that is so retro

:: 2004 26 March :: 1.38am

forgot to mention that i updated lj... check it <3

www.livejournal.com/~simply_short

xOx
read previous entry... PyCe

:: 2004 26 March :: 12.03am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: these walls:: trapt

let the days drag by because i don't want school to come.
today was a fine loving day.
woke up early, went to the orthodontist. <3 -ed that visit. came home... went to the beach. very windy. came home, cleaned off, went back to the orthodontist. drove some more, and then came home. from then... i talked to jonah, ate dinner and cleaned OUT (not UP, but OUT) my room. now i'm having my long conversation with neil. damn i miss him. thank god i'm still friends with him tho. never really did want to lose him. i don't really understand why he is suddenly IMing me everyday and talking to me... but i like it, because i feel like... we're friends like we used to be. and u could never have too much neil, jonah, sherman or luan. <3

anyways... i wanted to write a lil' story thingy sorta, but i'm not in the mood because i'm more interested in talking to jonah & neil.. so peace <3
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lizzy

:: 2004 25 March :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Lost Prophets

Last train home...
Well the last few days have been boring...then nights have been fun. Yesterday night natali and i went to her gym. It was fun! I like working out..after we went to panera. yum. Came back to watch our OC invaded by paris hilton....GROSS. go away sluthoebag.

Today, another boring day...Then tonite katherine jess and i got together..I dont know we just had random laugher and fun good times with the girlies....

(my hair.)

best quote of the day from bringing down the house...
little boy: "daddy, what's a rack?"
daddy: "its a country, son!"

haha laugh with me. please?

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:: 2004 25 March :: 11.29am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: wha tha hook gon be

RANDOMNESS

Wearing:: gator soffees..wife beater
Reading:: slaughter house 5
Watching:: bet now
Sound:: "holla"..from an IM
Hair Style:: messy bun
Underwear:: victoria secrets
Favorite Drink:: bailey's n mudslides
Smell(s):: cucumber melon
Nail Style:: french manicure
Jewelry:: anything gold n wid my name on it..lol
Piercings:: ears
Tattoos:: can amara's henna design count as a tat??
Hair Accessories:: scrunchies
Thought:: can't wait for paladium!!!
Lust:: wagums

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Eating too much OR not eating enough?: not eating enuff
Doing something you regret OR not doing something u wish u would have done?: not doin sumthin i wish i wudd have
Listening to country music all day OR listening to Hilary Duff all day?: hilary duff
Getting dumped OR having to dump someone?: gettin dumped
Getting fired OR having to fire someone?: havin to fire sum1
Burning to death OR freezing to death?: burnin to death
Being humiliated on local television OR in front of your whole school?: in front of tha whole school
Being a garbage man forever OR being a McDonalds worker forever?: mcdonald's worker (hey garbage ppl get paid alot!!)
Living in a tent OR living in a box?: in a box
Not having a computer OR not having a phone?: not havin a computer
Not having a cell phone OR not having a tv?: not havin a celly
Running over someone's dog OR someone running over your dog?: someone runnin over mine
Your house getting robbed OR your house getting egged?: gettin robbed
Flying monkeys taking over the world OR killer penguins taking over?: flying monkeys
Dying OR having a loved one dying?: havin a loved one die
Only being able to eat salad OR only being able to eat chips?: only chips
Not being able to eat OR not being able to drink?: not being able to eat
Having to watch Crossroads for a week OR having to watch Glitter 4 a week?: crossroads

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Umm misc
If you were stranded on a desert island, what 2 things what you take?: my music n lots of food
Do you watch 7th Heaven?: sumtimez
What kind of music do you listen to?: rap, hip hop, r&b
Are you a virgin?: yupp
What is your name?: kailannie
How old are you?: 15
Where are you from?: new york
Brothers? sisters?: yepp
How many?: 2 brothers
How old?: 10 & 11
Who is your favorite singer?: janet jackson & whitney houston
Who is your favorite band?: is b2k a band?..sure why not
Whats your favorite tv show?: charmed
Speak anything other then english?: un poquito de espanol
Say the first word that comes to mind
Stuffed: animal
Dog: harley
Cat: cassie
Mouse: mickey
aol: cant live w/o
daughter: mother
towel: duckies
internet: explorer
bzoink: weird
Me: you
Bite: me
Sound: like
This or that
Food or drink: food
Dog or cat: cat
computer or phone: computer
him or her: him
pink or purple: purple
Me or you: you
Well about you(near the end)
What is your name: kailannie
How old are you: 15
What is your sign: leo
When\'s your birthday: august 2
Bored?: juss a bit
Getting there..
Was this boring?: ehh
Hopefully not

