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2002 28 October :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: pissed the hell off
WTF! I think I could have DIED! Guess what, TBS (TAKING BACK FREAKING SUNDAY LIKE MY FAVORITE BAND IS COMING with The Starting Line = VERY good band too) GUESS WHERE VIVI'S GOING TO BE....... IN FREAKING TAMPA FOR THE FREAKING FESTIVAL OF THE FREAKING WINDS URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH Dec 5-9 i'm guna b in Tampa... TBS is playing on a weekend nontheless, Dec 7th and i'm going to miss it.
I'm very sad right now.
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2002 27 October :: 9.57pm
2002-2003 Marching War Eagle Band (minus like 10 people though)
okay yeah. the stupid image wouldn't work but you can see it at
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2002 27 October :: 12.12am
Vermonster = 20 scoops of iceee cream, 10 brownies, cookies, fudge, caramel, bananas, whipped cream, sprinkles, gummi bears, cookie crumbs and just soooo much more... Ben & Jerry's = amazing!
Fri: WE BEAT PALM BEACH GARDENS 12-7!!! That sooo means we're #1 in the district! anddd #3 in the state according to Chris :0) yay ATL!
T-bone sleepover... actaully Fri night was a HUGE mess. After the game we went 2 Dennys on Linton & Federal (us being me, stephy, vanessa, ben, Chris D., Matt and Paul) later on Shane showed up but not until I was already wedged in the booth between Matt and the wall. Paul and I switched pants under the table.. let me tell you, those sexy pasty white legs in my black soffees = HOT STUFF! haha Shane left w/o saying goodbye and I felt bad :0( after that we went 2 the beach & it was just an amazing night... definate makeout atmosphere and yeah... thats basically what happened... little did I know that would get me in a gigantic mess... I felt soo bad.. I don't know.. Matt and my situation is kinda bleh I don't know.. I just felt soooo bad today (eh technically yesterday) o wait i 4got to talk bout the sleepover... i taught Chris and Ben how 2 play shithead and we did that then just passed out. We made it to school on time fortunately... 9 freaking AM!!! I was sooo up at 7:30 bleh.. so yeah. we rehearsed from 9-12 and Shane was really mad at me the whole day. Around 1:30ish we headed over to Santaluces to watch other bands perform. Shane was still ignoring me. We performed at around 6:20 and did okay... we got an excellent which I guess is waht I expected... its really disappointing after 18 straight years of superiors we got an excellent. I guess thats pretty crappy but I had no emotion towards it. After we got back Shane finally apologized to me for being kinda assholeish and I apologized for the Matt thing and things are getting better. I went to Checkers with Jess, Corrie & Jenn and met up with Sam and Liz at Ben & Jerry's where we experienced ice cream ecstasy which kinda made me sick. Now I am at home really tired. Goodnight <3
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2002 24 October :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: giddy
tomorrow = TBONE sleepover!!!
plus the big game vs. Palm Beach Gardens... they are the only other team in the county thats undefeated like us :0) Should be good. Also the middle schoolers are coming so yeah.
so yeah. Trombone sleepover before festival. basically 5 girls and Ben lol its at Ben\'s house too soo yeah.
I have been soo happy these past few days::sigh:: heh sweaters = soooooo sexy... wow... I think I obsessed bout that all day haha he wore my jacket thingie... i bet it looked cute but then incredibly gay all at the same time. I missed Thursday and Poison the well tonight which sux :0( I also missed Catch-22 on Tuesday. That really really really sux :0( :0( butttt thats okay. Festival is on Saturday. My bands screwed.
Thats enough for now. goodnight <3
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2002 23 October :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: Perpetuating Nothingness
Upon insightful thinking I have reached my own conjecture in that we are merely beings chosen to carry out the task of keeping the flame of humanity alit, never knowing or gaining any assurance as to why we do so. Always progressing backwards or regressing fowards. Essentially, we are perpetuating nothingness. Keeping alive the past and present because we have no higher task to take hold of. However, it is in this task that we divise a purpose of our existence.
