thedarkerside
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2004 15 May :: 9.44pm
:: Music: Finger 11- Drag You Down
Today and other...
Well, I thought I'd sleep in this weekend but I woke up at my usual 8:30. I have a theory. If you wake up late (noonish) the day goes by faster and in this case, I wanted it to go slower.
I lost my train of thought... I'll update later lol
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 15 May :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Strange Magic [ELO]
The project de Romeo and Juliet is going well. I'm glad.
Romeo
If I profane with my unworthiest hand
This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this:
My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand
To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.
Juliet
Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much,
Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss.
Romeo
Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?
Juliet
Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer.
Romeo
O, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do;
They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.
Juliet
Saints do not move, though grant for prayers' sake.
Romeo
Then move not, while my prayer's effect I take.
Thus from my lips, by yours, my sin is purged.
Juliet
Then have my lips the sin that they have took.
Romeo
Sin from thy lips? O trespass sweetly urged!
Give me my sin again.
Juliet
You kiss by the book!
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 15 May :: 10.58am
Wow lastnight was pretty boring. I sat on the internet for a while then headed upstairs to watch FNSU on Comedy Central and ended up falling asleep and waking up to South Park lol.
Some things aren't really what you think they are...
Today I think I'm just doing laundry and cleaning which will be a blast right? Yeah...
Later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 14 May :: 5.36pm
:: Music: Finger Eleven- Broken Words
Your sweet little hands
Brush right past me
Sometimes you don't understand
Why you can't reach
I bite when I don't want to bend
How silent I can be
So she is silent too
She's the one who saw my words
Broken, Torn at the seams
And broken words were all she heard
Now she's walking away from me
Some never meant
And some meant well
The difference between us is so
Hard to tell
I was so shaken but now
All I see
Is everything she meant to me
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 14 May :: 5.06pm
:: Music: Britney Spears- Everytime
Rock in a Hard Place
Today went ok other than the weather creating a crappy mood and not to mention crappy hair. Other than that it went pretty well. But my days always have something, actually someone to ruin them.
I hate school but you'll never hear me admit that I'd rather be there than home. Whenever I get home it's just like every word that comes out is yelling because I'm put into the position where I have to be so defensive...I'm not that type of person I don't do or take yelling very well. It just kindof was a bad way to top off today...
I don't want to talk about it anymore.
Ughh, Later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2004 13 May :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: Free
| Black or White?: | Black | | Coke or Pepsi?: | Coke | | Simple Plan or New Found Glory?: | New Found Glory | | Blink 182 or Sum41?: | Blink 182 | | Benji or Joel?: | Neither =P | | Xmas or Chanukah [sp?]?: | Christmas | | Bananas or Apples?: | Apples | | Birds or the Bees?: | Birds | | Guys or Girls?: | Guys | | Cheez Its or Cheese Nips?: | Cheez Its | | Night or Day?: | Night | | Books or Tv?: | mm, both | | The Sims or Rollercoaster Tycoon?: | Rollercoaster Tycoon | | Habbo Hotel or Cokemusic?: | ? | | Milk or Soy Milk?: | Milk | | CDs or Radio?: | Cd's | | Kittie or Manson?: | Eh, neither | | Nirvana or Metallica?: | Metallica | | Ozzy or AC/DC?: | AC/DC | | Gay or Straight?: | Straight | | Death or Life?: | Life | | Pink or Purple?: | Pink | | Britney Spears or Xtina?: | Christina | | Rollercoasters or Water rides?: | Rollercoasters | | N'Sync or Backstreet Boys?: | BSB | | Eminem or Sean Paul?: | Eminem | | 50 Cent or Ja Rule?: | Ja Rule | | Hilary Duff or Death?: | Deathhh | | Disney or Nickleodeon?: | Nickelodeon | | Trading Spaces or Changing Rooms?: | Trading Spaces | | Adam Sandler or Chris Farley?: | Chris Farley | | Chicken or Beer?: | Beer | | Dogs or Cats?: | Dogs | | Goth or Punk?: | Punk | | Mice or Rats?: | Mice | | Sony or Panasonic?: | Doesn't matter | | DVD or VHS?: | DVD | | Waterskiing or Snowskiing?: | Waterskiing | | HBO or Showtime?: | Showtime | | MTV or Fuse?: | Fuse! | | Green or Brown?: | Green | | Pierre or Joel?: | Noo | | AIM or MSN?: | AIM | | Email or IM?: | IM | | Gold or Silver?: | Silver | | This or That?: | This | | Light or Dark?: | Dark | | Cubed or Crushed?: | Crushed | | Windows or Mac?: | Windows | | Bzoink or Quizilla?: | They're different.. | | Cheerios or Cocoa Puffs?: | Cocoa Puffs | | Chocolate or Vanilla?: | Vanilla ice cream; chocolate everything else | | Nike or Addias?: | Adidas | | Basketball or Football?: | Football | | A or B?: | A | | Kindergarten or Preschool?: | Kindergarten | | Multiplying or Dividing?: | Multiplyingq | | Past or Future?: | Future | | 80's or 90's?: | 80's |
