...hmm just another day, it was fun tho, me and ash told everyone of our exciting weekend, lol,

..Tyler likes ashlie, that cant be good!! hahaha..., but me and phil are ok now, well at least for now until somthing happens again, or somthing,,,i dunno, i hope we can be friends.

next weekend i have to go to a wedding on valentines day. very gay. very, weddings are boring and i could be doing much better things like hanging out with my boyfriend ashlie, haha. but ill probaly spend the night there friday so her mom can get rid of that "mother instinct", whatever that is??? i guess ill find out later in life, ...maybe....i think zack is mad at me caus i called him emo boy...ehhh..shit

im being hurt by someone who dosent even know they are hurting me.....it sux

whatever,,,,

well i guess that is all...

<3 stef

shut the fuck up she says.....
woah what a weekend, it wasa very eventfull on eindeed, friday me, danny, scarecrow, and teddy bear went to ahlies recital then afterwards we ran around the school but hten realized that all the gates were locked so we had to jump fences and stuff, then we went on an adventure to dairy queen and we got some ice cream and saw this realy werid physo guy,and he was cussijng at the ppl cause they said the place was closed and they wouldent let him get anyhting,,,it waqs funny, then ashlie spent the night and the next day we went to teddys then walked to andys and hung out for a while, it was fun, i was gont through all his stuff, and i got to skatteboard which i havent done in a while, then ashlie had to go to her recital again and later i went to a party and during intermisson ash left and came to the party witht me, we were there till like 1:30 in the morning it was a crazy party and there was alot of ppl there, like alot, alot!!!!, ash apent the night again we got to bed at like 3:00,

woke up this morning at like 10:45 made brownies, did other fun stuff,,,got ready, and went to go hang out with everyone at erics house, it was weird cause phil was being nice to me and he was the one who wanted us to come over,,it was col tho, we brought some browinies and everyone ate them.

I havent talked to zack all weekend!!:(

it was cool at the party casue i got to hang out with alot of mi old friends like kirkwood, baily, and lauren and i havent hung out with them in like forever,:(

this weekend was really fun, ashlie was here like all weekend, she just left at like 6:00 so im gonna sit around fro a little while then go write in mi real journal, then maybe watch malcom in the middle and get a good nights sleep cause im dreding waking up tomorrow, i really dont want to!!! oh well,

we need to make plans for next weekend, i think were gonna go to the movies on friday then shes probaly gonan spend the weekend here agian, well probaly hang out with phil a little......i dunno yet

ok well thats all for now im gonna go and do other stuff........... bi
<3 stef


p.s valentines day is gay

shut the fuck up she says.....
woah what a weekend, it wasa very eventfull on eindeed, friday me, danny, scarecrow, and teddy bear went to ahlies recital then afterwards we ran around the school but hten realized that all the gates were locked so we had to jump fences and stuff, then we went on an adventure to dairy queen and we got some ice cream and saw this realy werid physo guy,and he was cussijng at the ppl cause they said the place was closed and they wouldent let him get anyhting,,,it waqs funny, then ashlie spent the night and the next day we went to teddys

soy milk
woo hoo, its friday yay, tonite in going to see ashlie balet thing with andy, teddy, and danny, she says its gona be boring but thats ok, thne afterward shes comming to my house to spend the night, fun .....hmm the phone just wrang its zack, hmm not much going on with him, hes gonna go to the art show tonite...then he might come with us, .....................tomorrow me and ash are going to teddys and danny is gonna come over and he is gonna give me "therapy" lol
.then sunday im gonna go to church and i might get my hait colored...any auggestions on a color???? hmmmmmm i dunno, balh so valentines day is comming up and i was lonly so ash said that she would be mi boyfriend!! haha>>> I HAVE TO GO SHOPPING FOR PPL. ah funnn i wonder if anyone will get me anyhting???? i doubt it, everyone hates me j/k, ok well i guess thats all for now, umm ill update l8r ok bi
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<3 stef

milk is yummy
i just got home from school. and i bored so i decide to update, i dont no if im going to the movies this weekend. i hope not, i think ashlie is gonna spend the night friday or saturday. i need to study for spanish because i dont know nuch of it anymore and im gonna fail.