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Name?: kailannie
Sex?: chica
Birthday?: august 2
Location?: my house
Height?: 5'1
Weight?: 100-ish
Hair Color?: dark brown
Eye Color?: dark brown
Social Life
Who is your best friend(s)?: sammi, amara, amy, n meli
Would you rather be alone, hangout with one other person, or in a group?: group
What would you consider a typical Friday nite?: go home n sleep!! (lol..amara n sam.)
How often do you go out on the weekend? during the week?: lately been goin out alot on tha weekends..n over ppl's house durin tha week
Would you rather spend the day with your family or friends?: friends!!
Love Life
Are you single?: yea
If so, do u have a crush?: hehe..a couple
What is his/her name?: wagums n bryan
If not, what is his/her name?: -
How long have you two been together?: -
This or That
Night or Day?: night
Cat or Dog?: cat
Ugly and Sweet or Hott and Mean?: ugly n sweet
Hot or Cold?: hot
Tall or Short?: tall
Prep of Punk?: prep
Winter or Summer?: winter
McDonalds or Burgerking?: birger king
Hard or Soft?: soft
Yes or No?
Do you drink?: no..well special occasions
Have you ever gotten drunk?: not really
Do you smoke?: nope
Have you ever gotten high?: somewhat
Are you prude?: depends on wha
Are you a virgin?: yea
Are you smart?: ehh..IB
Are you ugly?: i dont think so
Are you pretty?: i'd like to think so..lol
Are you trustworthy?: yes
Random
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: 4
How many pairs of shoes do you have that actually fit?: 5
What size bra do you wear?: do ya really wanna kno??
Have you ever colored your hair?: nooo
What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?: name earrings..gold hoops..3 bangles..watch.."i love u" chain..name plate..5 rings
Do you have a cell phone?: yepp
Name three things you "can't live without": music..aol..cheese (lol..sammi)
Who do you talk to the most on aim? phone?: aim-AMY..phone-SAM
What color(s) is your room?: yellow n navy blue
Do you have a computer in your room?: no
What time do you usually go to bed? wake up?: 9:45-ish..lol..n 5
What's your favorite clothes store?: jimmy jazz n NY..dr.jays n NY
Do you wear makeup?: yes
Do you paint your nails?: uh huh
What size shoe are you?: 5.5-6
Did you like this quiz/survey?: sure why not

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lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 25 March :: 12.03am
:: Mood: grrrr
:: Music: nada

ahh this is going to be a long entry
Just got home from the movies and my mom had to be so goddamn annoying I swear if i dont print out a detailed itinerary of where Im going and what im doign at specific times she freaks. I was home by 11:18 sue me.

well didnt do NEthing special went to the delray movies w/john and uhhh nick warren? w/e he was just kinda there he left us alone for the most part. We also had to pick up johns brother's extreamly annoying friends lol his brother hates me tho so I guess it's even. We ended up seeing Dawn of the Dead which I seemed to find hilarious while john was cowering in fear. then we just went to wendys and got rid of nick and chilled in his car until we had to leave. The weirdest thing was running in2 amanda and then her callin me to tell me armando was there too. lol I had manda call my mom and tell her i wasnt doing NEthing illegal cuz I could tell she was pissed we didnt come straight home.
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ok well the cruise...kinda sucked idk i need to go back without school I could have gotten anything i wanted it was ridiculous but i was a good little officer and set an example lmao. yeah so the show went pretty bad overall but it was alrite considering barely NE1 was there. We couldnt dock at cocoa cay cuz of the weather so we ended up only docking @ nassau. I went to the beach and shopping and Inna and I rented a wave runner which was pretty cool...id never driven one before. I decided I wanted one even if I had to sumhow use it on dry land lol. A lot of ppl got motion sickness on the boat tho which sucked brittney ended up having to go to the clinic and get hooked up on an IV it was crazy.

lol I only ended up talking to one guy with liz's help lol his name was larry and hes from miami and he runs track and hes 17 (as am i *wink*) lol Liz helped me chase him down and stalk him for a while and got a convo started lol so I have her to thank. The conversation started going nowhere tho and liz tried to leave and he ended up going off to find his cousin (or so he said) so o well. he was pretty hott tho lyk spanish looking dark hair pretty eyes tall and nice enough I never have the courage to talk to random guys so I was happy with my accomplishment.

