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2005 2 March :: 12.24am
cold hearted bitch
Shmay. Fake ass Bray.
What a bunch of lard. (Literally)
You don't stand in my way.
I have nothing to hide.
You'll never have what I've got.
I know where my heart is.
You're just a cold hearted bitch with nappy hair.
Devil, give me all you've got.
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Beagle147
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2005 22 February :: 9.47pm
:: Music: "Think of Me" -Phantom of the Opera
White People Love Wayne Brady Because He Makes Bryant Gumbel Look Like Malcolm X
I've decided to update, if for no other reason than so I don't have to look at those last few entries whenever I log on. A lot has been going on, and nothing has been going on. This is really crunch time, and I'm definitely feeling the heat.
If you can't stand the heat, stay out of the kitchen.
My planner is extremely full. All the time. Last year about this time I lost a week. I think this year I lost February. How is March 1 next week?! Wtf is that?! I still have to read Native Son, have to look at my history IA again...CAS...Group IV projects start tomorrow. I really don't want to think about it.
Today in English there were these incredibly annoying morning (mourning?) doves outside the window. Like DIRECTLY outside the window. And they were really loud. Somehow, and I'm still not really sure how, a series of strange events unfolded. For some reason, Kyle got up to go scare away the birds while Timbo argued with Danielle over what type of bird it was. Then Timbo went over to the window, after one had flown away. Then Ben got up, opened the window shouting "Let me make noises at it! It will mate with me!" Then Timberlake started to pass out papers, and when she got back over to the side of the room where ben was standing, half out the window, she told him to sit down, and SPANKED HIM! It was the funniest thing that has ever happened in that class. Ever. Half the class sat in stunned silence, the rest were hysterically laughing/crying. It was just so funny. Unbelievable.
Argh, I can't wait to go to college. I just keep telling myself that it will be different. Whether or not different is good, I need something different. I'm just so sick of things right now. I think this happens every February. I just get sick of things. I need a big change. Or a big vacation. New York trip should help a bit. Especially followed by a decent sized break. Maybe I'll go to Disney then. I just want to be done with this. I want my oral(s) to be over, I want IB exams to be over. This four years of preparation for these freaking exams is starting to get to me. I just think that senioritis has majorly sunk in.
I have recently felt an overwhelming sense of longing. For what, I could not tell you. It's just a ...bleh. Not depressed. Different. I dunno, I just need something. I'm thinking it's college. I really need to start my life.
There was something else I was going to write, but now I forget. Oh well.
I went to the mall today to buy clothes for the concert, and I got some awesome shirts! : ) I'm not going to describe them now, I'm debuting them on thursday. Fun.
I like my irish/scottish/australian friends on myspace. They're cool.
Saturday me and Amalia went to do some CAS at the humane society. It was really fun. We started out working with some bigger dogs, but...it didn't work out very well. So we wandered around for a while and ended up going in a pen with a bunch of puppies who had kennel cough. A bit of a risk, but I dont know that it would live on my clothes until I got home. I think it's pretty much dog-dog contact. Besides, both my dogs are vaccinated for it. The puppies were SOO cute though! We named them all: Fred, JackJack, Nana, Murphy, Tito. We only found out later that they were all girls. lol. Oops. I think maybe we're going back this weekend after the street painting festival.
Everything that needs to get done just isn't going to get done. There is no way that I can do the history internal assessment, read native son, do the chem lab, start group iv project, write the spanish civil war essay, and do random other hw all this weekend. Why is my weekend so full and it's only Tuesday?!?!?!
I'm too stressed. I need a break.
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2005 9 February :: 12.22am
today is a wonderful day.
Goodmorning babe !! <3
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2005 1 February :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: none
I found out...oh, about half an hour ago that my grandfather died this morning.
I've decided to stop using the line "funeral's on Thursday" as a joke.
I haven't really had time to "feel" anything about it. I mean yeah, I'm sad that he's gone...I haven't cried though. Is that normal? Don't people usually cry? I didn't really cry when my grandmother died in 5th grade. Not until after the funeral with my cousin.
He's being cremated. No grave.
Dan Myers is doing the funeral. That's about the best thing that's come out of this. If there is anyone I want to really see now, it's Dan.
I'll talk to Ms Youngman about missing class thursday. I don't anticipate a problem. Mr Dalsass will be in Vancouver, so there's no issue there. Calc doesn't count. I also have to talk to Mrs Zacher because I'll be missing the NHS meeting. If I don't bring those tsunami envelopes tomorrow, I'll have angie bring them on thursday.
I'm trying to talk will into coming home. He seems to not want to. I think he should.
I haven't talked to my grandmother yet. She must be in pieces. She's said my whole life her "plan" was to die before my grandfather. She needs to plan things better. I just don't know what she's going to do...there's no way that she can live by herself and we can't afford to keep having the nurse there full time. And she has no income. She'll probably have to move within the next few months.