as im sure everyone already knows by now I kinda like this person daniel and hunter knows and in the middle of math class i was talkin about daniel and hunter was like "he dosent like you" really loud in front of the whole class!!! i was mad at him for a minute then i laughed and got over it. ahh that reminds me i ahve math h.w.

i feel really lonly right now, i have alot lately!!
it sux , oh well, ill move on, its mostly after school caus ei come home and sit around all day and there is nothing to do, it sux!!

there is some chick that kaitlin wants to fight and she is a 10th grader, and katelin wants me and ash to help, this shall be interesting!! haha and stacey is a slut, i hate her with great extents!! and i f she ever says anything toward me im gonna drop bows on her, haha :) or have ashlie ram her in the face with a pole, lol, ne ways i was really , hmm lets just put it this way "excited" today in school and i dont know why.

today was ok, nothing out of the ordinary, danny wasnt here!! *tear* that made english firth period really quiet, mrs. nagle even said so, and i sugest4ed that we give him a call and she laughed but said no! oh well sorry danny, ok the bordom has just set in, i think ill go find myself somthing eles to do
~~~~~~~~tootles~~~~~~~~~~
<3 stef

~*your eyes followed me here*~

what just happened>>>?
ok i just got back fromt he movies, what a day, the movies were bad again liek ALWAYS, well i guess only a little nit was bad. Ok so ashlie rode my bue home after school and she came over it was really fun we take about like everything, and listened to music and she met my little brother and she is like in love with him,hehe its funy, omg ashlie is soo cool, i hope that me anda ashlie are gonna be really good freinds, i need a good girlfriend right now!!!!! anyway well we went there and haun out, me ashlie, andrew and zack and teddy. We hung out for a while then we went and saw the Butterfly effect,omg that movie was like life changing, like seriously, some ppl say that people or books or the bible or god for example has changed peoples lifes, well i think that movies changed me, ok first of all eveyone has to see it, it has a really good message an di loved it, it really made me think of my life, and i think that it related to my life alot ( now if you auctually see the movie and see the things that happened to the kid, well that is not what im talkin about, those things did not in any way happen to me, its symbolism, ok get it?).

Its about cause and effect, "the Butterfly effect", after i was done watching that movies, i like cried and my whole world, my hole life made sence to me for a little while, it made me see how fucked up this worldis and all the bullshit that happenes in this world because of "temporary highs" andbullies and peer pressure and liars and all the fucked up shit. I hate this world right now and i feel like im alone, but hten tonite ashlie and zack showed me, frokm talkin to them that i ahve someone,.

Its hard for me to see everyone, memories of my past haunt me when im around all those people, i have to block them out, i have to move on, get away from everything, i see people who i once thought were my friends and endend up being a "tempory high" thats how i see it, there only nice to me when they want somthin, a bunch of losers,i have reciently started hangin out with them again, i think i might stop that, its not really them now its me, i cant deal with being around them they re to many ties to many memories, it hurts inside to remember the past, for a while i just wanted to move away from all this, from everything,

sometimes i feel so alone in this world, then i hear my little brother call my name annd want to play with me, or i get advise from a good friend, or theyre there to let me cry on there shoulder (like tonite, thanks ashlie, and zack!!!! i luv you guys!!) then when i was walkin around saw this kid makin out with his girlfriend and thay have been goin out for over a year and he is cheating on her and i think she has like no idea, but everyone elese knows, its disgusting, some people absolutly make me sick , i remember when i found out that eric had cheated on me, i felt so empty inside like my life was ripped away from me and stomped into little pieces on the ground. EVERYHTING, IN THE PRESENT DAYS BEFORE were lies they were fake and dumb, it was all a lie and it was false, meanwhile i was dieing inside, alone, it was like everything I ever thought about him was false, it was just a dream almost not real feeling, like i should just wake up one day and have a hole different life,
