Zuleika

Zuleika

:: 2005 15 September :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: DMB - so much to say

Wie geht's? gut?
some people 'round here seem to have taken an upturn. some a downturn. so i guess we'll call mine a.... funny turn.
"i once had a bad turn in a booth."

oh, james bond, you heartthrob. what'll i ever do with you? aside from contract syphillis...

i'm sick of being an ass. and i'm sick of being unjustifiably tired. not exhausted. just a little sloth. enough to make me useless. but for no good reason.

i dropped the car off today. tomorrow i meet hector to pick up the bentley. then i'm off to detroit on saturday to pick up the new transmission. then saturday-day i'll attempt the swap. permitting nothing is screwy. which, it very well may be. gah. i don't want to think about all the potential catastrophes.

i think tomorrow night i'm going to go to buses by the beach with teh MUB (Mutter und Bruce). hopefully i can talk to billy about the mixing board. assuming he hasn't sold it already. i got sick of calling. i felt like he was avoiding me. this way i'll have him cornered.

and i wanted to call jackie tonight... but i didn't get home until 10:30 or so. shit fuckers. i guess it'll happen tomorrow. i hate this. i shouldn't have to just squeeze her in. it's just plain wrong. i should have all the time in the world for her. well, i do have lots of free time. it's just between 10am and 1pm. and she's busy during those hours.

it has switched to Heart - Dog and Butterfly.

i love WMA shuffle...

too bad defragging the hard drive takes about 6 hours with all that shit on here. i actually had to take some off, just for enough free space to defrag properly. geh. i'm gonna do homework now.

Ich studieren die Kommunikationswissenschaft. Wunderbar.

auf wiedersehosen...

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spud

:: 2005 15 September :: 12.21pm
:: Music: WMA shuffle...

Sex...

i think it's funny... but there we are.

i still can't speak german. but two of my vocab words will be difficult to forget.

dick = fat.
schlank (with an 'ahh' sound) = slender.

so, you might have a dick dick. or there are those of us with schlank shlongs.

i just had to get that out of my system.

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spud

:: 2005 13 September :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: hungry hippo
:: Music: Heart - Even it up.

why i love hector...
"I have been preparing various parts of the site for the chat room. Preparations A-G have all been completed. The Chat room is Preparation H and I think it is to the point now where it feels good to use, on the whole."

the man is hilarious. and this isn't even his best work. but it makes par. which is good enough for me.

i think it's about time for dinner. i've had 2 pop tarts and a granola bar.

it's good to be home. but it's still missing something... i'm still missing someone...

love and stuff, guys.

p.s.

spud

:: 2005 12 September :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: sleepy

shit. i miss her.

and i just realized... shaney now has a picture of me with james on my lap. i think that's some sort of inescapable induction into the family.

not that i'm trying to escape. in fact... for some reason, i'm trying to get in. yeah, you know the reason. and yes, i still miss her.

"kids these days... it's always 'sex, sex, sex' all the time..." - life of brian.

i need to stock up on lube. that shit is not cheap.

oh well. we won't ever have the opportunity to use it anyway.

"yeah, and monkeys fly out of my butt."

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spud	:: 2005 7 September :: 10.01am Ich spreche Deutsch! (und lieben sie...) 1 comment \| p.s.

spud

:: 2005 6 September :: 11.26pm

What I usually do is buy another tranny, referb the seals and swap them out. Then you can referb the one you yanked out for when the one you installed goes out, which usually takes about a year.

I can meet you after work anytime you want in GR with the Bentley. Good luck, trannys suck.

_________________
Hector VonDub
::MIVE-->Webmaster-->Photographer-->Pervert
��2000 GTI VR6 �� 1989 Cabby �� 1984 Rabbit GTI

this doesn't bode well.

shit.

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spud	:: 2005 6 September :: 8.31pm for jackie � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � i love you! 5 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2005 5 September :: 8.53pm

happy LABOR DABOR! 2005

yeah. it's been interesting. i picked up a couple of really sexy large diaphragm condenser mics at the guitar center extravaganza. still no SD1s though.

and i had good food. that's always nice.

and dad brought up an interesting idea:
putting all of my music onto dvds, rather than cds, because they can hold much more information. we'll have to look into that further.

that's all for now.