It's just weird...I'm going through waves of like my eyes welling up, and then I'll just feel absolutely nothing. I'm feeling a big breakdown around the corner. Hopefully it won't be at school tomorrow.
It's not like this was unexpected. He lost his mind (literally) a few months ago and has been deteriorating since. There had been some mention of a blood pressure drug that a doctor prescribed him that was not meant for maintenance..but the damn stupid doctor still used it for that. Supposedly after you take it for a while it shoots your blood pressure back up. Side effects include dimensia. They took him off the drugs and did a cat scan, but the results haven't come in yet. Some good they are now...
Fragmented thoughts. This is new for me. Writing what I'm thinking is usually my forte.
I guess I'm not really thinking.
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2005 30 January :: 3.39am
always here im always here
everclear
never fear
ill stand till the end of time
for the most beautiful girl methemorphasize the world
i will.
and i just wanted to spill
the best two year old news there is: i love you
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2005 11 January :: 12.39am
gone crazy.
you and i . US. thats what we are. thats what we always will be. yesturday and tomorrow. ALWAYS. but for today life wont be how it used to. it will be an adventure. it started when some bad weather blew in. our plans got messed up. but instead of letting it ruin our day, we're going to make the best of it and change them. it's not what we wanted, but its better then being disappointed and letting it get the best of us. tomorrow will eventually come. and it will be the best morning of my life.
babe, I Love You. nothing is any match for us. look what we've been through and what we're going through. nothing will keep us apart. if you believe that then theres nothing to worry about. you know i dont have bad intentions. i know youre trying and it means so much to me. trust your crazy heart and mine.
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2005 10 January :: 7.33pm
beethoven's 9th symphony...who knows the one amazing fact that makes this symphony seem so great
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2005 9 January :: 2.36pm
feels like dying
dead trying
drum silouhette rat tat tat
someone lit a bomb tuesday my name scatterbrain ever since. vicodin and all the other shit with this wisdom teeth mouth garbage fucks up the head id suggest just opting to go into a coma for a few days to recover if you ever need your wisdom teeth gone. whadda crazy ass week to start the new year definetly a few screws loose for sure ahh but im tightening those bitches up. i wish we would have had breakfast babe but oh darn it will have to be another day i hope. got to go back to boca raton soon and get back up in the riff raff but this time will be different im not gonna waste these months sitting and smoking and shitting. the 3 S's haha. im gonna start writing and using my mind again that shit feels like its been on pause too long and im gonna learn to play the fucking geetar if it kills me im not blowing shit out my ass i am going to learn and going to kill with it hell yea. lets all have some fun.
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2005 7 January :: 11.23pm
dizzyspell in my head. big juan.
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2005 7 January :: 12.10am
dah babe all the gush it smells like a tush pubic hair can look like a bush annd you make my heart melt to mush
the same heart you drive up the wall and make crazy as fuck
it can feel alot of different ways but it always goes back to mush
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2005 5 January :: 10.28pm
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-Tyler
-Bob
-Goaler
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-tclonyl
-tboblp (ichat)
thats its!
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my fingers
-my musical ability
-my hair
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-dry skin
-lack of style
-i like to argue, and it gets me in trouble
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-German
-Italian
-American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-quiet
-mystery of dying
-cell phone ringing (vibrate ONLY)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-guitars
-computer
-chewing gum
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-jeans
-shirt
-underwear
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS:
-Rush
-Miles Davis
-Bob Dylan
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
-"Fool In the Rain" Led Zepellin
-"Knocking on Heaven's Door" Guns N' Roses
-"It Takes A Lot To Laugh, It Takes A Train To Cry" Bob Dylan
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
-shoot a revolver
-perform in ensemble
-another cuban cigar
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
-fun
-surprise, spontaneity
-intimacy
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (In no particular order):
-I play auld lang syne when warming up with guitar
-I have an extreme fear of nail files/nail filing
-I will sing any and every song, whether I know it or not no matter who can hear
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
-maturity!
-lips
-hair
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
-able to talk about anything
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
-play violin
-beat my stepdad at pool
-find my N64
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
-guitar playing
-hockey playing
-pool playing
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
-Recording Engineer
-Studio Musician/Sessionist
-Record Producer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
-Germany
-Grand Canyon (again)
-Cuba
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
-visit Jimmy Hendrix's grave in Seattle
-have someone recognize my name from a song/album/artist that I worked with
-meet a professional hockey player
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE...
Uhhh.....
whatever...lol
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2005 5 January :: 1.07am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: "A Long December" -Counting Crows
ok, it's been a while.
Umm...what's been going on? Well, the last time I updated was Christmas, and I don't remember much of the last week.
