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2004 18 April :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: ..LoNeLy DaY -->> Pp..
. BaCk t0 sChooL .
Even th0 i dun wana g0 back t0 sch00l, i'm kinda happyy i am cuz iz t w o dayyzz till the best dayy 0utta the wh0le year .. 42o! l0l, every0ne that isnt makin a big deal 0utta 0f it iz juss n0t a st0ner but iz lyke fuckiin XmAs t0 all 0f the p0theadz!! I member last 42o .. it was EaStEr. I went t0 my sis' h0use f0r the sm0ke0ut partyy nd then RicKy dr0ve me h0me. Awesumm niite. Newh0, yesterdayy in napLez was fuckiin funn az hell. Me nd eRin met these guyzz nd we went fishiin wit them 0n their b0at. Theyy were s0 h0tt nd i gave 0ne 0f them my number. l0l, sum st0riezz t0 tell b0ut them! jeNny ended upp n0t g0in wit us cuz her m0m was bein gayy! But we hadD s0o much funn .. 0mg, s0o manyy h0tt guyyz. It was sp0sedD t0 be a 2 h0ur driive but wit my ass driive, it was an h0ur. l0l, we hadD s0o much funn! 0n the wayy h0me i st0ppedD by niCk'z cuz he hadda partyy .. sm0kedD nd then went t0 angeL'zz. As s00n as i g0t h0me, i passedD 0ut. But me, eRin, jeNny, jaCki, niCk, nd weiNer r all g0in next tiime. I cant wait! l0l, t0dayy, i tannedD nd went t0 the mall. I get paid thiz fRidayy .. yay! I als0 went t0 chRis' h0use nd sm0kedD 0ut wit him nd bRad nd thiz kidD dRew ((eww)). I'm thinkin b0ut g0in back 0ut wit chRis. Lyke we never went 0ut but we did. l0l, he t0ld me he relle misses me n0w nd he dun understand wut happen between us. I f0und 0ut he went 0ut wit thiz gurl LaUrEn that usedD t0 g0 t0 my middle sch00l but he br0ke upp wit her. He said she was an uglyy ass h0e. Nd it was lyke right after me nd him went 0ut. But i dunn0, still thinkin b0ut it. Newh0, riA nd anDy went t0 meLbourne beaCh t0dayy .. i s0 wantedD t0 g0 but wen theyy calledD i didnt feel lyke gettin upp. Theyy hadD funn. 0k well, imma g0. Wait i have t0 add this ::
x BABiGURL387 x: 42o iz lyke a st0ner xmas!!
x BABiGURL387 x: i cant waiit
allister46: yea its like do u celebrate xmas or hannukah?
allister46: and u say fuck no i celebrate 420
allister46: bitch
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. iz a tru st0ner dayy
That'ss all we talk b0ut .. gettin fuckedD upp. He will be my fave st0ner f0r lyfe!! I l0ve y0u weiNer!! I'm g0ne. 0h wait, i l0ve y0u t00 niCk maThes! LateR (( oNe ))
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2004 17 April :: 8.01pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: THiS WAY: DiLATED PEOPLES FT. KANYE WEST
turn it up... a LiL louder.
felipe: hey hey hey
briana: hey!
briana: wuts up?
felipe: just listenin to some music, and waiting for jonah to come
briana: hmm.... i have his wallet.
felipe: lol
briana: eh... it was empty anyway O:-) lol
felipe: now it is
felipe: lol
briana: lol i swear it already was
felipe: lol i kno
briana: whatcha guys got planned?
felipe: goin to dinner
felipe: hes takin me out on a date
felipe: lol nah
briana: lol cute
felipe: i wont steal him from you
briana: lol thank u. that just simply washed my worries away <3
felipe: haha
just thought this was a funny conversation... s0-o i thought i'd add it, in addition to the recent entry <3
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2004 17 April :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: straightened out.
:: Music: YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER:: MONiCA
my freak girl told me now she a christian, my white girl wanna move back to michigan
internet out since wednesday late night.
school can suck my left nut. i can't wait until cheerleading tryouts come for park vista so i can make my final decision on where i am going. atlantic just isn't worth it anymore. but yeah, i wanna take pretam's advice... big party where even anand is wasted getting a lap dance by some fat bitch lmao.
so yeah, yesterday was friday, and i didn't think i would end up doing anything, but i did. hadn't talked to jonah... and called him. he wanted me 2 go 2 some baseball games at SHS. he called up mike & we all hung out over there. turned out to be a great, relaxing night. almost fell asleep on his shoulder... poor me, i was s0o worn out. mike is so dumb lol, i miss that short kid. yet i still won't see him next year. and jonah is goin' to trinity for baseball... crazy. but yeah... mommy picked me up around elevenish.
