sweetyas
|
::
2004 23 August :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: distressed
Only a few more hours!!
Ok i sorta put of my AP Bio stuff (i have a page and a half to write) and i found yesterday that i have a book to read for creative writing. So hmm its 7 o'clock my parents are going to be dicks and demand that i sleep by 9. Hmm yasamin is screwed.
1 smart person |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 23 August :: 3.13am
Is it better to have dreams that will never come true, or no dreams at all?
2 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
mudpiegrl
|
::
2004 22 August :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: radio
im talking to the sandy kim and sort of the goli and just talked to the hul-ay!
today i did allstate, as well as yesterday......
PEE-POLE:
angela ames and laura mohs from LHS are in and laura's fun to talk to.
katlin is from resurrection hs in chicago...going to be a junior i believe...i dont know shes cool though.
carmel kid is obviously from carmel, but not jessica harling...he's cool....i understand why carmel's plays arent all that great...in the first place, the plays arent exactly moving around plays so much as im gonna stand....and talk....and not only that....the director thinks her work is incredibly talented making people stand and talk for blocking because "it looks natural". and of course, being a catholic school, funding is not abundant, but even when they have it, they spend it on dumb things....i dont remember examples but anyways....carmel kid is cool
sublime kid...i havent talked to him much but him and his friend.....sublime kid's real name is AJ...they're really funny...they're from naperville
jeremy...hes the first person i talked to that i hadnt known before! he's a sweetheart. he's a real tall black guy (no, im not racist)...and he's awesome...he's from a little town down south i believe...but no southern accent. he's funny too. his school only has about four hundred people in it. oh and he has really soft hair!
the cool bryan....look at this! an actor! we had to do interviewish things...which wasnt that bad, cept it was at nine on the first day...we would have rather gone home but anyway...i talked to him and i dont remember where he goes but he has really really cool hair, like jeremy's but not so soft. but he spells his name with a Y so he's cooler than the brian....which i dont really knwo but eh.
drew and woody (bruce): holy....i dont know...southerners. they're friends from the same school....in rockford....straight west of here (north of chicago)...but yea. and they dont accept my suggestions or anything and it pisses me off! but eh. they're okie i guess.....they dont do a whole lot of talking to me but i got put in a group with just them so ::shrugs::...oh well we're done with our piece so yea. oh and its funny cuz drew calls a hammer a "beater".
jeramiah...wow...thats such an awesome name i love it. there's soemthing sweet, and cool...like calm and relaxing... about it. i dont know...he looks like mushroom...only his hair isnt so shiny, he's skinnier and.....no, no, hes just about as cute.
cool kid with the beard (ben) is a senior just as most people are. his eyes are such a pretty shade of green/hazel...i dont know (i love brown eyes). he has a full beard but its not that long...well okie it is...its not system long...lol. and he has long curly hair...all dirty dirty blonde. but his eyes arent just pretty. they have an attractively kind quality about them...like you could cry on his shoulder really easily and know he cares. that kind of kind. but he's really quiet and funny when he talks. dont remember where hes from either.
pietro...i think thats it...i dont know...its a cool name tho...wonder what nationality it is....anyway..at first i didnt talk to him much cuz usually its relaly hard to talk to deaf people....but its fairly easy....only a few words are difficult to understand...and i had a long convo with him...he's cool....hes just a normal kid...oh god that sounds horrible.....i know i know....but laura (a deaf girl at VHHS) and the one in crew.... they're harder to get along with......mostly cuz they dont talk....i dont know....he's treated well at his school...he was talking about people there. he lives in naperville.
matt...hes the tech director...one of them...he's really easy going and extremely positive but its awesome cuz he tells you what he means and if he doesnt like it, he helps you fix it rather than just being like grr you did it wrong. i had him for my interview and he kept saying fantastic!...he still does that with various encouraging words.
bob is the other TD. hes real rough.....like hes in his seventies and you can tell hes had years of experience. he has good suggestions but hes gonna be an ass closer to the show...you can tell.
anne...we're moving into people i dont like, which thankfully, the list currently has two people on it....anyway...shes not really that bad...shes real hyper but that isnt the thing....shes a cheerleader...or bred that way...she has cheer shorts and ive never actually heard someone say SHUT UP! like they do in princess diaries...but apparently, it happens. shes a valley girl...yea....thats all...and she cant remember my name for shit...and pretends she knows......
casey kid...okie.....just like casey skeens....the way he walks...and talks....and he does the whole shaking hands thing too....he has an ego...and hes like casey. hes also henry ford.
oh and theres this kid that looks like little mike from LHS....and his name's mike...but hes not him. little mike is still popping amps at LHS....as laura told me today.
FOOD
yea its really not that great.
salad: of course yummy, fresh...salad dressing has no spoons!!!
veggie salad: fresh veggies with vinagerette...yummy as well.
pasta: weird ass noodles, ketchup and water sauce, uncooked meatballs.
sandwiches: the meat doesnt like you if you make your own, or if you get the prewrapped, the bread is so tough you have to rip at it with your teeth.
fruit: need i say how yummy little bananas are after craving food? and the valencia (new word for you all-means orange) oranges were yummy and perfect juicy for the ride home and apples are fun for chats after cleaning.
