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If I'm just bad news..
Work SuckS hEyY sWeEts!! aT wOrK.. JusS a QuiiCk uPdAteE.. BeAcH iin ThReE wEeKs.. YaY!!! iim So hApPy.. oKaY.. iiTs BeN sO bOriiNg LaTeLy.. mIIy SIIsTeEr IIs CoMiiN hOmE juLy 11 anD lEaViiNg the 25.. ii MiiTeE gO wIf HeEr wEll gOttA gO bEfOrE sUm OnE cOmEeS.. anD sEeS mEe.. ttyl. *muchas * aMoRe * lUv yAz!! MaNdiiE
Broken Hearts Is The Worst Thing About Being In Love okay.. so today sucks.. really sucks... i just found out my uncle jimmy is locked up AGAIN.. and the boy i 'like' goes out with sum one.. Crdabko : jon is soo taken ... so yeah today TOTALLY sucks.. and worst of all.. there is NOTHING i can do bout any of this... Every one i kno has some one that they call cal their.. cept christa.. and she is like the ONLY person that can understand me.. but im not sure she can understand me rite now.. i cant even undetstand myself.. any way.. every one has sum where to go tomorrow.. but me.. of course.. thats how every thing in this life of mine works.. every one has fun.. and i dnt.. boo hoo.. I FUCKIN HATE.. every one that is HAPPY needs to FUCKING die.. maybe this just isnt my day.. and the only thing is.. it just FUCKING started.. well maybe i will write later.. maybe..
1 Are a liar.. + | If I'm just bad news..
Another Day Full Of Lies And Tears
Another Day Goes By Without A Change In You And I
You've Taught Me Alot, Without Saying Much..
From Candy And Toys 2 Celly Phones And Boys * omg.. ii loveE my frieEnds so much.. theEy areE so sweEt.. weEll fiirst of all KeEr-BeEar ii loveE yeEw swEetiEe.. iits beEn reEal geEting to kno you.. Chriista yeEw areE theE only onE pEeRson that can makeE meE laugh liikeE yeEw do.. iim so glad that ii haveE friieEnds liikeE yeEw two.. okay.. yeEsteErday was so crazii.. chriista theEreE to many HOTT ASS guyZz.. lol.. and whats up wiith theE liittleE kidSz.. ha ha.. weE haveE takeE theEm walksS morEe.. KeEr-BeEar neEveEr agaiin.. that was to lateE for meE.. iim prolly goiin to pay for that lateEr.. bUt thats keEwl.. Today was so much fun.. chriista watch your haiir.. ha ha.. iim stiill laughiin bout that.. ha ha.. told you.. lol.. iim so weriid.. riite?? woot woot.. ha ha lol Justiin iima piimeEtteE so you beEtteEr watch out.. ha ha.. lol.. i lovEe yeEu JonY ii lovEe yeEu.. you areE my pimp.. for eEveEr KeEr-BeEr weE arEe gangtas for lyfeE.. ii loveE yeEw hunniieE LaureEn and MeEghan ii lovEe yeEw twO deEath.. thiis summa is goiin to beE so much fun.. keEp iit ReEal Summer 2004 * giirls jus wanna haveE fun * Liiviin iit up havEe a crazii summa.. ii kno ii wiill <3 *׺-»AmA`nDa«-º×*
im back.. omg.. okay.. i wasnt going to use this one that much any more.. but im going to this.. it is the easiest to use.. my so pissed at the damn sites for my other 2 journals. it wont let me change the title at the top of the page like on the bar. and its look ugly the way it was so im back on here. at least i kno how to use this one. plus i paid for this one. so yeah. i want to get a thing on dead journal but i dnt kno who has it that can get me a code cept stef and she cant do it cuz of the controls.. well ima go my mom is home.. <3 amanda
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eh ok.. so yeah.. i havent updated this in a while.. and i might not be able to update this for a while.. ive gotten grounded off of everything.. and im soon reporting my mom for the fuckin weed. so who ever reads this.. im telling you now that i might not be on for a while.. and jay.. ur are NOT hideous!! =D -x-
