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2004 10 March :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: That duet we sing in GE...OMG IT'S SO REPETITIVE AND WON'T LEAVE MY BRAIN!!
lalalLALALALALlalalalaLALAL!!
today was great. well, it was pretty darn good.
ya know what i just realized? i am going to DIE when mss goes on tour. besides feeling extreme bouts of lonliness, (because all those beautiful people will be HALFWAY ACROSS THE WORLD!!) there will be SOO much less music in my life! NOOOO!!! don't leave me, mss and mr. shaull!!
quick overview of my day: (ah, procrastination.)
0: nonexistant. BUT I MISS YOU, MARCHING BAND! (and all you marching band people!!) ya know, i think i'll digress. *smiles* so. i saw terrance and howdy the other day in the library. what i've realised: I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH MARCHING BAND PEOPLE AGAIN!! WAHHH!! i find myself fatasizing about marching band camp already...*dreamy smile* but anyway, it was VERY nice to see you two!
2: p.e. gymnastics. bars. OW. we tall people have a serious disadvantage. oh well, i got a check-plus on vaulting, so i can manage a check (minus?) on bars. hrm. oh well. it's fun. we're all so supportive of each other! yay for really considerate, smart, compassionate, second period P.E. girls! (well, the ones in my group are fabulous.)
Brunch. sounds like crunch. uhm...talked and stuff. yeah.
4: girl's ensemble! we discussed going to egan at lunchtime to FORCE MORE PEOPLE TO JOIN THE CULT!! i mean...sign up for music classes to enrich their high school experience. :0) woohoo! fun stuff. we also discussed *dun dun DUNN!* next year's musical!! AHHH!! a few possibilities: fiddler on the roof (TO LIFE! IF I WERE A RICH MAN! MATCHMAKER (oh God, memories...love ya katherine and christiana!!) SUNRISE, SUNSET! MIRACLE OF MIRACLES!!) little shop of horrors (AHH HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE? FUN STUFF!!) and some other musical mr. shaull really likes. whatever it ends up being, i'm sure i will just LOVE it! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!! definitely. i like class discussions with mr. shaull. i have a lot of fun in the presense of that man. actually, chances are i'd have fun in the presense of ANY musical person. but ANYWAY. my BEAUTIFUL 4 bar phrase was used for dictation. (coincidentally, it was also written for dictation.) starting and ending on one, key of my choice, octave once, all major intervals, reasonable rhythm. but, of course, it is still a masterpiece. and it's still on the board!! LOL!! molly and i came to girls glee (yay for us!) and saw that it was still on the board. i was very proud. heehe. so molly wrote 'melissa's BEAUTY' or something like that by it. i wonder if it'll still be up there tomorrow morning...:0D well anyway, we sang a bit as well. lalala. yay for julia and sharon and the michelle's for doing the duet! oh, and michelle (the soprano...HAHAHA not that she would ever read this) you know that he's only so hard on you becuase he KNOWS that you would produce an AMAZING AMAZING (even more amazing than you already sound) sound if you just let go. i mean really, you should be incredibly honored that he's even so hard on you. well anyway, we love you.
Lunch: woohoo! yay for random, cold macaroni salad! oh, and we thought of a new way to do the whole sadie's asking thing. oh this is so much fun!!
French: one of the most hilarious class periods in a long time. oh, the JOYS of the french language and mme youatt.
so. we all knew there was going to be trouble when we learned the verb 'se deshabiller' (to undress) and Luc says something along the lines of 'deshabiller avec moi!' (to lady marmalade...hey! i just realized!! we just learned the verb se coucher!! ya know, voulez vous coucher?? ahhh!!) okay so it goes: voulez vous cocher avec moi, se soir? and luc added in deshabiller somewhere in there. (loosely trans: will you sleep with me tonight? (with the word undress thrown in there.)
so mme youatt is like: 'a qui est-ce qu'il dit?' and (now this is GREAT) charlie says 'A VOUS!' HAHAHAHAAHAHAAHHAAHAH!!!! (so now we're all thinking of luc telling mme youatt to strip and then seducing her...LMAO!!)
