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2003 2 June :: 4.27pm
:: Music: Urinetown-Too Much Exposition (inspired by another journal)
OMG! WHAT A BITCH!
FPBabe17: ya
FPBabe17: what a bitch
FPBabe17: both of them
FPBabe17: well one's a turd
Horseeyoregal: they are such bitches!
Horseeyoregal: bitch is such a bitch!
Horseeyoregal: that bitch!
FPBabe17: bitch!
FPBabe17: omg!
Horseeyoregal: she's just so bitchy!
Horseeyoregal: bitch!
FPBabe17: omg!
Horseeyoregal: omg!
Horseeyoregal: like, omg!
Horseeyoregal: and then i'd say like, omg!
Horseeyoregal: and then he'd ask me out and i'd be like omg!
FPBabe17: and he'd be like omg!
Horseeyoregal: and i'd be like omg!
FPBabe17: and you'd both be like omg!
FPBabe17: ya!
FPBabe17: omg!
Horseeyoregal: just like, OMG!
Horseeyoregal: this is like, omg! going in my profile...omg!
Horseeyoregal: WHAT A BITCH!
FPBabe17: OMG!
Horseeyoregal: omg!
Horseeyoregal: and my like, journal...omg!
FPBabe17: omg
Horseeyoregal: that bitch...
FPBabe17: omg
haha. bitch was REALLY being a bitch today.
but OMG SO MANY HOT PPL TODAY! especially MR. GREWAL!! ahhh! mrs. grewal's son...like late 20's maybe...6'4...hella tall, dark, and handsome. :-D and i just stared at him the whole time...mmmmm...me faire (do me!) mr. grewal!!
and umm...actually i think that's it. mmm actually i like flirted with colin lots in english today. nothing new there. rachel and i were pretending we thought he was the sexiest thing ever and touching his arm muscles. you do have nice arm muscles, colin. idk who has a better body, you or william olcott. marsden's sexy but doesn't have the body.
ummm and oh yeah. tsai talked to me. but i don't like him anyway so doesn't matter.
o and idk about andrew anymore. in like one weekend i fell head over heels in love...like REALLY REALLY IN LOVE. and now like, idk if he was flirting with me cuz he actually liked me (which i was really convinced of for the longest time cuz he kept blushing at me during the musical...) but now i just dunno. if he turns out to be 'just that kind of guy' like some other ppl i know, i will just like die. and that wud suck.
okay well enough about stuff for now. i've gotta work on my reconstruction test, due tomorrow...hehe. so i'll come back lata *wink wink*...
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2003 2 June :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Rocky Horror Picture Show-There's A Light
i need to post and let out my anger/frustration/helplessness
okay so here's the weekend in a nutshell:
friday: over to ni's house for a sleepover because my mom is flying down to san diego to drive with brian and his car to my house. we umm...do fun stuff instead of studying.
saturday: sleep in. have more fun w/ a little studying added in. get home late and get yelled at by mother because my hair isn't dry for the dinner. 4:30- at church reporting for duty. time for some fun/work/flirting/freaking out. man, good times. i work my ass off (while flirting like a mofo in the meantime with andrew and pointing out hot mainstreet guys to annie) and killing my feet. we do this for like...well from 4:30-11:30. so like 7 hours. i am not shitting you. this was actually fun tho. me and andrew had the head table so we served bob and the family. and i got to stand with andrew and flirt like a mofo. FUN! and for a moment there i thought he just might've been flirting back...
sunday: holy fuck i'm tired. last night was long and tiring. great, now i get to listen to my stupid gayass sunday school teachers yell at us for being kids. it wasn't SO bad. we got to talk a lot and we needed that. then off to church for bob's last sermon. it was fine until he ended with a really moving thing that we always say that i just can't remember right now. then the waterworks came on. i cried pretty much through the rest of the service. thank god for the choir cuz i cud see that they were crying too. i thought i was the only one cuz the ppl in the church didn't seem to be touched. STUPID BASTARDS HOW CAN YOU NOT CRY? OUR PASTOR IS LEAVING! HE IS NEVER PREACHING FOR US AGAIN! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU NOT COMPLETELY DEVESTATED? HE'S LIKE OUR FATHER, OUR CONNECTION WITH GOD, OUR MENTOR. AND HE'S LEAVING. AND YOU'RE NOT CRYING? JEE, WHAT GREAT METHODISTS YOU ALL ARE! so much for the congregation. as a youth, i was touched. maybe i'm just like that. but it wasn't a happy service.