6 Are a liar.. + | If I'm just bad news..
Summer is finally here okay.. i kno i havent written in here like a really long time but i have been busy.. sleeping school work homework eatting nd all the other stuff.. i dnt have much time any more.. but its finally SUMMER!!! yea.. but its been kinda bored.. im trying to get christa to come out but she is never on and i dnt feel like going over house.. but i want to take a walk in the graveyard or sum thing. but you kno.. i dnt want to go by myself.. maybe she will coem out side today.. i dont thnk she will but yea.. omg.. im so confused.. i hate the word *love* i mean.. im not really sure what it means but i mean.. some times you just kno how you feel. you kno?.. but see... i REALLY sum one but i cant get this other person off my mind and i have idea what to do. yo can prolly guess who im talking about. that person you prolly dnt kno.. well thats okay... i will find out how i feel.. i wish there was really a place like neverland.. and i wish there was a boy named peter pan and really could fly.. and i wish i could be like wendy and go away to neverland.. i mean.. just to get away fom this place and never come back.. then i wont have to deal with FEELINGS.. they really suck and i cant handle it any more.. i want to die so bad.. but i dnt want to do any thing stupid to hurt any one else.. so i dnt kno.. myabe i just need to get away from this place for a while.. maybe wheni go to to the beach i could meet a boy that can make forget about every thing that is here.. in chichester.. i mean.. thats all i need.. is to meet sum that i really like and they feel the same way about me. but that will happen.. will it.. it would a dream come ture if i did.. any way im going to get going.. <3 amanda
..i swear that i can go on forever again.. ok.. so me and Lena just had a wonderful talk. lol, ya kno.. im glad she started talkin to me.. i feel as tho shes one of the only ones that actually understand me, and have some of the same views as me.. i hope she dont mind that im gonna put the convo in here.. GE r l g I r MS: hey GE r l g I r MS: whats up zgo0dcharlottez: hey zgo0dcharlottez: n2m zgo0dcharlottez: getting myself into fights zgo0dcharlottez: other than that.. nothing zgo0dcharlottez: u? GE r l g I r MS: sorry about the other day i had an appointment thinger at child guidance 1230 and those things last long cause i was getting evaluated GE r l g I r MS: with who? GE r l g I r MS: nothing just got in now im doing nothing GE r l g I r MS: just...perspiring zgo0dcharlottez: i got threats from candace.. ive been fighting with josh since yesterday.. and now i got my closest friend flipping out on me GE r l g I r MS: wow what was candace saying zgo0dcharlottez: that she was gonna beat me up GE r l g I r MS: she probably wont GE r l g I r MS: like GE r l g I r MS: if she has no reason to zgo0dcharlottez: and while i was down there tryin to watch those girls.. i got "Yo! Shreks so manly!! Shrek, you look like a man!" GE r l g I r MS: then she wouldnt GE r l g I r MS: dont listen to anyone GE r l g I r MS: but what you think is right zgo0dcharlottez: and when we went to walk them home, some boy rode up to us on his skateboard and was like "yo candace said she was gonna fight shrek" GE r l g I r MS: thats one thing ive learned zgo0dcharlottez: and theyd say that and id be "o0o theres a new one" zgo0dcharlottez: about the manly and fat thing GE r l g I r MS: i hate that like when im friends with someone and another and they dnot like eachother GE r l g I r MS: its weird zgo0dcharlottez: yea i get that all the time zgo0dcharlottez: like whats his name.. who was in charge of the kids.. he came up to where me and felicia were on the swings, and shes goes "what the fuck were they saying down there? i kno they were talkin about steff, what were they saying" so hes like "yea, they were all like 'poseur' and 'it looks like she wearing an intertube"" and i mean.. the fat