that is so retro

:: 2004 8 February :: 2.50pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: bully-eminem

I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DONT STAND UP TO A (BULLY)
WEEKEND RECAP:

yesterday i went to my bros flag football game..they won!..but i got burned really bad on my back..ouchies!..then i went into the ice cold pool with my sis..but we got out bc we couldnt take it..then the garage fell down and i had to hold it up until my uncle got there (no parents were home)..thank god he fixed it bc i would of been killed! and he swore not to tell so it was all good :) ..then my parents went out again..and we got chinese food..i left it there for a minute and harley ate the REST of it!!..luckily i was done..it was juss the extras..

today i got my haircut..more like a trim with layers..i like it :)..then we hung up my picture frames on the "collage wall"..its juss the begining but it already looks really cool..im so exicted to get it finished!..lastly, i did ALL my homework!!!

oh-by the way- im bringing a camera to school because i need pictures for the frames..so look good people! lol

much <3

bocaheath05

:: 2004 8 February :: 12.47pm

Last night was natalia's party. Much fun everyone <3 <3 I have many pictures, all form the pact Christine, Amy and i made of not dancing. We were the couch paparazzi and have hot pics of the dancers...Liz is a hot dancer. Natalia has a hot ass, Sam grabs Liz's ass, and up-close-and-personal with (a drunk ?) Christine. Awwwm.

I had so much fun you guys Rachel and me walking Liz home with rachel looking like a prostitute with Amara's shoes, and Freddy vs Jason with Amara saying how stupid the lady in the beginning is while I was soo scared.

Last night after he party I slept at Amy's. We froze during the night and had 2 breakfasts. I have soccer in about 30 minutes and am gonna go see my clean doggy

Much <3 Love

Heather

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lizzy

:: 2004 8 February :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: happy!
:: Music: Jet

par-tay
this weekend was sooo awesome :)

friday w. christine, katherine, christina, and rachel. toys r us + fridays. that was so nice, fun...it was xtina's "birthday." tehe. <3

natalia's party...whoa. lol. "good times, good times" as sunil would say. dancing and god knows what pics r on everyone's digi cam :)

today: econnnnn reading. argh. and other hw. :-(

thanks everyone who was with me for a greeeat wknd :)

click here for the {many} pics of the wknd Read more..

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:: 2004 7 February :: 11.36pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none.

christine, katherine, liz, rachel... thank you for all the love. twas the best birthday ever. childhood memories. offer for a male stripper. great magic show.

amazing photos, weird friends of her brothers, and conversations on christine's roof until the morn. <3

i miss danielle so much. i talked about her so much. sigh.

how can i ever repay people for loving me so much? only by loving them back.

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lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 7 February :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: BORED!!!

im so pathetic....
wooo hooo jessica havin fun on saturday nite......

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:: 2004 7 February :: 9.37pm
:: Music: salt shaker

RECAP:
so yesterday was goin pretty well and then i get to 7th hour..WHOA..here it goes:

kaila wasnt feelin well so epstein goes to her and says pick up your head..and then he looks at me (i was NOT talking) and says "what are you doing? are you taking notes? are your notes even out?" so i say "no, i didnt get them out yet"..we were only into 10 minutes of class. so i took out my binder and opened to the notes page...

E: ::walks away and turns:: says "youre going to study hall next class!"
S: me?
E: yes!
S:why?
E: because you arent doing your work..we're 20 minutes into class and you havent done anything..you arent paying attention!
( 10 minutes into class...and HE had attitude..and we only took like a paragraph of notes)
S: you think since i havent taken notes, im not paying attention?! ask me anything, i know what we're doing.
E: thats it! you have to leave!!
S: ( didnt say anything back, just packed my stuff)

***this was NOTHING like what i did in douglas'...i didnt give any attitude***

ms. robinson comes and picks me up and he told her that i was getting a referal...so while we're walking she asked me what had happened..so i told her..and she agreed COMPLETELY with me..and said that she would try and get me out of it because i didnt deserve it...so i was in lock down the whole class...but back in epsteins class...he said "if you cant handle IB..then you should quit"..something along those lines (refering to me)..ehm. i can hanlde IB!..and then kaila told me that people were talking about me..im not gonna say who they are..but ok, fuck you.

then i got home and told my mom..she was fine about the whole thing..she said that if robinson doesnt get me out of it..she will..so all i gotta say is..epstein u best watch yourself because i will get on your case and dont try to make up shit because i got witnesses..it aint over til i win..so u might as well juss quit now before something big goes down!!

