:: 2004 9 May :: 6.08 pm

oh shitty day...shitty day...

the past few days have not been ones that i would like to relive...little things have either made me extremely jealous, extremely annoyed, angry, or frustrated...idk

saturday was band...all damn day long, and i hated it all. i slept during the bus rides because there was nothing else to do...no one was being entertaining, and i didnt feel like sitting there and talking about nonsense for 2.5 hours...so i did the only thing i knew would bring me peace...sleep. and i did that a lot. we stopped at some amazing rest stops, got food, played, got a two, chatted with ian amanda and dougy's mommies and dougs daddy...got back on the bus...and slept, got home, and took a 2 hour nap, idk what my deal is

got home, nelson was having a bonfire, i didnt want to go...so i went out ot eat with amanda, that was mucho fun, kelly called, we were told to make an appearance at the fire, so we did, for like 5 minutes, and then we left to go to meijer with intentions on not coming back, so we went to maijer, saw G, had fun, and then went to amandas house, chatted with her family, and then went to dougs...i havent spent time with doug in a long time - we need to work on that...but track has seemed to consume me, and when i do have free time im just tired..not wanting to see anyone or do anything

lately ive just been wanting people to not be around...its a horrible thing to say, but there are a selected few that i could spend time with every day, but as for the rest..i could go for a break, its like omg, i see you every damn day, and its the same thing every damn day...ugh! i cannot wait until school gets out

adam and ian brought up the idea of a throwing camp this summer...it sounds so cool...i really wish i could go to one, but i researched it a bit, and i only found one in ohio, and it was $495...thats a lot, i dont think my parents would be able to afford that :( its a bummer, but i still think it would be amazing

i lined up possible dates for a job interview...maybe there will actually be something else to do this summer that different...monotony kills

i havent figured out how...but im getting away this summer...ive got a few ideas up in my head...im not ready to divulge them though because they're just in the first stages of planning. some of them are actually do-able...one is fairly far fetched, but its still nice to think about it, its actually really nice to picture a few days without seeing BG, and the people from here, its not meant to sound mean, and i know thats how im coming off...but i guess lately ive been going through severe mood swings, and attitude changes and people are taking notice...i didnt notice until they said something, and i dont think i mind...sure im changing...but i dont know if the change is necessarily bad...idk

the final project is coming along...some are doing more than others...im sorta in the middle, i should be doing more, and as soon as this week is over and next week is udner way i should be ok, i plan on helping out jackie a lot in the editing, if she lets me that it...thats her environment, i wouldnt want to intrude

next saturday i have a date with the xray machine...im really not excited about it, but im just glad i was able to talk my parents into waiting until after the season, hopefully its nothing serious...i know its something, its just the degree of it thats unknown

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:: 2004 7 May :: 10.32 pm

ok, its been awhile, and i have been threatened

school last week was horrid, we all know about derek, and we're all sorry it happened, we mourned for that week and it seems to have passed us now, we're doing ok...

this week though school was great, idk what it was, but everyday just got better and better, i have a theory as to why, but let's wont get into that right now, would you like a piece of gum? (sorry inside joke)...anyway, yea, this week was amazing...happy britt...

prom....prom was fun...started off sorta awkward..the whole being a big loser and not having a date really drags you down for the first slow song, plus you dont know when its cool to start dancing because some people havent finished their meals...idk, it was still a lot of fun :) yay prom...ugh

umm...track...sandusky relays...went alright, wasnt as scary as i thought it was going to me, i threw kinda crappy, wasnt really into it, and felt like shit on the way home, i sat with bob though, so it was alright, i dont like him to see me in a sad mood so i put on a smiling face...its not like he noticed or anything, we both slept anyway...ummm rossford/northview...i was sweet...33'6.5'' yea, thats right, major PR right there! and disc...eh, i dont remember haha...perkins...threw not so great 31'11'...adam was amazing and threw a 145, got praised for it too...lucky...we sat by each other on the bus, i really enjoyed that bus ride, good convo...we're pretty good at this talking stuff now, so :) idk if he enjoyed it, but i did...

im treasurer of SAB for next year...yet another thing to put on applications..woo!

hmm...girl is starting to have problems again. but this time the outcome may be worse because shes not seeing the problem as a problem....confusion!!

