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2004 25 May :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Spice Girls..Lol.
Ummm...
Ahhhhh!
I got CD's today for my 90's project. Fun BSB memories. Makes me want to call up Allie Lebenson and see if she remembers me. Memory lane..it can be fun. I guess.
I have to study algebra. I shuld be doing that now. But no, I'm not. why? I'm an idiot.
Dudes, I miss me. I don't know who I am anymore. That can't be good. I'm jsut afraid if I do meet myself, I'll scare myself too much. I hate myself.
I guess it's a part of being young and such.
Patrice wants to run away.
hmm..I guess my other journal explains more why. This isn't really a bare-it-all journal. Too public. I don't know, this one's like walking naked on a stage with 3 billion people watching you. The other one is a smaller ceremony. Feels a little safer. If that makes sense.
Umm..ok..Bye.
-Patrice
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2004 25 May :: 6.39pm
my dog ate my set model today, i was soooooooo un believebly pissed off, i yelled ate a lot. but dont feel bad for her she was wagging her tail the whole time, she cant tell when im mad at her. i didnt stay mad long either, i still have a while to finish it i guess...yeah so im pretty bored. i am desperate. talk to me anyone! pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
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2004 25 May :: 12.16am
reading journal entries far back in peoples journals are bad, it makes you cry, well me at least. im crying. cuz i read it, ive read it before but this time its so different i fuckin hate it so i am going to die now
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2004 24 May :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: I don't know
:: Music: Beatles
So I got the job. Don't know exactly how I feel about that yet.
You know when you have a picture in your mind and you want to immortalize it so badly, but you know any attempt to draw it would fail miserably? Yeah...That's why photography is so great. Lol.
Came up with a sweet idea for my history project. I don't know if I've made you take this, but it's a 90's pop culture quiz. And I'm doing pop culture...so I'll do some questions from that...then a guess that song type dealie...where I play one song from each year and they have to guess. It'll be cool hopefully.
I haven't taken my singular in a few days. Might explain my lack of breath in the class of gym today. Yeah, gym was fun today. It had to be the best part of the day I think. Because Mondays usually just all-around suck.
I ahve to memorize all the stupid chem stuff for tomorrow. I'm screwed. Oh well.. I want to read my new book. But I think that's going to have to wait a little bit. ::yaaawwwn:: Good night.
-Patrice
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2004 24 May :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: scared
:-\
Got a job interview today. In ten minutes. :'( I'm scaaareeed. Yeah. Ahhhh. Help me. Please?
Um ok...wish Patrice luck...I hope she doesn't die.
-Patrice
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2004 24 May :: 12.04am
:: Mood: content
Fire, AHHHHHHHH!
That was my eventful weekend. IT was entertaining because, ok heres the story. I was work and all the sudden the fire alarm goes off, so im standing there. my brain goes, hmmm arent we supposed to evacuate the building or something. But everyone around me is just working, and im like ok. The funniest part was a customer walked into the store and waS like hmm, is there a fire or somehting, i was liek im not sure. It turned out someone put a pizza in there for like 100 minutes, not hte brightest crayon in the box. There was a lot of smoke but i guess no real fire. The store didnt get fined this time. You know school brainwashed us all, FIRE GET OUT OF THE BUILDING, i guess in the real world ur supposed to die at the place u work????
DoNt YoU lOvE tHe ReAl WoRlD
I was really bored and i actually read all the comments andy got about closing down teh journals, it was interesting. i feel bad for people whose journals are being closed down cuz the money didnt get there in time. Hey jorie, if your reading this what was the answer to your question, cuz i wanna know but he (Andy) never posted an answer to that question so i wasnt sure what the answer is so yea.
STUDY UR ASSEs OFF (ok nm, i wont study so im not exactly a good person to listen to)
Yasamin
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2004 23 May :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Disney Shtuff
I Love My Kitty..<3
Tehehe, My kitty is sooo cute. If you haven't met her, you suck.
So yesterday..went bowling. Got a whole 60 points. Yay for sucking. Hey, I beat Jorie atleast. By 1 point. Oh well, it was fun. Then it was back to Jackie's for a fun night of Houdini and Hitler medical shows. Insanity. I actually find those things interesting. Isn't that sad?
So I stayed at the Jackie's house... we watched Now And Then...Mwahaha..passed on my insanity. Stayed up until 5ish...which is insane.
I had some crazy dreams. One...I was in this old apartment researching for my set design and Hul kept calling me and wanting me to make sure his set design was good...but I kept saying I couldn't see it, because I can't see things over the phone. So then he was all "Oh, I can fix that!" And then I was in his set and it was really cool, but then he wouldn't let me out.