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 13 May :: 9.15pm
Food that is unacceptable:
Mustard
Meatballs
Spaghetti
Lasana
Ham
Pork
Carrots raw or cooked
Celery
Green Beans
Lettuce
Pinapple
Peaches
Hot wings
anything bbqed except chips
chips
mushrooms
beans
oatmeal
lobster
salmon
tomato
peppers
ketchup
bread and butter pickles
cream cheese
grape jelly
wheat bread
kiwi
banana
troy
eggs
pancakes
mayo
swiss cheese
bleu cheese
yougurt
mac and cheese
any melon
milk
radishes
pumpkin pie
cranberry
turkey
scalloped potatos
matzo ball soup
baked chicken
cake
shells
goolash
chilli
fruity pebbles
squash
panela
ice cream
ochata
oysters
sweet and sour
relish
broccoli
chocolate chip cookies
soup
Good Food:
Pizza
Honey Combs
Reeses Puffs
Candy
Oranges (mandrin or clementine)
Strawberries
Rasberries
Lemons
Gold Fish
Bosco Sticks
Ravioli
Breaded Chicken
Mashed Potatos
Feta Cheese
Onions
Peanut Butter
Marshmallows
Ranch
Cheese Its
chinese buffet
imitation crab meat
fried fish
duck
lemon ice
slushies
*updated periodically
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 12 May :: 10.12pm
:: Music: shaggy-it wasn't me
the opposite of mustard is....ketchup?
i'm not sure, but i do know that they both inhabit the world of gross.
and it's very sad that i'm not more popular with all my wit and such. i guess i'm just a hidden treasure.
and i'm too small to give blood my mom says. whatever. i show her freaking little. i'm almost 5'3".
and i've been reading some of my journal from this year and i guess we've been on the verge of break up all year. so i guess i shouldn't anymore worry because it's obviously me just being nerotic.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 12 May :: 9.49pm
It's funny.
The hypothetical thing that I brought up and made you angry is happening and I didn't even actually do anything.
Neat.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 12 May :: 6.56pm
It’s amazing how you can bring out the evil in someone when you simply just have a problem in your life. 7 months ago you find out that your daughter has a problem, but the part you don’t know is that its you. What do you do? Send her to a shrink OFCOURSE! Since that’s the solution to everything. I can’t believe that was over 4 months ago and I weaseled my way out of the shrink and the whole situation in its entirety. I also can’t believe I can’t let that go. I guess I’m just overly betrayed to the point where the word “forgiveness” doesn’t exist anymore, at least not under this roof. Sometimes I’m just like GET OVER IT!
I want to let it go, but I don’t think I can, more of I know I can’t. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about it. I’m my own person….in this past year or so I’ve had to be more independent than I ever will have to be. I’ve kept my life on track so far, and I’m proud of myself for that. I’ve had to comfort myself in times of sorrow and lift myself up from the depths of despair and it hasn’t been easy. I’ve managed it all on my own. I guess maybe I am a true loner at heart, that and I have an immense fear of rejection from people around me…
Well, my life will continue to be a never-ending mystery… I’ll just have to except it for how it is; the good and the bad. Oh, and this doesn’t mean I’m giving up my idea about moving in with Carinna around next year, hell yeah. Carinna, You’ve made me a happier person..and I thank you for that.
Well, today has been an awkward day and to top it off I just found an Apple Jack in my hair…yes I did eat it. My guess is that it has only been in there for a minute or so … lol
As for my day at school yesterday…I’m sure you can guess. GAY lol. Wheel barrels in gym, funny stuff as to running stadiums, not so funny lol yet I still laugh. Today was also again, gay. I think in times like these I am thankful for the friends I have that keep a smile on my face.
I’m going through all my notebooks tonight and typing up all my poems, I think I might have around 20? hmm
Long entry today. There will be longer trust me.
Later
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 11 May :: 9.46pm
Stupid momsy. You play the guilt card well.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2004 10 May :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Jet : Cold Hard Bitch
When did I become such a neat freak?
Jeesh.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 10 May :: 8.57pm
Furthermore, my mom is so digusted with my decision to spare my feelings that she couldn't bear to look at my cowardly face anymore.
and i don't want to take a shower. it seems like it's too much effort right now as i'm so distressed with my exploits in the world of idiots.
i'm so much better than this.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 10 May :: 8.52pm
this is an ambiguous journal entry.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 10 May :: 6.54pm
Is it an international girl thing to become easily attached to people who you don't really even know?
hmm.....
When I went to the Muskegon mall it was nice to see unfamiliar faces... I want to leave this town and never look back
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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