abby is now gone from track..her spot was taken and there arent anymore varsity meets with 3 places and she cant do JV...the end of an era, it seriously bums me out, i didnt want to go to track today because she wasnt going to be there...i love abby...next year just isnt going to be the same without her...and what about bob?! how can we have a season without bob?? idk how im going to deal with that...i need to not be so attached to people...damn this

interesting arrangements have been made throughout the past few weeks...its so odd that its all coming down at the same time...this probably isnt making sense but its ok, idk, the past few weeks have been kinda crazy, nothing is how it used to be...change is bad

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:: 2004 26 April :: 2.55 pm
:: Mood: ugh

yup, im a slacker, i stayed home from school today, i didnt go to track, and ive done a lot of sleeping

ok, so i havent updated in awhile and previous commenters are starting to get demanding so we'll see what we can do

last week at school is kind of a blur right now...nothing exciting must have happened then....meet on tuesday, i got 2nd and 5th in shot and disc respectively...it was cold but fun, southview has no class and we dont like them very much...afterwards me megan hodges ian and daron went to arbys, that was tons of fun, i didnt end up going home until 930, and i remember not doing my hw...good times. arbys was seriously a lot of fun though, i enjoy sitting down with a small number of people and just letting the conversation go in whatever direction it pleases...contrary to popular belief, i am not one that enjoys massive amounts of people all around me at the same time, id rather i be with 5 of my good friends than 30 of my acquaintances

all people seem to be engulfed my prom...im trying not to be, but it cant be helped, i however, am the big loser without a date...it'll be ok though, we're going as a group so maybe it wont be obvious and if it is i'll succumb to making myself a sign and attaching it to my dress that states big loser...urg to me and my normal teenage girl discomforts, at times i really wish i wasnt so stereotypical. i wish i could be one of those girls that things dont bother me, that i dont care what i look like, or what my status is, i wish i could get to the point in life where i only answer to myself...however, im way too superficial for that to be so

hess burned himself...fairly seriously, he was up in the hospital and i had no free time to go see him, i felt horribly about it, but there was nothing i could do...hes home now, so i shall make my way over there soon and hopefully shed some joy to his ignorant and incompetent bubble...

friday....party at ians. many people were there, half stayed upstairs the other half watched kill bill...i would have watched the movie but they started it without some of us and i really dislike watching a movie without seeing the beginning, so i opted for hanging out upstairs with barber, daron, ian and megan....good times.

saturday....fostoria, i placed 4th and 6th in shot and disc respectively...not too shabby, i got to talk to whitney and tell her she was sweet and amazing, i also told her my ymca secret and she looked at me weird...so any hopes of a friendship there is hereby terminated, oh well..shes not that amazing, just sweet. i got burnt again, and it was a long day...mainly spent with bob adam and ian...it was fun, but i think spending that much time could actually be a detriment, im not completely sure what i mean by that but its what i feel

ians house again that night...not as many people, we played hide and seek though, which was interesting, i wasnt feeling very good though so i wasnt that great of compant so i apologize to those that were there...just blame pms or something, idk

sunday...busy day....tara got confirmed..yay! shes the last of us to do it...bittersweet really, i came to the conclusion that i am sweet in my memorizing capapbilities because i still knew most of the answers to the round of questions and answers...that was like a 15 page packet we had to know and i still knew it...i guess those 8 years of catechism classes really did something...i felt sweet though..was busy with that most of the morning, started to work on my 4h project a tad, went to a relay meeting, came home and tried to do hw, failed and went to sleep...woke up and i didnt go to school...so i did a lot of work on the hw i failed the night before, wrote a letter of recomendation, got ahead is gatsby and worked on our final project of greatness...im really starting to get excited about it which is odd..it takes a lot to get my excited about school nowadays

ive been rather bitter lately...and i know why, but its really hard to explain it to someone...anyone actually. people can tell somethings wrong too...they keep asking, its like they feel obligated to hear me rant becuase i listen to them or something, i appreciate it really, but its hard to take seriously at the same time. idk, ive always had a problem with trusting people and wondering why they do what they do...so its hard for me to tell someone what im thinking because i dont understand their real intentions behind asking...do they really care? or are they doing it because they feel obligated? idk..its bothersome though...id rather just keeps things bottled up inside than talk something out with someone who doesnt really care they just do it because they'll feel better about coming to me the next time they have something to vent about..like to make the score even or something, idk, its frustrating

i have the worst farmers tan ever, prom pictures will be interesting...grr..