shit dont bother me.. i kno im big.. and i dont hate it! lol GE r l g I r MS: its kind of immature and petty of them to be saying that shit GE r l g I r MS: well GE r l g I r MS: it is GE r l g I r MS: like i dunno GE r l g I r MS: wehn im aroudn them i jsut dont say anything GE r l g I r MS: i just think its dumb of them to make fun of someone they dont even know GE r l g I r MS: and dont even take the time to get to know zgo0dcharlottez: thats what that boy was doing.. well.. he said he laughed and he couldnt help it.. and i didnt care coz i laughed too.. i laughed coz they actually think that it offends me GE r l g I r MS: what boy zgo0dcharlottez: and thats what i say, they're sitting there judging me like they kno me.. and the only thing they really kno is my name and the type of clothes i wear zgo0dcharlottez: the one with the girls GE r l g I r MS: eaxactly GE r l g I r MS: oh i dont know which that was zgo0dcharlottez: ..uhh.. goalie GE r l g I r MS: dan? zgo0dcharlottez: no.. i think chris? GE r l g I r MS: i dont know GE r l g I r MS: you cant really tell who people are under those goalie suits zgo0dcharlottez: lol yeah zgo0dcharlottez: and while we were walkin away.. he was like "im gonna get all this shit coz of them seeing me walking with you" and i was like "well.. if they say shit or ignor you for hanging with whoever you want to hang with.. then they're not good friends" GE r l g I r MS: exactly GE r l g I r MS: people are dumb to like GE r l g I r MS: follow rules of what tro wear or who to hang out with or what bands to like GE r l g I r MS: its so dumb to me zgo0dcharlottez: and think they're better than everyone when they're acually not GE r l g I r MS: yup GE r l g I r MS: its liek zgo0dcharlottez: and yea.. im not gonna sto listening to a band i like just because THEY dont like them and im not gonna listen to a band i hate just coz THEY listen to them zgo0dcharlottez: *stop GE r l g I r MS: you must not be that good of a person if youre going to sit there and put someone down who you dont even know GE r l g I r MS: just to hurt their feelings GE r l g I r MS: exactly zgo0dcharlottez: or at least think youre hurting their feelings GE r l g I r MS: how is taht being a poser? GE r l g I r MS: yeah GE r l g I r MS: i dotn think youre a poser GE r l g I r MS: thats one thing i dont like GE r l g I r MS: theyre like zgo0dcharlottez: i dont think anyone is poseur.. well.. cept for avril.. coz she called herself something that shes not.. otherwise (besides avril) i dont beleive int he word poseur GE r l g I r MS: being all.... clique-y zgo0dcharlottez: YES "clique-y" is the PERFECT way to describe them GE r l g I r MS: i do only when i see people trying to fit into a certain social group or whatever say someone just dressing a certain way and listening to a certain music jsut to fit in with certain people GE r l g I r MS: yup GE r l g I r MS: like GE r l g I r MS: people who try to be all gangsta GE r l g I r MS: like wear the white tees and lsiten to nigger msuic and think oh im so cool and gangsta zgo0dcharlottez: they stay within their own circle of friends and put down anyone whos they think is trying to be them.. when they're just not GE r l g I r MS: yeah GE r l g I r MS: like GE r l g I r MS: how would they feel zgo0dcharlottez: like.. half of them i could care less.. but some are like "well.. why does THAT ONE hate me" ya kno? i mean.. i dont have a problem with them.. and few have found that out.. like you and kevin.. and candace at first.. till kevin started talkin to me at work GE r l g I r MS: yeah GE r l g I r MS: thats why im like GE r l g I r MS: if anyone doesnt want to talk to me cause im your friend GE r l g I r MS: they can fuck off GE r l g I r MS: cause ill be friends with whoever i want zgo0dcharlottez: yeah, and that shows what a great friend they are to you, respecting your choices. they blow ppl off when they dont do what they would do GE r l g I r MS: yeah zgo0dcharlottez: i mean.. even with robyn and crystal.. me and crystal became a lil close at youth group.. and we'd talk and stuff.. and i let her borrow my boots for a concert and stuff.. and the one youth group thing im talkin to her and robyn and i tell them how at the time i liked frank.. and they didnt say anything.. then that monday i walk past robyn and frank in the hallway to my class and robyn goes "hey, there goes your girl friend" GE r l g I r MS: thats dumb GE r l g I r MS: oh well they are the ones being close minded and missing out zgo0dcharlottez: lol yeah. being open minded opens you up to different situations and different turff so to say.. being close minded only keeps you in one sopt and those people wont get very far zgo0dcharlottez: *spot GE r l g I r MS: yup
woah.. mkay.. first.. i went to the park with fee and i had all them down there shoutin stuff at me and all i was tryin to do was babysit these two girls with felicia.. and supposedly i had candace treaten to beat me up... ya kno, whatever, if they were gonna beat me up, they wouldve done it right there. so yea.. heres more on the fight: Aguileraskeys: wyf Aguileraskeys: wtf* zgo0dcharlottez: wtf what? Aguileraskeys: why the fuck did u print the fucken convo WE HAD and show it all ut so called friends? Aguileraskeys: how mature is that Aguileraskeys: yea i went to the 9/10 with .. a big mistake Aguileraskeys: get over it and DONT EVER do that petty shit ever again Aguileraskeys: u thought i mean yesterday.. u can get worest zgo0dcharlottez: heres a hint.. ever heard of english? Aguileraskeys: heres a hint Aguileraskeys: grow up Aguileraskeys: why the fuck would u do that dumb sht Aguileraskeys: shit* Aguileraskeys: ia m graduating in less then a week and u WANNA RUIN my image at chi Aguileraskeys: FUCK CHI Aguileraskeys: and at this point fuck u zgo0dcharlottez: and thats supposed to insult me? Aguileraskeys: so if u wanna be "cool" and print out what the fuck i say.. u kno what do so.. cause ull like the ass Aguileraskeys: so AS I SAID B4 grow the fuck up and get a man that doesnt liek dick.. NO GAY GUY WANTS A STRIAGHT FEMALE AS A LOVER.. get it thru ur head zgo0dcharlottez: how many fuckign times do i have to tell you i dont fucking like you Aguileraskeys: im gay and NEVER will like u and u need to understand that Aguileraskeys: go head tell all ur "cool" friends that i am an ass zgo0dcharlottez: you are an ass Aguileraskeys: cause they are all basically 12 anyway zgo0dcharlottez: and they can see that Aguileraskeys: i am damn near a grown man Aguileraskeys: FUCK THEM Aguileraskeys: i am goin to COLLEGE zgo0dcharlottez: so.. grown men can be ass holes too Aguileraskeys: i dont care about some dumb ass freshamn zgo0dcharlottez: aww but you seemed to with alex a while ago Aguileraskeys: WITH ALEX? Aguileraskeys: never was WITH ALEX Aguileraskeys: ever.. Aguileraskeys: so dont say shit u cant back up zgo0dcharlottez: o, im sorry i didnt save that e-mail Aguileraskeys: yea cause ur a fucken stalker zgo0dcharlottez: uhhm.. no zgo0dcharlottez: dont think so Aguileraskeys: bitch please, i was never wth alex and why would u bring that shit up... Aguileraskeys: GROW UP Aguileraskeys: i am a 18 year old man and dont need this dumb shit goin on.. find some other guy that uwanna be wierd around.. cause u need to get a life and MOVE ON Aguileraskeys: 9/10 MWAS DAMN NEAR 3 MONTHS AGO zgo0dcharlottez: i have a life.. not a good one.. but i have one.. and i have moved on.. Aguileraskeys: yea an printed out shit so pl can read it zgo0dcharlottez: the only thing i was pissed off about was you lieing.. then you had to go and make it more Aguileraskeys: real good life.. u moved on.. yea and im straight zgo0dcharlottez: all you had to fuckin say was that "yea, ok, i went" and i wouldve been fine.. but then you had to drag all the other shit on Aguileraskeys: i lied and i would lie agin if i was there again Aguileraskeys: get over