then home for some more ummm 'studying'. as much as nicole and i are smart and responsible individuals, together we don't get things done. so now i'm still screwed for the history test. but its all my fault i basically copied nicole's entire map anyway. and ya know what? I DONT FUCKING CARE! MY LIFE IS SHIT IN EVERY WAY AND I DONT NEED SOMETHING ELSE ON TOP OF MY CRAZYASS LIFE THAT HAS DELT ME ENOUGH BLOWS ALREADY! SO FUCK YOU, MR HAYMAN CUZ I CAN'T TAKE ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR TESTS RIGHT NOW AND I'M NOT GOING TO GET A GOOD GRADE! I'M NOT THE PERFECT STRAIT-A STUDENT U THINK I AM, OKAY? i'm a kid too. but hey, tell that to meredith dodd the resident youth BITCH.
choir. fun. couldnt control myself when andrew and thomas sung their solo's...had to laugh. so much for alto harmony when they sing cuz i just can't do it. i'm too overcome with AHHH UR SOO SEXY feelings.
youth group dinner. porno and meanstreet barbies created. MUCHO FUN! LOOK OUT METEL, WE'VE GOT UR NEXT LINE OF PORNO BARBIES ALL SET OUT! and they're based on real ppl too... lets just say one gets erections all the time, i just say no and slap therapists, we have a resident pizza delivery guy that walks into our orgy...or what there is of it because i'm slapping guys left and right, and a stripper. ooo yeah. we are sooo creative.
youth group. hella sad. our pastor is FUCKING LEAVING! we had a goodbye party for him which kinda bombed because we hadn't planned it that well and he had to leave early. o well. then we started to have a NICE conversation about change and how this was gonna effect our lives and how to be nice to the new pastor and all but then DUN DUN DUN MEREDITH BECOMES RESIDENT BITCH OF THE YOUTH GROUP! KA-BAMMM! we are all suddenly insulted and ridiculed for 30 minutes strait about how we don't work hard enough, have so much potential, but are lazy and let the youth directors run things. NOW WHY THE FUCK DID SHE BRING THIS UP NOW? WE'RE ALL LIKE EMOTIONALLY FUCKED UP BECAUSE OUR PASTOR IS LEAVING AND NOW SHE'S TELLIN US WE'RE FAILURES! her word, not mine. the youth group as a whole is an official failure. we just can't do anything. MY ASS, MEREDITH! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?? we are all talented youth with LIVES and SCHOOL GRADES TO ACHIEVE and VOLUNTEER HOURS TO BE SERVED and YOU THINK WE'RE FAILURES AND LAZY? have you been to church? have you seen us sing, read prayers, serve as ushers, do communion, and WORK OUR ASSES OFF FOR THE CHURCH? apparently she hasn't seen the effort we put into making our church a good place. because...WE'RE FAILURES!!
so mainly all i have to say is FUCK YOU MEREDITH DODD!!
and another thing: MY LIFE HAS GOTTEN SO CRAZY THIS WEEKEND YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING BELIEVE IT. BRIAN HAS MOVED IN FOR GOOD. AND THATS NOT AN EASY THING TO ADJUST TO. I'M SORRY, BUT I CAN'T JUST GO ON LIKE ITS NOTHING. its NOT nothing. it'll never be nothing. and yet i'm still being handed finals and tests and being accused of being lazy and a failure. does life do this to me on purpose?
FUCK YOU, LIFE!!
you certainly gave ME a raping this year...
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2003 31 May :: 12.17pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: umm.. Into the Woods i guess
yahya
FPBabe17: hey
Auto response from Goozballoon: senior showcase tonight
FPBabe17: ummm, the senior showcase was LAST night...
FPBabe17: btw this is melissa
FPBabe17: at nicole's house
FPBabe17: okay i have a question for you
FPBabe17: if we come to the mainstreet concert (ya know, that last one) with yahya fan club t-shirts on, will we get hugs?
FPBabe17: cuz i would really like one...
FPBabe17: ;-)
FPBabe17: okay did u even read that last long thing i IMed you like a couple days ago?
FPBabe17: nicole says she doubts it
FPBabe17: well read my blog...u'll have a reason to hug me. i'm a really sweet person...:-D
FPBabe17: and ya know what? if u didn't read that, u probably won't read this. i'm such a tard. haha.
o well. ALL I WANT IS A HUG!! *tear*
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2003 31 May :: 11.47am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: No More --Into the Woods
i'm at nicole's house and you're not!
hahahaha. loser.
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2003 28 May :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: none
yahya/brian...two TOTALLY different guys...
Horseeyoregal: yahya!
Auto response from Goozballoon: someone... please just hold me. please, just hold me.
Horseeyoregal: I VOLUNTEER!!!