A different way of living, somthing new, maybe i didnt know exactly what was goin on, but it was better there, things werent so fucked up, there wasnt so much hate and everyone wasn't so scared all the time, people try to hide it but everyone is scared, scared of what people are gonna think of them , who to trust, what there gonna do when there left alone and they are cold and lonly, i hate that feeling, i know though that everyone has these problems and im not different, im only human, i wanna change it tho, i want to make things perfect, i want everything to be rigth for eveyone, just like in the movie, but theres always a complication, nothing will turn out perfect, there is always a imperfection, you cant play god, i wish though tta i could just freeze time and make it right tho, if i could i would cjhange so much i would change these past two years, and it would be ok, ,,,maybe not???

I saw an old friend tonight, it was hard, me and her never talk anymore, we used to be like two peas in a pod. i kinda abandoned her in 7th grade when i met "the group" we were so close though and i hate that we arent friends anymore, i hate iT!!!!! i try to talk to her, but nothing comes out, im on mute, we have nothing to say to eachother and its disapointing~>>

All i know is that tonight was like a slap in the face of what reality is, you never know what you have until , it is gone or wiped out of someones memory and it is changed, things will never be diferent again, i cant run to my daddy for much longer to make things better, it makes me really sda in some ways that i have to grow up and move on, i wish it was easier!!

Im gonna do it, things are gonna change, all i ever wanted all along i have to give up , i have to give up some people that mean soo much to me, but in the end ,...maybe it will take years for it to be better, maybe not, but in the end it will be for the better. I thought that me and eric were friends, but tonite he proved to me that im just another piece of ass to him, i used to be important to him, all he wants now is booty, well he can get that from stacy, tahst all he wantes her for, its sad, cause she likes him, (Or so i have heard, i dont no it might not be true) and he dosent care, he is a user and has no feelings, i get sicked when i think about what he did to me tonite, it was probaly the rudest thing that he has ever done to me and i dont no if im gonna be able to talk to him again...i dunno..ehh...this is sooo tough,

but its gonna be ok, im gonna cange it and make things as perfect as they can be!!!

And if your gonna be rude and have somthing to say mean about this then keep it to yourself, casue i might have sounded a little weird in this entry, buti dont care, people need to know how i feel!!!

bye~~~~~~~stef

I love u guys!!!!!

mayb its love like you say.....
i woke up a litte whil ago from a delicious nap,haha i was soo tired!!! now im sittin here copying cd's to mi mini disk player! fun, fun. I got 6 new cds this wekend, i feel so special. My favorite so far is my neew dashboard confessional cd!! its good, theres not much to write about. school was ok, me anda shlie have gottne to be really good friends and that is cool casue ashlie is cool!!
...ZzZZzzZZzz.. i probaly wont be able to sleep tonit,,,im stayin up all night!! woohhuuu,

ok this weekend me and ashlie and andy and who ever are goin to see the butterfly effect, it;s gonna be super!!

I luv ya ashlie,<3
i luve u too teddy!!!!! ( i dint forget about u)
and zack!!!! hahaha ok thats all bye!!!

All my frineds read this i noits long, just read it, its important!!!
ok well tonite i went to the movies as planned, like every week, and before i said that all the movies brought was heartbreaks and disappointments, well i'll say it again, the night started out just fine, i was having a good time hangin out with people that i never usually get to and all mi other friends, well some of us (me zack, daniel and joe) decided to go see big fish ,,,,blah , blah , blah,, so on and so forth no won tho the heart breaks and disappoint ment, well there is this boy daniele and hes cool i hang out with him at school a little, and we had a good night together, but when i get ouside the movie, tyler, my so called friend is like whos your new boyfriend and he goes to eric and phil, people that he said he didnt like hanging out with, anf hes like lets go say stuff to stefs new boyfriend, ok first of all tyler and phil need to get over them selves and move on. Its done!~! fuck off, everytime i get to be happy ass holoe like them have to step all over it!!! ok so tyler and phil join in on making me look bad, but mostly making them look like assholes, so One of the people i concidered mi best friends ......hmm..hmmm cough...cough teddy bear decides to join them in saying mixed things in code and lots of other bad things to make me look bad, ok first of all this is not any of yourr places so just stop, oh yes this is all great for u guys but its not for me, all i want is to be happy and im finally ready to move on and find someone to date and be happy, and fuckng retards have to reuine it for me, they never want to see me happy EVER!!! GEt over yourselves!!!!!!and fuck off im soo tired of this shit, im tire dof breing fucked over, and im just gonna say what i ewant to im tired of censoring mi self because im worried that u will get offended so im gonna say it.