Fast forward to New Years. Me and Will decided (Will decided) to have a New Years Eve party. He invited a bunch of his friends, and I invited a few. Not many people showed up, but it was fun. Atleast I had fun. We got a lot of food, but no one really ate. We watched the gators game, and it was a blowout, so we started playing drinking games instead. I watched mostly at the beginning. They played Fuck You, which is one of the weirdest card/drinking games I've ever seen, then they played Kevin's crazy card game where like you end up drinking 50 times. Everyone started to, um, loosen up a little, and we played a rousing game of kings. Much easier for me and Jen, since I had not had more than one drink at that point, and Jen was drinking Coke since she had to drive home. Fun stuff though. We had a champagne toast at midnight. And my slightly intoxicated brother got the champagne cork stuck on the corkscrew. He learned the next morning that you don't use a corkscrew on champagne bottles.. Anywho...sometime in between the first champagne toast and the champagne toast for the central time zone we started doing shots of jagermeister. Then Will and Ian decided to chase the shots with champagne. That proved to be a lethal combination for Will (after having had 5 beers and three rum and cokes during the drinking card games). He spent the next few hours throwing up and drunk dialing. We watched a bit of Mr Holland's Opus before finding Will passed out in his bed. Atleast he was on his side. Then about 3 AM things started winding down and I got blankets for everyone and played hostess for a bit. Took about 30 seconds for Kelly and Ian to fall asleep, and Tom and Kevin were already asleep on the couches. Then I had to clean up a LOT. I basically threw stuff in the fridge that needed to go in and went to bed. I set my alarm for 10, but slept through it, and by the time I got up everyone had left. New Years Day was a lot of cleaning, then a few of us went to see Polar Express in 3D at the imax in Fort Lauderdale. I enjoyed the movie, but the headsets were really annoying. My favorite part was going in the science museum. We'll have to go back there after they open the CSI thing.
The 2nd was Will's 21st birthday, so we basically did a whole family day thing. We saw Sideways, which was...interesting, then went to dinner at Fridays, and Will ordered his first (legal) drink. They didn't even card him...it was disappointing. For his birthday I bought him this little thing, it's shaped like a flask, and it's an electronic bartender. It tells recipes for over 500 drinks and says like what food to serve them with and what kind of a glass to put them in. Not that it matters since 80% of the time those drinks are served with pizza in dixie cups in gainesville, but still, he seemed to enjoy it. I also got him a set of shot glasses with playing cards on them. Seemed appropriate for the 21st. Will was mainly upset that his days as an illegal gambler came to an end. o.0 Whatever.
Yesterday (Monday) a few of us went and saw Phantom of the Opera, which was AWESOME. Then I had to hurry home to get Hershey to the vet because she has something wrong with her eyes. The vet wasn't sure exactly what was wrong, but after a ton of testing ($260 worth, to be exact), they determined that she must have rolled in fire ants or something and then "self trauma" caused all the ickyness around her eyes. Now we have to put this ointment on her eyes and give her antibiotic pills every day. And she has to wear one of those cone collars for the next week to keep her from scratching her face again. It's HILARIOUS. She keeps walking into things, like walls, and getting stuck. Her new nickname is "Lampshade." I told my family that it's official...after this week I am definitely going to hell. Ah, poor beagle. Oh well, atleast she's not smart enough to understand what we're laughing at. Tomorrow (which will be listed as today in the date) I have to take Sasha and Kitty to the vet for their annual physicals and vaccines. Rackin' up the vet bills. By the end of next week, we will have spent more than $500 at the vet. That's what I get for having 3 pets. My parents really wanted to skip the cat's physical since she doesn't go outside (on purpose), but I finally convinced them to let me take her. She's getting old, and it's really important to have her checked up and vaccinated. It's just irresponsible to have a pet and not take them to the vet annually. So tomorrow should be fun, having the big dog and the cat carrier by myself at the vet... Wish me luck!
Hopefully I'll get back into a rhythm of posting more regularly. If not, this one should be long enough to last you for a while. I'll leave you with some Counting Crows.
It's been a long December
And there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the time I've tried to tell myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
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2004 25 December :: 1.19am
:: Mood: Christmas-y
:: Music: "The Christmas Song" -Mel Torme (1946)
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like eskimos
Everybody knows
A turkey and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight
They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child
Is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from 1 to 92
Although it's been said many times, many ways
Merry Christmas to you.
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2004 24 December :: 9.53pm
HOLY CRAP!!
MY DAD GOT ME A GIBSON LES PAUL CLASSIC FOR CHRISTMAS!!http://namm.harmony-central.com/WNAMM03/Content/Gibson/PR/Les-Paul-Classic-DC-lg.jpg
that's EXACTLY what mine looks like. And for those who wonder why this is such a huge deal, go look up the price range for a les paul classic and get back to me...
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