lol the funniest thing that happened i think was when they closed the hottub on us we had the brilliant plan to use the tub in jeana's parents state room since it had jets. Now her parents had THE biggest room on the ship but their bathtub was a pretty average sized bathtub lol yes we still managed to jam 4 of us in there in the oddest position and we stayed there until her parents came home and walked in and just laughed @ us...lol ill have pictures of that soon enough.

ok well I think thats enough for now hope everyone's spring break is awesome

~much luv~
Jess

**oh one more tidbit ash called me from tallahassee last nite it seems they already found a house. I guess shes really moving**

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:: 2004 24 March :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: crazy

wee. this is the time where i get 2 write & tell u the story of my night.
firstly i'd like to say that i got to see 3 of my best friends today. HEMMAAAAA! [i was more excited to see her than jonah =P]
s0-o today i watched paint dry. literally... while my mom painted my brother's room. well, tomorrow she is painting my room BRiGHT PiNK <3 i made s0-o many different plans today but none of them worked out. hema, me, ellen, jonah, neil... etc. were all gonna go to the beach, but hema couldn't sleep over & the day was ugly. so then groton was going to come over, but her dad wouldn't let her. so my last resort was to go to Ale House & the movies with jonah, mark, ellen, neil & 2 other guys. well, i called hema & she was gonna come & sleep over but since she couldnt sleep over she just came! omg! i miss her, and she got me a spiffy baby blue guess purse for my belated birthday with a cute lil' bracelet. thank u my love. she's my bestest friend... i don't wanna lose her. last best girl friend left. but neil was puking out tabsco sauce after he drank more than a cup full for $5. that's my idol. lol. & i must say ellen's outfit was super cute.

also i talked to patti today. i wish i coulda talked longer but i couldn't because i hadda run to meet up with everyone. but i was going to stop by her house after i got home.. but mommy said no. damn.

anyways, i'm off to talk to jonah online, call patti, eat some strawberry cake & take off all the stuff on my walls so mommy can patch them and paint them for 2morrow. <3 xOx

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:: 2004 24 March :: 9.43pm

i believe in fate. actually nothing happened tonight that would drastically change my thinking on fate, but overall, in these past few months i've noticed myself becoming more interested in it.

today was absolutely boring. i mean i had some nice, fun moments with my mom. us losing the alarm company man in our house. he was in the bathroom. i think with my getting older (obviously - cause no one gets younger) i'm getting along more with my mom. and this is a good thing.

wow. i want ice cream. i know that is extremely random but I do.

i really hate when people use abbreviations like "brb" and stuff. but now i am being hippocritical, cause i just realized i use abbreviations like that! oh my goodness.

missed out at what i think was a party at leah's last night. pretty dissapointed. I was not informed...oh well. since i wasn't there you must be wondering where i was. i was at the movies with my mom ( it seems to be a lot of bonding going on, whoa, mother/daughter bonding). i saw mystic river. it deserved the awards it won.

iluvBITP: we have no ice cream
flOOrEdHeArT: hahaha
flOOrEdHeArT: food
iluvBITP: this is a very depresing time in my life
iluvBITP: i want ice cream
flOOrEdHeArT: pretend!
iluvBITP: pretend to have ice cream? i dont think you can do that
flOOrEdHeArT: i am right now
flOOrEdHeArT: see?
flOOrEdHeArT: i do!

whitney whitney.

i've been recently thinking about my happiness. i don't think i am that happy. i wonder if i'm missing out on life because of anxiety of sorts and my lack of self confidence. could my life be better? could it? i sometimes miss my friends when i'm with them. what happened to the HAPPY HEATHER? was there ever a HAPPY HEATHER?

this is pretty deep. interesting i can vent my feelings out into a journal, anyone can see this.

maybe i will get with him over the summer. <3

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:: 2004 24 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: party up

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:: 2004 24 March :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: pop that booty-marques houston

i re-did my woohu!!!..do u like it?? do ya?? do ya??

well 2day has been a pretty boring day..wha have i done?? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! i've juss sat around..chillan..listen to my music..being home all day is pure torture..lol meli..i've even resulted in reading slaughter house five..lol..yea datz how bored i been..no lie..itz actually pretty good tho..lol..newayz hope everyone is enjoying their break!! wuv u guyz!!..x0x0

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lizzy

:: 2004 24 March :: 12.36pm
:: Mood: okie
:: Music: The Connells "74-75"

I was your sorry ever after....
hey everyone! well the cruise was interesting...i got closer with a lot of people which was great! The show had some mishaps (cough doll foam everywhere and clown jazz shoe). But it was fun....for more fun details...see the lj....

