sugarmouse0587
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2003 16 December :: 9.51pm
:: Music: the ataris
i'd rob a quicke mart for you
so today wasn't horrible.
english wasn't as scary as i thought it would be, and we watched a cool movie in spanish.
history frustrated me. the btp and reconstruction. i'm sick of it.
and bmmt wasn't toooooo sucky.
But after school was glorious!
Beans and I had a super cool pre-date at the gym and it was so nice. and then subway....mmmmm
and pep band was a lot of fun. power rangers, improv, candian songs, pretending to be men...philisophical discussions. good stuff.
although someone i wished was there was not, but i knew that would happen. saturday had better come swiftly.
goodnight
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 15 December :: 9.13pm
wow. i didn't know how much this upset me until now. what an impact.
but saturday and sunday should be awesome.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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graffiti
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2003 15 December :: 8.02pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: [ Outkast ] : Hey Ya
I find it challenging to eat soup with half a mouth and through a straw.
I also find it challenging to rest my little head on unlevel pillows while I'm falling asleep. What if my head rolls my body?!
It's scary being me..
2 sung. |
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 15 December :: 3.12pm
i'm so sick of myself. and school. so if myself gets taken out of school i'll be okay.
2 sung. |
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 14 December :: 7.52pm
as far as i can see, right now, there is no point to boys.
perpetually upset
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 14 December :: 7.32pm
"Take Me Under"
Now it seems I’m fading
All my dreams are not worth saving
I’ve done my share of waiting
And I’ve still got nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Seems you’re wanting me to stay
But my dreams would surely waste away
And I still have nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Now it seems you’re leaving
But we’ve only just begun
And you’ve still got nowhere else to go
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
And I’ve been waiting so long
And I’ve been waiting so long
And I’ve been waiting so long
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
Push me under
Pull me father
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
And I’ve been waiting so long
And I’ve been waiting so long
And I’ve been waiting so long
So I wait for you to
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 14 December :: 4.24pm
You get use to living your live in private. Then you like it. You like how you can keep things in your own place, in your own world if you will. You have a life beyond the knowledge of people living in the same house as you. But then it's all taken away in less than seconds. All taken away. Then you don't have your secrets you dont have your private box. Your stripped instantly on a stool just for everyone to examine you and make statements about you and interrogate you. All of this chain reaction because of one person. One person who you hate so much that your eyes swell up whenever you think about them. A person who causes you to have so much pain and dispare. Someone who you thought would help you. Who you thought would always be there when you grow up to get you out of trouble..Someone who you use to look up to when you were little. but you never thought they could make you cry like this. Never thought they could tear apart your life so quickly...and unexpected.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 14 December :: 9.56am
As much as I want to go back to sleep I can't. But I will try..I have to try.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 13 December :: 6.03pm
Fucking ass hole...motherfucking ass hole...
What the hell were you thinking? Your didn't help you made it worse. I'll never forgive you. Never. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS OR HAVEN'T YOU LEARNED THAT YET? I HATE YOU I HOPE YOUR READING THIS. Oh and I bet you'll go show mom won't you?
Now I cant get out of here. Are you happy? If you didn't say anything I could be gone right now. I could be out of this shit. Thanks a lot ...just thanks
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 13 December :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: sad
i really hate mustard. it's sick.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 12 December :: 3.26pm
You fucking bastard. You just decide that you won't pick me up from school. I'm outside in the cold standing for 40 minutes and you dont show. What do you think I'm thinkin...started to get worried that something might have happened meanwhile while my hands are numb. So I decide to ride the god damn bus home and as soon as I get here you laugh and just didn't pick me up because you didn't feel like it. Fucking ass hole. You dont even give a shit do you? Real funny.
God...
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2003 11 December :: 10.37pm
boys=stupid.
i am sarah cranky pants.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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rachelle
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2003 11 December :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: look through my eyes//phil collins
if...
if the world was flat, we could walk off into an endless expanse where the wrong things we did wouldnt matter
if you knew how i felt about what you do, you wouldn't be who you are
if one person could change the world, we could also burn water
3 sung. |
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2003 11 December :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: irritated
errggg...
Well, One more day. Unfortunatly my moms making me babysit tomorrow without my consent ofcourse. Bitch. Atleast I'll get money to buy some presents for people. I hate babysitting god damnit . Thanks alot for ruining my Friday night, I know you don't give a shit about me.
Everyone socialized in the living room while I slept/sat in the dark in my room by myself. Having to sit in my room being able to hear my mom talk about me. Does she think I can't hear her? Then theres Ashley with the whole "MOMMY LOOK AT WHAT I DID! I GOT A'S ON MY PROGRESS REPORT!" its always like that..always.."LOOK AT WHAT I DID" "LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" what the hell is she trying to prove? That shes not a dumbass? I don't even care if she reads this or not. I'm past the point of even caring. I have A's. You don't see me saying anything about them do you? Oh, and ofcourse Ashley always gets a good job. I get a "you can do better". Well i can "get better parents" too if I wanted to but I can't can I? Go to hell.
You know not one word was said to me by my mom. Shes been bitching for over 7 hours about how work is so difficult. No matter if it wasnt difficult or not she's always bitching. She never and I mean never has anything nice to say about anyone. Not even her own kids. Not even to her own kids faces. I have so much resentment for her I'm never going to try to look past it. It goes downhill from here...I dont want her acceptance. I dont want her attention. Not anymore. I could care less. How could she be so blind. My own mother... How can you not see how I am...how I've been effected.... I want her to feel the pain that I do. I want that more than anything in my life... Well, almost more than anything..
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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