alot of ppl will lie to in ur life Aguileraskeys: MOVE ON and dont be petty about it Aguileraskeys: so tommorrw as im PRACTICING for graduation.. something u wont do for years, I DONT WANT TO hear form someone.. so petty bitch was showin ppl theses papers.. Aguileraskeys: CAUSE THAT WILL MAKE MY DAY zgo0dcharlottez: wow.. one day.. on fucking day will be ruined for you.. but you werent the one that had to go every fuckin thing i went through.. everything that didnt even include you.. so dont go and judge me makin my life seem hell of a lot better than yours, coz trust me, its not Aguileraskeys: i dont care. sry i dont.. zgo0dcharlottez: a lot of people dont Aguileraskeys: all i want is u to get over it.. i LIED Aguileraskeys: i fucken lied Aguileraskeys: dont pull teh guilt trip on me Aguileraskeys: about u ahvein a bad life Aguileraskeys: cause my life is no apple in the sun Aguileraskeys: ok so pass it over to someone else zgo0dcharlottez: what the fuck could be so bad in ur life that makes it worse than mine? Aguileraskeys: bitch i was sexually abuse when i was 5 until i was 8.. and then my mom cheated on my dad for 5 years and i couldnt tell my dad Aguileraskeys: my dad hits me Aguileraskeys: so anything to say to that> zgo0dcharlottez: ok .. thats family.. i have family shit too.. like my druggie mom and bitchy dad.. but i mean, at least at school you have like a ton of friends that actually care about you and shit Aguileraskeys: no i dont Aguileraskeys: where ami right now? Aguileraskeys: HOME Aguileraskeys: SO I HAVE FRIENDS Aguileraskeys: YEA Aguileraskeys: SO GET OVER IT Aguileraskeys: WEL ALL HAVE IT BAD zgo0dcharlottez: yea i am over it.. and im done this fuckin internet fighting.. if you have anything else more to say.. you kno where i live Aguileraskeys: IS THATA THREAT? Aguileraskeys: OMG.. GROW UP zgo0dcharlottez: i didnt see it that way.. but i guess you do Aguileraskeys signed off at 7:34:19 PM. zgo0dcharlottez: wow.. again he blocks me before i get my last sentence in alexholzbaur: u people need to quit it, but hez right, hiz life iz kinda bad zgo0dcharlottez: well.. as he said.. we all have bad lives.. just certain ppl get different ends of it ya kno? so i didnt go thru the shit he did.. but he hasnt been thru the shit ive been thru either alexholzbaur: tru zgo0dcharlottez: so as they say.. to each his own zgo0dcharlottez: and the last thing i was gonna tell him.. then i was gonna block him.. was this: all im saying is if you got anything else tosay.. come say it to my face and not behind the computer screen. alexholzbaur: smart zgo0dcharlottez: why thank you zgo0dcharlottez: =) zgo0dcharlottez: coz i was like "yea i am over it.. and im done this fuckin internet fighting.. if you have anything else more to say.. you kno where i live" zgo0dcharlottez: adn he wa slike "is that a THREAT?" zgo0dcharlottez: "OMG GROW UP" zgo0dcharlottez: then he blocked me alexholzbaur: smart on hiz part to. I kno that ur mad at him, but hez really not that bad of a person. I mean, he has hiz flawz, but so doez everyone else. When u raelly get to kno him, he can be a really sweet person zgo0dcharlottez: i thought i knew him.. i thought he WAS nice.. then all this shit happened zgo0dcharlottez: and i didnt even mean it as a threat zgo0dcharlottez: he TOOK IT as a threat zgo0dcharlottez: all i was saying was that he knew where i lived if he had anything more tosay alexholzbaur: he still iz tho, u just never gave him the chance for u to get to kno him zgo0dcharlottez: he felt weird around me.. like hes gonna want me to get to know him alexholzbaur: idk zgo0dcharlottez: took u that long to type that alexholzbaur: sry zgo0dcharlottez: i gave him plenty chances for us to become better friends.. and he either ignored me when we went somewhere.. or ditched me and blew me off alexholzbaur: lol alexholzbaur: sometimez he WUZ actully buzy, lyke with the moviez zgo0dcharlottez: no.. i mean... when we all