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2003 15 November :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: bathy
:: Music: staind-14 shades
the bath song
filling up the water the water the water filling up the water all the way it'll go...foaming up the bubbles the bubbles the bubbles foaming up the bubbles til it over flows...smelling up the bathroom the bathroom the bathroom smelling up the bathroom oh it smells so good (to tune of "following the leader") ummm
story!
so last night i was babysitting, more on that later...but heres a short story that i couldnt not laugh..lol
um...the three girls wanted to do soemthing so i was suggesting stuff ~is me * is morgan, the youngest, 6 and ^is mackenzie, the middle, 7
~what about barbies?
*no i dont like barbies at all.
~do you like polly pockets?
*yea i like them
^whats the difference?
* this is the difference
::moment of silence::
^what is it?
*im telling you! its because one has rubber clothes
~oh you like rubber clothes
*yea! i wish i had rubber clothes!!
following this was a discussion about how uncomfortable rubber clothes would be o god....::sigh:: twas funny
later, tho, megan, the oldest, 10 was running around gettin things then going back in the play room...
morgan asks "megan?"
she replies "what?! im trying to invent something!"
lol children are funny!
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2003 15 November :: 11.56am
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: linkin park-hybrid
woooooooooo!
sooo i woke up at nine thirty or so...am at jennifers i never went home last night... i just went from babysitting...um...it smells like bubblegum! she just got out of her shower, which is the whole reason am on here in the first place...ummm....
la la la she said um...o god... i for-that i talk in my sleep! hehe trix knows that one well "picking grass". i coloured a sign for mr. carl sam plant, who by the way, is a girl! la la la! am sort of hyper...ooo last night, i was asking jen questions from the big book of IF and here ill write some...then ill tell you a story! ooo entry full of entertainment!...
if the genitals of the entire opposite sex were have the aroma of one food item, what would you pick?
if you could gain back all the hours you've spent in your life doing a certain thing, what would it be?
if you could remove one marking from your skin, which would it be?
if you had to eliminate one form of weather, which would it be?
if you were to name the greatest sexual advantage women have over men, what would it be?
if you could have a stranger come up to you and whisper anthing into your ear, what would it be?
if you had to choose the single most charming person you have ever met, who would win?
if someone you [go to school] with could have x-ray vision on you, who would you most hate it to be?
if you could have any view from your home, what would it be of?
if you could have anyone's eyes in the world, whose eyes would you choose?
okie thas all for now...jennifer is leaving so i have to go home :( i like it here. okie bye bye everyone!
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2003 14 November :: 1.32pm
baaaaaa[wk]
the bad noos
~theres no chicken dot com
the other bad noos
~theres no sheeps dot com (or singular you english freaks)
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2003 14 November :: 1.31pm
the good noos
~theres a llama dot com
the bad noos
~its a family picture site (aww)
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2003 14 November :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: giggly
dead cow
omg you guys
the good noos (shh i like it)
~theres a cow dot com
bad noos (:))
~its a leather site.
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2003 14 November :: 1.18pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: whispers
swishy pants
lol sorry...someone just walked past with swishy pants lol twas funny. um...yup...in library. with melissa. yup. fun. no food. i want food. oo she gave me goldfish. hm. fun. i like chickens. the sun is out! it looks warm and pretty outside... but we all know the secrets of our vision...nerves and brain cells are two differnt things...okie so that didnt totally make sense...but its like 'your eyes are bigger than your stomach' :) for the remainder of thish entry, i will be ushing the cat from get fuzzy'sh lishp. tish entertaining and thish library (liberry for shome people) ish boring. yesh. i should talk like thish all the time. tish fun! ooo old guy! lol...omg theresh thish blue truck outshide. lol...ahh tish conroy! lol i am laughing shhooo hard right now! she shold shea shellsh by the shea shore...lol!!!!!!!!!!omg am shhooo done...melissha ish trying to figure out what am laughing at shooo hard...lol adioshhh!!!!!!!!