Horseeyoregal: :-D
Horseeyoregal: really! i do! i mean, what are the chances that i'll ever get to hold you EVER?? and plus, ur graduating, and probably going off to some really good college on the east coast, so i'll like, never see you again!! :-( well, since the chances of me ever getting a hug from you are pretty slim, or ever getting to hold you, (which i would, by the way) i guess i'll just hafta give you a cyber hug. *hug* :-D
Horseeyoregal: and i sincerely hope you feel better. i've had those days, (weeks, months...sometimes life just sucks) and i really do hope you feel better! so, if it helps you any, the president of the official yahya fan club hopes that you feel better!! (i mean, you can at least smile once knowing that you have an official fan club...we might be coming out with t-shirts by the end of the year!!) well anyway, i wish there was something i cud do to make you feel better, but this seems to be all that is in my power to do. i hope i helped at least a little!
so if you would like to join the yahya fan club, nicole and i are looking into making official yahya fan club t-shirts that say something along the lines of "WE LOVE YAHYA! and GOOD LUCK IN COLLEGE!" so if you'd like to join, go ahead! the more the merrier!
okay so brian. he's like coming up on thursday first apparently, and then like coming here TO STAY on saturday. currently my mom is working on banners that say 'welcome home, brian' i sincerely hope she didn't print out the letters of 'will you marry me?' to use some other time...THINGS ARE HAPPENING SO FAST!! i mean, divorce end of last summer, new guy by the school year beginning, him coming more and more, and now MOVING IN!! ALL IN LESS THAN HALF A YEAR!! FROM DIVORCE TO NEW MAN LIVING IN THE HOUSE!! this has got to be a record...
life aint fair. at least i've got 'happy hormones' goin on right now cuz otherwise i'd be just as depressed as the rest of the world...and that wouldn't be good, now would it? haha watch me post tomorrow...it'll probably a totally different story about how life sucks and i just can't live another day. haha. seriously. that's mel for ya! well anyways its sorta late so i'm gonna go to bed...goodnight!
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2003 27 May :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: The Beatles-Let It Be
aaaaaannnndrrrrrrrrrreeeeewwww!!!
FPBabe17: man let it be is gonna be stuck in my head ALL WEEK
Horseeyoregal: haha
Horseeyoregal: ITS A SEXY SONG
Horseeyoregal: it just screams AANNNDREWWWW
Horseeyoregal: so i like it
FPBabe17: hahaha
FPBabe17: i just think it's all together sexy
Horseeyoregal: true, true
Horseeyoregal: although andrew is the supreme sexiness of all time
FPBabe17: haha
Horseeyoregal: haha
FPBabe17: well sexy thomas is MY supreme sexiness
FPBabe17: and i think he needs to sing imagine with the real words
FPBabe17: because it's sexier
Horseeyoregal: yeah
Horseeyoregal: i guess
Horseeyoregal: i dont even know the real words
Horseeyoregal: HA
FPBabe17: haha you tard
Horseeyoregal: i know
Horseeyoregal: thats what i get from singing stupid self-written church musical music
FPBabe17: haha
Horseeyoregal: okay i'm posting this
Horseeyoregal: this has gotten too funny
to clarify, andrew sang 'Let It Be' in the church musical. that is why it just screams aaaannnnnndddddrrrrreeeeewwwww!!! that's also the reason why it's such a sexy song.
geez...who would have ever predicted that i would ever get all worked up over andrew?? haha...strange. at least it's making me happy, tho! too bad i couldn't find that pic of me singing 'respect' where he's lookin at me like he likes me...oh well! :0D LET IT BE!!
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2003 26 May :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: The Beatles-Let It Be
freedom and happiness seem to be hand in hand, running away...
my mom seems to think that reminding me every few hours that brian's moving in on saturday is a good thing. let's just say i'm generally in a better state of mind when i'm not thinking about that. its just hard, ya know? even though this was a little bit more expected than the divorce, it's still not an easy thing to feel good about. i mean, i'm not used to seeing my mom kiss ANY guys at all cuz she never really kissed my father, but now that i see her with him and they're doing all this shit in front of me, it's just like...really different. and now he's moving in...
when my mom first told me i was sort of numb already cuz she so kindly enlightened me that she had read this thing that she shouldn've have read, and what was i to say? she asked if i was gonna be okay with it, but what was anything that i could say gonna do to change things? its not like she was gonna stop loving him just because i dont like him. and really, at the time, i wasn't like REALLY against him. but like, since the last time he visited, i have hated him SOOO much. he just pisses me off. he acts sorta immaure, (maybe my mom thinks its cute?!?!) and he just like...annoys me. he talkes in his falsetto a lot and sings like a fucking drunk, and yeah. i get pissed off with people that act stupid around me, i just always have. thats why i tend to be closer to people who are more serious and down to earth most of the time. same thing with guys. guys that do dumb shit piss me off. guys that are serious and intelligent and insightful turn me on. so after that last visit, i am dreading having to live with that man. and to make it worse, my mom's making us make this banner that says 'welcome brian' for him. why can't it say 'sorry, we changed our mind. go back to san diego and never come back.' ???? IT'S NOT FAIR!! WHY HAVE SOME THINGS IN LIFE BEEN SO UNFAIR TO ME???
i have a feeling i'll be updating on annoying brian shit as of saturday, when he officially moves in. when i do, i'd appreciate comments such as 'what a loser' 'how the fuck could anyone love that guy?' and 'i am sooo sorry! wanna live at my place? my parents say they'll adopt you!' so thanks. i'll need some friends to get me through this...