(oh, and this was partly to get backat luc for calling charle's figure (face) rouge (red) during another exercise. poor charles. but it was SOOO FUNNY.
other highlights: so we're learning reflexive verbs (i don't know if i already mentioned that) but anyway, the question was, et en francaise of course, "What do you dress yourself in for school?" Luc's reply: RIEN! (nothing!!) AHAHAHAHAHA!! so we all start cracking up immediately, but THEN, (now get this, OMGLOL) MME YOUATT SAYS: LUC, YOU ARE A PERVERT!! AHAHAHAHA!!! right in the middle of class!! and she was serious too!! oh man. i nearly died at this. i was laughing so hard i had tears in my eyes and my face was the color of my outfit (bright pink.) oh man. that was HILARIOUS!! oh, and then matt pronounced coucher (coo-shay) 'koo-chee'. it was funny.
oh and then girls' glee. no one showed up. it was FUN THOUGH!! YAY FOR GLEEFUL GIRLS!! so we sang a lil and discussed methods of getting more people to join. at one point, someone said 'but isn't next week's tuesday a thursday schedule?' (which it is.) HA. we'd only just discussed that in regards to egan timing for like half an hour in girls' ensemble.
right, so anyway, the sun is shining, and melissa has spent over two hours in mr. shaull's room today. oh, and she's happy.
but now she must go fais les devoirs. ah, zut alors! mais n'importe. il a ete un bon jour!
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2004 9 March :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: simple
:: Music: Aldersgate Street (from the church musical)
Simplicity and Revelations
My thoughts are all over the place today, and strangely simplistic. It seems as if I'm always reluctant to do anything without a complex, deeper meaning to it. It might be a combination of the weather and The Bean Trees, or just something I've concluded to on my own, but I no longer fear the "limitations" of a simple life. (And look at me, I'm still not writing especially simply. Oh well.)
I just finished reading chapters 8 and 9 of TBT. There are many serious issues being dealt with, but not in especially great detail or complex wording. Initially, I felt like I was being cheated somehow, that the author had so much to convey, and could elaborate further to what she alluded to. I realize that maybe she made the right decision in touching on important issues with recurring themes instead of piling facts and morality lessons into the story. This is where the reader is allowed to think about it in as great detail as they wish. In this way, TBT can be focused to a larger audience.
I'll bet that at least 30% of the people in Survey Comp/Lit have already missed the majority of clues Kingsolver has included in her novel that force the more serious reader to consider the world. Normally, this would infuriate me. How could they miss the incredible knowledge that could be absorbed and digested by this text? Then, in classroom discussions, I would appear bratty and superior, becoming frustrated with the lack of understanding of my peers. (Yes, this has happened many a time. Look out for Melissa during socratic semenars and debates, especially if you've been slacking.) Well that's how it was. But now, I realize that what little they have comprehended is enough. For all I know, they can relate to these issues far better than I ever will be able to. From my little studious, comfortable, rich white girl perspective of it all, I can philosophise about the hardships and pain of others, but can barely skim the surface of the emotional trauma experienced. This realization has given me a lot of respect for a larger group of people.
grrr. must ride horses. back later. what infuriates me the most is that i will no longer be able to continue this specific train of thought. in the words of winnie the pooh: oh bother.
more later.
Well, as usual, I have no intention of completing that train of thought. I'm really tired now. I can't ride my psycho thoroughbred after her day off, without bullpenning her!!, for over an hour. It is so physically draining, and just as draining mentally. Again, I got into one of those completely-focused states. I both love myself and bitterly hate myself (okay, that was a little melodramatic, i NEVER Hate myself) when I'm in one of those zones. I feel like I can do anything, and then, once my body gives out and I allow my mind to be pressured and worried, I've lost it. And that is one of the most disappointing things one can experience.
I don't want to do 31 pages of Bean Tree notes. It's really a shame that 1) I've been brought up to believe that anything less than an A and a near-perfect academic and extracurricular life isn't good enough and 2) In order to get into a good college, you must ________, you must also excell in ________, and take this or that class, etc. etc.
Who knows about the whole Sadies thing? It really is harder than I give guys credit for. Actually, it's really not. I'm just making more of it than I should. We'll see what happens...
