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2006 9 March :: 12.06am
:: Mood: aggravated
hmph....i hate having to get things off my chest...and i know what i have to do, i just don't want to do it. ugh...sometimes i can be such a baby. but my heart is my heart and God is in it and with me.
yay Jesus <3
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2006 8 March :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: tired
Its Been Awhile....
Well we found Beher and surprosingly he was home all along. what had happened was that he went into a room in the barn that my dad had closed up because Beher was no where around and it turns out he was up there for a week but he is happy as can be and also fatter than he has ever been.
Zach and I are done. I didn't end on a bad but rather a very good one. We still talk and he even stops at my locker to chat in the morning. But now that we aren't together it seems that we are better friends. I like it this way better.
Coincidently I met somebody new that very weekend. I had thought that I was finally single and had the freedom to flirt with whom ever but I met Jake. He is going to school for either vertinary medicine or surveying. He LOVES horses and seems to wonderful. But I keep thinking about Jimmy. It could be because it ended very badly and I feel guilty and really bad at how it ended up or it could be something else. I don't know but I am going to live life as in a take it as it comes.
Other than that, Thats justr the way the cookie crumbles.
I am listening to a book on tape at the moment so this entry is prolly strange and that is why.
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2006 8 March :: 11.18am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Nat King Cole - It's only a paper moon
Yay super fun!!
ALL RIGHT HERES MORE SUPER FUN CRAZY LITTLE KID CAPTION PICTURES BROUGHT TO YOU BY MATTHEW WHETZEL!!!! YOU REMEMBER THE LAST ONES RIGHT? WITH SARAH AND THE WONDERS OF COMEPTING FOR FOOD? HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!!
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2006 8 March :: 6.43am
:: Mood: cold
omg... so yesterday i was supposed to have an interview at blockbuster. but see i went back to my aunts in the morning to help her finish moving and organizing the things from her office (plus use her highspeed to download files lol) and then on our way into town for the last load of things...a crazy man threw something off his bike and into the road, i hit it, and my tire goes BOPPP!P!P!P!P!P!P and i go "AHHHH BITCHES!!!" so yeah needless to say i didnt make it to my interview on time. but i did get a new tired...so thats all cool i guess. still wish i knew what he threw? anyway TONIGHT WIRELESS CAFE ON 44TH STREET !!! 9:30 ISH!!!! BITCHES love you!
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2006 7 March :: 1.33am
Perfect!
Today was the perfect day. I have got two job interviews for tommrow set up. and i found my zema kitty. i opened the door to let some smoke out from my burnt food and she just walked in screaming at the top of her little kitty lungs. i hugged her smiled, danced, then cleaned her up fed her and now shes happy again! and yeah the improv groupe was good tonight too. we came up with a couple new games to play wed. so all brand new 45 mins of material on wed at the wireless cafe! so today was a great day. if i get one of those jobs then this will be the perfect week!>
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Whoever correctly guess which animal this is gets 4 times as much love from me than anyone else for a full yeah. and please dont cheat. just guess.
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2006 6 March :: 10.25pm
i've done a good jorb todizzle.
i applied at walgreens, bed bath and beyond and hollister. and also i'm going to volonteer at the hospital.
yay yay ya yaya.
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2006 6 March :: 3.10pm
not unhappy. just disapointed.
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2006 26 February :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: Handel - Messiah
It's quite cold in my house right now. Maybe I'm just the one that's cold.
Finished reading Madame Bovary. It's a very interesting novel. It reminds me of a quote that I heard on a show a little while back that didn't even make it a full season:
"Men are romantics pretending to be realists and women are realists who pretend to be romantics."
I remember hearing that and it struck me. I'm not quite sure I know exactly HOW it struck me, it just did. I believe it's very true. Very realistic. It must have been thought of by a woman......
I'm very scared about the next few months. I'm so busy. But sometimes that really works out because I use that little time that i have a lot more wisely. I don't sit down and watch tv for a few hours, I get my homework done because I know that when I get that done it will be time to go to sleep, then time to wake up and go to school or work and do the same thing all over again. I like how it keeps me busy. I just get tired sometimes. I get scared that I won't be able to get what needs to be done done. I need to memorize my scales very badly. I have exactlly 29 days before S and E and limited time before my auditions for the school of music. I wish I had memorized them when I was in middle school, it's so hard now. I hate our education system. They keep the fine arts, but only enough to the point where students know where they need to get after all of it to make things happen, but they don't have the training they need to make it, and they know it. I know it. I met so many talented people at honors band. They knew so much. I felt like I was in sixth grade again. I think I was more naturally inclined than most, but they had training, and that's all that matters. They've had tons of music theory, expensive private lessons, and opportunities to perform and support from their school that I can't even imagine. I get told by people every day that I just need to settle for how horrible some people in our music program are, and I know how good people can be, how "good" i am, but compared to everyone else out there, how far behind I am and how much more ahead I could be if only I had those few opportunities, and now here I am, almost at the end of the line, getting ready to jump off the airplane and I don't even know how to work my parachute. It might as well be a suicide jump.
But I can't settle, because I know that when I get there it'll all be worthwhile, but can I get there? How? That's my question.
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2006 26 February :: 1.21pm
i've gone completly off my gord.
but seriously? fucking sheets?
i feel like such a waste sometimes. and also a psycho. i don't know. i need to start voulunteering or something. or maybe declare my major. hmmpt.
i want to work this week. i fianally got Gabe and Adayja to start talking. And i got Paigen to do her tasks. uuuuggggggggg.
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2006 25 February :: 7.24am
i hate the casino...they suck they are loud boring and make you lose 20 bucks LOL>!
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