Tyler: you seriously need to grow up, get over yourself and stop lieing to everyone and lieing to yourself, ya know why u dont have any friends its cause you cant keep them, u talk shit about me and all mi friends when ur around phil and eric and then when ur with me and mi friends ur like , i dont even like them ,blah blah blah, im sooo tired of ur shit i have tried sooo much over and over to be ur friends and get people to like u so ur not so lonly, i really thoght it would work this time but i guess that was dumb. Just pick the people u like the most and stop talking shit about everyone elese, its gonna catch up with u! and im tired of being used you just use me when ur lonly until you can be around other people, its BS, zack says i have given u to many chances and ur just gonna keep doing the same thing, i think he is right, sorry

Teddybear: Ya know i really thought that we were gonna be close friends but i think u let ur feelings get in the way, im sure u will be really hurt and pissed by what im gonna say, but im hurting too. U act like were best friends but then when the opportunity comes to put down stef, u just cant pass that opportunity up, Thanks it makees me look real good when i tell people like tyler that were best friends then u do that shit,And then u try to act like u didnt do anything and, "why are u crying stef?" huh i wonder, u are suposed to be mi freinds and stick up for me when people do thast shit, but all i hear from everyone eles is that u talk shit about me behind mi back, maybe u and tyler would make good friends. And as far as u saying "ok break mi heart like that" when i talk about other guys, im sorry., were friends i think? eventually i will get a boyfriend, i dont want u to get offended.i wish that things could be ok

ZacK:im sorry about the beginning of the night, i wasnt really into seeing the movie at first, so i acted kind of rude to you, but u showed me tonite, over everyone that was there that u are my best friend, you are the only one who tried to help me when i was sitting there crying, thanks, sry if sometimes u think that im ignoring you or things are weird cause i didnt call u. its not, were cool. i love u!!

Ashlie: we are definatly cool, sometimes i get a weird vibe from u that u dont like me or somthing but i think u do like me, im glad were friends, i need more girl friends like you.! <3

Kaitlin: i miss you come back to school!! ur super cool!!


pHIL: im SURE U NEVER READ THIS BUT IM SURE UR GOOD FRIEND TYLER (haha rright) will relay the message, or maybe u do read this, i dunno i dont no what u do. But just stop, ok you make yourself look like a totla fool, get ovcer yourself, forget everything, quit bringing up the past and trying to make me look bad for it, ur soo pathetic, then u act like im the one with the problem, well im not, if u cant say anything nice to me, just dont say anything, i dont say anything to u, becaus ei have nothing to say nice to u, u have given me no reason, so i stay silent, u look like a fool, just stop, we will never be freinds again because i cant trust u and all the other things u ahve lied to me about but you can at least have enough cooth to not be rude, and loud everytime u see me.

Jimmy: I dont really no what to think about you, u seem cool, but all u give me is mixed signals. oh well

Tommy: You scare the shit out of me!!

ok i guees that is about it for now, i just really wish i knew who my real friends are, and stick with then cause im tired of all this shit, the past 3 months have been so hard for me, i have changed so much and grown up, For the longest time i was so depressed and sad, the slighest thing would set me off and i wouls just start crying, since eric dumped me i was so depressed and in love with him for the longest time, but im not anymore, the past two weeks i have been hanging out with him and it made me remember all the things i hated about him and see how much of a loser he is now, all he ever talks about is getting stoned, and what slut he is gonna get to do things with next, its so disgusting to me that i was soo in love with him and im finally ready to move on so i just wanna know who my real friends are and i dont want anymore distractions or fuck ups, so if your not gonna br real im not gonna waste my time anymore!!!!

Seriously this is it!!!
:>:*Hopeful sigh*:<

mad cow disease really bites
as all of u probaly know by now i didn t go to school today, so right now all of you are in 5th period, and i just woke up! ha ha!!
Ok, this is how it happened. Last night i went out to eat with the family at Sam Seltzers Steakhouse,ok what tthe fuck that name already makes me wanna puke, any way so we sit down and we order, i got prime rib cooked medium, well it comes out and its really red so i take a bit of the out side it was ok, so i take another bite and it tasted like eating wet, mushy, bloody, raw dog food, and everyone was telling me it was prime rib, well that made me totlaly loose mi appetite so they took it back.