BUILDING
this is what we're there for right...lol
well, the majority of the large pieces are built.
towers: there are six, box on top, box on bottom, flats in between...at least twelve feet tall.
staircases: large and small, they got built....but holy stairs on the big ones! they are gigantic.taller than any at VHHS yet.
platforms: the girl has issues....cuz the rest of her group is guys and dont listen to her common sense, not to mention the fact that shes never built set before. everything has so much detail in wood...would be easier in foam but wood is easier to transport without getting ruined.
gates: these are cool....angela's on them though, along with jeremy....but i dont wanna tell her cuz shes irritating as it is with her i know everything attitude.
bleachers: finally, the project im on. difficult to figure out from the plans, seeing as they're incredibly vague (that how you spell it?) but like a picnic bench....only four of them in stair shape. but we got it to be amazingly stable....which matt was enthusiastic about!
i guess thats it... hm....yes i suppose....its okie...about the same as i thought...im just bummed about not being able to hang out with everyone at theatre fest.
1 smart person |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 22 August :: 3.16pm
Ok. I know no one really cares that much. But I'm still asking.
Who thinks I should go for the uber short hair cut?
And who thinks I should wait until it's longer then make it less dramatic-ish?
I need opinions. I'm tired of long hair. But short hair involves work. You know? Whatever I do, 10 inches will be gone. At the least. For the locks of love dudes. I don't know. Ah.
I'm not very good at making beauty/lookish decisions. I need help.
-Patrice
2 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 22 August :: 12.46am
I'm so bad at this journal thing.
any ideas?
|
goose
|
::
2004 21 August :: 11.26pm
i need to get out of my house as much as possible because so many things about this house just remind me of him and then i cry, i pulled in my driveway and remember last night where we hugged eachother and cried, he wouldnt leave until i stopped. i walked into my house and saw the porch where i hugged him for the last time in a while at 6:30 in the morning. i go inside and to my room...i go downstairs and cant take it anymore i cry because i remember last night at 11:50 where we just held eachother and cried and now im writing this after working a 12 hour shift, where i was ok and now i want to die.
2 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 21 August :: 2.18pm
Ok. Changed the journal around. My eyes needed a change.
Enjoy.
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 20 August :: 3.08am
SANDY! IT'S 2:04 AND I'M SIGNING OFFLINE!
I can keep promises.
Byeee
-Me
1 smart person |
any ideas?
|
goose
|
::
2004 20 August :: 12.18am
1 day
tomorrow is my last day with spencer before he leaves
saturday i get to open to close...12 hour shift, that has to be illegal right? guess not, i wish
then sunday open to 530 gggggggggreat! I WANT TO DIE!!!
im so sad and so mad at the same time i wish life didnt have to be like this. im considering quitting work...im going to start looking for a new job its just changed so much, for the bad.
im sad now
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 18 August :: 5.25pm
I feel bad for whoever has to sit next to me in band. I suggest heavy duty ear plugs. ::nods::
I got lots of new clothes that wouldn't normally be "me". But I don't care. I liked them. So I bought them. So don't yell at me for looking not "me" and wearing pink(Yes, I bought a pink shirt...) or for dressing more "girly". I liked it so I got it. Ok?
Good bye.
4 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 18 August :: 3.04am
It's 2am. I quit.
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 18 August :: 2.44am
Hol-e crap. I have a problem. People will be talking to me online. And I'll see what they say and take it in and plan out a response. Then I get distracted for a split second. Then a half hour later I realize..shit..And it's always when someone says something..you know..umm...confidingish? I don't know. It makes me feel bad. And that's that.
I'm sorry dudes. I really need to find my mind. I think it's been working too hard. And it just shut itself off. Which I like. But not in the bad I get distracted way too easily way. If that makes sense.
Ok. Bye.
any ideas?
|
goose
|
::
2004 18 August :: 12.39am
4 days
I wish i could say im swimming in happiness but i definatly am not. not only am i extremely about spencer, and others leaving but i just got in a fight with spencer and im kinda sour towards a few...for...reasons.
its hitting me i want to die, but i know being sad isnt helping him, so im trying im trying soooooooo hard to be happy im sure this is hard for him and i dont want to make it harder, im excited and i help him get ready and buy him things he needs to go to school. i hope it helps.
any ideas?
|
mudpiegrl
|
::
2004 17 August :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: some radio station
neil
contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive.
first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead.
i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it.
i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up.
i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now.
i didnt realise it was so close.
oh, sinking feeling.
oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter...
i think ill go see him...i dont know...
2 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
Toki
|
::
2004 16 August :: 11.10am
:: Mood: sad
Well, it's over.
God damn it. I hate the world sometimes. It's just not fair.
I don't know anymore. I can't do this.
It's not fair.
-Patrice
4 smart personsmart people |
any ideas?
|
|