relay will be tons of fun this year...now that ive done it once i can really jump in and help without feel out of place. so im pumped, im actually sharing ideas and they're being accepted and such, its nice to feel accepted...the only bummer is we have districts the same night so idk what time i can get there...i think adam and ian want to come so maybe we could leave as soon as we finish, im not sure though, i know megan and kelly will have to stay later so we'll see i guess, its crazy to think track is over so soon! it feels like we all just got started, and i still havent broken 33....grr...soon, i swear, along with that 100

i think im going to dye my hair again...im getting bored

ok...so lets make an agreement, ok? lets have a good week? i could use one and im sure others wont mind either

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:: 2004 19 April :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: eh...nothing to complain about

well the end of break was kind of a waste...i didnt go out like i probably should have

thurs:
didnt make plans to go out, i wanted to have a movie night but that fell through, so i ended up making myself a huge dish of pasta and sitting in front of the television...the funny friends episode was on, the one where pheobe changes her name? yea, good times, i was supposed to go to hess's for a bonfire, but i had gone to nelsons for a bonfire the night before and idk, a fire two nights in a row? not worth it. so i stayed home and vegged...it wasnt too bad, but im a social person, so with times like those, im not normally in the greatest mood....

friday:
i didnt have to go to track today, but like my dorky self, i did, albeit i was 30 minutes late and completely missed warm up, i still showed even when i was told i could stay home. ive been getting better at disc and staying the exact same in shot...its fristrating, and i dont know how to fix it, and i think thats the most frustrating part, knowing what needs to be done, trying to fix it and failing, so idk what im gonna do...my varsity spot in shot has been threatened, so im hoping the theory of throwing farther when you're pissed off really is true...friday night i also did nothing, i went and got groceries with my mom, i was going to go to the pasta party, however i didnt have a flyer and i couldnt get ahold of people who had one and was willing to be helpful. so off to napoleon i went with my mom...it was boring, i hate shopping for groceries

sat:
had to wake up way too early for napoleon invitationals...great meet, i really enjoy that one each year...i threw average for me, and we placed third in both...to make a long story short...long day, hot, i got burned, got home, went shopping with amanda, had fun, found nothing, came home, fell asleep and missed a call from ali carrie and megan...the end

sunday:
i slept in, missed church....and wrote my responses for AS...got prepared to go to school the next day. i started getting ideas for my road trip this summer..my mom told me i needed to venture out, so i think im going to, i havent decided where to...adam suggested backpacking, however, ive never backpacked before and i dont think my mom would let me do that on my own, so i would need to take someone experienced with me aka adam...and that wont happen, so maybe we'll do some day hikes around here, becuase i think that sounds amazing, but as for my road trip...im not sure yet, i have awhile to plan

monday:
school is back...it wasnt too bad, we were all dargging a little bit, but i think we were all happy to see each other again, i never saw tim all break, so we had a nice reunion today...i love tim, science wont be the same without him next year...

ok amanda. theres your update

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:: 2004 18 April :: 7.03 pm

You are Krusty the Clown!!
Always cracking clever jokes and insulting others you love being the center of attention. Off the cameras however, you become a cynical, depressed, asshole.

hehe

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:: 2004 15 April :: 2.10 pm

BUD LIGHT: You're laid back and low maintenance - a people-person, who wants everyone else to be having as much fun as you are. You make friends and jokes easily, and though you're definitely a smart ass, you're good-natured. Every man's beer for everyone's friend.

its funny...because i dont even like bud light

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:: 2004 15 April :: 1.44 pm

ok, so last night i did go out...big shocker there. nelson was having a bonfire, and adam said he knew i was going, so who am i to prove the kid wrong? megan and i decided to head over around 8, fashionably late of course. kelly megan and i took a trip to meijer, had fun there, got a shit load of hairspray and gummies of all sorts, plus some sobe for barber and we decided to get ian his favorite cookies. had fun out there, it got cold though...the fire needed to be bigger haha.

i got to think a lot on the way home...nelson lives farther away than everyone else, so i got more thinking time...normally i dont come to very good conclusions, but lsat night i was able to, and i was actually able to share the conclusion with the person it involved, so i think all is good in that situation...we always say everything is ok, but then one of us starts thinking and then more things are brought to the table...but right now we're ok. and its good

and the one person i wanted to share my cinci stuff with i actually did get to see yesterday, and like i said, she was just as excited as i was :) it felt great.