ON A BETTER NOTE...i went to the movies with kaila n amy..saw you got served..OMG..i LOVED it!!! u all gotta see it!..yes-we're splittin j-boog 3 ways..lol..muy caliente!..it was a lot of fun..gotta do it again! love u chicas! n sorry for the really salty popcorn. lol

thats it for now..ttyl

<3

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lifesuxsodanz

:: 2004 7 February :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Shes Got a Way-Billy Joel

im baaaaccckkk!!! miss me?? yeah well fuck you all. I miss woohu i just need the relase sometimes.

Im such a loser i'm listening to the moving out soundtrack...one of the shows we saw on broadway. its all billy joel music but i <3 this song its so pretty.

well incase u didnt know i deleated everything when i got grounded just in case my parents decided to snoop around my account.

ok so news....ummm ash is prbly moving nxt yr thats the biggest thing right now. IDK what to think shes tryng to be positive about it so i'm trying to be supportive and....idk i can't get upset until it happens i guess.

I now understand what ashley and evan and sum other ppl meant @ the beginning of this yr when they said i chabged for the worse....someone i trusted and cared about is seriously disapointing me. If this is what i was like than im suprised that my friends put up with it at all.

yeah so i had practice all day and i had to go on lyk 2 hr sleep. I got home from the movies @ lyk 12 (i wasnt in2 kelso's party so i went out w/sum ppl from EE) lol we saw u got served i felt sooo white but it was funny. lol the acting was HORRIBLE but the dancing was AWESOME i wish i had the genes to make me do that naturally lol.

lol then i decided to watch a weirdass movie until 2:00 am then evan called me cuz he was drunk and bored so i kept him concious for a while

yeah so thx to danielle for the new format (lol chubs for lyf I <3 u like a fatass <3s cake) so for all u ignorant fools who dont know who jack kerouac is and never heard of "On the Road" than welll...just read it....its my new bible.

"We turned at a dozen paces for love is duel and looked up at each other for the last time."
-Jack Kerouac

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alwaysfalling

:: 2004 7 February :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: rooney - i'm shakin

talked to my grandma on the phone about five minutes ago. the conversation went a little like this. we talked about california and school and then out of nowhere my grandma says, "any new boyfriends?" i say no and she goes, "well that time will come soon. you'll find mr.right" that made me smile. don't ask me why.

yesterday afternoon went home with heather. she lives in a super-nice neighborhood. we had lots of fun. the night contained of chinese food, favorite parts of sixteen candles, favorite parts of she's all that, and listening to her computer making animal noises such as the whale and cow. daddy and mommy came and picked me up and dad drove really fast home, freaking out the mom. haha.

i can't wait til i get a car.
smile. i am.

<3

:: 2004 7 February :: 11.12am
:: Mood: chillan
:: Music: bada boom-b2k n fabolous

I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER...
hey homies!! whaz cracka lackin?? nutten muhc ova hea n kaila's world..juss chillan..me, samizzle and amycita all went out last nite and saw...U GOT SERVED!!!!!!!!! omg i loved it!!! it wuz so off tha chain!! omg i cant wait till it cumz out on DVD!!! tha three of us were fightin over MY man..lol..jarrell houston..omg sexinesssssss...so we decided to split him..lol..but hez still MINE!!..lol..j/k..we had alotta fun..saw sum ppl we knew from loggers' and boca middle..we saw rycardo..lol.."BYE!!!"..and den sammi made me sum really salty pop corn..like realllly salty..lmao..it all good gurl...lol..well guess datz it..i'll update lataz..x0x0

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:: 2004 6 February :: 11.50pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Boom Boom = Britney Spears

i think... coming home afterschool, and staying inside after spending my last days of being grounded.... has been more fun than this week of school.

nothing bad happened in school... i'm just, well, done.
(u know, i wuz a total bum today, and i think i got more compliments about how cute i looked today, than i have when i actually get dressed -n- ready)

chem: great. another class where i hafta work hard. must do hw over the weekend. pretam n mitchel n the piggy back ride, and adam n jb fighting.

spanish: the fight for the goldfish... kinda scary when a lotta the freshmen watch the sophomores. i wonder if they look at us like i looked at shire, kristen, and clinton, and them.... u know when u look at wut a good friendship they all had -n- how i wanted to be like them at one point. well when u look at me, vanessa, britt, jimmy, ashley c, ashley t, and jb, its kinda the same thing in that class.

lunch: so sick of these immature guys. i hafta admit... its funny, but s0o0o immature.

english: i remember that we read... and morone looked at me funny because of the position i wuz sitting in today. but that class... eh.

bio: we hadda sub, and me and elise kept makin fun of her. the test wuz alright. sick of ppl talkin about how i failed it... who honestly cares? thats where the immaturity shows... again.