went to tom jones that thursday night of the play.. then ditching me at the 9/10... and blowing me off for tom jones zgo0dcharlottez: i could care less about the movie date.. that was more of a thing to set felicia up with rick alexholzbaur: idk, no one will ever understand that kid, but you kno that hez not usually lyke that. Just appologize and give it one more shot... zgo0dcharlottez: FUCK NO zgo0dcharlottez: i aint apologizing for shit alexholzbaur: but hez deff. worth it zgo0dcharlottez: if he wanted to be my friend.. then hed fuckin apologize for starting this whole fight.. zgo0dcharlottez: then IF.. thats a BIGG if.. if he does apologize for that.. then ill apologize for letting TWO people read that conversation alexholzbaur: which two? zgo0dcharlottez: besides social studies class.. my friend at the bus stop and brittny sutherland zgo0dcharlottez: but i tell brittany everything.. its not like shes gonna go tell someone alexholzbaur: 'cept danei zgo0dcharlottez: like danei cares about my shit? and why would brittany tell danei about my shit? alexholzbaur: she tellz danei EVERYTHING zgo0dcharlottez: well whos danei gonna tell then alexholzbaur: idk, steph schriber? zgo0dcharlottez: woah, big whoop.. steph scrieber alexholzbaur: lmao zgo0dcharlottez: its not like they're telling nicole or someone alexholzbaur: nicole who> alexholzbaur: ?* zgo0dcharlottez: cinaglia zgo0dcharlottez: or jess salvey zgo0dcharlottez: ya kno.. someone who sees josh on a regular basis alexholzbaur: hez not talkin' to either of them really zgo0dcharlottez: well.. they are the only two i can think of right now.. idk whos hes still cool with or what not alexholzbaur: ohhh zgo0dcharlottez: but yeah.. like i said.. im sick of the internet fighting.. is hes got more to say, im home and he knows where i live alexholzbaur: lmao zgo0dcharlottez: seriously ... i saw this pic of this kid wining the special olympics.. and the quote said "internet fighting is like winning the special olympics... you may win, but ur still retarted" alexholzbaur: LMAO zgo0dcharlottez: yea i thought it was funny too alexholzbaur: lol zgo0dcharlottez: but yea.. did u tell him that? or is he really off? alexholzbaur: hez really off zgo0dcharlottez: mkay alexholzbaur: yupperz alexholzbaur: g2g alexholzbaur: ttyl zgo0dcharlottez: kk ttyt time to get another pic of him and burn it at the busstop tomorrow morning.. AGAIN
Josh well this week sucks.. first, my friend wasnt where i was to meet her yesterday, then i had to walk home in the cold hard rain.. i keep having visions of my date on saturday screwing up.. first off with him not showing up.. then i just got into a HUGE fight with josh and sorry to dissapoint some.. we did NOT make up.. Aguileraskeys: really? Auto response from BeNJiSout2getMeE: ignoring an immature asshole BeNJiSout2getMeE: yes really. Aguileraskeys: why ? Auto response from BeNJiSout2getMeE: ignoring an immature asshole Aguileraskeys: u really need to grow up Aguileraskeys: ACT UR AGE NOW UR SHOE SIZE Aguileraskeys: IM GAY Aguileraskeys: DONT WANT U AND never will sry BeNJiSout2getMeE: o i need to grow up? Aguileraskeys: and get over me if u like me Aguileraskeys: i DONT WANT U BeNJiSout2getMeE: i DONT like you BeNJiSout2getMeE: i pissed that you lied BeNJiSout2getMeE: *i'm Aguileraskeys: i lied cause i felt wierd around u Aguileraskeys: and felt bad Aguileraskeys: so i HAD to drop u off BeNJiSout2getMeE: well why didnt you just say you didnt feel like going Aguileraskeys: i wanted to go.. BUT things got wierd BeNJiSout2getMeE: you didnt have to make up a lame excuse about needing sleep Aguileraskeys: i did though Aguileraskeys: shit it worked BeNJiSout2getMeE: yea, unitll that saturday Aguileraskeys: well u got over it BeNJiSout2getMeE: "oh stef, i saw josh at tom jones last night.. where were you?" Aguileraskeys: well need to Aguileraskeys: well get over BeNJiSout2getMeE: if you had just said "ok yeah i went" then itd be