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spud

:: 2005 4 September :: 3.11pm

fuck me in the ass!

no, don't. i was just kidding. that's seriously uncool. "outbound traffic only!"

no. dinner was good. but i feel like i'm so far behind on everything. and i can't seem to summon the motivation to rectify the situation.

so, there you have it. i'll just sit on my ass and watch it go by. because i'm sick and tired of fighting.

at least i'm not angry or bitter about it. just a smidgen on the sad side of things. ...disappointed, you might say.

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spud

:: 2005 2 September :: 8.00pm

prophecy?
i am quoting Albus Dumbledore at the end of book 3:

"This is magic at its deepest, its most impenetrable, Harry. But trust me . . . the time may come when you will be very glad you saved Pettigrew's life."

maybe i caught something. or maybe i'm just grappling. but all of the hints seem to be pretty obvious. she definitely has it down to an art... well, it may be formulaic. but it's still an art.

i bet you're wondering why i don't have anything better to do with my friday night.

me too.

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spud

:: 2005 2 September :: 3.40pm
:: Mood: weirded out
:: Music: Chevelle - Vitamin R

i don't think i did very well on the communications quiz. and i was a couple minutes late, because the bus left without me, and the other one didn't come through for like half an hour.

all in all, it was not a terrific day. but now it's over. sort of.

now i'm just sitting in my dorm. i don't get it. i'm surrounded by my peers, intellectually and otherwise, i have a free bus ticket to anywhere in the city, i'm living on my own, and yet...

i'm so lonely. for no reason. i feel more dependent on other people now than i ever have before... and now none of them are around anymore. and - don't tell anybody, but - i really suck at this. just the whole college thing. is not my bag or whatever. well, it is... it SHOULD be. but i can't shake this inadequacy.

p.s.

spud

:: 2005 2 September :: 11.02am
:: Mood: disconcerted

so, i went to my 9 o'clock german class today, right? i was like 10 mins early, so the room was dark, and nobody was there.

one girl shows up, and asks me for a pen. 9 rolls around and she bugs out. so, i hop on the computer to check blackboard and make sure i didn't miss an announcement or something. nothing on blackboard, nothing on student email, nothing on hotmail, nothing in the syllabus. i can find absolutely no reason whatsoever that there weren't 25 other kids and a professor in that classroom.

what the hell did i miss? and why does it seem to be me that's always missing this stuff?

i double checked and triple checked. i know i was in the right room. at the correct time. well, obviously i wasn't. but to the best of my knowledge... i was. Was die Verdammt!

i don't know what to do. i do know that i will be super pissed if my class downtown is cancelled.

gah. bullshit.

p.s.

spud

:: 2005 1 September :: 10.57am

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man. this could get a little weird.

kommen sie Gro�britannien

i need to find the german question mark. !"�$%&/()=?

aha.

woher ich?

ah. kommen sie Gro�britannien?

this will slow me down some. oh well. it�s kinda fun. AH! apostrophe! ummm..... `;:_,;��P�*+'##''''`� ? it's. there we go.

it's kinda fun.

weird.

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spud	:: 2005 30 August :: 11.15pm gah. it's too late. i have german at 9 tomorrow. i'm still not sure about that one. sprechen wie deutsch? not in the least. i don't think i'm going to go lift. 9 comments \| p.s.

spud

:: 2005 29 August :: 9.01am
:: Music: BnL - Crazy

I wonder how first block went/is going.

i'm gonna go down early so i can pay the ticket today.

jim and i got up at 6:45 and went to the fieldhouse (with some girl, of course) to do some lifting and abs. it felt good, but i didn't overexert myself... which is uncharacteristic. we're gonna do it again on wednesday. it just feels good. i might go again tomorrow just for shits and giggles. although, not at any 7 in the morning. although, i think i have class at nine.

well, i'll try and do some sort of cardio tomorrow.

jim is the ab MASTER! holy hell. i guess he was in advanced PE in school. it's quite insane.

maybe tomorrow i'll do some plate exercises. okay, just the curl-type things that i love oh-so-much. we'll see.

feels good.

and it's automatic, baby. 'cause it feels good. these extrasensory sensations.

i'll shut up now.

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