afterschool: came home, napped. ate sum pizza, talked to jonah (i love u) and we had sum funny conversations, and then danced around my room to britney spears in my panties... good stuff, and um... did sum art history homework. that is such an IB FRIDAY NIGHT. but... next weekend... i won't be grounded anymore! FUCK YEAH! <3 i'm out.

lizzy

:: 2004 5 February :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: enthused
:: Music: Gavin degraw

You say u wanna be with me
this wknd {nights} should be fun...looking forward to it! :)

today: boring-ness + scurry people at lunch. bus pics.

my grandma has arrived. she's already chattered away about all the topics i know she will repeat for the new few days. we went to chocolate decadence (a bunch of dessert/chocolate/random things that get together one night and have lots of booths with samples. yum). Mis padres were there. I went around, ate stuff...obviously. Came home. now i shall sleep. love to my lovers. <3

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:: 2004 5 February :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: hero-mariah carey

FUNNY DAYYY!
are ya gonna be? are ya gonna be? are ya gonna be? well well well well....

morning- bus ride..talked to kaila..then walked around with amy n kaila..YES with no make up!! i had to do it in the hall..twas weird

spanish- got out of my presentation again!!!

algebra- told off douglas!!! i was SO pissed at her...i wasnt even talkin while the rest of the class was..so yea i got purdy mad...but i think i got some other anger out lol ( kaila)..its jsut one of those things that gets u really mad..and thats mine: when ppl get treated unfairly...

chemistry- whoa there..talk about being stupid and high....amara, carlos, sterling, n crystal..what a group lol..and then kenyon decided to put on more chalk than usual...lmao

lunch-- fun..dont really remember what went on..but i know pretam was stealing food lol

art history-- i love my kaila n sameen time!..i dotn think anythign special happened..

SAT prep-- actually did the stuff..i didnt think it was that bad...so yea did that with amara n kaila..then rode the activity bus home...empty..i was so happy! lol asked random questions talked about music..girlie stuff..:D..then i had to cross an intersection with kaila..umm..i def. dont know how to cross streets lolololol..but i made it!!

then i had some dinner..watched full house! talked to some ppl online...including ASHLEY ( i didnt forget!) lol...and that was my day folks!

<3 much love. <3

:: 2004 5 February :: 8.07pm
:: Music: Fell iN LoVE WiTH a BoY: Joss Stone

skip to my loo my darling.

damn where is that stinking Mariah CD?! i wish... it wud just pop up in front of me so i can stick it into the CD player and listen to her wonderful voice.

i'm so lucky to have u in my life. thank u for making me smile.

today wuz payday... thank goodness. i wanna shop!! TOMORROW IS FREAKING FRIDAY! YESSSS! and tomorrow is so easy too, just a bio test, which i can pass, cause i have.... FAITH! weeee! sooo happy.

chem: good stuff, i know if i had it for 2 hours i wud hate it... but i love it for the one hour we have. <3 2 those who make it fun... danielle, christina, jb, and adam.

Stats: hella boring... but pj said the funniest thing and i laughed soooooo hard.... i just cant remember wut he said.

econ: i actually participated.... and enjoyed it. it wuz cool... kinda geeky, but i lived.

art hist: i did sum good sleeping. but i wuz listening to stecker at the same time, so i'm sure i will do good. <3

i love u. maybe i will edit later, but me and danielle are going to go for a walk and follow the yellow brick road.

:: 2004 5 February :: 5.37pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: watching the inferno again

hmmmmmm.
need sleep. cant seem to get it... my dreams have flown away from my memory every day now. seems i think a little too much about other things. *shrug* ehh. life is really the same right now. i just don't know what to say. to anyone about anything. i'm content, but everything seems a little off lately. my friends, the schoolwork, other little things. who knows what i'm talking about...

i can't wait for valentines day. i always enjoy it because i get to show how much i love my friends. wait til you see what you get. ;) hee hee.

need to get some cd's i want. ben jelen is in cosmogirl. DAMMIT. thanks to ashley though, as always!

also can't wait for dirty dancing havana nights. it's awesome. like the commercials on tv make it seem a little cheesy, but if you had seen the full preview in the theatre... damn. looks like it could be a next favorite movie, if its done right. it looks so hot. plus mya sings in it! definitely seeing it. i'm officially in love with the site, with the music that makes me wanna go on vacation and to a club in havana. i'll probably get that soundtrack. try to see the trailer.

one last question that's always on my mind.
what can i do so that everyone is happy again? =\

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:: 2004 4 February :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: i miss my mariah carey charmbracelet CD. wherever it is.