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2003 10 November :: 9.40pm
sry i forgot...trix, i read jthm (johnny the homicidal maniac) #1 (i bought 1,2, and 3) and it is AWESOME!!!!! okie byedy!
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2003 10 November :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: gerbil wheel ::squeak::
quick entry
um hi, this is going to be a quick update cuz i have to pee and i want to go play sims for a bit and i honestly dont want neil over (guys...i never want him over anymore, maybe cuz he's here too much...no one tell him that okie? you know who you are. yup) um...i just got an ikea magazine! woo! jill and trix and jennifer and sandy, my mum and i went to get patterns and look at fabric...there were ducks..and spongebob, and loads of cute fabric! um...okie i just got in a fight with my dad which is super stupid like...i dont know...ill put the letter that i just wrote to him and um...for background, he asked me if it was my time of the month; last night he got in an arguement with my mum about the movies and he got pissed cuz he didnt think she was going to take them back so he stormed in my room and asked me (i was laying down cuz i was tired) if i was going to watch the movie. i said id like to but not at the moment, and he replied in the morning? yes most likely...."well you wont be up" ::slams door::...how nice...yea...and then this...um...*caution* not kind fights :-D but no worries...am stronger :)
Dad,
The conversation started out as me asking you, “are you the one who washes the dishes like this” you replied “no”. Granted that is how you responded, I asked you, not knowing for sure, nor wanting to put the blame on anyone, to please be more thorough. That was the extent of the conversation. Then mum came in and asked what the bitching was about (yes I am using this language to repeat correctly what was said), and you replied, “she’s bitching at me for not cleaning”. That is not what I said and you know that clearly. But when I rebutted your response, you told me that I had not spoken nicely to you. When you walked away I asked you to please come back. You rammed you body against mine, obviously an unfair action. I pushed you back and you fell, probably cause of your alcohol consumption. When you got up, you began swearing at me and attempted to hit me, which mum didn’t want to stand for and told you so, when you hit her, I refused to let you get away with bringing her in for protecting me. I picked you up to stop you. You have no right to do that to her. I don’t care if you hit me, but you were drunk and you are not fair at all when you are so. You know that was entirely wrong. You ended up throwing the French fries at her and something else at me. You kept bringing up the fact that mum and I were fighting earlier. This is why that was different:
1. we did NOT throw anything at each other
2. we did NOT hit each other
3. we only exchanged words and eventually solved it
With you, there is no solving, because you change your story. If you are upset, you need to learn to calm yourself down, rather than hurt people and break things. Maybe put some time into an anger-control program. I understand you have your stress at work and you come home and want to relax, and family doesn’t always allow that. Sometimes, when I’ve had the roughest days at school, which is all I want as well. But the fighting still goes on.
Some nights, you come down after you have laid down to go to sleep, when mum and I are arguing, saying that you would like to sleep. You expect all to come to a halt because you need to sleep so that you may make money. Granted, but I need to sleep so that I may get grades so that I may graduate into college and eventually make money for myself. When I ask you guys to stop fighting, you always tell me (again with the language thing, but these are your words) “fuck off”, “fuck you”, and “shut the fuck up”. So if you’d, please review this letter and think about your actions before you do so again. It is very hard to keep a temper if you are being yelled at. I am the only one who can soberly remember this load, and I hope to continue to do so throughout my years, because I will not allow myself to be influenced by yours and mum’s crystal clear incapacity.
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2003 9 November :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: B96 ~ this song sucks, ill change the channel soon
Quizzes
Darn u jorie, i liked some of the quizes that u took, so i be taking them. Just a few of the ones with the pictures :)
! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.
?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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Aphrodite/Eros
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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I dont agree with half of them, but hey im a vampire!
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2003 9 November :: 3.15am
:: Mood: tired
more quizzies...and tiredness
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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~guys am orange! no cheating either!~
! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
deep
beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from
the
limelight but often your intelligence puts you in
at the
deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your
beauty is priceless.