Monday i hung out with heather + amy which was fun. we tanned, played on the comp, and watched Thirteen. At night, rach amy and i walked to wendy's and dq. fun fun. lol..then i was muy cansada so they left.

Tuesday i just chilled around the house. It felt good to relax. At night natalia came over and we watched american idol with mis padres. lol

Today...still questionable! I redid the woohu so check it out and leave a comment :) stay positive everyone. break is supposed to be fun!

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:: 2004 23 March :: 9.32pm

gotta call from danielle last night in cali around... 12am =) then around 1am i gotta call from valerie <3 however i was half asleep while i was talking to them. s0-o tired last night.

britney spears hurt her knee. hope she gets better <3

today was a day full of sleep. slept til' 2:30 & then did chores. slept some more & ate dinner. now i'm sitting here... pissed because my mom is being a bitch because i can't go see jonah tomorrow.. and begging her isn't helping... nor is her after-PMSing doing any good for anyone.

fuck my pet chicken & marry my holy cow.

anyways... if worse comes to worse & i can't go, danielle g will be hanging out around LOS so i will be able to see her <3 i miss her s0-o much w00t.

anyways i'm bored and i don't feel like pissing jonah off about my mom anymore...so, i'mma head to bed in a few. xOx peace <3

:: 2004 23 March :: 8.59pm
:: Music: yeah-usher, lil jon, ludacris

la la la la la..
"do tha A-town stomp..do tha muscle..thunderclap..rock away.." lol meli

well..i went to my gurl meli's house today..we had fun..lol..watched tha chappelle show..lmao..lil jon..hahaha..dat wuz great..we looked at old pictures..from like 6, 7, and 8th grade..omg..we look sooooo different!!..lol..itz scary..den we juss talked..n looked at old yearbooks..lol..it wuz funn..guess datz it..x0x0

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:: 2004 23 March :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: lazy

well HE came back the other night, <3

we spoke and happiness just overwhelmed me and it's such a nice feeling.

i am super lazy/tired so if you're interested read my LJ:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/swamp_inthe_sky/

:: 2004 23 March :: 10.56am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: lady marmalade

voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir
hmm..wonder if i spelled that right..
hey my loves!!..well itz been a while since i updated..woohu wuznt workin for me..newayz..i hope everybody is enjoying their spring break!!! mine is ehh so far..not really doin too much..i'm babysittin my sick baby nico..i feel bad..he's always so hyped now he's sittin watchin finding nemo..wid a blank stare..poor kid..lol..newayz i've gone to tha beach almost everyday so far wid my dad..that was interesting..im gettin tanner!!..mostly in my face tho..im kinda red but not burnt..umm..yea..yesterday i lost my cell phone at tha beach..and tha battery died so wen i called it..it didnt ring..it ended up being at tha restaurant we ate at..yea i got into alotta trouble for that..lol..oh well..i really wanted to go home last nite so i made my dad take me home..but den no one was here..and i didnt have tha key..so we ended up staying another nite..got home this mornin..been up since around 6..not fun..i hafta clean my room..too lazy tho..newayz guess datz it for now..buhbyez..x0x0..

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:: 2004 23 March :: 1.38am

fkshdkfhs. woohu is mean. i had a nice long entry about california so far but stupid woohu decided to change the page to the "please refresh" page. i guess now you'll all have to wait until i feel like typing it all out again. sorry guys. love you all and miss you bunches.

spinoangel

:: 2004 23 March :: 12.42am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: all american rejects - "swing swing"

grrr. i lose my entries even when im in other states!!

funny stuff over here. go to danielles journal. im done.

<3 i miss you <3
when i come back i have to do lotsa homework plus make a new cd mix for myself. it shall include some sad songs for lost loves. here's one.

days swiftly come and go, i'm dreaming of her.
she's seeing other guys, emotions, they stir.
the sun is gone, the nights are long.
and i am left while the tears fall.

did you think that i would cry, on the phone?
do you know what it feels like, being alone?
i'll find someone new.

swing, swing, swing from the tangles of my heart
is crushed by a former love.
can you help me find a way to carry on again?

wish cast into the sky, i'm moving on.
sweet beginnings do arise, she knows i was wrong.
the notes are old, they bend, they fold.
and so do i to a new love.