+licking the phones
+jackie threatening to hurt jonah over the phone.
+messin' around in the dug-out.
+mike & his phone.
+lights out. rape. i love u.
sometimes... after so long, u forget what's important in life. u forget why u love someone, who cares 4 u, what u need 2 do 2 survive, ur wants, ur hopes & dreams...
i felt like i didn't need him anymore... but then seeing him last night... made every worry in the world go away, imagine how great life could be if i could see him everyday. i forgot who cared 4 me... until after that chem test & all i needed was a hug from my REAL best friend... someone who has been there forever. ride or die, 5 years. i forgot y school was important... i just had that mood where i'd rather drop & get the G.E.D. i forgot what i wanted out of life...
now, i'm ok. <3 the hug from her & the night with him.... i love u 2 more than this world can hold love.
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2004 16 April :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: ..oCeAn AvEnUe -->> YeLLoWcArD..
. ToMoRrOw iZ gUnA bE cRaZyy .
T0dayy was g00d. I b0ught an exhaust f0r my car .. h0tt stuff. Newayyz, t0m0rr0w iz guna be the best!! Me nd my best gurliezz (( eRin nd jeNn )) are takin a r0ad triip t0 NapleZ. It iz guna be s0o much funn. We're leavin earlyy t0m0rr0w m0rnin nd we'll be back ar0und lyke midniight t0m0rr0w. I think we're g0in t0 tan nd sh0p nd 0f c0urse f0r the guyyz! l0l, iz guna be s0o much funn .. i cant wait. Newh0, t0dayy me nd jeNny sh0ppedD f0r her car cuz she'zz guna pimp it 0ut .. l0l. Then we went t0 the beach nd sh0ppin f0r t0m0rr0w. It will be a funn ass dayy. I was sp0sedD t0 chyll wit WeiNeR, NiCk nd jaCki t0niite but i dun wana .. s0 i'm g0in wit riA nd anDy nd boBby t0 the m0viezz. I saw ChRiS t0dayy .. hiz leg'z gettin better. I was weariin juStin'zz jacket wen i saw hiim nd he was lyke, y r u weariin that .. that'z fuckedD upp. Wutever, iz the 0nly thing i hadD. He said he missez me nd he still wantz t0 be wit me but he relle needzz t0 get 0ver it. Newh0, sh0rt entryy .. i'm g0ne. (( oNe ))
Roll, roll, roll your joint,
Pass it down the line,
Take a toke, hold the smoke,
Blow your fuckin mind
--> 4 dayyz till 4 2 o !!
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2004 14 April :: 10.24pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: josie, your my source of most frustration.
kayli... that song is in my head! lol 850,000 retard points for Carrrrrrr etc. lmao
mmm chem test
mmm ap art hist test
studied all night.
break. fast. haha. back to work.
kiwi & pineapple, uhoh.
how i love morone's class with my brown friends. <3 anand & pretam.
PUNCH ME!
Anand doing my SRI for me... thank u sir.
Mason playing peekaboo... niiiice.
Neil trying to force me to fail my tests for tomorrow. thats his encouragement to get me to go to Park Vista. <3 i'm coming, soon enough.
1: u know if u blow in ur cup... it sounds like a plane is above u.
2: there's a plane in the air... above us.
{silly me, i feel... BLONDE}
i think morone makes us all feel like his dumb bitches. and to think... a pop quiz is going to help us.... HOW?! i didn't even recall the 4 questions, or the definition of duplicity (not stating what the title states) until after the quiz. and... i did read Slaughter House Five. and i still failed that test. 38pt. + 18 pt curve (supposively) = 56% niiiice. damn, homie. i hate it. i can't wait to see what that damn 10pg research paper grade was. ugh!
we need to get these Economics notes down people. let's post that plan tomorrow. lots of work, major extra credit.
MoFo1788: hey ur skipin one day wit me
MoFo1788: and sum friends
MoFo1788: ok?
MoFo1788: ok
.... really... i love how i can get my yes or no in there, in less than 2 seconds. <3 ur the best, moo. quack.
bed time. good luck. xOx
p.s. ellen, holl-er, i'll help ya with ur journal. we'll make it PuRRR-Ti.
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2004 14 April :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: ..ReAs0n -->> Ho0bAsTaNk..
. ThiNkiNg ThiNgZz ThRu .