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2004 9 March :: 1.11pm
:: Mood: You name it, I'm it
:: Music: Cool To Be A Fool- Joe Nichols
Life and it's many... events...yea
Well, I'm sick... Yeah not fun, I shouldn't have come to school today... my mom was trying to get me to stay home but I have so many tests and quizzes to do/ make up today... not cool.... Sigh... Oh well...
I asked Brandon to Sadies yesterday, he said yes! Yay! Then he asked me what Sadies was.... Oh Brandon, my little quirky buddy.
Oh yeah, I'm grounded... again... two weeks left... Why? Oh, I didn't have my celli on and so I didn't call my mom and she got p-i-s-s-e-d major time... :) Oops.... hehehehehe
And yeah... that's all...
Much love,
Deanna
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2004 8 March :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: content
PICTURES!! (if only the links would show up as links...)
i now present you...WALK ABOUT PICS!! (as selected from nicole's site by yours truly. :0D)
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=dd04.jpg –my MY those are luscious curves. Haha shut up. The pants make me look stupid.
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=aea7.jpg –proof of our intellect
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=c164.jpg –hiiii!! Wow, my shirt is low. And no, Nicole is not actually drinking. “NO, Nicole, I will not be seen with you and alcohol in front of teachers!”
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=42f0.jpg –cell phones!! (this wasn’t posed...of course not!) woah, it looks like I have arm muscle. Hahaha!
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=aff4.jpg –ALOHA OIEE!
http://f2.pg.photos.yahoo.com
/ph/nbadenov257@sbcglobal.net/detail?.dir=/f7d6&.dnm=d197.jpg –and NO ONE KNEW I was licking her. MWAHAHAHA! (and yeah, that line on my back is my beauuutiful scar. Pretty, ain’t it?)
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2004 7 March :: 2.23pm
interesting...
http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=DGLD&g=2&o=1&h=170
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2004 7 March :: 1.55pm
:: Mood: in love
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!! *tear*
wow, that was beautiful. i'm going to go cry now. but don't worry, they're happy tears. AHHHHH YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!
right then. *tries to control herself*
so last night was the koinonia murdery mystery party. unlike at concert choir camp, we actually finished it. (it was the same deal though, completely confusing and taking 4 and a half hours to finish. okay, well we had a course of dinner in between each round, but still!) funny, talented people we have in our church!!
chuck, virginia hebel's husband, came up to me and asked how 'the world famous clarinetist' was. he's so nice! i love that man! (virginia and chuck met for the first time in their high school marching band...:0D)
served communion to mr. shaull today. now that was strange. also ended up holding hands with him for 'shalom.' hrm. it's kind of cool.
wow, i cannot believe how affected i am because of the beauty of this one person. i'm seriously all teary-eyed. I LOVE THEE!! wow. i really, really do.
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2004 6 March :: 1.20pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Didn't My Lord Deliver Daniel?
I'd say some serious updating is in need, no?
What a week this has been! Although I do believe that in shortened terms my previous entry sums just about everything up, I suppose I can expand a little :)
Where to start.... Last weekend, Nicole, Louise, and I went to see Gentlemen Prefer Blondes. It enjoyable and very cute. We saw Maggie and Mr. Hayman too (not together. HA!) Nicole and I also had some SERIOUS fun seeing two movies, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen (B-) and Welcome to Mooseport (I don't think we rated it but it was SO cute. Go Gene and Martia and Ray!)
But as all good things must end, my ab-fab (lol Nicole) weekend did as well. Concert Choir dove into work with rehearsals galore! So my week was basically singing, homework, and little more. However, I do believe that all our hard work fully paid off! The festival was a success in my humble opinion and very enjoyable. Although I personally felt a bit burnt out and that I didn't give my best performance vocally, I felt that as a group we did amazingly well! Yay for us! And as always Mainstreet was phenomenal! Yay for them! OMG, I forgot to tell you guys that Mr. Shaull noticed my socks!!!! HAHA!!! We were walking onstage and he glances down and says, "Never wear white socks," pats me on the back, "good try, though." MAJOR EMBARRASSMENT! But pretty funny though. But on the flip side, lots and lots of people complimented me on how good I looked in the CC dress. Super confidence booster. And in GE when Debbie was going around correcting everybody (posture, mouth-openess, breathing, whatever) when she passed me she said "You are perfect." Ahh, compliment overload! Thank you everybody you rock MY NICE WHITE SOCKS that I have been forbidden to wear ever again.