Daddy: ur legs have gotten wider... that's all i'm saying.

Danielle: Those make u look skinnier.
Ashley T: It's just cause the bottom of her pants aren't big.

Sterling: Aren't those pants a little tight for you?

Sterling: Hey, hey... Peter called you ugly.

i don't know wut state of mind i'm in. i'm not down... or discouraged... i'm just wondering how ppl can be like that. i mean it might not have been intentional but... grr.

and the worst part of it all... Barbizon, a modeling company, sent sumthin to me, and my mom noticed it and thought it would be somethin 4 me to try... of course my first thought wuz.... similar to the thought that i am not pretty enuff to do that... but it wuz nice for sum1 to think that... u know?

even as i look at these pictures of my friends... i just sit and think... why can't i look as cute -N- hott as that? and i mean if missy elliott can lose that weight -N- start lookin' hot now.... o idk... wut i'm saying.

school today:::::::::
chem- short, and i can do the math work! YES!
spanish- failed that test, but the class went by in like 10 minutes! its about time!
lunch- boring, yet funny.
english- very stressful. i strongly dislike sterling. and... avi, ur the best bud. lol
bio- kayli n i had fun, as usual, she's awsum, i swear if i hadda take bio with any freshmen, it would be her, we get along 2 well. <3 2 ya girl

.................goodbye
i love u jonah. and i love everyone else too, especially those who took the time to read this.

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:: 2004 3 February :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: angry

mmph.
HASH(0x891bc38)
You're the FLOWER.
Flowers are generally acknowledged as the silent
and warm mother types, who have a fairly good
grasp on reality but also see life in all of
its good colours as well. They are natural
caretakers who wish to be kind to those who
have been done wrong, and rarely have many
selfish tendencies. Instead, they can sometimes
be almost too sacrificing if they go out their
way to help someone in need, but they aren't as
easily tricked as Stars. However, through their
tendency of looking after others, they can
sometimes assume they are always right about
everything and can have trouble seeing error in
their own ways.

+++ Good traits +++
-Forgiving
-Intelligent
-Warm
-Soothing

+++ Bad traits +++
-Self-righteous
-Sacrificing
-Workaholic
-Nitpicker

Flower people can easily get burnt out when
dealing with work, as they like to make sure
everything is alright and take care of things
on their own - but they are also very
responsible people with a calming effect on
other people.

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:: 2004 3 February :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: tipsy

I AM SO SOAR!!
yea..guess that exercise had its toll....

today was good..for the most part..got some complaints..but theyre being kept to myself

i stay after tomorrow..take the activity bus home..oh joy..lol

ttfn <3

alwaysfalling

:: 2004 2 February :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: come what may

i will love you until my dying day...
another bad night at home. evey night seems to be bad these days. nothing seems to work. even crying in her face and telling her that i wish she would get help doesn't work. she says some pretty cruel things to my dad making it as if it is his fault. i hate her for that. my dad came in my room tonight and saturday night and cried. whose dad does that? mine. he wants his wife back just like i want my mom back.

sorry for talking about my mom. i just need an outlet like the great and wonderful woohu.

this weekend was great. i've said it many, many times before, but i just love them. they bring out my happiness especially when i get to spend them with tina and then spend time with all my favorite girls in my fam, megan, emily, johannah, and aunt jenny. oh how i love them all. it's like my only time i get to spend with beautiful normal girls. it was pleasant.

will you be my baby's daddy? hehe.

good bye.
<3

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lizzy

:: 2004 2 February :: 7.09pm

new music has been rocking my socks :) gavin degraw, jet, the darkness, brand new i'm lovinnn it.

"I am sorry that anyone was offended by the wardrobe malfunction during the halftime performance of the Super Bowl,'' Timberlake said in a statement. "It was not intentional and is regrettable.''

yea. uh-uh cuz doesn't everyone always just reach out and rip off people's shirts?

okay, enough said about that :)

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:: 2004 2 February :: 5.35pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: suga suga..i <3 it!