You may hear one state their purpose in life is to be a teacher, soldier, fireman, artist, model, fashion designer, musician, etc. In essance what are all of these voacations doing? Are they fighting fires or teaching or defending others or writing music because they have chosen the task themself? Or perhaps, the task has chosen them. While it is comforting to think that one has chosen their vocation based upon the liberty of choice in their mind, I have conjured a different conclusion. Take myself up to about a year ago for example. All my life, from infancy to present, i have been surrounded by airplanes. I have been taken on a sickening number of flights for someone my age. Put into cockpits, taken to airshows, shown countless videos and given more books and readings on airplanes than I could read. No wonder why up to a year ago i wanted to be a pilot. It's what i had been taught, shown, and put amongst me my whole life. Chosen by ideas i had formed due to this so called thing named "inspiration." I'd rather refer to it as imitation. Following something that isn't yours. People laying down the foundation of their life based upon another's life. Individuality is begininning to wither on the vine. People like to talk about the advent of robots and how great it would be. But they fail to realize that we are not making robots. In turn, we are becoming the them. goodnight.
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2002 20 October :: 11.38am
last night was ::gasp:: amazing...
Jessie & I went up 2 the show on MILITARY and hypoluxo, NOT Boynton lol it was soooooooooo much fun.. when we got there everyone was still chizillin in the parking lot. Matt& I walked over to Checkers where I met these really nice guys from Fallen From the Sky. Boca boys haha. Came back & Shane was there for a min ;0) that made me happy too. Then he had to go to his dads house in West palm :0( poopie. After my man bitch departed I chilled w/everyone else (lots of ATL kiddies!) and met some other cool people. I personally liked Fallen from the sky but most of the kids there were more hXc so they weren't too into it. Face Rapist was... terrible? maybe not terrible but i'm not really in2 hXc.... Drewish & Ben's band Drowning Ophelia was... AMAZING! They were seriously the best ones there ( and no i'm not just saying that cuz they're my friends heh) Andrews got the most beautiful voice and I almost died when they played the epic... just amazing! umm The Red Rocke Fiasco was okay... their singers voice was ... well let me rephrase, his scream kinda sucked lol I didnt' really pay attention to the last band.
Afterwards we all went 2 the Boynton Ale House. That was fun.. being smushed in a booth with 8 other people lol regardless... after that Lexie and Jake left and the rest of us ( me, ben, noah & alex ) went to super walmart where we walked up and down the aisles trying on weird crap. I tried on this horse head thing and like these 2 ladies walked by and were like " we tried that on earlier & it got stuck..." lol wtf 1am and some weird ladies were trying on horse heads?? haha Noah got a reallly reallly pimp Power Puff girls' watch & Alex and Ben split this plastic knife set... after that we dropped off Noah and Alex and met up with Matt, Mike and Mallorie at Dunkin Donuts. We chilled there for a while and saw an excursion limo from homecoming. It was Laura Vargas & co. limo & they were all piss drunk. THat was pretty funny. Mike was being a real asshole so Ben & I left. Ben took me home & we talked bout lots & lots of stuff.
It was a wonderful night <3
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2002 19 October :: 1.26am
a wonderful way to end my evening...
grlwthepnkdrsson: so tell
grlwthepnkdrsson: its like saying something just to cause trouble
picsxstarsxdream: wtf
picsxstarsxdream: i just asked u if u liked NOah anymore
picsxstarsxdream: and u asked me why i asked
picsxstarsxdream: and i fuckin told you
picsxstarsxdream: dno't pull this shit on me i'm not in the fucking mood
grlwthepnkdrsson: why would you ask me something like that
grlwthepnkdrsson: thats really rude
picsxstarsxdream: because someone asked me if you still did
picsxstarsxdream: so i asked cuz i didnt' know
grlwthepnkdrsson: so they asked if i did so they could go after him
picsxstarsxdream: this person doesn't want anyone knowing so i'm not guna say anything
picsxstarsxdream: basically.
grlwthepnkdrsson: well who are the other people then?
picsxstarsxdream: what does it matter
grlwthepnkdrsson: it does matter
grlwthepnkdrsson: vivi im asking you as my friend to please tell me
picsxstarsxdream: and as a friend to the other person i'm not.
picsxstarsxdream: why do you care
grlwthepnkdrsson: why do you care that i care?
grlwthepnkdrsson: and you can go tell that person that i do still love noah
picsxstarsxdream: wow you do't make any sense.