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2003 25 May :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: sunburned
:: Music: none
choir/youth group
okay so here it is, as promised, an update about choir and youth group. not that anyone cares. but i do. so here it goes:
choir: nicole came!! yay! 2 altos! haha (that wud be one more than the regular alto: me) so that's always good. but OMG U SHUD HEAR THIS SONG!! ITS SOOOOO UGLY!! its got all of these whole-tone scales and funcky shitty back up and OMGOMGOMG ITS JUST SOOO BAD!! so yeah. come by the church on june 3rd to hear the worst pentecost hymn ever written. well there's this one part thats like 'veni veni sanctus dominus' and its really pretty but like THATS IT!! but then we sang some other song that the little kids are singing so we cud learn the harmony to sing it with them so that was sorta fun. the ending has a big ole G (a half note, no less) so that's just wonderful. oh well. that's what u get for singing children's choral music...lots of high little-kid soprano notes at the end. oh well. at least that stopped our pentecost song... o and then we talked about the musical and how it went and stuff. pretty cool...
youth group: dinner-WHAT THE HELL?!?! IT WAS SOOOOO BAD!! i gagged on the brownie cuz it tasted like play-doh. no i'm serious. and the sad thing was, it looked really good and normal so i took a HUGE bite...ick. and i had fun slapping david and being like pinched on the stomach. ugh. i have this really bad sunburn from the tanning incident so people were writing stuff in my sunburn. yeah. like 'hi, my name is melissa' on my chest. OWCH!! so yeah. youth group was cool. i played around with ruthie and chris and was loud. we were trying to have a meeting about the bob party but yeah. i was having a sunburned-blonde moment. and yeah. then an announcement was made. top secret tho. all i can say is CONGRATS!!! :0D and then we had game night. well truth or dare skanky hoe game night. haha. our youth group is sooo dirty. its fun tho! and the best thing is, our councilors are just as dirty if not MORE dirty than we are. it was MUCHO fun except the part where i spilled my life to everyone and we started talking about my personal life like family stuff and yeah. then it got kind of too personal than i would have liked but yeah. i lifted 'the incident' off my chest to the youth group now. haha. i'm kinda scared that ppl think that i wud do worse than what i've done! i guess saying that i'm 'risky' does sort of leave the risk up for interpretation but yeah. i'm not that bad!! well all in all it was lots of fun. and i still like everyoneknowswho. hehe. idk why, cuz he really isn't that cute, but he's just really sweet to me. i dont know if he's doing it on purpose (maybe not) but i'm falling for him! o and there's this pic of me in the show and him lookin at me like he's checkin me out and tim was all like 'hey look, andrew's lookin at u like (and he gives me the look) ' it was really cute i was smilin. hehe. okay well i'll most likely post tomorrow cuz we have the day off!! :0D
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2003 25 May :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Children of Eden-Children of Eden
well today's been fine so far. church, lotsa fun cuz nicole AND ali were there so we all talked non-stop and the sub teacher was probably thinking 'so THIS is how they scare off so many sunday school teachers year after year!' cuz we just wouldn't shut up. it was hella fun tho! and we got out sorta early so we ran around the church and played in the elevator and such. the church service was sort of interesting. i had to usher and then read the invocation cuz alice didn't show up...lets just say this isn't different for alice to just not show up. so yeah. i ran up there at like the last second and had nicole take over ushering for me while i read last week's invocation...haha. and like the service was boring so nicole and i talked and some ppl sorta looked at us i was like HAHAH U HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO!! even tho they were probably trying to get us to shut up...haha. stupid old ppl that don't know my name...grrrrr. haha. okay i have nothing else to type. i'll post after choir/youth group maybe...
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2003 24 May :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Children of Eden-The Mark of Cain
tanning is dangerous...
