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2002 4 May :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: blink182 - pathetic
ahhhh
I have all this energy but nothing to do with it. maybe that's why I play guitar, cuz I can get rid of some energy. someone call me now!!!!
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 3 May :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: so so
:: Music: blink182 - Online songs, saw the video dusty made and had it stuck in my head for the rest of the da
wierd
I was having an ok day, got kicked off track, that made it bad. then I realixed that people are having worse days than me so I stopped whining to myself. oh well, I'm going to have fun this weekend, I hope.
2 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 2 May :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Grover Washington Jr. - just the two of us
I'm happy, My dad didn't freak out, he understood for once. and I'm just in a cheeryo mood, so today wasn't all that bad a day after all. all right. now I need to do more homework. ugh, but it's for the better.
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 2 May :: 5.23 pm
:: Mood: was good, now bad
:: Music: Chad Kroeger - Hero
oh god
my day started out ok, I got one of the 5 assignments that I have to do done. I got to kiss Tare, which is the only thing holding me together at this point. but then I get in the car and I find out I'm failing geometry again, which I honestly did not think would be happening, cuz I do all my assignments.
Now I know I'm gonna get it from my dad, cuz he'll think I'm lying to him, which I'm not. but he just doesn't get it. yelling does nothing, It's like running on a tredmill, It get's you no where. Oh well, hopefully you'll see more of me, if I don't do something stupid.
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 1 May :: 1.28 pm
:: Mood: musical
:: Music: Incubus - Warning
Bat your eyes girl
Be otherworldly
Count your blessings
Seduce a stranger
What's so wrong with
Being happy
Kudos to those who
See through sickness
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by
I suggest we
Learn to love ourselves before it's
Made illegal
When will we learn?
When will we change?
Just in time to
See it all fall down
Those left standing...will make millions
Writing books on the way it should have been
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by
Floating in this
Cosmic jacuzzi
We are like frogs oblivious
To the water
Starting to boil
No one flinches
We all flow face down
When she woke in the morning
She knew that her life had passed her by
And she called out a warning
Don't ever let life pass you by
2 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 1 May :: 1.03 am
:: Mood: not good enough
:: Music: Coldplay - Troubles
yeah
Have you ever thought that you had things all straightened out, and then someone else has to go and ruin your day. Well that happened. I get things all straightened out, everythings going good, well, except for the fact that I'm sick, and someone named Mitchell has to go and ruin everything right at the last minute. I'm about to leave and he says I hate you. Then he criticizes me on my decisions and my attitude, tells me I have no right to ever be mad. I mean , I like the kid. He's funny and real, but he purposely tries to be impressive instead of being himself. and if I could ever give a person advice it would be to be themselves.
anyways, he just randomly tells me he hates me because I got upset over the principle of the thing. Now mind you that this kid does have feelings for her, and I was doing whatever I could not to bring it up. I'm forced to defend myself by saying that if he were in my shoes, he would be mad. It seems like no matter who I talk to , no one wants to be on my side. ugh. but continuing he is persistent about it and won't even listen to what I have to say. and then, yep, that's right, you guessed it, it came out of my mouth. I say, just because you want her doesn't mean she's always right.
i was just really sad. He's making me feel like I'm not good enough for anyone, and I should be tied to a tree and shot. And anyone who knows me well knows that I don't care what people think of me, but when It's someone that I'm friends with, and I like, it hit's close to home. I was up until 1 in the morning thinking about it. I don't know. and I thought about it, and I realized how stupid it was.
It's ok Kevin, your fine. sometimes i wonder why I'm not a violent person. I mean, I'll defend me or any of my close friends anytime, and I have before, but I've never fought or thrown punches for me and/or reasons concerning me. Oh well, I guess that's the best way to stay out of jail.
tell me what you think about it, leave a comment for me , so I can think somewhat
later, and until next time, on K. Cuppett's adventures.
4 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 30 April :: 8.18 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: WEEEE
clam
I am on an all time allergy medicine high, being on my computer is about the one thing I can do without destroying myself or falling asleep. this is really crappy. I feel horrible.No puedo comer hamberguesas con mi familia. HOLY SHIT. I swear to God that I did not mean to do that. hey, maybe I should take one of these things before I take a spanish Test.... zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ
3 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 30 April :: 12.21 pm
don't leave me
all alone
just drop me
off at home
I'll be fine
it's not the first
just like last time
but a little worse
She said that I'm no the one that she thinks about and
She said it stopped being fun, I just bring her down
I said, "don't let your future be destroyed by my past."
She said, "don't let my door hit you in the ass."
one more chance
I'll try this time
I'll give you yours
I won't take mine
I'll listen up
pretend to care
go on ahead
I'll meet you there
She said that I'm no the one that she thinks about and
She said it stopped being fun, I just bring her down
I said, "don't let your future be destroyed by my past."
She said, "don't let my door hit you in the ass."
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 30 April :: 12.20 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: blink182 - don't leave me
eh
eh, I'm sick, it sucks. I'm lost. that's about it, I need to breathe, take a break. something of that. I just need it to be summer.
