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2005 10 April :: 12.05am
I just remembered that I have yet to memorize my lines and my blocking for play rehearsal on Monday.
Oops.
Well, I'll do it while I do laundry tomorrow.
I love you all.
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2005 9 April :: 6.26pm
I enjoyed Last night. Ceritan people not showing up made me realize that i actually am content where i am now. I am happy. All i need is my friends, noting else. SO im good, im happy with the situation i have now. I like being able to gossip and tell secrets about other people while others are turned away...hehehe sandy...
Friday is going to ROCK!!! I am so excited for firday. Yeah for having out performance at 11pm and yeah for getting home late!!! :)
There is a hampster walking around the desk right now...shes moving the mouse and climbing on the keyboard...shes very cute...trying to eat the mouse pad and go into the speaker thats playing The Acadamy is...wooo! Ricky likes them too, thats awesome!
Im at my dads house...i wish i were home partying with Jackie and Jorie...oh well im not gonna be able to go to my dads for a while...
I GOT MY MP3 PLAYER!!! woooooooooo cept i cant put songs on it yet because this computer is too old and doesnt work with that stuff.
Im going to be very busy in the near future
Fire Therapy at my house next weekend...no boys allowed..sorry. We'll go girl scouting, complain, burn things, and eat lots of comfort food...even though i have to admit i have nothing to complain about...maybe ill save it for a later day then...hmm thoughts? anyone have anything to complain about? Let me know...
The hampster is in my pocket now..hehe it tickles
The thing in Jorie's journal is really good every guy should read it...i definatly agree with most of those
I saw forgotten today, good movie , eerie but good i liked it. Except when my brother screamed at the scary parts...it wasnt even that bad, just made you jump a bit you know? he cried afterwards....psh
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2005 9 April :: 2.14pm
Katie's grandmother died today around 7.
On Tuesday, she fell and broke her ankle.
Katie might not be at school on Monday. She's still in Monroe.
She thought you'd want to know, Kyle.
Um...
I love you all.
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2005 8 April :: 12.12am
The dress
Hannah and I took pictures yesterday because Katie said she wanted some when the dress came.
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I love you all.
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2005 8 April :: 9.02am
:: Mood: angry
I’m kind of angry right now. Actually, I’m really angry right now. I don’t know entirely why, but I know a lot of it. And again it’s one of those things that I can’t really share.
People disappoint me. Well, not me directly. But their actions indirectly make me angry. That doesn’t make any sense at all, but being vague is good.
I don’t tell people things anymore if they’re meant to be kept secret. I’ve matured. Not that anyone has noticed. I’ve been accused/assumed that I tell people everything at least 10 times this month. Not to sound egotistical or self centered, but I have my own life. I have enough going on that I don’t need to constantly gossip. Yes, I know that I do tell people things. Small things. Never anything detrimental though. Things like him and her are going out and they broke up today or what not. Are we still that immature that we can’t deal with people knowing that we have crushes on people or who we’re going out with? I don’t know. This is sounding mean.
Ostracized. That’s how I feel. No need to explain why. I’m always against the stream. Not that it’s bad, but it gets lonely.
I need a good…something…session. Jackie’s having a bonfire tonight, but I’m working. Isn’t that how it always is? Nothing happens until I’m working or busy. Once again…I’m alone. Because even if you say it’s nothing, stuff happens when everyone gets together like that. Memories are made that people who aren’t there can never comprehend. And it’s sad. I’m leaving in four months and when I leave, what memories will I have? It’s scary.
I'll be disappearing again. I like disappearing. People never notice anyways. Why put any effort to be visible?
If I were a superhero...I'd be invisible and be able to fly. That way I'd disppear and fly away, and it'd be nothing. I could go anywhere I wanted. I could get away whenever I wanted.
I need to be able to drive. I can't stay here anymore.
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2005 8 April :: 12.33am
The black dress came today. It's definitely the one I'll be wearing. It's sexy.
My day was cool. Not as cool as yours.
Tomorrow will be spent on food, video games and memorizing blocking/lines.
Or finding The Sound and the Fury.
I love you all.
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2005 7 April :: 1.51am
Editing = good
"At the rehabilitation wing at Swedish's Providence campus, it's clear that the two dogs visiting on Tuesdays are boosting morale, greeting the patients with strokes, brain tumors and other diseases like long-lost relatives."
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2005 7 April :: 1.15am
Two dresses came today.
The green one and one I didn't show you because I thought my mom lost that one.
I'm waiting for that black one. And she bid on some more, I guess.
I love you all.