but before i go into the dangers of tanning, i guess i have to clarify the picnic entry. by swinging i meant like ON SWINGS...like the noun swing. not dancing. i thought that was made clear with the phrase "cuz there was like a swingset right there..." but apparently not. so yeah. swings at a park. not swing dancing. ;-)
okay SOOO here's my tanning story. i figured it would be a good idea to lay out in the sun for a while seeing as i am completely pale and icky and need to get some sun. so i ask my mom, put on a swimsuit, and lay out there by my pool. she says to not go for over an hour the first time, just to be safe. so i bring my cd player and my chidren of eden cd's and figure i can listen to the first act and 4 songs of the second act and it'll be an hour. the thought might have crossed my mind ONCE to switch sides and lay on by stomach, but i didn't. so i go to henry and ramona with nicole and as i walk out of the mvcpa, i look in the glass and am like HOLY SHIT I'M REALLY SUNBURNED ON MY CHEST!! (cuz i was wearing a really low spaghetti strap top and i cud see my chest in the glass. so i show my mom and she's like OMG HOW LONG DID U STAY OUT THERE?? i was like just an hour. and she's like 'so u switched sides at half an hour, right?' i was like ummmmm noooo.... so now my left arm and my entire chest is sunburned as well as this line on my tummy cuz i had my swimsuit up a lil. so yeah. moral of this story is: if you tan, esp. if you have a time limit, make sure to SWITCH SIDES!! u won't look burned while ur out there, but give it an hour and you'll be bright red!!
o yeah, and another note: i was mainly doing this to eliminate my shinguard tan and guess what? MY LEGS ARE STILL PALE, NOT BURNED, AND NOT TANNED AT ALL!! just my chest and stomach, which i didn't really give a shit about in the first place!! so that's what i get for trying to do a good thing...
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2003 23 May :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Sister Act-Oh Happy Day
survey thing...i'm posting instead of e-mailing this time...
>1. What time is it? 8:30 P.M.
>2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate?
sorry but not gonna say on the web...
>3.. Nicknames: ummm...Mel? does that count? i mean, its not like my real name...
>4.Parent names: again, not to be shared on the internet, but first names: Sam and Denise
>5. How many candles appeared on your last birthday
cake: 14...but i only had a cake at church...look out durin the summer for a pool party half-birthday tho...
>6. Date that you regularly blow at those candles:
February 2nd
>7. Pets: 2 cats: Skittles and Mr. Mistoffolees 1 tortoise: Tracy
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>8. Eye Color: hazel
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>9. Hair color: BLONDE!! helllz yeah...lmao
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>10.Piercing: none
>11. Tattoos: none
>13. Favorite color: baby blue
>15. Current residence: home
>17. Been to Africa? no. WHY?
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>16. Favorite food? idk.
>18. Been toilet papering? isn't that more commonly known as TPing? oh, in that case, no. (haha...)
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>19. Have you loved somebody so much it made you cry? ummm duh. i just recently cried over one like....2 days ago?
>20. Been in a car accident? thank God no.
>21. Croutons or bacon bits? both. hey, they didn't say we had to pick one or the other!!
>22. Sprite or 7 up? who cares? some of these questions are stupid...
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>23. Favorite Movie? ummm none right now. Legally Blonde? Drumline? idk...
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>24. Favorite day of the week? depends. want a reason for every day? here it goes...
Monday: none. HA.
Tuesday: hbriding, cuz be fun
Wednesday: LATE START HELLLZZ YEAH!
Thursday: health. hey, i like health!
Friday: TGIF. duh
Saturday: relaxation
Sunday: church.
>25. Favorite restaurant: any restaraunt that can make me some good steak...
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>26 Favorite Flower? ummm rose! duh!
>27 Favorite Tooth Paste? anything with strong whitening shit
>28. Favorite Drink? its currently gotta be lemonade.
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>29. Favorite sport to watch? umm do horse shows count?
>30. Preferred type of ice cream? choc chip cookie dough
>31, Disney or Warner Brothers? Disney! EEYORE!! DUH!!
>32. Favorite Fast food? taco bell/in and out
>33. Who is the last person you got email from before
this? ummm i just checked and i had like TONS. umm an amusing one from nicole though...
>34. Have you ever been convicted of a crime? no.
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>35. Which single store would you choose to max out
your credit card? ummm all of valley faire?
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>36. What do you most often do when you are bored? go
online
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>37. Who is your friend who lives farthest away? ummm i don't really have friends that have moved far... o i have some church friends in Texas and a few in Oregon though.
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>38. Most annoying thing people ask you? ummm idk. sometimes when random ppl ask me personal questions its annoying tho...
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>39. Bedtime? 9 or however later i can stretch it
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>40. Who will respond the quickest? dunno.
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>41. Who is the person you sent this to that is the
least likely to
>respond? dunno
>42. Favorite all time TV show?
Friends and That 70's Show
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>43. Last person you went out to dinner with? umm well if you mean OUT to dinner and not like a picnic with ppl, that wud probably be my father. i don't really eat out that often...
>44. Coffee? not in the liquid form but coffe ice cream? hell yeah!
>45. Salad dressing? ranch. no competition there
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>46. Most recently read book? Running With The Wind for history...
>47. When was your last hospital visit? last year...idk 2nd 3rd quarter, broke my pinky finger horseback riding
yup so there it is. my first quiz as a post. yeah. whatever. :0D have a nice weekend everybody!
