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2006 16 June :: 11.46pm
god why do you keep totally blowing me off?
are you my friend or are you just pretending? i'm really confused.
and it's really annoying.
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2006 16 June :: 6.49pm
so my open house is tomorrow
2-5. at my house. cool,
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2006 14 June :: 1.11am
Please don't say I love you,
those words touch me much too deeply
they make my core tremble
Don't think you realize the effect you have over me
And please don't look at me like that
It just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
And please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
Please don't come so close
it just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't bring me flowers
they only whisper the sweet things you'd say
Don't try to understand me
your hands already know too much anyway
It makes me want to make you near me always
And when you look in my eyes
please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
Babe, and it makes me want to make you near me always
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
Babe, and it makes me want to make you near me always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always
do you love me?
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2006 13 June :: 1.45am
So today was nice. i worked a reallly short shift of only 4 hours ... except for getting out late it was a good shift. i was so pissed we got slammed when i was supposed to get out and i guess 2 girls got confussed on who was supposed to go in for me so neither one did and i got out like 20 minutes late. it sucked
but then i met roman and we got TONS of stuff from paul and stef *THANK YOU GUYS* ...tons of towels, glasss cups, dishes plates, toaster oven, george formann grill, gosh i cant even remmber it all.. a tv and stand... all for a great deal. so thanks again guys we really appreciate it.
then amazing and even though we "shouldnt" have, we went to Logans for dinner in Kzoo because we hadnt ate out in a long time. we were just gonna use the grill again but we didnt want to.
well then we went to meijers and got some sheets and pillow cases for like 13 bucks which was a great deal and some fancy placemats.
i am throughly excited to move into the new place. now my only problem is how tremendously my insurance has been raised because of that ticket i got. ugh so if anyone knows a cheap insurance company let me know please.
that is all.
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2006 13 June :: 1.42am
Holy shit.
i had totally forgotten how much i love
1. taking back sunday
and deffinetely,
2. 311. OMG.
i missed it and i dindt even know it.
i guess i just have to thank Kevin Japanee Cuppett for introducing me to both those bands. I love it.
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2006 10 June :: 11.28pm
boring. dumb.
Read more..
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2006 10 June :: 7.23pm
man, i wonder what it would be like to be part of the FCU.
bitch.
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2006 9 June :: 11.24pm
I just cannot figure it out.
Is it real? I dont know. I think so but I dont know when I'll figure if it is or not for sure.
But that, give me a break. It's insane. Is it just peoples' solace for absolutely everything that is going wrong in their lives?
it must be. I can't believe any of it. it's so incredibly stupid and fake. WOW
i would hate to be one of them the day they realize it's all a fucking joke. but hey, i guess everyone needs a little solace in their life.
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2006 6 June :: 11.10pm
i cry to much...
i miss you so much
i don't know if i really want you
i can't stand you!
why can't i be true?
i wish
....i could be on the beach and just watch the waves roll in
....i could not have a care in the world
....i could go sailing
....i could sleep
i will
.....make a difference
.....have a smile on my face
.....be nice
i don't want to
....stay
....eat
....work
....please my mom
....be mean
i am who i am... i must live and keep on pushing...
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2006 6 June :: 7.49pm
Isn't it nice, that after so many bad things, you can always come back and find out who your true friends really are?
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2006 6 June :: 1.48pm
omg. the following news it utterly unbelievable.
my parents are letting me go camping with roman. i'm leaving tonight and coming back thursday to go to work.
hooray hoorah suck it losers.
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2006 6 June :: 10.19am
God I dont' know what to do anymore.
I seriuosly can't handle living two hours away from Roman anymore. I can't handle not having the best friend I used to and her acting like it doesn't even fucking matter. I can't handle having this stupid open house that I haven't even prepared for AT ALL and I can't fucking handle Rosie's anymore because here's how my schedule goes...
I get my schedule 2 weeks ahead of tiem from Menards, then I take my schedule into Rosie's and the days I don't work at Menards I tell Rosie's that those are the days I can work and so unless Rosie's doesn't schedule me on the one or two days I can work for that week, then I work at Rosies. Which leaves me with like no time off at all unless I ask it off and a full plate and feeling tired and like nothing is getting done. Yeah it's good money but I am feeling so drained. I feel like I never want to go out and do anything because then I'll be too tired the next day at WORK.
Also, roman and i have tried to pick out a day that we both get off so we can see each other. It was tuesday but then when menards doesn't schedule me on tuesday, i've been asking to work at rosie's so guess what, I have been working on tuesday leaving no day for us. and yes, we need an entire day because goign to see each other requires four hours of driving. and when we see each other once every other week or so then we need to take advantage of the small amount of time we have so shut up!
and rosie's always makes me feel like they don't want me there anymoer because i can only work a few hours. I am really close to quitting because it's so pointless. they just make me feel like crap and keep hiring people so i feel like they are slowly pushing me out. ....ugh whatever i'm not going to get into it. the farm will be starting soon so i'll have that job again too. i guess i'm just prety sure i'm goign to quit rosies.
So far this summer and even before summer started there hasn't been a day at rosies that i've worked and havent felt like shit ... i'm not gonna get into it but it's completely true. and yeah, i can't really take that anymore.
bye.
oh but wait. i get to work at rosie's tonight at 3. yesterday omg, i worked at menards from 12:30 to 10:30 because the stupid hardware department made us help them with stock when every single night the cashiers have to stay the latest anyway doing returns and they get to leave!!! next time i'll be like hey bitches we helpecd you, you help us. but no, they'll just leave early like always. big suprise.
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2006 4 June :: 8.09pm
oh and ps i'm totally done trying.
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2006 4 June :: 8.05pm
wow. are you fucking kidding me?
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2006 4 June :: 9.30am
Oh and in other news about myself instead....
the senior all night party was a lot of fun and when i got back from it , i met roman and he drove us to the apartment but we were early so just to simply kill time, we stopped at a garage sale that was on the same road as the apartment. we were about to get going, with me just buying a Pictionary game, lol, when roman spotted a sign that said more in back, Bedroom suite blah blah blah and so we asked about it and she had two different ones for sale. Long story short, we ended up buying a mattress/box spring/everything you need that's less than a year old, a headboard, a tall dresser, a night stand, and a huge vanity with a mirror and shelves on the side and a light over it It's SO NICE. ... for only $200!!!!! That honestly is such a good deal. we thought we'd be spending 200 for like only a mattress.
but this lady just wanted to get rid of everything because she had a son die or something so its sad but we got a great deal. yesterday my dad and brandon and i went to pick it all up and she sold me this whole dish drying rack thing filled with kitchen utensils like spoons and stirrirs and tongs and a nutcracker and spatulas for a dollar. AHH it was crazy!
so now we have everything we need for the bedroom except some sheets but some lady from romans work is giving him these brand new sheets she never used because she didn't end up buying a queen size for them. so yay
i'm so excited now we only need a table and a futon and we'll be good to go.
hooray
today is stef's shower so off to detroit i go...
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