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2005 23 November :: 11.43pm
im so jealous of her.
she has someone to protect her, someone to guide her, and someone to love her.
i dont think she sees it, though.
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toki
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2005 23 November :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: Jerky
I feel like a jerk.
I need to go shower though. The boy will be here soon so we can go to work.
I hate work.
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mudpiegrl
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2005 22 November :: 11.10pm
i shouldnt be writing in here. i need to do my paper.
kristen was talking about stunkel and la-te-da...
she told me dont give up on justin...
but i love him. too much to lose him.
zak says otherwise now...
"if he had wanted you, dont you think he would have gone for you? he went for a freshman and not you"
ouch. but why couldnt anyone tell me before. before eight months had rolled around? before i started this ridiculous emotion.
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toki
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2005 20 November :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Hanson
My Flowers Are Dead
How sad.
My newer ones are okay, though.
I got myself a good guy.
I love him very much.
Today was kind of slow, which sucked. But that's okay.
I ate good food.
That, my friends, is why I'm fat(ish)
-patrice
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mudpiegrl
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2005 20 November :: 9.45pm
hello! the last few days've been interesting. friday we went to a concert and took dagi and kristen, and that was fun...funny, too, cuz they were frightened a bit...until they started to participate. :)
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mudpiegrl
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2005 17 February :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: aggravated
as if i dont do so enough, am going to bitch. and of course, among common topics, about my parents.
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toki
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2005 16 November :: 11.19am
:: Mood: Smelly
:: Music: May It Be- Enya
Lay Ze
I woke up at 8am, got out of bed, turned on my music, turned the lights on, then went back to sleep. Poop, I know. Another day no running. I am definitly not getting un-fat anytime soon.
And that sucks.
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sweetyas
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2005 16 November :: 3.16am
The reason the last entry just said AHHHH is b/c u can't scream that in a dorm and have ppl think ur normal. So i had to write it out...the stress is killing me...not really but i hate having 17 credit hours thats a bitch and a half...it kills. im gonna take easy classes 2nd semester im excited. Ok adios girls study hard.
Yasamin
PS ok this is hilarious and when i see u i will do it wiht a good accent but some random homeless guy said this to me ( i was wearing my bright pink coat):
"Damn...Damn...Damn...cute as a button!!!!!!" (add the accent its hilarious). I <3 chicago!
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2005 15 November :: 12.57am
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im pissed at me. thats all. im done. need 2 focus on school. A lot of shit on my shoulders. needs to get off.
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mudpiegrl
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2005 14 November :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: melancholy
you know, i dont know if im really melancholy...but it's such a pretty word.
strangely, life seems to be fated ironically. the jealousy of my love for another flipped into my envy for his action with another.
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toki
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2005 10 November :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: depressed
remember when saying you felt depressed made you a target for days of yelling? Yeah, I'm glad people are calmer now.
Anyways, I'm insane. I think about the future too much. Blah blah, what else is new.
Now I have to think about my test tomorrow. Poop.
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mudpiegrl
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2005 9 November :: 10.41pm
i know if you're reading this, you're sick of hearing about justin. because i almost am.
kristen does not see the appeal in him. understandably. the thing about spending a lot of time with someone is the fact that you can pinpoint perfectly what his or her biggest issues are.
Justin's issues:
I. CONTROL
there is no doubt about it; he wants to be in control of the situation and the people involved because if he's in control, then no one can make him do anything.
II. DENIAL
he claims he is one way, and is definatly another. classical idenity confusion.
III. SUPERIORITY
most people work themselves up in competition; there is the all out defeating someone, and the sabotaging their progress to fuel your own. he's the second one.
so, with all that, the guy that spoke at the school a few weeks ago said that first there is infatuation. then there is the problem discovery and that seems to be the stage within which i am.
i got some pants and boots and so that's happy. ama go to kohl's tmro though to exchange the pants (they're too big).
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toki
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2005 6 November :: 12.17am
My flowers still haven't died. It's been a long time.
That's a good thing.
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2005 3 November :: 4.03am
I Failed i cant study for that test....ill get up early...yea right!
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