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:: 2004 22 March :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: exhausted

trip to la bahamas mama!
now i can't say i enjoyed our cruise as much as lici, ally, jackie, and quinn did... but i did enjoy it. although the bad moments outweighed the good ones.
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friday morning: we woke up to a big expedition stretch limo in jackie's driveway after being up all night watching cody & beagan walking around messed up.

friday afternoon: roamed around the boat when we got there... chilled in the hot tub, set sail for the bahamas.

friday night: had our first dinner... casual night, then we roamed around with the 2 guys from across the hall... i think they were from... maryland? quinn & i went looking for lici because we couldn't find her, then we decided to give up & go to the hot tub, while jackie met taylor and ally stuck with her posse of mexicans. when quinn & i changed we ran into ally & she got ready & we all went to the hot tub, unfortunately it wasn't open ... so we kept walking. found lici! on top of a 25 yr. old. who bought her drinks and she hung out with. <3
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saturday morning: had breakfast, and got off the boat. roamed around while lici got her hair braided. we had so many people in our faces asking us for things. we found a licqour store & quinn bought some.
lici: "how old do we have to be to buy alcohol?"
guy: "money in your pocket."
ally decided she want her belly pierced, lici wanted a tattoo & quinn thought about a tattoo while jackie wanted her industrial pierced. s0o, we roamed around looking for a place to get that shit done... which kinda ticked me off because that can be done in america, who the hell comes to the bahamas to get that done when their parents would let them do it anyways?! and who WOULD get it done buy a buncha people like that from the bahamas? might get herpes or some diseases. o well. but, we couldn't find a place so we went to the beach. s0o beautiful. the sand is like pearls and the ocean was BLUE! s0o gorgeous.

saturday afternoon: but after the beach we found a taxi that knew where the tattoo place was. so we went. got there & realized that everything was a minimum of $50.00. now... none of them had the money to get any of that done and the taxi wasn't planning on coming back for another 2 hours.
s0o we walked down to quizno's and mcdonalds & got food. found a bus & headed back to the ship. we stopped @ the licquor store again where... ally, jackie & lici bought bacardi superior. headed back to the ship... ally & jackie got away with their alcohol but lici & quinn didn't. they people took it & said they could pick it up @ the port of miami after the cruise as long as the chaperone or parent came & got it.

saturday night: we all got "prettied" up for formal night, ate dinner, & took pictures. my tummy went bazaar on me. damn it hurt. afterwards, we went back to the room & got all hot looking for our 1st night with alcohol. i gave mine away because my stomach couldn't take it because of the pains i was having earlier. everyone else was tipsy. good memories. quinn hooked up with zach. we met melanie & christine who both go to jupiter & are best friends. ally tried her first cigarette. ally, christine, zach & quinn all did a triple kiss. jackie invited taylor back to the room to... (no need to explain) & that was the night. i recorded all of it... o we danced in the club... (18 & over) don't ask how we got in... <3
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sunday morning: woke up with jackie @ 8am, had breakfast & laid out. then ally, quinn & lici came... we were out in the sun until... like 2pm. i am now... BURNT... but tan <3

sunday afternoon: we all napped until forever. then began getting ready for dinner in which... nobody wanted to do because of the burns & lack of sleep that we had.

sunday night: after dinner, we went shopping... & quinn got someone to buy her absolut vodka. how awesome! i had 2 shots... but it was mainly fruit punch while everyone else had 3 or more & there was still some left. jackie found taylor & they went off while i videotaped hectic stuff from that night. we met more people. Dee (wants lici), Phil (ends up making out with ally), Austin (Quinn ends up begging him to make out), and other people but i didn't catch their names. melanie & christine ended up making out. and quinn made out with christine. also, she kissed her first black guy... dee. all this... is on tape... from me. lici and i went to the bathroom & talked. then dee took her to the club while i decided to leave & go put the videotape back because it ran out of tape. i accidently walked in on jackie & taylor. so i put the tape down & walked right out & went to go catch up with everyone else... they decided to do more million way kissing in which i was not down with.. so i left. i walked up to the top of the deck with the jogging track & grabbed a chair & fell asleep. some guy & his girlfriend woke me up & told me that i had fallen asleep. o well. i then realized that its 1:30am... we are docked in the port of miami & i get service without any roaming. hello! time to call jonah. unfortunately i didn't have ENOUGH service to reach him =/ s0o i went back to the room after stalling as much as possible & praying that jackie & taylor were done. unfortunately they weren't but... at that point i didn't care because i was about ready to break down. jackie had him leave & she got dressed. i returned after 10 minutes & she started talking to me about what happened... now, i did listen about it & she came outta the bathroom peeing her pants... (drunk & couldn't hold it) as i sat in my bed & cried myself to sleep as jackie took a shower. when she got out, she started talking, & as the good friend i am, i felt obligated to listen & respond to her comments. which i did. of course she asked if anything was wrong... she didn't catch the tears... s0o i said no. later after her & i finished talking, i heard banging on the door.. ally, phil, lici, & austin. quinn came in earlier but i didn't catch that one. ally & austin made out after lici went to get food & phil left. austin annoyed her so we got him to leave. i cried myself back to sleep again while quinn puked.