Anyway, I had lots of fun. Oh yeah, I liked the professor guy too. *BOOM* "A sign from above!" HAHAHA!
Bagels and Biscuits for Brunch!!!
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2004 6 March :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: HAHAHAHA!!
:: Music: ...IS LIFE!
now read the directions!
this is very important. in order to fully understand and relate to the hilariousity that lies before you, you must read these things in order.
1) read the entry below.
2) read this passage below.
3) read the replies to that entry.
4) go to my friends page and read nicole (iwishtobemilkywhite)'s entry that is in the form of a conversation with me. *there are two. read her titles. (one says, read the entry BEFORE this one. do so. then read the entry above it.)
5) GO CRAZY LAUGHING!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! AREN'T WE GREAT??
LbBabe127: i hath posted and replied
LbBabe127: and my reply was extremely insightful
LbBabe127: so analyze it carefully
Horseeyoregal: i shall
LbBabe127: there may be hidden meanings
LbBabe127: for it is very deep
LbBabe127: and.. meaningful
Horseeyoregal: i hath replied
Horseeyoregal: wait
Horseeyoregal: i hath replieth
Horseeyoregal: in equal meaningful garble
Horseeyoregal: equally*
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2004 6 March :: 9.19pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: I LOVE MUSIC!!!!
laaaaaaaaaaaa lalalalaaaaa la LAAAA!
wow today was cool. COOLCOOLCOOLCOOLCOOL!
"Is that a choir I hear, singing the praises of God? No, the lord God himself is exhaulting o'er you in song. And He will joy (oy....oy-oy-oy) over you (oo-oo-oo) in song, and He will joy (oy...oy-oy-oy) over you (oo-oo-oo) in so(ooo in a disonant chord) (changing to make it major-ooo)ng. (and later...lalala) Put on that garment of praise, as on a festival day, sing, oh daughter of Zion in jubilant song!"
now isn't that great? in fact, it's SO great, that the 'is that a choir i hear?' has been my welcome message on my cell phone ever since i changed it from the 'boo! i KNOW i just scared you!' that ali programed into it earlier in the year. great chords. ya know, i guess i don't give jerry due credit sometimes. and the musical for this year (and auditions are when?? ha who knows) looks to be pretty good too. i guess church choir isn't ALL bad.
but, i have to say that it IS bad compared to EVERYONE AT THE FESTIVAL TODAY!! AHHHHHH!!! i sat down and seriously thought: now this is the closest to heaven it can get. okay, so maybe i was exaggerating just a bit. especially because my feet were in excrutiating pain. but WOW was that fun!! (i hope all of you upperclassman are touched at the honesty, simplicity, and open-hearted joy that music still brings to me. especially all of you negative-thinking mainstreeters. not that any of you read this. but IF YOU DID...)
i was talking with rachel after cc yesterday afternoon, and we've decided that: 1) i must stop being cute, intelligent, and ambitious. (apparently that's very attractive.) and 2) i must stop smiling.
why? I'M SICK OF UNWANTED ATTENTION FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX! (and yes, the fact that i used the word 'sex' WAS to get the guys to read that.)
wanted attention? now THAT'S another story entirely. but ummm...yeah. gosh, there really isn't anything more annoying and regretful when you realize what you had with someone (or a group of people...in fact, a group of people is often more powerful) that you don't have anymore for whatever reason.
wait. there is. potential. now THAT (and i'm surprised at how many people so quickly agreed with me on this at lunch the other day) is awful. i don't think i need to expand on this. both incredible potential and lack of potential (both of which are quite different in the eye of the beholder and in the eye of the observer) are extremely annoying. they really are.
so yeah. the festival was extremely enlightening and SOSOSOSO WONDERFUL! and was the guy not cool? he was SO cool! oh, and MAIN STREET: I LOVE YOU!!! *mwah!* bravo! GROUP HUG NOW! I LOVE YOU ALL! (some more than others...*wink wink* hahahaha oh wait, i was trying to be mature...)
oh well, maturity's gone out the window. just look at this conversation i'm having with nicole!