So then it seemed like i was almost blacking out andmi stomach hurt like a bitch and thow up was comming i could feel it, so when i got home i cleaned mi room then went to bed at 8:45 well i ddnt fall asleep till after 12:00 thne i repediatly woke up and couldent sleep!!! i was sooo mad and i had this gigantic headach, so i stayed home today, mi stomach still hurts and mi head is pounding like a bitch!!!!!
I would try and eat somthing but i might throw it up :( :( ok well im gona go lie down now
Bi everyone!!

hoping for somthing to wash these dreams of you away.....
well everyone, i tried to updat today in 4th period because woohu hasnt been workin for like the past 4 days!!! gay gay gay, yah so any way the rest of mi weekend, i didnt got o church on sunday cause i was way too tired to get up, i dont no why ohh yah becaus ei went to that concert on the beach on saturday night,,blah yah so i went to the "tea Party" on sunday , i was only there for like an hour cause I had to go home and eat din din with the family, blah,,, it was boring anyway!! lowell was there! everyone hates lowell!!!! we didnt really do much, we went to the footches, that was ok, jumped on the trampelin for a lil while, then mi grandparents came to pic me up, and i went home, i took a bath and thought when i was done eating dinner, it was relaxing, but then i started shaving mi legs and the shaving cream to totally kille dthe bubbles and it was getting hot so i got out, then i went in mi room and listened to music,,,fun....blah..sleep.....stuff...

Monday: got up, got on the comp, talked to eric, took a shower, decided that i was gonna go hang out with jimmy, eric and unfortunately phil for the remainder of the day, we fucked around doing basically nothing...it was somewhat amusing tho, then thay all left to go to ariels house so i hung out with erin for a few hours, it was fun we watched spongebob and ate and stuff,, went home,,,and slept,,,blah woke up and had to go to school!!! Gay!!!! but its wednesday, so the week is almost over so thats good, this weekend ill probaly go over to mi buddy zacks house, or attempt to have another "tea party" we'll see, or i might go hang out with the neighborhood losers,,,if i get really bored..

I think that me and teddys friendship is drifting, i still luv u teddy, i hope were still as good of friends as we were!!!! i dunno it just seems different, or maybe not, maybe im just being dumb>? im me sometime!!!!

ok i guess that is all for now, bi everyone!!

ohhh wait how can i forget? i got mi thursday ticket from zack today !!! yay!!
WHHHOOPPPEEEE!!!!!

closing with a reall y good song by thursday...

"this song is brought to you by a falling bomb"

Do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky? do you hear the garbage truck back down the boulevard, setting off the car alarms as it passes by? do you hear the static of one thousand detuned radios? shut the window, love. keep the world outside. I don't want to think about anyone but the footsteps are getting louder, drowning out the sound of the rain, as it knocks on the windowsill. I'm not answering the phone -- let it ring. lately I've been feeling like a falling bomb.

So this is how It goes.
OK Its 11:00 on sunday morning, so far this weekend has been pretty fun, Friday i went to the picture show with everyone in the world, It's kinda getting boring there but it was opk cause all mi friends were there, I saw some old friends, Amanda and chad, it was cool and i hung out with people that i never usually get a chance to. Ohhhh and Tyler, hehe ok he comes up to me when i get there and he asked for a hug and then he was like , "so are we gonna be friends again?" and after a few minutes of talkin we decided to be friends, ok, we'll see how long this lasts...

On sunday I woke up and got ready and went to naples for the day with mi parents mi ant, and grandparents, and luckily my cousin ronnie came, cause if he wasnt i would have had to hang out with old people all day,,hehe it was a fun day tho, we walked along fifth strret and went in all the expensive over priced stores that only the really rich people went in, and we saw nice cars along every corner of the stree, it was crazy.

Zack called AND TOLD ME THE PLANS FOR THE NIGHT SO WHEN I GOT HOME HE came and picked me up and i went to his house for a little while with seamus, we did stuff then andrew and his dad came and picked us up and we headed for squiggys on ft. myers beach to see a4, the sleepin, and two other bands, tyler ironically met up with us there since he lives on ft. myers beach, we watched two bands and then we went outside for a littl ewhile to chil,, andrew was tlkin on the phon outside with his lover ashlie the whole time so we came to keep him company, then zacks mom calledand its 11:30 and she is already there to pick us up, well zack didnt like this at all because the whole reason he came was to see a4 and they didnt even play yet, but we had to go, so me, andy, seamus and zack piled into his moms car andleft, tyler's mom came and picked him up, dropped seamus off at home then i hung out with andy and zack at zacks house untill mi dad came and picked me up,,,,,fun,,,,,,went home and slept right away, i was really tired,