SO FRESH N SO CLEAN
i just got done washin my baby harley. although i was washing him..i feel as if i took a shower too! lol..all good...now he's here chillen with me listenin to suga suga..he has good taste lol. so anyways..today i ran/walked/jogged 6 laps...did 15 push ups, 40 crunches, and 50 jumping jacks..i fell VERY proud!! then took a vocab quiz.100..then did good on the media project 190(95)! feeling good! KAILA YOU GOTTA COMPLAIN!!! then~ it was time to go home..so kaila checked the board n said the bus was spot 8..so we're walking and after a while we were like "think we passed it"..so we walked back and i was like "ok where is it kaila??" and she says "right here(almost gettin on bus 84)"..yeah. thats def. not our bus..i shouldda juss let her go on it..lol...so finally we found our bus *85* in spot 19..oh yea- almost missing it!!!! LMAO..that was great kaila, even if your a dick or saggy balls! we still love you..and as usual the bus ride was funnn!!

ttfn~<3

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:: 2004 1 February :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: exhausted

MUY TIRED..
juss finished watchin tha superbowl half time show...dat wuz tight..good mix of different songs..and wow..nelly lookz good!! hez not skinny anymore..hez gotten pretty buffed up..lol..newayz..dis weekend wuz pretty busy..amyz movie nite..my gamez..omg last nitez game wuz soo blahh..ok eveything dat cudda gone wrong went wrong..NO LIE..ok first tha speakers blew out so we cuddnt do tha half time dance..den i saw charles and he wuz being a big ass..but fay on tha otha hand wuz being madd koo..and really sweet..how people change..and den der were about 30 seconds left in tha fourth quarter and den tha frickin power went out!!!!!!!!!! lmao..it wuz pitch black and every1 started actin up..den der were a mobb of people trynna get outta tha gym adn sum1 sed a fight broke out..i didnt see anything tho..so i dunno..but yea we lost tha game agen..::sigh::..wha elz is new??..lol..<3 kaila

:: 2004 31 January :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: the cardigans - "lovefool"

chillin with danielle...
its been a great weekend away from school. we just love being at home and/or out. last night we saw butterfly effect.... whoa. yeah... whoa. just see it. danielle and i have been spending good quality time together because we dont spend time in school together. <3 yep yep. home is where the heart is. today we woke up at 12:30, caught up on missed sleep from the week, and went shopping. i bought something great. but shhh. its a secret.

.quotes of the day.
danielle: "take my bra off."
me: "i'm so happy we're going home and having fish rolls."

sigh. we know you probably won't find this funny... but it's just a documentation of our love/fun together. =D. <3

:: 2004 31 January :: 11.27am
:: Mood: awake

ALL NIGHTER???
nope..lol..we were all tellin amy dat she had better not fall asleep wen we were watchin movies and we ended up falin asleep..lol..we definitely shudda watched scream first..dat wudda kept every1 up!! lol..i woke up around 10 and amy wuz already up..sam woke up afta dat..den we hadda wake up amara and she went delirious..lmao..funny stuff..amyz takin tha mornin afta pictures..lol..she seems to be havin lotz of fun..lol..well datz it for now..we bout ta go eat..den were gonna try and finish tha otha movies..itz turned into a "movie mornin"..hehe..im havin mucho fun..but amy next time wake us up!!..lol..<3 kailannie

:: 2004 31 January :: 11.17am
:: Mood: waking up

MORNIN SUNSHINE!!!!
the all nighter def. failed..i think we made it to what?..1:00?? yea...but it was still fun..guess we'll have to do it again after we're more awake. we all got up like 10:30..well i dont know when amy got up..amara finally got up and was all delirious..hehe..well i must go and help get ready..ttyl

xoxo <3

:: 2004 30 January :: 11.06pm

good day & week.

chem = ugh.

stats = the Z score wuz playin' it slick 2day. thats the funniest time i've ever had takin' a test. <3

econ = sum1 get rid of epstein and his stupidity... just... move him to another school.

lunch = felt lyk an art hist pow wow. good stuff.

art hist = test. bummer. we got love fo' jesus. lol. kinda boring without carlos -n- the whole note passing and annoying stecker thing.

game = atl vs boca, we lost. baddddd game. screwed up so badly. o well... just laughed about it in the end.

got home and went over to jb's house. hung out with him and ryan... phew i miss spendin' the boring nights with them. even tho we all hate being here... we learn to make the best of it. <3

now i am sitting here with the various songs from the Blink182 CD popping into my head. thinking about jonah, missing jonah, dreaming about jonah... going nuts because i haven't talked to him. i <3 my boyfriend. about 13 days left til 4 months of love... and i will b ungrounded too. congratulations!

hmmm i should get going, i have work tomorrow, which means more time with michael and walter threatening to throw me in laundry bins, of course... my mom will just watch them do it too. <3

xoxo

==+==EDiT==+==

^^ me (left) & jackie (right): jax just got this pic back from CheeR CamP w/ NCA from summer <3 BB4e

:: 2004 30 January :: 10.10pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: dont kno why

wooooo...
we all juss got back from my game!!..pretty sad game..lol..chillin wid tha homies..fun fun fun!!! movie nite..hopefully me and amara will make a lady marmalade video..lmao..guess datz it..we're bout ta drop it like itz hott..much <3 kailannie

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