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2005 13 January :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: bitchy
1 more month !!
i can do this
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livelikejackandsally
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2005 12 January :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: john mayer
" shhhh!! they are sleeping together!
aww! so i just came home from megans and i FINALLY met Andrea and Jessi. which i decided was the cutest lil girl ive ever met. and Jack was there. hes cool. anywayssss! school is soo gay. as usual. my mom went away last weekend and we chilled with a bunch of ppl. i got my pics from friday back. haha . funny shit! my highlights :
" i wana play the piano!" " be quiet!" " oh, i will! reall quiet"
::nick falls on his ass after trippin over my table:: " whoaa im on the ground!"
" wheres your beer?"
" do another fuckin shot britt! damn. what kind of drinker are you!"
(me) dude i just took one.
" oh yeah.. my fuckin bad."
sellout.
" play my guitar! ".. " alright "
:o) i love my friends.
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2005 11 January :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: sore
damn danieL (11:58:56 PM): goodnight honey
i love my boyfriend =-P
hes adOrable =]]
hehe
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2005 10 January :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: crushed
Hope someone finds it in there heart to <3 me enough to do this !!<33
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2005 10 January :: 3.33pm
:: Mood: confused
grrr i dont know what to do i want Him so bad why couldnt i relize how much i do love him when i had a chance. ive waited to long and now i dont think he can ever be just mine and i dont want to share him. why was i so dumb. i finally know what love is and its to late. he loves me but he also loves someone else and just knowing he loves her and she loves him hurts so bad cuz i want him!
IM NOTHING BUT A FUCKUP
<3my heart keeps falling faster<3
--Ryan Cabrera
-michelle-
..::no one truly understands how i feel inside::..
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2005 10 January :: 1.18am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: on the way down/ true
vacation
me and erik broke up.. he got the biggest attitude with me for putting him on hold for 2 seconds.. fuckin bullshit.. but im kinda happy.. i was planing on braking up with him anyways.. he came to my house today when i told him he couldnt because he wanted to say sorry and he wants me back...
ive had the best vacation and worst at the same time... ive learned my life is nothing but lies and mistakes.. i fuck up everything that would be good for me....i also decided that i wanna make one last trip to my dads just so he can see how mad i am at him and just so i can let it all go but i dont want to go by my self.
im so confused when it comes to guys i always fuck it all up.. im torn between 2 guys now and i know who i would choose over the other i just dont know what to do... life sucks
<3my heart keeps falling faster<3
-michelle-
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2005 9 January :: 8.43pm
:: Music: the killers - mr. brightside
blahh
well i dont really want to get into everything thats been going on, because it hasn't been that great, and some of it is just too whacky to talk about..
still havent my gift from jim, and at this rate ill never get it from him or my uncle aunt and cousins, cuz at the moment, im not allowed to see any of them. dont ask me why, because i dont even know the full reason, all i know is anything that makes me happy gets fuked up right away.
this weekend was pretty cool, for the most part, hung out w/ lauren everyday and we did some stupid shit haha. saturday was .. oo lets say -- uneventful.
my hearts breakin right in front of my eyes, and nobody sees it happening, and nobody tries to fix it. the first boy who i think is truly good for me, who will make such a wonderful addition to my life, who is truly genuine.. gets taken from me..
not to mention, im in total denial about my mom. i dont think shes dead, and im just now realizing it. i cant explain it, but its like i think im here on a vacation gone bad and shes still at home waiting for me.. then i really think back and realize shes not coming back, so i cry.. and cry .. and cry until there are no tears left, my life is a nightmare
anyways, i dont wanna talk about this anymore, and im trying to persuade my aunt to cut my hair, so ill get going. hope everybodys holidays were good, back to school tomorrow.
its hard to tell your mind to stop lovin someone when your heart still does..
i wish you'd realize im all for you, i wish you'd realize i wouldnt hurt you.. i wish you'd realize that i wanna be with you.. i wish you'd realize you wanna be with me too..
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2005 8 January :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Some Beach-Blake Shelton
but that needle down deep in my gum, and started drilling befor i was numb...