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2005 4 April :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: pissed off
Debate
Have this stupid homosexual marriages should be legal debate adn i was doing a little research and i read this: Islam, however, is inconsistent and illogical. Fucking bastard. Sorry im so pissed off its unbelievable. Like seriously what if i said being gay is inconsistent and illogical. ARG. I hate that guy. GRRRRRR. He does provide good arguments but went about them the wrong way. I'm so pissed off.
Yasamin. ARG.
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2005 4 April :: 9.27pm
Band rehersal was suprisingly very fun, at first i could not stop laughing at everything, at me at melanie, jimmy, sundell, but mainly the stupid things i came up with in my head...lol. it was fun, then i had a nice, long drive home which i enjoyed.
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2005 4 April :: 8.49pm
I want to get out of the house. It was so nice today and I never got to get out or go anywhere.
I'm working tomorrow with my mom at 10 until who knows when. Katie wants to do something afterward and so does Nick but I don't know what time I'll be home.
I need to get out to help Jessa pack and move but I haven't talked it over with Nikolai and I haven't thought up a story to tell my mom to get a ride from her yet.
I want out of the house so if anyone is still up to doing something tonight, call me. I don't care if it's just sitting around.
I love you all.
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2005 4 April :: 4.55pm
I am spoiled
Nick was talking about prom the other day. I started looking at dresses (a little late, maybe?) and I showed my mom this dress that I wanted and mentioned that prom was coming up soon.
So of course, my mom being who she is, goes to multiple online stores before ending up on ebay.
And buys three dresses.
I can't wait to see how they look and try them on.
I love you all.
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2005 4 April :: 12.10am
Spring Break is over. Now back to life, all the fun has ended, and reality is back. Reality bites, im going to be busy now...sigh
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2005 3 April :: 1.21am
Happy birthday, Kyle!!!
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2005 2 April :: 6.20pm
This made me laugh
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2005 2 April :: 5.42pm
How much do prom dresses cost? On average.
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2005 2 April :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: melancholy
I'm Back
Yes the amazing and wonderful yasamin is back from Puerto Rico. It was mucho fun . I got ppl things, actually i got one thing to give to everyone but its based on first come first serve basis and thus if you dont get one it is your own fault. The trip sucked cuz i was with family but puerto rico was amazing i loved it. It was so pretty.
The people there were so nice. It was funny cuz they would speak to me in spanish i say no hable anglias and then they would be like where are you from, i saw US they say no way you look arabian. It was weird it happened like five times. We went to this random island off of Puerto rico (an hour ferry ride where i got burned on half of my face and one arm) and my mom stopped a random guy in his car and made him give us a ride to the beach. It was weird. He took us to this amazing beach. There was no one there and it was so pretty. But my parents wanted people because they wanted to make sure we could see people in case we died. So we went to another one. I have pictures will show them maybe even put them on the computer.
I read hey nostradamus (who is that, i know its something religious) its a good book. I hate the ending though cuz in my head jason died and heather and reg are dating (sorta not really).
Dont kill me for saying this ok....In the airport it reminded me of Iraq in the time of Sadaam. I mean people opened your bags and searched htem. In iraq they did the same thing, except there was corruption there and they took what they liked inside of it. They also used to strip/not strip search you, it depended on who you were and you usually kept bra/underwear on. i dunno. it was weird i just remember that from when i was little, leaving iraq and the what not (i wasnt strip searched or what not i was little). Its scary to think that we are just one step away from getting a ruler like sadaam and a complete change in our way of life. So you guys seriously get politically active. I dunno i was just totally freaked out by that thought. I mean the US has so much more power than iraq (nuclear) and thus a ruler like sadaam ruling america would destroy the entire world.
Sorry I have random weird thoughts.
Yasamin
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2005 2 April :: 12.14am
My first day of spring break was pretty cool.
I woke up late, met Katie downtown, stopped by Kyle's, watched Finding Neverland (cute) with the Wilt's and ate dinner with the Wilts.
It was a nice way to spend the first day of break.
I can't believe you people sit around reading about people's lives and their boring days! Go outside or something.
I love you all.
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2005 31 March :: 10.17pm
Kelly, Julius Sumner Miller died in 1987.
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2005 30 March :: 10.07pm
Stradlater
Rain kind of makes me very happy.
And this thunderstorm rocks.
I hope it stays warm for spring break because I'm not going anywhere.
One more day this week...
I love you all.
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2005 29 March :: 10.43pm
Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.
I live in New York, and I was thinking about the lagoon in Central Park, down near Central Park South. I was wondering if it would be frozen over when I got home, and if it was, where did the ducks go? I was wondering where the ducks went when the lagoon got all icy and frozen over. I wondered if some guy came in a truck and took them away to a zoo or something. Or if they just flew away.