LbBabe127: thank you
LbBabe127: i need to be holy fucked
LbBabe127: teehee
Horseeyoregal: ha
Horseeyoregal: oh it'll be holy with him
Horseeyoregal: i bet he's GREAT in bed
LbBabe127: hahahahaha
LbBabe127: i love how we talk about this as if we're totally not virgins
Horseeyoregal: HA
Horseeyoregal: oh yeah
Horseeyoregal: cuz we so AREN'T
LbBabe127: you bet
LbBabe127: i mean i've had sex... uh..
LbBabe127: erm... a lot. hm.
Horseeyoregal: yeah...that one time...
Horseeyoregal: that was...almost like sex...but not...really...at all...
LbBabe127: hahaha
LbBabe127: exactly!
Horseeyoregal: can i put this in my journal?
LbBabe127: i mean, he winked at me
LbBabe127: and everything
i hope you enjoyed that.
OMG GUYS!! THE ALMOND WALK-A-BOUT IS TOMORROW!! little known fact: (shhh, it's a secret) I won the walk-a-bout medals EVERY YEAR from kindergarten to 6th!! from about k-4th, it was the top boy and girl in the GRADE. from 5-6 it was by class. by about 5th grade, it was 30 miles in 7 hours or YOU LOSE. well, that's what it was to me. i LIVED for that walk-a-about. became the bitchiest little elementary school straight-A student EVER to walk the planet (har har, that's sort of punny, right? just a little? sheesh, well I thought it was creative. lol :oD)on the walk-a-bout day. i didn't stop for ANYTHING. oh yeah. hard core walking, that's what it's all about!
but in life, MUSIC is what it's all about. and expression. and love. and happiness. TO LIFE! *fiddler on the roof music plays as the computer screen fades to black*
...and this is March 5, 2004, at 9:40 PM in the life of Melissa.
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2004 5 March :: 1.22pm
:: Mood: Pretty good
:: Music: In The Still Of The Night
Tennis... such a wonderful sport
Well yeah, we have a concert today... not very excited about that... Yeah... That's it on that...
So yesterday we had a CC practice after school and I ran into Ducky and Erica T. and they were talking about the tennis games. So atferwards I stayed at school for an hour and watched Brandon and Gal play a Saratoga double (B and G lost 0-8 I think, Magi lost 2-4). So, Brandon kept turning around to talk to me and yeah, it was fun. I felt kinda bad becuz I am a loud person and apparently on the courts quiet is a virtue... hehehehehe opps... So since I didn't call my mom I got in trouble... hehehehe.. .yeah... Was worth it. :)
Yeah... Yee gave me four more pics of her bro... One was hilarious cuz he apparently hit her in the face with a snowball and so she was on the ground and yeah... it was funny...
Much love,
KirbyDee
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2004 4 March :: 2.55pm
:: Music: Janet Jackson-Together Again
my new philosphy (that's a great song!)
i've been kind of hesitant to post recently... for some reason it's bothering me that i cannot possibly mention all of the events that have changed me in some way that happen on a daily basis. (woo, that was sort of a run-on.) i just feel like i don't give people enough credit for their impact on my life. i really, really am thankful for all of you.
sheesh, the momentary lapse of cold, windy, rainy, grey days has sure messed with my hormones...
so. concert choir is going well. i'm REALLY liking the power and skill of everyone around me. it motivates me to do better, and it is kind of a nice thought that there are like 75 other people that are also singing at the same time as me in case i mess up. *sigh* i am SO ready for spending the next 3 and a quarter years doing this. singing, that is. it was funny, i got all emotional during my bio presentation today. (about singing...) i kinda babbled on about how singing deals with physical, mental, and EMOTIONAL aspects of life. went a little overboard on the emotional...see what i mean about hormones? well, marcella said she thought it was really good, so i'll trust her on that.
