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:: 2004 14 January :: 2.59 pm

Aquarius: You will reunite with something who was very important in your life years or maybe months ago.

I dont know about this one.
i am an avid horoscope reader this one hits home.



hmm
let me think
yeah ive talked a lot
like always
neutral is the best place for me.
this is a stewing battle and I wasnt around for the beginning
yup
loves and hugs

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:: 2004 13 January :: 3.08 pm

well here goes.
im tired
and softball is egh.
cuz, like mindy, liz is mega out of shape and now sore(sp) eh
my stance on everything
Chris, well I dont hate you. I never could.
I always say I do. but as we all know. im a liar. well I try to lie to myself at least.
but I have talked about you.
numerous times.
never though, have I said anything that I didnt repeat to your face. not that it matters seeings that you havent talked to me in like a week or something.
we used to be friends what happened with that.
I dont know
cuz I thought you were one of my best
I guess thats what happens. meh who really knows anymore.
I know you had some shit going on. and I thought that maybe thats all it was. but i guess not. I dont know anymore. you confuse me honey you always have.
BUT I guess youve got back what you always wanted right? now that james and connie arent together well... I leave that where it is.
but in the end my dear boy, yes my dear boy, cuz as much as youve hurt me (and i give you credit you havent in awhile.) or as much as you could hurt me.
you are a good friend you always were.
so while I may laugh along with everyone.
I wont lie about you. and ill tell you everything I ever said. and I will stay neutral throughout this thing. although I definately have to agree with justin here.
but yeah
I love you(plutonically)
you know Im here

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:: 2004 11 January :: 2.36 pm

Elizabeth Artecki
Mr. Norkus
A.P. American History
10 January 2004
Holocaust Revisionism
The Holocaust never happened! There were no death camps. Zyklon B was not used to kill humans. There were no gas chambers. Hitler did not have a master plan to kill Jews and eyewitnesses claiming any of these things are unreliable.
First of all, there were no death camps. There were Prisoner of War camps, similar to the wartime actions of the Western Allies and the Soviet Union. The only significant difference was that the Germans took prisoners only if they thought that they would be a threat to the war effort, while Soviets took prisoners based on race alone. This presents the question, “Why were Jews a threat?” Jews were overwhelmingly represented in communist subversion, therefore, they were considered a threat. Also on March 24, 1933 The London Daily express had the headline, “Judea Declares War on Germany!” This was eight years before German concentration camps.
The gas supposedly used for exterminations was Zyklon B. It is an insecticide used to fumigate the clothes and the living quarters from Typhus-bearing lice. Auschwitz commandant Rudolph Hoess said that the bodies would be removed ten minutes after the executions took place. This is impossible because it takes at least twenty hours for an area to ventilate after Zyklon B is used. Another eyewitness recalls watching German soldiers smoking cigarettes while pulling bodies from the chambers. This is also impossible because Zyklon B is highly explosive.
There were no gas chambers used to exterminate Jews. There were fumigation chambers used to clean clothes. Auschwitz was modified after is was captured by Soviets, and a room was constructed to look like a gas chamber. Fred Leuchter, America’s leading expert on gas chamber design and construction inspected this and other chambers and stated that it was an absurdity to say that they were or could ever be used for executions.
Hitler did not have a master plan and there are no documents to prove the holocaust. Spokesmen for the Holocaust Lobby assure us that there are tons of documents to prove the holocaust. When asked they can only produce a handful of documents, all having questionable authenticity. When pressed for reliable documentation they change the story claiming that all the relevant document were destroyed or that the Germans used code language in order to disguise their evil deeds.
Eyewitness accounts are unreliable. During after the war there were many eyewitnesses to mass murders in gas chambers at many concentration camps but today virtually all recognized scholars dismiss this testimony as false. Many eyewitnesses testified that Germans made soap from human fat and lampshades from human skin. Allied prosecutors even produced evidence to support these charges, but in May of 1990 Yehuda Bauer, Director of Holocaust Studies at the Hebrew University admitted that the Germans never made soap or lampshades from Jews.
Why would people support the Holocaust story? The story protects Jews as a group from protect Jews as a group from criticism and it is used to justify U.S. aid to Israel. It is used by Christians to justify the old testament notion of Jews as holy and eternally persecuted chosen people. The Holocaust also diverts attention from Soviet and British war mongering during and after World War II.
So, after hearing the “evidence” about how a chapter of history never happened a person has to wonder: How did millions of people die? How can so many people be lying? How did countless photographers come up with pictures from the same horrific event? Have we been lied to all of our lives? Do books like Anne Frank’s diary and Night by Elie Wiesel belong in the fiction section? In the end you have to decide for yourself.