grlwthepnkdrsson: and it wont really matter because im sure they'lll go after him anywyas
grlwthepnkdrsson: they shouldnt ask if they dont care
grlwthepnkdrsson: noah can date whoever he wants
grlwthepnkdrsson: its not like im going to beat them up
picsxstarsxdream: fine then cuz you know what
picsxstarsxdream: you're right
picsxstarsxdream: it is up to noah
picsxstarsxdream: you can't stop him or them
grlwthepnkdrsson: who said i was going to?
grlwthepnkdrsson: stop putting words into my mouth
grlwthepnkdrsson: and stop acting like a bitch
picsxstarsxdream: no megan, thats where you're dead wrong. You're trying to manipulate me. you're being the bitch.
grlwthepnkdrsson: why are you being so paranoid?
grlwthepnkdrsson: i dont manipulate people
grlwthepnkdrsson: i prefer being straight
grlwthepnkdrsson: if i want to know something i asked
picsxstarsxdream: megan i'm done with you tonight. i'm tired and i'm not putting up with anymore of this. goodnight.
grlwthepnkdrsson: YOU caused trouble by starting this
picsxstarsxdream: fuck you
grlwthepnkdrsson: you read my journal and were aware that i liked him
grlwthepnkdrsson: dont ask questions you know the answers to
grlwthepnkdrsson: just being you're upset dont take it out on other people
what i fucking do to keep a friends privacy. Fuck it. Fuck it all.
Besides that wonderful confrontation things have been okay. Chris & I are done now & its been what, a day? haha already got boys that want me ;0) eh. i'm just happy bout it cuz thats never the case. Tonight was... wonderful <3
o yea and we won our homecoming game 27-0 against Wellington ;0P
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2002 16 October :: 9.54pm
JamaicanRedVixen: what if i said the husband and i were fucking too?
JamaicanRedVixen: ;p
picsxstarsxdream: WHAT!
JamaicanRedVixen: he's very good in bed
picsxstarsxdream: WHAT!
ummm EXPLAIN!!!
EVERYONES GETTING SOME CEPT ME!!!!
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yeah. adding more now at 11:30pm... Chris and I are technically broken up till further notice. It'll be better this way. Anyways, homecoming week... crazy shit... um. homecoming parade tomorrow night then the homecoming game then the homecoming dance that i'm NOT going to... yay mayb now i'll go to Drewish's show! <3 yes yes.
Brighton says i'm a pedofile. yuck.
2 months and 4 days till my bizurthday!
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2002 13 October :: 2.11pm
Gypsy10071: you should've run for homecoming court
picsxstarsxdream: lol why?
Gypsy10071: then you and john could be king and queen
picsxstarsxdream: kill me.
Gypsy10071: it's be cute
Gypsy10071: *it'd
Gypsy10071: lol
picsxstarsxdream: wow. you're a bitch
Wow. I should kill her... first i'm guna go and cut off her hair then i'll use it to make a noose and we'll bring back public executions in the middle of Dr.Baum's class!!!
haha. Marching competition. We did better then we'd previously done but still not good enough. We just didn't prepare enough for competition. I hope people start to work harder for the sake of the band... Thats what I've begun to realize. You know, you never realize how much you love something until it starts to fall apart and you feel utterly helpless and that you can't fix anything or what not. This year we may not be able to do anything but I promise next year is going to a gazillion times better. It has to be or thats the end of the band.
I have a discrepancy. Buttt I really can't post it... well I suppose I could but it probably wouldn't be a good idea. Maybe if you ask I'll tell you. Have a good day everybody :0)
Bandos ~ don't be discouraged by last night... now we know what we need to do and hey, lets do it!
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2002 12 October :: 3.18pm
how pimp. woohu shirt w/my name on it... i think i'm guna make my own cuz i'm poor.... www.woohu.com/plainmornings... what a way to pick up guys haha
Marching competition tonight. We're competing agains INCREDIBLE bands ::cough STONEMAN DOUGLAScough:: yeah. Well wish us luck anyways :0) Actually I'm guna leave in a sec soooooooooooo yippy!
Biology can kiss my ass. Bleh.
Oh yeah we beat Southfork 48-6 last night it was fun.. i saw my bassoon chics Genevive and Kristen! yay!
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2002 9 October :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: arslefargle
:: Music: liberate your mind
to whine about something so stupid when you had the same resources but chose to allocate them differently then another is dumb as fuck. that's like whining about feeling inferior because you gave someone a slice of a pizza you bought, whereas the other person gave them the whole pizza. ROAR IM A DINOSAUR. I think i just went insane. or perhaps i caught a sliver of sanity. Pardon sir, but you must be mistaken, for no shred of sanity may exist in all its being upon this run amok chaos, for surely the gluttons would satiate their hunger amongnst the sane.