[this was the craziest night that they all seemed to have thought was the best... but i, however, thought it was the worst night, & its probably what made me feel s0o horrible.]
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monday morning: time to get off the boat. ate breakfast, waited forever for our color to be called... got off... grabbed the limo & went to jackies. i took a shower & we took a nap... finally my mommy came. <3
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:::-GOOD MEMORiES-:::
+stinkin' dickfor. what's a dick for? ur mouth!
+don't call somebody stupid, it breaks their self-esteem.
+how old do we hafta be for licquor? money in your pocket.
+meet freddy on tuesday @ 3pm in front of the licquor store.
+dancing around the dinner table.
.... and the rest of the good memories. i love u all. peace.

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:: 2004 20 March :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: confused

well tongiht i saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind with a bunch of people. i just updated LJ so i dont really feel like writing..a mixture of laziness and tiredness coming over me.

well i saw this cute kid at borders tongiht after the movies. and oddly enough, i know him. it's weird that i can recognize someone after seeing them once. i think thats probably the one thing i hate about myself. it's my weird thing.

well if anyone knows a guy that has blonish ear/shoulder length hair adn big eyes, please tell me cause i somehow know him and it will drive me nuts till i figure out who he is.

much love

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:: 2004 19 March :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: creative

i really love the fact that on the internet i can say things that i would never say in person. but then it makes me wonder if the internet is like a mask, my shield?

well anyways, tonight was the key club auction/talent show. some bands performed. i liked the guitar solos and the duo that wasn't the mario brothers people. AND, thanks to amy reminding me, i absolutely loved the step team...i am going to be the only white memebr of the ATL step team!!

much love <3
Heather

call me and we will def get together over break 542 2078

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:: 2004 19 March :: 10.45am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: jackie blowing her nose

boo ya... bahama mamas.
sup ladies my name is slim shady.... please marshall please let me suck your cock!!

omg jack & i are here chillin at the holidae inn. slept over here last night with alicia, quinn, and ally. baller! umm... we had super fun. beagan and cody came over... fucked up... o well. i talked to mommy last night. and also my lover jonah. boo ya! sucker. i am gonna miss him and everyone for like the almost 4 days we're gone. <3 woosh. damn my tummu hurts so imma take some meds and bounce baby out the door i ain't gonna take this mnore more... thats s0-o sarah connor. anyways peace out homie.... iweescreem. xOx

lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 19 March :: 9.03am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: smile empty soul

lalalala I want to go already!!
bleh i overestimated how much time i needed this morning so Im awake and waiting to leave for school so i can wait for the bus to come so it can take us to miami so we can get on r cruise so we can go to the BAHAMAS!!

actually im not as excited as i was to go to NY but im hoping to relax and not worry abotu NEthing. The show is kind of a stressor but after that is over im jus chillen Im not gunna get pissed @ NE1 or make a big deal about NEthing just go w/the flow.....lol and hopefully get sum semblance of a tan. maybe? please?

well ill be home on monday so call me and wel shall chill. my mom said im working off my expensive spa manicure/pedicure and my new clothes when i get back and I have so much fuckin english hw its ridiculous but shhh no we r not thinking of that rite now.

god i hope i didnt forget NEthing lol im so overpacked i'm going to have to change 10 times a day to justify bringing all those clothes.

hope danielle and christina r havin an awesome time in cali and danielle better not 4get to bring ryan home to me!!! lol <3

ash is goin to tallahasse to look @ houses but shes lyk leaving rite as i get back : (

Jimmy is in canada cuz he is a little bitch lol I wanna know how he gets every1 to take him on cool vacations

haha stats was so funny yesterday w/JB and dr baum having their fight @ the end of class
she took id hat and threw it out the window and shariff ran downstairs to get it b4 he did then dr baum locked him out. lol im gunna miss her nxt yr.

well not really much else to say I shall see you all when i return...