random note: i was talking with de a while ago and today i TOTALLY saw what she meant. omg it's sooo cute i cannot even describe it. reminds me of me. awww!
and yeah, i am the strangest person when it comes to guys. honestly, the majority of the time recently, they've meant about a 3 to me on a scale of 1-10. and then i pass someone or other in the halls and it shoots up to 15 (again, out of ten) for like 2 hours and i just go crazy thinking about how mature, friendly, talented, ambitious this person/these people are. hmm. right. and then a guy called me last night (won't mention anynames coughYOUFLIRTTOOMUCHcough) and yeah. my priorities are still the same. funny, one's like mentoring the other right now. HUH.
nice weather. seriously.
who got a 93% on her math quiz after getting a 42% on the other one?? MEEEE!!! this doesn't exempt me from being screwed for the test tomorrow...but yeah. that was GOOD.
i'm getting a little fed up with the impersonalization of AIM. (was that a word? i'm not sure.) expression is just SO limited through wording sometimes! i feel like half the time my mood would completely change my outlook on what the person is typing. and then sarcasm can't be expressed...seriousness is hard to decifer...
tomorrow should be muy muy interesante. and just plain FUN. HECK YEAH! (that's my good christian way of saying it. HA.) *does a little dance*
ya know, i've been doing that a lot lately. just bursting out with some funky, random dance moves. must be the weather. (that's my new excuse, similar to the mrs. olsen's 'i'm pregnant, i can't correct papers' excuse.)
i'm taking history of art AP. and that is that. whoo.
cc in half an hour. should be interesting. second to last rehersal before the festival (not counting tomorrow lunch)
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2004 4 March :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: pissed/ depressed
:: Music: Lies- Whisper
I hate my mother...
First of, let me rant about the whole Yee thing. So my mom won't ever let me go to her house 'cuz she's like you'll get raped or killed or something. So, I can never got to her house and it's pissing me off. Plus, the bitch is like "She's a bad influence on you." Hello!? She has better grades than me and is in a sport right now. GRRR! Anyhow, yeah... Bitchyness....
I kept having recurring thoughts about Vova... I felt so safe in his arms and yet I want him to die.... Sigh.. men...
I wish I could just be in a man's arms... mostly just Koh's but still... *Sigh.*
I tech. got grounded, hoping I can still go to the movies with Koh and Yee and whoever else may come this weekend. I lied to my mom about asking Brandon to the Sadies dance because I was sick of her pushing me to do it and it bothers me that she has to control my life. Bitch! Grrr.... So yeah... Gah... I'll aks him when I'm willing and ready damn it.... *Sigh*
Plus I am just harboring all this anger towards people and it's starting to kill me... I wish I could just explode... AHHHH! People, die!!!!!!!!!! Okay... Yeah... namely this one person who doesn't get it... gah! Yeah...
My kitty is like spazing... It's sad... sniff... yeah.. she has more mood swings than I do... OMG! Yesterday she got herself locked in a closet then ripped open the vent and got trapped down there cuz in her events to open it and get in she knocked a suit case over it and it was sad... Thank goodness I heard her, otherwise who knows what could have happened to her... Sniff, if something happened to my kitty I'd die...
Damn it, must go to bio...
Much love,
KirbyDee
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2004 3 March :: 1.16pm
:: Mood: lovey dovey
:: Music: Perfect- Sarah Evans
Men...
*Sigh* My parents want me to ask Brandon to Sadies but I don't want to... What if I ruin a perfectly good friendship? He doesn't even like me in that way.... *Sigh* I don't think he likes dancing anyhow...
Koh's b-day is Sept. 12th, 1980. I know his sn and his phone number as well. :) Hehehe! Yee sent me like 5 pics of him frolicing in the snow! Ew! Nanci said the nastiest thing... Don't want to type it though.... yeah....
Much love,
~*~KirbyDee~*~
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2004 1 March :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: quite bored
Quiz results
Your a dark Unicorn and you know it. Dark unicorns
are outcasts, and are filled with greif and
sadness, though few see it. Dark Unicorns horns
aare blood red, but humans cannot see it, so
they are often mistaken for a black horse.