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:: 2004 11 January :: 2.33 pm

so i fucked up the whole holocaust presentation thing and now I wrote a short simple to the point paper which Im gonna post.
eh
wekend is tiring
worked friday, saturdya dn today.
abotu to get fired I think
or ill quit whatever
mindy is a bitch and she calls me stupid all the time
fuck her
fuck them all
fuck you fatty
but outside of that
i hung out with justin and mindy last night
which was cool
cuz they are like two of my favorite people
and bobbi and dennis are really cool too.
well i think thats about all ive got
except
shut up mickey have a beer.

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:: 2004 6 January :: 7.02 pm

Hey Now, Hey Now, this is what dreams are made of. Ive got somewhere I belong. Ive got somebody to love.

hehe
Im such a giddy kid


I reallly reallly reallly need a snowday
seeings how I have the History Presentation tomorrow and Im not done.
But Mr. Norkus is cool
He said If I am not ready I can go on Thursday or Friday.
But I kinda want to get it over with see?
but Im finally Like started on something Ive been meaning to do for awhile now.
So Im glad.
I ran on the tready for 10 Minutes.
dosent seem like much.
But its an incline tread and Im mega out of shape anyway.
I broke a glisten.
ha
I say some stupid shit.
but the quote of the day.
"Mickey Back up off me you smell Like liverwurst" Brandon DiCamillo.

I love you guys so much.
I dont want anything to change ever
even though I know it will
but after this break I feel like I have everyone important who i was angry with back. and those people who I never fought with well the friendships are better than ever.
and the rest of the world can Rot and Die.
loves and hugs

When I see you smiling I go OH OH OH.
Yesterday my life was duller now everythings TECHNICOLOR

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:: 2004 6 January :: 7.01 pm

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:: 2004 3 January :: 2.54 pm

so yeah
Lizzie McGuire is Mad Hot.
hehe
Im tired
finally started the Holocaust thing yesterday About done with it now.
couple hours worth of hauling ass lets see how this turns out.
God Im dumb
and unstable
hehe
I like being unstable.
I wouldnt be the person that I am if I wasnt
and If you guys dont like that person well....
it happens.
Its funny because I have this insane range of emotions.
and I let them loose
im not one to keep it in I let you guys know whats going on
I guess that could be considered my instability.
what do you guys think.
am I unstable.
meh.
but oh yeah
i cant decide about scott.
he is getting fired from KFC because he called in sick.
whatever.
no biggie there.
I dont know If I want to break up with him or not.
thats my instability again.
see I Like him sometimes but not all the time.
meh
whatever.
Later days

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:: 2003 31 December :: 10.10 pm

haha you are a dumb fuck who makes me laugh at your ignorance and how great you think you are.

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:: 2003 28 December :: 11.36 am

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
im at home
by myself
yay
by myself is good.
Im all
ehh
havent broken up with scott yet.
im gonna do it. really
soon
asap actually
czu josh is hot
its not fair to think about josh adn be with scott.
i know ill never be with josh.
but you know
its still not fair
and i would rather be alone than hurt scott.
plus i might just bang joshy and then kick him to the curb
or hell kick me to the curb whatever
hes hot.
im such a dirty slut.
well a clean slut.
whatever.
slut
yeah
i need a smoke
i started smoking isnt that horrible
my new years resolution
quit smoking.
ha
thats so funny
but
thats all for me
oh and i just want to say thanks justin
who else would welcome me into their home at midnightish.
then watch dogma with me and listen to me talk about my unreachable goal of josh.
yeah.
you rock son.
ok
thats about it.
oh ive got a poem
Jk

