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WhitePony

:: 2004 6 July :: 8.38am

I have a feeling this week is going to be good. Very, very good.

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WhitePony

:: 2004 5 July :: 3.32pm

I can't do it

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WhitePony

:: 2004 30 June :: 2.35pm

If you didnt catch it, the entry below is a metaphor for how I feel about this journal business. Thats why I never update.

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cowboy67

:: 2004 28 June :: 5.38pm

dual spirits
i was listening to the oldies radio station on the way home from work and i had a daydream about doing karaoke. joe and i would be at someone's wedding or some other type of large party, and we'd be singing "you've lost that lovin' feeling" by the righteous brothers. we would be all cheesy and get really into it, like, getting down on our knees, grasping toward the sky, clutching our hearts, walking up to girls and singing to them -- all of it. then we'd get to the breakdown part and start singing all high and screaming, "baaybay, baaybay! baaybay, BAYBAY! i need your loove!" and it would be so hilarious and fun!

of course, i'd make sure joe had a few fruity drinks in his system first.

7 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.


cowboy67

:: 2004 28 June :: 12.40am

i really just want to write.
your worst enemy is fear. mine is fear too. we're all so scared of everything. scared scared scared. fear is almost always a catalyst in these decisions of life. scared to do something, so we don't; scared of what will happen if we don't do it, so we do. all these comfort zones fueled by fear. fear of breaking out and being alone. fear of hearts breaking. fear of love. what are we doing here? what do you fear? why? what aren't you doing? what aren't you living?

give yourself a chance. you can do this. you really can. anyone can live. have you ever really tried to love or to love yourself? don't you see everything you can be? you can be anyone. you can see anything. you can love anyone. you have this freedom. you're alive.

look deeper. try harder. think more. listen more. talk less. love.

we can make this world work. all of us, we can do this. we can love each other and we can be happy.

2 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.


cowboy67

:: 2004 25 June :: 5.31am

that's right
officially smitten. hard-core.

4 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.


angelaliberty

:: 2004 22 June :: 1.15am

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cowboy67

:: 2004 17 June :: 4.27pm
:: Music: REM

this is how i've felt all week!
shiny happy people laughing

meet me in the crowd
people, people
throw your love around
love me, love me
take it into town
happy, happy
put it in the ground
where the flowers grow
gold and silver shine

shiny happy people holding hands
shiny happy people laughing

everyone around
love them, love them
put it in your hands
take, it take it
there's no time to cry
happy, happy
put it in your heart
where tomorrow shines
gold and silver shine

shiny happy people holding hands
shiny happy people laughing

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WhitePony

:: 2004 16 June :: 11.37pm

I’ve decided that I don’t like double spacing after periods
It’s like a steel ball attached by rusty chain links gripping my leg. As I drag it through the sand, creating a valley for disturbed insects to shake their fists at me as I pass by, they quickly retreat to make a new home and to avoid the sweltering heat. The abyss of the black appendage soaking in everything that looks into it. Even the brilliantly orange orb above cannot penetrate the darkness. Yet it still taunts me. And the others don’t help either, they encourage the taunting. I look at their steel balls attached by rusty chains, and that’s not what I see. I see floating fairies listening intently. I see books bouncing, spewing letters and words and paragraphs, inviting a plethora of knowledge. I see hearts bleeding, and swelling, and crying, and laughing. I also don’t see deserts waiting to roast the soles of their feet. I see vast oceans of meadow with sporadic white flowers littered here and there. I see colorful lakes, surrounded by rocks and forests. I see exciting roller coasters full of the wonderful things in our hearts. So why am I living in the desert dragging this damned black steel ball with rusty chain links creating valleys and pissing insects off?

I hate when the phone rings and cuts off the flow.

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WhitePony

:: 2004 13 June :: 1.18pm

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nugenta3

:: 2004 5 June :: 6.32pm

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No smoking around nugenta3. Thankyou for your co-operation.

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WhitePony

:: 2004 5 June :: 10.39pm

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cowboy67

:: 2004 3 June :: 1.41am

mandatory participation
i'm taking suggestions for the topic of my next journal entry. that's right, you - the reader - get to decide my next journal entry's content. once everyone suggests a topic, we'll vote on one.

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cowboy67

:: 2004 2 June :: 11.49pm

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nerdalert

:: 2004 2 June :: 10.46pm

so i recently found out that mel's mom reads this....and i have a feeling shes getting the wrong idea....

1. im not a drunk who goes out and drinks all the time...i rarely ever drink, its just fun sometimes.
2. i really dont do bad things...the worst thing ive ever done was find a receipt outside of perry drugs and get the item on it and return it....and that was in 4th grade.
3. im sorry mel was with me when she was supposed to be home. i actually made her call you when we were at putt putt.

thats all i've got, i hope you dont think im a terrible person.

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