fine, but u even had to lie about going Aguileraskeys: when was that Aguileraskeys: GET OVER IT! Aguileraskeys: sry i am being rude Aguileraskeys: btu i am beig real Aguileraskeys: i am graduatin in less then a week Aguileraskeys: i am over thsi high school petty shit BeNJiSout2getMeE: you are being rude.. i thought u were a lot nicer than this Aguileraskeys: i am nice Aguileraskeys: BUT I HATE PETTY SHIT BeNJiSout2getMeE: but im gonna tell you the same thing you told me. to get over it Aguileraskeys: i am over it Aguileraskeys: i could careless Aguileraskeys: just dont say shit u cant back up BeNJiSout2getMeE: wtf have i been saying that i cant back up? Aguileraskeys: well u think BeNJiSout2getMeE: if its not pointed out, then how am i supposed to know? BeNJiSout2getMeE: yeah, thats what i thought Aguileraskeys: no im over u Aguileraskeys: SO GET OVER ME BeNJiSout2getMeE: omfg, who the fuck siad i WASNT over you? Aguileraskeys: well read ur away messge Aguileraskeys: GET OVER IT BeNJiSout2getMeE: o, you want me to delete that away message? ok.. done. BeNJiSout2getMeE: happy now? Aguileraskeys: so have fun in ur own lil world Aguileraskeys signed off at 7:44 PM zgo0dcharlottez: im sorry.. my world dosent include fun zgo0dcharlottez: and im not that dumb to look at my other buddy list and see that u didnt sign off Aguileraskeys: well make ie Aguileraskeys: it zgo0dcharlottez: i try, it doesnt seem to work Aguileraskeys signed off at 7:47:03 PM. Apartment xx 26: i try to make my world include fun.. but ignorant ppl just love tearing it down.. such as urself SmellsLykeCheeze: oh... nothing to say? Aguileraskeys: BO JUST NOT U Aguileraskeys: no just not u SmellsLykeCheeze: what? Aguileraskeys: well this is what i have to say.. GET OVE IT SmellsLykeCheeze: how many times do i have to say that i am Aguileraskeys signed off at 7:51:00 PM. iWontBEignoredLP: how many times do i have to tell you that i AM over it for you to fuckin beleive it? aguileraskeys signed off at 7:53:44 PM. zgo0dcharlottez: he keeps blocking me everytime i try to finish alexholzbaur: lmao, I don't think u ever will, but let me try to get him to listen to u alexholzbaur: he won't listen to u alexholzbaur: o alexholzbaur: well alexholzbaur: get over it alexholzbaur: thatz all u can do heres somethin else i can do!: and i can just tell the rest of this week is gonna keep going downhill from here...
duhh omfg.. im so fucking stupid.. i didnt relize that this player was on "repeat track" and now.. with like, 5 minutes left of class.. i realize ive been playine track one for the past 35 minutes.. *looks at floor and shakes head* im such a dumbass.. and i kno theres ppl that agree out there..
this week. ok.. first off i want to point out zachs kindness on my way into the library. I walked around the corner and i dropped my notebook while trying to do something in my bag. so i did this little step back thing while i finished what i was doing and he came up and picked it up for me.. hes so nice (well, when he wants to be). ya kno? so anyways. i went to the sev yesterday after school. NO ONE.. i repeat NO ONE was up there. Steves mad at me for my live journal.. Lena never showed up.. so i started to walk with steve, b.j. (blech), dave and some other boy. They stopped at wendys then decided to go over someones house and at that time i decided to go home coz i didnt feel like having another incident of b.j. "getting back" with me and trying to feel me up. and i felt sick yesterday.. i skipped lunch to get extra credit in social studies and i didnt each my frist meal yesterday till around 4 or 4:30. and it was a little sandwich. oo.. jakes mad at me.. i think jays not talkin to me.. im writing copies of my poems to give to my ex b/f.. i keep thinking about my date this saturday (which makes me smile) then i think of all the things that could go wrong.. first off with him not showing.. -x-
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