So0o i w0ke upp thinkin. I startedD thinkin b0ut h0w grateful i am t0 have an awesum sister. I startedD thinkin b0ut h0w different lyfe w0uld be if she wasnt here. First 0f all, i w0uldn't have experiencedD 0ne veryy special pers0n nd he w0uld 0f never t0uchedD my heart. RiCky was 0ne 0f riA'zz g00d friendzz .. well, BoBby'z. But he treated me s0o g00d nd i still regret breakin upp wit him. I definitely w0uldnt be az much 0f a p0thead .. l0l, nd it may be a badD thing but it has cheeredD me upp s0o manyy tiimez. If hse wasn't here, i w0uldnt kn0 h0w t0 l0ve a lil babyy the wayy i d0 .. her s0n. He has sh0wn me h0w much i relle can care b0ut sum0ne. I w0uldn't have such a great br0ther either! l0l, riA'zz man has benn there f0r me thru everything, pr0tectin me nd lettin me kn0 that he carezz b0ut me. Nd last nd DEF m0st imp0rtant, i w0uld be pregnant at thiz veryy m0ment. She iz my angel .. i juss kn0 it. She carezz f0r me s0o much nd she thinkzz 0f me az n0t 0nlyy her sister, but he best friend. She iz the best thing nd i thank God f0r lettin me have an awesum 22 year 0ld sis. Wen i was little, i usedD t0 wish that i was an 0nlyy child nd n0w, i cant even believe i ever th0ught that. So0o thank y0u riA f0r everything u have ever d0ne f0r me nd all the partyiin. I l0ve y0u f0rever.
0nt0 0ther stuff .. WeiNeR nd me r relle cl0se n0w. He iz lyke 0ne 0f my best friendzz. l0l, l00k at the stupid shyt we talk b0ut. I l0ve thiz kidD ::
allister46: hey smelly
x BABiGURL387 x: hey h0tt ass
x BABiGURL387 x: wutsz g0in 0n h0e?
allister46: chillin watchin conan obrien
x BABiGURL387 x: awesumm .. i needa get high
allister46: steal yur dads weed
allister46: we shuld cop sum bud then go chill with nick
x BABiGURL387 x: tru
x BABiGURL387 x: after w0rk th0 =(
allister46: work sux
x BABiGURL387 x: i kn0
allister46: go to work high
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. i cant .. my m0mzz w0rkin wit me t0dayy .. she'll kill me
x BABiGURL387 x: n0w iz sucha g00d tiime t0 f0g my car
x BABiGURL387 x: cuz n0 matter wut .. i cant r0ll d0wn my wind0wzz
allister46: lol why cant u roll down the windows?
allister46: u got them tinted or sumthin
x BABiGURL387 x: cuz my tiintz .. cant r0ll them d0wn till friidayy
allister46: r they illegal tints?
x BABiGURL387 x: yeaa
allister46: str888
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l yea.. theyy l00k h0tt
allister46: when do u work?
x BABiGURL387 x: 3.3o
x BABiGURL387 x: but i g0tta g0 sh0ppin nd shiit t0dayy
allister46: thats gayyyy
allister46: weeds more important
x BABiGURL387 x: i g0tta lyke d0 all thizz shiit
x BABiGURL387 x: yea.. i can sm0ke 0n my wayy t0 the mall
x BABiGURL387 x: haha .. wit 0ut u!!
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l jk
allister46: biaaatch
x BABiGURL387 x: i havent g0t hiigh since m0ndayy .. im s0o angry .. nd n0w my dad dun have ne
x BABiGURL387 x: fuck!
allister46: shittt
allister46: he needs to get some weed
x BABiGURL387 x: i kn0..damn
x BABiGURL387 x: alriite assh0le i g0tta get ready
allister46: asshole?
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l..later
allister46: wrong sex organ
allister46: later
x BABiGURL387 x: 6 dayyzz till 42o!
allister46: fuck yea!
x BABiGURL387 x: l0l later
allister46: shit i gotta get an eighth
x BABiGURL387 x: yea u d0
allister46: lol later
He'z DEF my bytch f0r lyfe. HaHa, newayyz, last niite me nd jeNny watchedD KiLL biLL nd it was a g00d ass m0vie. l0l, i g0t h0me ar0und 1am but iz all g00d. Newh0, g0tta get readyy f0r w0rk. LaTeR .. 6 dayyz!! l0l
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2004 13 April :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: content
just to tell u... how i feel.
if u are keeping woohu... and plan on giving me the money.. the last day i'm taking it is on friday... because i'm making the money order on saturday <3
s0o i've talked to my dad about leaving atlantic... he said i can... whenever i am ready. i'm going to try out for Park Vista Cheerleading and see how those results come out. if they're good... tah tah atlantic, if they are worse than varsity... imma have to figure out a way to stay at atlantic without being in ib. but i don't find happiness in atlantic. these last 2 weeks have been better... but... its not how i want it. i've got goals, and a plan.... i need time to manage everything... and ib isn't helping me, its just a hassle. score... i'm psyched, but knowing that danielle isn't coming with me... and i won't be in the same school as her... makes me feel so.... empty. just the thought. which makes me not even want to think about it. what's a girl to do?
im talking to my home fry jose & just got done talking to alex, so imma go now. peace homes. xoxo
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2004 12 April :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: stoned
:: Music: ..TiPsYy -->> JkWoN..