i think thats good enough of an update

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:: 2004 14 April :: 2.11 pm

ahh! i almost forgot...cincinnati just sent me a shit load of catalogs today :):):) i went out to get the mail and its like biggest envelope ever! im so excited, and the one person who would be just as excited for me i wont see today!!! grr! anyway...thats all

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:: 2004 14 April :: 2.04 pm

its so pretty outside!!

ok, so since monday...track has been fine, nothing horrible, but its been cold, monday we were inside the entire time and then yesterday we were out and then in, and today it better be all out...monday after track though we had a meeting for our project which went fairly well...called up hodges afterwards, megan and i went to pick him up and we headed out to nelsons...mucho fun out there, we just sat in his little room thing and hung out the entire night, it was just a good time...came home at 1130, and ended up talking to adam until 2, craziness...went to bed and woke up the next morning later than ever, must have been the late night before, went to track, froze, came home and went to amandas and watched 16 candles (great movie!) and we started the great escape (also great movie!) but i had to leave before it ended (obviously...its a long movie..) and i got home and i was shot so i talked a bit and just went to bed...

now its gorgeous outside! and track should be fun because its great throwing weather :)

im not planning on going out tonight, im thinking a night in sounds great, i'll spend quality time with the television because according to some people, i dont do that enough...

jackies leaving today, hodges is leaving today and i think doug leaves tomorrow...megan will be gone all weekend and im still here...this sucks

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:: 2004 12 April :: 9.07 am

well i went to bed in a fairly horrible mood last night. i dont know what my deal has been lately, but ive been going from extreme highs to extreme lows all within a few hours. this cant be good for the mentality of any human being. oh well...

yesterday was great though. i didnt see any of my friends. i saw all of my family though. and i ate so much food. it was amazing, and a great time

then i came home, and everything slowly started to decend upon me, and by the end of the night all i wanted to do was curl into a ball and cry. i didnt cry though, its the whole not having a soul thing that prevents me from doing so. i put on my josh groban CD, curled into a ball under my blankets and i slept. and now i just woke up, and i feel 10 times better than how i did last night...thats just how things work i guess. sleeping things through makes it all ok again

i have to go to track today and i really really dont want to, i would rather work on my school work than go today...we're going to get talked at, not to - at. and we're going to be told that we need to step it up. the guy will get glorified because they placed in not last place. i actually think they got 5th, im not really sure...i dont even know what the girls ended up as...3rd or 4th i think is what kelly told me. i dont really care, it wont be good enough, and i personally will get the disappointment speech, much like i did after defiance and liberty benton...oh and maumee also. great times really...

doug made me feel like crap the other day, i cant go with him to fix his car because i myeslf dont have a car, and he said it was ok, but also added the fact that he would just try to occupy himself by sitting there for 3 or 4 hours. its like great...its not like i can ust magically make a car appear for me to take, or magically change my practice time, or anything else...i apologized and ended up feeling worse in the end.

i think tonight is night at the devers...i know it was like 5 days ago, but nothing as really been said about it since....hmm..i dont know, right now solitude sounds good, so we'll see

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:: 2004 11 April :: 11.25 am
:: Mood: im alright

bobcat relays has come and past...it went fine, i threw disc alright and i sucked it up in shot, i seem to have hit my wall...and its a huge wall that i cant seem to get over and its really dragging down the self esteem whenever i enter the circle...we got 4th in disc though, had i thrown better we might have gotten 3rd, stacie did her job...i failed on my end of the deal...

my face is sunburnt...i should have put sun screen on...

i havent really lliked myself a lot lately...im reacting to things much differently than i used to..maybe its maturing..but i dont think thats it; i think lately ive just had many different influences and they're taking their effect on me...like the f-word...i never used to say it, and now i say it a lot, and i cant say im proud of it. im not being as helpful as i used to be, people will ask for help and i'll try but not really put as much into it as i used to and looking back on certain things i feel horribly, i should have been more helpful than what i was, and im so sorry i couldnt help the way they wanted me to...i also need to watch what i say..because what i say and what i mean arent necessarily the same thing...my sense of humor can be at times demeaning and im really not meaning for it to be that way, and i know that im joking but i fear that the person on the receiving end of the joke doesnt understand that fact...i always think back on things and realize that the comments i made werent nice and probably werent seen as humor...i just need to learn to not speak...i think everyone would benefit from that

oh, and Happy Easter

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:: 2004 9 April :: 10.01 am
:: Mood: its break!!