Dark Unicorns love to see others suffer and
destroy things because of their anger. They are
loners, and like it that way, and like to
steal, kill, and other terrible things to show
their ravage. Dark Unicorns are blood-thirst,
very powerful creatures and should not be
tempered with. But, they are known to show pity
and mercy for children....
What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name
"Khaos" and not Chaos. quite strange
huh?)
What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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QueenWog
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2004 1 March :: 7.51am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Samachti b'om rim li
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWN!!!
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KirbyDee
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2004 1 March :: 1.20pm
:: Mood: Annoyed
:: Music: LAcey's Song- Buddy Jewell
Why am I like this?
I hate myself, like Ill think that I like a guy and so I flirt with him right? Right. But then I realize I really don't like him the moment he figures out that I am flirting with him. This is sooo sad, and mean. I'm soooooo evil! No... Anyway, I've already mentioned my new "crush." Plus my fond liking towards Koh, Yee's 23 year old brother.... hehehehehehe.
Yee and I are getting very close, it's nice. We have so much stuff planned for the summer and this weekened her brother *dreamy sigh* is taking us to Eurotrip. NOt fond of the movie, but the company is kick ass. Plus we are going to go to the same summer camp and hopeful do Redwood Grove counsouling. Plus a trip to Raging Waters and who knows how many movies we'll see. It's awesome, even when I was friends with Molly anf Louise I wasn't this close to them. It's kind of nice.
Still trying to decide whether or not I'm going to audition for Alice at LAYT or not.... Not sure if I should pitch it to my mom plus all of my acting friends are doing Once Upon A Mattress which I wish I was doing. How sad, eh?
Did I mention I LOVE KOH?!?!?!?!?!
Much love,
KirbyDee
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musicalbabe
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2004 1 March :: 9.16pm
:: Music: the E.T. theme...it's really good!
i think it's time for an update. shall i?
well, it's been a week since my last entry. that's a long time for me. i just felt, out of respect, that i should keep that up for a while. there is a time when we must move on, though. and so i have. so, some recent events:
*happy birthday rachel!! we are all soo beautiful.
*played soccer with a bunch of people on saturday at egan. fun stuff!
*i've been having GREAT horseback riding lesson recently. i get really focused and then just perform really well.
*got another 'you need a better clarinet, you're not a beginner, you need a better instrument to carry out your potential' speech from my clarinet teacher. still thinking about that. i really think my heart is waiting to rediscover the oboe, though.
*alice? yes? no? maybe? i don't know. can you repeat the question?
*insane amounts of concert choir. (actually, i really don't know what i'm talking about. but it often feels insane to me.)
*i can be really easy in my mind. (right, that made sense, no? haha. make of it what you wish.)
*thinking about the friendships you've had in your past is comforting, but painful.
*i am quite possibly screwed in math, bio, english...etc. and then sometimes i feel like i can do it all no problem. the mind is an INTERESTING thing.
*my words were said (as well as my name given) at robbie's memorial service. i was very honored to be a part of it. wonderful service, full of closure. probably the most compliments i've gotten on a piece of writing in a long time.
*held hands with mr. shaull during 'shalom' today. it was kinda cool.
*heehee. i have a fan club. :0D
*festival friday!! eeeee!!! cooooool!
*possible camp unique emergency. hrm.
*i've been known to watch the history channel. oh lord.
so, are you fed up with the stars yet? haha. it's been a while, forgive me. je t'aime. et je l'aime. those are my beautiful, philosophical words for you.
great week. thank you.
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KirbyDee
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2004 29 February :: 1.19am
:: Mood: Content, quite content
:: Music: Crazy In Love- Beyonce feat. J-Z
Guys.. gotta love them.
Dirty Dancing... ahh so romantic.... I need a guy who can dance like that... *dreamy sigh* And once again over another guy and onto another. I like B more than G now, I feel bad. I always lead them on and then like someone else... I'm sooo mean...
