some of the time instead of just working everyday.. call me crazy for spending money at the movies.... WHY WONT YOU FUCKING HELP ME.....
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and that was all that i could save.. and so my mom and i were all fighting and frigid and not getting along. and when she came home i was talking to becky and shes like..
if all you're gonna do is talk on the phone then go downstairs.. you dont even spend any time with shelby anymore...
so i start to go downstairs...
"its nice that the only person you give a damn about is becky"
i saw yeeppp
"the ONLY person you EVER spend time with"
i slam the basement door.
first of all.. why would i want to spend time with my bratty little sister, and why would i want to talk to her when she's being such a bitch.... honestly... people are so fuckin crazy!
becky.. i cant even begin to tell you how much i love you and how much i appreciate you being my best friend.. WHAT would we do without eachother? we NEVER would have come across johnny!! *gasps.. thats just terrible! you're the only person who doesnt make me feel like im not good enough, or that i should be a better christian, or listen to a certain kind of music. and you've never told me that i should or shouldnt say or do certain things.... (*I'LL SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO SAY*) we both know what im talking about... and it just enrages me.... gahhhhh. i love you rouxi!
i have to work again today... wooo.
i have to take money out of the bank.
i have to clean my room.... well.. brandis room.
i have to start packing for kingsisland.. i have to do EVERYTHING... GAHHHHHH....
at least i get out early today.
it was nice talking to you, i knew you couldnt stay mad at me for that long... how good am i.... i was sooooo right. we were able to put things aside yesterday and you made me feel better when i wasnt feeling that great. i knew that you cared... and i'll be damned if something stupid causes us to hate eachother.
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my school schedual.
1st pd. economincs & government - areford
2nd pd. geometry - brletich
3rd pd. english 11 - baker
4th pd. accounting 1 - skilles
5th pd. study hall [mon. tue. thur.] - downing, fitness (gym) [wed. fri.] - mitchell
6th pd. study hall - gurdish
7th pd. child development 2 - taylor
8th pd. biology - foglia
hmmm.. i don't know how i got 6th period all week long study halls..
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today i work till 3, then i think im going to craigs cruisers with my youth group.. i think.. i dont know though. its about time i should do something with them. alaska is in... 2 weeks? i dont know.. very soon.
it was all sunny earlier this morning.. and now its all umm.. not.
happy birthday joe!
so dashboards new song is amazing.. and i love it... because i love them. *sighs*
i miss having a life.
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i took this yesterday.. yes it's me. and yeah, i'm very much pregnant! [29 weeks along] wow, i look fat. this is for you kathy!
jim and i sitting by the pool.. we just got done swimming. this was taken on the 11th, when jim stayed over.
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yesterday was one of the greatest days ever.
i had to work till 2, and then me and jess went tanning.. which was so nice.. because im sick of being all pale.. blaaaahh.
then i went to beckys and watched her brother and sister play harry potter uno.. lol.. and then i raded her closet, changed out of my work clothes, and picked becky up from mcdonalds. when we got to her house we got in different clothes so that we could play in the rain. so we run outside, and its raining, not to hard, but pretty hard, and we're bare foot... and then we decide that we just wanna go to the park. so we (still barefoot) run frolicing in the streets to the park and it started pouring, like you wouldnt even believe. and it was just so much fun! we were dancing in the middle of the park in a complete downpour in crazy shorts and semi transparant shirts screaming christina agulara songs and mocking certain morons that we know. we attacked several mud puddles, even layed in them... until "what if the worms come up?" and we got up faster then i think either of us has ever moved before. i havent laughed that much in such a long time... im so happy we're best friends! we kept laughing about who else would be content being such morons... and that when we live wherever we're gonna live together we're gonna continue to play in the rain... lol. it was just to fun.
then we ran back to her house, jumped in the shower (together.. he he he... lol.. bathing suits you pervs..) and got dressed before either of our moms caught on to our evil scheme... after all the acid will kill you becky. and we may have ring worm and diseases in our vaginas... but HEY its all good right?! *laughs. we're such nerds.