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2003 23 May :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Guys 'N Dolls-Sit Down You're Rockin the Boat
church picnic....helllz yeah!
hehe. so there was a church picnic for Bob tonight. (Bob's the pastor, he's leaving really soon...yeah i know *tear*) but the good thing about goodbye and welcome parties with the Methodist church is that its Methodist tradition to have food involved. so of course, it was a picnic. well bbq dinner-ish thing. so i'm like 'great, i get to hang out with a bunch of adults for an evening and follow my mom around like a puppy dog cuz what are the chances that the youth are gonna come?' well actually things turned out better than expected. david, andrew, thomas, christina, and kyle showed up. well it doesn't really matter cuz i didn't see much of christina, kyle, and thomas, but hey, they were still there. okay, so i'm feelin pretty darn stupid cuz like, i'm not just gonna go hang with david, thomas, and andrew. i mean, yeah. just aint gonna happen. so i walk around following my mom saying hi to all the nice church folks and eventually talk to maggie (o joy, i'm babysitting from 5:30-late on saturday...) and luckully they ask if we'll sit with them on their blanket. yay. a place to sit. so i'm sittin...eatin...not doing much talkin. listenin to my mom talk to maggie and cliff about stuff and bein bored. but then....DUN DUN DUNNNNN....andrew walks by and is like 'hey melissa, wanna go swing?' (there was a swingset like right there) so obviously i was like 'yeah, sure!' cuz like AHHHHHHHHH HE ASKED ME TO SWING WITH HIM!! okay so maybe i overreact cuz like, i do...i mean, 'little gurgle' need i say more? but still...this was truly worthy of me overreacting. so i was like soooo happy. (if you need a refresher on how i feel about andrew, read a few entries below...yeah...) we just like swung together for a while. i was like soooo happy. and swinging is really fun! i would like go into more detail but u'd get like really sick of me talking about every little thing he did. hehe it was soooooooo cool tho!! o yeah. i've now written lyrics to the first notes of 'In The End'...it'll be a friends only entry for obvious reasons when you read it...hehe. so yeah. life ROCKS!! we did other thing besides swing, but after a while david and terry came over (o yeah, terry was there too...) so we weren't like alone anymore... but yeah. we swung for like a long time and talked and he jumped and tried to go really far and stuff. another one of those (and i know things now many beautiful *coughcough* things) moments. haha. oh well. ;-) then we like sat and watched little kids swing...and OMG I FORGOT THE COOLIEST PART!! hehe he was tryin to do this thing where he pushed someone just high enough and then ran under them. so he pushed me...how cute is that??? i mean it wasn't like for a cute purpose but like yeah. he still did! o and we played hackey sack with a tiny soccer ball and lets just say i can't juggle for beans but hey who cares? it was fun. :0D and now i can't say that nothing ever happens to me with guys cuz THEY DO!!!
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2003 22 May :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Light Calvary Overture (its great...ugh)
fun fun fun
well i survived my physical. nothing major happened. besides the fact that i had a temperary scare because my blood pressure was apparently 147/75 (idk if i'm doing it backwards, i just remember the numbers) but then they checked it again afterwards (since apparently thats freakishly high...as in like i'm about to drop over dead high...) but then it was 70/129 which is normal. so yeah. phew. and nicole, i think you just had a freakish doctor...cuz mine did nothing of the sort. really, i worry about that lady... but darn, i didn't get to ask that question about planned parenthood. haha. no, apparently this lady thinks that i'm not going to have sex anytime soon (and she's right, don't go getting any ideas) so she didn't get to inform me about what to do when i become sexually active. oh well. nicole, maybe you just LOOK older than me...but i mean, they have ur age on the thing...o well whatever. i'm glad. and its over. and the camp form is filled out so NO MORE DOCTORS!! woooooohoooo. its not like i'm against them or anything, but i don't like...make physicals a joke or anything like some ppl...haha.
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2003 22 May :: 1.02am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: the tv...crowds cheering on American Idol
awww
bad news: reuban won american idol
good news: maybe in 10 years i can do clay and it won't be in the news...
haha. well darn. my josh groban sound-alike hottie didn't win. oh well. goodnight!!
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2003 21 May :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Josh Groban-Alla Luce Del Sole
a few updates/clarifications
1) I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!! MY TEETH LOOK ALL....teethy. yeah. u can see @ school...i look waaaay different!
2) I am getting over things. Like both major things. It's good. I've decided that its just too bad for one thing and to just let go and move on.
3) Mainly #2 is because i'm back into the swing of liking like 5-10 guys at a time instead of obsessing over 1 or 2. its good to be back to normal...
4) I am NOT going to change my sn. things have happened because of privacy issues, but ya know what? neither of them could have been helped and i just can't do anything about it. i'm just not deperate enough yet to change my sn and go about telling only select ppl about it so i can have some privacy.