So, after the movie we went d-town and got starbukcs and headed back to my house. We played that little soccer game thing, fooseball or something, and the gals beat the guys barely! Then B had to go home so G, Y, and I played ping pong 'cuz we didn't want to take it off and play pool. Then G walked home and then a while later we took Yee home. But then they graciously invited me to their uncle's b-day and I met her cousins and brother. It was awesome, I love meeting the families of my friends. It makes me feel really close to them in a sense. But the person I was most glad to meet was... *blush blush* Yee's brother... hehehehehe What can I say, I find him attractive. He drove us back and we were blasting the music... It was kinda sad cuz my dad used to do that (blast the music in the car) and then the first song was Dance With My Father Again. *Sigh* DId I mention I find him very attractive. Yee and my plan is to have him buy us tickets for Eurotrip since she wants to see it badly and I hope he sees it with us. :)
Much love,
Dee
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QueenWog
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2004 23 February :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: sing-songy
:: Music: Didn't My Lord Deliver Daniel?
Melissa is #1!!!
Announcing the formation of the Melissa-Alto Fan Club! If Melissa is your favorite alto too, this is the club for you! And you are in luck! The MAFC is now accepting applications to join. The club roster is as follows:
President: Molly Dow
Vice President: Rachel Zinn
Secretary: Nat... uhh... Nat
Treasurer: Shri Vyas
Public Relations: Katherine Goldman
Publicity: Marcella Vieraitis
Official Groupie: Alison Saldinger
Honorary Member: Sarah Birrell, Louise Goupil, Marcella Vieraitis, and Shri Vyas,
Chamber Orchestra: Louise Goupil, Marcella Vieraitis, and Shri Vyas
If you would like to apply for a position or you just want to join the club please email me your resumé. Go Melissa!
Disclaimer: This club was not formed to make other altos feel badly. We love you too!
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musicalbabe
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2004 23 February :: 10.05pm
in tribute to robbie
our youth group memorial service for robbie was very nice. for once, i really am struggling with how much needs to be shared about my recent experiences. i have never felt this kind of greiving that comes from someone familiar taking themselves away from us.
we shared memories and discussed his life. the hard part about it was that it wasn't a story of a successful, polite, friendly person. we laughed at his somewhat malicious intentions for our haunted house a few years ago, and struggled with remembering his interactions with each of us.
i had written a few pages about what robbie meant to me, and surprised myself by cutting in after about fifteen minutes of laughter and light hearted memories. i HAD to let it out of my system.
my voice faltered as i began the first paragraph. i shed a few tears as i read the first page. by the end of it, tears were streaming down my face, and i couldn't stop them.
i was the first to cry.
i would not be the last, and i would not be completely stable for the rest of the evening. there was a long silence after i read. one of the youth councilors started up the dialogue again by reading something he had written. we shared guilty feelings and tender emotions until about 7:50 (as chris so thoughtfully pointed out to us as the question 'so what do we do now?' was presented.)
we are going to make a tribute, a lasting recognition of robbie. maybe a collage, we're not sure yet. but something for the family, and something to put in the stuart youth center to remember him by.
after our ending prayer, stephen (the director of children and youth ministries and the pastor presiding at robbie's memorial service) called me over to him and asked me to sit down. he asked if he could borrow what i had written, (he figured it would be too much to ask if i read it at the service) but wanted to include some of it in what he was going to say at the service. there is no guaruntee that my words will be quoted at his formal memorial service on wednesday, but i am truly honored that he asked me if he could quote from it.
i think i'd probably rather not talk about it at school, but, as always, if i bring it up, i'd appreciate it if you would listen.
i might bring a copy of my tribute to robbie to school. it's an internal struggle whether to let people read it, and spread some memories of robbie to people who didn't know him, or to keep it sincerely private within my church family and parents.
his memorial service is this wednesday. i might be pretty...thoughtful and unhappy this week. i'm finding it harder to cope than i thought.
for all of you contemplating suicide: please, please don't do it. it's not worth it to realize how much you would be missed after you are gone.
"I hope that somehow he will realize that his life had meaning, and that even though his presence was usually unwelcome and bothersome, his lack of presence will be forever remembered and mourned." -the last paragraph of my written tribute to robbie
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