You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not big-
headed about it all.
Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as
you can be a bit shy.
Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem
everybody wants to have and learn more about.
?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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~i dont agree...::sigh:: o well...i like emeralds better...~
Your soul is bound to the Fourth Totem, Solomon:
The Owl.
Solomon appears as an azure feathered owl. He
embodies wisdom, judgement, reason, and
stability. He is associated with the color
azure, the season of autumn, and the element of
water. His downfall is farsightedness.
You are most compatible with Ravens and Monkeys.
Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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~patrice, you can be a monkey; jennifer, you eat like a bird, you can be a raven!~
Loud Drunk.
"WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"
You end up losing all inhibitions and scream out
song lyrics, animal noises, or obscenities...
usually from on top of a table or counter.
What Kind of Drunk are You?
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~i always wondered that...~
You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
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~im laughing....in my head, im laughing.~
ama take it again!
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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~again, i dont agree...i think im more fallish, o well, my picture is prettiest!~
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2003 9 November :: 2.26am
:: Mood: bored
quizzies
Hello average (wo)man. Your future looks not good
but not bad. You will have an average job. This
job will seem average or good to everybody, but
I am afraid that that is the best that I could
tell you. If this stuff you are reading is
wacko to you, please ignore it and read all
possible answers and just pick one you like and
take it for yourself. Do not feel disappointed
if the stuff you are going to read right now is
going to disappoint you. The college you went
to or is going to go to was or is going to be
above average, and it is known. If you tell
somebody that you went to that college at that
time they would say that it was good and they
have heard of it. You have a number of people
that are your friends Not too much and not too
little. You may have heard of the word average
right? Yes, that is the number of friends you
have. I sure hope you have a happy life right
now because you will go WEEEEEEEEE down. When
you are older, adults and mostly kids will make
fun of the baldness of your head even if you
are a woman. Sorry. I knew that you were
relieved for a moment but too bad now. It seems
like you wont ever want to go out because kids
will make fun of you. The good thing is that
you will have the energy/strength to walk, but
you wished that you didnt so you wouldnt have
to go out. Sorry little (wo)man. Youll be stuck
in a hospital after all of that happens. Youll
die when you are 94. You wanted to commit
suicide when you were about 92 the year you
went to the hospital. How weird. Youll die on
your birthday, too.
The Quiz of Luck - What Will Happen In Your Future?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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~how ironic~
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.
What kind of girl are you?
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~i hate it.~
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.
"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."
Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.
As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Food poisioning. (Ha, you thought you were going to
be hit by a car!)
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How Will You Die?
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Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are *NOT* funny, you think you are, but you are
not. You are the person who sits next to
somebody on a long bus or plane rides telling
anectdotes and stories that are interesting
only to you. People find ways to avoid being
trapped with you while you tell stories and
jokes, and you don't even notice. Stop trying
to be funny, you just aren't. Not everyone can
be the comedian. Not everyone can be the clown.
You are neither. Your humor isn't happening.
Move on.
WAIT! THERE IS ONE WAY TO SAVE YOURSELF, GO TO:
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How funny are you?
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Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.
what key signature are you?
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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AMBIGUITY:
Your sphere choice is too ambiguous. We are very
sorry, but this quiz was not able to help you.
Your answers did not produce any concrete
direction for you to work in. You may take the
quiz as many times as you like, just to see if
a slightly different combination of answers
might produce a result, but you should really
talk to one of the guides.
Which sphere should you choose?
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~?~
You are really short
How Tall Are You?
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Anthem, by Ayn Rand
What Product Best Fits You?
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~this child confuses me~
You are my Baking Soda!
Which object in my refrigerator are you?
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2003 9 November :: 2.13am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: computer: *hmmmmmm*
huh?
hey...just got home from babysitting...yup...thats ti....i watched the movie version of les mis....i was pissed....no eponine....um....yea.....
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.