5) speaking of privacy, a lot of my journal entires are now for 'friends only'. now there are a lot of ppl that i would be comfortable with reading a lot of the shit that i write in here that aren't on my friends list. too bad. if ur really obsessed with reading what i have to say, make a woohu journal and tell me to put u on my friends list. otherwise, your stuck with reading the less personal entries.
okay thats about it.
p.s. nicole: LMAO i am still laughing about that thing yesterday....i am SOOO glad i wasn't there...would have been funny to see my face and then watch me run far far away...
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2003 19 May :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: Hair-How Can People Be So Heartless?
wow...depressing day
ur just lucky i've lightened up to cranky cuz i was seriously fighting back tears earlier today...
well i only have one major thing to say:
I'M MAKING A NEW SN!! and ya know why? SO PEOPLE LIKE YOU WON'T KNOW IT!!!! mwahahahaha....
actually idk. its a surprisingly hard thing to do. i've had this sn for like...EVER!! (haha nicole...) and i really just wish that like...yeah. that i cud keep it. *breaks down sobbing*
so yeah. if i really do this i'll notify all of you wonderful people via e-mail about it...:0(
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2003 18 May :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Hair-I Got Life
youth group...
well not much happened but like 2 memorable things that are woth writing about:
1) we made these little pages for Bob (the pastor) cuz he's retiring and we were showing our pictures. hehe it was really cute cuz when they showed mine, Andrew was like 'aww i remember those pictures'. so yeah. :0D *major grin* this is meaningful because like a couple weeks ago in rehersal he grabbed my pics to use as props cuz we hafta be holding like paper or something for this one part and he got bored and started playin with the pics and stuff. it was cute.
*we did a thing with just the jr high where we wrote our names on a piece of paper, passed them around, each person wrote 3 compliments...etc. and then shared. chris wrote 'boytoyer'. i was like wtf?? he was making up all these words...and he was like 'yeah, boy-toy-er. you play with boys' i was like what?!?! I DO NOT!! so yeah. strange...but whatever.
all i care is that andrew said 'aww i remember those pictures' in a REALLY REALLY SWEET VOICE AND I'M HAPPY!! if u heard how he said it...it was just so...sexy! hehe...:0D
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2003 18 May :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Into the Woods-Prologue
i think i've listened to WAY too much into the woods this weekend...
ok so here's an update of my currently boring life:
church musical was performed today. lets just say: THANK GOD ITS OVER!! 22 lines I'll NEVER have to say again!!! YESSSS!! but ya know what's really sad? thats probably the biggest part i've ever had...:0( and i hated the show. o well. at least i'll never have to sing fucked up RESPECT ever ever ever again!! thats a good thing... the show ran pretty smoothly...i messed up one line (no one could tell except the cast, esp. andrew) and cracked during respect about 5 times. but hey, that's nothing new...
youth group tonight. woohoo. i'm just not too excited.
hehe i have a reputation for being boy crazy in sunday school and youth group. we started doing high's and low's and i was like "OMG I HAVE A REALLY REALLY BAD LOW THIS WEEK!! no seriously, i started crying because of it!" and david's like 'let me guess: boy troubles?' haha. everyone's like 'yup. must be.' hehe.
ok so another thing on that note: there are SUCH slutty ppl at our school!! omg i thought i was bad, but i've done NOTHING compared to some ppl. i don't wanna give names cuz somehow they'll read this and get pissed so i'll just mention some things ppl have done. someone went to second base (shirt off) with her date of three weeks last week. 3 WEEKS!! SHIRT OFF!! now if we review health class' levels of physical contact, all this person has left is touching below the waist and sex. but this is nothing compared to someone who's already given guys bj's. yeah. 8th grade. bj's. our school. all i have to say to that is MY GOD!! how can they do that?!?!? maybe i lack the sluttiness/self confidence. but i mean, woah. and like, where would they do that? well one did that in her room at home WITH HER DAD HOME!! now how the hell would that work? idk...ick. just had to get that out.
well life is gonna be pretty boring. well i'm gonna end with my own rendition of the beginning of into the woods:
i wish...more than anything....more than life...that hmmm well 1) i could have a long, decent, interesting conversation with someone...cuz thats always nice and i havent had a good conversation in a while. actually ya know this wud only be worthy of an official wish if one of 2 guys started up this conversation... and 2) that i cud sing well and 3) that it were summer
okay thats it. :0D
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2003 9 May :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Aretha Franklin-Respect
sorry i haven't posted in a while...
I think i'm finally getting over my obsession with posting like twice every day. i just didn't have anything to write before. i dont really now either, but i'll think of something. hmmm what happened today? well...
2nd period: Math. easy peasy star test. i realize mr. mcgrady cannot read. that pisses me off. people need to learn to read. the star test was almost a joke. are 8th graders really gonna get 9.01 + 0.4 wrong? God, i hope not.