~Me Recuerda~
Jess

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Lizzy

:: 2004 18 March :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Gilligan's Island theme song

Dun dun dun
tomorrow...tommorrow...

we're crusin tomorrow

it's less than a day....away......

<3 <3 <3

happy spring break. i expect to see all of you wen i get back :) yay!

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: My Band:: D12 & Eminem

it's days like ToDAY ThAT i REMeMBeR Y i <3 2 LiVE.
no school 4 me 2day, like i said, mama ducks said i could stay home. we showered & went shopping. started at old navy.. getting tanks & a cute lil' white purse. ran to ross, YUCK, but i did find some dresses for the cruise. {check out livejournal} went to wellington mall... MY HOME. AEROPOSTALE iS COMiNG 2 WeLLY!!!! i can't wait! mommy & i had lunch from panda express, my treat, i recommend orange chicken, s0-o delicious. then, we shopped... hollister, pac sun, burdines, claire's, penny's, hot topic {gasp}, wet seal, etc. but i didn't even STOP in AE {BiG GasP}. +tear+ then, we headed to pick up my bro, i drove all day! w00t, although, mommy was GRASPiNG onto the door handle... she's s0-o chicken.

i finally get home, & my sis gets home, i offered to take her & her friend to the pool. how sweet. there wasn't much sun tho. but i did get VERY LiTTLE. s0-o around 3:30 we headed back home cuz the girls started to complain. & i then... talked to jonah. but then i left again to publix & then i picked up my bro from SKATEusa. i s0-o wanna chill there with all the hot sk8ter boyz. when they were outside, i got funny looks... like "that girl looks to lil' to be driving." hawtness. came home, ate dinner. then, i'm informed that i'm going to COLDSTONE's & JJ MUGGS with the WHOLE family. and when i say whole... this includes:
tim, melanie, mckensie, santos, dave, my dad, my mom, emily, tommy, me, carol (who was busy working @ JJ's), rick, natalie, brittany, daniel, booty girl, & her boyfriend.

that's not literally my family once again, but it's like... exactly my family. ok but anyways, i guess someone brought a friend, and this guy is a 16 year old HOT cheerleader. s0-o booty girl is talkin' to him... ABOUT ME! omg. lol, s0-o he starts talking to me, & then i get a call from jackie... COURTNEY BAILS OUT ON THE CRUISE. s0-o we replaced her with ally!!!! thank goodness. <3. s0-o after that is figured out, i come back & the cheerleader dude is gone. damn. but reminder... i HAVE A BOYFRiEND, but booty girl didn't know. s0-o i get back in, and she is talking to the guy that is behind the bar who hadda be like 18 to work behind there in the first place & he works with carol & looks like a cross between matt o'brien & colin farrell. HOLY SHiZZLE was he HOT! & i hear booty girl talking about me... TO HIM. now realize... i can't even go up to the hollister cashier because the guy is too damn hot & i'm not! but yeah... s0-o i talked to this colin farrell look alike. pretty cool i guess. but, then he hadda get back to work. HELLO! BRiANA HAS A BOYFRiEND WHO iS HOT AS HELL & i CAN'T ASK FOR MORE... but there was no harm in meeting 2 new hot guys. yeah. s0-o booty girl gave me her # & told me to holla. we talked about dr. weigel. considering she used to go to Atlantic. (she's only 22) she wants 2 go shopping w/ me, & she wants my butt, but she has one too. <3 she's s0-o like a sister. w00t. anyways, i'm out. peace. xOx

christini

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: switchfoot- meant to live

!!
1 more day. 1 more day.
today was good. nice and easy. thats what i'm talking about. no real work in school, 2 of 4 classes were spent watching movies with nudity. ( of course the foreign language classes) . weird ass europeans. after school rachel and natalia and adam and i went to taco bell. full of adventures. tis a scary scary place for a girl to ever go to on her own. every time ive been there something scary has happened with old scary men hitting on us. today a bum tried to hit on me and i got so freaking scared. even the cashier was like, ehhr. funny times after. we all went to adams. then mom picked us up and after dropping off the girls went to best buy and got cds and dvds and such. tomorrow:easy school day and packing.
have a lovely spring break all. <3