What's your element
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2003 8 November :: 1.30am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Fiona Apple
"once my lover, now my friend"
hi! sandy, lisa, kyle, hul, nick, spencer, neil, benton, and wender all came over. yea...twas nuts and a half. i wanted to call patrice and jill (really guys am so not making it up) but it was nuts and loud and i wanted everyone to leave!
yea...um...thoughts thoughts....o yes...thats right. alright, i believe trix will know what am talking about, sandy wont and jill might...but after i have a boyfriend (and break up la de da de da), i tend to be friends with him again after two or so weeks...well, when you hang out with them, you realise what you liked in them, and that you still have ever so little liking for them. and you dont want to, especially if you are currently in a relationship, because its "disloyal" and "unfaithful" and da de da. but its soo hard....okie so this is a stupid entry; i spent time with hul today and ::sigh:: maybe its just because stacey stole him away for so long that i miss him a load, or maybe am just stupid. yea...i like the latter; it makes more sense......
jill and patrice...i know what am getting you for x-mas; jen, i'll find something, cuz youy know...it's hard....you like everything you see in a store! :-D sandy, maybe ill buy you a baby...that doesnt cry, BUT it could wet its pant lol! it wont be defective either! yasamin...i dont know...o yes i do! brilliant! hm....spencer.....thats hard...wow...ill..um.....ill buy you a gerbil! you lack the energy they have too much of! it'd all even out! nah...ooo i got one! wicked! wow...::sigh:: am tired. night
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2003 6 November :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: neils voice...o geez...lol
i found that one girls journal guys! and i made a new one...cuz you know cleaning out ocmp...its only got my stories and dreams on it...not that interesting...but if you fail to have anything better to do....
Green Fairy
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2003 6 November :: 8.42pm
dad and other randomness
My dad and I were talking about instead of gym or dance or whatever choice you have instead of gym, maybe like an artish kinda thing…like instead of four different sports…four different aspects of the arts. And my dad said, “in this country, if you don’t play football, you’re nothing. Most of the time those guys get though college without any academic knowledge because half of it gets knocked out of them during the first few games of the season. We all know it doesn’t take a genius to be a bull in a china shop.” Just thought I’d tell you cuz I thought it was funny.
Hm…hmm…hmmm…what to type said the old man as his fingers gently tapped the ancient typewriter. Soon he began to stare out the window at a bird, floating near the glass. Its gray feathers shone as a result of the setting sun. the reflection hit the window, flashed through his glasses and into his eyes.
really bad poetry ::blushes::You never had anything I needed
I never missed you
Didn’t care
You weren’t in those dreams
That haunted me
Nothing reminded me of you
No thoughts or time
Were wasted on you
I don’t hate you
I just don’t know you
Did I tell you,
It was all a lie?
I feel so good. I felt like shit all last month and the beginning of this month. I helped Patrice and edy and myself all in one hour. Patrices self-esteem is low...she doesn't know how to be bold. edy is so sick of life. I explained to him how to keep going because he has to reach his goal. Let the string pull him fast then he can run. I think I learned something tonight. no I did learn something. I learned that no matter how much you fight, life is going to go the way it will and trying to change it wont help. You have to adjust yourself to better fit the society you live in. I learned that no matter what people tell you, you are worth what you believe you are, and what it comes down to is that you are what you want to be. If obstacles get in your way, you walk calmly around them instead of hurting yourself trying to break through them. I really learned from Melanie. To just be cool about things, never getting pissed off or upset, because that particular piece of life is irrelevant and will not affect how your future proceeds, unless you make it. If your self-esteem is lowered by a certain occurrence, then you have less of a chance of reaching your goal with substantial hope. I love life. wow...thats old...
how come we always live in the fast lane and such if we only gonna end up at a stop light? i thought about it.....cuz an ad for faster internet...if you speed on a highway......you end up at a stoplight right?