havent really updated since the beginning of the week...i didnt really feel like updating while being in the worst moods ever, those entries just arent fun to read

school was alright this week...basically it was just a blow off week, teachers as well as students were just ready for break and it showed, no hw was assigned and if it wasm 9 times out of 10 it wasnt completed. No one had ambition to do anything and in all honestly that was fine with me, there are times when you just dont want interaction and this week was one of them

track meet on tuesday...i sucked it up in disc but i got second in shot...stupid springfield girl and her deceptive warm ups...so i got 3 varsity points, i think i have 13 as of now, very very close to my letter, and the girls won the meet and a school record was broken by our 2 miler...cristy or kristy, im not really sure...all i know is shes fast and its great, but it of course rained at the meet and the circles were hell to spin in, everyone was slipping, but eh...it was still fun. the coaches need to stop segregating our buses because girls talk about semi depressing things! and its not good on the self-esteem here

i saw amandas prom dress last night...sooooo pretty! i picked her up on our way to saras, i ate spaghetti with her and mrs dever, so much fun! it was a great dinner with great company, it was nice...we got to saras late, but they lived. we waiting for megan to get done with dance, made the first visit of the year to the sundae station, and then crashed in megans basement, it was fun, daniel and i played pool....we really suck, then we all sat around the watched television/played video games...i took amanda home and then left..and i slept! for 9 hours! i havent done that in weeks!! it was nice

so my last entry i said this week would be good..it was...until wednesday, then it all ent down hill, we wont go into it because everyone who is important already knows so theres no need...i dont know why it happened, or the justification behind it (im still wondering if there ever was any) but its over, it was hurtful, but its in the past and it really doest bother me that much anymore...so we'll see what happens next...

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:: 2004 8 April :: 5.48 pm

Today's planetary aspects may have you experiencing a little cabin fever today, Brittany. If you have the urge to go off by yourself for awhile by all means do so. Try some new diversions. Drive down some country roads you have never explored. Find some antique shops to visit. You probably need a break from the drudgery of your daily routine before you will be able to feel revitalized.

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:: 2004 7 April :: 9.17 pm

irish pride 663: Britt, this is Amanda. But Carolyn's typing. Smile a while. For if you smile, others will smile,. and soon there will be miles and miles of smiles.

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:: 2004 4 April :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: not too shabby

friday was alright...liberty benton relays went by sooo quickly! i was constantly going, i went from sucking it up at shot to going to watch the guys do well in disc, to watching them do shot, to waiting for my disc turn, to doing disc, to taking a potty break, to the 2nd call for fat chick, to running, to watching abby be sweet and bob be sweeter to packing up my bag. i never stopped, i wasnt too thrilled about this 3 event meet, but it was fun. i call tug-a-war next year...its mine! i'll run the fat chick again too...it was fun :) i may have sucked, but i had fun...they segregated the buses though! who does that?! so no interesting chats with bob while squeezing in the corner of a seat, but i got to talk to kelly megs and amanda...i love those girls :) they make me happy, they're just great. after the meet the girls bus decided to take over DQ, and we did...doug and sara met us there, we got some of the boys to come, and DQ was ours! i took carrie home - that kid is hilarious, and the fog was sweet...good day

woke up early the next morning and took my ACTs...not too bad, i'll have to take them again in order to get a better score, because i dont think i broke 30 this time, and i know i can...(i also got a 31 on my EMPT...i felt really good about that) but megan and i said lunch afterwards, so we met dan adam tom winston and tara there...doug wanted to come but he had to work until 1 and megan had to be home by 1, so i felt kinda bad about that...he seemed slightly lost this weekend...but lunch was great...went home, and left for columbus...shopped with dani and robin and my mom...dani and i ran from shoe store to shoe store, while looking at prom dresses in between, she cant go to prom because their school is a senior only prom, andshes not even a junior yet, so i felt kinda bad looking at them with her, but she was into it, i found the dress i want, but they didnt have my size, so no its intense searching time :) driving home ian called and we talked for 33 minutes, he was bored, and i felt bad...but he was in a good mood so im glad:) we got home late and i went to bed early because we lost a stupid hour...grr..

went to church this morning, saw my gpa after his surgery...he's gonna have a sweet scar on his face, had lunch with mike and heather, went to a 4h meeting, im excited about that, came home, hung with the bro a little more, wrote my paper and just chilled...good day

im in a good mood right now and this week will be good and thursday will come quickly and spring break will be great and relaxing and it'll feel like forever when its only a week (and yes that is a threat)