"You know those ducks in that lagoon right near Central Park South? That little lake? By any chance, do you happen to know where they go, the ducks, when it gets all frozen over? Do you happen to know, by any chance?"
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People never notice anything.
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2005 28 March :: 9.51pm
My half brother just asked me what I wanted for a graduation present.
Which was when I realized that we graduate in less than two months.
I turned 18 two months ago.
Wow.
I love you all.
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2005 28 March :: 7.11pm
I don't care what you think.
I love you.
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2005 27 March :: 2.23pm
I suck.
Really.
I drove my family home from eating brunch this morning.
And almost killed them all.
My mom was trying to be all light about it ("You kept control of the car, that's a good thing") but she was scared to death. I was scared to death. Everyone in the car was.
The sad thing is, I was doing fantastic up until that point. My parents even said so.
I just want my license.
I'm not feeling that great.
I love you all.
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2005 26 March :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: restless
peeled clementines
I have to pee...thought I'd share :-D.
I don't update much anymore...in either here or my Xanga. Frankly I don't really want people to know much about my personal life anymore. If you do...ask and you may recieve an answer. Possibly.
Anywho...I got bored so I'm here. I figured I'll post a random entry because I read all the other ones and I sound whiney. It's my whining journal hence the lack of updates. I think I post one entry in here like every other month. Hehe.
Hm...I got talk to the Pa-trice today which was well needed...I think for the both of us.
Yeah that's all I got...Oh yeah and it's Spring Break now. 'Tis well needed as well.
Always, Sandy
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2005 25 March :: 11.06pm
"I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff---I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all."
I want to be the catcher in the rye, too.
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2005 25 March :: 10.57pm
Goddam money. It always ends up making you blue as hell.
I finished The Catcher in the Rye. It took me less than a day.
I really love that book. I'm going to read it again tonight before I go to bed.
I love Holden. I want to marry him and take care of him.
I love you all.
"Don't tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody"
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2005 25 March :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Mess With Your Mind by Everyday Sunday
It's grand that after a book like A Farewell to Arms, we're reading The Catcher in the Rye. It makes me like AP Lit a little bit. Except I know we're not going to talk about this book half as much as we talked about Hemingway's.
You'd like it. It's not phony at all.
It's hilarious.
The book is so awesome. It's not anything you have to struggle with either.
You should see how Holden talks about people! It's awesome.
I love Holden Caulfield. Boy! He's grand.
I love you all.
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2005 25 March :: 10.48am
:: Mood: sad
Rejection
I hate college rejection. The letter comes in and you know whats in there. Then the college is like you applied, you're just not good enough. But they take so long to say that that it makes you sad and depressed. We had a lot of really good applicants, your application was good. But there were better people took a whole page. I dont deal with rejection well, especially if my dad is involved. He can be a jackass. He doesnt understand the process he just thinks if you get in your going there if not your not. And its like dad i got into the freaking college but not the special program. I dont want to be a pharmacist really. I'd rather be a doctor.
One more thing. I think its amazing how junior and senior year you know what to do in school. Well for me. Like seriously its weird. I'm getting A's trying at the same level as fresh and sopho year. Its weird. Well thats all.
Qui suis-je?
Yasamin
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2005 23 March :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: distressed
Sour Patch Kids
Hey look I'm posting...gasp indeed.
I'm sorry to anyone I've been a bitch to. I've been being a bitch to a lot of people lately. TOM paid me a visit....it wasn't a very good visit this month....
I've changed so much and I'm not too certain if it was all for the better...I mean...I'm more confident in myself now (don't worry...I don't have a big head...at least I don't think I do) and I'm more outgoing and shit like that....but...shrugs...I don't know. I've lost sight of my priorities. I'm sick of just about everything. This Spring Break is greatly needed. I hate school.
I'm just going to come off and say I'm uber sorry to Patrice and Jorie because I've been kinda neglecting you guys. ::Sigh:: I've been distracted and I've been neglecting a lot of people...but espeically you guys...and it sucks because I used to talk to you two the most out of anyone. I'm sorry.
It feels like Friday...why isn't it Friday? I'm tired but I can't go to bed yet. Damn ACTs. Took the post-test tonight. I hate sitting for 3 hours straight (well I guess with a 3 minute break in between).
But on the plus side there's no rehearsal tomorrow which means Spring Break starts as soon as that bell rings at 3:15. Then I'm leaving that school. I'm so sick and tired of it. Why am I not a senior?
Dammit...I'm complaining. I'll stop before I start whining about more nonsense like the coldness of the weather and shit like that.
Always, Sandy
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