Now it is like 11:16 and im home with mi unkle who is staying with us for 2 weeks and the rest of my family is at church,it has been raining for like at least 2 hours strait, its very cool though cause i like the sound of rain on the roof so,,,yah, today after i get ready im goin oer to the bears den to have a "tea Party" with all my lover bitche... hehe j/k. It will be fun, then tomorrow im gonna do stuff,,,,eh i dunno, ok thats all for now

Bi everyone

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Yes well im extremely bored.. i patched things up with zack,,so thats good. I could go and chil with my friends in the hood but im kinda busy, and i tend to slip away from reality and stay out till ike 10;30 and get like 6 hours of sleep and drag through the day,, so im gonna get things done tonite. I have to go and jog soon, i used to run 1.2 miles every night but i havent in a while,so i decided to start that back up again..it's a good thing, I came home and i went to sleep almost emidetly i woke up to tacos, and im soon gonna have some brownies, i need to call zack back before i go jogging, so he dosen't think i blowed him off agian, i have like nothing to do this weekend, No skool monday !! Yay!! MLK day whoo hoo, not really, i think im gonan go to a show with zack on the beach saturday night, i dunno yet tho, i ahve to go to naples during the day i think. and im gonna hang out with mi friends in the hood (eric and jimmy) then sunday i have church then im gonna go tot he bears house and indulge in a "tea Party" hah with other random friends... i took a stupid quiz from quizilla.com because i was bored and i got that i was the random object of sleeping pills.. fun fun hehe , well i think that is all for now, i m gonn ago run now, and think and stuff>>>
BI <3

dead
.....Im kinda confused about life right now and i dont really know what is going on..I'll have a friend then things will go all wrong and they start to talk shit about me and then i wonder y i was ever there friend in the first place and y i trusted them, then it makes me mad for ever trusting them and even trying to make things work. Then there are other people who say they are my friends right now and they will always be and were best friends and al that happy shit and then when they arent around me thay talk total shit about me and then joke around about it when i confront them, it sux i fell so lost and confused i just wanna go in my room and blare mi music and never talk to anyone again ever!!! life sux, sometimes i will be sooo happy but then alot of the time im scared and sad i wish it wasnt this way, usually everyone just sees the happy, goofy stef in class, but really im not..well i am but sometimes i get this way, it seems almost everyday now.
I just wish i knew who my friends were..dont worry all u people who are out there and are like..waa im her friend. im not talkin about you..:), so chill :) :). Im talkin about all the people who claim they are mi friends then deliberetly hurt me..it's them.. or maybe its me, maybe im the one with the problem i really dont no anymore. who to trust nad who to not trust, i think i trust to easy, i need to stop that, it only ends up fucking me over. im soo tired of all this shit...blah blah blah...life is confusing,people lie and screw you over, and guys suck too..blah blah..gay gay gay.. i need somthing to do this weekend, movies r gay, obly disapointmeants and broken harts come from going there..i dont like it there..oh well another lonly weekend.. i need someone to love. thats enough bitching for now im sure u guys ar e like wow shes really emo, y wont she shut the fuck up,,so i will sorry if i offened anyone oin here, i hope we can still be friends, if not, well i have had way worst things happen to me so whatever. Bye

boobies r fun
yooo..imin 4th periodright now,,, and we arein the computer lab!!! fun funyah right..i justgotdonerighting zack areallylongnotesooo he betterlike it..omg i ma soooo tired i bsrleygot snysleep lastnight and i havesooo much stuff to do when i get home, cleaning, homework, slepp...blah blah.blah...so i htough i would update now..if i dont later....oohhh we get to eat lunch soon!! yummy..im gonna have papa johns pizza..... i owke up late this mornigand i didnt have enough timeto get ready..it fucked up mi whole rotation so im all disorientated today..oh well.. yah such and interesting journal entry!! well i g2g now and do work,,, hopefully ill make a more interesting on later

BI <3