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2002 8 October :: 6.15pm
I really don't like reading long updates so I don't. I made the Festival of Winds!!! Soooo Dec 5-9 i'm going to be up in Tampa! yay for Vivi!
Heidi flabbergasted (sp?)
pinkwombat13: vivi! it's heidi.
picsxstarsxdream: Heidi!
pinkwombat13: i can't believe you!
picsxstarsxdream: ?
pinkwombat13: you've never had an orgasm?!!?!?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: you need an orgasm.
picsxstarsxdream: um
pinkwombat13: seriously.
pinkwombat13: you are the last person i would expect.
picsxstarsxdream: why?
pinkwombat13: because
pinkwombat13: youre not one of those freaks who have no interest in sex
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: ok promise me you'll have an orgasm.
pinkwombat13: i'm worried about you
picsxstarsxdream: lol and how exactly am I going to do this?
pinkwombat13: shower heads, masturbate, whatever. you can figure it out
picsxstarsxdream: think about it
picsxstarsxdream: if i haven't been able to achieve this by now then i obviously have no idea how lol
pinkwombat13: youre not trying hard enough.
pinkwombat13: i dont know
pinkwombat13: oh whatever. you can do whatever you want.
pinkwombat13: i just feel bad for people who havent had orgasms.
picsxstarsxdream: i'm sorry.
pinkwombat13: it can't be healthy!
picsxstarsxdream: probably not. Would you like to give me an orgasm Heidi?
picsxstarsxdream: lol
pinkwombat13: youre so gay, vivi.
picsxstarsxdream: haha i know
picsxstarsxdream: only with Josephine and Ashley though. You do have very nice breasts though
pinkwombat13: thank you.
pinkwombat13: breasts are so much fun to tlak about.
picsxstarsxdream: indeed. I think Jessica feels left out though
pinkwombat13: yea
pinkwombat13: i try to make her feel better
picsxstarsxdream: yeps. boobs aren't everything'
pinkwombat13: and big boobs can suck just as much as small ones
picsxstarsxdream: i wouldn't know. mine are pretty much middle of the road
pinkwombat13: lucky bitch
picsxstarsxdream: nah. I think i'd rather have your boobs
pinkwombat13: we seriously need to have a boob exchange
picsxstarsxdream: indeed
picsxstarsxdream: so...
picsxstarsxdream: Alans guna come show up at your house naked huh?
pinkwombat13: thatd be funny as hell
picsxstarsxdream: would you do him?
pinkwombat13: yea sure why not?
picsxstarsxdream: haha awesome!
picsxstarsxdream: i'll be sure to tell him that :0)
pinkwombat13: :-)lol. mattera's gonna tell him that i want him to touch my boobs
picsxstarsxdream: i bet you do
pinkwombat13: becuase i told mattera that alan was allowed but he wasnt
picsxstarsxdream: ??
pinkwombat13: on the bus
pinkwombat13: mattera said he would
pinkwombat13: and i said he wasn't allowed
picsxstarsxdream: who alan?
pinkwombat13: but that alan was.
picsxstarsxdream: i'm confused.
picsxstarsxdream: thats okay though. my natural state.
picsxstarsxdream: okay Miss Heidi, mental break time is over. i'l ttyl :0)
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2002 7 October :: 5.37pm
Update time!
Saturday night was scary... saw a car lose control on 95 and hit the wall, flipped over 3 lanes and landed on its side w/the person half hanging out... ::shudders:: i called 911 but the gas was dripping so we got out of there ::wonders what happened:: Welll... yeah.
On to more plesant thoughts... school sucked .. okay i lied, not more plesant thoughts. I sucked at my playing test.. blanked & forgot half of the last song . o well.
Bah I'm tired :0(
Oh. (you) i'm not going to be on tonight... well not supposed to be.. i'll try to get on to say hello around 9:45 - 10:00 pm or so but i'm sorry if i can't...
That is it for now. Oh. let it be known. (his) naiveness <- yes its a word haha (not exactly used in the right context but i though it was cool) is going to be the root of his downfall. I hope so anyways...
Band politics, schmolitics urghhh!
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