"show me your face god!"
I LOVE YOU BUCKY BECKY!
-our smorgasboard kicks so much ghetto booty.
so here is my new list of people that i love oh so much........
becky- "should we take turns washing our vaginas?"
brandi- all mighty spotted one
jess w- "do you smell something burning?"
jess h- you've got the _____ (random word) to make my booty go smack! *laughs.
ashley- cronkus
stacy- "what? i dont know why she's floating at the bottom of the pool...."
lisa- "its a bracelet! i swear!"
jenna- "we should like, get them a card or someting!" "should we?" "lets do it!"
jessie g- *whispers very loudly* "see that guy right there.. shes a LESBIAN!"
sorry if i didnt mention you my loves, but this is my recent loves, love. and i still love you.... even though you got no recognition... *giggles.
im pathetic, and going to be late for work if i dont get off line....
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i was just sitting here, looking at my pictures on my camera.. i haven't uploaded them; basicly because i've been procrastinating.. but i'll do it tomorrow most likely. [and i'll put one of me with my belly so you can see it kathy!] lol
didn't really do that much today. jim was here. we went swimming and watched some movies and what-not. he left around 6:30 and went home. blah, he left right before dinner was ready!
for dinner i made steak on the grill. haha, me cook? it's a scary thought, but i actually did it. i only burnt myself about 3 times. luckly jim helped me.
after he went home, kelly came over and we walked up to the mingo twist n shake for some ice cream. i got a large artic swirl with extra oreos. i don't know why i always get a large. i can't ever finish it.
..boring day as usual
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2004 12 July :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: shhh.. jim's sleeping!
"when i didn't need anyone.. i needed you"
so for my last entry, the pains i was having was just braxton hicks contractions.. i was getting all worked up over nothing. but i'm glad everythings okay.
yesterday i woke up and got a shower and everything then went down jims house around 3:00. we didn't really do anything, just talked about stuff. i actually think we fell back asleep on the couch for a while, but i'm not completely sure.. lol. at 8:00, george came to pick us up. when we got to my house we went swimming.. it was actually pretty nice in the water. then my mom and george ordered some pizza and hoagies from up the mingo twist n shake, and got a fire going. when the pizza got here, it was all gross. the pizza wasn't cooked all the way; the hoagie was cold; and georges stromboli was luke warm. we were all so ticked off. after we made smores and marshmellows, my mom george and anna went in and left sam jim and i outside by the fire. i think it was around 12:30-1:00 by the time we came in. jim and i played nintendo! i love that system. oh yeah, so much better than all those new game systems! haha. after a while we got tired of playing and went online for a bit, then watched tv and talked. we fell asleep around 5:30.. we both kept saying we were going to go to sleep earlier; but then we'd start to talk about something else. lol i just woke up around 1:00. jim's still sleeping.
god, i just got this massive headache..
we watched True Life: I've got baby mama drama on MTV last night. [it was about teenage kids having babies] there was this one couple where they were both 19 i think, and the guy broke up with the pregnant girl for some 16 year old. omg, that pissed me off. i guess it's kinda like the situation i'm in. little 14 year old girls trying to take jim away from me..? yeah right, over my dead body will i let that happen. sorry; jim is definitly the best boyfriend i'd ever had.. and i'm not gonna lose that.
i have pictures from last night; but i don't feel like posting them now.. i'll do it later maybe, i don't know.
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2004 12 July :: 10.54am
mmmmm... special k... tastes like cardboard... mmmm.
i get out early today... this is weird... i need to so something to be all like... yeah, i can do something tonight. err.. something.
*licks beckys arm
almost time for kings island! except we leave saturday morning, im spending the night at beckys friday, and i have to work at cindys friday until 10.... ahhh well. still.. woot woot!
i was up late last night, and one of the people i was talking to was ashley sonego..and shes so fricken cool! we're gonna take over the world someday.... no.. seriously.
jess hazen.. i miss you darnit!
ok, i guess i have nothing to talk about at all.. and i DO need to dry my hair...... i hate drying my hair.....
loves...
erika
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