Other dream: Phelan took our theatre class to a kind of zoo type place, but it was full of monuments...tombstones and big huge stone statues. So we were walking around tombstones and Jill kept tripping me and I got mad. Then we went to this tall stone thing, I don't know how we got up...but the only way to get down was these stone steps that were all crumbly. And I didn't want to go down them because I was scared, but everyone else went. Then Chris and Wender ran back up and yelled at me for being a chicken. Then they tried to push me down the stairs, but it didn't work. Yeah...then we were at the top of this other staircase and everyone else was standing by the stairs, but I was scared and was off to the side just watching them. Then, yeah.
Hmmm...means I need to stop thinking about theatre tech. ::nods:: Lol.
So Barnes and Noble today...the Weggie scared the crap outta me.
Do you know who had a crazy life? Roman Polanski. Just insanity.
Umm..okie..showertime. Night.
-Patrice
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2004 23 May :: 4.25pm
i also got that i was barefoot, meaning natural and such for the shoes one
and i was a some coffee that means im a girly girl
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2004 23 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: right now, pachabel
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)
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You Are a Natural Beauty!
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless
What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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Your Style is Classy
You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit
You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe
For you style is looking like a million bucks…
And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe
What's Your Date Fashion Style?
Classy, Sassy, or Trashy? Take This Quiz :-)
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Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Watermelon
You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn.
You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date.
But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too!
You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of watermelon goes great on your lips.
What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)
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2004 23 May :: 2.48pm
:: Mood: confused
yea...i dont even know what to write...im bored and neils a jerk and the sun is shining (the tank is clean...::gasp:: the tank is clean!)
yea...adios
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2004 22 May :: 2.05pm
Now And Then...
It's normal for things to be shitty.
As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened that we just can't.
Things will happen in your life that you can't stop. But that's no reason to shut out the world.
-I'm going to tell you something i wish someone would have told me when I was your age.
- Oh yeah? What's that?
-Your parents aren't always right.
- No shit.
- If you don't fall in love, you can't get hurt.
- But it sure is lonely all by yourself.
___________
If you haven't seen it, you should. It's good. Come over sometime dudes.
-Patrice
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2004 21 May :: 6.29pm
:: Mood: i don't know
:: Music: chevelle
"what a man's got he'll learn to hate"
i cant even say how i feel except really let down and hurt and today was horrible...it was forever long even though it was shorter than a normal school day...im sooo tired and school's nearly out...
but im failing almost everything...
phelan gave me yet another speech...
i didnt get a thespian letter...
i nearly cried so much today...during the assembaly i counted 19 joesph shirts to distract myself...and you know i never try to distract myself...
jen was talking "we only have a week of school and then were sophomores!" it made me laugh b ut when youre a freshman and sophomore...all you want is to be an upperclassmen...then you get there and wish you had three years left....the responsibility and missing people hits you.
you're an adult.
you've spent all your life longing for the privlages of later curfews and the ability...whining about bed times and being grounded...
you turn eighteen and the control is gone...
it's like the women in africa that have rings that hold up their necks...and you know if they took them off, their necks would be weak, maybe so much that they would break.
you will spend the rest of your life "remember the days"...talking only of memories, grievences, fallen wishes, broken dreams. you'll talk to your friends, knowing things, rather than making up your own renditions...imaginary worlds and animals for bedst friends drift away, selecting only some very special people to remain in such an enchanting world...
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2004 21 May :: 1.43am
:: Mood: confused
Does anyone have a nice hole that I could hide in for a few days? Things are too discombobulated. ::sigh::
My room flooded again. I'm rooming with the sister. Party.
I should get some sleep. School tomorrow, lotsa homework not done...Why? I'm lazy...Wooo lazy.
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2004 21 May :: 1.44am
:: Mood: working
:: Music: Slipknot-"Duality"
Slipknot-Duality
I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But its made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on...
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I’ve waited as my times elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I wished for this
I bitched at that
I’ve left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I’ve gotta say what I’ve gotta say and then I swear I'll go away
But I cant promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You laughed at me cuz you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I’ve found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems
I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it’s made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I’m not gonna make it!
All I’ve got
All I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It’s the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it’s made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It pushed it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I’m not gonna make it
good song...dL it...i like it a lot.
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2004 21 May :: 1.35am
:: Mood: complacent
so i decided that i will be happy until they start chemically engineering strawberries and oranges...
our grandparents think we're missing out not being able to pick them in our backyards, but man, imagine what our kids'll miss having real strawberries...half the fun of eating strawberries is that you have to dig through the plastic straining box to find the perfect ones...no mold, no soft spots, big, bright red, fully ripe....super sweet...
but then they would be perfect every time...
and our kids would have to choose between the two huge sweet ones...but i think they'd lose some flavour too... yea adios...
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