:: 2004 17 March :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: everything

i think my stomach is getting sick...
i knew it. mom comes home today and says, "i'm quitting. this job is too much." she goes and her room and sleeps. she just woke up and comes out to the living room to bitch to my dad. she doesn't get the fact that work is work. work means you actually gotta do something. my dad tries to talk to her, telling her that she should just wait it out and not make a desicion with just two days of work. god. she is going on and on. i can't wait til i leave. i remember the reason why i'm going to california with someone else's family now, to get away from mine. my dad... he has three weeks off... i wish he could come to california with us. he deserves it just as much as i do. instead he is going to sit here on his vacation and deal with my insane mother. god help him, and please, pray for him. CALIFORNIA HERE I COME. whew. so glad to get out of here. have a good spring break all!!

<3 you.

:: 2004 17 March :: 8.38pm

i'm walking to my computer and i walk by my parents room... i look in...my younger brother is in there watching tv and just jumping aroung like a little boy...but he's wearing my mom's sandals!

should i be concerned?!

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spinoangel

:: 2004 17 March :: 6.24pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: rufio - "over it" (acoustic)

how are you? i'm good. school almost over. christina is almost sane. that's good. i'm in a confused place right now. time in cali and las vegas with danielle. talks in the hotel room i am anticipating. it'll all make me feel 100 times better about the way i feel/act.

i really do not have anything to say.

need the rufio cd. maybe hoobastank. waiting for the stills. ben jelen. fly or die. plus many more.
i was over it before but you brought me back to where i began. and i'm starting again and i'll make you run to the end.

:: 2004 17 March :: 12.47am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Walking on Sunshine:: Jennifer Lopez

i have my woohu open in another window, just to listen to this song. it makes me want to PaRTay.

s0-o BRi isn't attending school tomorrow... not quite sure why.
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mommy duCks: "ur not going to school tomorrow... RIGHT?"
me: "whu?! if ur insisting i stay home... i will take your offer. thank u."
mommy duCks: "good. i don't hafta make ur lunch now."
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ToDaY:
morning: i love those guys. found out all my grades now.. and i'm not a happy camper. but i vow to get A's this nine weeks.

Chem: D
Spanish: C
English: A
Bio: C
Stats: C
Econ: B
Art Hist: B

still a 2.7GPA... i am such a ConstanT student. thats the same GPA i have had all year. just... the grades vary in all my class.

CHEM: boring. i'm remembering why i hate this class. after FCAT i missed it... but i see more of what pisses me off, and now i suddenly understand. but i love the work. i'm understanding that.

SPANISH: Damn. Don Juan. i think he was seducing me thru the t.v. not him literally but the script, the words he said, it made s0-o much sense.

English: s0-o many laughs. <3 4 pretam, mason, sterling, anand, avi, & logan. those are the guys. w00t.

Bio: it was a lecture day. but i was awake the WHOLE time. and it was dandy. i love learning about human evolution... s0-o interesting.

apparently ashley pasion was talking to one of the freshmen in our bio class.... somehow i'm popular? all the "popular" kids sit next to me? uMm... and i've got the kid scared to where he doesn't want to talk to me because i'm... "popular". and then to top that off... jackie's friend quinn knows who i am... and has seen me, but i have no clue who that girl is. wow.

quinn, lycia, jackie & courtney all smoke. do i? no. but i am going on this cruise with them. and i bet thursday night they plan to smoke out. do i? no. i am scared. because i don't want to drink, in fear of those BADDD hangovers i get, and i don't want to smoke because i find it unattractively repulsive. what do i plan to do? crawl in a corner and sleep.

when i arrived home afterschool... i slept. 4-7:15pm. woke up sick as hell. but talked with jonah on the phone. <3 irascreem. haha. muah! marry me please? i do. dude, do me. s0-o in Love.

o, i re-did my woohu. sexii, sweet, smooth & cool. nice work. +pat on back+ enjoy. xOx

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:: 2004 16 March :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: blink 182 - i miss you

how many days left? 2!!

the rain was nice. except walking home in puddles was no joy. mom working tonight, first night. i give her major props for going out there and getting a job. lets see how long it lasts. i gotta pack. i even procrastinate doing that. all this extra time and still just a bunch of clothes lying everywhere. i have to actually put them in the suitcase and organize. i hear that we will be doing nothing again in english tomorrow. looks like it will be another day 2 spent doing nothing. time to go? i think so. i'm gonna go look for an icon for heather's lj. white boy fro. peace n love.

<3