. ErRyBoDy iN thA cLuB gEtTiN tiPsYy .
Teen drinking is very badD.
I got a fake ID tho.
jeNny g0t her car .. yAyErZz !!
i l0ve eRin a wh0le l0t !!
i miss him lyke crazyy .. if 0nlyy he knew
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2004 12 April :: 6.33am
:: Mood: light headed
:: Music: all falls down:: kanye west
zero to none.
there needs to be a song that i could listen to everytime stupid shit like this happens. cause i really could kick him in the ass right now... if i had the energy.
i can't see out of my right eye, i'm so light headed that when i LAY DOWN i'm still dizzy, my eyes are so red from crying, and my throat is scratchy from screaming for him to stay away & just go to work. i don't think i've ever felt this beautiful before.
so the day starts: 5am- take a shower, blow dry the hair, get dressed. mommy said last night that she would wake up because she wants to do my makeup... how sweet of her. only when i got her up, i had to go. so i was just gonna do it, but my dad's voice, screaming at me that i had to go (which i already was aware of) scared the me so bad that while i was doing the eyeliner thing, the black line ended up across my face, like when someone hits ur elbow when ur writing. so i tried cleaning it off & hurrying up, but... daddy just bitched & bitched. finally, he said, "find ur own fucking ride, i'm leaving." so the end was... he left, came back to bitch at me some more while i layed on my bed and felt the spit from his nasty mouth on my face... so i covered it with my blanket next to me... and he bitched at me for "missing the bus" which technically... he's the one who is always late because he has to gather his paintball shit and everything into the car every morning... which is just bull fucking honkey shit. but i don't know... his words are so abusive. after he is done screaming at me... i feel my body weaken and i feel like my left leg has been broken, my arms bruised, my face scratched, and maybe a few fingers chopped off. its like... thats what he wants to do to me, but because i am part of his family... he CAN'T. thats all that is saving me. but i don't see how he is willing to come back again & offer to take me to the bus when he just bitched about not wanting to chase it & i'm crying so badly that i don't find the idea of being alone with him in a car for 10 minutes... of any comfort. and as far as i am concerned... he plays no important part of my life... i pay for everything i need or want, i go out whenever the fuck i please & do whatever the fuck i want, i take on more than he ever has, i'm paying for fucking college, so all he has to do is work for my brother and sister. mommy can support herself too. hello! o well. this world is crazy... and i'm just glad that i spend it with my family & boyfriend, & friends.
speaking of boyfriend... haha, today is 6 months. can u believe it.... 6 months. this boy is everything to me. if i ain't got u, then everything.... means nothing. <3 "think i fell in love with the 8th world wonder"
i'm out... might as well take advantage that i have time to eat breakfast. yay.
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2004 11 April :: 10.15am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: ..AnTheM -->> Pp..
. HaPpY eAsTeR !! .
HeY HeY .. well, t0dayyz eaSter but it dun feel lyke it. Well, i w0ke upp sick but iz cuz i benn partyiin t00 much yesterdayy nd fRidayy. ThUrSdAyy, me nd jeNny chylledD after w0rk. We went d0wn t0 the beach nd saw jaX nd haNnah. Then fRidayy, i g0t my paycheck s0o me nd eRin went sh0ppin nd then fRidayy niite, i stayyedD at my sis' h0use nd g0t s0 fuckedD upp. The wh0le tiime i was there, we sm0kedD 13 tiimezz. Great shiit. We g0t drunk 0ff my fave drink .. HYN0TiQ !! l0l, nd yesterdayy, i g0t my tiintzz put 0n. I went wit illegal nd they're hella dark but iz awesumm. I put my CiViC sticker 0n .. iz h0tt az hell. My car iz s0o pimp. Then last niite, hung 0ut wit jeNny nd eRin. Then we dr0ppedD jeNny 0ff nd chylledD wit angeL nd saw LuChi f0r lyke a sec0nd but it was c00l. 0h yea, nd AdaM has a gurl nd hiz friend steVen w0nt st0p b0therin me. He saidD that AdaM calledD me a g0ld-digger. FuCk hiim. Iightyy, HaPpY eAsTeR nd i must leave u wit the funniest thing WeiNeR'z ever saidD ::
allister46: and while i wus pissing i remember thinking, thats my dick...thats my dick...on shrooms
l0l, greatest thing ever .. nd yea i member that niite s0o g00d .. at gUy'zz h0use. Great stuff. I l0ve u WeeN'z!! l0l, cant wait till next tiime. x0x I'm g0ne. (( oNe ))
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