is like that in life too! cuz is like......why dont we slow down and look at the scenery so to speak......savour the flavour...like eating chocolate........you supposed to suck on them and let them last instead of gobble fifty down in a second...like my dad...any ways...cuz at the end were all going to have the same fate.....maybe given in another way......but ultimatly the same...cuz we all going to die.....like the light...only sometimes.....you catch the light b4 someone else...and.....you dont have much scenery to take in...
how come we always live in the fast lane and such if we only gonna end up at a stop light? i thought about it.....cuz an ad for faster internet...if you speed on a highway......you end up at a stoplight right?
is like that in life too! cuz is like......why dont we slow down and look at the scenery so to speak......savour the flavour...like eating chocolate........you supposed to suck on them and let them last instead of gobble fifty down in a second...like my dad...any ways...cuz at the end were all going to have the same fate.....maybe given in another way......but ultimatly the same...cuz we all going to die.....like the light...only sometimes.....you catch the light b4 someone else...and.....you dont have much scenery to take in...
you know how theres always that little button on your computer games or videos and stuff that says point-blank "HELP" and when you click on it, you look for what you want and they always seem to leave that thing you need...out? ya...is how it goes in life...maybe they just want our computer games and such to be super real life like... but is really no help to us. is kinda like your friends. or your parents... they say...come to me am always here for you.yea then you go and they have too many problems of thier own you feel guilty for telling them too many of yours, or is like you arent SUPPOSED to worry about them, so you dont. Like in the computer game, is not absolutly necessary to find that thing out, but you want to, becuase it would give the extra points needed to pass the level. and when something happen with the person who is "always there", and and you knwo what it is, but you dont wnat them to knw you know, is like that...cant get those points you really need to finish the level...to get slightly deeper inside. so you dont feel like they trust you and end up having a harder time trusting them, which in turn pulls you so far apart from each other is like you just met again. like you dont know enuf about tha comp game...and end up getting bored not being able to beat that same damn level youve played 50 times over...is so similar...
how can they say that these are the best years of our lives? what are they smoking? were all changing and our friends are confused and everyone feels lost and pressured and attempting suicide, trying drugs, testing sexual limits. easy? best? i think id rather pay bills then know my friends are so close to death. how i picture it...i can. i see her taking pills, i watch him draw blood with the blade, i saw her blood drip, i imagine how the knife shines, i invision the water overtaking her head, i look at the chain, and i know how far that needle went...i have one friend left who doesnt have the courage to attempt it...but the rest do. these cant be good years if everyone would much rather die...i am probably the happiest of all my friends...ive never even thought about suicide. i want my dreams to come true i want to see who i will marry, watch my kids grow up, fall in love, i wnat to know what life can be i dont want to die. i want to skydive and travel the world. but some people dont some people have so many other things to worry about there is no way they could possibly want to travel and seriously think they are going to. maybe what they say in health class is true...they just want the pain to end. because life is like that computer game...~*~you know how theres always that little button on your computer games or videos and stuff that says point-blank "HELP" and when you click on it, you look for what you want and they always seem to leave that thing you need...out? ya...is how it goes in life...maybe they just want our computer games and such to be super real life like... but is really no help to us. is kinda like your friends. or your parents... they say...come to me am always here for you.yea then you go and they have too many problems of thier own you feel guilty for telling them too many of yours, or is like you arent SUPPOSED to worry about them, so you dont. Like in the computer game, is not absolutly necessary to find that thing out, but you want to, becuase it would give the extra points needed to pass the level. and when something happen with the person who is "always there", and and you knwo what it is, but you dont wnat them to knw you know, is like that...cant get those points you really need to finish the level...to get slightly deeper inside. so you dont feel like they trust you and end up having a harder time trusting them, which in turn pulls you so far apart from each other is like you just met again. like you dont know enuf about tha comp game...and end up getting bored not being able to beat that same damn level youve played 50 times over...is so similar...~*~ yea like that...how come? why is help only there when you dont need it? lol i was a funny child...wait...
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