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2005 26 May :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: hurting
:: Music: B.O.C.- Godzilla
Crying in a starlight strip bar
I let out such an exasperated sigh, it startled Mr. Burch
Connor burned me five weezer cd's for two bucks. How cool is that?
To bad im still in need of the new D.M.B cd.
rgq#%^YfUIG&*
I am the new class historian.
Hooray for me.
my shoulder is in a lot of pain..........
ouch.
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2005 25 May :: 5.55pm
Jessie Wilde I love you so much.
If there is anything I can do at all don’t hesitate in asking.
I know everything seems to be falling apart but I promise things will get better. I promise. There is a reason for everything, even though we may not see it at the moment. Keep it strong.
Awww I love you!
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2005 24 May :: 2.40pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: D.M.B.-Minarets
Later on we'll all be dancing...
I stayed up all night, overachieving.
I don’t know if it will help me at all being an officer, but I just want to be a part of it.
Twilight was last night. Mrs. K forgot my solo. I was so upset. Being forgotten is not something I tend to take lightly. So when I did it, it was un-glorified and not to the best of my ability. AIDFHBIB I lost most of my breath control because I was upset, (not to say I had it in the first place, just a little more so)
My wardrobe malfunctions were insane! I’m just glad my dress stayed on. It’s flashy, shows cleavage and looks like something a flamingo dancer would wear. Mmmhhmmm I love it.
But it was all better when I had seen Chris was there. And he even brought me roses! Awww *smiles* I’m so happy.
But I'm so freakin tired. I think its time for a nap.
Allll righhhhtttttt.
Jackie
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2005 18 May :: 7.30pm
If you want to know if im nervous, just look at my hands.
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2005 15 May :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: q.o.t.s.a - a long slow goodbye.
:)
I couldn’t have asked for anything more.
Just thinking about yesterday puts a smile on my face.
Just....Amazing.
"Garth, that was a haiku."
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2005 12 May :: 5.24pm
:: Music: The verve pipe baby!
The subject? ok...my butt.
There is a new lady who moved in across the street, she looks weird. I should go introduce myself.
PVA awards tomorrow first through second block. Hooray for my award! I don’t get my medal for Solo and ensemble till twilight. (Twilight is gonna kick some hardcore ass)Then third block I have a voice lesson. Fourth block I give blood then get out early to go to Lansing. I should call Stacy when I’m there and see of she wants to hang out.
I'm pitiful. No one was taking me serious today when I said my butt hurt. I went to the trainer and had him take a look. Yeah...I know how that sounds. He said I strained my Glute and I needed to relax it. So here I am, relaxing my butt (as if I don’t do that enough). Feel sorry for me and bring me presents. Or something like that...
Ahhhhhhh will Saturday not come any faster? Because I miss someone and I want to see them :O)
Ok? Ok? Good!
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2005 10 May :: 2.12pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Im 18 - alice cooper
Well i WAS excited for today...
Today was supposed to be better then it was.
But its ok.
*smiles*
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2005 9 May :: 7.56pm
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Incubus - The Warmth
Need i say more?
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2005 7 May :: 9.06pm
:: Music: the dogs - i miss you??
Another lonley night
Yeah...since everyone is so excited for the green day concert, I thought I may try and burst their bubble.
Most of the people who call themselves "hardcore" fans, are in fact, not.
I do have to give SOME people credit to sticking with green day. Although if they are hardcore fans they would realize that their new stuff is crap, things I can’t even believe they are making money off of. If you were a hardcore fan you would have been repulsed that they became such whiney babies.
Then there are people who I really dislike, the mindless cattle who devour green day’s music like it was the best thing God has given this earth. Why do they like green day? Because it’s POPULAR. Come on people "...I don’t care if you don’t. I don’t care if you don’t I don’t care if you don’t care everyone is so full of shit!..."
Not the most intriguing lyrics I have ever heard.
I guess..........it just doesn’t strike my fancy. Maybe I expect more? You know...TALENT.
Today was crap. I could have though of a million more things to do with my time. Honestly, the only thing that is keeping me in track are friends and one more point I need for my letter.
I’m also very disappointed it didn’t get to see Chris this weekend. Kind of saddens me, a lot.
Bah
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2005 6 May :: 9.49pm
Well I have been having problems with Mrs. Kerstetter. So today instead of going to lunch I decided it was time to talk to her. I sat her down and laid out everything that was on my mind. She was shocked at first, but then understood. I feel so much better knowing where she is coming from. I find that I can almost always work things out if someone will just listen. She said some things that really made me think. Again she said she is so hard on me because she sees the passion in my singing, she knows I want to involve it in my career, and so she does not want to see me fail. Mrs. K also said something that I have heard more than once before, that my smile can make someone’s day. She said if she’s having a bad day she can look over and my smile will cheer her up. That I have a whole body smile you can just see. After awhile I wished she would stop talking about It., because my smile is not all that pretty. Mrs. K basically told me what Cheryl did last year, that even though I have only been there for so long I’m a leader. I’m not conscious that I even do it. Then she said that I talk too much, and that it’s the only weakness I have (in choir of course). She told me I have a solo for twilight, cool beans. I am glad we had a come to Jesus talk. I really do feel better. Now I know I can talk to her.
After I read this I noticed how self centered this entry was.
Sorry. Just needed to put down our discussion I guess.
Dad is teaching me Madame Blue. I must say, this is an awesome song. I defiantly need practice.
I’m going to go to bed. I have to be up to damn early in the morning.
So if you guys are cool, you will do the same too.
Peace and love,
Rockie Cosal
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2005 6 May :: 4.52pm
:: Music: Styx - sweet madam blue
Quirktey
5 Days
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2005 5 May :: 8.33pm
So my parents went to conferences,
They are happy with my grades...
I’m not in trouble blah blah blah...
They are upset I fall asleep in my first block and so on...
I need to study for tests better blahrdy blahr...
So basically things turned out better then I expected.
Today was really shitty though.
It was the first time I was mad enough to threaten someone with physical violence in a LONG time. If he ever tells me to go fuck myself again, I swear I won’t walk away. Honestly, what an ass wipe. GGrrrrrr.
But im all better now. For dinner I had chicken noodle soup and coco. So I’m content.
Im thinking about skipping my invite on Saturday, so I can have more free time. Track is starting to suck more than it normally does. I do have a love-hate relationship with it.
My choir teacher said that she’s being so hard on me because im a leader and people look up to me. Holy hell, it can’t be that much. I have only been here about a half a year! I am happy I have improved my range, I’m at the point where im comfortable being an alto, second soprano AND NOW first soprano.
I should go. I have to practice….. Singing......guitar......*trails off*
Leave some love, because I can use it today.
Jackie
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2005 4 May :: 7.51pm
WOOT! im all done!
I'm stealing this from Cheryl, because i can.
So tell me...
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to whom you are.
BE SURE TO PERFORM THIS TASK "ANONYMOUSLY"
...and I will try to guess who you are!
Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
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2005 4 May :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: enthralled
:: Music: Hendrix - Foxy
6 days
I need a back and shoulder massage.
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2005 2 May :: 8.02pm
I think it almost time for a relaxing, scenic road trip.
Should i go for red hair?
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