2 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 29 April :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: 311 - stealing happy hours
AHHH
God, I have a question. If you were hosting a party do you invite your boyfriend/girlfriend or not.
that's right, she did it, but it wasn't that, I can understand if it's like some party for someone else, or a party strictly for her grade, but no, it's open. but this all could have not happened if she just wouldn't have said something. I mean, c'mon, you don't want to fight but you envoke it. Now don't get me wrong, I don't really care about the party, it's the principal of the thing. Yes THE PRINCIPAL OF THE THING. She says that it sucks that she never get's to see me, then , handed the oppurtunity, TURNS IT DOWN!!!! Are you embarassed by me, or something!? And I'm not backing down, everytime I get mad I always end up apologizing, and having her tell me not to give her shit. WELL TAKE THE SHIT. cuz I have alot more of it. I've defended you beyond reasoning. And this is what I get. If she wants things to be fixed, she'll fix them.
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 29 April :: 6.50 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Will Smith - Just the two of us
reminissing
crazy, I somehow manage to have this song on my computer.I was in love with this song in like 6th or 7th grade. yeah. I had a crappy day at track. I ran a PR in the 300H today. and I lost to Avink in the 110. I have this feeling that I'm going to woop his ass in the 110 next year. the same thing happened in my middle school track years. In 7th grade I was always 2nd to avink, but in 8th grade I was a stud. I'm not going to give up. that would suck. anyways. later
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 28 April :: 5.40 pm
:: Mood: musical and fun
:: Music: Kismet - Alcopoco
re-written and better
One day I was stepping down
from the crowd, who was loud
and they were sort of quite obnoxious
flashing of boobies
and movement of groupies
which do not exist
I am feeling nautious
I'm on my way home
I should have just stayed home
and then I found out
I have change for the payphone
and so I call her
I say she's displaced and I say that I hate you
and i think you should move away
and when I get home
and I notice the phone
that's lying on the floor
and it's all alone
but to the left
there seems to be
some sort of paper
oh it's a picture
which says butt-raper
over my face and half is torn off
all I could was laugh
and I notice a note on the back door
It said that I am gone for good
and you know you probably could
have made an effort for a change
but I guess your all the same
end in end
and your wit's will not bend
for a girl you should
but now I am moving to alcopoco
that's the first verse, I'll work on the rest later.
4 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 28 April :: 12.58 am
:: Music: Mr. Bungle - Super Mario Bros
Super Mario Bros
It's 1986
I'm in the 1st grade
I'm working really hard
to get mario laid
I've gotta save the princess
so he can get the p****
believe me
mario could get that a**
f*** luigi
mario wants to get her in bed
so bad that he's bustin up bricks with his head
he's just wants sex
so forget wedding bells
jumpin on little mushroom men and and turtle shells
droppin down green pipes
and secret passageways
makin his move to the end where the final castle lays
eat a magic mushroom
grow a little higher
eat a white flower
and spit balls of fire
all these creatures that attack
won't cut mario slack
oh s***
hold on
I'll be right back
I'm gonna beat the game
if it takes me all summer
It's gotta be hard to get laid if your a plumber
that's why I'm gonna work extra hard for my man
and get him to the end so he can stop using his hand
mario doesn't want to get hit
he'll shrink
the princess won't f*** a little kid
I think
so stay low
and attend to your own
and eventually the princess will attend to your bone
bowsers tryin to get h*** right now from the princess
but if it's up to me It'll stop this instance
cloud people throwing little spiked animals
green plants with teeth that attack like canibals
I heard nobody has run into the princess' oven
but mario always says 'virgin, I love it'
I hate the koopa troopas
so I'm gonna run up
and jump on the back of their shells till I get one up
I'm gonna keep playin and I'm never gonna quit
cuz some kid at school told you can see the princess' t**
I want to beat it before
any of my friends do
so I can say I put p**** up on marios venue
at the end of each level
I jump and get the flag
I say to myself another castle in the bag
I hope bowsers ready cuz he's in for a ride
hey mario's serious when it comes to homicide
the princess is a freak
even though she has class
mario will take a plunger
and put it in her a**
I hate the canyons
that your at constantly
and I hate the platforms that fall from under me
but it's all worth while
just to see mario smile
standing next to the princess
buck-naked profile
it's wise might I say
to get mario laid
Super mario brothers
best game ever made
yeah, I thought that was really funny. I just randomly downloaded that. I never really thought of that game like that. hmm. oh well. It's still f-in funny.
3 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 28 April :: 12.54 am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Mr. Bumbley - Super Mario Brothers
yeah, life is sweet
Life is sweet, nothing could bring me down from what I feel. I'm just soaking it up, and I'm not gonna let anything ruin it. Robby came over and downloaded all theses songs from Super mario brothers, ninja turtles, pokemon, etc. Yeah, so now I have a whole bunch of crap on my computer. I'm working on slowly getting rid of them. I've decided to try not to sware too much, maybe a d word here to there, but no f-bombs. or s-bombs. oh well, I'm not tired, and I'm bored, what to do.
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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2002 26 April :: 10.58 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: blink182 - dumpweed
I had fun tonight. Robby was mackin away. if you'd like to put it that way. and I had fun. I now realize that I only know blink182 songs. I'm working on that one. I need to get closer to people. that's all.
1 Coordinated Ladies |
Hey, c'mon, tell me you love me |
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