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:: 2004 1 April :: 9.10 pm
:: Mood: im not quite sure
:: Music: groban

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:: 2004 29 March :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: yucky

today was alright, nothing spectacular...i've actually been feeling under the weather, but i've been trying to not think about it, so basically mind over matter...if i think well i will be well...i hope...

went to track today, no one had ambition, and no one threw very well...bob and i were both sucking it up, so i ended up leaving early....

on the way home, i started debating the possibilities of selling my car...i talked to my dad about it, he said it was a possibility, i dont think he's really keen on the idea though, but if i keep bringing it up, he's more likely to crack, my mom thinks im being dumb, but when isnt she thinking that? oh well...i feel like crap

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:: 2004 28 March :: 10.22 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: josh groban :)

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:: 2004 26 March :: 7.26 pm

"Broken Vow"

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

[Chorus:]
I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

[Chorus]

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

[Modified Chorus:]
I let you go
I let you fly
Now that I know I’m asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

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:: 2004 26 March :: 10.55 am
:: Mood: sleep!

ok, its been awhile again, and adam "yelled" at me, basically it was just a comment on how i never update anymore, so here i am, im updating, so you better be happy adam

this week has gone by so quickly...
Monday: good day at track, i threw really hard even though we werent supposed to, but i hit 33-34ish in ths shot and i wanted to keep going, and i wanted to see how long i coul sustain getting it out that far, then i went to disc because i knew i had to throw that the next day, and i threw that pretty hard, unsucessful, but hard, and then i went back to shot and threw hard...that was the dumbest thing i could have done, because then we went and lifted...it was only a little but it was still pretty hard, then i came home, went into BG to buy contacts, the guy gave me the opposite of what i needed, called me back, i had to return them, and mine are now on order...stupid eye guy!...stacy was dumb today...i got into a "fight" with ian, and she was all upset becuase she though we were actually fighting, so then abby makes up this thing that ian and i are only fighting because we didnt get our weekly fuck from eachother, and stacy went crazy! she honestly thought ian and i were fuck buddies, when i finally said no, she though adam and i were fuck buddies...it doesnt help the fact that i say adams bed is soft and smells really good...and all he does is smile and nod. but eh, its funny because shes dumb

tuesday: school was boring, we had the red/gray meet after school, the picture guy was horribly late, the wind was bad, so my picture will in turn look dumb because my ponytail is going crazy...then i threw like crap in the meet becuase i went all out the day before, i only threw a little over 30, and in disc i threw a little over 80, i got 1st and 2nd respectively, and that made me happy, but idk,it could have been better...after that me ian adam megan tom dan and nelson went to arbys...popped about a hundred straws, then the boys started in the with spit wads...it was messy yet amazingly fun...then megan ian and i went to krogers because megan and i had to buy a cake for jacks bday and a card, ian is a very itneresting card buyer person...but anyway, then it was off to megans to teach her math and to co-learn chem...it was awesome...i got home a little before 10, i lie hanging out with megs for so long :) we come up with great plans and even greater conclusions ;)'

wednesday: jacks bday! yay! got cake at lunch, crappy track practice, ran home, showered went to NHS dinner and had an AMAZING time! i got there, sat with jackie and her parents and my parents for a few minutes, and then the dunns came in, and we stood and talked tot hem, then decided to sit at a table together, mr dunn tells the finnest stories! then ian came and we had to sit directly across from each other, that was fun, becuase our praents were just talking and talking to each other and our moms were like picture happy...ugh, then the kolpiens came and joined us...it was just a great time, doug had like 8 sookies, i had 1, ian had 4 - he had to eat my other one though...lol the food was so good though! yumm....then meijer trip with megan to buy kellys track care package...took her home and then went home

Yesterday: school....chem field trip, nothing too exciting but it was still a great day! the guy threw liquid nitrogen in front of my feet and i got to plau mother nature and destroy a flower, i was excited, and we got lunch and i spent all day with megan jack and jess...it was just cool, came back to AS watched a jazz movie, then went to track...track was fun, we threw hard, did a little running thing, did some abs....tlked to bob metcalf and ian in the gym for a long time, goofed around, i love those guys...made plans to go shopping the next day, so im excited. spent some hours with jack, looked at her prom dress....so pretty!!! and then came home and slept...it was good

so there ya go adam...you have something to read now when you're bored :)

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