3rd period: French. thank God i'm writing this because i just remembered that I have to memorize 3 lines of my poem by monday. ummm we did boring stuff and read over a third poem. oh, how i love french poetry.
4th period: Science. umm evolution video and talk. ummm yeah. lauren machado copied more of my stuff. science really isnt that hard. and we go over journals IN CLASS. now how is it that she just like doesnt do things? she got all pissed off cuz i had a five dollar bill and wouldnt give her any money. since when is keeping my own money a crime? apparently i am a mean person and 'thats the last time she's ever doing anything for me.' whatever. she doesnt do anything for me anyway besides copy my science hw.
Brunch: yay. i had money. i bought myself pringles and peanut m&m's. mmmmm
5th period: Band. wtf is up with ppl and not being able to play a one octave scale on their instrument?? and secondly, not knowing what a major scale should sound like, or being able to read a key signature. u'd think this would be like, not possible to NOT be able to do, but it is... wtf was up with jon's scale? or adreena's? both didn't even sound like scales AT ALL!! i really dont have patience with the dumb ppl. you could've asked me to sing 'do re mi fa so la ti do' when i was like 6 and i couldve done it. i probably couldnt've sung arpeggio's off the top of my head but i would know when the notes were wrong!! and i am getting really pissed at charlie's oboe playing skills. HE SOUNDS LIKE A FUCKING DUCK!! (again, not a duck that's fucking...i'm not sure what a duck sounds like when they're fucking anyway...hahah lamo) he also looks like he's about to die or blow up when he's playing. his face gets all red and he blows his guts out. he's been playing for like 3 months...wtf is his teacher teaching him?? and what is wrong with the entire flute/clarinet/oboe section? why can't we play an easy rhythm without getting behind?? WHY?? I CAN!!! band is getting so frustrating...
Lunch: more food. i ate sooo much today. sandwitch, rollos, brownie, chips... o and i learned some new gossip stuff... it pays to sit with ali at the lunch tables!! hehe...jk. but yeah, i was enlightened... o and souhail's a bastard. do i look like the kind of girl that wud just go and have sex with ppl? and who the hell would want to have sex with me anyway? so why the hell did souhail go on about asking me 'where there were available rooms tonight, since i'm the expert...' I'M OFFENDED BY THAT!! I'M NOT SOME 14 YEAR OLD SLUT!! grrr fuck you souhail!! (and don't say 'sure, fuck me' cuz THATS NOT WHAT UR SUPPOSED TO SAY!!) i'm the one who's supposed to turn around that insult with 'gladly, when?' not you!!
6th period: English. grammar review (yawn) and flowers for algernon. at least we're more than half way through...he's losing intelligence already. i'm relieved, because in the original he has sex with this random lady that he meets for like 20 pages...and multiple times too...thank God they cut that out from the school version...with my luck i'd be the one reading it aloud... well, remembering that, i looked through my book for the sex parts, but i couldnt find any. its too long, i got sick of looking.... haha really, i'm not a slut. i would never actually DO IT, but the thought is appealing...
okay so now that i'm already off the topic of school, i'll start on after school. first stop Hallmark to get a charm for my mommy for mothers day. then on to the california ear institute to pick up Mom from work. then on to valley faire to find pants. very frustrating. maybe im just like REALLY picky about pants. i ended up getting a pair of pants and a pair of shorts. cute shorts. white with a green/blue/white belt. then home. and voila i am here. woohoo. too bad no one reads this thing. oh well.
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2003 5 May :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Smashmouth-I'm A Believer (even tho i aint...)
PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, NO MORE KISSING!!
WILL THEY GET THE PICTURE? I DONT WANT TO SEE THEM FUCKING KISSING EACH OTHER ALL DAY!! I WAS SITTIN HERE TALKIN TO PPL AND THEY JUST START MAKIN OUT ON THE COUCH AGAIN!! AHHHHHHHHHH!! what is it with that couch? haha jk. but it just like really pisses me off!!
hmmm. strange. i'm fine now. but its like every time i hear that kissing sound i freak out and get all pissed off. strange... ok now brian's put on this african chanting music REALLY FUCKING LOUD and i cant hear anything over it. SHUT THE FUCKING AFRICAN FUCK OFF!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! o what good is that gonna do? its gonna be on all fucking night!! o thank the lord for Sherri Elmer. she's here to look at a fucked up tree thing for the graduation night festivities and he turned it off. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. ok brian's like pissing me off. grrrrr... wow i musta said fuck or something like it like...a whole shitnoodle of times. haha. shitnoodle. ok i'm bored and this is boring and I HAVE A FUCKING MIDTERM AND A FUCKING ESSAY DUE FRIDAY!!! AND THEN A FUCKING HUGE ESSAY FOR SCIENCE DUE THE 20TH OR SOMETHING!!! ugh i wish they were all done!
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