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:: 2003 22 December :: 10.32 am

lalala
I havent been so happy in so long and it is greatness at its peak.
amanda knitted me a scarf for christmas which is awesomeness in itself, I got her a ms potato head.
hellz yeah.
but besides that.
*sigh*
scott
what else.
anyway ive got to clean some stuff
mainly my body.
I havent showered in two days.
I might smell
my hair is greasy ewww.
yesterday was one of those lay around in your pajamas days.
yeah.
so now i need a shower and such
i hope scott comes over soon
if so I think im gonna go drop by justins.
i always drop by
man you must be sick of me
im sick of me.
anyways.
loves and hugs

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:: 2003 21 December :: 12.51 pm

i absolutely adore christmas.
presents are fun
and I absolutely adore scott.
I can never decide if I like him
there is no medium here.
I either love him so much or cant stand him.
but its interesting
and I called him odd and he said taht that makes it interesting as well
then I asked him if he was a homosexual and was using me for a cover up and he said
I could ask you the same thing
see its these little things that make me adore him
I am such a bitch to him
and he dishes it right back out.
I love him
I have never felt this way before.
everything else is nothing.
and he is the best kisser ever
well the best kisses ive ever gotten.
plus hes just all around fun and happy.
I want you guys to meet him so bad.
especially justin and mindy.
cuz you two are my favorites.
but i have to go now.
i might go to his house tonight and that is yay.
*whistles*
oh and 381 means I love you.
so 381 everyone.
loves and hugs as well.
and Happy fucking christmas

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:: 2003 21 December :: 12.50 pm

here I am
rock me like a hurricane
comeon comeon comeon comeon

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:: 2003 16 December :: 6.56 pm

ok Ive got two updates going here.
the first one is a large gripe so bear with me.

JOSLYN.
Fuck you.
me and you not being friends has absolutelynothing to do with you quitting or with whatever happened between nate and I.
It has to do with the simple fact that your a bitch and I cant stand you.
All you do is bitch about how shitty your life is.
I get so sick of hearing it.
I never said anything.
but If I like mention anything going on in my life, that makes me self-centered.
okay.
you bite my head off, you hit me, or do some physical violence every time you get pissed off.
and I couldnt take it anymore.
I was trying to get over it all, then you told me that I ignore you when other people are around. sorry you dont have to be the center of attention all the time. I Have other friends.
so in conclusion.
we are not friends because your a bitch and im such a bitch that I cant be around it anymore.







Okay second update.

things yous guys dont know

I collect barbies
I love to draw and paint and do artsy stuff
I am completely infactuated with scott, who told me he loved me today.
I get all giggly thinking about scott.
one of my favorite songs is by hilary duff.
my fav food is pepperoni hot pockets
I enjoy getting dressed up
I would give up my job and car for softball
I dont give a fuck about my grades but I keep them up for my parents
everything I own I have worked for, nothing was ever handed to me, especially not my car.
Im bisexual.
I wish I was a 5 foot skinny girl with red hair
I like to watch lizzie mcguire and even stevens
I think that redheads are sexy
I get turned on by fast cars and paintball
I tell someone that I like them as soon as I know.
I dont play head games
I dont drink
I used to smoke pot but I dont anymore
I absolutely detest smokers and drinkers, its not sexy
I loved wearing braces
I weigh 165 lbs and im happy about that, I dont think im fat, if you do well then your too skinny.
ok thats it.
I might have more later no promises

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:: 2003 6 December :: 12.19 pm


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:: 2003 4 December :: 3.28 pm

so heres the thing
i decided today that we arent even friends anymore
and i am feeling pretty good and pretty over and done with the whole thing.
I mean we are still friends in the sense that were in the same group and such.
and i do care about you.
but we arent friends like we were.
and i always thought that losing that friendship we had would be devastating but you have other people who you obviously care about a lot more than me.
so in the end.
I dont want to be one of those convenience friends.
thats what i feel like i am.
all the rest of the time.
well ill always be second to connie wont I
so yeah thats all

ok love and hugs everyone
lizzy

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