WELL !! on thursday Lindsey called me and asked me if we could switch times, because she said she whent in at 5 and with out thinks i was like no, i have plans because i didn't want to be there all night, but later that night i realized i was schedual to go in at 5, so on friday knowing Lindsey had no idea she whent in at 4, i whent in, and she wasn't there untill 440? so i covered her ass, how nice.
[[ folds arms ]]
but ,i kinda ended up having some problems and i had to leave early. wich was fine, i shoudl have been out anyway. by that time it was 8. and i laye din my bed talking to my dad untill 1015 befor he decided to go to bed, and i layed there a few people called me. and yeah that was pretty much that..
[[ sorry B r i t t a n y ]]
and then at 12? danny came over for a little but he wasn't feeling that good either, and had to get up early the next morning so, he didn't stay long.
So i came back in and i laye din my bed on and off the phone untill like 4, and i couldnt sleep so i finished my scrap book [[ YAY !!]]
Passed out after that untill around 6, and once again i coundt sleep, but my moma, was awake so i whent to talk to her, then she left to go to the store and i watched three movies, untill almost 1? actually i watched 2 movies but i watched one of them twice [[ ;] ]] anddddd now im here, debating on what to do untill i have to be at work, i might have to go buy a pair of shoes for work tonight depends if My shoes ended upp at work or not
[[ crosses fingers ]] ..we'll see...
but yeah i guess immma go lay down and watch yet another movie, lol i know i know g e e k =]]
Ox `<33*
ashy
We don't give a fizzuck my nigga we young and bizzuck
We'll fuck a nigga's shit up if nigga is fuckin' with us
And then pump 'em make 'em lift up, hit 'em up and be out
And we out for cash motherfuckin' money baby
mwahhahahaha ;]
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2005 8 January :: 2.53am
:: Mood: crappy
my tummy goes from "i hate you" to "im okay",and back to "i hate you"
no one will let me sleep i swear, i came home at 8 from work and tryed to go to sleep its almost 3am and i still havent gotten to sleep, im not even tired anymore blahhhh
im finish my scrapbook
ill bbl IM SURE
Ox<3`*
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2005 6 January :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: calm
hey babybuh
I haven't talked to you today, and im not going out to lunch so i doubt i'll get the chance to see you befor we both go off to work, and im not sure, if i'll see you after you get off because you have to get up early and what not..
..butt i love you,
i thought i'd let cha kno =]
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2005 6 January :: 12.17am
:: Mood: creative
COULDNT THINK OF AN UPDATE SO I DID A FEW QUIZES
You are Toilet Paper.
You are used and taken advantage of by a lot of people, including your friends. They make you be the one to clean up their messes in their life. But the only reason that this happens is because of your kindness and commitment. These are the qualities most members of the opposite sex look for, which makes you hot. Yes, toilet paper is hot. But be careful that your lover doesn't use you to their advantage, and be sure that they are not seeking too much control. Remember: Toilet paper is used by many, but is most often considered valuable when it is not there in time of need.
Most compatible with: sock.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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livelikejackandsally
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2005 2 January :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: the wonderful sound..
What if the world were
a little more perfect
Would you stop crying or
would you take the leap
What if the world
were a little more perfect
Would you open your eyes
and blink again for me
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2005 2 January :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Remeber When
hes jsut not that in to you..
<3If He wants to find you, he will.
<3He's not calling you because you are not on his mind
<3If he creats expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize thats he's okay with disapointing you
<3If he's choosing not to make a simple effor that woudl put you at ease and bring harmony to a Reccurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs
<3You deserve a phone call
<3Theres never an excuess for CHEATING or talking to another girl, excpet hes jsut not into you
Cheating is cheating no excuses, it onyl get easier every time it's done. it's only hard the first time, when one feels the sting of morality and guilt of betraying someones trust, by now there pros and wont feel it. But remeber there ont cheating themselves because they dont get to be with you
<3Cut him off let him miss you, if your always the one chasing, he wont chance you? he wasnt the one
<3He dosent need to be reminded that your great
remeber this
its more than true.
<333 Ox *
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2005 2 January :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: drained
Some one should give me a stiff //.Kick*
or a really big
[[ hug ]]
=[
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2005 1 January :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Beautiful Soul
<333
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
i love this song...
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